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"Please Don't Go..." Shuichi Saihara x Depressed/Suicidal Listener ASMR | M4A | Depression Comfort

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CynnamonVA

CynnamonVA

Күн бұрын

If you ever feel you pose a threat to yourself, just know there are resources out there and plenty of people (including myself) who are willing to help! You're all so beautiful, and deserve the world and so much more!
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255
Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741
After struggling with this for the past day, I needed to let this out through one of my audios. I know several people that would benefit from an audio from this, so please know that you are all absolutely precious and that I love each and every one of you. All pain is temporary. If you enjoyed, please consider subscribing using the link below! :D
/ @cynnamonva
Since the Discord server is still being worked on, I will be holding another unofficial poll in the comment section of this video. That character will be featured in Monday's video (9/14/20).

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@CynnamonVA
@CynnamonVA 4 жыл бұрын
Unofficial poll: Vote for who you'd like to see on Monday's video by replying with the symbol representing the character you want. I'll tally the votes at 6:00 PM EST on September 13, 2020. Also, you can only vote once per poll. South Park time! ❤️ - Stan Marsh 💙 - Craig Tucker ⚡️ - Professor Chaos
@ims4turno258
@ims4turno258 4 жыл бұрын
💙
@hxtao_1340
@hxtao_1340 4 жыл бұрын
💙
@watchoutitsthenerd9624
@watchoutitsthenerd9624 4 жыл бұрын
💙
@outlookgal3603
@outlookgal3603 4 жыл бұрын
💙
@Koffee_VA
@Koffee_VA 4 жыл бұрын
💙
@tosterfricker2496
@tosterfricker2496 4 жыл бұрын
I like the bathroom The bathroom is safe No one can hurt me in the bathroom I can’t hurt my self in the bathroom We like the bathroom Me and the bathroom are friends
@manda5294
@manda5294 3 жыл бұрын
the bathroom is nice
@Aesthetictoes856
@Aesthetictoes856 3 жыл бұрын
Not going to lie I do everything in the bathroom😀
@tosterfricker2496
@tosterfricker2496 3 жыл бұрын
Honey Muffin THE BATHROOM IS SAFE
@Aesthetictoes856
@Aesthetictoes856 3 жыл бұрын
Akari Natsuo yes I sleep there,eat there,shower there,and charge my phone there
@fuyuhikokuzuryuu5611
@fuyuhikokuzuryuu5611 3 жыл бұрын
The bathroom is always good
@W4SSP
@W4SSP 4 жыл бұрын
*OMIGOSH HE CALLED ME BABY AGAIN*
@W4SSP
@W4SSP 4 жыл бұрын
@Arianna Schick uh- goodbye 🚪🤸‍♀️
@W4SSP
@W4SSP 4 жыл бұрын
@MackenzieB Thatsme Well you see- *runs* 🏃‍♀️💨
@sanacole4395
@sanacole4395 4 жыл бұрын
@@W4SSP Imagine being such a bottom that Shuichi is the top
@W4SSP
@W4SSP 4 жыл бұрын
@@sanacole4395 👁💧👄💧👁
@bungeegum7953
@bungeegum7953 4 жыл бұрын
@@sanacole4395 as a dom I can't relate
@toes8278
@toes8278 4 жыл бұрын
It’s simple I saw “Shuichi” And I click
@Aesthetictoes856
@Aesthetictoes856 3 жыл бұрын
bootiful👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽😌😌😌😌😌😌😌👁👄👁
@sophiew8206
@sophiew8206 3 жыл бұрын
yes yes same
@nrrr2662
@nrrr2662 3 жыл бұрын
yes
@scarlettskipper9352
@scarlettskipper9352 3 жыл бұрын
Agreed.
@shuki792
@shuki792 3 жыл бұрын
Im starting to have a simp for shuichi
@vox4alastor
@vox4alastor 4 жыл бұрын
;; THE BABIE IS CRYING - I REPEAT , THE BABIE IS CRYING
@pregameshuichisaiharasimp4456
@pregameshuichisaiharasimp4456 4 жыл бұрын
Sad Shuichi makes me sad... 😭
@vox4alastor
@vox4alastor 4 жыл бұрын
@@pregameshuichisaiharasimp4456 - i know . .
@pregameshuichisaiharasimp4456
@pregameshuichisaiharasimp4456 4 жыл бұрын
@@vox4alastor yeah..
@vox4alastor
@vox4alastor 4 жыл бұрын
@@movedaccounts9639 - e - excuse me ?
@pregameshuichisaiharasimp4456
@pregameshuichisaiharasimp4456 4 жыл бұрын
@@movedaccounts9639 i-i..
@movedaccounts9639
@movedaccounts9639 4 жыл бұрын
DAMN WE WENT FROM HIM HELPING ME SLEEP TO THIS.... Edit: why... are there likes..?
@petals.giffff
@petals.giffff 4 жыл бұрын
:))
@meiiwatanitheultimateloser6162
@meiiwatanitheultimateloser6162 4 жыл бұрын
@@petals.giffff oh hi
@petals.giffff
@petals.giffff 4 жыл бұрын
Mei Iwatani the Ultimate loser h-hi
@meiiwatanitheultimateloser6162
@meiiwatanitheultimateloser6162 4 жыл бұрын
@@petals.giffff 😼😼
@petals.giffff
@petals.giffff 4 жыл бұрын
Mei Iwatani the Ultimate loser 😔😔
@zel1899
@zel1899 3 жыл бұрын
He's better at being a therapist than my actual therapist.
