PSYCHOTHERAPIST REACTS to XXXTentacion- Jocelyn Flores

[@MiguelLLJ]

Jocelyn Flores was his friend that ended up killing herself, he felt bad because he couldn't do anything about it. He also mentions in the song "Bout my uncle playing with a slip knot" and the PTSD he suffers from, it's related to when he saw his uncle had hanged himself when he was younger. Love to see you doing some reacts on my personal favorite artist of all time, keep it up!

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Nice take! Thank you for this and for watching😊👍

[@MiguelLLJ]

@@ReactionTherapyOfficial Thank you for the great content

[@Piveeo]

also he was the first one to see his uncle dead so he seen like his favorite family member just lifeless shits sad

[@MiguelLLJ]

@@Piveeo Yeah I can't imagine! Especially at a young age.

[@kawikawi3945]

He also felt responsible for her death because there was an altercation where he had money stolen from him and it was her and another girl so he kicked them both out and was going to send them back to there home towns. she was already suffering with depression before that. she was left alone for the rest of the night and by the time she was found she was dead for hours with no one checking on her. she was only 17 I believe. he has a follow up song on skins or bvf talking about it again i think

[@144AA]

Happy to see this. Highly recommend "I spoke to the devil in miami, he told me everything would be fine" next. Probably the most intricate and open testament to his character.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Nice!😊👍

[@mantasrimkus]

100% agree. That song has a feeling that no other song has.

[@Angeldemonhybrid172]

Highly agree

[@jellevdbrink2901]

@@ReactionTherapyOfficial snow by xxxtentacion is also amazing

[@734kylx]

@@ReactionTherapyOfficial if it’s alright I think Never by xxxtentacion would be really good to one of my favourite songs by x

[@leecadence5179]

He's a phenomenal artists, and he does have a few songs generally like this but his music is extremely diverse so you'll find all sorts of genres and "vibes". Paired with his life story, he's definitely an artist to dive into and discover!

[@billyboy9392]

100 likes done XD

[@miguelfragoso7023]

Was* :/

[@zordoneltar6312]

As someone who uses music to understand and express their feelings, it’s nice to hear a doctor / professional speak on the music that i related to at one point. It’s kind of like you’re talking to me haha cheers

[@ZxSmokeZz]

His whole album 17 is like this and goes down as one of the best albums ever created. Jocelyn Flores was girl who was obsessed with suicide at a young age. X reached out to her to help her and flew her out for a photoshoot for one of his new merch designs, while living in the hotel she got in to an argument with another girl and then killed herself in the hotel bathroom while X was out for the day… X never realised she did this until the next morning when he couldn’t get in to the bathroom and had to get the hotel security to help him in

[@lavalodong2473]

They had different focuses on their music

[@Ilnovall]

Ty'Lxtrell but everyone is going to die and he knew he was going to die only because of the amounts of drugs he was consuming daily

[@kimohalila2415]

@@Ilnovall everyone’s going to die but Juice didn’t see himself reaching age 27 and he wasn’t making that up. I think the whole perspective and outlook juice had on life is just dispareful and heartbreaking with all of his talent to him it meant nothing. X was a different breed but he was a soldier and I think if he didn’t die to the hands of someone else he would still be soldiering on today despite has agony.

[@prodChristo9her]

I’m a big fan of juice and I think it’s difficult to compare the two, x definitely went through some extremely depressing things like Jocelyn Flores killing herself and his uncle too, where as juice talks about him slowly dying from drugs and his mind being consumed by demons and heartbreak. I would say X is more sad than juice despite me being a bigger fan of juice but they are difficult to compare because they are different topics.

[@Fulcrumas]

@@prodChristo9her completely agree I’m a bigger fan of juice than X but I’d say X’s topics were more harsh and serious than juice going through heart break and demons and drugs. Both were amazing artists and won’t be forgotten 😔

[@crackerzthegoat]

The lyrics in this song, when you anyalize them, have a huge amount of meaning and go really deep. X was a great lyricist and was great at expressing his feelings in his music.

