PREGNANCY ANXIETY | Pregnancy After Infertility & Loss

[@itsrachelschultz_]

I’m watching this video now, a year later after you posted. Just wanted to say thank you. I’m 5 weeks pregnant after miscarriage and the anxiety is so so real. I’ve been watching videos like this to not feel so alone 🤍

[@alh2116]

One thing I learned when I was pregnant with my daughter it was hard because I had 4 miscarriages be finally getting pregnant and it sticking. I learned I know everyone has different beliefs then me but I gave my worries and anxiety to God. I prayed a lot.

[@phoenix1145]

Thank you for sharing about your experience with anxiety. First trimester is so hard and isolating, and it’s so nice to have another mama understand what it’s like (although I’m sorry anxiety has affected you!) especially being pregnant right after a loss. I just came back from my 12 week scan and I feel so much relief just like you talked about with Nova’s pregnancy! ❤️

[@AylaandCaleb]

I’m so glad to hear that you felt that relief! ♥️

[@sheenamahoney8216]

I’m currently 12 w 6 days. I haven’t announced yet. I have my NT ultrasound coming up on Friday. The anxiety is real. This is my 5th pregnancy and I have no living children. We also conceived through IVF and our journey to this baby was 10 years. I have anxiety on a daily basis. I swear every time I go to the bathroom I’m inspecting the toilet paper and still in disbelief that this baby is sticking. At my first scan they found a 4 cm cyst and a SCH that was 2 cm. I’ve had some very light spotting with this pregnancy and I am soooo thankful for my at-home doppler. It’s almost hard to accept that this pregnancy will likely result in a baby as I’ve never gotten this far before! I’m so happy for you and Caleb and your little miracles! We’re so lucky to be a part of this generation that has so much science on our side ❤️

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[@rachy5903]

Thank you for sharing I love your honesty. It's so true. As women we keep the anxiety to ourselves especially during the first 12 weeks of pregnancy since most of us don't announce it before then! So so hard when you've had previous loss' and early pregnancy complications.

[@kelleyryanvlogs]

Absolutely agree with this completely 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🤍🤍🤍

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[@joselyneverett197]

Thank you so much for sharing. I totally I agree this subject isn’t talked about much. I too had lots of losses and infertility. And my first successful pregnancy was torture . I think you’re doing the right thing. Sharing how we feel brings so much relief. Thank you for being an awesome example and encouragement.

[@kelleyryanvlogs]

Agree with all of this completely 🤍🤍🤍

[@caityponn4778]

THANK YOU for this!!! I am currently spiraling in the anxiety Hell that is first trimester after loss. Hearing someone who understands was so helpful.

[@JM-mj1lb]

Thank you for being so open and honest with us, i am sure you will help so many women who experiences this

[@donnaroughton1556]

You speak the truth. My daughter is almost 30 years old ..my only pregnancy,..- and I felt every single thing you mentioned.

[@eliocean9492]

The first few weeks are extra scary! I so feel you on that pregnancy anxiety. I feel like I wasn’t even enjoying the moment, enjoying the day to day because I was just worried something bad would happen. I’ve never been through what you’ve been through and I’m so happy that you’re pregnant again and I’m hoping for the best with your baby.

[@ashleytorkelson3702]

Thank you for talking about this! Infertility really impacts us on so many levels and none of them are pleasant!

[@kelleyryanvlogs]

Absolutely agree! And sadly having a baby doesn’t always get rid of the pain that was there and the suffering you go through to get there 🙏🏽

[@erikawestfield6433]

Pregnancy anxiety through their entire pregnancy is real and scary for some people 😢

[@philippapay4352]

It is generous of you to share this with those who are experiencing something similar. Some are not aware due to how their relationships are as to how many go through similar things.

[@aquoiadupree2333]

You are an amazing mama and woman. I too have had SCH in pregnancy and it never is an easy situation mentally. But we do it with as much grace as we can. Were due within a few days of eachother and I love bumping along with you. Sending all the positive vibes for a happy and healthy pregnancy 😍💖

[@QldJem]

Pregnancy anxiety is the worst. I've had 4 miscarriages in between my last full term pregnancy and my current pregnancy. I'm due to give birth in the next week and whilst the first trimester was definitely the worst - the anxiety has carried through on and off, especially over the past few weeks as part of me keeps expecting something to go wrong (I don't think I'll really relax until I can finally hold bub).