@kaedeakamatsu1128
@kaedeakamatsu1128 3 жыл бұрын
Wait, Miu?! Are you okay??
@kaedeakamatsu1128
@kaedeakamatsu1128 3 жыл бұрын
@Bisexual UwU Hello!
@zel1899
@zel1899 3 жыл бұрын
@@kaedeakamatsu1128 oh, yeah im fine!
@Buzzybee374
@Buzzybee374 3 жыл бұрын
@@kaedeakamatsu1128 Sup, Kaekamatsu!
@kaedeakamatsu1128
@kaedeakamatsu1128 3 жыл бұрын
@@Buzzybee374 Hello!
@taekosan7805
@taekosan7805 4 жыл бұрын
The comments are making me cry. As someone who isn’t depressed or suicidal, I want so badly to help everyone in this comment section. Please call someone or tell someone you feel this way...
@wealllovemia
@wealllovemia 3 жыл бұрын
Natari San I’m depressed and I told my friend about it and she said “Your not depressed” so I’ve just been trying to convince myself that I’m not depressed
@sampofools
@sampofools 3 жыл бұрын
same...
@taekosan7805
@taekosan7805 3 жыл бұрын
@@wealllovemia tell your parents!! That’s always the first step! I hope you can get through this, I believe in you my dude
@randominternetuser3814
@randominternetuser3814 3 жыл бұрын
why did i genuinely forget that not everyone wants to die 👁👄👁
@taekosan7805
@taekosan7805 3 жыл бұрын
@Icy Hot uwu that’s not actually true.. it’s like that in many ways but many adults go out of their way to help their kids.
@maaagicp7879
@maaagicp7879 4 жыл бұрын
Me:*secretly hating my self and in pain* Saihara:*existing and comforting me in this ASMR* Me:I love my self a bit more now, thank you Saihara ^^
@taekosan7805
@taekosan7805 4 жыл бұрын
You should love yourself goddamit 😤
@maaagicp7879
@maaagicp7879 3 жыл бұрын
@@taekosan7805 hey I know I’m a bit late but I wanna say thanks for saying that, please love yourself as well and take care of yourself, drink water and eat well please :)
@taekosan7805
@taekosan7805 3 жыл бұрын
@@maaagicp7879 only if you do too! And thanks ❤️
@Aesthetictoes856
@Aesthetictoes856 3 жыл бұрын
🔫😃 Love you self
@maaagicp7879
@maaagicp7879 3 жыл бұрын
@@Aesthetictoes856 🔫😊 only if you do as well
@PyroGirl-kz2ik
@PyroGirl-kz2ik 4 жыл бұрын
Honestly, completely honest here.... no lies.... listen I know I'm a Kokichi kinnie, but seriously honest, I promise.... I feel like you know what we need, and are collectively gathering information (hacking through our history, blah blah blah) and are giving us what we need....
@egg5690
@egg5690 4 жыл бұрын
Wat
@meiiwatanitheultimateloser6162
@meiiwatanitheultimateloser6162 4 жыл бұрын
@@egg5690 your pfp I-
@egg5690
@egg5690 4 жыл бұрын
@@meiiwatanitheultimateloser6162 its ur sleep demon 😺
@meiiwatanitheultimateloser6162
@meiiwatanitheultimateloser6162 4 жыл бұрын
Iloveit
@egg5690
@egg5690 4 жыл бұрын
@@meiiwatanitheultimateloser6162 tysm
@grapepanta8727
@grapepanta8727 4 жыл бұрын
Baby? First sentence I hear he calls me baby someone end my suffering-
@shuichigrrr8743
@shuichigrrr8743 3 жыл бұрын
Omg I'm such a big fan 👏👏
@zel1899
@zel1899 3 жыл бұрын
I squealed- My family woke up 😃
@K1L3ING
@K1L3ING 3 жыл бұрын
@@zel1899 MOOD BAHAH
@sukuramaizu
@sukuramaizu 3 жыл бұрын
@@zel1899 I choked while drinking my water-
@circusemu
@circusemu 3 жыл бұрын
Grape
@elegyvi
@elegyvi 4 жыл бұрын
My depressed heart that isnt into the suicidal stage yet feels better now 🤧😌💕💕💞💗
@yaretzymeow
@yaretzymeow 4 жыл бұрын
You are lucky you aren’t :>
@artemis6500
@artemis6500 4 жыл бұрын
@@yaretzymeow agree
@artemis6500
@artemis6500 4 жыл бұрын
Smh ima go get smashed, The deadly way I mean.
@Dramasaysllama
@Dramasaysllama 3 жыл бұрын
Bro.. yet??? 👁👄👁 you good?
@elegyvi
@elegyvi 3 жыл бұрын
@@Dramasaysllama N o 👁👄👁
@sugarsweetasmr
@sugarsweetasmr 3 жыл бұрын
I’m a Shuichi kinnie that just got out of Psych Ward bcz of depression and suicidal thoughts and DAYM I NEEDED this😌
@hanakoskokeshidoll
@hanakoskokeshidoll 3 жыл бұрын
congratulations! (on getting out) sorry you had to be there in the first place
@Girlfriend_FNF
@Girlfriend_FNF 3 жыл бұрын
I'm still in a suicidal situation... But congrats on getting out of it
@Insaneandsilly_
@Insaneandsilly_ 3 жыл бұрын
I’m so happy for you !! I hope you’re doing better now
@SammyDroom
@SammyDroom 4 жыл бұрын
I’m not crying *sniff* you are
@movedaccounts9639
@movedaccounts9639 4 жыл бұрын
@Kiibo It’s ok other Kiibo, *sniff* *let’s cry together ok?*
@crimsontwitch6240
@crimsontwitch6240 4 жыл бұрын
can I cry with yall?
