please don't kill yourself

[@waltzing5]

"Dead people receive more flowers than living ones because regret is stronger than gratitude" ~Anne Frank

[@nicolesmith43]

Yep

[@androidgamerz9955]

Yep that true but gives......☹️

[@lord6411]

God this is cringe. Find a better hobby than being edgy on the internet.

[@passtheboof8738]

And then she died of typhus

[@magicslave3066]

unfournately!

[@meadowperkins3520]

"People will miss you" I dont need people to miss me when im dead. I need them to miss me when im alive.

[@thecshowdown184]

Lol f yeah !!!! But Don't u think its going to be such a lost to the world losing someone brilliance as u ? My friend

[@wertylasky2344]

i miss you too

[@wertylasky2344]

Tsukuyovi you deserve to go to hell

[@AK-jo8fd]

I understand how you feel and yes. People don't care until something big happens. I'm battling with the decision as well but I try to set up goals that I want to achieve or just little things that I want to experience. For example the next season of a show that I'm watching, the next album of an artist that I like. Hell even waiting to see the firework show that is held every 2-3 months. These little things are enough to keep me going. So maybe you could try it?

[@vyalint]

Wertyla Sky we’re already on hell so...

[@jessysang1265]

The line "I'm jealous of everyone who has a sister" really made the tears fall.

[@emmahausler6138]

Jessie Sang same. I can't imagine life without my sister and watching this just makes me appreciate her so much more. 😢

[@nonono777]

Yeah I have a sister and a brother and it's always been the three of us, just imagining how sad they'll be makes me really sad

[@PatrickCha13]

Jessie Sang man...

[@alannacarlson6715]

That's exactly where I started crying too.

[@Samoboo]

I started sobbing at that part :'(

[@Limesunflower]

I watch this the first time at 12 years old now rewatching at almost 22 so thank for keeping me around for 10 more years

[@gallaxvich8459]

THIS! I remember watching this when I was 11, I’m 21 now and I’m so thankful I would find this when I would need it

[@iLikeWhat_iLike]

I want to say I hope that'll be me, but in all honesty, I don't. I don't want to be on this god forsaken earth for any longer, and I wish I did. I wish that future me could look back on this moment, and think, 'it'll get better.' But I don't think it will. There isn't always light at the end of the tunnel, and I want to be happy for you, but all I feel is, something I can only describe as, if sally dies and lucy lives, and they both had suicidal thoughts, then a little girl named katie is gonna be pressured into wanting to be like lucy, but in reality, she wants to be like sally. Sorry for making this long, and sorry for being a depressing piece of sh!t, but I dunno. Maybe I'm a waste of space, and this comment was a waste of time. Probably. Especially to the first part. Bye, I guess.

[@gigii.m]

I wish i could give my life to someone who really wants to live.

[@meetcha_macha]

Yeah right! I wish I could give my life to my sister and brother and I die instead of them. It would have been much more ideal for my family

[@hannahbanana7183]

I wish I could give my life to my great grandpa so he could see how much my mom hates me. Because I bet she wouldn’t be at my funeral

[@langzhi1873]

Susmita Gurung hey there. I don’t know you but you’re more valuable than you think. Please live for your sister and brother, they would’ve wanted you to live a happy life

[@langzhi1873]

Hannah Banana I’m so sorry to hear that about your mom but hey, you’re your own person and you deserve a good life, whether or not how your mom treats you

[@anuranjana5927]

@@meetcha_macha donate your organ.lol jk...

[@kwispykwunchxoxo589]

If only I weren't born. Then nobody would miss me because I never would've existed

[@rose-marielundholm3597]

Yes abortion!

[@srishtidhasmana6972]

Unicorn Gaming I've wished for it a billion times. I hope you're doing better now.

[@anagiselaguia5198]

I feel the same way

[@JoaoPedro-gn1md]

U can always be aborted even after borning XD

[@Mistfighter88]

@Emma Chambers bullshit

[@arpanbhandari209]

"People don't commit suicide because they want to die, they do it cuz they want the pain to be stopped."

[@theabominator2152]

True, no one kills them self for curiosity

[@ariq109k2]

yh

[@theabominator2152]

@@gabbyhmm5700 Sure! No problem

[@TheFracturedfuture]

It's like being in a burning building and just wanting to jump.

[@Audrey-mc4zp]

@@TheFracturedfuture that’s how it feels for me right now..

[@maddyG7414]

Wanting to die but not being able to hurt your family...feeling even more trapped.

[@Darts-kh2rs]

Hey I am going through the same thing I have the Sam issues mabey we could chat and see if we could help eachothew it would be great to chat to someone else who understands. Please reply

[@Dnd-Versatility]

Lee Nettleton idk if you got a connection. But if you don't mind. I wouldn't mind. Else I wish you all the good things I can wish you

[@Darts-kh2rs]

What ?

[@Darts-kh2rs]

What do ou mean

[@Dnd-Versatility]

Lee Nettleton to chat and help each other. Idk if that offer is still on the table

[@sooobiie]

6 years later and still, thank you a lot Anna.

[@i_like_zebras_8044]

Congrats you are a strong women

[@jebister]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/aJXFg2WAj9KfjdE

[@i_like_zebras_8044]

Norlamek yeah...this applies to you

[@wazzupbayawak7507]

Me I want to die.

[@tropicalcandyland6266]

I_like_zebras_ you’re so strong

[@WhittJanay]

I watch this every time I’m close to the edge.

[@lindsaymaroon9177]

W. Yell i hope you’re doing better❤️

[@Diegocobos]

Just dont do it!

[@shazana2]

I hate you.You are just lying to get attention. YOU FAKER! If you want a like from me like MY comment!!!

[@EaglePlaneAnchor]

@@shazana2 how do you know that person is faking the only mind you have control of and direct observation of is your own. FYI, there is something called psychological projection that people do all the time and many of us are aware of it. so you might want to stop doing this if you value your friend's career wherever you live because people know what you're doing.

[@leavemealone5390]

@@shazana2 Why would you hate someone when you don't even know them? You don't know what they're going through.

[@kirayamato6128]

The sad part is that when your alive and your emotionally sad, no one notices and cares. But if you're already dead or commited suicide, people will only notice that you've been sad, alone, and deep down inside it hurts. Then they would care a lot. You know it's too late.

[@isabellamccann7395]

Exactly. Even if you just move out of town, suddenly EVERYONE cares. No one gave a damn when you were there......

[@hdjksa52]

That's because none of the reasons not to commit suicide is true. Staying around in absolute misery until you die of natural causes makes no sense.

[@BigJonahJ]

Hindsight is 20/20, they say

[@xyzpeace7814]

I think people should be more kind to others in real life, they will post about how u should seek help, to talk to someone,n the same people will let u down when u expect some kind of kindness from them so I have decided why to die for those who don't cares about your well-being n r ready to see your downfall n make u feel pathetic, will have to live for yourself

[@amd-137]

Agreed. No one gaf when you're alive then when you're dead they wanna be advocates...I'm honestly over this with people.

[@joots4342]

if it weren’t for the one person who cared about me and loved me this comment wouldn’t be here

[@Noah-lo9vb]

Amen. It only takes one person.

[@astrius4125]

That person needs to be yourself. It's not a good idea to be emotionally dependant on others. Having friends, family, a partner who care is of great help of course, but ultimately, the only person who is never going to leave you is yourself. So, in order to get by, the best advice someone gave me was: speak to yourself as you would to someone you love. Start caring for yourself like you would for someone you love. Cheer yourself up, push yourself to overcome challenges, etc, as you would for someone you love. If you need to speak to yourself as if you were another person, so be it. Soon you'll realize you don't feel weak and alone anymore.

