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@hellokitty99246 жыл бұрын
Clayton Jennings Thank you so much for this
@adriannatempleman59776 жыл бұрын
Clayton please help me understand why things are hard enough to make people kill themselves?
@connerowen79786 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this man it’s really inspired me ❤️
@luvellieee6 жыл бұрын
definitely reached me & kept me from ending my life , praying that God uses you for more and more people each day❤️
@abbey88706 жыл бұрын
Thank you! I really needed this..
@kaylab6305 жыл бұрын
I don’t wanna die or kill my self I just wanna disappear and come back when I feel better
@puppetchu_5 жыл бұрын
Please tell me if you know a way to do that so I can go to
@puppetchu_5 жыл бұрын
@Corality well that's one way to do it
@puppetchu_5 жыл бұрын
@Corality I'm 14 so I'm still in school
@420countrybrooke95 жыл бұрын
Prayers
@davianmarshall32165 жыл бұрын
Same 😭😭😭😭😪😪😪
@harmonywaymire74974 жыл бұрын
this was posted 2 years ago, so can we all just take a moment of silence for all those who aren’t here with us anymore?
@Chibgchibg4 жыл бұрын
@@bbykatie__8667 bby i want to go as well but please dont i love u, find a reason to stay as silly as it sounds mine is music it makes me happy try talk to a suicide help line they wont tell ur parents if thats what ur scared about i love u and i hope ur ok
@hariomkushwaha97734 жыл бұрын
@@bbykatie__8667 hey mate. I'm sorry for what you are going through. Honestly, i'm in same situation but still i want to help you. Do you wanna talk? I promise i will listen without any judgement. I just hope you are okay brother❤️
@sm0llqueen2894 жыл бұрын
I almost took my life
@harmonywaymire74974 жыл бұрын
edgyblueduck please. please. please stay. i beg you. it isn’t worth it. Jesus loves you so much. He may not take this storm away, but He’ll he holding your hand right through it. you are worth living.
@harmonywaymire74974 жыл бұрын
Chara the Human me too. you’re not alone. Jesus loves you so so much. give Him your life and fall in love with Him too. turning to Jesus is the best thing in the entire world. give Him your life. it’s worth it.
@sampeterkoski55894 жыл бұрын
“i’m scared to live but i’m scared to die” -nf
@mrsherbetsniff4 жыл бұрын
"I'm paralyzed"
@brokenprincessofhell47434 жыл бұрын
"I'm empty inside"
@IamC.M4 жыл бұрын
Relate to this,NF's music helps me alot.His my favourite musician
@amandast.quintin97514 жыл бұрын
I’m the same what do I do 😖
@-blackout-13924 жыл бұрын
Please don’t kill don’t kill your self I try but I’m here and I don’t you to try it please I’m here for you
@blooddemon2339 ай бұрын
A song that saved my life 6 years ago I still listen to it
@michaelbrown8181Ай бұрын
God bless you. I'm so grateful that you're still alive. ❤
@courtnymurray71675 жыл бұрын
One of the worst things i find about depression is feeling like you're sitting on the sidelines of your own life watching your potential greatness pass you by.
@MeenalChaturvedi5 жыл бұрын
Yes I relate to this. I have been experiencing this for months now and you put it so well. When, and if, will it ever end?
@courtnymurray71675 жыл бұрын
@@MeenalChaturvedi "the light shines in the darkness and the darkness does not overcome it" i dont belive its about it ending its about overcoming it daily.
@MeenalChaturvedi5 жыл бұрын
@@courtnymurray7167 well going by me being alive so far, I am overcoming it. Maybe the light can bring a little bit of happiness, and some nice people to talk to? I just struggle alone with so much sadness. Music keeps me alive whenever I wanna stop. I guess henceforth poems will too. Where do you find these quotations from?
@liltomboy25935 жыл бұрын
I have ben experiencing that for 5 years now. my once glorious shot at being someone disappeared. I am just a failure hanging on a thread which is held up by something. Once the thread is cut or snaps, I am dead . Cant wait for the day it just snaps. Maybe I'll have peace then.
@MeenalChaturvedi5 жыл бұрын
@@liltomboy2593 i know how that feels. You're not the only one though the cause of your pain might be different. But we're somehow still holding on for who knows what... I'm here if you need to talk.
@armylife26005 жыл бұрын
"Suicide doesnt kill people. Sadness kills them." One of my favourite quotes.
@deStRuktOnXBL5 жыл бұрын
Muzo Army this part
@armylife26005 жыл бұрын
@@deStRuktOnXBL what do u mean this part?
@abomousa15645 жыл бұрын
Sadness is nothing compared to deprission ..
@armylife26005 жыл бұрын
@@abomousa1564 i know that too. Its just a quote i like. 🤨
@abomousa15645 жыл бұрын
@@armylife2600 k
@johna11866 жыл бұрын
I have so much respect for this man its unreal.
@heatherpurvis24186 жыл бұрын
Ya. This kills me every time I watch this.
@thechallengerofgaming97906 жыл бұрын
same he is like my idol now
@ashleygross26916 жыл бұрын
me too
@overallmorgan65936 жыл бұрын
With you
@genaro91666 жыл бұрын
True
@elainewhaley6342 Жыл бұрын
This video saved my daughter's life tonight, she has Stockholm syndrome and didn't think she could survive without her abuser, this video made her call the hotline before she cut. Thank you for saving her life she's getting the help she needs now
@s0vnds Жыл бұрын
God bless you and your daughter. I hope she finds the strength to push forward and never look back
@dragonslayer437 Жыл бұрын
I hope she is getting better
@TheGreyGhost_of43rd Жыл бұрын
Should probably do better as a parent huh
@ArnorDemuynck Жыл бұрын
Damn bro I hope she alr❤
@wolfdemon3472 Жыл бұрын
he saves lives he prob many of us hear from committing suicide
@scarlet77664 жыл бұрын
Depression are screams not all people can hear.
@fazezen4 жыл бұрын
That hit me hard bro
@yamatokurusaki57904 жыл бұрын
More like the whispers that are louder then normal words yet nobody can still hear them
@Homoparanoia4 жыл бұрын
Why can no one see i don’t try to hide it i’m screaming and showing the wound and still NO ONE TAKES NOTICE i don’t know what to do...
@rosebushcreations33474 жыл бұрын
@@Homoparanoia same here
@fastest1594 жыл бұрын
Then gonna stop this once and for all... 8 hours left before my act...
@DepressionTalks16 жыл бұрын
You are literally saving lives with this
@robertalejandro466 жыл бұрын
He saved mine, I was about to end my life and leave behind my amazing partner in crime and my 6 year old daughter Melanie. I never cried so hard in my life and never felt so low but his words in this video changed the outcome of what would have been a terrible mistake.
@maxsfx12126 жыл бұрын
Robert Alejandro I’m glad your alive and know that people love you my name is Melanie too have a good life and stay strong he saved my life as well❤️🙏🏽
@anonoumouspanda48236 жыл бұрын
just saved mine.
@hiwelcometochilis61526 жыл бұрын
Not mine
@gkjfdg6 жыл бұрын
im tired ...not this kind ...Is just want to sleep an wake up „healthy“ ...im so sick of it 😕😭
@foldup_steady81326 жыл бұрын
I want to stay alive but it hurts being here
@lizzyrodriguez8286 жыл бұрын
Yeah i understand... do you want to talk about it?