[@AylaandCaleb]

You’ve got this mama! ♥️ Sending strength!

[@ashleyferguson6394]

I had my first this past December, and the entire pregnancy I was terrified of something happening, and I've never experienced any infurtility loss. I cannot imagine how much more anxiety someone could feel having had experienced that hurt before. I would get so much anxiety before the appointment, worried that there wouldn't be a heartbeat or something would be wrong, but everything went just fine. The pregnancy anxiety should totally be talked about more. Everyone makes it seem like this magical time, but it can be scary too. Thank you for sharing your story Ayla! Super excited for your family!

[@nicolasleep1358]

I'm so sorry you have all of these fears... I am 6w6d after infertility. I am so terrified. Thank you for talking about this because it's like you took my thoughts and put it into a video! Sending you all of my love!

[@AylaandCaleb]

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[@polkaroo69]

Thank you so much for making this video Ayla! Not enough people talk about pregnancy anxiety ❤️❤️

[@kelleyryanvlogs]

Absolutely agree 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🤍🤍🤍

[@Hjortasmr]

Early pregnancy is scary, especially for us mamas that have had a loss💔 Do you know if you’re still dealing with any endometriosis? That was my issue. Loving these videos dear💕

[@loriyensho2053]

Thank you for this video!! I can definitely relate. I was terrified the whole time I was pregnant with my first child. I had experienced unexplained infertility for years before I became pregnant unexpectedly, and I was SO scared something would go wrong. So when I had episodes of spotting on and off and found out I had a marginal placenta prévia, the anxiety only increased. Thanks for talking about this! Of course my son is 7 and perfectly healthy now but the fear was real. God bless you and your sweet family! ❤️

[@ttengwall8126]

You are a very good speaker, i love these sit down videos of info

[@khaisawa291]

2 miscarriages here! Had them both last year. Absolutely terrified to get pregnant again and go through the first 3 months. The anxiety will be skyrocketing

[@kelleyryanvlogs]

Praying for you to get pregnant, stay pregnant and for the worries to be surrendered to the lord 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🤍🤍🤍

[@malleryyancy4071]

110% agree with all of this! I have been pregnant 3 times and I had 2 miscarriages and 1 ectopic pregnancy. All three of those pregnancies were conceived with the help of IUI. Every time I've been pregnant I have felt the same way, when is the ball going to drop because that is all that I know.😔 We now have to move on to IVF and it is extremely expensive here and it feels so far away from actually happening for us.😔 Anxiety is REAL and I am so glad that you shared! I feel so alone when I feel like that because people always tell me stop feeling that way because I'm putting that fear out into the atmosphere etc.. but I can't help it.😔 Thank you so much Ayla for sharing!!!! Praying for you and this sweet baby!💗💗💗

[@AylaandCaleb]

I’m here to tell you that your emotions are so important and completely valid! And that you are not alone ♥️ sending love!

[@malleryyancy4071]

@@AylaandCaleb Thank you Ayla!!!💗💗💗💗

[@janinazequeira2804]

Going to through the same thing. First pregnancy I was stressed but this one is to another level. Having to surrender daily to the Lord and trust Him with everything. I had one confirmed miscarriage and a few I'm sure occurred. So this time around it's super hard. I did see the heartbeat at my early 5w 5d scan so that's comforting. Still battling with anxiety, again surrendering constantly.

[@kelleyryanvlogs]

Totally understand this! Prayers for a healthy full term pregnancy for you and for you to be able to have joy and excitement during it too 🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@natalievanengelen4660]

Thank you for talking about this and sharing with us your experience and feelings. I feel very relatable to you in that I am 13 weeks now with my third baby (not including 1 previous loss in between my first and second babies). The first trimester is so hard!! But I didn't feel guilty for not always feeling excited. I gave myself grace and lenience. And going through it during covid has not made it easier where you can talk to you friends over the phone and whatnot, but it's totally not the same as seeing them in person. I really enjoy following your journey and I'm very excited for you!! Love from Ontario

[@peachettte]

Oh you sweetie. I feel for you in regards to anxiety (not pregnancy related), and how hard it is to get out of your head. Very proud of you for speaking out about it and it's completely understandable. You are a great mom and human, and even though these things are out of our control, you deserve so much to have a pregnancy without any issues. Much love 💛💛

[@AylaandCaleb]

Thank you ♥️😘🥰

[@LaurelF]