[@smileyface8434]

Same. They started crying- no, straight up bawling when I told them I was considering doing it. I don’t give a damn how anyone else will react

[@smileyface8434]

Oh and I created a hangout if anyone needs someone to talk to and let all the heavy feelings out :) hangouts.google.com/group/C8yHf2QigkZokPPW6

[@supadrew932]

What to do when you dont even 1 person who cares about you ..?

[@Jessamine90]

"Suicide doesn't take away the pain, it gives it to someone else".

[@Jun-TheCosmicTraveller]

What if someone has no one in this world?

[@SofiaSofia-we5lj]

Akhi Chakma Ranjuni exactly

[@SofiaSofia-we5lj]

What if you don't have anyone

[@wezzlyn]

living for other people isn't living

[@h3834]

Jessamine90 But sometimes it's worth it.

[@christ7545]

“Im jealous of people who have a sister” I’m crying so hard right now.

[@humanbeing2955]

Suicide is different from all the other kinds of death, cuz you feel guilty of the way you acted every single moment towards them that may or may not be the reason of their death. The unanswered question of what the reason is leaves people devastated

[@hmmmno9511]

I have a sister and she's so annoying

[@simp8966]

I hate my sister she hates me too

[@gachamustache6166]

Same my sister died only when she was in my mom stomach And There was me....

[@redfather5342]

Trus me ya really don't

[@holly.sketches.melancholy]

Why doesn't anyone ever think about how hard it is for the person who commits suicide.. why doesn't anyone ever think about their pain and how unbearable it is...

[@MJ21295]

Exactly, and why is there such a lack of compassion and empathy for what got them into that desperate position in the first place?

[@Chiyloko]

Exactly.. my family could give 2 fks abt me . I have not a single soul here for me . But I’m supposed to think about how they would feel ? How narcissistic.

[@johnmurphy588]

Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!!

[@johnmurphy588]

@@Chiyloko Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!!

[@Chiyloko]

@@johnmurphy588 I already believe In Jesus and have a relationship with Him love .. that dosent mean I don’t struggle with the spirit of suicide at times .. but thank you .

[@diananjeri3608]

Do you ever get jealous of someone who's dead? You hear that someone died and you just wish it was you instead

[@yosephine1722]

I heard a baby or a child died and thought to myself, how lucky they are to leave this world without have to suffer first. And ofcourse, it is easier for them to go to heaven cause they are still pure and clean without sin

[@aldoushuxley5953]

@@yosephine1722 most people do not suffer though. I have thought for a long time, that they just did not show it outwardly, but now I really am convinced, that most people are happy. And it makes sense, really there is no reason for me not to be. I just am not happy somehow

[@yosephine1722]

@@aldoushuxley5953 I believe that no one living this life without suffering. And as you grow older, it just feels more real. But sometimes, it is a choice. To be happy or not. Sometimes you just feels so blue, you just want to cry. And it is okay. Some other times, you feel so happy, so hopefullnes, you believe you can live through this. And that is life. Actually, people not only laugh because they are happy. And also not only cry because they are sad. They do it because life goes on. To survive.

[@OptimusPrime1848]

yes.

[@ayunara-ayu]

I was so jealous to my dead dad

[@Jul1ssa7]

I’m jealous of everyone who has a sister I’m jealous of everyone that has people who care about them

[@mrichmond459]

panthers 4ever same

[@user-ln1bk6jd1f]

I care about you, you are a human being and were born for a reason 🙂

[@jaypay1252]

Same

[@te_dhyzi4488]

I'm honestly debating

[@gussy2103]

Me too. Some of us just have a shitty personality. Some of us arent attractive. Some of us are the scum of humanity. Theres level and I'm at the bottom. And I cant stand being there anymore.

[@Jessie-cz8wx]

The only reason I don't commit suicide is because I don't want my family to feel the pain I am constantly in

[@elibjo01]

+chanyeolseemysoul (i AM multi-fandom) me too

[@just_lexys3970]

same

[@Gooner184]

+Celler Door That's not exactly very helpful is it?

[@Unknownuser15160]

Saaaame

[@Andrew-rz9hc]

+KurratRichard when I was 14 a girl in my grade had killed herself. I had only talked to this girl once, she said I was funny. I remember when I heard she died I checked Facebook to see if it was true and to my horror it was. It was a Saturday. That same monday I had school. And that Monday was the worst monday I have ever seen. Everyone, and I mean everyone was in tears. I have never cried in school before, but that day was the closest i was to tears. In my school of 1500 kids, it was dead silent all day. Huge football players stayed in the bathroom all day wiping there eyes because we literally ran out of tissues. This girl wasn't popular, she didnt have a ton of friends, but when she died, everyone mourned. So ik rite now u feel like the whole world is against you and if u were gone who would even care, but remember that person you said was funny, or smart, or handsome. They care. Their family cares. Their friends care. Their school cares. Someone cares. And theyloveyoumorethanuknow

[@TheUnhappyporky69]

i dont think people realize how strong you have to be to pull yourself from that abyss, again and again. so if you have, im proud of you, and if you haven't, i believe in you.

[@RyanBrockey]

It is so. much. work. Over and over again. Just to return to that place and pull yourself back, solely for the sake of others.

[@lorisigl1977]

you are a brave woman. thank you for sharing the pain of suicide of a loved one.

[@michellema9644]

+daustin8888 You're an idiot!

[@noxiebobo]

+daustin8888 *beautiful

[@duckiib]

daustin8888 not upset, just concerned what happened to you as a child that gave you permanent brain damage, now that is sad

[@chaselucas4150]

Daustin is obviously a troll.

[@raine791]

I want help but I don’t want anyone to know that inside I’m dying

[@bsbse1314]

Same im cutting myself i dont have any friends or a caring family

[@braelonwest6446]

Same

[@bsbse1314]

Braelon West do u have tiktok or sum to be my only friend

[@tatianaelbeiktatianaelbeik6308]

I understand u but plz do not harm ur self it will not make u any good it will make it worse believe me I tried it I harmed myself in different ways and it did not make anything much better

[@tatianaelbeiktatianaelbeik6308]

@@bsbse1314why ur family died I cut myself cuz I hate myself and I got nobody but plz do not commit suicide

[@franfilms2313]

I know this was really hard to make and upload but I'm so glad you did I really needed to here this and I know many others needed it to

[@nohwas]

Is that you in the picture if so you are a beautiful person god bless you

[@klarajurisic4717]

Rua Rua

[@peacefitnesspassion9163]

Fran Films I really needed this tonight .✌🏻️🤕

[@brreelu5005]

*hear

[@mooketsidichabe9145]

i am in botswana.but you so nice i want to be your frend

[@restlesswings9120]

I'm tired of everyone putting pressure on me by telling me how others would feel if I'm dead. This is not about others, never has been. Pain is mine alone and nobody understands..

[@sofiasammy6683]

You are right it is about you, you are the one with the feelings, you are the owner of the company and you are the one to make the decisions. But what will happen to the people that work at your company?

[@sofiasammy6683]

The people that love you so much and care about you and think about you all the time? I am not trying to tell you how to feel but if you look at it as pressure instead of hope and happiness for those who care about you than you might put yourself in a deeper hole. It is YOUR pain and YOUR feelings, but those who love and care for you are there to help you through them.

[@johnmurphy588]

Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!!

[@bpiya8743]

"Pain is mine alone and nobody understands." Not true. This--this very reason--is why humans came up with the idea of group therapy. I hope you pursue that option. Other people empathizing with you and working with you towards solutions in your life is the most natural thing possible.

