RAMIREZ - DEAR DIARY [prod.by genshin]

[lyrics]
My momma telling me ill be ok but she don't understand I'm living day by day. Pop another pill to try to feel ok, I thinking bout Suicide everyday
I've been through this route what's my life about popping pills and living life full of doubt praying on the edge my bed hoping I could get responses battle my illness alone crying a river I'm honest
Oh no,
I don't know which way to go
I don't even have my home
In the dark is where I roam
I've been stuck and all alone
Popping these pills and I'm asking God why, do I have urges to just wanna die receiving no answers cause God is a lie look in my eyes see pain that's inside I done lost a couple friends for the way Nigga been acting no faking no pretending I just really wanna fucking end this Oh no,
Grabbing a gun and I point at my dome I'm telling myself be easy let go don't pull on the trigga there's much to hold on but these pills they kick in and I just can't move on lost in my ways and I try to forget all of this sadness and all this regret I look at my mom and I tell her like this yo son is a fuck up yo son can't do shit
My momma telling me ill be ok but she don't understand I'm living day by day. Pop another pill to try to feel ok, I thinking bout Suicide everyday
Stand in a closet I'm tying a noose you living a lie I'm stuck in the truth faking a smile but depression the root I try to be happy but I can't it s fluke love for my friends but they don't know I'm through. I don't see no sun cause I stay in my room I look in the mirror the vision gets clearer anxiety got me trapped in this shit to
My momma telling me ill be ok but she don't understand I'm living day by day. Pop another pill to try to feel ok, I thinking bout Suicide everyday
I've been through this route what's my life about popping pills and living life full of doubt praying on the edge my bed hoping I could get responses battle my illness alone crying a river I'm honest
Oh no,
I don't know which way to go
I don't even have my home
In the dark is where I roam
I've been stuck and all alone

[@anthonycabral2609]

I met Ramirez about a week and half ago, he's a real good dude. I got a picture and an autograph. He was really humble and kind and was saying thank you and things like that, stay up my dude. I'm going though some hardship at the moment aswell my friend but we'll hopefully get through this.

[@blueballsexotics8596]

Anthony Cabral you will bro. Shit always gets better you just gotta try

[@miguelzarate8618]

Lucky man, I really want to meet the Homie, and keep your head up G.

[@jakekjarr26]

I feel u sibling

[@othobarron917]

Ayo, shit got better or nah?

[@ronwoods3240]

i cant do this much longer but i keep goin i wish i had some homies

[@Youngrasshopper_]

“You live in a lie I’m stuck in the truth” is one of my favourite lyrics

[@windhamslegs7084]

The pain hits fucking sharp man. Everybody out there going thru some shit there will be better days.

[@jakekjarr26]

Apres la pluie vient le Beau temps. After rain the nice weather comes by

[@jakekjarr26]

Thank u bro for the message

[@Ryu_hayabusa561]

Been an alcoholic for 4 years, drinking every got damn day. Ended up in ICU 2 times and psychiatric ER. Dealing with a DUI case. Life is great!

[@erikk9023]

This is honestly the only rap song I can truly relate to word for word, verse for verse its unbelievable how accurate this song is. RAMIREZ this is beyond a masterpiece keep it up.

[@grey5999]

i feel the same bro 💯

[@yahv22]

Erik H 100 percent I feel the same way bro.

[@user-rg6ct2np1u]

COULDNT HAVE SAID BETTER MYSELF

[@johnnyspang2085]

One of my favorites .. it’s REAL you can FEEL IT shout out Ramirez

[@Fuckn_Tyler]

4 years later and still feel the same at time's, not as much as I use to, but this song helps me cope, thanks Rami, G.O.D.S till I rest in peace.

[@ronwoods3240]

till thee end g

[@christianrosales4612]

Ramirez a one man army

[@byrdmain7511]

its good shit

[@cornman.902]

Damn it's hard to come across someone who supports doom and also shit like this now-a-days, cheers man.

[@christianrosales4612]

cornman. Oh yeah man I love all types of Hip Hop / Rap and what it evolved into over the years. I appreciate it all and it helped open doors to more music for me and more genres. Plus it's cool to see all these young rappers trying to make a name for themselves and watching the come up. Ramirez Pouya, Suicide Boys, SHWB, fat nick and all them are all sick. Much love fam you my nigga

[@noise6327]

fuck yes. all of them comein up all by them selfs. its crazy. u had to have somr clout back in the 90s n 00s if u wanted ur music 2 b played by millions. its so cool that they didnt need anybody but us fans to fuck with thr shit 2 come da fuuuck up 2. like they said...with out us fans...they would b no $uicide...

[@jayram849]

Songs like this help me realize I ain't alone in the darkness. Real shit big thanks mah g

[@paimon2k]

"you living in a lie i'm stuck in the truth" the most deepest line i've ever heard

[@MatttSaturn]

this shits getting so demotivating...tried the pills, tried the ward, tried the therapy and this shit just still has a grip on me

[@worstward_]

This song reminds me of myself so much...

[@SlugsThaWarlord]

fuck up squad brother...

[@worstward_]

@@SlugsThaWarlord Life has gotten better for sure. Keep your head up, man. I hope good things come your way soon!

[@maliceplus]

one of his best songs. this song stays in the shadows, in the dark is where it roams and that's beautiful to me, this song is incredible.

