POV: you’re scared of getting left out or rejected

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stra3berry

stra3berry

Күн бұрын

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@peyton.5160
@peyton.5160 3 жыл бұрын
Klee: *breathes* Grand Master Jean: Klee you know you consequences. (For my genshin impact beas
@bea.144
@bea.144 3 жыл бұрын
my name is bea
@himekoenthusiast
@himekoenthusiast 3 жыл бұрын
girl shut up
@bea.144
@bea.144 3 жыл бұрын
@@himekoenthusiast sorry?
@marmaemaruloer3420
@marmaemaruloer3420 3 жыл бұрын
@@himekoenthusiast calm down bestie
@creamysodas
@creamysodas 3 жыл бұрын
@@himekoenthusiast Woah bestie
@R4nGaL
@R4nGaL 3 жыл бұрын
wow these playlists are starting to get accurate and more accurate everyday...
@-hero-5882
@-hero-5882 2 жыл бұрын
Can't wait for, "2am sad and lonely , but the ompalompa next door started playing the xylophone"
@crowkoenig4581
@crowkoenig4581 3 жыл бұрын
POV: you're friends became toxic and now you're sitting alone
@catzakatana7400
@catzakatana7400 3 жыл бұрын
POV: It's not a POV anymore
@thatokayperson4232
@thatokayperson4232 3 жыл бұрын
wait... are you spying on me, if you are lets be friends cause mine left me :)
@catzakatana7400
@catzakatana7400 3 жыл бұрын
@@thatokayperson4232 i so know how that feels :')
@miizuakiya
@miizuakiya 3 жыл бұрын
it aint a pov bestie 💔 its my life LMAO
@baalmybeloved5081
@baalmybeloved5081 3 жыл бұрын
literally what just happened to me
@molly_katherine
@molly_katherine 3 жыл бұрын
now that im thinking about it this makes more sense but- has anyone else ever felt like they've left themselves out? not like- putting others first and then you, but for example when you're invited to go somewhere and you turn it down and end up regretting it because you know it would've been good for you to go out and experience it. (maybe i'm just a bit depressed) but it doesn't just happen with friends. it happens with family for me as well. i feel so numb at times and that my room is the only thing i want to be in; on my bed just listening to playlists and trying to think about my life without feeling selfish, guilty or alone. idk, this kinda turned into a tangent/vent. anyways, i hope whoever is reading this is having a peaceful morning/evening/night
@b6nez367
@b6nez367 3 жыл бұрын
yeah i do that at times. like my fam invites me places but i refuse and regret it later;-; lol anyways hope you are having a peaceful day/night too.
@Kat_aieme
@Kat_aieme 3 жыл бұрын
Dont worry your not alone. I felt that alot... I felt angry... at myself for being so stupid.. idk anyways have a good day/night ^^
@acrocodileelf
@acrocodileelf 3 жыл бұрын
Yes!
@raejw
@raejw 3 жыл бұрын
this happens to me all the time, especially when my mom asks me to do something and i say i cant i feel super horrible after that
@k34g3n5
@k34g3n5 3 жыл бұрын
I do that sometimes
@phroggienotfound9322
@phroggienotfound9322 3 жыл бұрын
Yk that moment ur outside the circle just awkwardly staring at the ground.
@ashtonthelistener.4253
@ashtonthelistener.4253 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah. That moment sucks.
@dorothytafeamalii5351
@dorothytafeamalii5351 3 жыл бұрын
I used to feel like that. It's crazy that i dont feel like that anymore. I feel more comfortable OUTSIDE of the circle. Idky. I think mainly bc I feel like groups bring a lot of attention and now i realize that i dont like all that attention. I more so like bringing the attention on myself instead of the attention on me WITH a group iyk what i mean.
@phantom4E2
@phantom4E2 3 жыл бұрын
yeah, real pain hours hit hard
@aizateddy1777
@aizateddy1777 3 жыл бұрын
that happens all the time and its just kinda hard to get back into the circle when there's either no space or you have nothing to do with the topic-
@raejw
@raejw 3 жыл бұрын
im always like that :/ idk whats wrong w me lOL
@stardust.7507
@stardust.7507 3 жыл бұрын
I can't handle rejection so I just move on and keep it inside- damn these recommended notifs are getting _personal_ now, huh?
@molly_katherine
@molly_katherine 3 жыл бұрын
yeah, tbh. these recommendations are really making me sit down and think about how i've really been feeling :/ it's helps me get through it most of the times but it always feels like a slap in the face yk.