@kobiejohnson68606 жыл бұрын
Same I really don’t want to die bc I know I have a whole life ahead of me but I want the pain to stop😭😭
@ioanniskapatsinas33996 жыл бұрын
dude i can feel you the thing is that you are afraid of death and you dont wanna live
@nrg_zeus_ttv78756 жыл бұрын
Please don’t, if u need someone to talk to I will
@Jam-jt7bm6 жыл бұрын
Through sorrow and tears there’s beauty in the mist of it all
@Tigerlily462 Жыл бұрын
“Dear anxiety” has been my go to every time I just need to feel like I’m not alone, and to help remind me that there are people out there who understand it…… ever since I came across the vid. Then one night when I felt like I couldn’t take it anymore and that wasn’t enough watching it over and over I found this one and I completely broke down in tears… because that’s exactly where my mind was at. That was about a month ago, and here I am again.. needing another reminder. Thank you Clay 💜. I’m sure your vid’s have helped many people. I am one of them!
@toxicjaded_edge7415 жыл бұрын
"The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die" -Unknown
@poliwindi5 жыл бұрын
I am doing the same every day but i feel like end is near
@lindastrauss42905 жыл бұрын
❤
@lindastrauss42905 жыл бұрын
@@poliwindi ❤ don't give up!
@jerameypratt85705 жыл бұрын
I'm going going gone.
@codboys90995 жыл бұрын
i did the same thing i can remeber the day i tryed to kill myself
@EmilyRivera2114 жыл бұрын
“I don’t wanna die, just wanna get relief”- NF- Hate Myself
@person-su7sd4 жыл бұрын
Yk, I'm here for you, if u wanna talk
@d_mighty87234 жыл бұрын
@@person-su7sd i cant feel anything anymore. I wanna die. Im done taking multiple meds for anxiety and depression and bullying at home and school. Everytime i tell my mom she says its a mood. I told her i attempted suicide and nothing happened. I wanna die so badly...
@vizranks4 жыл бұрын
@@d_mighty8723 i know how you feel man, but people dont even spend a fraction of their existence alive, and even tho it feels like life jusy gets worse and worse, theres always a rainbow at the end of the storm. i prey that you can make it through your depression and thrive
@vizranks4 жыл бұрын
@Kira Jade Murphy please do not kill yourself, there are so many great things you have yet to experience and you should never give up when times get like this no matter how bad life gets
@person-su7sd4 жыл бұрын
@Kira Jade Murphy *hugs* yk, ur special, dont forget it
@chuuyadazai72984 жыл бұрын
I don’t wanna die, I just want the pain to go away, everything just hurts, I don’t even know if I’ll survive today....
@feliciana9804 жыл бұрын
I hope you will. Please stay with us i don't even know you but u care about you please don't end it all! Hold on ily
@gacha_maker1374 жыл бұрын
here's a helpful think that helped me when I wanted to end it all -forget the past forget whatever about what happened to u who said to u you can't change it it's forever stuck with u forget all of that and think about ur future think about ur family and move on from the past to the future- that helped me and I pray that it help's u and other people
@rayanmroueh67714 жыл бұрын
are you alive? please say yes
@brokerjho53284 жыл бұрын
Hi. I hope you survive that day. ❤️ lovelots. Im sending you virtual hug.
@fan22574 жыл бұрын
Hi
@bowencote7801 Жыл бұрын
I can honestly say this song saved my life. I thought it was the only way to escape my pain. The night I almost went through with taking my life I found this song and it made me realize that life isnt all darrkness. There is more to life than pain. I hope one day you read this Clayton. Thank you for making a difference. Much love
@hvnylemons4 жыл бұрын
"Suicidal people don't want to die, they just want to live a happy life and end this suffering but they feel like suicide is the only way to end the suffering." -Unknown
@cash_Machi04 жыл бұрын
are you ok man? ik that's a stupid question because you're watching this video, but no one has replied and i thought id check in
@hvnylemons4 жыл бұрын
@@cash_Machi0 Oh, I'm fine, thanks for asking^^
@cash_Machi04 жыл бұрын
@@hvnylemons its ok man, im glad you're ok
@thelikebutton82414 жыл бұрын
I do want to live a happy life, but I can't, beacuae no one cares about me and I'm suffering. So why not kill my self to end it?
@timatrix00134 жыл бұрын
@@thelikebutton8241 if you're honest there's ever someone that cares you just have to discover who this is
@tsumi16524 жыл бұрын
you know, the bravest thing i’ve ever done is staying alive when i wanted to die. sometimes, living is an act of courage.
@komaljadwal55424 жыл бұрын
Good to see u dear
@harmonywaymire74974 жыл бұрын
same here. there’s a certain bravery in breathing another day for those like us.
@hannah-cx3kb4 жыл бұрын
the greatest act of defiance is doing the one thing everything was telling you to stop doing- living. proud of you for being here💗
@haleighkelly24634 жыл бұрын
Yeah people don't know the pain we go through to stay here on this earth we suffer everyday to be there for them that's brave
@idk74074 жыл бұрын
Same
@celestialcats5 жыл бұрын
I noticed something in this video. The 3 people that wanted to kill themselves were 3 different parts of depression. The guy that wanted to shoot himself was the the angry, irritated, total outburst part of depression. The girl that wanted to cut herself was the sadness, cying, mental breakdown part of depression. The girl that wanted to OD was the numbness, indifference, 'i just wanna leave this place' part of depression. Idk if they did that on purpose but I thought it was interesting.
@Ty-yy8cg5 жыл бұрын
I feel all 3
@-deinstall58245 жыл бұрын
Feeling 3.
@onevoice14865 жыл бұрын
Feelings like 1
@sharkkeeey28665 жыл бұрын
I feel 4
@When..5 жыл бұрын
al æ xa I am all 3 ..
@onyx_cat1 Жыл бұрын
My attempt was on January 14th. I found this song again over a month later. I’m really struggling right now but I’m trying to have hope that God is here for me
@cheyennemaier9219 Жыл бұрын
He is here for you. I promise 🤍
@lesliecope165 Жыл бұрын
@onyx_cat8393 He is here with you. Continue to call on Him, trust and He will see you through. Life is beautiful on the other side of healing. I promise.
@ryanm.4195 Жыл бұрын
i don’t know you but even i’m here for you. stay strong and hang in there. i love you even without knowing you.
@LiamG0403 Жыл бұрын
Stay positive😂
@LiamG0403 Жыл бұрын
Life isn’t perfect
@hannah-cx3kb4 жыл бұрын
“the devil played his music and i sat front row to that symphony” chills. literal chills.
@elanorerigby9874 жыл бұрын
Satan was the minister of music
@EpicSmith4 жыл бұрын
If he is playing can i get a back stage pass
@rockywest62124 жыл бұрын
Well I guess I beat everyone I got chills during the whole thing😢
@nathanbailey64384 жыл бұрын
I'm getting chills all over my body because he hits deep in my thoughts
@abbyshearer2804 жыл бұрын
this quote is my phone background ..
@mysterious_wolf98615 жыл бұрын
“I’m scared to live, but I’m scared to die” - NF
@emelycorsino97915 жыл бұрын
I LOVE NF!!! NF and Clayton would be a amazing, so amazing words can't describe ❤❤❤
@trevordevonshire56725 жыл бұрын
NF saved my life with let you down and WHY
@DK05235 жыл бұрын
NF ft. Clayton Jennings would be🔥🔥🔥 That song would be my life anthem.
@zoki22715 жыл бұрын
Same here it’s scary that we won’t see this place I love it but we going to pass in a better place but I don’t know this might be better then heaven
@swaggyp55185 жыл бұрын
ÄñńÄ Fîrë that is literally my mind
@hopelessrunaway95975 жыл бұрын
"To sad to live" "But to afraid to die"
@glamasinmakeupbykphelps45475 жыл бұрын
Death used to be scary now living is.