[@camillegotti5977]

Yes X was very well spoken.

[@livinglikejay8362]

This song is a real thing X experienced and Jocelyn Flores was a real person too.

[@VLUTN-bb1qu]

@@livinglikejay8362 we know

[@SnailHatan]

You don’t need to analyze anything here. It’s plain as day

[@Supermechagoji5546]

The fact that it gives you two warnings shows how strong it is

[@benjamin-sch]

Wow, this really brought back the intense connection with his lyrics I feel when listening to X's music. Recently I've "grown" apart from it, but I think it's because I feel kind of out of touch with myself. His songs usually resonate so much with how I feel, but lately I've just felt so disconnected. Thanks for reigniting my soul (only way I can really put it).

[@ethantran3765]

yea, reminds me of the days when I listened to it and what I felt, heard and smelled during the time lol. just a trip back to memory lane

[@channelx8493]

I’m a neuroscience and psychology major and my main hobby is creating music, X was my first ever inspiration, this video is EVERYTHING for me!

[@rangleski3695]

Comment like this are the best, real shit! not "this is fire". Respect for havig an interest and following it bro.

[@tragiceso5121]

@@rangleski3695 "this is fire" is valid too in my opinion. Different cultures of people expressing their love for something in their own ways.

[@zynicide9010]

yea same. he really changed my life lol.

[@masongustafson6488]

Can you send me a link to some of your music? I’m really interested now

[@zestooo6932]

I’ve been thinking about neuroscience and psychology funny enough lately! Can you tell me if it’s worth it and which of the two is more worth it? I’d like six figures, thanks

[@ProIlluzionz]

I love his music, all of his songs were short and they made me feel like they were personal letters and the length of them made you crave so much more, and really made his music so addicting for me. RIP X.

[@lillan-maxx5006]

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[@marlondon9737]

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[@KujoisLost]

Facts 💯

[@nftdropout942]

I like how you're explaining PTSD, but people don't recognize that at times, it isn't just a song, and small trauma, it's everything at once I feel like when you're getting pulled in so many directions to the point where you're falling inward, like a guilty feeling, ppl react explosively, and that ruined his relationships with people who could of potentially helped him.

[@magnxs]

i love how u actually try to understand and listen to the lyrics, many reaction channels completely ignore whats being said and only listen to the melody. i also like how open you are to this kind of music which talks about feelings like these. imagine a song with lyrics like this in the 70s or 80s, everyone would think it was insane. but times have changed and talking about this kind of stuff is becoming more and more accepted, and i like how u can respect it too it seems like. im so high right now and these were just the thoughts that came to my head. i subbed

[@brayanmorales3903]

The song Jocelyn Flores is dedicated to her, X was friends with her, she seem to be happy and well and then he found out that she committed suicide

[@cMind607]

In his house/hotel nonetheless.

[@YabbaDabbaDooMyNuts]

There’s a lot more to the story

[@dudelikeseriously8418]

It's a lot more than that. The last time x saw her she wasn't good. For context, she was a model and x flew her out ( I forget why) to Florida. Whilst at a hotel with another girl x's money went missing (about 5k or more)[this is all from my memory reading about it 2 years or more ago]. X thought Jocelyn had stolen it, got mad and left. Jocelyn, who had a history with depression and was om meds at the time , became anxious and hung herself in the hotel room. X obvious regretted because he liked her and the situation was messy.

[@matiupvp]

@@Shootahfied no

[@paultarlton6763]

because i heard i think she hated life or hated her parents

[@googlemapsspeedruns777]

X came from a very dark place as he grew up with a lot of violence and drugs surrounding him. He had a lot of traumatic experiences which u could feel in his music. He kind of started his career with more „hardcore“/aggressive music which slowly started turning into sad music overall. In his last 1-2years of his life (he sadly past away in July of 2018 with only 21 years old) he tried to become a better person and encourage anybody to get out of depression and seek help if they needed it. He came to realise how much power he has with his influence so he tried to use it for the better and help people. He was a very interesting persona especially because of his diversity in music. A lot of other famous artists called him a genius for his lyrics and for the outstanding uniqueness of every single one of his songs. I would recommend to listen to a few of his older songs maybe: Skin, I talked to the devil in miami and he said everything would be fine, train food these are some masterpieces.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Wow! That’s quite a take, very nice, you know your stuff! Thanks😊👍