[@MariaRodriguez-we3dh]

@@johnmurphy588 What if you´ve been calling upon His name for years but He hasn´t saved you?

[@Kitty-t3r]

I wanna hug Anna Aknna. Imagine the pressure of people commenting and messaging you saying what should I do I want to die

[@Cloverdb]

I watch this when I feel shitty

[@darkestglobe345rang2]

yeah me twoo

[@RodolffoTeles]

I listen to glee's songs

[@antoniamarquez7301]

i watch avpm

[@distantsolarsystems]

Yep

[@WhateverIsTrue01]

same

[@cristineromero2223]

still watching this in 2017 because these have the thoughts that help me live through life

[@secret291]

Cristine Romero me

[@omer0173]

i have them too :/ but we booth have to stay strong and fight right? promise me

[@galleryg998]

Yeah, too true

[@justinyes7005]

my situation is that when i was 17 yr old i complete my high school from Boston in us and then i decide to go to college but recently i got a call from hospital that my family-dad, mom and a brother are died in car accident ,now i see no hope, i want to kill myself

[@aries6663]

Hm do u have a chemical imbalance?

[@whatwasthereason1852]

Not all of us have good family and not all of us have good friends :)

[@vinaynambiar5836]

Yeah

[@jamesmay8740]

@@vinaynambiar5836 are you okay brother? I'm in a lot of pain myself so I definitely can't solve your problems but we can talk about what's going on if you want...

[@oceanprincess8886]

Yup same

[@youranamvs8351]

Well then the solution is simple. Love yourself. I promise things will change after you see yourself differently stop the pity party it won’t solve anything

[@talaniel]

@@youranamvs8351Yeah, start with yourself and others might appear. And if they don't, well, then so be it!

[@LTHBful]

My 11 year old nephew recently said to me "Aunty, don't die okay?" . This stem from his trauma with his mother who is mentally ill.

[@ka-im5nd]

Damn. Give that kid a hug from me. My father is mentally ill and had been for most of my childhood. Hug him and tell him he isn't alone in that pain.

[@annopdioatnieplpeeo4440]

There you go kzbin.info/www/bejne/pKTOm2arndtmZrs

[@omgdudechill]

Thank you.

[@hhhilde_]

This is the perfect top comment

[@MYKI33334]

how is that helped you? it is just makes me wanna die even more.

[@tutip0n]

+MYKI well rip u

[@chloeparent3044]

MYKI please dont. I dont know you, but i care about you. Please get help if you are thinking of suicide. Please.

[@mrwallen]

SETTINGxSUN Just one less loser on this world.

[@sylvesterl.9617]

Wow I was NOT expecting to cry but boy oh boy

[@Anerol3.2]

Sylvester L. Same

[@mrwallen]

Maybe try toughening up a little. If a loser wants to off themselves there are still plenty of us left who want to succeed in their lives.

[@taylorpower3862]

mrwallen666 wtf is wrong with you

[@dannyhere7013]

@@mrwallen Do you think you are a Winner? You're definitely not.

[@Parbruek]

Cool people don't try to be cool. And tough people know it's right to cry. There are things which should make you cry. If they don't, your emotions will die, and you'll have deeper mental problems than tears.

[@HeyLiLiBaby]

I’ve always struggled w the fact that i have to keep suffering so that the people who hurt me don’t have to

[@tandzakhoza1086]

The pain some ppl cause makes you think if you are worth anything anymore. They should know they caused it, and live w/ it

[@jellyfish_pup]

This isn’t the first time I’m watching this and it won’t be the last. I’m at my lowest right now. Even wrote a letter. But there’s so many I’d need to write and even then, I’d miss people and ... you’re always right. You shock my mind into knowing how bad this idea is. Thank you... thank you for saving my life a handful of times.

[@uwulegend7924]

same with all of this hope you get thru it but i hope i have to die

[@thex6860]

😂

[@nikkimiddlekillsday5161]

Remember these very simple and important words: "Don't give up!"

[@user-vc5rp7nf8f]

Those suicide hotlines are worthless. I’ve called one once before when I felt there was no where to turn and I was on hold for twenty minutes. Eventually I just hung up. Better off calling Microsoft support or something.

[@CrazyChaosClara]

wow that comment made me laugh at first, but this is actually very troubling! hope you're doing ok?

[@starhill6792]

.m. So next time I want to die I should just call Microsoft?

[@yivmaiden]

maybe they are taking care of someone that needs really urgent attention.

[@땅콩-l5z]

i hope you’re okay. please be strong ❤️

[@thegirl2405]

Ifkr! I was on the verge of snapping and just needed someone to talk to. Called three lines,each one was busy and one hung up on me while I was bawling my eyes out.

[@Bunny-qm9ns]

when she said she was jealous of people who have sisters I burst into tears. Anna, I am so sorry for your loss

[@morenoreno3389]

grashle solaman Same, I never realized how much my sister means to me until now.

[@kaybee2798]

grashle solaman I’ve always wanted a sister just someone in my life that I can talk to and relate to have never had a real friend horrible boyfriend or even a real family member but I accept that fact because you only live once

[@lacedpaw]

''I'm scared to live but i'm scared to die.'' -NF

[@Andrea-jv3ur]

Can i get a UwU. YEP I KNOW

[@nathanwelch8383]

Don't do it for has alot of good doors that will open up and you will walk in and have a good time.God bless you🙏

[@PedroGoncalves-en8qp]

Get over your fear to live and have a good life

[@petergriffin6152]

@Pedro Goncalves Well gee I never thought of that

[@sadycore__]

I think I know you from an app called webcomic

[@benedictifye]

Thank you so much for recording this, and for putting it up

[@squidynk_]

Anna you saved my life Thank you

[@nalajohnson1698]

Same

[@sofi9932]

who gave u permission to make me cry?

[@m4dison508]

Alexandro Hancock shut up?

[@m4dison508]

Alexandro Hancock and ..

[@jacklee9628]

I want to die

[@JaedenVic]

Death is an ugly truth and Life is a pretty lie.

[@thereisnofinishline5773]

Maka Basuel beautiful words

[@braelonwest6446]

I agree

[@Guys_Love_Each_Other]

😂 is that matter 🤣

[@summertime87]

Why do people want me to live?

[@rafael_dp92]

The thing is, they only make you feel alive when you’re gone. They miss you, they love you, when it’s all too late.

[@somiproductions]

Exactly😭

[@somiproductions]

@@chupletyt fr,but it ain't our fault bro

[@davidk7529]

Because they don’t really miss _you,_ it’s only regret. They’re completely selfish. Spending emotional energy thinking about those kinds of people is what prevents you from finding the good ones. Break free and live _your_ life.

[@rafael_dp92]

@@davidk7529 exactly. It will eat them up, but they wouldn’t recognise it until it’s too late. The all they can do is regret about it.

[@rafael_dp92]

I wanna disappear rn.

[@Leoniteowl]

I came across this vid years ago when I was feeling pretty low, and didn't feel I had much to live for. I ended up watching some of your other videos and they were really funny. You helped me through a dark time but I never commented or said anything. For some reason I thought about you today and I just wanted to say, Thank You Anna! ❤

[@JessicasASMR]

I don’t necessarily want to die I guess, I just want to like not exist yknow?

[@breannaismissing]

I know..

[@essewilliams]

I feel you

[@flowrepins6663]

unfortunate we have to die and it will hurt unless you use drugs before. it is going to happen anyway the only thing that we got after birth is pain before death, only thing we get for sure in life

[@tjbratcher6034]

@@flowrepins6663 Actually death isn't painful unless you die of painful means. I knew (still know but we don't talk as often) a guy who actually had a heart attack and died before being revived. I don't remember how long he said it was. He said he felt really calm and peaceful and after he passed (apparently he could tell) he just saw darkness, consciousness and darkness was his experience. Other people report a heaven-like experience while others report a hell-like experience. I feel like what you see after your death is entirely what you want to see and dependent on your beliefs.