I think that you embody bravery and resilience Ayla, and your ability to continually share and relate your experiences is a huge blessing. Thanks for this. I'm an IVF Mama and loss Mama, and I also had complete Previa with my daughter so I can relate to the bleeding fear and also general anxiety and trauma. I'm trying to psych myself up for another transfer and it is HARD. Shout out to all infertility warriors and Mamas wherever you are on your journeys, you are never alone ♥️

[@AylaandCaleb]

Thank you so much for your lovely words ♥️ and I’m hoping for so many wonderful things for you and your future transfer ♥️

[@danielleanderson7715]

Youre so amazing for sharing your feelings. As a fellow fertility warrior, i totally understand what youre talking about and i Definately can relate!!! Im planing to have another transfer in June this year 1 year postpartum and im feeling so anxious for the past to repeat itself and going through those intense emotions. It scares me to go ahead with it but i so want a large family!

[@jpark920128]

Oh Ayla ❤ first trimester anxiety is so REAL! I have watched all your videos while you were pregnant with Nova, but to hear it all in one sit down is so overwhelming! You are such a warrior ❤ I am currently 26w6d pregnant with my first baby, and although I haven't experienced infertility, I did experience a chemical pregnancy just before our little girl came to us. That alone was enough to set my anxiety scale on high, and tbh, I only have just started feeling comfortable with sharing the news of our baby to our wider friend circle. BUT! I now worry about pre-term labour! 😩😖 every little cramp or braxton hicks I experience makes me so anxious... I don't think my worry will ever stop until I have our baby girl safe in our arms 😭 also, being more educated about infertility has really taught me how precious and what a miracle a baby really is! I have appreciated my pregnancy all throughout so much more than the next naive person, but sometimes I wish I could have been more naive to take away my anxiety 😂 really... ignorance is bliss!!!

[@AylaandCaleb]

Haha I hear you! Sometimes not being in the know makes things a little easier 🙈 but you’ve got this mama! That sweet girl is going to light up your life so much ♥️ sending love!!

[@Bakin_it]

Thank you so much for sharing ❤️ and you’re right it’s so important to talk about our feelings and worries in the early days. I suffered with awful anxiety when we fell pregnant with my daughter ( after 4 years of unexplained infertility) as I had literally 0 symptoms and had early scans to check that I was really pregnant (infertility is such a joy thief!) We’re currently TTC #2 and hoping that I’ll be better prepared emotionally if we’re lucky enough to get another BFP xx

[@wanderluster3905]

Pregnancy can be so scary and anxiety provoking. I am going through lots of anxiety during my pregnancy as well, but it’s totally different than your anxiety. This is my second pregnancy, however I am carrying twins this time. I didn’t really have any anxiety in the first and second trimester, but we’ve had quite a few scares right at 28 weeks and beyond and it’s caused crippling anxiety in me for both the babies’ lives and my own. It’s so hard to be a productive mama and grow humans when you’re just so anxious all the time :(

[@wanderluster3905]

@mohammed bashirat motunrayo what? No I have a 2 year old and 6 month old twins. Definitely not trying to get pregnant

[@emortaza]

Thank you so much for this. I have had so much anxiety. I am pregnant for the first time with a donor egg baby and I had a break down yesterday because I didn't have any nausea or other symptoms for a couple days. I am so scared all the time that there will be yet another disappointment.

[@jessicaann9630]

I felt like you.. Today I am 10 weeks and 6 days and I am still have no symtoms. But the +news is that we saw the baby at 10weeks+0days and all was going very well. Do not worry, 20 % of women we do not have symtoms. It is also my first baby and second pregnacy and still finding hard to relax I can not wait for next Thursday to be 12 weeks. We all will make it... good luck xx🤞

[@heather5344]

I felt everything you talked about so deeply. It took me and my husband 4 years to get pregnant for the first time. That pregnancy ended in an early miscarriage. Then when i got pregnant a year later, I was SURE i was going to miscarry. When I got the positive pregnancy test I just cried because I didn't want to go through all the pain (emotional and physical) of a miscarriage again. I wasn't excited at all. I was told i had low progesterone (the NP said it was so low she was surprised I wasn't miscarrying yet). So I just kept waiting for it to start. It never did, but I didn't tell anyone i was pregnant other than my best friend and my parents until i was 22 weeks along after the anatomy scan. Like you said, I was waiting for the other shoe to drop. I did have a healthy baby girl though and she is now 19 months old. Some days I just look at her and still cant even believe she is here. I'm just in awe that everything worked out and i was lucky enough to be a mother.

