i dont know why, but im better when im high blank look in my eye, devil in disguise i dont wanna live, try to find a reason why it is what it is all that matters is i try i know that this pain is gonna build me or kill me i know im not okay i need healing its hard for me to say what im feeling it doesnt have to be this way, i mean it shawty i just wanna keep it real but im scared and you held me down when no one else was there girl im always anxious loosing track on my anger you deserve better, i feel like a stranger sometimes i do drugs it doesnt help it makes it worse (ay) i just wanna really wanna make the world a better place i know everybody isnt in the best place i know one day well help everyone escape i dont know why, but im better when im high blank look in my eye, devil in disguise i dont wanna live, try to find a reason why it is what it is all that matters is i try i know that this pain is gonna build me or kill me i know im not okay i need healing its hard for me to say what im feeling it doesnt have to be this way, i mean it