Pisces - Time to face the coyote.

[@lifebeelifebee9214]

I should watch this video every day, to remind myself about my deep childhood trauma from my father, which destined to brings this coyote into my life each time a new man comes in. With this last one year relationship with yet another coyote energy person, looking just like my father, being so intense almost killed me from within, it's definitely time now to deal with my childhood trauma, and reprogrammed my subconscious mind to be able to accept a healthy person into my life. I am running out of time, and I am 60 years old, but still hoping to have a taste of a healthy fulfilling relationship finally. Thank you Fairy. You are a m a z i n g.

[@danielpiatek]

How does one give a standing ovation on KZbin???? It all really came together when I watched the reading through the second time. Thanks for your willingness to go on out there with these readings San. You are truly assisting me in making such a profound shift in my life right now. Blessings. XXX

[@SanTarot]

🙏😊

[@deedee-vl4lu]

Isn't is wonderful

[@Jgjules]

Wow so true, Daniel

[@debeshidatta6711]

Your readings are so incredibly eye-opening, doesn't matter what the date of the reading, what the sign and how many times I have already watched it! San, your psychic abilities are far more than just profound!! The connect you establish through your readings is a deep blessing on both our parts...

[@SanTarot]

🙏

[@aguy1075]

Great read. The most challenging part of this process is knowing you’re better suited to other purposes in life, but stuck on a treadmill of job, money, debts etc. Not easy to switch gears without divine guidance.

[@heathergabriel8543]

This is absolutely amazing! It’s like you’re seeing into my deepest “issues” and psyche...that difficult-to-explain, very complex blockage I always have when I start to get on a path towards success or happiness. It feels like a paralysis; I freeze before an invisible force field, and I begin to “check out” or run for the hills... I’ve started down so many paths, only to fizzle out just out the gate, when it started to look promising and people started to notice me. Can’t have that. It’s felt like a self-sabotage, but not so simple or black-and-white; more complex, deep, deep and barely utterable. Mystical in a dark way; the shadow side of the sun. When you held up those two sun cards and talked about how they sort of turned in towards each other, I saw the left, darker one as this ‘shadow side of the sun’ and the other as the more direct, bright, traditional Sun representation. I am actually an Aquarius in sun and rising, but my sun is in the first house with Pisces intercepted there, and I have always felt a deep bond with Pisces, Pisces dreams, feelings, motivations, alignments...so I consider myself a double sign Aquarius/Pisces, and find that I resonate with both readings. Thank you for sharing your deeply complex, intuitive, and beautiful readings with us ✨🌊🌬🧜🏻‍♀️.

[@ketswatchesyouall5076]

I am a tarot reader myself, and your way of seeing beyond just the visible amazes and motivates me everyday. these three readings including the last one resonated sooo much with my life and thoughts, I also was talking on my page two months ago about how Collective Gathering of Consciousness is gonna take place and you brought it up with the Beauty way reading, just before that i saw a dragonfly like the card in my place. crazy resonance. You stand out among the readers. Take love

[@firearrowtarot2748]

This makes me think of all the suppressed memories I have from my childhood . Years of my childhood that I truly can’t remember . I buried it and haven’t been able to find it since

[@deedee-vl4lu]

Best of luck... maybe when u find it..u will be free. People always asked me,how do u remember things in so much detail... Then a few yrs back...there a big emotional trauma for me...I moved on but I was not the same person any longer... Then I realized that I had forgotten a lot of things in that frame of time .... Not about the matter directly but ....this is my brain suppressing the trauma...I need to free myself of this ...I do not know how...to find myself again....best of luck.

[@goslinkygo15]

I totally understand this. I’ve lost my memory between 6-8 years old. One thing I was always afraid of was the dark. I remember that.

[@danielpiatek]

OK, so the 3rd time through .... makes TOTAL F-ING SENSE!!! Thanks. 13/14 years old, seeing my father rage yet again, and making the decision that, "If that's what it means to be a man, I don't want to have anything to do with it." I've been working all this year about embracing my masculine/yang energy, and being more directive, assertive in my life. Well, I've been doing the healing work and these lost soul parts are returning (they're big, awesome, fearsome but loving DUDES). Holy be-jesus. The EXTENDED helped a lot with this one also.

[@billmyers991]

I'm having a beer with the coyote, he's a funny guy, we're building a rocket powered skateboard...the roadrunner is toast

[@smooflarkin]

Although I'm Aquarius sun, I am overwhelmingly Pisces by other placements. I'm in therapy to face childhood trauma, and I came to the realization my light (the Sun) was taken from me. During that session I had a vision of someone handing me back the light if I wanted it. The light is a part of my personality that I had to leave behind in order to survive.