@SammyDroom
@SammyDroom 4 жыл бұрын
-Kiibo- *sniff* ok : (
@SammyDroom
@SammyDroom 4 жыл бұрын
CRIMSON TWITCH yes *sniff*
@SammyDroom
@SammyDroom 4 жыл бұрын
Arianna Schick yes... *sniff*
@naicantsleep
@naicantsleep 4 жыл бұрын
I’m legit crying- WHEN SHUICHI WAS CRYING I STARTED CRYING WTF MAN OMFG YOUR DAMN UNDERRATED I- 😭😭😭😭 Honestly this really made me cry your voice is so amazing and this just made my day. I was feeling so shitty and I’m just glad I saw this
@kokichiouma8277
@kokichiouma8277 3 жыл бұрын
Why is this me
@randompersononyt.21
@randompersononyt.21 3 жыл бұрын
Sounds like I'm talking to a guy that not even real, do I need therapy?-
@jupiters_galaxy
@jupiters_galaxy 3 жыл бұрын
@@randompersononyt.21 It's a surprisingly healthy coping mechanism. When you feel alone this can comfort about and then you stop spiraling. Videos like these help me a lot!
@blubin189
@blubin189 3 жыл бұрын
2:00 first sniff
@onechaigirl
@onechaigirl 3 жыл бұрын
Shuichi: *starts crying* Me: “NO WAIT SHUICHI I-“
@ohioresident8777
@ohioresident8777 3 жыл бұрын
I literally started shaking and sobbing. WHY CANT SHUICHI BE REALLLLL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@Amymartens
@Amymartens 3 жыл бұрын
IKRRR
@Kaylakay954
@Kaylakay954 3 жыл бұрын
EXACLY OMGGGG😡✋😢😢😭😭
@xxsleepy_lemn_xx9763
@xxsleepy_lemn_xx9763 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah :(
@lennonbabicz968
@lennonbabicz968 3 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@alvinandthechipmunkscovers
@alvinandthechipmunkscovers 3 жыл бұрын
PfuiylugVlkfyKYOUf kuftCylfYckflgcg Now I'm thinking that 😭😭😭😭
@vox4alastor
@vox4alastor 4 жыл бұрын
;; to make everyone feel better , imagine helpless from hamilton playing when you and shuichi first meet .
@Blood_of_Sun
@Blood_of_Sun 4 жыл бұрын
WOAH, yes,
@taekosan7805
@taekosan7805 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks rantaro
@user-ps1sj2gu3r
@user-ps1sj2gu3r 4 жыл бұрын
TGHANK YOU RANTARO
@alex_ze_awsumyt5484
@alex_ze_awsumyt5484 4 жыл бұрын
Thumbs up to you, bud, thanks!
@vox4alastor
@vox4alastor 3 жыл бұрын
@@alex_ze_awsumyt5484 • ;; it ' s no problem !
@outlookgal3603
@outlookgal3603 4 жыл бұрын
This is hurting my little dark soul when hearing Shuichi cry
@lynx3254
@lynx3254 4 жыл бұрын
If I could get gonta to tell me I'm worth it I would be cured of depression.
@maaagicp7879
@maaagicp7879 3 жыл бұрын
You’re worth it, I know this world can be harsh sometimes but you are loved and even if you are ignored you’re still one of the most special people in this world
@hecate6931
@hecate6931 3 жыл бұрын
Ayo same 😍✌️
@lynx3254
@lynx3254 3 жыл бұрын
@@maaagicp7879 🥰
@madisoncutlip1729
@madisoncutlip1729 3 жыл бұрын
I have a feeling he would be like “ gonta don’t want you to harm self, gonta protect you, gonta thinks your worth it.”
@rainycandyam3
@rainycandyam3 3 жыл бұрын
Sameee
@anneleisedeane6259
@anneleisedeane6259 3 жыл бұрын
I've never yelled "stop crying" so many times in a row in my life
@kanasnowrose
@kanasnowrose 3 жыл бұрын
shuichi: hey, baby? me, grooving: HOWS IT GOIN' THIS BEAT IS NON STOP
@CynnamonVA
@CynnamonVA 3 жыл бұрын
IS THAT A RHYTHM HEAVEN REFERENCE? A fellow person of culture. I appreciate that.
@valentine-om3zq
@valentine-om3zq 3 жыл бұрын
I- he cried. I’m crying. We all do be crying.