[@yungvarg3948]

@@ReactionTherapyOfficial Hey it is wrong a little bit, he passed away when he was 20 and juni 2018, no hate :)

[@MezbahRijvee]

I’m so happy you reacted to this song. It’s so deep. RIP to both Jocelyn Flores and Xxxtentacion

[@scotthill1600]

Thanks for speaking on ptsd, I have been diagnosed with it & had tried counseling but dropped out of it for over a year & am reaching out to counselors now just bc of what you said. The longer it is untreated the worse it gets, it grows. Never been suicidal but my symptoms torture me genuinely. I’m extremely hyper vigilant, among many other things. The bad dreams from just trying to sleep but I’m getting shot or shot at, in a place I shouldn’t be, get to me the worst. Like reliving a terrible experience

[@vinnycruz5115]

Bro Ong that part helped me out

[@ItsRemy]

Love the content, keep going brother between you and the music you’re saving lives out here 🙏

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thanks for the support! It’s been a blast!😊👍

[@jessearmstrong-kooy2930]

I’d love some more X reactions, he goes into a bunch of complicated issues in his songs & I think you breaking some of it down would be really stimulating. Looking forwards to seeing what you do next!

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

More coming soon!!!😊👍

[@JoeShaw-sg9zh]

Yk its emotional when the vid is demonitized 💀

[@nolatanretam9706]

Tom, if you see this I'd like to thank you for encouraging those in need to seek help and in doing so sharing our generations stories with the world. Many of us grew up knowing depression , ptsd, and hopelessness all too well; these are the voices we had to carry us through times that felt impossible. It's a shame that most didn't live to see 30, but a sad reality you're actively fighting both in your career and your KZbin channel, so props to you. There's no telling how many people you've helped, but I know as of tonight I'm one of them :)

[@Aiden-vf7yg]

I'm really glad X was in the mix to react to! He was a legend, he inspired many and changed lives. Passed to soon. Long live x man....

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thanks for watching….more to come!😊👍

[@nicholasfrancis7067]

I wish he was still here. I was shocked when my friend called and told me my favourite artist was dead

[@EC-te9fc]

Long live Jah

[@KebabTastesGood168]

LLJ

[@coletongonzalez7636]

u need to check out "I spoke to the devil in miami, he told me everything would be alright" its an unreleased song from x but fans know it and its a rlly deep song that i think u could cover a lot of ground on

[@Lucerianskprins]

Yeah that song is deep

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

I’ll have to check that out, thanks!😊👍

[@WOTI9999]

it's not unreleased it's just only on soundcloud.

[@OXENOG]

@@WOTI9999 and on his KZbin channel it's on his Album free x

[@aksoy6006]

@@OXENOG free x isnt an real album its just his songs collected by his fans while he was in jail

[@lakeshi4755]

He caused a “riot” He said people should “Look at me” But after the tragedy of “Jocelyn Flores” He made “changes” He wanted to “Take A Step Back” from the music but returned He used to say “Fuck love” , but then he changed his mind He wanted everyone to have “Hope” He knew people went through “Depression & obsession” He wanted “Revenge” against death, which took his friend away But he never got it, in reality all he actually wanted was “The remedy for a broken heart” He wanted to raise awareness for horrible causes,because if he didn’t the awareness would be “Going Down” He wanted people to be happy because he knew that “Everybody dies in their nightmares” ,so he wanted people to have happy dreams instead He wanted everyone to sleep peacefully under the “Moonlight” But now he is gone And we all feel “SAD” We also feel “BAD” because we Underestimated him He wanted to “Save Me” and everyone else Now he is our “Guardian Angel” Thank you XXXtentacion, you made me and million others happy

[@iamaw3456]

i love x but this is cringe

[@tokyobeats9248]

Dude this is cringy

[@MrMrWife]

What the fuck

[@808NASTY]

Cringe lord

[@peach6104]

why did you think that posting this was a good idea?