[@tropicalcandyland6266]

ME

[@jacquiemorataya248]

When I think about suicide I think about my dog and how she will never stop waiting for me or understand that I'm gone, how she actually loves me and depends on me. I hug her and I just stay there for a while. It always works

[@mamathemeat]

J. Morataya this is everything. That’s truly painful to think about your pets expecting you.

[@belleniiut6034]

Soooooo trueeee that hits me hard when I think my dog. And even I felt I’m not what he derserve I don’t want to make him alive that confuse. Want to cry so hard

[@syqi7573]

Same

[@ulasonal]

this is kinda a thin strand to hold on to. when she passes, please get a new puppy if this is your way of being happy. and you will help dogs too

[@unuruupurewjaw2432]

thats it dude you have a reason to live

[@abigailmundy4362]

I started sobbing when she said she’s jealous of everyone who has a sister

[@jeepers6676]

Abby Mundy I was already crying but same

[@monicas2461]

Thank you, Anna. Your message has helped me more than you can imagine. I’m deeply grateful!

[@rosefulton1197]

I genuinely believe that my mother would not care if I died tomorrow.

[@moonflowercovers]

i don’t know your situation but i hope you know you are loved regardless 💗

[@cjjjbchock2231]

Me to

[@madeleinechristensen9306]

I would care

[@teach2678]

Same

[@maitaha3761]

Same man

[@finery22]

Staying alive hurts because I’m unhappy and depressed most days but ending my life would hurt my family so much, they wouldn’t know what to do with themselves. The struggle is real.

[@lumagabriela9315]

I understand you and your reason, but that isn't going to make u feel better. Find a reason to live life for you, and not for the others. Find something you enjoy that can't be taken away, therapy helps us to see things clearly and understand ourselves better to see that exists something that worth's ur time and dedication. Stray strong

[@Freya1412]

My family would be better off. I hold them back. They tell me I hold them back. I should just do it but I'm scared. I'm a coward. I'm selfish. I lie to myself that I can be of value but I can't do anything right. 😢

[@blessing2577]

@@Freya1412 hey if you would like to talk about it, you can snap me @whoami232. I just want to say, that you are of value and matter so much even if your family doesnt see it. Your friends will, your coworkers will and if you believe in God, the lord of host will. Every single innocent life is valuable and your life is one of value no matter anything.

[@Katarina4567]

Bin obsessed.... I am sorry for what you are going through. I have been there but JESUS CAME INTO MY LIFE, and it changed everything! I am happy I lived.💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@azzurromargot102]

Your life is a very valuable gift And you arent a burden to your family There will be great days ahead that arw worth living for

[@hunitsteatime1201]

“I don’t want to die , but I don’t want to live like this anymore” 🥺Is this just me🥺

[@cronicaquaman9641]

Just remember you have the strength to get threw it nobody cares if you think about your thoughts or what you have done you can make up for it in the future you are loved you have a purpose god forgives ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@cronicaquaman9641]

onisha oporajita read what I said

[@healthylife8991]

Me too

[@cronicaquaman9641]

HEALTHY LIFE plz read what I put

[@amandaforrester7636]

No honey, it's not. I have felt it so many times, and it's been a struggle to pull myself out of the dark place. But i did. It's okay to live for something else for a while if you can't live for yourself at the moment. I lived for my dogs, because my dogs needed me and they wouldn't understand if I was suddenly gone. Its okay to take it one day at a time, as you put one foot in the front of the other. You can pull out of it, I promise. I didn't think I could but I did. Please stay. ❤❤❤

[@samjacoby882]

Thank you. I guess I knew this, when I was suicidal (if I can say that cause I am not sure you ever "stop"), but hearing you voice the survivor side is important. Thank you

[@nikkinitrogen]

I just lost a child last wednesday. People keep telling me not to cry. This helps. Crying helps. My knee jerk reaction is to get angry instead of sad because sad is painful. But I feel like I owe that sadness. It's not right to get angry or hate. It just is. I just have to hope I see her again one day. So I guess thank you for posting this however many years ago.

[@klabeck1097]

Nikki Marie That is a terrible loss for you. I went to bereavement therapy, one on one and w a group. It was very helpful to be around others in a similar situation. Grief is a strange friend. But, a friend nonetheless. Your experience is your own and there are no rules to this. No "shoulds", as in "I should be over this, not crying, feeling better etc" & no specific time frame. Be kind with yourself. And patient with advice givers. Sincere condolences to you and your family~

[@ShubhamGupta-vm7ts]

I hope you are ok mam.

[@ary_leivers0720]

Reading this comet makes me feel better bc I wouldent whant my mom to feel the pain you felt

[@Aktan_]

@@shazana2 HATER!!

[@Randomhumaan]

The pain in your voice. I haven’t had a sibling die from suicide, but my ex/first love did. I’m here for you Anna

[@HinduBoy]

Interesting

[@mqximofeditz8881]

I’m so sorry for your loss

[@needgoogleaccount461]

I have been thinking about ending myself can someone give me some ways to commit suicide that I can do right now

[@winter_wolfie25]

I am so happy that a girl posted the link to this on Instagram x I honestly have attempted many times.... But recently one of my dearest friends broke down to me and told me that she wouldn't be able to live without me.... She cried saying if I died she would to.... It opened my eyes my mum pulled me out of the water before and we cried together.... But I am crying along with you here you are a strong woman! Thank you for opening my eyes a bit more xx

[@nathiecher]

I still watch this every now and again to help me get perspective... thank you so much. Really, thank you

[@RayserSilver199X]

"I'm jealous of everyone who has a sister" I'm jealous of everyone who has a loving family.

[@christiangreen9125]

Same Everyday I feel worthless and a distraction to everyone around me. My parents were talking me buying my own food even though Im 11. I might as well make not have to pay for me.

[@davidhanna3453]

You can have my sisters they hate me.

[@RayserSilver199X]

@@davidhanna3453 I don't have sisters, so heck yeah I'm gonna take them!

[@RayserSilver199X]

@@ilhamdarmasatriautama8016 I don't know about the others here, but I can tell you with a 100% certainty that I'm not okay!

[@RayserSilver199X]

@@ilhamdarmasatriautama8016 I'm going to be honest, trust is what lead me down this road, thanks for trying anyway

[@hidinginmyroom2656]

I don't want to hurt people But I am hurting .

[@The_Skrongler]

Then lets find a way to make you feel better so nobody involved is hurt or dead. It's harder, sure but worth it especially for you. Maybe part of it could be telling the people who you are helping by staying alive, maybe they can help you right back.

[@hidinginmyroom2656]

Thank you :) I got so depressed To the point I wanted to Commit suicide today But- I watched a suicide video.I saw a lady jump from a 500ft hotel building. It scared me.It broke my heart. I can't do it.I don't want to do it. I promised my pets I would always be there for them. Last night i wrote a 5page suicide note to my sister. Shel never get to see it because,I won't die.I want to live.

[@kentakunai]

Live life to its fullest. Enduring pain and conquering hardship is what makes you whole.

[@LuisaRiviera]

I hope the pain has stopped for you.