[@SanTarot]

Beautiful. Your light has been returned. ☀️

[@SusanSwanJames_PC]

Update: Wow! I did this reading as a healing exercise, stopping the video all along the way. I « time travelled » (timelines past lives and dimensional) and spoke to all these parts of myself and pretty much what came up immediately was a shocking event as a child I had no idea happened (being yelled at by my parents who were yelling because they were frightened for my safety). Thank you! Thank you! What has been addressed now, is healing this sick cycle that has been in my life as long as I remember. ❤️❤️❤️ I appreciate this reading so much!

[@twitty1311]

Susan SwanJames I’m having similar experiences with San/Spirit team tarot. Very powerful. very pure truth

[@SusanSwanJames_PC]

twitty yes! Me too! Every reading I’m drawn to has his powerful, deeply transformational effect/guidance/results

[@janisjohnson5791]

I am Sun in Pisces- Moon in Libra -Rising in Leo I have read all 3 regular & extended. I am totally amazed-The 8 of Earth and the child are mentioned predomitally in all three. They are so connected almost as stepping stones (coyote in libra & pisces --9fire in libra & leo) It is so meaningful and beautiful!! Thank you!

[@leetownes5691]

Thank you for all you do, literally every video I have watched had been on point for me!! It's mind blowing, comforting, and beautiful!! You have a real gift! Thank you, thank you.

[@DevanshNegi]

Wow thank you for this much needed message. I too had been meditating intensely lately due to the heavy energy and they have made me recall childhood memories of somewhat getting molested by 3 different individual who's even faces I can't recall like I blurred them out, supressed it but now it's coming back. But I can see how it did change my life choices or whatever I manifested as after that throughout I was more in company of girls and women (found more secure, safe and comfort around them) than men right up from singing in almost all girl choir in 8th grade to being in a class of 4 guys and 21 girls in 11th & 12th as I had taken commerce and finally in my Master's in HR where we were again 50 girls and 8 guys. I always took them to be coincidence for I was born on Women's Day 8th Mar 😅. But the fact I might have manifested this whole life experience around me due to 'that', damn the very thought of recalling 'that' makes it truely a coyote. Thank you although this is heavy but I finally get it of sorts. Can't live in Fear if I wish to Grow Hugely appreciated

[@InTuItAura]

I go back and heal those.. Reliving those moments and changing the outcomes and the perceptions of them. Time is concurrent, not consecutive, and knowing this and awareness of this, I often pick up memories of specific things. When I look back to that event or time through my journal or pictures, the dates are matched but differ from year to year. Once I saw the pattern, I was able to relive certain things that were strenuous and alter their effects on my now and moving forward.

[@mpie4056]

♓️ we rock! Thank you for the gift of this reading. I love all the comments from my fellow pisce; we get it! Going higher by cleaning up our “things”

[@MsScarlett61]

Hi San, you're wonderful gift has helped me stop feeling as if I am going mad as I go through this process of healing childhood hurts which have shaped my choices in relationships which have only led to further pain. This self defeating behaviour is really hard to change, but know I recognise it and am beginning to put my needs first. Your daughter sounds delightful and she has a wonderful and beautiful mother in you. 🌻

[@SanTarot]

I'm delighted to hear this. Thank you so much. 😊🙏

[@ellenkate444]

Oh wow, you are talking about the tower being “your psyche.” Asteroid Psyche is #16 (same as the Tower), and the big 2020 conjunction is happening exactly conjunct Psyche in my natal chart at 22° Cap. I am resonating with everything you’re saying and for me, the pattern has been to delay my own deep healing by getting into romantic relationships repeatedly. Thank you, San 🙏🏻🦋

[@twitty1311]

Ellen Faust fascinating ✨👌🏼

[@OwlOracle]

That is high as f**k, but it also makes perfect sense. Healing the fragments of our mind. Wow.

[@lalyen7064]

WOW! Confused at first and then TOTAL clarity.

[@sarahpattison5954]

This reading -and the extended-is timely and deeply profound. Thank you, San, for sharing your amazing gift. You have a perception, and an ability to articulate your message, that sets you above and beyond other readers.

[@SanTarot]

Thank you. 🙏

[@melissamolland7370]

This reading popped up on my timeline today and it resonates so much!! I am Pisces sun Gemini moon and both almost always resonate. Thank you. ❤️❤️xx

[@80sMusicGirl]

I'm going to have to watch this again and possibly get the extended version. You are the only reader I watch now because you are very practical and down to earth and you don't tell people what they want to hear. Some of it resonates and some doesn't. Ty for your time.