[@BringBackCyParkVendingMachines]

Your explanation on PTSD really enlightened me…I’m bringing this up to my psychologist. Thank you.

[@melisasynpsserr1538]

wish I had someone like you, I wish everybody could find someone like you - there would be hope then

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

That’s so kind! I appreciate that…I’m loving this experience😊👍

[@fortifyhill3211]

Omg I am hyped for this reaction.

[@kn2cool895]

ya

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Me too!!!😊👍

[@Daniel08636]

XXX was the kind of man who was always happy with the people around him but when he was alone he was another depressed xxx Rest in peace X

[@icegds18]

I've been listening to him for quite a while. And it's quite interesting seeing you react to it and others, with the problems that he would speak about in his lyrics. Alot of people got thrown off at first.

[@killa_k_999]

The fact that u've reacted to Juice and X is awesome 🤩

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thanks! Loved these reactions!😊

[@footieedits1234]

@@ReactionTherapyOfficial this song is about a girl called jocelyn flores he flew her out to model she already had mental problems she tried killing herself plenty of times and xxxtentacion flew another girl out with jocelyn and when they arrived x realised there was 10k missing from his wallet jocelyn and this other girl started fighting x told his security to seperate them

[@footieedits1234]

@@ReactionTherapyOfficial then the security guy must of got high on something and he noticed the door had been locked for ages but didnt think anything of it the next day it was still locked he went to get hotel security and they opened the door and say jocelyns lifeless body on the floor thats the story rip xxxtentacion and rip jocelyn❤️

[@Gabe9412]

Jocelyn Flores was a great friend of XXXTENTACION, before he recorded this song, she committed suicide, so he wrote this song about her 🕊🙏

[@Afroninja12]

not a great friend, just a friend

[@Gabe9412]

@@Afroninja12 oh

[@OceanicO.G.]

Like you knew em personally..

[@Gabe9412]

@@OceanicO.G. I know about them

[@Hiatchhhx]

@@Afroninja12 I mean they were becoming good friends then she died…. I think he meant he wanted more from her.

[@aaronsmith-jovanovic2482]

Man i love the way your brain works. You really pick up on great lines that go over peoples heads

[@yiddzin7318]

I don't know but it's satisfying seeing someone his age appreciating music like that, great video :)

[@beansbulletsandbandages891]

One thing about xxxtentacion is his songs usually say more by saying less and theyre usually very short

[@dracodaym715]

Let’s go!!! He saw my recommendation, shout-out to anyone else who suggested it! We did it

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

👍👍👍

[@corynthius8860]

X's variety is wild, he has songs like this and on the other end of the spectrum we got "What in XXXTarnation" 💀

[@elbabatunde8580]

You pronounced XXXTentacion properly, once again thankyou for making these videos mate you’re a legend. 👑

[@kinglizardo9909]

As an X fan i found this reaction very enjoyable. You did a good job piecing together the story for someone who didn't know anything about it, i won't bother explaining parts you were unaware about as i see many comments that have already let you know. X's music is very versatile and whilst many of his songs are similar to this, just to name a few "snow" "never" "idontwannadothisanymore" and pretty much anything off the '17' album, he also explores many other genres and topics in his songs. It would be great to see more reactions from you and personally i think ''let's pretend we're numb" would be a great one for you to listen to!