@tvgirlislove
@tvgirlislove 2 жыл бұрын
YES. I STARTED FEELING SO BAD NOO
@lindsayfeldpausch8639
@lindsayfeldpausch8639 3 жыл бұрын
shuichi: everyone wants u around... kokichi: i exist shuichi: shut up my mom:im here too shuichi: DAMMIT JUST SHUT UP
@lylithslilac
@lylithslilac 3 жыл бұрын
*Damn* 😃
@orangegalaxiez
@orangegalaxiez 3 жыл бұрын
@ELLENA ALICEA same 😔
@DearObituary
@DearObituary 3 жыл бұрын
Everyone wants me to die too 😀👍
@carameuloz
@carameuloz 3 жыл бұрын
@@DearObituary :( why?-
@abbyhixenbaugh2695
@abbyhixenbaugh2695 3 жыл бұрын
@@carameuloz yeah why :(
@creepbunn
@creepbunn 4 жыл бұрын
I know this is serious but I had to make this joke im so sorry Suichi:your not planning leaving this world right Me:were in a killing game suichi I could go at anytime
@creepbunn
@creepbunn 4 жыл бұрын
Again I’m so sorry
@kyzkazzie
@kyzkazzie 3 жыл бұрын
❤suichi❤
@eclipseisbmyt666
@eclipseisbmyt666 3 жыл бұрын
Don’t apologize I love you
@TheAbsoluteMost4972
@TheAbsoluteMost4972 3 жыл бұрын
As a suicidal and depressed person, i let you pass with that joke
@viywx
@viywx 3 жыл бұрын
LMAO BYE
@Blood_of_Sun
@Blood_of_Sun 4 жыл бұрын
SHUICHI CRYING HURTS ME SO MUCH IM SITTING HERE CRYING BECAUSE OF IT, MY HEART IS LITERALLY HURTING
@watchoutitsthenerd9624
@watchoutitsthenerd9624 4 жыл бұрын
I had to take a few pauses this cause I now know that listening to Cynna cry (real or fake) is angst for my s o u l. I just want all of you to know that you matter to someone, and if you don’t think you have anyone you now have me. I may not know most of the people I’m claiming to care about, but you are here on this video reading this. That already means we have at least one interest in common! That could be reading long comments or danganronpa, either way the world and I would miss out on you and all your glory if you left. I wish for good things in your future, and until you get all the love and appreciation you truly deserve there will always be audios and comments like this to remind you that you are needed and loved even if it may not feel like it right now.
@pastelanimations9956
@pastelanimations9956 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much,this made me feel really happy
@Spade_ofCards
@Spade_ofCards 3 жыл бұрын
I agree, this comment just cheered me up
@K1L3ING
@K1L3ING 3 жыл бұрын
thank you so much.
@the_average_one
@the_average_one 3 жыл бұрын
Why is it always people online that care for me. I doubt anyone except for a bunch of anonymous people. It's not fair
@Nachiel_90
@Nachiel_90 4 жыл бұрын
"Don't perfect yourself for someone but wait for the person who will love your imperfections" I dont know who made the quote but damn HHHHHHHH
@animeeditsanytype7878
@animeeditsanytype7878 3 жыл бұрын
Dam this hit hard on another level every night i cry because of how i look and everyday i ask my mom to go to the gym so i can perfect myself for a boyfriend someday and i say everyday im not gonna get anybody Oh shit im crying wait hold up Ok back So when i listen to these i get the feeling that i can do it someday i can look good and that i can get someone who likes me Shit sorry it just kinda poured out ig i needed someone to vent to
@Nachiel_90
@Nachiel_90 3 жыл бұрын
@@animeeditsanytype7878 It's alright to vent. it's alright to cry. it's alright to get angry. Just wait my bro, you'll meet someone who will love your imperfections. :) have a nice day
@axolotlreaper5863
@axolotlreaper5863 4 жыл бұрын
Nobody: Me: **Maps by Maroon 5 on Loop but it’s stops once the video ends**
@kimterrell2437
@kimterrell2437 3 жыл бұрын
I was sexually harassed by my uncle a lot but I've been clean for 2 days!
@zhopxop1327
@zhopxop1327 3 жыл бұрын
@@kimterrell2437 hopefully three now congratulation (if its not three you can always try again) you are worth it.
@cchaerily
@cchaerily 3 жыл бұрын
@@kimterrell2437 I'm so proud of you
@cofeeartz1247
@cofeeartz1247 3 жыл бұрын
I am scared cause I have a cousin that gave me a fucking love confession and I just feel weird... I did not deny I just pretended to act like I thought he was saying it like he was my mom or dad... I am only 16 and he is 20!! I did not have the courage to tell my sister or my parents.... he was creepy but not perverted. he always looks at me and I stay away politely but really I was pissed off.. I finally told my sister but she was just making in fun of me. But I am not depressed or on suicide. I ignored him BUT HE STILL LOOKS AT MEEEEE HGREJKDHFU9IRJKSDZGUIDJ
@kodi3284
@kodi3284 3 жыл бұрын
*mother mother blasts in the background*
@gerardo9569
@gerardo9569 4 жыл бұрын
When he started to cry I felt my heart SINK
@shtackie3499
@shtackie3499 3 жыл бұрын
The one thing that makes me feel better: shuichi saihara
@camsjamss1146
@camsjamss1146 3 жыл бұрын
agreed
@jmgrule
@jmgrule 4 жыл бұрын
So, Normally I’m a person who has so much anxiety and can’t sleep And I just see this and my heart melts And my stress levels are normally through the roof and now I feel a lot better- This is some magic stuff
@marybethmcpeak5306
@marybethmcpeak5306 3 жыл бұрын
Same I- omg your picture brings back memories
@jmgrule
@jmgrule 3 жыл бұрын
@@marybethmcpeak5306 Sis don’t question me- I was gonna change it but someone told me not to
@marybethmcpeak5306
@marybethmcpeak5306 3 жыл бұрын
@@jmgrule I wasn't meaning to question I was just surprised
@jmgrule
@jmgrule 3 жыл бұрын
@@marybethmcpeak5306 It’s a joke with me and my friends in a sense It’s basically when someone says something about me I’m like : Homie we don’t ask questions we V I B E It’s stupid ik
@marybethmcpeak5306
@marybethmcpeak5306 3 жыл бұрын
@@jmgrule oh ok
@hecate6931
@hecate6931 3 жыл бұрын
he made a “no, that’s wrong” reference. i’m even more deeply in love
@obistore_
@obistore_ 3 жыл бұрын
Me: depressed and has suichi as a comfort character Cynn: let me- *slides video* Me: y e s
@viywx
@viywx 3 жыл бұрын
same
@daisy6336
@daisy6336 3 жыл бұрын
Same🥲
@igneousschwarz
@igneousschwarz 3 жыл бұрын
Shuichi's sniffles and crying are the same as people's yawns. They're both contagious.