[@nightcrow3920]

Hiding in my room same thing I said when I was on it

[@oreocookies8692]

I love how in these comments people care for people they don't even know. It gives so much hope

[@amnesia3490]

Orly Hyman care me and kill me ^,^

[@ClodaghQuinnchannel]

Ashira and Orly they know that life is precious

[@h.f.5186]

Same

[@ispeekdaword7612]

Watching this again in 2022. It still helps me change my mind, (thinking of my dad, wife and children) helps me reconsider. Gives me the strength and encouragement to keep living. Thank you

[@MelodyLovelace]

I want to say: there was a suicide at my school a couple of months ago. For all of you down in the comments saying that your family wouldn't miss you and you have no friends who care about you - barely anyone knew this girl, but the entire school was shaken by her suicide. Everyone started seeing the evidence of mental illness around them. We all wish we could have gotten to know her a little better. I'm just saying, you are important. Everyone is important. Your life could touch another's for just a minute, but you could leave a lasting impact. And you're not alone. Just glancing at the internet tells you that there are so many people who feel the way you do, like they don't matter. But they do. You do. Think about all the miracles that had to happen for you to be born and to survive until this moment. I don't believe in coincidences: you are here for a reason. And I believe you can change the world someday, if you just believe you're enough.

[@AppleyJuiceable]

To go on living. For you. And to leave yourself dwelling in death, wasn't the best things for you. Honor the dead by celebrating life. It seem to help that person.

[@billybones1050]

Yeah, everyone cared about her... when it was too late

[@taranbirsingh2927]

BodyBeautyBrains I'm grateful to have read this. So insightful. May we all be blessed with the strength to keep trying.

[@dolphinlover7001]

BodyBeautyBrains Thank You. Very inspirational and a similar situation happened at my school aswell.

[@no-kf8yy]

When the only notice you, is when you’re gone... But I’m sure no one will notice me when I’m dead.

[@keepcalmdykeon7771]

Honestly ... I'm going through this ATM. Constant struggle due to my health issues . People do t understand how serious this issue is and everyone's afraid to talk about it . I respect and admire you so muxch for this . I'm in the process of writing a book dealing with the topic as well... Kudos to you love

[@thereadingsylph]

i'm the same way. i hope it wasn't for those reasons.

[@keepcalmdykeon7771]

Which reasons hun?

[@SifuCoobs]

This might seem a little bit out there, but please go to a chigong school and learn about Chinese and yogic health methods. They work great for all of these things which we don't know how to deal with in western countries.

[@Esan.]

“I’m jealous of everybody who has a sister” I’m jealous of everybody who has a dad.

[@minim8407]

Me too... every time I see a guys with a kid hugging them I cry and cry...

[@Mistfighter88]

stfu u make no sense u dont wanna have a sister

[@TCB630]

Im jealous of everyone who has a mom

[@aight33]

I'm jealous of everyone who has a brother.

[@bigyikes8698]

Wow I’m really sorry to everyone here :(

[@TheFracturedfuture]

9 years later and I'm worse than when I thought I was at my lowest. Just remember ladies and gentlemen: when you hit rock bottom there's always a trap door that can take you even lower.

[@imperfect880]

So true man. There are a billion never ending layers.

[@martabaski8967]

8 years here, there are bad days and there are good days. Survive the bad, enjoy the good.

[@pyrykajan1921]

Sorry, just don't give up!!

[@pyrykajan1921]

I Have also struggle a alot. It is good that you meet people and tell about your strugles so that you can get that huge rock from your back, because there are people that care about you. If nowbody else I Will 😄

[@gael44444]

It always gets worse

[@aye_k00]

I don't want to die because I'm selfish, or because I'm bullied. *I want to die, because it feels like everybody is talking about me, laughing at me, faking a friendships with me, fake loving me, and fake careing. Even if it isn't true, it still hurts more than anything.*

[@aLukepop]

aye_k00 Try and get help man. Even if it doesn't work it's worth a couple of goes at least. Keep trying until you're okay.

[@nidhirao1489]

proffesortomato 01 Don’t say that Don’t Never say that anyone should just end their own life You might feel shitty, but people care more than you know they do How would feel if this person actually ended their life because of you Don’t say that ever, to anyone Ok and to anyone who thinks that no one cares about them, try calling a hotline and just telling them everything that you’ve kept bottled up It helps Or just find someone on the internet and talk to them Because it’s just nice to have someone listen to what you say

[@patientlast8108]

aye_k00 seeinh people like you who think they have a valid reason to not keep going makes me want to puke. Are u fuckin serious? You must be a teenager. If u are gonna tell me that im not helping then good, cuz im not trying to. You are a teenager that wants people to beg for them to stay alive. Some people have it a thousand times worse. I wish those were their issues.

[@fionaros_]

People love you even if you don’t think it to be true. I send my love to you from Pennsylvania ❤️

[@pureequestrian5700]

Nidhi Rao I just reported his comment. It's not true and it's scary to think that a few words could put people at their breaking point. That someone could've just ended their lives from what he said. It's not okay and I hope he owns up to his mistakes. It may seem like a joke to him, but it's not.

[@remichloegoyo]

Has anyone here ever heard of this quote from a song before? “Funny when you’re dead how people start listening.”

[@saskiak4957]

If i die young...I hear this song a lot and this line is true. Something big has to happen so they start looking for signs they missed.

[@the_username_is_taken]

Which?

[@remichloegoyo]

Bryan Ponce the song is called If I Die Young - The Band Perry. Look the song up on here if you’ve never heard of it before.

[@lorainebejar2837]

I love that song.

[@redpanda4285]

I haven't counted how many times you saved my life. just: thank you

[@jins000ul]

Princess Shelley dude just stfu ?? genuinely what do you gain from doing this.

[@justwoosh]

i want to give you a hug but your probably thousands of miles away from me :(

[@cassie9682]

@Princess Shelley wtf

[@sansthelans5754]

Shelley Chapman you don’t know what that means so shut up

[@simlist1706]

My sister is in insentive care right now and I just can't understand anything. She made her first friend, she wore a beautiful dress... everything was really good cuz this little things was so hard to do for her. But she made it! She did her best. We were alone in home together when she overdosed. She came so happy to our home. And she lock the door. She was writing something so I didn't disturb her. And she said she will sleep. And my family came to house. And after 3 ours she came to my mom to take her hospital. I learned the truth when my mom came to the home. And her note was not for school, for her family. She says in the note that we are good people and we must taking care for our dog (her most precious thing is our dog. She loves her so much but I can't believe she leaves her.) She didn't write that she loves us. That note was just wrote for our dog. I don't know what I wrote. I just want her back. I want to come to my room and tells funny things and I want to laugh with her. I want to sleep with and watching old cartoons. I miss her so much. I want her back

[@yourlovelyslaughterer]

I feel terrible and sorry for you, maybe one day you're gonna see her again in heaven, i hope you overcome the disturbing feelings, it's just the way every family member feel after losing one, i might be next but I'll try my hardest to keep strong and so do you, even though I don't really know you but i love you. you have to keep moving on in life, forget what happened in the past, even though it's hard to get rid of the thoughts about the worst that happened to her, but now a year later after writing this comment i really really hope you have overcome it. We are all in this together💜

[@Richmo_]

I’ve always been of the mind that convincing someone to continue their suffering for the sake of not making their family sad is the wrong approach to this conversation. It shifts focus from healing to guilting and can often times worsen the problem.

[@deyananikolaeva5032]

Finally someone said it

[@corn8591]

i get where youre coming from but she is only sharing the point of view that she herself has experienced. She cannot personally give you reasons YOU should live, because that is something that you come to find yourself, but she can tell you what she knows for sure will likely happen to the people you leave behind because she has experienced it and will for the rest of her life.

[@winstonchurchill624]

Richmond Boswell Maybe you’re right. The past few years I feel like I’ve just been dragging myself through life for the sake of my dad and GRANDMA.