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[@alistairrae9807]

Ayla I am sorry you went through so much with Nova I hope you can enjoy this pregnancy with a bit less worry

[@kelleyryanvlogs]

Agree completely 🙏🏽 praying for that 💕

[@korynnnolte4290]

Yes! I have SO much anxiety right now. Im 7 weeks 1 day today with my second baby, but at my first early scan was measuring 2 weeks behind. I have my f/u ultrasound today and I'm praying everything's ok. I know I ovulated pretty late so I think that's why th3 dates are off, but still so much anxiety. Hcg levels look ok. I can totally relate to the first trimester fears, as I'm literally dealing with it right now.

[@rebeckadavis2784]

Thank you for sharing on your journey. I so struggled with anxiety during pregnancy and so bad after.

[@peacewhilesleeping1956]

Congratulations. This is a hard topic as well. I have endometriosis and unfortunately had to have a hysterectomy because of it. I have no children and it sucks, but I’m happy to see and hear success stories from women who have endo as well. 🤗

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[@the_dirac_field6519]

Ayla ust breath! you and little bubba do not need this stress. Even if things get little difficult, you already showed that you can go through hard time and come out as a winner! was easy the pregnancy with Nova? not at first, did you success? yes! just a little more of patience. You can do this girl!!! trust yourself! sending you love from Amsterdam

[@ofthelight6932]

Ayla, you are a wonderful woman. Thank you for sharing your journey. Through your pains that you have experienced, you are helping many. What a gift you are giving. You are in my thoughts. Congratulations

[@summerschmitzer7136]

I swear so many people stuffer from this but never talk about it , i just had a baby boy 6 days ago on the 14th of January it was a very smooth pregnancy but my anxiety that something was going to happen was extreme i couldn't sleep unless I could feel him move constantly over thinking everything always stressed out that I was going to have a stillborn but his here safe as much as I would want more I just couldn't go theu that again as it was the same for my first born to who is now 5 years old . Youve got this mumma ♡

[@HCPF123]

My pregnancy is like novas so far, 8 weeks only showing 6 weeks so unknown viability plus an sch, so stressful. Glad this one is going better for you so far, sorry you are still anxious.

[@kelleyryanvlogs]

Praying for a strong baby in there 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 It’s so hard 😭😭💕💕

[@HCPF123]

@@kelleyryanvlogs thank you ❤️

[@marionverin5717]

Thanks for sharing this Aila. I hope the anxiety will decrease soon. Are you planning to do the NPIT test?

[@niikoodziejek2428]

Hi! Thank you for sharing your story, it was hard to find such story I can relate to some of it, I’m currently two weeks in hospital after hard bleeding 2nd trimester) which was completely unexpected , I deal with difficukt emotions and anxiety makes me sleepless . All my good imaginations and hopes related to pregnancy disappeared so suddenly I cannot visualize myself with a baby even I used to do it and love it through earlier weeks. Im in 17th week but nobody can explain what had happened to me. I feel so anxious that I can’t educate myself anymore about pregnancy and baby care at this point because im afraid my pregnancy will not finish well and I cry for hours. I wish support to everyone who has to go through sth like this, especially while being isolated in hospitals because of pandemic . Good luck!

[@adelebelfield2155]

I had my first son 7 years ago and then i tried to get pregnant for 23 months and i did get pregnant but i ended up having a missed miscarriage. A year later i got pregnant again and i was petrified from the moment i found out i was pregnant till giving birth to my baby girl. I expected every single time i had a scan or midwife appointment for them to tell me there's no heartbeat. I didnt bond with my daughter during pregnancy it was only after i gave birth and they put her in my arms my anxiety went away. During labour there was a scare where she wasnt tolerating the induction drip and they lost her heartbeat on the monitor i had a swarm of doctors come in to put a clip on her head and they found her heartbeat straight away but i was petrified. She is now going to be one in 2 weeks that's my story xx

[@kelleyryanvlogs]

Oh my goodness what a testimony mama! Congrats on your one year old this month 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@adelebelfield2155]

@@kelleyryanvlogs thank you x

[@carazink933]

It's crazy because I just found out I'm pregnant as well with my second, and I cant seem to be excited yet? I feel worried that it could end like the three before my daughter. It's a lonely feeling.