@rainymochi8034
@rainymochi8034 3 жыл бұрын
Hey pal, sorry for ur rejections. Can I say something that might make you feel better? Someone rejecting you does not mean they want to hurt you or they don't love you. In fact they still care about you sm and wanna be friends. If they leave thats probably them having issues as well, issues that has nothing to do with you. There will always be new opportunities and chances, try not to worry urself pls
@stardust.7507
@stardust.7507 3 жыл бұрын
@@rainymochi8034 aaawwee, thank you for that! :) ♡
@aeriscreates
@aeriscreates 3 жыл бұрын
nobody : not a single soul : youtube : "you're scared of getting left out or rejected" *how did you -*
@louloucaaa
@louloucaaa 3 жыл бұрын
Always being left out insulted and being cheated on really made me have trust issues. I may have no friends but at least I'm a little happier now I just have to wait to turn 16 to move out of this place
@cannibalkitty9165
@cannibalkitty9165 3 жыл бұрын
Listening to this playlist as you look back at all the friends you used to have but are now only left with a few who you want to cling on desperately to because you’re scared they’ll leave but at the same time you’re afraid of being an inconvenience. It hits different and not in a good way
@isky6541
@isky6541 3 жыл бұрын
I have it kinda similar, except I think I'm the only one still thinking of them every now and then. I have trouble moving on, ig-- :'))
@miles2546
@miles2546 3 жыл бұрын
Klee is worried :( dont worry it will get better :D
@cannibalkitty9165
@cannibalkitty9165 3 жыл бұрын
@@miles2546 Thank you Klee :) I hope so too
@mxcriii
@mxcriii 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah but I feel like I'm being left out I don't wanna say anything cause I don't wanna have confrontation:/
@firethefurry5279
@firethefurry5279 2 жыл бұрын
@@mxcriii Same, just...same. I hope it gets better for you though! I have parents that like my brother more than me and he gets all the praise. I feel like everybody likes him better and that if I just disappear, nobody would even notice.
@guts7268
@guts7268 3 жыл бұрын
💌Time stamps💌 🔪🚬🩸 antics 0:00 ☁️🍭Cotton candy sky’s :10:03 💔 Not Allowed 12:50 🗯All the thing she said 16:44 🫂Drifted away slowed 21:39 ❤️‍🩹👎👍Are you satisfied 26:07 Thank you everyone for telling me :)
@tiramis004
@tiramis004 3 жыл бұрын
not to sound rude but *you suck*, it’s actual song name is *Not Allowed* by TV Girl!!
@peyton.5160
@peyton.5160 3 жыл бұрын
The first song is called antics by WHOKILLEDXIX
@sofasword6952
@sofasword6952 3 жыл бұрын
The last one is called are you satisfied :))
@thebaldkid1828
@thebaldkid1828 3 жыл бұрын
the third song is actually ‘Not Allowed’ :)
@vyn0101
@vyn0101 3 жыл бұрын
awe bless you tried ur hardest dw qt
@lacie_collins3607
@lacie_collins3607 3 жыл бұрын
everyone explaining there emotion or the thing that happened but I can't even explain mine man like idk how to even put it into words but this playlist just chef kisses
@r0r0sei
@r0r0sei 3 жыл бұрын
it’s so upsetting because i have no friends, i only have acquaintances. i always wake up, go on my pc, and just listen to music. i have no messages, and i have also never facetimed before
@eric420100
@eric420100 3 жыл бұрын
omg im early but this is perfect for writing fanfics i can relate to this because i used to hang out with my cousins thinking they cared about me well they did but they found out i am pan and i like dream smp and i found out they were talking bad about me me and saying i was annoying , i found out by my actully good cousin and yea i tried confronting them and they denied it but i knew they did because my older sister and now we never talk . and yes this is all true
@Rhyxelz
@Rhyxelz 3 жыл бұрын
run on sentence is hard for my nd brain to read
@baalmybeloved5081
@baalmybeloved5081 3 жыл бұрын
I don’t really like dsmp anymore, but there’s no reason to start not liking someone because of it. Also, I hope they realize what they did and apologize
@the_figure
@the_figure 3 жыл бұрын
There's some sort of void of emptiness and loneliness out there... but at some point... it won't :)
@anrith8443
@anrith8443 3 жыл бұрын
what if they have a separate gc without me in it and they're keeping it secret?
@peyton.5160
@peyton.5160 3 жыл бұрын
Oh…uhh
@anrith8443
@anrith8443 3 жыл бұрын
@@peyton.5160 uh
@mitskisson
@mitskisson 3 жыл бұрын
Then they’re missing out :)
@r0r0sei
@r0r0sei 3 жыл бұрын
you’re too cool for them
@anrith8443
@anrith8443 3 жыл бұрын
@@r0r0sei thank you :) 💕
@kokomibubblez
@kokomibubblez 3 жыл бұрын
Wow this called me out though it’s a little late, here’s the reason. I had a long distance relationship until their mother found out and forced us to break up. I'm personally slowly breaking, since I still love them and every moment we have together. It's driving me nuts that we can't even share a last 'I love you'. His mother's reasoning was valid but it still really hurt me most. He was the only one to actually treat me with respect and made me happy. But I'm so glad he's still there for me, I don't know what I would've done if I lost him for good. But soon the break up will hit me harder than a rock. I'll break down, I mean I do cry over it even now. Even while writing this, I'm crying but I hope one day we could at least share a hug. He'll probably move on, but I'll still be missing him. I really just want to call him mine once more, sadly it'll never happen. At least not as far as I see into the future.. it's a sad reality. Hey for all those who can relate and envy me, thank you just know someone out there has the same pains as you and would want you to pull through. Stay strong everyone we can’t let our darker times take over.