@joint3435 жыл бұрын
Me right there 😭 sadly
@k.hotzo.30335 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️ hang in
@jamesbogue47115 жыл бұрын
I feel that way
@kaiia13895 жыл бұрын
Alicia's life that’s me
@vforvendetta8107 Жыл бұрын
This video is what saved me from my depression. I sat in my room and listened to it for hours and sobbed for what felt like an eternity. Im not here to gain likes or sympathy im here to tell you that, if you feel like you’re worthless, your not. If you feel like no one cares for or loves you. I do.
@caspereriksson541111 ай бұрын
Thank you, truly needed that
@JoshyyTMP4 жыл бұрын
we’re all suicidal people. who are telling others that suicide. isn’t an option.
@vsatonthebeat41014 жыл бұрын
Yeah I know right, but only finna Kill myself if my soul goes Black and did a thing/things I cant live with
@beautyfrompainxxx4 жыл бұрын
@@vsatonthebeat4101 I feel you man... I’m at that point but I’m trying to move on. I’ve had so much done to me and I’ve been so hateful at times towards people over it but don’t give up. I want to die again but I’m here right now and so are you. You can make it.
@gigaman12344 жыл бұрын
It’s over for me
@nobodynob44034 жыл бұрын
@@gigaman1234 Pls stop call sb family, friends or even the Suicide hotline. Even the darkest days and nights will go over one Day . Believe me i had 3 years of complete darkness and pain till I saw good again. There will be light just hold on to it.
@yesican7154 жыл бұрын
yup
@faust76284 жыл бұрын
“I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die.” -Olivia O’ Brien
@whyattdupuis10374 жыл бұрын
same
@angeltrombetta18814 жыл бұрын
I don't want to live but I don't want to leave my dogs
@shaheenmulla59214 жыл бұрын
Hits home.
@revanthadaboina20554 жыл бұрын
Same here
@marmar_1584 жыл бұрын
That’s how I feel
@Sukiadoramu4 жыл бұрын
He got me when he said “please just ask for help.” I teared up a little.
@Wallaceclara514 жыл бұрын
I was crying the whole time.
@gjwkzvaksb3684 жыл бұрын
I cried everyday
@dylanboeger26124 жыл бұрын
The first time I listened I cried almost the whole thing and I listen to it almost everyday because it helps me to remember that there are people who need me
@georgiasmith60614 жыл бұрын
I already did
@georgiasmith60614 жыл бұрын
It keeps getting worse
@Nervous29 Жыл бұрын
I’ve watched this as many times as I needed to not take my own life. It always works. 17 times Clayton’s word kept me from leaving this earth. This is time #18 and I’m not suicidal at the moment. Thank you Clayton
@Nervous29 Жыл бұрын
But I am right now
@vvincent1744 Жыл бұрын
@@Nervous29i hope you are okay man i love you so much
@beautyfromwithin0173 Жыл бұрын
@@vvincent1744I don’t want to live anymore 😔
@lsugarldevil57055 жыл бұрын
I told my friend I wanted to die and he showed me this. Lowkey think it saved me.
@mariahherrera51935 жыл бұрын
When X died I so depressed I feel like they took a big part of me and I was weak I just wanted to die so I was planning a way to kill myself so I was waiting for everybody to go to sleep I went to the kitchen to get a knife I was going to slit my wrists something told me not to so I couldn't do it so I sat there crying and I went on KZbin and this video popped up so I watched it and I couldn't stop crying 🖤
@witewallyhittingthegwiddy5 жыл бұрын
Mariah Herrera same
@jessicadee5495 жыл бұрын
wish it could save me
@mariahherrera51935 жыл бұрын
@@jessicadee549 I'm here for you
@Dino-gk3ps5 жыл бұрын
@@jessicadee549 i'm here if want't ti talk with someone that won't judge you
@ashford96675 жыл бұрын
“Suicidal thoughts come and go like a guest to me, But I don’t wanna die, I just wanna get relief” -NF
@gemmawalker51375 жыл бұрын
God you read my mind.. I just can't take it anymore xxxx😢
@fire19375 жыл бұрын
Gemma Walker keep fucking pushing. I know it’s easier said than done, I’m the first one to encourage someone else and not listen to my own advice, i get it, I’ve been there, i stay there, but we have to keep living, we have to keep fucking pushing.
@danielcaceres26765 жыл бұрын
Hate myself - NF
@talongale7295 жыл бұрын
Don't forget that you are loved and cared about even if you can't see it.... Trust me I've been in your shoes you'll be ok
@rylindevore1475 жыл бұрын
Yes nf he is the only reason I keep pushing through this
@katyk57136 жыл бұрын
Everyone in the comments really are supporting each other. It's like a community of people who have never met before, being there for each other and showing that we do care. I love it.
@alexpadilla75446 жыл бұрын
Me too
@mckayladanielle68566 жыл бұрын
Katy K Amen 🦋💖
@wendellc75266 жыл бұрын
Its nice
@blanchegreco72016 жыл бұрын
Frens
@ace-65456 жыл бұрын
Yeah I love everyone here.
@davidtwinn629810 күн бұрын
This has been my go to song since HS now at 22 it might be my time. Already lost my parents and a sister now the rest my siblings turned their backs on me when family meant the most to me and always just tried to help people out from my heart
@thegiftofjesus25995 күн бұрын
Continue to fight child of God. Don't let the enemy win. Please don't think of taking your life. I have been there before. It's not easy but thank God I was able to overcome. Jesus Christ loves you and He wants to give you eternal life. His love is the greatest of all. You are His precious soul. Accept Him into your heart as Lord and Savior. Ask Him to wash you clean and to forgive you. This life is only temporal compared to eternity in heaven. Say yes to Jesus. Say yes to life. This is the best decision we can make. It's not religion, it's a relationship with God. I have done it and so can you. God bless you.
@ellennmay036 жыл бұрын
this needs more views than it has right now
@colt_45456 жыл бұрын
Ells May it rlly does tbh its a good song with a meaning
@kurtisgibson29296 жыл бұрын
Share it is know i am
@illegallogic31326 жыл бұрын
Sorry he’s been busy, we’ve been playing gta together lately, I’ll let him know you need em
@bvbArmyforever20136 жыл бұрын
Sorry KZbin doesn’t promote the truth like this. They promote bs stunts that put kids at risk.
@krystalcolburn90506 жыл бұрын
I agree
@jacktansel24904 жыл бұрын
My best friend committed. when I heard the news I cried in my room for hours. did not go to school for a week. (fly high Zander )
@gacha_maker1374 жыл бұрын
Im sorry for ur lose and Im sorry for ur friend he's in a better place now watching over u
@brigacha37924 жыл бұрын
Fly high Zander, fly high...❤️
@varsxvlogs93704 жыл бұрын
Fly high
@zachpejdl1564 жыл бұрын
Rest in Peace Zander
@chrisari1014 жыл бұрын
My best friend telled me that she wanted to kill her self, I just can't believe, I have the fear that she would think this again. Also, I'm so sorry you best friend...
@DaQuadraBroz5 жыл бұрын
“Sometimes you have to get knocked down lower than you have ever been to stand up taller than you ever were” - Unknown Edit: thank you for the likes, I love that this quote touched so many people. You are strong, you are amazing
@That_alt_babe5 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful and amazing.
@Evangelion5435 жыл бұрын
How? When it's a loss left n right?
@OkOk-sn2ly5 жыл бұрын
TheGodFather the person who tries and fails always ends up stronger than the person who never tries.