[@CUPIDSCASKET]

love ur videos and this reaction. a backstory on this song: jocelyn flores was close friends with x, if im not mistaken x flew her out to model for him and during that time someone stole something (maybe money) from x, it was believed it was jocelyn or another girl so x got mad at both of them (this is probably where x blames himself ) then later she was found dead in her room. also, when x talked abt his uncle playing with a slipknot, when x was just a child, he found his uncle hanging right infront of him. been a fan of x since 2016. he was a very versatile artist and there’s really no genre to put him in, he’s everywhere. some songs i do recommend as deep as this one is i spoke to the devil in miami, train food, alone pt.1, ghost, snow, vice city, and hate will never end.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Very well said! Thanks for the take, I love it! Thanks for watching😊👍

[@slumprage_777]

X said he barely knew her. She just was a fan

[@nuggetman2294]

@@slumprage_777 “I know you so well, so well” idk man

[@slumprage_777]

@@nuggetman2294 it was a sample. He stated himself multiple times he wasn’t close with her at all and barely knew her

[@slumprage_777]

@Adlane xX yea true

[@izayuh3828]

When he talks about being locked up and people judging his “haste decisions” he’s talking about all the drama surrounding his name and how people ignore the truth behind it. they want to label him a menace.

[@tpnyk7056]

The first person I’ve heard someone openly express and be aware that you can get ptsd from minor traumas and it doesn’t always have to be super sporadic for you to get it and even then it’s serious and can affect your way of living

[@snipee7071]

*nails the pronunciation of xxxtentacion* - “tell me if i got that wrong, and now we got jocelyn floor es” made me laugh

[@clipzzy5492]

So glad that you’re starting this X journey as well now.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Wish there was a list like “the journey” with NF!😊👍

[@clipzzy5492]

@@ReactionTherapyOfficial oh, if that’s the case I could suggest a few :)

[@talulavelasquez9943]

Man to hear you talk about this is so interesting, especially about ptsd and stuff, I think I’m gonna see a therapist. Thank you :)

[@King_Ghost777]

Thank you man, this is a great reaction and i love how you respond to comments

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Appreciate you commenting😊

[@waverunner2054]

Listened to this song hundreds of times and can sing it by heart, still hearing your take on it really does give insight

[@Tretc]

Let’s go!!! Great reaction keep up the great content RIP X🕊

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thanks so much!👍😊

[@jaybee3268]

Jocelyn Flores was a model he had an argument with over money who killed herself after they argued in a hotel room. He hated that she passed away over such a stupid reason. His uncle himself had severe depression and since his mom was very young and trying to get money to be able to feed her kid so she wasn't as present as she could be. So his uncle would watch him alot as a young kid and had outburst on the Young X, one day he came home and he found his uncle hanging from his balcony. As a little kid he was the first to see his uncle dead.

[@Hiatchhhx]

They are becoming good friends, if it was a random model he hired… Why’d he wrote such a meaningful song in memory of her?

[@regretfulcon]

@@Hiatchhhx u don't know everything

[@regretfulcon]

@@Hiatchhhx so you can't really assume shit , ya feel me?

[@Hiatchhhx]

Business***

[@itsbaeya7077]

My heart is so so full seeing you watch and react to him now, the music he has given to us still is prominent and important. Thank you so much I would love to see more from XXX, it's beyond unfortunate he is no longer with us. He was stolen from this plane. Notice in the beginning he says " I don't want to say we're something, we're nothing " I believe that means he wasn't as close to her as he wished he would've been after she was gone.

[@iamreal51]

We need more ppl to actually listen to the music and ask why ppl listen to them ppl are more willing to express themselves through music. Great content keep it up

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thanks so much! I appreciate you watching and commenting😊👍

[@sodaplnt2000]

He caused a "riot" He said people should "Look at me" But after the tragedy of "Jocelyn Flores." He made "changes" He wanted to "Take A Step Back" from the music but returned He used to say "Fuck love", but then he changed his mind He wanted everyone to have "Hope" He knew people went through "Depression & obsession" He wanted "Revenge" against death, which took his friend away But he never got it, in reality all he actually wanted was "The remedy for a broken heart" He wanted to raise awareness for horrible causes, because if he didn't the awareness would be "Going Down" He wanted people to be happy because he knew that "Everybody dies in their nightmares",so he wanted people to have happy dreams instead He wanted everyone to sleep peacefully under the "Moonlight" But now he is gone And we all feel "SAD" We also feel "BAD" because we Underestimated him He wanted to "Save Me" and everyone else Now he is our "Guardian Angel" Thank you XXXtentacion, you made me and million others happy. (Reposted)