@narwalace3823
@narwalace3823 3 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry.. I hope things work out
@vyn0101
@vyn0101 3 жыл бұрын
felt honestly long distance is the worst or catching feelings online
@yugimi
@yugimi 3 жыл бұрын
i feel u and this is such a m00d
@Alexa_Plays1ARCHIVED
@Alexa_Plays1ARCHIVED 3 жыл бұрын
I shed a tear :(
@kokomibubblez
@kokomibubblez 3 жыл бұрын
@Sierra Walker-Forge hey don’t worry we’ll both find someone new eventually if not then what I do is hold on to the little hope he may come back to me
@HeronsNest2005
@HeronsNest2005 3 жыл бұрын
Istg. IM SO DONE WITH THE WORLD. At this point I can’t even cry I remember when I only used to cry if I got hurt. But now it’s almost everyday and night in my room alone I just can’t anymore I even had a relationship with my gf. I don’t even known what happened. I’m balling my eyes out everything is so hard and especially in this playlist where it goes “all the things she said running through my head” that’s exactly me but with my dad. I CANT I’m so sick of living no I don’t wanna die I just don’t wanna live like this anymore. My mom brothers and cousin are the only ones keeping me going. My fucking oldest brother is like a FUCKING FATHER FIGURE. He has protected me my other brothers and mom from my dad. I feel so fat I feel like I need to stop eating and workout but I fucking never have ANY fucking motivation to. My rooms a mess and filled with monster cans. I don’t even know what to feel at this point.
@peyton.5160
@peyton.5160 3 жыл бұрын
Its going to be okay
@dusk_overtaken
@dusk_overtaken 3 жыл бұрын
please hold on! you're strong enough to make it to a better life that you deserve
@flowersforyouu
@flowersforyouu 3 жыл бұрын
Please don’t give up! Try to start picking up one to two pieces of trash off your room a day, I’ve noticed that being in a less shitty environment makes you feel less shitty. Take little steps in progressing forward. Keep holding on Im sure you’ll make it through this!
@Kazuzuzuzu
@Kazuzuzuzu 3 жыл бұрын
these playlists are getting realistic every single mintues
@hxiley7043
@hxiley7043 3 жыл бұрын
I got kicked out because I called someone a wh0re. I never said that. I was framed. By my own “friend”. They kicked me out because I was inactive as well. I was having class. Some of my friends in the group chat was in the same school as me as well they aren’t paying attention to class. I’m the class monitor and everyone thinks that I get A+ just because I’m monitor and my mom works there. I feel so guilty for something I never done. I want to call and scream at them right now but it’s night and they would probably just kick me and ignore me but yea. I’ve learned that friends are all the same. They always kick the couples out because one of them did something wrong. They kicked me out because I was defending my girlfriend. My girlfriend only made a joke but they don’t know how to take a joke. And they are using all those comebacks like “the joke wasn’t funny tho so like it’s not a joke” and all those sh$t I really want to tell my mother about this but she is probably not gonna care so I’m not gonna bother. I’m trying to open up to my sister but I don’t want tot bother her since she is in the finals of high school right now and she needs to get a scholarship and all but yea. I am trying to become closer to my school friends. I trust them more. I really wish I never joined this group. Discord has ruined me. Discord is making me think that my life is useless. I want to become successful but my mom is right. Playing games and calling everyday is gonna make me go on the streets. Oh well I’m just going to cry myself to sleep now :) have a great day if you are reading this right now. Wish you guys the best of luck during life. If you ever want to vent you can vent under my comment :) I don’t mind you slamming with rage as well. I won’t judge you or make fun of you. Life is very difficult right now. Sorry for the bad grammar as well! ❤️‍🔥
@flowersforyouu
@flowersforyouu 3 жыл бұрын
Hey I hope you’re finding some way to cope with all this as it seems quite stressful and mentally straining. People suck at times so try navigate your way to find better types of people even if it seems like there is none. Also, there are many different types of success, you can choose whichever path you think suites you the best and if it makes you feel better than that’s amazing. Your life has purpose so please don’t give up on it :)
@baalmybeloved5081
@baalmybeloved5081 3 жыл бұрын
Discord really ruined my life too, this one online “friend” a couple of my other “friends” met framed one of them and me for things we didn’t do. And all of my so called friends that I had known for years all believed the online person. The one who got framed along with me is just straight up toxic, so now I have no one.
