Trans Vlog Episode 74 Self-Express with Clothes (10/12/2020)

I am wishing I could express myself with how I dress deeply. I have never been able to present myself how I would like to, to wear things that affirm my identity or sense of self. Shoes are the first step, if I can just get them.
After some soul searching and discussion with my therapist, this was decided upon as a good idea. I used to post to KZbin in the past and it helped me a lot to feel like I was helping people, while also connecting with others without having to actually be social :D My vlog has some kinda raw emotions and somewhat can be about darker things. Some of it may be triggering, especially to trans folks, as this is a vlog about my coming to terms with and dealing with trans issues, as well as other issues, from PTSD to childhood trauma to current events, so on, but I try not to ever be too graphic. Also, sorry the audio quality is not great on these, between the background phone notifications sometimes, or the volume overall. I’m just me talking to an imaginary you, and a struggling to process me.