@rosemary782
@rosemary782 3 жыл бұрын
Wait are we supposed to yawn when other people do? I dont now, im worried
@igneousschwarz
@igneousschwarz 3 жыл бұрын
@@rosemary782 When you watch someone yawn, something inside you triggers, and you think that you're tired. And then you yawn. When Shuichi cries, so does everyone else.
@nctzenjazzi
@nctzenjazzi 3 жыл бұрын
@@igneousschwarz oh yeaaa
@jellytophat874
@jellytophat874 3 жыл бұрын
Shuichi: Hey baby? Me: EE-
@meiiwatanitheultimateloser6162
@meiiwatanitheultimateloser6162 4 жыл бұрын
This is why im a simp for emo detective.
@_dice_leader_8300
@_dice_leader_8300 4 жыл бұрын
I love this audio so much this made me feel a lot better since I had a really tough day thank you so much for this audio!
@carlasmith5487
@carlasmith5487 3 жыл бұрын
WAIT IS THAT KOKUCHO EKJDJSJSIWK I DID OIKAWA FROM HAIKYUU SJHSHSJSKOAOS
@eeexho
@eeexho 4 жыл бұрын
Story time: So I was listening to this audio when my mom comes in, I tell her I'm listening to music while guarding my iPad for my *life* then she says what music and I say I'm not actually listening to music, she pushes the question saying what are you listening to, I tell her it's embarrassing, she says show me, I show her the video's picture, she knows it's not just that picture so I give her my iPad, she took my headphones and listened, my face was so pale at that point, she said why are you locked in the bathroom and I explain what the video is for, she looks at me and says, okay, just put your clothes away. I was about to explode, end of story ^_^
@MiyuuisSleepy
@MiyuuisSleepy 4 жыл бұрын
If I were in that situation, I would *implode* ngl
@eeexho
@eeexho 4 жыл бұрын
Atua is Watching after she left, I said "self destruction protocol complete" and *imploded*
@shototodoroki2034
@shototodoroki2034 3 жыл бұрын
I had a similar experience with another thing (I forgot what but I think it was either Shuichi or Kokichi). I told her I was watching a documentary about spiders (Mom hates them) and she left me alone.
@eeexho
@eeexho 3 жыл бұрын
Shoto Todoroki you freaking genius
@shototodoroki2034
@shototodoroki2034 3 жыл бұрын
Sara The Cupcake Maaaaybe I already knew about it too (she will knock and then wait a bit until I say “come in”) so I put up a picture of a spider just in case.
@acuteusername8599
@acuteusername8599 4 жыл бұрын
When I clicked I was like ok and then this hit me 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆~ then I was like NO NOT AGAIN NO NOT THE SIMP ZON
@scara4517
@scara4517 4 жыл бұрын
my thoughts are getting so dark (to me) that at this point when im having lunch/dinner i cant stop looking to my knife or fork or something that can harm me like screwdrivers, scissors, etc... without thinking about you know... my parents also joke a lot with suicide like they tell me "go kill yourself" and start laughing at me, and i actually think about it, i've been thinking about it for quite a while... this really helps me thank you 🥺
@luciel7835
@luciel7835 4 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry you have to go through that! I'm here to lend an ear if you'd like. ^^
@taekosan7805
@taekosan7805 4 жыл бұрын
Hey my dude if you need help I’m here, I’m no shucihi, but Yknow
@Kokichi5317
@Kokichi5317 3 жыл бұрын
Same 😔
@wealllovemia
@wealllovemia 3 жыл бұрын
I don’t think your parents should be telling people to go kill themselves even if it is a joke-
@ToxicYaoii
@ToxicYaoii 3 жыл бұрын
My parents hate me lmao 👁️👄👁️
@colorful_ashley
@colorful_ashley 4 жыл бұрын
I loved this so much that I legit cried since I’m currently going through these emotions... ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤍💕
@movedaccounts9639
@movedaccounts9639 4 жыл бұрын
It’s ok- 💙💙💙
@justapersononyoutube3486
@justapersononyoutube3486 4 жыл бұрын
Phuhu~ well momokuma wishes you the best of luck with these emotions and thoughts! stay strong! 🖤🤍
@taekosan7805
@taekosan7805 4 жыл бұрын
Hey my dude if you ever need to talk I’m here. I hope you feel better
@colorful_ashley
@colorful_ashley 4 жыл бұрын
Just monika Thank you 😊 💞❣️
@cemeterybatzz
@cemeterybatzz 3 жыл бұрын
It's been 6 months Are you feeling better? Anyways here's a hug 🤗
@mushroom1861
@mushroom1861 4 жыл бұрын
My guy to sweet- excuse me as I go cry in a corner-
@mary2338
@mary2338 3 жыл бұрын
@Mercury xc Wait for me too please i'm always left out lol
@mary2338
@mary2338 3 жыл бұрын
@Mercury xc Thank you for including me in this crying session
@mary2338
@mary2338 3 жыл бұрын
@Mercury xc [ looks at hands ] [ puts it on face ] [ starts crying ]
@Su.824
@Su.824 3 жыл бұрын
Cries in corner with everyone*
@user-ru3oj6fz8h
@user-ru3oj6fz8h 3 жыл бұрын
*crying in the corner while eating hope bagels*
@Koffee_VA
@Koffee_VA 4 жыл бұрын
Your voice is so calming, soothing and relaxing to listen to when I’m feeling stressed out and/or sad ( please keep making everyone’s day better with legendary content)
@a.dr1a
@a.dr1a 3 жыл бұрын
WHY DOES A VIDEO COMFORT ME MORE THAN PEOPLE IRL IM SOBBING
@carameuloz
@carameuloz 3 жыл бұрын
*me and shuichi grew a little closer today*
@nctzenjazzi
@nctzenjazzi 3 жыл бұрын
lol
@mariajosefarias1604
@mariajosefarias1604 4 жыл бұрын
I really loved him, I made myself cry but it was beautiful, I barely know English (I speak Spanish) and the little I understood was wonderful. His voice was so beautiful and relaxing.
