PISCES - SOULMATE/TWINFLAME OCT 2017

[@adillathegenius]

This reading resonated with me deeply. I'm a Pisces who's birthchart is fire dominant, and I'm non-binary/transgender/two-spirit/FTM. Not only have I been going through major physical changes, but major transitions on all levels. It has not been the most pleasant life, but I'd choose to live in my truth no matter how that makes anyone feel. I've been beyond my tipping point in being drained, pressing on, and fighting just to live a peaceful life. I have removed myself from the things, people, and places that are not apart of the next chapter in my life, but this is always the case for me. Even though I am an artist that is somewhat public I value my privacy more. I've lived a solitary life on my own, not always by choice. I've been single 8yrs, not dating, talking to anyone, celibate, have rarely dated my entire life at 34, been in one serious relationship 11yrs ago that lasted 3yrs, no contact or connection with ex's because I barely have any, and believe in things running there course, and don't do second chances. Sex partners and sex at all have been many years inbetween, and nothing ever really getting off the ground when connecting, either because they are involved, don't know what they really want, just got out of a relationship, or still hung up on their ex. I have dealt with painful senarios or constant rejection and let downs with past lovers that I tried to give the benefit of the doubt, but they failed very quickly, and in the end it was meant to, and I was always a better person for it that had the last laugh having dodged the bullet. It just sucks because I seem to feel like a Virgin when dealing with others romantically. Like...I come with a clean slate relationship wise, and their carrying baggage that I won't even begin to tolerate. It's not that anything is wrong with me, or that I'm not attractive enough, or educated enough, but I am very wise and too intelligent for my own good, see through people and the human condition extremely quick. I get a lot of false accusations and perceptions placed on me as well before anyone makes a true attempt to know me, because I'm a ladies man, some seem to think I'm involved no matter whom I'm around or that I'm a player/cheater when in truth I'm very much a bachelor on my own with little to no intimate contact with anyone, and when I do connect I keep it light hearted and playful. I'd rather be single, and do me until I feel like I've made a divine connection. I only commit to the things in life that are worth my energy, and not in to playing games in the slightest. Some think I'm selfish as well, because I not fixed on marriage, having kids, settling down, or just doing what's everyone is doing. I realize I'm here to do something much greater. I do trust I have met a quote on quote twin flame/life partner, but they got involved with someone else almost immediately once we met 2yrs ago while in a separation from a 2yr relationship, and has made an absolute shit storm in there romantic life , that I have serious reservations about. They as well seem to be cool with keeping ties to ex's, a serial dater, who after observation seems to behave loyal to an extent, but will cheat not just physically, but emotionally. She's a Pisces/Venus Aquarius, and we have a very strong, very rare spiritual tie even telepathically as well as past life, but it's just not enough for me to see past the crap. We live at a distance. I blocked her sometime ago after being angry and let down about certain things in her behavior that she just is unwilling to recognize, and how she treated me like shit by making me feel lead on in our friendship, but believes she did nothing wrong. I helped her in her time of need, and once things got tough for me, no where to go, broke my femur, lost my job, no one around, she was ghost, and never thanked me once even though I didnt expect a thank you or ask. It was all questionable. From what I know this has been a problem with others who have dealt with her. I kept it cordial though, never bitched, or went off, just moved forward even though it really hurt. There was just a shoting in LV where she now lives, and beside my not wanting to have any further connections, dealings, and my hurts. I took a moment to put it all to the side in the name of forgiveness I did reachout in concerns that she was not harmed in the crossfire. We had a very rare exchange of reveling words, with somethings that were not expressed until now. Besides her being involved I do trust she has genuine feels for me, but is with her girlfriend because of money at the end of the day. I said my peace and gave my closure, but I don't think she really gets its that I've totally moved on, won't be dealing with her, and just honestly was checking to make sure she was in no harm from the shooting. She also unware that I'm moving abroad very soon on a new career path. Things aren't easy but they are looking brighter, and I don't care to deal with anyone twin/life partner or not who will only be around when things are good, and can't seem to get a hold and take responsibility for their personal shit. I just think it's really stupid to stay with someone you don't truly love just because of money, feeling trapped, obligated, false loyalty, and fear of being alone. There are 7 billion people on earth, and I'm open to new opportunities, connections even if I have to travel my path solo, and the possibility of meeting a life partner who treats me with respect, values me and does the same for themselves in return.

[@pixyKHAN]

Yes, don't settle for someone who doesn't value you the way they should. I wish you all the best, you will find your "other" in divine timing. Bless your heart.

[@marilyndelaunay564]

GOOD FOR YOU, AND I SEND YOU HEALING BLESSINGS AS WELL. THERE'S ONLY LOVE!

[@monajean9701]

Thank you!!!

[@Vhs-fuq]

Kuf is the pisces hebrew alephbet which is victory and time loop completion.

[@debbierulh5896]

I haven't seen signs , but thing of our marriage all the time . He's fire

[@debbierulh5896]

Exactly about me , Pisces

[@debbierulh5896]

I'm Pisces Sun

[@1m2rich]

A Cancer maybe? Water sign under stress. I was hoping for a direction by now. I'm the Pisces. I could move.

[@debbierulh5896]

I was 3rd wheel for 15 years lately .

[@traceyhughes6424]

Listen..it has not been easy for known of the parties involved. He is right.. all hell breaking loose. I do not stress him. I let him know I have his back. He is combative and mean. I pray for him always. He has broken away from me. It's killing me..but I am giving him space. I went through it first. Lost family, lost money, lost my business.. it is not EASY. He lashes out at me for no reason. I love him but I am giving him a break. I do not want anybody else. Just chilling out. This journey is tough.

[@Laura-rx9mp]

thank you i love a Leo the future totally uncertain

[@Delta_Reads]

Thanks for the reading! Much love from fire sign crosswatcher ♐☺💞🔥 💘♐😃💗🔥💘♐😄💟🔥💘♐😂💖🔥💘♐🔥

[@judithstevens9300]

A Cancer?

[@haileyvlogs4097]

This completely this and my guy who is a Leo 

[@marielym.g4329]

Taurus please!!!!! THANK YOUUU.

[@debbierulh5896]

Yes he's Leo. But , he doesn't want back in my mind

[@debbierulh5896]

Me trubeluent , but strength

[@D1n-Only]

Hmm was wondering why u flip the strength card?😕

[@debbierulh5896]

Yes feeling deeply Pisces. But , Leo ?

[@debbierulh5896]

I'm probably attacking , even though we haven't talked in a year . Thought we were infinity . I doubt it , now .

[@debbierulh5896]

I am in separation for a year after 39 1/ 2 yrs

[@sonycash8599]

How is this a soulmate thing ? If your not explaining signs

[@pixyKHAN]

Sony, I explained I don't want to call out signs so the message wouldn't be limited to those signs, and like many other readers on youtube, who say "could be any sign" so why call it out at all. This is my style and it is constantly changing, so I make no promises to anyone. I will go in whatever direction I feel like going in. I just do my best with interpreting what I see. That's all I can do. You know the signs and the cards that associate with them, so make your own judgements. Obviously if you have to comment what you commented, I am not for you. Best of luck to you on your path!