[@delisciacasey-pack2792]

Wow!!!! This reading hit me so deeply!! Very profound. Really resonated! Made me cry. Conformation of what I need to do! I’d been really struggling and this helped me make my decision.

[@SolenaOestriea]

You are such a beautiful articulate reader. Your readings always have so much depth! Thank you!

[@SanTarot]

Thank you. 🙏

[@PiscesPriestesses]

Hi San I love it when the Pisces readings go out over the weekend and I can watch a second time through. This is resonating so much. I'm getting that the "choice in childhood" wasn't really by choice as such, but more cultural and adapting - my Scottish Granny was a Sinclair [the family that helped to keep the Mary Magdalene bloodline going] a psychic, medium, artist, weaver and I spent major time with her. When I was told our family was relocating to England, all I could imagine [as the "big thing" I think in your reading] was crossing the English border, facing the "Sassenachs" and I had been told that the way the Scots used to do this was by painting their faces blue, raising their kilts to bare their bottoms and shouting loudly to scare the enemy English . . . which of course you can't do as a 4 year old in a small family car driving south!!! I did lots of "timeline" karma stuff as a healer with people 25 years ago, I'm spending the next 48 hours healing myself. My thanks and blessings to you xxx

[@lily7505]

Wow. Yes 💯 times, yes.

[@seva_444]

San! You’re incredible and lovely 😊 thank you. Aquarius woman with so very many Pisces that I deeply care for in this life ❤️ deep read!

[@sammy6176]

This reading is one of my favourite of all tarot readings xx

[@Oo-so8jz]

Thank you for the reading that is mend on personalized improvement-

[@dennisjones3253]

Can feel the heaviness. Thank you for sharing your gift.

[@heartactivation]

Wow. Wow. Blown away, again!! You are incredible 💗 thank you for your continued light!

[@BarbaraMerryGeng]

Yes - I understand completely what you are expressing, and it happened to me yesterday ~ I will finally resolve this .. BTW - yesterday was the day of Atonement.. I think I have to forgive my self .. 💫💛👋🏼🤗✨

[@michaelbrookins6777]

Thank you San this reading is incredibly helpful for me beautiful

[@MrEckaavatar]

This is Hermès, the divine trickster in us all, great reading 📖 👍.

[@mylavenderworld]

Woke up at three in the morning. This was the first. Idea on my feed. Confirmed thoughts from the past three days. Tired. This here your reading confirmed everything. I am a bit shook. But the clarity is worthwhile the still feeling the pain. I get it San.... Thank You! ❤️

[@christopherbennett9817]

This is so dead on..... That it's mind blowing for me... Excellent 👍

[@KRISATAHA]

Understood! Thank you and much appreciated San!!!🐾

[@goslinkygo15]

Wow. This explanation of the coyote totally changed my entire perspective of what I thought it was. Thank you ☺️

[@indiracamotim2858]

Cross watcher here for a Pisces person that completely shattered my life by a choice that he made a long time ago, when all these years I have been helping him. My world just dissolved and I am desperately hanging onto Source so that I can at least wake up every day. So, yes, what he did had to come from his childhood and he is probably going through healing to clear his timeline and it is, in a way, Karma, having to face what he did. San, you literally have no idea how your intuition led your reading today because I cannot say anything more about it. You are so connected with the Field when you are reading. Please accept my word for it. In total gratitude, always, for your gift 🎁 Namaste 🙏🏽

[@SanTarot]

Thank you, Indirá. 🙏

[@Jgjules]

My moon sign. My moment on the “timeline” was senior year of college and my two best friends at the time were asking me to trust them, to open up and I knew I was an extremely vulnerable deep down with a lot of darkness. At the same time, I was the alpha female and had this effortless power about me and so intuitively I knew that I had to trust myself-that I was betraying myself by trusting when I feel that I wasn’t truly safe with them. I was the more wise one, in other words. These friends were not on the same level as me (spiritually) and my spirit knew. When I started to trust them (and society) instead of myself, I knew the path of betrayal of self had officially begun. It was one of the most heart-breaking moments deep down-that I was no longer going to be true to myself because “I had to listen to others” in order to keep my friends and their approval. I had to compromise my spirit. It was gut-wrenching. When it was time for me to go to the depths of my own transformation, these friends were no where to be found and instead I feel kicked me when I was down-it was the most heart-breaking feeling and sense of betrayal. I think I’m still healing from that... Of course, I don’t fault them as it was my decision to trust them with my heart when I knew they wouldn’t be able to handle all its truths. I didn’t listen to that instinct. I finally walked away from them this year as even distant friends (this moment was 13 years ago) and I think they were dumbfounded. Surprised that I had finally chosen ME, MY TRUTH. It spoke volumes. I don’t want to harbor any ill feelings for myself or them for this chain of events-this event on the timeline which changed the course of my less-realized self, and yet I am still learning how to release it/them/the past.