@diaexists969
@diaexists969 3 жыл бұрын
JOKES ON U Im already left out & rejected, nothin to be afraid of uwu
@smokinpumpkin3173
@smokinpumpkin3173 3 жыл бұрын
Jokes on you, i never got left out or rejected because i never had anyone x)
@mellisa8489
@mellisa8489 3 жыл бұрын
how can u handle it? I'm really scared to be left out yk cause I don't have friends anymore if I left them
@diaexists969
@diaexists969 3 жыл бұрын
@@mellisa8489 idk to me If they were fake friends then i prefer being alone than being with them ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
@mellisa8489
@mellisa8489 3 жыл бұрын
@@diaexists969 oh I see, btw they left me now :,)
@TBT707
@TBT707 2 жыл бұрын
This is the kind of mentality I wish I had but I don't-
@statictokyo
@statictokyo 3 жыл бұрын
another banger
@yua8864
@yua8864 3 жыл бұрын
One of my fears is being alone, so atleast for me being left out all the time really hurts. it really does
@aeriszona
@aeriszona 3 жыл бұрын
Same honestly, along with being forgotten. I love your Basil profile pic btw♡
@yua8864
@yua8864 3 жыл бұрын
@@aeriszona thanks
@Bunkjghkkk
@Bunkjghkkk 3 жыл бұрын
Its ten rn and I have to get up early but this is way better then slepping
@molly_katherine
@molly_katherine 3 жыл бұрын
same but it's 12 for me...welp.
@MrCat-km8bc
@MrCat-km8bc 3 жыл бұрын
Same but it’s almost 5 am
@rattusrattus_og
@rattusrattus_og 3 жыл бұрын
@@MrCat-km8bc sleep. If havent already, stranger on the internet, sleep.
@jazzy6983
@jazzy6983 3 жыл бұрын
its 3 am for me-
@rattusrattus_og
@rattusrattus_og 3 жыл бұрын
@@jazzy6983 hello stranger on the internet. sleep if you arent already
@tidalwavve
@tidalwavve 3 жыл бұрын
I used to have this group of "friends" and I always felt like they didn't want me around, I felt like I was invisible. I feel like the only reason they hanged out /w me was because they felt bad for me :').
@sheepysho2963
@sheepysho2963 3 жыл бұрын
Is this why I’m always scared to ask for something or talk to someone? Rejection and getting left out? Welp must thank my ‘friends’ for giving me that
@baalmybeloved5081
@baalmybeloved5081 3 жыл бұрын
Yep, same for me
@azure_wastak3n
@azure_wastak3n 3 жыл бұрын
damn quit stalking me
@diegocabreramiroz4631
@diegocabreramiroz4631 3 жыл бұрын
xd
@krietsent
@krietsent 3 жыл бұрын
I can't sleep, and everyone's gonna leave me. So why do I even bother..
@simp4183
@simp4183 3 жыл бұрын
I feel like the only person I like talking to is getting bored of me
@novatoprak2253
@novatoprak2253 3 жыл бұрын
pov: you are already abandoned
@JustAManWithGatorade
@JustAManWithGatorade 3 жыл бұрын
Is it just me or does it get easier to stay up late every time you do it- Then again it gets harder to stay up- It’s weird af- Sleeping is a waste of time I hate that it’s necessary for people to stay healthy- but I feel bad for people who want sleep but can’t get it- But anyways on the topic of feeling scared to be left out or rejected- I have already been left out too many times but like the rejected thing is just oh sheet- I’m literally a huge simp so I basically have a crush on 85% of the guys in my grade- it’s kinda sad cuz the only one that liked me I only saw as a friend and I lost him as a friend after he confessed and i feel really bad- but like then again the guys are just like “girls don’t like me *sad face*” “Why won’t girls date me?” And I’m just sitting there, and in my mind I’m just like “well you don’t have a girlfriend cuz y’all are freaking oblivious and you only keep your eyes on the pretty girls that obviously don’t like you”
@pastel4463
@pastel4463 2 жыл бұрын
you got to talk to people. then people will acknowledge that you exist and start to like you. most people who call themselves ugly are at least average so you're not just unlovable. when you dont talk to people you become kind of invisible and no one will like you.
@angyan_
@angyan_ 3 жыл бұрын
"I'm not afraid to say I love you ... I'm afraid of the answer"
@винный-д6ш
@винный-д6ш 3 жыл бұрын
Its so deep bro...I love it. no dislike. No one can hate this masterpiece🖤
@k3nj163
@k3nj163 3 жыл бұрын
why was the second last song so true?? i've been in this friend group, with just 3 ppl including me. the other two always left me out and one of them called it jealousy when i confronted to them. i wont miss them but im glad they're at least ok now.
@caydanphilpott7907
@caydanphilpott7907 3 жыл бұрын
mhm same problem im always left out or second choice i despise it. left our friend group whilst they were hanging out, without me
@mellisa8489
@mellisa8489 3 жыл бұрын
omg, same but rn I blocked them but I still think whether they also miss me as much as how I miss them, but I don't wanna be in their toxicity anymore.
@n0body262
@n0body262 2 жыл бұрын
It hurts so much when you see your friends hung out without you, laughing and filming videos together, when you're the one taking pictures of them, when you're sad but no one notices, when you're always walking behind them, when you're so excited and happy with something and they reply with "ok" "good for you" "cool", when you're literally crying right in front of them bc you told them that lately you're feeling left out and they just laugh it off saying that they aren't. Why. Why am I always left out? What am I doing wrong? Am I that ugly? They don't like me anymore? Am I annoying? Maybe I should change. I wish I was _____ They're so pretty and they have so many friends. Why am I always left out? :(.
