一つアドバイス。。公的仕事ってポジションの呼び方がhouse keepingやcarpenter→maintenance、kitchen woker → food service staff、secretary → administrative assistantって呼び方が特殊なので、ポジションの空きが出てこなくても、諦めないで色んなワードを入れてみて下さい。state of New York jobs と入れると物凄く沢山の募集が出てきます。グッドラック👍
I came across your videos about some weeks ago, you seem quite stucked in your life and work. You wish for some real changes but dont see ways to do it. You have child and wife who love you, and they are your main reason to live and continue working in tough environment. You are suffering from the depression, and probably anxiety together, everytime I see you frown, it is kInda seeing myself, who has been suffering with the same symptoms. The desperation feeling is sometime hard to bear, you are not alone my friend. there's always light at the end of tunnel, just hang in tight for another year or two, mid 30's of you are still young and will have opportunities in your careers, your next job will be much better. God bless you!