[@Ale-cl1mm]

It was really a crisis.... 3-4 days ago ...I have felt something is coming , I have seen signs , felt super positive , psychics were telling me that my life will change... but I kinda had a tower moment...because I didn’t see or feel anything changing ...Nothing happened.... I actually didn’t understand what was that ..

[@ingridsagoy]

Funny, I had to go back into my previous lives, and cleanse and release stuff I was afraid of - things I had released in my life, was mirrored back in a previous life...

[@kat.66]

Wow. Lovely, thank you San

[@SanTarot]

Miigwetch. 🙏

[@sephinew3333]

It's believing in safe connections with people for me. I have no friends, no siblings and a string of romantic intense flight reflex. I run in all areas of connection. I dont know how to connect or trust my intuition anymore. 🙃🤓🙃So I avoid leaving the house or reaching out. I hide in you tube cause unlike fb or insta people who can reach me in real life cant reach me here. I listen to tarot readers to fufil my need of human communication now.

[@elenigalani4885]

Thank you San, it helps so much though it hurts so deeply (to realise these energies)

[@moonlit7]

Mind blown. Holy crap. Thank you.

[@dirtydozen5079]

Clarity! Thank you 💙💝💙

[@janethomas78]

Very interesting. Exactly all true. Coyote has knocked me off EVERY PATH in my whole life. I try. I know I have been damned if I do or Damned in I dont. It is A CURSE I have been trying to derail by going back through my life to the source of this. I have been going back to all of the trauma events-- WHY WHY WHY?? DO you have any help with me going back to before I can remember. I know my Mom tried to abort me abut it did'nt work. THANKS!

[@sisterstarseed7753]

Wow....thank you so much 💫💛💫

[@AndreaA113]

Thank you, San 🙏💖 really helpful

[@TheGreyArea_LuLaKye]

Love u SAN I'm her for your guidance and inspiring messages. Blessings to ur family.🎊🥳🌹🎈🌷😇

[@SanTarot]

Blessings to you. 🙏

[@my.lambert]

PiscesStar2019 I'm scarred and it's taking along time and I still cant make sense of it all and no where to get direct answers and it's making me ill

[@AlinaLeeArts]

Congratulations on 100k followers!!!

[@richardgallacherofficialyo4374]

Your lovely , thank you

[@twitty1311]

oh my. thank you San 🙏🏼✨

[@twitty1311]

i’m noticing the confirmation of the reading also is in the numerology ✨👏✨

[@susandunn11]

Got it! Wow that’s massive

[@classicheraldgameplays5364]

Thanks san your readings give me insight.☺😊😇.

[@lifebeelifebee9214]

Thank you fairy )) Just have dealt with the coyote 5 days ago. Funny part, when I met this person a year and some ago, I had a dream about him, and in my dream he appeared to be a coyote with a lush dog skin over him, to cover his poor dirty filthy own fur. Interesting.

[@SanTarot]

Amazing how we sometimes look back and realize we were being shown the truth the whole time. I know this experience, as well.

[@lifebeelifebee9214]

@@SanTarot YES!!! For that, I am endlessly grateful. However, just as you are beautifully reading, the promise was so elementary huge, more than life, beyond my understanding, the energy, the pull... etc ... that I foolishly chose to ignore the dream. In where the entire scenario was unfolding up to this very moment.

[@SanTarot]

@@lifebeelifebee9214 Because, perhaps, it was all meant to be just as it was. 😉

[@lifebeelifebee9214]

@@SanTarotyep, probably to deal with father related childhood trauma, just as you said, you are an amazing reader xx

[@Ale-cl1mm]

Thank you , dear San ! I have felt that u will do Pisces today . I was sure that when I open your page on KZbin - I will see Pisces reading 💐❤️😘

[@yvesg1253]