@the_cape_girl9268
@the_cape_girl9268 3 жыл бұрын
Drifted away hit different . Very different… I wanna go back.
@karaiiii_
@karaiiii_ 3 жыл бұрын
ah yes, 6am on a Tuesday while i play genshin, very noice
@coolfoxy4510
@coolfoxy4510 3 жыл бұрын
It's so hard being introverted, in need of a bestfriend, and sensitive af I can relate to this playlist a little too much lmao
@TBT707
@TBT707 2 жыл бұрын
It's been 9 months but I hope you found a friend💖💖I'm the same as you. The only friend I have is online TT but ik it's hard but if you still need one let's be friends!!
@blooerror4046
@blooerror4046 3 жыл бұрын
rant because it just makes me feel better to put it somewhere: . . . . . . . . . I had a friend group at one point, we were all so close but i got in a abusive relationship which forced myself to separate and isolate myself from them, after a year i got out but it wasn't the same. i don't know if it was my depression and trauma or if it was them just not being good friends. I found myself often being ignored sitting outside of the circle while they would make plans in front of me but not invite me. they ditched me at a dance to go smoke weed. after a while i stopped showing up and sat alone everyday which made me an easy target to be manipulated into more abusive/unhealthy relationships. im better now but im left with a sever fear of being left out or rejected. my current friends are amazing, we dont talk about real things, often we don't even need to talk, but we are always in it together.
@iristina9337
@iristina9337 3 жыл бұрын
I'm glad you're doing better now, I hope life will continue to treat you well ♡
@rainymochi8034
@rainymochi8034 3 жыл бұрын
I had an abusive friend too, who forced me to getting distanced with everyone, made me socially anxious, someone who apolagises all the time, and someone who is being left out. Sometimes people leaving you is a good thing, she left me and now I am doing way much better, I learned what it means to have real friends. Try looking at ur past experiences as a life lesson, more then a bad memory. Try staying strong please, there will be always people who love u sm. Oh and also, I feel like u should feel comfy abt talking abt urself with ur friends, ofc u shall limit it since not always people are comfortable, but a real friend will be there for you when you need it, don't forget it.
@pinkkfroggy6024
@pinkkfroggy6024 3 жыл бұрын
I am alway the left out friend : D It sucks ……. :,)
@sleepygamz6565
@sleepygamz6565 3 жыл бұрын
That is true so that’s why I don’t try to ask much-
@rayzhzsband6882
@rayzhzsband6882 3 жыл бұрын
oh a great! A prefect playlist for when i literally cant handle rejection
@talia76
@talia76 3 жыл бұрын
love the playlist
@fantafandoms23
@fantafandoms23 3 жыл бұрын
This is appears on my youtube home and Man.. i've been feeling it a lot and i like this playlist I can't say much but, if you're reading this, hope you have a good day/night! Don't forget to take care of yourself!
@aizateddy1777
@aizateddy1777 3 жыл бұрын
dont forget to take care of yourself either love
@fantafandoms23
@fantafandoms23 3 жыл бұрын
@@aizateddy1777 Awww thank you!
@aizateddy1777
@aizateddy1777 3 жыл бұрын
@@fantafandoms23 your welcomeee :D
@roan3702
@roan3702 Жыл бұрын
I know XIX because of this playlist a long time ago, I need to thank the creator of this... alguém br?
@yourbeloved7914
@yourbeloved7914 3 жыл бұрын
Third wheeling again :/ they looked so happy while me and my partner are miles away. I wish I never helped them get together sometimes.
@miles2546
@miles2546 3 жыл бұрын
Klee hopes everyone gets treatment and is happy now!
@yosdeiselpetrol9496
@yosdeiselpetrol9496 3 жыл бұрын
to everyone with trust issues: it'll get better! i have to say that i cannot absolutely guarantee it, but just know that there are those who will be willing to accept you and would never betray you. so please keep searching for those people! and another thing is - be careful of how you perceive things, for your own mental health and ability to function. i notice that basically all of those who were traumatized by being betrayed by those close to them tend to assume the worst of people to some degree. please keep in mind that someone who is rejecting you in any way may not be the traitor or bad person you may have accidentally perceived them to be. not everyone is against you, and sometimes the problem lies within yourself rather than others.
@kawaiiv0mit487
@kawaiiv0mit487 3 жыл бұрын
⚠️BIG VENT⚠️ My "best friend" hasn't come back to me In like 2 weeks,she only came to me after a sad event as in a breakup, I can see why, but one day she just ignored me, even when I tried talking to her once, she just ignored me and talked to her "ex". The sad fact is that I had a crush on her, we both are polyamorus,same with her "ex", so I thought we could but I can't reach her out. She glances at me everyday,when I sit at lunch alone, and she just walks away to her new friends. am I over reacting? The reason I have trust issues is also my dad, he always makes empty promises to me ever since I was 4, and he always calls me names I don't like,not as in like fat, but he always says I look weird in my favorite clothing and comments on my belly, which makes me a little insecure.Not to mention, I have a new step mom every time I turn around,and I only want my own mom, since she and my siblings actually know who I am and actually doesn't lie and takes care of me, but due to my dad and my bratty younger brother who hits me always, my only hobbies are working and cleaning,but now due to my little brother, I'm used to being hit,I also guess I have lost the ability to cry,and I think my step mom is suspicious of me since I always cover my body with clothes, head to toe. Thank you for reading this I just need to get out to someone.