[@lidianadutra7975]

I’m on the same exact boat... it sad, but feelings like something I can’t control it. I hope it gets better for you soon! ❤️

[@uniqueckim]

I totally understand your anxiety. I too went through 6yrs of infertility, miscarriages, and ectopic pregnancy. Finally, have been blessed with our daughter. Through the pregnancy I too had 3 ER trips of gushing blood and not the textbook pregnancy... subchorionic hematoma/placenta previa. When we are soooo used to hearing the worst, how can you not expect it? But yes, each pregnancy is different. Try to enjoy the experience.❤🙏

[@AylaandCaleb]

I completely understand ♥️ thank you for being here!

[@Sielleis]

7 early losses in 2 1/2 years. I'm currently 17 weeks pregnant with our miracle rainbow baby girl and I just cannot accept that my body can do this. I'm constantly waiting for the "bad thing" that feels inevitable...even though statistics are on our side and our chance of loss at this point is less than 1%. I tell my husband pretty frequently that we need to have a plan in place as to what we want to do with the body if I have to give birth to a dead baby, so we don't have to make a rushed decision while grieving. It sounds morbid but I feel like I have to have to consider that possibility. I totally relate to this video and I'm so thankful you started this conversation ❤️

[@AylaandCaleb]

All my love to you! ♥️♥️

[@nekoneko_grundschule6399]

Hello Ayla, I am in week 7 after Embryo Adoption and having bleedings... so I can absolutely relate. It would ne my first baby after 4 years of IVF... . I am very anxious as well, even if in todays ultrasound everything was normal (heartbeat, sound and it‘s growing)... but the blood is freeking me out 🙈🙈🙈. Your video helped me a lot. Thank you ❤️ and all the best for you and your beautiful family 💕. Corina

[@jemmak1678]

Thanks for sharing this ❤️ I'm having my embryo transfer on Tuesday and I'm already so anxious about it 😓 my first transfer ended in a 9 week miscarriage. All of it is so scary. So glad this pregnancy is going to plan, hopefully you're able to start to enjoy it 🙏🏻

[@AylaandCaleb]

I will be thinking of you ♥️♥️

[@karenmartley797]

Beautiful Ayla xxxx

[@Janedoes7679]

I relate to this so much. After struggling to get pregnant and dealing with loss, pregnancy anxiety is so real. With my daughter’s pregnancy I waited until I was almost 17 weeks to announce to extended family and on social media because I was so worried something was going to happen. Now I’m currently pregnant with my second daughter. It’s sad that when I got that positive pregnancy test, my mind went straight to fear and worry instead of excitement. I’m almost 14 weeks now and still struggle with some pregnancy anxiety. Thanks for sharing this today.

[@AylaandCaleb]

Sending you so much love ♥️

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[@chrislanstelly7709]

I definitely deal with anxiety

[@brunageske2474]

Love your vlogs ❤❤❤❤

[@keagant6613]

Thank you for making this video I really needed it 💗

[@zuzazuzicka585]

my first pregnancy ended up as MA in 12th week, year later I miscarried twins in 8th week. year later we went for ivf and it worked out but noone knew, we were so anxious with my husband that we announced in 16th week. but the whole pregnancy was very mentally exhausting and I felt a relief in 3rd trimester. I understand your feelings, I have been there too. finger crossed that this pregnancy will be more relaxed. btw.my daughter may be affected by my feeling because since birth she has been very sensitive and anxious :/

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[@Stephl1026]

I’m almost 8 weeks and for the last 5 weeks I’ve been so miserable I’m sick 24/7 I can barely go to work I can’t eat much without getting sick it’s super hard I’m grateful but also wish I Wasn’t this sick 😞

[@canadafragrancereviewerdia9119]

I'm sorry to hear about your sickness my daughter was like that but she is now 14 weeks and feeling better. I think your having a girl.

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@@canadafragrancereviewerdia9119 I’m 11 weeks now still sick hopefully it’ll pass soon and I hope you’re right I only have a girls name picked out 😂

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[@JVHarberden]

My first pregnancy I had a SCH as well but my biggest worry was how much weight I was losing due to severe food aversions. Then my entire late 2nd trimester and 3rd trimester, I was worried about delivering too early. This time, everything has gone so smooth but the years of infertility robbed me of the joy I would have liked to have. Our first children were from embryo adoption and our 3rd is a surprise natural pregnancy that according to our doctors, wasnt possible. I spent the first 8 weeks wondering if it was really real, if there really was a baby in there. Afraid we would go for that first ultrasound and see nothing there. Thankfully, at 10 weeks, I finally was able to get my first ultrasound and baby was there and looking good.

