Portraits In Faith: Matthew Fox Preview

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Matthew Fox says “Wake Up!”
“There’s no such thing as a Roman Catholic rainforest, a Buddhist ocean, a Methodist moon, a Lutheran sun. And once we realize that-put our religions into context-then we’re going to chill out a little, calm down, and maybe we’ll start looking for one another’s wisdom and see how we can link up on that. And do the other things like save the world, heal the world.
You know, many atheists are not really atheists. What they are rejecting is theism. I rejected theism a long time ago. What I perceive is panentheism, which means God in everything and everything in God. Like the fish in the water, the water in the fish. That’s the way mystics see divinity and our relationship to divinity. They say, “God is not out there.” That’s theism. And the whole idea from the modern era that the universe is a machine and God’s out there oiling the machine or something…that’s just not where it’s at.
I’m a little uncomfortable with using the word “reliance” too much. But it may be just because I see a mutual thing going on between us and spirit. And sure I’m going to call on spirit and for help and for guiding us, and for keeping us steady; grounded. But spirit is always there, and God is always here. So I think we can exaggerate the need for us to rely on God if we have this undercurrent of the presence. And that’s where the word ‘presence’ comes in again. I call on God like most people do, when in a foxhole or something. But the presence…. It’s really interesting ’cause I’m just getting into Chenu (MD Chenu) and it has begun to grow on me and dawn on me what a powerful naming that is, ‘the presence’ That the presence is there all the time. We don’t have to spend a lot of time calling.
My biggest doubts are about the church, which claims to be present, a presence; the mystical body of Christ, for example. And of course I’ve seen a good deal of the shadow side of that organization. I sought presence beyond the confines of a self-identified organization or structure. And I think that’s what [Dipicumanism] is. I think it’s looking for divinity everywhere, as you say. And I can see it in my ancestors, I can see it in the struggle and theological effort, and often political effort, to survive and to celebrate God in nature, and to share it with other generations. But again, I’ve experienced it in sweat lodges; I’ve experienced it in sun dances; I’ve experienced it in vision quests-the presence of the Divine-so I don’t find it just at mass, or from the Catholic church.
I was silenced for a year. No teaching. No lecturing. No preaching, and no publishing. You know John Paul the Second brought the inquisition back. There’s no question about it. Cardinal Ratzinger was his hatchet man, and he loved it. So the first public appearance I had after my 14 months of silence was a big event in America. It was in Chicago, at the Call to Action, which is progressive Catholics. They are like 2,000 people. So in a dream they told me what to say. My opening line was, “As I was saying 14 months ago when I was so rudely interrupted…” But I heard later that it really flipped the Vatican off again because, you know, inquisitors don’t have a real good sense of humour. That’s where they are lacking. And so that kept them on my trail. They were not pleased with that. And within three years, I was expelled from the order. The doorbell rang one day and there was this big slip from the Vatican delivered by one of these delivery systems saying that I’m out of the order, and to never wear the habit again. Well I had already given the habit away to a Jewish friend of mine who was an actor. But I sat down on the steps with this dismissal in my hands, and I asked, “What’s the meaning of this?” and then a word came I never heard before saying, “You are a post-denominational priest.”
Now I had a little team with me in my living room, and (someone) said, “You are in the sights of Ratzinger. He will not let go. He will do everything he can to destroy you. And this is what he will do. He will eventually give your provincial-your master general and your provincial-an order that you cannot in conscience obey. Then they will kick you out for disobedience ’cause we take a vow of obedience. And his hands will look clean.”
And that’s exactly what happened because the order they gave me eventually was to quit my work in Oakland.
You know, I’m grateful that they [the Episcopalians] offered me religious asylum. It would have been easier for me to have taken an asylum from the Dominicans and stayed in the Catholic Church. But being outside, you know, I’ve learned a lot of things. And I have kind of been forced to live more ecumenism than I would have lived and see the world from the other side. So a lot of gifts have come out of it. And so I don’t really pass judgment on it so much."