@robintenney58925 жыл бұрын
I can't be knocked any llower
@OkOk-sn2ly5 жыл бұрын
Robin Tenney hitting rock bottom doesn’t mean you can’t still reach the sky
@Isaro9097 ай бұрын
The fact that i had chills in every sentece of this video. Life is hard it will have ups and downs no doubt. On your darkest day is where you need to remember that you will not feel that darkness in you forever. Remember that a day from then, a week from then ,a month you will not feel the same . Yes it can follow you around but every single day every hour is a chance for change and you need to remember that you will look back at your darkest days and be so thankful you pushed through! Future you is begging you to think of them!
@masumaparvin85715 жыл бұрын
This dude might just saved 4.7 million people.
@oliviarowhm92815 жыл бұрын
Saved me...
@charwickem5 жыл бұрын
@@oliviarowhm9281 i'm here with you, it just saved me too
@oliviarowhm92815 жыл бұрын
char I can do it alone....
@oliviarowhm92815 жыл бұрын
char but thanks for asking
@angelinasgarlata56735 жыл бұрын
He saved me I was just about to slit my wrist when I got a notification suggesting this song
@jjlopez62146 жыл бұрын
@clayton Jennings. i am 16 right now. ive been suicidal since i was 9. ive been hospitalized and medicated but that made it worse. im at my low right now. i was sitting in my truck on a trail in the woods by my house with a .9mm in my hand about to end it all for once and all. I sent my final text to my brother and it said "Im sorry Jacob. I cant do this anymore. im tired of the pain and hurting. I am going to see momma now. I love you. Dont hold this against me. this isnt your fault. take care of little J. I love you bubba." he called me 19 times and i never picked up. so he sent me a video and it was this video. i played it and cried even harder. he called again and i answered it this time and he was screaming balling his eyes out. he just turned 22. I told him where i was and he was there within 20 minutes. he held me, took the gun from me and we cried together. Your song saved me that night. It was last Wednesday. I dont know if ill ever be happy. or if i wont kill myself one day. but your spoken word has saved me for now. i want to say thank you.
@hannahedge83906 жыл бұрын
dude me and you are very alike ive been suicidal since third grade that was the first time i tried now im in middle school things have gotten way worse but yea
@seemfancy6 жыл бұрын
@@hannahedge8390 You believe that this kid will understand your troubles. Be your own god and be independent.
@michaelroades30986 жыл бұрын
Damn. Congrats brother. Always think the better way in situations like that. Thinking the bad way would have killed u that night. U wouldn’t be reading this rn if u didnt go the route god wanted u to.
@tkt25326 жыл бұрын
jj lopez I cried reading this sorry you had to go through what you went through but taking your life just know that’s there’s way more to life God has something stored for you it won’t always be this way just keep your head up stay strong and just pray And you you will find your way through everything that you never thought you could get through what even made you wanna end your life look at all the good things try not to look at the bad thing may God be with through your stages of depression🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
@Eduardo_B_226 жыл бұрын
Jesus can heal everything in your life, look for his word, hear elevation worship, and with faith you will feel him, i batled depresion, and i throught i wouldnt be happy again until i met jesus, please have faith and be patient, you are gonna be alright he has a plan for you, god bless you 🙏
@lizzdeeb33535 жыл бұрын
My ex- boyfriend killed himself on November 26, 2018. My drum teacher died on January 26, 2019. I lost my best friend on April 23, 2019. I battled depression long before any of this happened. But when my ex died I watched this everyday for a month. Thank you Clayton
@morningstar78965 жыл бұрын
Lizz Deeb couldn’t imagine losing three love ones over the months May god be by your side 🙏❤️
@hatguy26125 жыл бұрын
@LOL lmao bro shut up
@reaper62455 жыл бұрын
LOL lmao I like you already 😂
@reaper62455 жыл бұрын
LOL lmao are you into dark humor as well?
@tonihodkinson70175 жыл бұрын
We are still standing to prevent suicide or depression. I have depression and I just wanted to give up but I didn't I am still here fighting against my depression
@gordonlittlefield89812 ай бұрын
Anyone else still use him for help?! This and dear anxiety have literally saved me 🙏🏻💪🏼
@pinkprincessjiu4 жыл бұрын
I remember watching this when i was close to doing it. Now, almost a year later, i’m crying over this again. Not because i’m suicidal at the moment, but because i’m pretty damn proud of myself for staying here. It took so much out of me to stay, and i’m glad i did. Sometimes, being alive is an act of courage. Thank you for saving my life man
@nerd_queen37474 жыл бұрын
I'm happy for you..
@afurryowo86704 жыл бұрын
Me to..
@Greenwich_Star4 жыл бұрын
That is a powerful courage
@bruhcat49814 жыл бұрын
I’m glad for u but I still can’t get over it
@edwardcast43294 жыл бұрын
At least others can be happy, it's been a few years sense I was really happy, I've gotten good hiding it but my parents are one of the reasons I want to die because all they do is force me to do thing I liked to do, they still haven't found out about me making short story's and I never want them to because they make me do more of it, I have a knife with me now but these videos and others are what's keeping me from slitting my wrists, I hope one day I can feel happy rather than pain.
@cannibalisticstevie14375 жыл бұрын
"Everything the devil took from you God wants to replace" This means so much to me
@killxanzog3205 жыл бұрын
This is actually beautiful , depression is no joke .
@youngniggaz10495 жыл бұрын
Yeah Fuck Depression
@jessicadee5495 жыл бұрын
Agree
@thecrimsonwolftm54475 жыл бұрын
I full heartedly agree
@austin42995 жыл бұрын
I have depression and anxiety my girlfriend broke up with me for someone else now I’m thinking dying
@dreadhead4535 жыл бұрын
@@austin4299 i know that it may seem tough now. I was upset over my girlfriend leaving me for my best friend and i was left high and dry with no hope. I almost didn't make it. But i held out it took a year to get over that but i did. Parts of her still are with me and i think about her daily, but i realized i can go on in this life without her. And its true no one else will be like she was but we all eventually heal. It hurts and it is deeply depressing but im glad i didn't take my life over her.
@wallyscholtz1215 Жыл бұрын
Came across this while looking for something to listen to for the last time. Watched it over and over. Opened my bible for the first time in years had a a couple of relapse. 5 months later my 8 year old still has a dad. Than you
@Defender-of-humanity Жыл бұрын
If u still feel alone or unloved just remember Jesus loves and I love u to ❤️
@LiamG0403 Жыл бұрын
The spiritual battle is wearing me down’ Pray for me.
@wallyscholtz12152 ай бұрын
@@LiamG0403 How you doing brother
@LiamG04032 ай бұрын
@ I’ve Better Days And Feel the burn Man.
@LiamG0403Ай бұрын
@@wallyscholtz1215 Can you see this?
@roozief93495 жыл бұрын
Damn Takes a really good guy to write something like this mad respect to you man.
@marywofford60255 жыл бұрын
UR CUTE YO
@ItsPowee5 жыл бұрын
A man. Takes a good man
@rubyava98666 жыл бұрын
all the people reading this that are alive right now, well done. you are so so so brave.
@krystalcolburn90506 жыл бұрын
Thanks, 9 attempts and still standing. Stay strong
@hollahello79736 жыл бұрын
+Krystal Colburn pretty hard life I planned to do a good job of in 3 week x
@hollahello79736 жыл бұрын
+Krystal Colburn plan to do it 3 week maybe 2 if no changes of the thought of it
@krystalcolburn90506 жыл бұрын
@@hollahello7973 please don't but i understand. I should be gone by tonight
@hollahello79736 жыл бұрын
+Krystal Colburn it is a hard life please don't why is it you want to do it
@D1ZZYD3Z4 жыл бұрын
This guy is a gift straight from heaven
@jmayes75284 жыл бұрын
He isn’t a gift, he’s an angel!!