[@aight33]

yup

[@tendressenk.9716]

Richmond Boswell yes 100%

[@mrbrightside3771]

To bring herself to talk about this on KZbin is just an amazing courage. I applaud you Anna.

[@snakebeans5168]

“I don’t wanna live but I’m too scared to die.” -Olivia O’ Brien

[@annibam7421]

Thank you for putting this out there Anna, this is exactly how I feel too ❤️❤️ I wish she had seen this.

[@jessisweird7033]

I can't do it anymore. Everything is too much

[@crtzy9626]

Jessie lolly nooo please don’t

[@dairekelly3188]

I love you and am here for you

[@LoveIXTC]

Much luck

[@julesvans3994]

Do it. I’ll meet u up there

[@jessisweird7033]

@@julesvans3994 no i'm going to hell.

[@fedeherre7105]

The only thing holding me back are my parents, it would destroy them. I could never

[@Yolomanning18]

I feel your pain man, I was about ready to pull the trigger, than I realized am I really this selfish, am I really about to do this to my family who care more about my life than I do, the family who’s done everything for me in life, to then repay them by making them sad for the rest of their life by killing myself. Keep that same energy they will always be there for you, I wish the best of luck to you.

[@aylissaakamattsleftthigh8686]

@@Yolomanning18 why would it be selfish it's your choice not theirs

[@Yolomanning18]

ItsmeCutiePie think of it ending your life will cause more pain to your family than it ever will to you, just imagine if a sister or brother of yours did it, that’s what I mean by selfish, yeah it’s not your intent but at the end of the day it’s gonna hurt who ever you love the most.

[@aylissaakamattsleftthigh8686]

@@Yolomanning18 my family is the reason I want to die not to live they all hurt me so much my own dad left and he was the one that wanted me but I guess he changed his mind so yeah you're kinda dumb

[@Randomsmith77]

@@aylissaakamattsleftthigh8686 I can relate. It's already hard living like that. But keeping it the same way is not gonna help. This is purely opinion and you're the one who have to make the decision, but you have to leave that family. Get away from the reason you want to kill yourself so that you don't have to anymore. It's hard I know. But you gotta live. I lost count of how many times I attempted to kill myself but, I was lucky to have friends that kept me alive to this day. Otherwise I wouldn't exist today. Incase you are not as lucky as I'am and perhaps doesn't have anyone to back you up right now, know that someday you'll find them. Just not now. Not today. Maybe sooner. Or later. Have faith to keep you going, that's what I do. I believe someday it's all going to be fine.

[@candy1315]

you explaining what losing someone to suicide feel like is literally how the suicidal person actually felt

[@lianicole6456]

Exactly. Killing yourself doesn’t kill the pain, it just passes it on to the next able body. It expands it tenfold. It makes so many others hurt like you did, hurt so much that it makes them want to take their own lives too.

[@itskarlasway5594]

True...

[@ilovepizzavideo3364]

Candai No it's way worse trust me a year a ago I wanted to commit suicide I was cutting and i had eating disorders I cried myself to sleep every night then this year at January my mom committed suicide and trust me pain is not even enough to describe that it's way way way worse I don't think there is words to describe it. if you want to talk about it we can

[@ilovepizzavideo3364]

Hannibal when someone you love die you can't even see the present not only the future

[@nelsonvontitfuk1471]

If it was as bad, then you probably wouldn't be alive. Think about it. People are in so much pain they kill themselves. It's worse. Severe depression is so much worse.

[@kateb7689]

ive watched this a hell of a lot of times. still kicking. thank you.

[@fwvipra]

They only care when you’re gone

[@jackjoelspicer]

What's the use ...

[@mahmoudelsayeh5591]

Ikr :(

[@bladedood5226]

VIP gamer she killed herself

[@bladedood5226]

Mahmoud Elsayeh she said goodbye to this world

[@MrCloudz01]

True

[@Ejejesksjs]

Isn't life pointless? No one knows why were here. Another thing is we didn't ask to be here, so we shouldn't be forced to live here.

[@vic3451]

Deep.

[@pixie9255]

Very true

[@lisar252]

What?? Noo!! That’s exactly why you’re here. To find your purpose. To find out why you were put on this planet. And once you find that reason you’re supposed to live through it! Please don’t dwell in negativity and self pity, it’s not worth it and it’s a waste of time (this is coming from someone who was severely depressed and hit rock bottom but is thriving now)

[@azzurromargot102]

I used to think that way too But i relized that the less i thought about that and focused on the current i started feeling much better. Just focusing on anything else made me feel better but what really did the trick was going out and actually doing things. Volounteering, hanging out with people, going to the red cross, taking walks while paying attention to natures little details, working out, doing any sort of artsy diy stuff etc..

[@arnolda2823]

@@lisar252 thank you so very much for this , you don't know how much it helped me

[@lindseyhebert5568]

I feel like everyone hates me in this world my mom puts me down and my stepmom she thinks she has control over my life my family puts me in pain life is unfair and my mom wants to over medicate me

[@alexiamaldonado1466]

Lindsey Hebert I know I don't know what's going on in your life but I can promise you that there will be a wave of change soon and you'll get out of whatever hellhole you're in right now. It's easier said than done but you'll get through it.

[@allieblue55]

I know how you feel my dad was very mentally abusive toward me. I used to be skinny and looked healthy I don't think I was healthy tho bit I wanted to get healthier and did lose some weight then gained weight and kept gaining because I was eating healthy but unhealthy at the same time and my mom kept fighting with me about what I ate and I ate to much and my dad said no one would ever love me because iam fat and ugly. I was depressed for sooooo long I had no friends still don't but I thought it would never see the light. You hear people say it will get better but u never belive them. Well iam gratefully for God because I have lost 50 pounds still losing and my dad is better to me now and my mom and life is a journey there's rocky paths and smooth paths but God will give you peace in both of those times even if you don't wanna be here there was many times I didn't. Dream and dream big one day you will be out of that house and will be able to make uer own decisions try not to stress 🙂

[@allieblue55]

@Alexandro Hancock well thank you so much!

[@allieblue55]

@Alexandro Hancock I totally agree with you on that. My dad's dad was very abusive mentally and physically and he was to my grandma as well but he's changed a lot and I don't know for sure if he is sorry for what he did. Also iam pretty sure my grandpa was abused when he was young as well, it's sad. We all make mistakes and I know God forgives.

[@kimmiehyun-gv8ng]

Lindsey Hebert omg. same here!!! My mom is the reason for my downfall

[@PolskaChild]

Surviving Suicide was very eye opening to read, never have I or most likely other people thought of how deeply others would deal with loss not just the days after but months and the effects too.

[@KidTama]

I don't want to die I just want the pain to end

[@patriciamorrisclark6326]

Roy Gao i know the felling i want the pain to go away. I so want to die

[@evelynrose2257]

Ive felt this way too. Its horrid. Bit when i was at my worst, waited one more day. And i was glad i did. Now years later i am married. I do have chronic depression, but i take medicine that helps. Its wonderful. I dont feel numb. I am not depressed. The numb to everything is when i was on the wrong depression medication, because like many things, one size does not fit all. So it may take some time, and you may not see it or feel it, but like the atoms that make up us and the stars, your potential is waiting for you to gather the strength to claw your way out of this black pit you have fallen in and althought you can hardly see the light, i can promise you that the day will come. You will get out of your pit. You may need help, and thays okay. Doctors, therapists, and support systems of family and friends are your rescue team and they will find a way down to get you. If they dont know you arw stuck, shout! Ask for help! And with that I wish you well. I do hope you are having a better day than yesterday. And hopefully tomorrow is bettwr. If not, well lets hope for the best. My thoughts are with you

[@lina3932]

HEADSHOT just the way I feel ... sorry

[@evelynrose2257]

lina Elmasri Hey there Lina! I am sorry you feel that way. :( I would love to ask thought If you would not phrase it is a suicide positive light in reply to people who want to kill themselves? Thank you! Sometimes people come to videos like this as a last desperate cry for a reason to stay. And and They need love and a acceptance amd strength to push through the hard times.