San .... OMG.... PING !..... right on, Yesterday wen to this friend in Montreal,... 200 Km from here..... HE IS the Coyote.... a good person, 26 Years young, and it does kick me off the path in a way.... and He won't les go, and me neighter.... sorry don't know that word.... but, everything you are telling me right now, makes me realise the IMPORTANCE, of getting myself to finally MAKE the move of letting go what I don't need ..... and GET ON to do and BE who I am..... All I want to say, is that I appreciate so much the big HELP here, and I know that , I'm finally doing what I HAVE to do for me, MY LIFE.... and STOP WAISTING TIME,..... Back on the track again, but differently this time:::Thank You so very much, my Good GUIDE Friend ::: Bless You San -- Yves

[@elmarielouise6421]

This reading can only make sense to someone with whom this really resonates - This resonates. Its my family. I broke away from the traditional belief system I grew up with. I was judged and condemned. They made my life quite unpleasant. It was a conscious decision. Then something happened that forced me back to co-exist with my family. Its been a strange kind of hell. It has been a scary very alone repeating cycle for me. Defeat and then defeat again. Yes. So blatant. Its like Im in drowning mode, and I keep swimming up despite the fact that I feel this us it i cannot anymore. But it keeps dragging me down. It challenges every single fear Ive had probably since little. Its been a 3 year journey up to now - been intensly challenging on every single level. I do surface 'stronger' despite my exhaustion and defeat. It is as if something is peaking now - and I feel disorientated also feeling that I cannot afford to feel disorientated about this now. A decision needs to be made and I have no idea what this decision is or how to make it. I dont know what I am feeling..experiencing here.

[@SanTarot]

Do you get time to be alone and still? Do you ask your higher aspects for assistance and clarity?

[@SusanSwanJames_PC]

OMG! I just read a post on FB where someone found a lost dog and posted a picture of it with him in his car.... many people posted back, saying he had picked up a coyote!!! Seconds later, notification of your video came in! Hello! Looking forward to your message... lots of Pisces in my chart 😮

[@KO-zy6zo]

1st 4 cards.. this makes total sense. I woke up this morning & had a talk with myself.. my ego stepped in & wanted to get all butt hurt. Wanted to manipulate me back into submission. It was morphing into hatefulness, tears, jokes... it was a total epiphany. To understand this multi-faceted way that my ego holds me back. Now... trying to figure out how to bring death to that little B... and get on with my life.

[@brianmac9027]

Wile E Coyote? 😉 Keep up the good work San!

[@SanTarot]

Maybe you should take the coyote more seriously, Bri... 😉

[@coffeehousecovers3126]

I’m now watching my cusps , moon , ascendant and now need to find out Venus lol 🙏💜💥 i blocked so much

[@coffeehousecovers3126]

Could it be as simple as putting yourself first and foremost and where you want your life to go instead of always trying to please others ? Or worry what they’ll think of you for choosing said path ? As always love your readings 👌

[@SanTarot]

Absolutely!

[@cynthiachronister4082]

Thank you I' think I've always avoided controlling /karmic women left many relationships my mother was in between my relationship between me and my dad but we managed to have a close bond anyway funny I just broke up with a boyfriend this summer because of a karmic female my daughter in law came today after 1 1/2 years of me filing a restraining order on her I did not speak with her or allow her into my house avoidance of controlling negative jealous females has definitely been a theme in my life I will work on facing this as I know I am a high priestess Thank you so much I know I am protected by God and the angels

[@foxxylover12]

I dont know dude. Hopefully everything will work out with myself. I don't know what this means for me

[@SanTarot]

That's ok. It can't be for everyone.

[@SolenaOestriea]

Enlightenment to quickly can burn or kundalini rising too quickly can burn out the brain. Maybe the guidance is trusting innocent self and resting in the humility of not knowing.

[@jenniferdolson8148]

I'm saying no to anyone in the music business right here and right now. Unlike a lot of folks what I say here is exactly what I mean...it's nothing personal, however, it's not who I am anymore. But I seem to be dealing with people who think they don't deserve to be said no to...I didn't come 2 u 4 that. I'm not going to have an intimate relationship with anyone in the music business either. I'm just not, and once again, it's nothing personal, it's just not who I am. So there is no need to discuss it again or in person. I have made this statement several times, and I distinctly remember telling him in the fall of 2017 that whatever is going on I want it to stop. It's not my fault people can't listen or control themselves, but at the same time, it has shown me who you are, a person who has zero respect for other people and their privacy, and because of that behavior, I want nothing else to do with anyone in that industry.

[@SanTarot]

Does this have anything to do with the reading? I'm confused.

[@jenniferdolson8148]

I don't have to have a conversation with anyone I didn't sign a contract with...just saying I know my rights and I know what's legal and illegal. Sorry about your luck.