@MTP4324 жыл бұрын
This is a me original.... I think god puts his strongest soldiers through hell so that they can guide others out of it.
@GamingCentralCCK4 жыл бұрын
He is a demigod of healing...
@GamingCentralCCK4 жыл бұрын
@@MTP432 and I’ve been put through so many painful things in life and I’m only 14...what could I mean for me to you think?
@kounterstrike86924 жыл бұрын
Fax
@tamelaschneider2112 Жыл бұрын
I have suffered from anxiety, And depression. Been traumatized over and over my entire life by people i thought loved me, family at that. 😢😢😢❤
@rat._crustzz Жыл бұрын
Listen to me. I want you to read this carefully. I’m sitting on my living room floor crying my eyes out, telling myself I’m going to grab the kitchen knife and end it all. But you know what? I just realized something. Suicide doesn’t fix anything. It only makes people grieve more. And not matter what religion you believe in, I’m sure the afterlife won’t look so great for you. I BELIEVE IN YOU. I LOVE YOU. IM HERE FOR YOU. I won’t stop until I stop you from leaving this Earth. Please don’t leave, there are beautiful places and beautiful people. We can get through this together. Promise me you’re not going to go.
@jessicaiwaskow33624 күн бұрын
You deserve so much better..end the cycle! You are strong, your talking about your struggles and your battles, that's the first step. End the control over your life. You deserve so much better.
@summer84046 жыл бұрын
the most painful thing about depression is that people don’t believe you. people don’t believe the empty feeling that seems to fester inside, and you begin to ignore it because everyone tells you to. they keep saying to deal with it. “everyone is sad. everyone goes through things. don’t make your problems big; it’s selfish.” the funny part is... they don’t believe you until it’s too late
@jonathanfigueroa95306 жыл бұрын
Summer that’s soooo fucking true
@twenty_one_pantaloons25576 жыл бұрын
I tried to explain to my mom that I was depressed and wanted to kill myself, she said to me that im an *immature attention seeker* and all I care about is myself, *i dont even care about myself honestly* I’m 12 and have been self harming since I was 9 and you are right. People don’t believe you until it’s too late. Tomorrow is going to be too late.
@trashytas-17536 жыл бұрын
So true. A few days ago I told my friend depression is going to be the death of me. My teacher overheard me and said, "What do you know about depression? You're only 13." If only you knew...
@summer84046 жыл бұрын
Autumn Peeler just remember you’re not alone. you are worth so much
@BanditandRoosmom346 жыл бұрын
True
@giannadesanti62714 жыл бұрын
My name is Fred and on the 14th April... I survived.
@ahannon4 жыл бұрын
im proud of you
@rawanlolo33984 жыл бұрын
I’m so proud of u keep going buddy❤️
@kelliesigmon12204 жыл бұрын
Good job bby
@donnarose93374 жыл бұрын
❤️
@alekmabil35714 жыл бұрын
April 14 is my birthday i don't wanna live anymore tho
@lopsolove85114 жыл бұрын
"The devil played his music and i sat front row through that symphony" That made me cry a lil
@oliver9335 Жыл бұрын
I can't tell you how many times this has both saved me and many of my friends, I have literally listened to this on replay, I would like to say thank you.
@blueifrit77786 жыл бұрын
I just tried yesterday luckily for me. I passed out and maybe 40 mins later I woke up. The belt came loose. I'm glad I'm still here. Theres too many things here for me to live for. Dying would get in the way. I'm not letting the devil take me. Not yet.. I may be a sinner but I'm gonna do all the good I can before I'm sent to where I belong.... I'm not gonna let death get in the way
@tysonpeck54296 жыл бұрын
Im happy that your still here
@user-px5uq4ie1q6 жыл бұрын
stay strong fam. Ive been in your place. You see just how much you would have regretted the decision. You remember those who love you. You remember everything you care about. All of these things are the reason to keep going. Keep fighting. Never give up. Love you
@simonpetkov66406 жыл бұрын
There is a reasom you are still here be strong
@hannah35426 жыл бұрын
every life matters and has a place on this earth
@blueifrit77786 жыл бұрын
@Zoe Heath thanks for this I'll make sure to do so if I ever feel that way again. And thank u to everyone else who liked and commented. U all r great people and I hope ur having a nice day
@PNWHikers6 жыл бұрын
This speaks deep to me, especially since i used to be depressed and in darkness. I’m 4 years clean from self harming and i found peace with myself. Thank you Lord for giving me another day to live
@themotivecreators97046 жыл бұрын
Anastasiya Burlakova ❤️
@kaylanproffitt36916 жыл бұрын
i'm happy for you!
@jasminemilano11996 жыл бұрын
Jesus loves you
@werlost6 жыл бұрын
Awesome. Its been 10 years for me.
@crystaldavis98086 жыл бұрын
Thank you Jesus! 👐 👑
@elijahatkins76686 жыл бұрын
My friend of 2 years tried committing suicide she text me her note and I called her at least 15 times whenever she didn't answer i sent her this video she text back 10 minutes later I immediately drove over to her house (30 minutes) on a four wheeler with back roads as soon as I got to her I flushed all the pills down the toilet and I laid with her and we cried together for at least 4 hours if I wouldn't have heard this song my best friend wouldn't be here right now thank you man
@DepressionTalks16 жыл бұрын
I'm truly happy that this song saved your best friend's life
@spritecranberry84116 жыл бұрын
that’s so powerful
@overpoweredpizza62636 жыл бұрын
Amen bro
@sush44736 жыл бұрын
I wish I had a friend like you. Make sure to give her your best. :)
@Gothicc6666 жыл бұрын
That's really sweet of you...I wish I could have done that while my best friend was alive...
@MortalCombatMe Жыл бұрын
I tried to take my life last weekend i have such bad mental health and medical conditions i feel worthless and lonely. Think no one cares. I was found and saved. This the first time ive heard of this guy and dam his world hit hard 🙏
@lillygregan2691 Жыл бұрын
I hope your ok 💕
@GhostDiscipleYT10 ай бұрын
Prayin your okay I know what that’s like keep going Gods got you
@QtheSlothful5 жыл бұрын
I just sat an hour with a blade on my wrist, crying. This helped me push on for another day. Thank you and God bless you❤
@thatdude60434 жыл бұрын
Don't do it man, Jesus loves you
@nadinedenver7424 жыл бұрын
That is not the answer, life will get better for you ❤️
@hdhdhshd79364 жыл бұрын
@@thatdude6043 not just Jesus. I don't know Jaidan but I love people I don't know. It's just that people struggle and we need to show our love to them just like Jesus, and God.
@keairawhissell9904 жыл бұрын
I feel you
@TheInternet87654 жыл бұрын
DONT DO IT MAN
@sharmak-8236 жыл бұрын
I’m not even sure if I’m a believer but this is powerful.
@xseroxarrow44716 жыл бұрын
i can help you be assured of your salvation.
@nicolasduck66885 жыл бұрын
"Dying is easy, son. Living is harder."
@disphit53505 жыл бұрын
Yes good quote from hamilham
@xixi66765 жыл бұрын
Ya like my life
@christopheredwards68265 жыл бұрын
That's the point of quiting
@ljupcetrninkov46025 жыл бұрын
So then why shouldnt i die i mean its easier
@icysuri18075 жыл бұрын
@@ljupcetrninkov4602 ur loved one will be sad :(
@werner_bornman81609 ай бұрын
Bro, this is something i have to be honest about ye, im a huge fan of this song!! Alot of people have mental health issues, i hope those people listening to this realise that your worth it, hand your problems to God, he'll do for you what he planned for you, trust in God and in yourself!