[@TeeHee46]

good job you know how to copy and paste

[@Captiverunner]

You know like even thought it’s not me talking but listening to you talk about juice wrld and xxx it basically the same way I feel and it really helpful to have someone hear me without having to talk so thank you

[@tokin0127]

I appreciate the Lifeline link you added and call number for people . Thats real support doing extra

[@kwginobili]

Heres a TLDR, to the best of my memory: Jocelyn Flores was one of two girls X flew out to model for his clothing brand. something happened between these three, and X decided to fly them back home. While the girls waited to be flown home, X went to get something to eat. Sometime between X leaving and coming back is when she killed herself in the hotel bathroom. X dedicated both this song and one more (don't remember the title) to her. the voice over the beat was from Shiloh Dynasty, who does a lot of similar types of short melodies. she and X have a couple songs, this one being the biggest

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thanks for this! That clears a lot up…well done!😊👍

[@mikalockhart]

listen to his album '17', this song is from that album. its a beautiful piece of art that i think you would love to listen to and analyse!!

[@beigegaming9905]

“Guardian angel” by xxxtentacion is this song BACKWARDS with more lyrics with more to this specific story! It was released after he was murdered but it’s still a great listen and tells more to the story. It also tells you how he knew what this song sounded like backwards and how he planned to do more with it

[@AWFFEM]

I love how he pronounced it right first try. good shit vro

[@mobbsey]

I'd only jus realised how much this song can relate to me through my PTSD. I hold myself in pain for the one love that's still out there for me. No new love will let me move on. :):

[@dankmemer1305]

That whole part about the car crash I still have that. I was like 8 and we slid on ice and flipped like 6 times and I still remember the song of the people who let us in their car while waiting for EMTs to show up. I don't remember it's name I just know it when I hear it.

[@EkiGames]

One of my favourite songs of all time. Just raw emotion

[@-satun-6283]

I am really happy that you took the time and listened to this man's song, I really wished you could have consulted with him while he was still alive. Thank you for telling us more about this song this really means a lot to me as his fan.❤️❤️❤️

[@coffinrblx]

I recommend all of XXXTentacion and Juice WRLD songs.

[@bailey7491]

Looking forward to this 🙌

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Me too!😊👍

[@jojeus3414]

I dont know if you know it know yet, Jocelyn Flores was a girl he met and who he basically didnt even know that good, she came from lower circumstances and already had a few suicide attempts (X didnt knew that). He offered her a modelcontract when they met in a hotel. But at the same time someone stole a decent amount of money (it wasnt sure who took it at that time), but she was one of the suspects, so X send her to another hotel in town (she lived across the USA). That was the place where she killed herself, she died at the age of 16. X felt guilty for her death ever since, even if he didnt even know about her depression and her former attempts. He wrote that song about his feelings of guilt, sadness, numbness and helplessness The person who he saw who hung himself was his uncle, who was kind of a fatherfigure after his "real" dad went to jail. This song is typical for his later mid/later music, where he developed from a very angry and missunderstood kid (what you can hear on his music, like on "LOOK AT ME" which was his breakthrough) to someone who switched all that anger into himself, into numbness and pain, and sometimes, hopelessness. Very good examples for this phase is "I met the devil in Miami". At his latest, he tried to change it more to not that depressed music (moonlight), cause as he said in "Hope" he was trying to find a way for a better life and be an good example for his fans, to show that it can get better, what makes his sudden death even more sad and cruel. I hope I was able to help and sorry for my english

[@zedsmf2880]

Man, I hadn't heard this in so long. Channel popped up on my feed, I enjoy the perspective

[@Adamshhhhhhhhh]

CANT WAIT. Rip x

[@silviogonzales6556]

When X was younger his uncle used to watch him when he would get back from school. His uncle had his own problems, and ended up hanging himself. X was the one who found the body hanging when he got home

[@dreadheaddillon]

:(

[@princeafkaj7505]

The thing that really hits me about this song is that summer of 2018 I had a childhood friend commit suicide which really affected me and still does to this day, the feelings of which I get reminded of every time I hear this song. I do like to revisit this song and album occasionally cause it reminds me of those times and helps me cope and realize how far I came, and how real those times were. X really had such a gift with how raw and authentic his lyrics were, I know he helped countless struggling people find comfort and belonging with his art. Gone too soon, RIP King 👑

[@tokin0127]

I’m glad for the warning and help from this video

[@priz8200]

Some other amazing songs by him that you should check out- "Guardian Angel", "King", "ALONE pt.3" and "Ayala(outro)" and soooooo many more! X's music saved my life and watching you break this down was amazing for me. I would love to see more videos on his music!