[@lina3932]

HEADSHOT thank you ❤️

[@gabriela2848]

I once called a suicide hotline and the dude on the other end kept rushing me and made me super uncomfortable. He said that they had to make room for other callers so i shouldn't talk long and basically made it seem like i was wasting his time

[@sylvesterl.9617]

That shouldn't have happened I'm sorry

[@deadmemelol]

Ugh, I can relate too hard.

[@patriciauapunduka2796]

I called one too and she straight up told me to see a physiologist

[@danielle9967]

Me too, I also searched for chat lines and they want a $50 deposit or just promote their book they want me to buy. Or it’s just some bot responding making no sense.

[@abigaillyell283]

same thing!

[@losijana]

"Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end."

[@marianisrocha]

Nice profile picture.

[@joanyhester1737]

CappyBara OMG that's a quote from ed sheeran right?!? He is the best

[@bernardosax]

Sadly life doesn't work like that. Get real.

[@user-dx6nv2on8h]

CappyBara Quote to live by.

[@divyasasidharan2960]

Lol so her sisters the end was ok?

[@Antolynch1000]

Thank you for your honesty. I think people don't realise the pain they cause their family and friends when they do that. I'm sorry it happened to your family and you.

[@hauk119]

And this... this is the reason I'm still alive. Not this video, I just watched it today for the first time, but this idea. It's weird though, because I feel like there are so many people who care enough about me that they would be sad if I died but who don't care nearly enough to cultivate a relationship, or to respond very well to my attempts to do so. idk. Thank you for uploading this, it's a poignant reminder of the magnitude of suicide's effect on others...

[@TheSde16]

you are a very beautiful person, anna.

[@TheSde16]

daustin8888 you shouldn't talk about yourself like that.

[@TheSde16]

Yeah and you look like someone who is probably so ugly you're afraid to put your picture on the internet and instead use a picture of a car to make yourself feel masculine when really you're just insecure😕 poor you.

[@TheSde16]

Oh you hit so many nerves dude. I'm crying right now.😉

[@Mokoshhy]

Spencer Eaton hey you know best thing is report him just like I did it :)

[@kayahuasca]

daustin8888 Why judging people because of their outer appearance? By the way I think he looks cute and he must be good person because he listens to a lot of music I listen to too 😁

[@joshreyes3624]

I think this message hits hard. NOT the suicide part, but you in particular. People try to tip toe around this but you tackled your emotions head on, and told it like it was. It's an ugly subject, and you emphasized this. I know we don't see you outside your videos, but you seem to be so strong, pushing through it... stay awesome, Anna.

[@LoveSickel]

whenever anyone tries to commit suicide and fails, they're typically made fun of for it, or their mental health is ignored. But when someone commits suicide and succeeds, everyone all of a sudden cares about them.

[@SuperVladdrakula]

"everyone all of a sudden cares about them." They _pretend..._

[@godisonegodhaswon]

LOGICAL Reasons against suicide FACTS TRUTHS and REALNESS 1.) WHAT- None of us chose to be born what makes us think we can choose when to die? 2.) WHO- nobody gets to choose their parents (trust me there is always someone with worse parents and better parents maybe Bill Gates parents?) 3.) WHEN-nobody gets to choose when they were born (renaissance seemed cool) 4.) WHY-Nobody gets to choose why they were born (to be a boddhisattva seems pretty noble) 5.) WHERE- nobody gets to choose where they were born (Hawaii? Maybe fiji?) 6.) HOW- nobody gets to chose how they were born (test tube baby is pretty original and rare) But we get to choose when we die? Doesn't logically follow sorry no religious reasons here only facts and logic THEO-LOGICAL Reasons against suicide Universal Spiritual Truths and Realness 1.) Life could be a test experiment game or simulation either way even in the game the lemmings point is to save life not kill it 2.) According to Hinduism the longest practicing religion in the world karma is real it is a universal law of the universe therefore if one kills himself it's exposing themselves to the negative cycle of reincarnation of rebirth and redeath or samsara one will never be able to achieve Moksha or liberation Simply put if you thought you had it bad in this life according to this belief system wait until your next incarnation 3.) According to Islam if you kill one person it's as though you've killed all of humanity and if you save one person it's as though you've saved all of humanity killing oneself is not suicide but rather a homicide because you killed someone's son or daughter or brother or sister or mother or father that means murder 4.) According to Sufism God loves us so much that he gives us today and tomorrow to make things right yesterday is gone but we still have a 2/3 to do better to hope for better and to try to live day by day 5.) According to Buddhism life wants to live it just wants to end suffering the Buddha said the main way to end suffering was to let go of all of your wants and desires you want to be rich wanna be more beautiful you want to be smarter you want these things and you may not get those the Buddha said if you just focus on your needs you will find the end of suffering you need to have food you want lobster you need to have water you want cherry coke you need to have a roof over your head you want a mansion you need to have decent clothes over you want to be draped in prada silk you need to have love in your life you want lust endless wants will lead to suffering but if we focus on our needs we can lead to something manageable and sustainable.

[@stillsoundlyawake]

I *just* uploaded a video of the same title and was directed to yours. Every word you said was everything that has gone through my mind.

[@The_child-catcher]

Why should I care about how people will feel about me after I'm gone when they don't care about me while I'm here?

[@gabrielladelgadocastro]

You might touch people's life

[@mohammedhussain6749]

Because they care but don’t appreciate you being here so talk to them, let them know that, how you feel about it and what you’re going through

[@brad9888]

I say the same thing

[@eijirokirishima1882]

because if you stick around long enough you'll find people who will, and then you'll care.

[@leafyveins4985]

People are indeed rather shortsighted. I think I'm that way sometimes too. We don't fully realize what we have until we don't have that person in our lives anymore, because they felt so permanent. And then suicide rips you away from us. So yes, we're all selfish and childish and flawed. I forgive us. I love you, my friend. I hope some of the weight/pain/darkness eases up soon.

[@kristenmgr]

Life: Don't kill yourself !!! You: But life is so hard Life: Not my problem

[@lofimore755]

that hurts

[@lovepeaceisneverguaranteed7385]

Death:Its time to go

[@steve-yw8vc]

Life has an erection.

[@humanbeing2955]

It's funny how you think everything except you is your-life.

[@dennisreiss8748]

So true

[@terrancejohnson4361]

"All of those people who love you" So no one? Got it.

[@ismaelmarksteiner]

Hey, how are you? :)

[@johnmurphy588]

Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!

[@xiao1354]

"They only miss you when you die.." I wish they missed me now....

[@BobBob-pr4eh]

Do you miss others as well?

[@xiao1354]

@@BobBob-pr4eh ya

[@ef5643]

I lost my dad to suicide when I was almost 11, and now I have depression six years later and I think the only positive that came out of his death was that now the only thing that keeps me from doing it is that I don't want to put my family through it all again.

[@sam1240]

Evangeline Page stay strong :)

[@kpgfu510n9]

Evangeline Page I love you :)

[@syphis4237]

Hang in there! We believe in you.

[@banditobambino]

I'm so sorry you experienced that. Stay strong, keep fighting, you are loved.

[@HanBuuui]

Killing yourself doesn't ease your pain, it simply passes it onto someone else. A quote that I've heard someplace somewhere

[@3m0k1d4evr]

Life is pain. There is no escaping that.