[@AylaandCaleb]

I totally understand ♥️♥️

[@croccatcher]

I think if I ever became pregnant again, I would be worried, as over 5he years I've had so many miscarriages. X

[@rebar351]

Sending so much love 💕

[@shannonwm8184]

I can totally relate my first pregnancy was text book. Second was pretty good I fell down the stairs and put my self into labour at 7 months but they were able to stop it and we made it to full term. Last pregnancy I would have serve cramping almost every second day all the way through my pregnancy. Doctors said everything looked good but it would not stop. I ended up having her just under four weeks early but everything turned out good in the end and now I have three healthy kids. (. 28-26-22)

[@mikekirsten944]

I feel you! My first pregnancy happened with the help of fertility treatments. My doctor was awful. We were so excited to be pregnant but he kept telling us we’d miscarry. Those first 12 weeks were the worst.

[@AylaandCaleb]

Oh my gosh that’s awful 😞♥️

[@crawlingvinesweepingwillows]

I love this video and your openness and willingness to share! Hope you don't mind me asking, but I'm curious if you're planning to have a home birth this time around or if you'll do a hospital birth/epidural again.

[@AylaandCaleb]

I plan to deliver at the hospital 😊 it’s where I’ll feel the most comfortable if I end up having another retained placenta. But that’s the only part of my birth plan that I have figured out so far haha. ♥️

[@crawlingvinesweepingwillows]

@@AylaandCaleb thanks for sharing! ☺️ Wishing you and Caleb all the best for a healthy, peaceful pregnancy and delivery!

[@Talisado]

How many IVF cycle u did before the successful pregnancy ?

[@AylaandCaleb]

This was my second successful IVF transfer and my 5th IVF transfer overall. 😊

[@Talisado]

@@AylaandCaleb Thanks a lot. Did you do any acupuncture and ERA test? Congrats 🎉.

[@maiyabravener]

I'm almost 15 weeks and still in a state of panic. Really trying to enjoy this! But I just want to make it to July and hold my baby

[@AylaandCaleb]

July will be here before you know it and it will be so so special ♥️

[@MagsKitchen6060]

Hi Ayla sorry I can't relate with Your pregnancy.I do have 3kids. but I can relate with anxiety I do take something for it. I will keep you in my prays🙏Hi Nova.

[@ericabaltayan5493]

I had such bad anxiety after our loss between kiddo number 2 and 3... I was so worried for probably 14-15 weeks. It's so nice seeing and hearing you talk about it and normalize it! Can't wait for miss nova to snuggle this baby 😍 you guys are doing such an amazing job with her and I know you will do the same with this sweet love

[@AylaandCaleb]

Thank you lovely ♥️ and thank you for sharing!

[@juliap6329]

I had a hematoma in my first pregnancy... 16 heavy bleedings (i had a spare pants in my handbag alle te time. I soaked a pad in 4 minutes) It stopped at 17 weeks. And then BAM 20 week echo. "Your unborn son has a really rare and dangerous lung disease" Not a perfect pregnancy. My son went in surgery when he was 18 months to remove a part of his lung. ICU recovery blabla. After only 4 days we where send home!

[@AylaandCaleb]

That must have been so hard! ♥️

[@alliepaunovich7143]

I lost 4 babies before bringing my duaghter into the world. I literally had anxiety about her potentially dying the entire pregnancy. We had a lot of complications. We will not be having any more biological children and while I was sad about that for a while, I know, personally I would just be a worse hot mess. 😅

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[@ToEKnee213]

💜💜🙏🙏 Hey sweets! Did your mailing address change? Tried sending you a card and it came back 😔 I love your family and you are so beautifully vulnerable and honest. Much love 🥰

[@tinabloomfield7228]

They recently moved

[@ToEKnee213]

@@tinabloomfield7228 I understand that. I sent it in November before they moved. With the holiday and then the transfer; I figured I'd bring it up when all the big stuff had calmed down

[@AylaandCaleb]

We had to close our PO Box several months ago! So sorry for the inconvenience!! 😞

[@Kallecook24]

❤️❤️

[@Bcdf-ei9el]

Maybe you are having a boy this time:)