@Gothicc6665 жыл бұрын
My best friend sent me this link once... She didn't know what I was gonna do but she explained it like something was screaming at her to send it to me fast. Later on i told her that I had planned that night to try and end it again. She's one of the most important people to me.
@catsareawesome15695 жыл бұрын
Jenno The Gurl I cried reading this. God bless your soul. Stay strong
@emelycorsino97915 жыл бұрын
I feel like my so called "best friend" doesn't understand me, or my so called "friends" don't care or at least cared enough to notice that I'm dying on the inside by myself 😭😭💔💔💔😭😭😭
@ashcho55535 жыл бұрын
stay strong bb
@amit_patel6545 жыл бұрын
Hang in there Jenno. Nothing is permanent in this life, including our suffering. This too shall pass.
@yearoldarmy5 жыл бұрын
Wenn i sleep i allways Hope that i dont wake up again
@cosmic27504 жыл бұрын
I honestly broke into an outburst of tears when he said "I wish I could wrap my arms around you and tell the devil to beat it..."
@delaneymoran4 жыл бұрын
Me too, I just started crying when I heard that
@lillysprague93574 жыл бұрын
I don’t wanna kill myself. I wanna kill the pain that lives within me.
@didination71753 жыл бұрын
Same
@arandomhumanontheinternet6173 жыл бұрын
Jesus will take that pain.
@arandomhumanontheinternet6173 жыл бұрын
@@didination7175 Jesus will take that pain! He died for you
@sigg86143 жыл бұрын
@@arandomhumanontheinternet617 how's that supposed to make it better?
@arandomhumanontheinternet6173 жыл бұрын
@@longtittysaggybitch3182 you are aware that this video is literally referencing to stay & give your pain to God, right? how is this " not the time to push my beliefs on others " when i'm literally commenting on a video about giving your pain to Christ did u even watch the whole vid bro
@ViraIsNotCute Жыл бұрын
After fighting so much anxiety and depression and finally reaching junior year listening to this has given me strength to carry on thank you 🕊️
@dlane1734 жыл бұрын
My name is Dominic and on December 1 2020 I survived All I can say is thank you
@courtney29724 жыл бұрын
ahh i’m proud of you
@dlane1734 жыл бұрын
@@courtney2972 thank you you don’t understand how much that means to me
@Stanbruhhh4 жыл бұрын
Fighter 💪
@marie80864 жыл бұрын
I have a request and it might sound selfish. But can you please help me. I feel trapped.
@icee81634 жыл бұрын
I’m so proud of you. You deserve more than you know. You are worth it. You don’t understand how much I need you here
@wolly495 жыл бұрын
I don't want to die nor I want to live. I'm in between
@4.13.lucky.a85 жыл бұрын
Same...
@butter92815 жыл бұрын
Live. Please...
@4.13.lucky.a85 жыл бұрын
@@butter9281 I will try
@shadowstrike26235 жыл бұрын
i know how you feel but all you can do is try your best, stay strong my friend. please
@praneshharilall12045 жыл бұрын
Same I crying
@therealdocz6 жыл бұрын
You saved my life tonight. I just want to say thank you. I was lost, my mother says thanks too. My father probably doesn’t even know I don’t know him either I was ready to go I couldn’t break the fever My sons eyes were swollen, I could see that even at three, he could tell where my mind was goin. I’ll be Ok cause today I fell to my knees and I began to pray that the lion could lie with the lamb to find balance God answered me back He said don’t waste your talents The demons scream at me and get violent but you were a sign that they can be silenced. So I just want to say thank you. Cause today you saved my life. I’m 23 years old And I’m learning to love life
@wawawiwa___6 жыл бұрын
respect man rap helped me when life was hard i used to write for hours just to express myself
@mayorcarlteamseas63026 жыл бұрын
Beautiful poem
@kurtisvansantenn26816 жыл бұрын
If you have ever felt alone, depressed,suicidal,lost,scared, worthless,abandoned,or anything of that nature this is for you. You are beautiful You are wanted You are wonderful Don’t quit on yourself. Don’t hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering.This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better. We love you and we are always here for you. Do NOT do something permanent over something temporary. Your better than that. All stars need to see darkness before the light. And always remember, don’t change because you think people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you. Your Own Unique Mindset Always Try’s To Engage in the Right ways Now read the first letter in every word. You matter! No matter what other people say. Always know this is true. It helps. You are worth my time to write this. I do care.
@therealdocz6 жыл бұрын
Carlos Ayala thank you 🗣🌊❤️
@therealdocz6 жыл бұрын
Kurtis Vansantenn thank you! 🗣🌊❤️
@WildWillow89 ай бұрын
This video has helped me so much through my journey of depression, thank you, and anyone feeling not so great, you’ll get through it, it doesn’t last forever ❤❤
@tyroneoneill92205 жыл бұрын
"Im Scared To Live But Scared To Die" ~NF
@thomastanker02575 жыл бұрын
DARK LIFE, are you ok?
@kaitlynteehee99895 жыл бұрын
DARK LIFE NF is life stg
@paizleestevens40115 жыл бұрын
OMG NF IS THE BEST
@suesue25375 жыл бұрын
Yes nf!!
@carins.64045 жыл бұрын
NF is real music.
@gavado1504 жыл бұрын
I actually cried my eyes out, this honestly really just helped me
@jerryshadrick55784 жыл бұрын
It has me in tears too! 😢
@13Jordan34 жыл бұрын
Same, am I the only one that thought he looked like pat mcafee
@13Jordan34 жыл бұрын
In the thumbnail
@haileylippen83524 жыл бұрын
same
@David-uv7sf4 жыл бұрын
Turn to Jesus
@angiebanda41484 жыл бұрын
“The devil played his music, and I sat front row to that symphony” this hit hard for me
@ethanniroshan57662 жыл бұрын
I was at my lowest when I discovered Clayton 4 years ago, and to think I’ve come back 4 years in the future doesn’t fill me with hope.
@TK-uz4ts2 жыл бұрын
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
@TK-uz4ts2 жыл бұрын
@M3RCY Please don't end your life. I don't know what you've been through but I know that life is worth the struggle we go through, you just can't see it right now. On the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, we just have to make it to the other side to realize all the meaning that this world has to offer. Please reach out to anybody you trust and consider seeing a therapist, they can help a lot. I wish you the best
@thefunsquadeb52465 жыл бұрын
"I don't wanna die, but if I live I'll always have pain inside, and if I do wanna die I'm scared cause I wanna live."
@emmaleigh90545 жыл бұрын
that’s exactly how i feel.
@emileekyser22245 жыл бұрын
Same but I feel as if you and me and everybody on earth has a purpose so please don’t kill yourselves life will go on but your friend which you may not think you have but you do will miss you
@shanickadavis27675 жыл бұрын
@@emmaleigh9054 agreed its just how u feel u can't stop feeling the way u r
@putinthiscockinurmouth30505 жыл бұрын
This is my all day
@jennifermills68445 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel 😭😭😭😭😭😭
@graciesabo36814 жыл бұрын
We are all just a bunch of suicidal people telling other suicidal people that suicide is not the answer...🤷💯😥
@lylaerin4 жыл бұрын
and that’s facts😔
@shototodoroki74064 жыл бұрын
I need help please
@itsjustaprankbroxd70964 жыл бұрын
Yeah i need some drugs :( i cant take this anymore
@isanadatel16594 жыл бұрын
Indeed
@graciesabo36814 жыл бұрын
@@shototodoroki7406 I can try to help anytime just let me know and I'll be there by your side to lift you back up on your feet.