@eclipseisbmyt666
@eclipseisbmyt666 3 жыл бұрын
La verdad amo este audio 😳✨💕
@keigoily
@keigoily 3 жыл бұрын
Lo de arriba lol
@user-de8er5os3q
@user-de8er5os3q 3 жыл бұрын
no dislikes. AS IT SHOULD BE NO DISLIKES
@user-fu7jw1fw3q
@user-fu7jw1fw3q 3 жыл бұрын
Hello Toko :)
@user-de8er5os3q
@user-de8er5os3q 3 жыл бұрын
@@user-fu7jw1fw3q hello person
@user-de8er5os3q
@user-de8er5os3q 3 жыл бұрын
@Mathilde gaming ROBLOX that's just sad dude
@maaagicp7879
@maaagicp7879 3 жыл бұрын
@Mathilde gaming ROBLOX may god forgive you, but I wont
@W4SSP
@W4SSP 3 жыл бұрын
Toko-
@piersswife8724
@piersswife8724 3 жыл бұрын
when shuichi started crying, heart shattered into a million pieces. it’s simple.
@lovelybasil
@lovelybasil 3 жыл бұрын
Today I felt like shit, I self harmed, I failed my parents again, and I didn't do anything productive today, but y'know what? This made me feel so much better and I wanted to thank you for giving this to us. I'm sure we all appreciate it💜
@yumedani
@yumedani 3 жыл бұрын
Oh, Look at that.... I' 'm Simping for Shuichi Now...
@sansmaeda
@sansmaeda 3 жыл бұрын
same/-
@professionalstalkr
@professionalstalkr 4 жыл бұрын
My depression has gone bye bye
@hedevastated
@hedevastated 3 жыл бұрын
“i want to hold you” AAHDO😿😿😿😿
@korkichiouma3588
@korkichiouma3588 3 жыл бұрын
Please anything but my comfort characters crying
@nightsculpt0r
@nightsculpt0r 3 жыл бұрын
*He called me baby.*
@lennonbabicz968
@lennonbabicz968 3 жыл бұрын
**cries in needed to hear this bc I keep masking my emotions so well that everyone thinks I'm not depressed but I've been getting worse cuz of it and idk what to do anymore**
@godexxkorelia
@godexxkorelia 3 жыл бұрын
Are you okay,like, do you need help?
@lennonbabicz968
@lennonbabicz968 3 жыл бұрын
@@godexxkorelia Mentally or physically? Cuz physically, I'm fine, but mentally, I'm really fucking close to losing my shit cuz I'm supposed to be the "happy kid"
@emmalovesyouu_
@emmalovesyouu_ 4 жыл бұрын
Me watching this in my Kaede cosplay be like 👁👄👁 But in all seriousness this really helped me thank you for this I really needed it 🥺💕
@sophie7360
@sophie7360 3 жыл бұрын
Mathilde gaming ROBLOX why-
@maaagicp7879
@maaagicp7879 3 жыл бұрын
@Mathilde gaming ROBLOX but it’s a cute ship! ;-;
@punkv4mp
@punkv4mp 3 жыл бұрын
*oH gOD-*
@galacz4019
@galacz4019 3 жыл бұрын
@Mathilde gaming ROBLOX why not ?
@tolietchan1015
@tolietchan1015 3 жыл бұрын
@Mathilde gaming ROBLOX alright cool
@astro.brownies
@astro.brownies 4 жыл бұрын
Me: I wonder what my blanket taste like *takes bit of blanket* ok not so good
@astro.brownies
@astro.brownies 4 жыл бұрын
*bite
@PyroGirl-kz2ik
@PyroGirl-kz2ik 3 жыл бұрын
Lol, me too
@Su.824
@Su.824 3 жыл бұрын
Same-
@PillowWantsSleep
@PillowWantsSleep 3 жыл бұрын
Title: shuichi x depressed suicidal listener Me: oh so nothing changed aight then let’s do this-
@rebbecachunn
@rebbecachunn 3 жыл бұрын
I can't imagine having someone like this in my life. I've spent too many times curled up in a corner so that I'm not bothering anyone. And I wish that things could get better, but the damage is done and literally cannot be reversed. But this was quite sweet and what I hope anyone going through this situation has in their life ❤️
@owltime2611
@owltime2611 4 жыл бұрын
dude- this is really good... watch me cry- i had a really shitty few weeks man- XD
@Ena_Magica
@Ena_Magica 4 жыл бұрын
Okay how did you know exactly what i needed like this is the second time!! (Keep up the good work!💙)
@manda5294
@manda5294 4 жыл бұрын
i wish he was real. i just want someone to care. thank you for making me feel loved.