[@humanape4401]

+Ralph Livingston theffuck you talking bout?! it's pain if you make it so, it's all up to you m8

[@John-tg5vn]

If I'm in pain and I shoot myself dead I'd no longer be in pain because I'd be dead

[@banjoleb]

+tinmedulin ?? his comment is totally true ... suicide does not ease the "pain" .. it just passes it onto someone else

[@hippoponese1cheese738]

It most certainly does ease your pain, the pain from it passing is a new breed of pain. Please stop spreading ignorance

[@rebalstar9470]

The beautiful anna akana you helped me alot through my depression and suicidal thoughts and i took tge time to listen to alot of your videos , you have a wonderful soul who gives alot to tge horrible world but in the end i beleive the thoughts of death and suicide are always there...waiting and now they have come for me...after a cheating wife and multiple hardships in my life at 40 i choose to exit this horri le world Thank you for trying your beat everyday anna to make people a little more happier

[@Quackery415]

dude, I know this is a long shot, but are you still there

[@111.kirsty]

the internet rlly out here knowing i’m depressed

[@etoile-diabolique]

I got this recommended and I don't know if I should be offended or touched

[@bradwillmadeit3803]

😂

[@sos2530]

@@bradwillmadeit3803 I feel this I just had palindrome pop up in my recommended

[@nope9858]

I'm beyond

[@anonymousanonymous944]

This message is even more inspiring: kzbin.info/www/bejne/oF7OmKeZib94i6c

[@maychen6113]

For all those people who said that their family wouldn't care or that they would want to commit suicide because of their family, know this. If you don't feel like you have anyone to live for, live for yourself. Give yourself a chance because at some point in your life things will start changing. Nobody knows if it's for the better or the worse, but don't deny yourself a chance to see and to feel that change. Live for the people you have yet to meet. You will meet new people, make new friends and possibly a few 'enemies'. When you meet them in a few days, months or years, they are going to thank you for choosing to live. Remember that you choose to live for yourself, the people who you love and will love you, the people who you have loved and who have loved you, the people who you will love and who will love you. Remember that suicide isn't just ending the pain in this moment, it's ending all the chances you have in the future and even if you feel unwanted, there will always be at least one person who will be completely broken and torn if you give up. You might not notice in all the pain, but life always gives us at least one person, even if we don't realise.

[@arlet101]

Yes to this

[@DarkKreig]

This is one of the better pieces of advice I've seen, others tend to focus on other people and how *they'd* feel, rather that focusing on their person themselves. I often see a trend with suicidal thoughts and that is people often make it about everyone else but the person who is feeling like they should die. If someoe doesn't feel loved and there are people who say they do love them, then there's something wrong with how they are expressing it.

[@CJ-fw8fz]

You're also giving up the chance of future pain. That's all that matters when you're depressed with no help.

[@mayahussien6005]

yo I was waiting for my parents to sleep so I could jump from the window. i'm not even kidding, I wrote mom a suicide letter I have to catch it before she wakes up

[@abenaa3350]

I needed this thank you very much

[@208Snik]

"Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem."

[@danmosley4387]

Thank you for the courage in this message.

[@ethanhamilton497]

I appreciate the message that you try to put out but to me it's "keep to your living hell so that it doesn't screw up other people's lives" and that's something that was pushed in my face a lot when my parents found out I was going through a ruff time and it just gets to me because it seems like no one really has hope to give someone that is hopeless that actually helps them

[@_hhh444]

Yes, it's very selfish to expect people to keep themselves alive only because it would make others sad. I wish people would focus on trying to heal or at least understand the pain of the suicidal person first. I hope you're doing better. Please try to be patient. You're doing all you can. It's so hard to stay alive when you feel suicidal, not killing yourself is a huge effort and I'm very glad you're doing it. You're very strong.

[@BobBob-pr4eh]

The thing is what if you’re mother is going through the same thing but keeps herself around for you? We are all probably feeling this way. No one asked to be here. So it’s better to be selfish and just keep living. We will all also die at some point. So just keep living till you’re gone. We will all be gone

[@_hhh444]

@@BobBob-pr4eh If my mother was feeling like that I would focus on making her feel different about life and/or herself instead of making her feel guilty for leaving me alone. Also, I think you're relativizing a little bit here. Maybe you personally feel suicidal all the time (which is terrible, if that's the case) but most people I know are not constantly fantazising about killing themselves or planning to do it. Being suicidal is not a normal state of mind, at least not for everyone (as you're implying). Being suicidal, even if the person in question usually feels this way, is a crisis. It can lead a person to act impulsively and in dangerous ways. Suicidal feelings are something you try to change with care and patience, and you *have* to take action soon when someone is feeling this way. It's not something everyone can cope with and it's not a regular emotion like sadness or anger. It can be very very intense and lead to very bad things. Please don't assume it's just a normal struggle like any other.

[@BobBob-pr4eh]

@@_hhh444 I get what you’re saying and agree however I still don’t think guilt is bad. It sometimes may be the only way for some self reflection because getting into a self pity negative state spiral can be quite easy. What Iam saying is it might work for some people and might not. I don’t think the harms of guilt outweigh the harm of suicide itself. It worked for me and may work for others, and in my observation youths tend to get into this spiral, while teenagers don’t hav the best foresight it should not be made to be a bad thing. Using guilt isn’t evil

[@helianthus2130]

then don’t live for them. live for God. live for yourself. live because you are enough and you are loved. if not by anyone else than by God most of all ❤️

[@dannydevito241]

I don't want to die or kill myself bc I know my mom will be sad and my family but I do want to just not live anymore

[@itsnotif.itswhen]

Johnny Devito Be strong. Life is a test. You will pass those tests and find happiness that you deserve.

[@aryehhawbaker104]

Hey you sound so young, your life can change in a moment, and you have so many in front of you, and if all else fail, you can make Life happen.

[@dannydevito241]

Test I'm 17

[@aryehhawbaker104]

Johnny Devito I was 17 half a decade ago and it hold no comparisson. Life at 17 sucked for me, and now it's pretty decent, and they were some amazing moments along the way. Give time a chance.

[@misterrominade7928]

I know things may be hard, and not just from time to time, but sometimes for quite a while and it feels like it's never going to end, and that can particularly be true at 17, but trust me, it doesn't always stay like this. You have so so so so much yet to discover, to enjoy, and at some points things will turn out better, it can and WILL be better

[@hoomanontheinternet3239]

"In a few years, whatever we did. It won't matter, because no one will remember." - Some Random quote I found on the Internet.

[@sophielin_1]

I've only just started the teenage years of my life, however, I just feel so alone and depressed all the time. i have no one to talk to, and my family judge me for every mistake that I make. You learn from your mistakes but I feel like I have to be so damn perfect all of the time and I'm sick of it. I moved back to my home country when I was 10 but I still miss my old friends everyday but lost all connection with them. I have social anxiety so I just can't make a friend here and I'm pretty sure everyone in my class thinks I can't talk. My two friends became closer to one another and slowly left me. I have no one to hug, to care about and I always seem to mess everything up. all I want is for the pain to stop...

[@notavrillavigne]

Hey @sophielin, i hope things have gotten better in the past three months, but if they haven't, i'm sending you the biggest virtual hug. (even if they have gotten better, i'm still sending you the biggest virual hug because hugs are not reserved for pain.) the pain will stop--everything changes, and i promise you that it will get better even if it doesn't feel like it ever will. i hope the sun shines wherever you are and you enjoy its warmth on your face. a million hugs and a million more hugs

[@johnmurphy588]

Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!