@kelsey73484 жыл бұрын
I don't think people will ever know how often I actually come back to this video.. 😔 Edit: I hate seeing how many of y'all can relate to this video and others.. I myself come back to this video almost everyday.. but I'm here for you all. You will make it through this. You are strong enough. You are loved. Please always remember this. I love you all ~ Kelsey.. 💖
@danieldonnelly61774 жыл бұрын
I understand Kelsey. The only reason I'm still alive is because My Suicide would Destroy my Mother.
@wheelie16204 жыл бұрын
@@danieldonnelly6177 keep strong im here for you
@gracekayartsandpoetry35124 жыл бұрын
Same here😪
@gracekayartsandpoetry35124 жыл бұрын
@@danieldonnelly6177 feeling exactly the same😥, stay strong
@jobell4954 жыл бұрын
I feel you
@scarlettec586 Жыл бұрын
Thank you. Just thank you. I cant count how many times ive come to this video when things get unbearable. I appreciate this so much.
@alexanelson22293 жыл бұрын
My names Alexa, I just turned 17. It’s getting harder to wake up everyday. I’m surviving. 04/19/21
@meadowfawn99873 жыл бұрын
Hey you still alive? And you need to talk im here for you. Im a survivor too.
@jakeheath95413 жыл бұрын
I hope you’re still here, if you need someone to talk I’ll be here
@gigilaon27373 жыл бұрын
Proud of u me to😢
@britishyoutuber3 жыл бұрын
Hey.. you still there? Please reply Alexa, I want to know you're safe
@Jamie-rr5me3 жыл бұрын
You are my daughters age.. I hope you're still surviving..💜💜💜
@potato-fc9kn4 жыл бұрын
My name is Noah and on May 19, 2020... I survived
@alliewalters69324 жыл бұрын
I'm glad you did. I'm glad you survived. Please keep on surviving.
@David-uv7sf4 жыл бұрын
Turn to Jesus he will heal you
@EliIsAClown4 жыл бұрын
I’m glad your here mate! Your doing great, ok? “I love you” “you did great” “you got it” ^w^ you got this
@clarak4684 жыл бұрын
I’m so proud of you keep on fighting I believe in you
@lem0nk3t4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for staying alive, im very proud of you🥰🥰
@FoolyLiving5 жыл бұрын
Made me cry a lot. It is all a lie what we say in our heads.
@kensofly77935 жыл бұрын
i like ur videos
@confusedcowboy5 жыл бұрын
But what if its not? What if there is truth behind what we think?
@tacticstechtips33905 жыл бұрын
i want to kill my self and still do but it is holding me off fo now
@tacticstechtips33905 жыл бұрын
wanted
@Ashley-vc5ji5 жыл бұрын
Sometimes we don't realize if it's us or voices of our haters. We can't realize.
@Books-and-coffee02 жыл бұрын
The pain is too much. I miss my friends. I miss myself. I just want this overwhelming sorrow to stop.
@JP-fk5hg2 жыл бұрын
Hope you're doing better 💙 Life is rough sometimes, but in the end everything solves itself.
@kaptain-quake2 жыл бұрын
I'm really sorry man. I hope you get to feeling better. If it makes you feel better, I've been suicidal for 3 years and attempted suicide once and I'm still here. I'm just gonna say, no matter how you feel, it isn't worth it.
@Defender-of-humanity2 жыл бұрын
Death is not worth it come to Jesus Christ he’s the way of the world
@LiamG0403 Жыл бұрын
Life isn’t perfect
@LiamG0403 Жыл бұрын
But forever is a long time.
@brendanlanham48176 жыл бұрын
This man saved my life. Probably wouldn’t be here today if I didn’t find this video. Thank you Clayton
@tylerandjsh18736 жыл бұрын
REAL MVP please dont ever take your life. tell yourself that you're strong because you ARE! if u ever need to talk, message me on discord becca#9980
@finn68486 жыл бұрын
keep fighting. People need you in their lives. choose life
@deadinside17776 жыл бұрын
REAL MVP please be okay
@dylangilchrist99996 жыл бұрын
REAL MVP same here I wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for this man
@Thatguitarist6 жыл бұрын
God is good
@uiogft35154 жыл бұрын
This man literally saved my life from Suicide September I had a rope around my neck and was close to doing it but when I was about to kill myself i thought and I thought about this song and it got me through depression and suicide April now I am doing way better that I was in September thanks to this song thank you to Clayton Jennings I hope everyone out there that is struggling with depression or Suicide will reach out to someone for help Don’t give up
@andersonecheverria97054 жыл бұрын
Mad respect to u g ✊🏼
@stefanquinn45014 жыл бұрын
but do the thoughts ever stop???
@uiogft35154 жыл бұрын
Stefan Quinn yes they do if your struggling reach out to someone if you need to call Suicide prevention just dial 1-800-273-8255
@stefanquinn45014 жыл бұрын
Saints Fan I just needed to hear from someone who went through it that things get better. Thanks
@Tammie54004 жыл бұрын
I love you man .
@erichslabbert97734 жыл бұрын
This makes me cry every single time. Im going through the worst right now
@themrsev15573 жыл бұрын
Feel ya lad
@EfeAikpokhio3 жыл бұрын
Me too but I got no one I don't know who else to ask for help from but from God. I guess has to be enough
@xoxo.aj23 жыл бұрын
Listen dude your depression is valid but it's not OK to say that what youre going threw is the worst. Like I don't know what you're going threw but it can always be worse and it can always be better. Ya feel me? I'm sorry you're going through a hard time right now but it can always be worse AND better. Hope you get threw it dude.
@xoxo.aj23 жыл бұрын
I don't know what YOU'RE going through and YOU don't know what other people are going through.
@xoxo.aj23 жыл бұрын
@Jesse Gaines Yo I was listening to this song writing my suicide note and you really just helped me threw it. Thank you. I want to see that feeling too. Besides I'm only 10. I got my life to live.
@erichneumann3856 Жыл бұрын
This saved me 4 years ago...I just found it again tonight.. and life is so much better. Thank you
@zoe38913 жыл бұрын
People think that I’m faking my anxiety or depression... I wish I was. I’d do anything to take it away but time doesn’t heal, it makes you move on wether you’re okay or not.
@brendanewland78613 жыл бұрын
I'm not giving up! And I give credit to God using Ava to use you to reach me 💞 I'm still figuring it all out, but I think I might be losing again.
@terminator75503 жыл бұрын
I hope you are ok now
@kamrynborst4023 жыл бұрын
Fr thats everyone i know all because i laugh they think hes fine we dont need to check on him like no i cry every night..
@KaeKaca3 жыл бұрын
People think I'm faking my depression and bipolar disorder just to get their attention. I wish I was, I wish it wasn't real. Everyone is telling me it will go away, they are telling me it's just a faze, but time doesn't heal your wounds, it just makes you get used to the pain. Everyone who doesn't know my story and my thoughts thinks how perfect my life is. It's not. I wish I wasn't born, I wish I didn't ruin my mom's life. I wish, I wasn't such a disappointment. I wish, I was normal. I wish, I will be happy again.
@KaeKaca3 жыл бұрын
I hope you are alive, Zoe. I hope you are doing better now. Don't give up. 🖤
@tuxedobird83794 жыл бұрын
Who is suicidal and is trying to fix them self’s or is it just me
@chocolatechipsyt62434 жыл бұрын
Gaming With Blake me too I keep on saying “one day it’s going to be okay” but I don’t think it’s ever going to come
@happyshauna55474 жыл бұрын
me
@edwardcast43294 жыл бұрын
I don't want to fix my problems by myself but I'm to scared what my parents will think of me or if they will ever care I put a blade to my wrist everytime I have one.