@zayzo8950
@zayzo8950 4 жыл бұрын
oh my, this made me cry.
@pastelanimations9956
@pastelanimations9956 4 жыл бұрын
This made me feel so happy T-T i havent even finished it,but the feeling of some one caring about me this much,even if its a fake character is making me feel so happy, i love this so much thsnk you for making it-
@micsc0splays148
@micsc0splays148 4 жыл бұрын
Ah yes.... i needed this, Shumai made me feel better *(thats when i realize my crush did this to me once, i me to him once-)*
@eclipseisbmyt666
@eclipseisbmyt666 3 жыл бұрын
Omg I read your wattpad Kokichi x Reader story 😳
@micsc0splays148
@micsc0splays148 3 жыл бұрын
@@eclipseisbmyt666 😮😮 Thanks for reading it btw! I didnt expect to encounter another reader of my book here on yt again 😅 But really, thanks for reading the story, updates will come soon
@packitupteamcrow
@packitupteamcrow 3 жыл бұрын
@@micsc0splays148 hi 030
@micsc0splays148
@micsc0splays148 3 жыл бұрын
@@packitupteamcrow hello ^-^
@lordpufferfish6084
@lordpufferfish6084 4 жыл бұрын
One of my now old friends just Stopped being friends with me and in extremely sad *can youtube hear me cry?*
@robin_ragnvindr
@robin_ragnvindr 4 жыл бұрын
Yes....
@lordpufferfish6084
@lordpufferfish6084 4 жыл бұрын
@@robin_ragnvindr 👁👄👁 UHOH
@robin_ragnvindr
@robin_ragnvindr 4 жыл бұрын
@@lordpufferfish6084 KZbin is watching your every move.... 👀
@lordpufferfish6084
@lordpufferfish6084 4 жыл бұрын
@@robin_ragnvindr AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAÀAAAAAA
@robin_ragnvindr
@robin_ragnvindr 4 жыл бұрын
@@lordpufferfish6084 KZbin is watching.... Hehehehehe
@rosered3452
@rosered3452 3 жыл бұрын
"Hey baby? you locked yourself in the bathroom for some time now" Shuichi I am taking a piss chile
@pastelanimations9956
@pastelanimations9956 3 жыл бұрын
Me:comes clean to parents about hating me self Parents:ignores Shuichi: OH H E L L NO
@margeretha9554
@margeretha9554 4 жыл бұрын
this really helped me because tomorrow i have to see my dad’s other woman and her kids. thank you, this really calms me and makes me feel better!
@kokoroshit1973
@kokoroshit1973 3 жыл бұрын
I wish Shuichi was real,but I guess non of us deserves this beautiful child
@ieath0twheels846
@ieath0twheels846 3 жыл бұрын
Not me sitting in my ACTUAL BATHROOM listening to this crying 😀👍
@Skoomasipper11
@Skoomasipper11 3 жыл бұрын
Shuichi: are you planning on... L-leaving this world..? Me: no Shuichi I'm not leaving you, aka my world- Teehee I'm such a flirt
@tellemnaegg25
@tellemnaegg25 3 жыл бұрын
✨ Smooth ✨
@Skoomasipper11
@Skoomasipper11 3 жыл бұрын
@@tellemnaegg25 yes sister I'm so smooth
@zel1899
@zel1899 3 жыл бұрын
@Annelise Condakes mond- No
@a_swag_stormiigaymer
@a_swag_stormiigaymer 3 жыл бұрын
69
3 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for saying this but Shuichi: _encourages us to live_ Also Shuichi: “I want to die like everyone else.”
@ScrimbleBoy
@ScrimbleBoy 3 жыл бұрын
and here is why Shuichi Saihara, the Ultimate Detective, is my comfort character! 💙
@Rs-bm3kr
@Rs-bm3kr 3 жыл бұрын
just like a wise person said ‘suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem’
@killerqueen6733
@killerqueen6733 3 жыл бұрын
"i want you to stay here" me: *too bad i don't HA* it's okay u can laugh that's how i cope soo
@Na-ek1no
@Na-ek1no 3 жыл бұрын
The same 💫ENERGY💫
@eclipseisbmyt666
@eclipseisbmyt666 3 жыл бұрын
Hah i mean MOOD
@hinataexe.4536
@hinataexe.4536 3 жыл бұрын
ok cool-
@xshuichi2x883
@xshuichi2x883 3 жыл бұрын
I’m crying- WHEN SHUICHI STARTED CRYING IT MADE ME CRY EVEN MORE 😭💙
@peko6444
@peko6444 3 жыл бұрын
Itsshuichi helping peko with her suicidal thoughts So wholesome
@b0nn135
@b0nn135 3 жыл бұрын
I HAVEN’T CRIED THIS MUCH IN A WHILE *OH MY GOD-*
@b0nn135
@b0nn135 3 жыл бұрын
@Shuichi Saihara Uhhh- Nothing?-
@b0nn135
@b0nn135 3 жыл бұрын
@Shuichi Saihara Hah. 😰
@b0nn135
@b0nn135 3 жыл бұрын
@Shuichi Saihara Yes, Mr Detective.