[@WOTI9999]

HELL YEAH XXXTENTACION

[@1dayago965]

This was a random video i mean recommend video it was worthy watching. . x was my favourite rapper n still my favourite rapper....gone too soon....we miss u x 🕊️❤️he saved my life from depression fr...

[@crystalsizemore7850]

This song 😭 speaks to me

[@jack98472]

Merry Christmas!! A very beautiful song of X is "XXXTENTACION - Train food" i think u could cover a lot of ground on that song. Its very deep and complicated. Btw love your reaction keep grinding :)

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Merry Christmas! Thank you for the take👍😊

[@halesFG]

As someone who deals with PTSD form a pretty servere incidant everything he's saying is right, but stopping the trigger event is probably one of the most difficult things

[@Reyes71012]

Your comment on ptsd really might have saved me. I'm going to plan on getting help with my situation at the moment. Thank you so much for that

[@aj_412]

Man I’ve never heard this song through this lens n man I got chills it’s heartbreaking. I kinda just vibes to da song but never dove to deep into it. RIP BRO

[@timosullivan9099]

"im a psychotherapist" the same guy: "it seems like something bad is going on here"

[@big_sk4ian424]

Never, in the end, Orlando and ghost are some of his tracks i think you'll find interesting if you liked this

[@Greyz174]

"but this sounds like a sad song" wow this guy is really good at psychoanalysis

[@Bradley_Brodin]

This is sarcasm correct?

[@Remy2Stronk]

Hey man I support your growth. Really awesome to see the growing presence of therapists on KZbin. Also a big fan of analyzing lyrics. You're making really awesome content.

[@Katieluhsblackies]

I love all his music, the sad ones give me chills when you know what the lyrics mean

[@yrc.marzetti5184]

Pls do “everyone dies in their nightmares” and “ spoke to the devil in Miami” thank you!!!

[@Noturbuissnes]

Jahseh Dwayne Ricardo Onfroy (January 23, 1998 - June 18, 2018), known professionally as XXXTentacion (often stylized as XXXTENTACION) and commonly referred to as simply X,[c] was an American rapper, singer, and songwriter.[8] Though a controversial figure due to his widely publicized legal troubles, XXXTentacion gained a cult following among his young fanbase during his short career with his depression and alienation-themed music. Critics and fans often credit him for his musical versatility, with his music exploring emo, drill, trap, lo-fi, indie rock, nu metal, hip hop, R&B, and punk rock. He is considered to be a leading figure in the emo-rap and SoundCloud rap genres which garnered mainstream attention during the mid-late 2010s.[9] Born in Plantation, Florida, XXXTentacion spent most of his childhood in Lauderhill. He began writing music after being released from a juvenile detention center and soon started his music career on SoundCloud in 2013, employing styles and techniques that were unconventional in rap music such as distortion and heavy guitar-backed instrumentals, drawing inspiration from third-wave emo and grunge. In 2014, he formed the underground collective Members Only and alongside other members of the collective soon became a popular figure in SoundCloud rap, a trap music scene that takes elements of lo-fi music and harsh 808s.[10] XXXTentacion gained mainstream attention with the single "Look at Me". His debut album 17 (2017) is certified double-platinum in the US and reached number two on the Billboard 200. His second album ? (2018) debuted at number one on the Billboard 200 and is certified triple-platinum in the US. Its lead single, "Sad!", reached number one on the Billboard Hot 100,[11] and had amassed more than 1.3 billion views on KZbin and 1.7 billion streams on Spotify by November 2021, as well as being certified Diamond by the RIAA in August 2021.[12][13][14][15] He is also the bestselling emo rapper of all time.[16] On June 18, 2018, XXXTentacion was murdered at the age of 20 when he was fatally shot near a motorcycle dealership in Deerfield Beach, Florida. The attackers fled the scene in an SUV after stealing a Louis Vuitton bag containing $50,000 from him; four suspects were arrested. No trial date has been set for the accused and the motive for the murder remains under investigation.[17] XXXTentacion has RIAA-certified sales of 61 million units in the US and BPI-certified sales of over 7 million units in the UK, bringing his total to 68 million certified records sold in the two countries. Since his death, he has won an American Music Award and a BET Hip Hop Award and received 11 Billboard Music Award nominations.[18] Two posthumous albums were released, Skins (2018) and Bad Vibes Forever (2019); the former became his second number-one album on the Billboard 200 while the latter entered the top 5.