@number1toyafan
@number1toyafan 3 жыл бұрын
I wrote a poem for myself Triggers Everything I say is too young for me Why can't they just let me be? My emotions are a sea I just want to feel free Hope is an illusion that people "need" Why did he plant the seed Broke from the egg, was freed If only I didn't breathe, and fleed I broke apart, the second you said: "You're too young, it's time for bed" My feelings are hidden, except from her, But too young, it's become my trigger.
@snacks6911
@snacks6911 3 жыл бұрын
I just stay home since I'll be staring at the ground the whole time
@justkris5432
@justkris5432 3 жыл бұрын
Warning: If you wanna listen to an idiot rant, please feel free to read, if not, just scroll down :) I remember I went to a nice little trip with my family and they saw some people they knew but I didn't know them. They made me go hang out with a bunch of kids that I didn't know. I tried talking to them but all I did was stand outside of their little circle. Well at least there was one guy I knew in the group, but he pretended like I wasn't there. Later when I went back to my family, he literally had the audacity to say IN FRONT OF THEM '' you spoke like one word''. Then my parents gave me a good hour long lecture on how I need to start fitting in. I try fitting in, but I can't. Anyways, hope whoever read this had a good day, or good night. Please stay safe! :)
@MaybeanIdiot
@MaybeanIdiot 3 жыл бұрын
it's 2 32 in the morning and I have to get up at six for school, but instead of sleeping I'm just going to zone out and listen to depressing music like the angsty emo I am
@caprisnuz
@caprisnuz 3 жыл бұрын
When you don't have earphones or airpods and cant listen to music late at night.
@namehere3691
@namehere3691 3 жыл бұрын
Tf all my friends just went to a water park and i only found out about it cause they all missed the biking that we do. Are you watching me these are way to accurate
@shadowsgf2078
@shadowsgf2078 3 жыл бұрын
i wrote a note to my crush today and gave it to him the note had my number on it. He still hasn't texted me yet i literally wanna die right now. its been 6 hours since we came from school he would have already been home wayyy before now.
@RestlessDarling
@RestlessDarling 3 жыл бұрын
It kinda hurts when the person you used to be the closest with now is acting like you were a stranger and hates you .. :/
@Karlslover0202
@Karlslover0202 3 жыл бұрын
It ain’t a POV anymore
@mascyx
@mascyx 3 жыл бұрын
im tired of being left out or ignored. i speak and no one even listens someone always talks over me. There was 2 girls and one was gone i tried talking to the one that was there but she ignored me then some random person joins and she pays attention to her letting me get completely left out. i dont talk to anyone in classes i feel so alone.
@oncrack3425
@oncrack3425 3 жыл бұрын
Yep, i don't know but its my first time getting hurt when left out..
@basil_sunflower99
@basil_sunflower99 3 жыл бұрын
those playlists on my recommended are getting more and more accurate ngl.
@zomxy
@zomxy 3 жыл бұрын
this is starting to get concerning how does my recommendations know...
@mykage777
@mykage777 Жыл бұрын
forgiving who you are for what you stand to gain
@heyberryking
@heyberryking Жыл бұрын
Thank you, I needed this :') ❤️
@chesse9254
@chesse9254 3 жыл бұрын
That's cute, that's just happened today at school 🤡
@Soundwave_audios
@Soundwave_audios 3 жыл бұрын
Wow gettting called out over here 🧍‍♀️
@bitesthedutch6926
@bitesthedutch6926 3 жыл бұрын
I wish my friends rememebered me when I came back.
@ShǗ几kAIu
@ShǗ几kAIu 3 жыл бұрын
The pov aren't povs anymore I swear-
@terraslayer61
@terraslayer61 3 жыл бұрын
i have a friend group of 4, me, my friend, my other friend, and my other friend. we're happy and we're just hanging out at lunch, etc, and just having fun. until it comes to the end of the day and we're all packing up to go home, we're chatting, and then suddenly 1 of my friends in that group is starting to leave me out, they're chatting, and im just sorta there like its just im not there. i feel like a ghost. then that one friend just hugs my 2 other friends and i didn't mind it although it kinda hurt like it made me feel like i wasn't there really. then she goes: "we're the trio!" and then thats when i had enough and spoke up and said: "ahaha yeah but what about me??" (we're not a trio bc we have 4 ppl in the group, and im being left out.) and then she just said: "uhh yeah um just go to your dad or whoevers picking you up" and i was like: "uh ok yeah i will later but i wanna be with you guys." and she really just said: "yeah ok whatever go with your dad get out of here or something" and that really hurt me and i just stopped walking i was just standing there really hurt. it hurt a lot. i just wanna be with you guys. i just then walk away from them and i was trying so hard to not cry because those words that she said its like its stuck in my brain now. like what the heck. i'm just trying to be with you guys. i dont wanna be lonely again. and then i just went to my dad and we got home but i was still sad and then i acidentally drop something and my dad got mad at me and i just went to my room and right when i locked the door i began to cry because it really hurt. i just wanted to be with you guys. why. i found a friend group and thought we were gonna be good friends. you're ignoring me. you're leaving me out. why. i cant take it. just include me for once is it that hard to include me in something? what if you were lonely like me? what if you cried 24/7 when nobody was near because you have no friends? what if you're jealous of those who have friends because you don't? imagine being in my shoes for once. im lonely. i have nobody to talk to. and when i find some ppl that i like you say that to me and leave me out. it really hurts. sorry for venting a lot here but it just really hurt just hearing that and then ur dad getting mad at you. i lied to my brother he was like: "how was school?" i said "good/ok." what i really wanted to say is that it was horrible. i felt left out. i felt sad. i felt hurt.