@elizabethafton8567
@elizabethafton8567 3 жыл бұрын
Just wanna say to anyone that does feel this way: It does get better in the end, and if it doesn’t then its not the end yet ; you just have to be patient ❤️
@darlingdearest7253
@darlingdearest7253 4 жыл бұрын
I was crying When I listened to thisS-
@gabe2331
@gabe2331 3 жыл бұрын
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH IM SOBBING-
@solarforeheadkisses
@solarforeheadkisses 4 жыл бұрын
omg this is so perfect i’m just- your voice is extremely comforting tysm for this asmr it’s really helpful!! 💗💗💗
@zel1899
@zel1899 3 жыл бұрын
Jusy gotta say i literally love your pfp so much
@solarforeheadkisses
@solarforeheadkisses 3 жыл бұрын
@@zel1899 thanks!! 🥺💗
@uhhhhhh6440
@uhhhhhh6440 4 жыл бұрын
I- this hits way to hard for me
@sweettartomori
@sweettartomori 3 жыл бұрын
"are you planning on leaving this world..?" Me: Kaito already left, he's on the moon
@azbukaamm
@azbukaamm 3 жыл бұрын
Dang 👌
@SprinklezAJ
@SprinklezAJ 3 жыл бұрын
h-heart.. go brr.. 😰💕
@eclipseisbmyt666
@eclipseisbmyt666 3 жыл бұрын
No im crying myself to sleep
@o_sana9767
@o_sana9767 3 жыл бұрын
HES CRYING IM SOBBING 😭😭😭
@W4SSP
@W4SSP 4 жыл бұрын
NOOO DON'T CRY BABEY 😭
@W4SSP
@W4SSP 4 жыл бұрын
@Arianna Schick hol up- 👁👄👁
@esther5003
@esther5003 4 жыл бұрын
Celestia Ludenburnt UHHHHHH- We just wanna know :D
@tamari6797
@tamari6797 4 жыл бұрын
@Arianna Schick wow 👁💧👄💧👁
@iwatchedtoomanythatonenagi5470
@iwatchedtoomanythatonenagi5470 4 жыл бұрын
C E L E S T I A _why are you here_
@W4SSP
@W4SSP 4 жыл бұрын
🚪🚶‍♀️💨
@fluffy_cat1245
@fluffy_cat1245 4 жыл бұрын
0:01 Me:wow that's nice to hear 0///0
@blackeyed2160
@blackeyed2160 3 жыл бұрын
*happiness intensifies.*
@xyloooong
@xyloooong 4 жыл бұрын
rlly odd how i get this notification 4 days late mid crying... thanks youtube
@FlammableBozo
@FlammableBozo 4 жыл бұрын
I spy with my pea sized brain an underrated person :O
@ariesthething7382
@ariesthething7382 3 жыл бұрын
Wow, this audio shows and gives more concern and comfort than my parents do
@lilyfrl9846
@lilyfrl9846 3 жыл бұрын
Same
@ariesthething7382
@ariesthething7382 3 жыл бұрын
I have this audio screen recorded on my phone for whenever I need it 😎
@peachyfizzy7423
@peachyfizzy7423 3 жыл бұрын
this was really comforting. im still considering but this helped, thankyou
@peachyfizzy7423
@peachyfizzy7423 3 жыл бұрын
so i decided i probably am gonna go through with it, i just can’t :( everything is so hard but this is probably the last time ill listen to this, and, i wish u luck for whatever you do in the future
@venusisvibing6756
@venusisvibing6756 3 жыл бұрын
@@peachyfizzy7423 Hey, please tell me that you didn't go through with it. I don't know you, and you're just someone on the internet, but I don't want anyone to leave this world in that way. It's not okay. If you want to talk about it then you can reply, but that's not necessary, I just want to know that you're okay. I know that they don't work for everyone and that it's horrible to reach out but you should talk to someone, and if there isn't anyone you trust, then call a hotline.
@venusisvibing6756
@venusisvibing6756 3 жыл бұрын
@@peachyfizzy7423 it’s been two weeks, are you okay?
@venusisvibing6756
@venusisvibing6756 3 жыл бұрын
@@peachyfizzy7423 heyyy it’s been seven months, i assume that because your name and pfp changed you’re okay, just wanna check in :)
@shuichisaihara2290
@shuichisaihara2290 3 жыл бұрын
Note: i love you all no matter race, gender, mental health, etc. You're all perfect to me, Pheonix And Shuichi. You may say you're shit n stuff but I can scream no that's wrong and write a paragraph about how damn perfect you are to me. I may not be Shuichi himself but I'm here to try my hardest to Atleast imitate him. If anyone needs to speak, I'll be posting videos and stuff on my account soon or so (or on my community tab if I figure it out),you can always leave a comment there if you need to. I love you all very much, goodnight.
@sansmaeda
@sansmaeda 3 жыл бұрын
when people make accounts imitating the characters it makes me so happy ^•^
@cottoncandysweet8132
@cottoncandysweet8132 4 жыл бұрын
Y’all should do neko shuichi bc I just wanna see if I could make it through that
@maaagicp7879
@maaagicp7879 3 жыл бұрын
*cries in Saihara simp*
@zoshimuddin6207
@zoshimuddin6207 3 жыл бұрын
bRUH He sounds like him-- I--
@izurukamukura3112
@izurukamukura3112 3 жыл бұрын
I listen to this every time I’m sad. Thank you for making this video
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