[@kylercraigen7698]

My fav artist. I love you covering this Tysm💔

[@hugostaneke]

Please do a breakdown of the juice wrld into the abyss documentary from HBO. That would be so cool

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Hoping to do that soon!👍

[@joshua25k64]

That song is so sad. But, I really like xxxtrntacion music but, he died 3 years ago R.I.P L E G E N D

[@jurjenhoekstra9259]

i'm getting emdr treatment right now, i wish everybody with mental challenges the best of luck and the best help there is. keep going, dont give up. love

[@NotOpex]

My auntie and cousin both took their lifes. I relate to this song so much, Thanks for reactin to this man

[@JuiceisGood]

You gotta check out SAD by X as well!

[@fergo6295]

You should listen to "Legends" by Juice WRLD. It's a song about the death of XXXTentacion and I think you might enjoy it.

[@homixideyeji5020]

death of x and peep

[@fergo6295]

@@homixideyeji5020 yeah my bad. Forgot about peep

[@homixideyeji5020]

@@fergo6295 np g 🤝

[@DankoleClouds]

I wasn't in a good enough place to actually accept and go through the therapy I needed as a kid. I've since worked through my trauma and the the issues that arose from it to the best of my ability, and I'm doing fine. That said, I love seeing these reactions from your point of view. This type of music speaks to me on a personal and intimate level, and everybody takes something different from these songs. It's nice to see it analyzed from a therapists point of view.

[@johansanderson4766]

When he started bopping his head ✨😭. RIP X 😭❤️

[@TheHussleProject]

X always felt Suicidal so when she died X got to see the other side of the effect.. he was mad at himself because he wasn’t there when he thought he should have. And the type of heart X had was if you were a good person he held you close. I’m pretty sure him and ms.Flores had deep conversations and that was painful for him to see no matter what advice you give and what effort you give the person may still give up

[@ethosmoris44]

XXXTENTACION THE REAL DEPRESS AND SAD HIPHOP ARTIST NO CAP, YOU SHOUL LISTEN TO HIS FULL ALBUM 17

[@alielhamadany]

I remember listening to this for my first time about 6 months ago, a month after my grandpa died and I couldn't help but stay there sobbing while acknowledging what xxx went through and how I'm kinda going through a tough time too, damn this song have some memories to it

[@RealADnE]

what you said about PTSD is true to bone. saw my friend die and suffered a bit but i got help from my school pretty quick, i am not good but i would be way worse. its just that day i remember it, any other time of the year its more or less gone

[@UnknownTemptacion]

I love how you explain and actually soak in the lyrics. Just found your channel.. please react to more X! Just subscribed.

[@jacobperreault6844]

If I’m not mistaken, Jocelyn Flores was a fan of X, and when she went to one of his concerts, a bit later she killed herself, so this was a tribute to her

[@lJaykl]

Very wrong but the killing herself

[@sunkissednae1985]

YOU SAID HIS NAME PERFECTLY‼️ Like- SPOT ON

[@XristosOficial]

i cant stop thinking how you seem really young to me but you living on an old body. loved your vibe