@terraslayer61
@terraslayer61 3 жыл бұрын
ok so quick update, uh they're somehow treating me better? i'm getting included a bit more often i guess so thats good but not as much
@j4tarokemuri632
@j4tarokemuri632 3 жыл бұрын
Damn KZbin is starting to recommend me stuff that I can actually relate to that it’s slowly becoming concerning 😰
@ivythealiencat
@ivythealiencat 3 жыл бұрын
Im not scared, I'm used to it
@mousebedo
@mousebedo 3 жыл бұрын
Yt srsly trying to call me out here smh
@sanriolover-k3y
@sanriolover-k3y 3 жыл бұрын
Its the fact I'm scared of rejection that's real. 💀👍🏼
@cltnoelia
@cltnoelia 3 жыл бұрын
I need to forget about life for awhile. Please help me. I need a therapist.
@peyton.5160
@peyton.5160 3 жыл бұрын
Oh..
@man-wy2qt
@man-wy2qt 3 жыл бұрын
i saw klee and i clicked and im so glad i did
@mcdonaldsabyssmagemanager7086
@mcdonaldsabyssmagemanager7086 3 жыл бұрын
Social anxiety explained
@roan3702
@roan3702 6 ай бұрын
never delete this
@meowmeow.001
@meowmeow.001 3 жыл бұрын
All of my friends think I'm someone else:') so even though they talk to me, they're not addressing me or intending to actually get to know me If you're wondering it's DID not trans:))
@lillychiii
@lillychiii 3 жыл бұрын
isthisapersonalattack?
@peyton.5160
@peyton.5160 3 жыл бұрын
I guess?
@yua8864
@yua8864 3 жыл бұрын
I relate to that title to much I don’t have words, lol?
@peyton.5160
@peyton.5160 3 жыл бұрын
L-lol
@CreepyFathers
@CreepyFathers 3 жыл бұрын
I am inevitable.
@Its.Chuuya.Not.Chibi---
@Its.Chuuya.Not.Chibi--- 9 ай бұрын
Heres a small vent, since i need to find atleast one person who can relate! Right now.. I'm not even an teenager. Im below the age of 13 Rn.. My parents think that i'm happy and all because im still under the age. But i'm not. I don't feel much. The only thing i find comfort in is music, drawing, and reading. Thats all. I don't know where my happiness went. Its been so long. I miss it. I hate feeling like such an burden to my friends and family. I like to be alone, but at the same time, i dont want to be left out.. i want to know the feeling of someone being there for me.. i need an shoulder to cry on, a hand to hold at difficult times.. I need someone.. anyone.. Not some fake comfort character.. Not some fantasies.. I need someone.. I cant do this sh-t anymore. I cannot. I want to end it. but.. i'm just too young, and i'm scared to.. Ive been too tired to even try.. My friends dont understand me, and left me.. i basically have noone to talk to anymore, since they have their own friends. At lunch, i do sit with them.. but they just dont speak to me, unless they have an question or if they need something from me. It f-cking hurts like hell. I miss to lean on a shoulder. Now ive been growing more independent, everyone thinks i dont need someone. Im sorry if you can relate. Have an nice day while you can.
@memruii
@memruii Жыл бұрын
these recommendations getting a lil personal here
@heyberryking
@heyberryking Жыл бұрын
✨ Facts ✨
@sword9974
@sword9974 3 жыл бұрын
I have to constantly blow 5-10 time onto a vape everytime I think of it[Scared getting left out] but Gosh I'm breaking down even more everyday
@k34g3n5
@k34g3n5 3 жыл бұрын
The title is me
@ДианаШкуропат-г1ф
@ДианаШкуропат-г1ф 2 ай бұрын
Im in love with one boy, and tonight I had a nightmare he rejected me.he treats me as a friend, and he never saw something more in me.that's why im here..
@camilafernandeztapias7422
@camilafernandeztapias7422 2 жыл бұрын
sooo accurate- btw, am I the only one that feels something for his/her ex again but fears to be rejected because you hurted him/her in the past and just wanted him/her to be happy and don't want to screw things up again so just closes his/her mouth and cries every night thinking about what would've happen if you didn't leftyour ex in the first place?