@soleis98194 жыл бұрын
Me too. I'm just trying to not do it but these are just words, people say only a few words could save a life And I agree yet once you've gone too far you begin to realise that it's useless and it hardly helps
@Tailionis4 жыл бұрын
Fix what. This society is fucked. Let's just go together
@victoriareitmeyer60586 жыл бұрын
"even thinking about taking you're life is living dangerously " I guess I'm living dangerously everyday
@zubaidamajeed57566 жыл бұрын
Same
@sarahsmitsxo6 жыл бұрын
your
@noellefields70736 жыл бұрын
Victoria Reitmeyer Know your worth it me and you are similar. Sometimes it feels like you have everything but you have nothing and it’s a empty feeling. But your here for a reason.💜
@lavishdotwav6 жыл бұрын
Victoria Reitmeyer if you need someone to talk to , someone to actually listen to your voice and to show you I care about you even though we don’t know each other, let me know I want to help
@Blackink.prophet6 жыл бұрын
Me too
@joshuapryor1061Ай бұрын
Years ago, I stumbled across this video. It saved me from making a bad decision in a dark time. Good to see it's still posted.
@BK-Mason4 жыл бұрын
You just prevented a suicide, thank you
@EliIsAClown4 жыл бұрын
You got this Man! I believe in you :3
@leomeade20094 жыл бұрын
I just got 1 thing to say Don’t go to deep into the dark pit of depression because it’s harder to get out the deeper you go 😥
@donalddepeaux47144 жыл бұрын
I'm trying to stay strong but the pain is getting to be to much. I swear it would just be better off
@emrys33684 жыл бұрын
@@donalddepeaux4714 please don’t!!! I’m here for you even if I’ve never met you!!! I just want you to know I love you and if you ever need to talk my Instagram is Void_Concept. You can dm me and rant or we can play Minecraft or something. Your going to be alright lovely. I know your stronger than what you believe. I believe in you and I’m still so so very proud of you.
@emrys33684 жыл бұрын
@Smart Anonimous your gonna be alright love, just keep holding on. Not every cloud that darkens the day brings rain, it will be worth it in the end. It doesn’t matter if you have to go alone for a while, if you stick to your own trails and not by what others say the right kin and folk will come to your life.
@ser40155 жыл бұрын
If your having sudical thoughts every single day and still alive to this point that's a big thing now
@soardemonic16365 жыл бұрын
Łø ŚêR I was 12 when I attempted suicide for the first time, and 11 times later, I’m now 20 years old, and I’m starting to write music. So whatever happens from here on out I’m cool with it, cause I wasn’t supposed to be here
@pokemonpikapikachulibre34165 жыл бұрын
not when im only ten
@axolotlgrrrr5 жыл бұрын
But I gave up. I tried to leave this world
@paolaa37025 жыл бұрын
how do u attempt suicide without dying just going to the hospital ? i want my family to worry because they deserve it
@vloggerstv26375 жыл бұрын
I'm thirteen and I've tried to commit suicide about 20 times in the last two months. I fucking hate my life and I don't deserve a life anyhow
@seyyidaliy3 жыл бұрын
Suicidal thoughts are always in my head, for 3 years, sometimes it's hard to endure, it doesn't work to talk to anyone, I don't know what will happen.
@sydneypeterman99333 жыл бұрын
i feel the same way
@GiveMoreTV3 жыл бұрын
Have you looked into BPD(Borderline personality disorder) - outspoken disorder usually misdiagnosed for bi polar etc. I have the same thoughts on a daily basis and I have BPD.
@whatwhat34325233 жыл бұрын
If you have the option go live in a institution, medical or spiritual. Change environment, change focus. And for the talking part, it does help in time. You don`t at first, but slowly and surely it will help. Trust me.
@matthewparsons94073 жыл бұрын
YOU'LL GET THROUGH IT I SWEAR
@hailleythome60533 жыл бұрын
God loves you. He will never desert you.
@tannerbuthyt40012 жыл бұрын
This made me realize that nobody cares about me when I was alive. I rather be cared when I die, be a memory instead of a forgotten living tortured soul in this world. But thank you for trying ♥
@TK-uz4ts2 жыл бұрын
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
@HiPolar6 жыл бұрын
You literally just saved my life, I was on the brink ....thank you very much I love you
@sophiatran82046 жыл бұрын
Nikhil Sharma I hope you’re doing well.
@hannahdavis13454 жыл бұрын
I overdosed when I was 15 I was pronounced dead on arrival they had to pump my stomach multiple times. I saw my grandpa on his knees begging god for a second chance for me and then I came back
@ryanmugaba4 жыл бұрын
God saved you
@AquaMMVII4 жыл бұрын
That is jesus
@jesusisthetruth44974 жыл бұрын
God!!!!!
@UnknownUser-cn3rv4 жыл бұрын
With all due respect to the people saying god saved you, don't you think that is a little insensitive to all the people god didn't save? Think of all the parents who lost a child to suicide, was their child not worth saving? Why didn't god help them? Just think about what you say before you say it.
@jortslover4 жыл бұрын
@@UnknownUser-cn3rv i don’t think they meant it in a rude way fam
@genna82205 жыл бұрын
“You were created for more than to die in this place.” God- Why did I burst out sobbing then?
@gamesdoing15515 жыл бұрын
Cause it's true
@bakageyama90694 жыл бұрын
That hit hard
@greenskeleton134 жыл бұрын
Carl The Llama carllllllllllll
@mrgoodman52604 жыл бұрын
Carl The Llama u where an accident
@TROOPERCASEY-331 Жыл бұрын
I was a state trooper for 10 years + and listening to Clayton helps out a lot I've thought about giving up every day after I was shot in the chest and head but I didn't thankfully
@FishStick-ob1up Жыл бұрын
I am glad you're still here man keep on doing what you're doin
@TROOPERCASEY-331 Жыл бұрын
@@FishStick-ob1up appreciate you
@alexandratwoface64224 жыл бұрын
People only notice you once you’re dead
@fan22574 жыл бұрын
Be strong ❤
@alexandratwoface64224 жыл бұрын
@@fan2257 thank you I will
@justinscott97334 жыл бұрын
Please don’t do it. You have so much life ahead of you and your best days are yet to come. Think of all the people that you would devastate if you did it. There is someone out there who loves you. I love you and I don’t even know you. I will pray that God will wrap his arms around you and heal you from whatever it is that you’re going through. Stay strong my friend. You are going to be okay in the end.
@fionaries13244 жыл бұрын
@Leo Walzim 2 why did you add haha? The fuck
@stephenschlachter8294 жыл бұрын
@Leo Walzim 2 this is not funny. Suicide takes the most lives in the world. You would understand more if it touches you personally but I pray it doesn't. In 43 years only 2 people said to me face to face glad your hear and so am I.
@superbread42655 жыл бұрын
“Your skin isn’t paper don’t cut it... your heart isn’t glass don’t let someone break it...your life isn’t a film don’t end it.” -unknown This song have saved lives
@c..c22885 жыл бұрын
Don’t give up on life and keep going, you won’t realise what you do to your family once you’re gone 😕
@sabrinadulacre73635 жыл бұрын
This song saved me...
@thomascoffin52675 жыл бұрын
@@c..c2288 what's difference they're not suicide, there is something about suicide is comforting
@thomascoffin52675 жыл бұрын
Especially when you've done you best and it's not good enough.
@thomascoffin52675 жыл бұрын
Society is selfish, if you all believe in God so fucking much why is is that suicidal individuals want to go to heaven while you all want us to be here and fight and keep on fighting it's a fucking joke
@valeriacarlos58154 жыл бұрын
My family cares more about my grades than my mental health🙃