@-ethan-5719
@-ethan-5719 2 жыл бұрын
I can't stand being lefted out or rejected anymore but those problems won't stop leaving me.
@k1yamaskaiser
@k1yamaskaiser 3 жыл бұрын
I've already been rejected before, but now... Here I am, again. So foolishly in love with someone I can only have in my wildest of dreams. Just when I thought that I was finally moving on and our friendship was beginning to rebuild again, I fall for him a third time. Why? Why am I like this? Despite already knowing that he doesn't love me, I still choose to chase after him. I cling to him like he's the only one I'll ever truly love, and that's what I hate so much. I hate how I love him, I hate how I can't get over him, and I hate how I can't ever be able to carry a normal love life because the only one I want is him. It's been 9 months since I got rejected. 9 entire months that I could've used to embrace and accept it, to _move on_ from it. But in those 9 months, all I wondered was what I lacked. I wanted to know what he wanted, but didn't see in me, because I was just so desperate for him. I did everything in my power to try and find out, and yet even still now, I don't know. What's even worse is that lately I've been conflicted between loving him or not. A girl has recently come into my life, and she's sweeter than you can ever imagine. We share so much in common, and it makes me smile. But deep down, I wonder... _Is it the same smile I have when I think of him?_ I can't make up my mind. Recently, he's been acting sweeter to me than usual. Don't get me wrong, he's always been sweet. But for the past week, he's been so... Affectionate. For instance, he would use "
@3rius
@3rius 3 жыл бұрын
Not allowed just hit different when ur friends become toxic and leaves you 😰
@nattybug444
@nattybug444 2 жыл бұрын
Pov: you’re sitting behind two of your best friends at lunch while their laughing and your taking a boring bite of your lunch. You’d do anything so they wouldn’t have to feel bad or nervous even if those feelings are projected onto you. But it’s not their fault. You just choose to be too nice.
@obeserice21
@obeserice21 2 жыл бұрын
This is one of my biggest fears sadly,since in a lot of friendships I always got left out and sometimes even rejected to the point where it felt as if I was just being dragged along like a useless piece of trash they only wanted me to fix they’re problems and when I didn’t they would get upset and then I would feel like I was mean or rude And sometimes I end up thinking I’m getting left out or rejected but people tell me that I’m just being dramatic and I’m only leaving myself out when in reality they are leaving me in the dirt
@tanjir0sxmp72
@tanjir0sxmp72 3 жыл бұрын
Who needs friends 💃✨ We got anime,games,art So I say F the fake friends 💖 they never deserved us 😌💅🏻✨
@lesbiankaito8793
@lesbiankaito8793 2 жыл бұрын
pov:your tired and wanna go back to that one school with your bestfriend.
@kusuo1111
@kusuo1111 3 жыл бұрын
I tried to be confident, and not show that I am very weak and stuff now I get called mean and they think I have superiority complex or god comp;lex, i thought if i was confident people would be my friends cause yeah.. but turns out if I'm weak they wont be my friend, if im strong they wont be my friends. I think I'm better off without friends yeah? This made me an asexual aswell I lost motivation in making relationships, and also in love so lol oh shoot right, is this a place to vent? If not, you can delete, I wont get any notifications anyways lol
@plutochomp
@plutochomp 3 жыл бұрын
My ear buds just stopped working, so now im just pretending to listen to music and crying
@WhoamI-ke1cn
@WhoamI-ke1cn 3 жыл бұрын
The name of the video...I alredy gor reject and left out I had fake friends now I don't have friends I am going to a new school bc we moved I am still in my old class groupchat I hate how they send photos of the class having fun and I am alone nobody asks how I am what am I doing...when it was the last day of school and last day that I was in my old school the teacher said that I am leaving the school..nobody said goodbye I walked home alone nobody cares..
@raejw
@raejw 3 жыл бұрын
is it just me or is being alone way better than having friends? bc i have like 2 friends rn which isn't the point the point is being alone is better than being betrayed by your toxic friends
@jamiedunagan2234
@jamiedunagan2234 3 жыл бұрын
This helps bc I would my mom and stepdad wut name I would like to be called and they started laughing and that shit hurt like a lot now I'm listening to this in my dark room crying cuz I think my parents are homophobic 😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@Alexa_Plays1ARCHIVED
@Alexa_Plays1ARCHIVED 3 жыл бұрын
My friends are hurting me more and more without knowing.. They call me names and is always passive agressive.. I can't take it. Today I told them someone told me to off myself and they didn't even care.. That made me rlly mad and sad at the same time.. At one point one of them said "Be depressed" or something like that.. That hurt me alot since I do feel a bit depressed at times but Im just too nervous to tell them. Sorry for the vent
@ItsEla_
@ItsEla_ 2 жыл бұрын
i met these friends and they were leaving me out and i became "dramatic" and they kicked me out of the gc. this is why i hate making new friends...
@irllylikecatts
@irllylikecatts Жыл бұрын
Either I started to get paranoid because I'm always the friend left in the corner or my impression of that whenever i like someone, some friend of mine comes first and starts to get along better with that person is real.
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