[@RedactedOfficial.]

its garbage, stay off the pills and get on the right side of life

[@tylerdetwiler7807]

My Momma telling me I'll be okay (I'll be okay) She don't understand I'm living day by day (day by day) Pop another pill to feel ok (to feel ok) Thinking bout' $uicide everyday I've been through this route (I've been through this route) What's my life about Popping pills and living life full of doubt (life full of doubt) Praying on the edge my bed Hoping I could get responses Battle my illness alone, crying a river I'm honest Oh no I don't know which way to go I don't even have my home In the dark is where I roam I've been stuck and all alone Popping these pills and I'm asking God why Do I have urges to just wanna die Receiving no answers cause' God is a lie Look in my eyes See pain that's inside I done lost a couple friends For the way, a nigga been acting No faking No pretending I just really wanna fucking end this Oh no Grabbing my gun and I point at my dome I'm telling myself "Be easy, let go don't pull on the trigger there's much to hold on" But these pills they kick in and I just can't move on Lost in my ways and I try to forget All of this sadness and all this regret I look to my mom and I tell her like this Yo' son is a fuck up Yo' son can't do shit My Momma telling me I'll be okay (I'll be okay) She don't understand I'm living day by day (day by day) Pop another pill to feel ok (to feel ok) Thinking bout' Suicide everyday Stand in closet I'm tying a noose You living a lie I'm stuck in the truth Faking a smile but depression the root I try to be happy but I can't it's a fluke Love for my friends but they don't know I'm through I don't see no sun cause I stay in my room I look in the mirror The vision gets clearer Anxiety, got me trapped in this shit too My Momma telling me I'll be okay (I'll be okay) She don't understand I'm living day by day (day by day) Pop another pill to feel ok (to feel ok) Thinking bout' $uicide everyday I've been through this route (I've been through this route) What's my life about Popping pills and living life full of doubt (life full of doubt) Praying on the edge my bed Hoping I could get responses Battle my illness alone, crying a river I'm honest Oh no I don't know which way to go I don't even have my home In the dark is where I roam I've been stuck and all alone

[@kevingarrido1019]

Will always remember jamming this since 7th grade . Much love Ramirez , thanks for the memories…

[@Sadgittarius]

I’m yelling for help on the inside but my mouth remains closed. If only this song could be louder.

[@highbornsiren1389]

I just want Ramirez to blow up.

[@tim9700]

Sesh

[@MuzikMUID]

FOR EVERYONE WHO ASKS WHAT ANIME IT IS: It's not an anime. It's taken of from Sunsastera trailer. Just write this in youtube search and you will find it.

[@icyz1186]

The part that got to me the most was when he said "I look at my mom and I tell her like this" "Yo son is a fuck up" "Yo son can't do shit"

[@WhenAllMenDoubtYou]

wavy beat and excellent lyrics, only when i come back with a different mindset does this really speak to me. thank you +RAMIREZ and genshin for this peice of work this speaks to so many people, your pain (which i know has probably been years of) gives people a sense of someone out there knows and is going through exactly what i go through. And you arent alone in this we all kind of battle it: for me weed just intensified it and made it unbearably scary, i couldnt even trust my friends because they roll with gangbangers and talk shit about my family and i amongst their friends. I battle with depression and anxiety but ill be damned if it takes my life.

[@DeusHydro]

One of your best songs, bro. I'm telling you, this song is beyond fire, it's pure gold, truly amazing!

[@CiccccciO]

Not even gonna lie, this songs helped me find brighter days, lyrics hit hard sometimes

[@PPSH-Riley]

fuck. I cried listening to this, thanks for making this. nice to hear someone I kinda look up too goes through the same shit as me.

[@jonnyj631]

you're not alone 💯💯

[@danielpatron6295]

My eyeballs sweatin real hard.

[@Kahnsie]

One of my favorite rappers now tbh.

[@user-gl8kg8bc2u]

Ramirez never dissapoints

[@bert3911]

genshin and $crim. Top 2 producers to me.

[@ImSloth1]

greaf?

[@volneygordon2811]

genshin,greaf,getter,lil ugly mane,blanco billlions,burger on the beat,ronnie j. too many good producers not enough good rappers.

[@volneygordon2811]

kendrick too

[@Hellraizor97]

Night Lovell

[@hatredcarefuldeath]

Lil Death

[@steelo2331]

IRONIC HOW SINCERE THE LYRICS ARE , AS IF TO BE MAKING AN ENTRY IN ONES' DIARY. RAMIREZ = 100%

[@AdventureswithLandon]

“Your son is a f*** up, your son can’t do s***” I feel that

[@HeyItsJK]

I remember when this song dropped on soundcloud. Was always on repeat and helped me get through a lot

[@inmortalty8733]

6 years later and it still hits, the beat and lyrics work so well together

[@Gandolfini666]

story of ma life 🙏🌹

[@yungfrench2206]

Dont sleep on Ramirez

[@jordanmoore2465]

RAMIREZ genuinely a goat. You can feel every song.

[@prodbyvessels]

Thank you for this Ramirez. 😕

[@skateofsystem41]

RAMIREZ X GENSHIN ALWAYS FIRE

[@l.matias1194]

First song I ever heard was hit the gas you've come far Ramirez and continue to move forward I'll continue supporting you

[@robchi4822]

[Hook] My Momma telling me I'll be okay (I'll be okay) She don't understand I'm living day by day (day by day) Pop another pill to feel ok (to feel ok) Thinking bout' $uicide everyday I've been through this route (I've been through this route) What's my life about Popping pills and living life full of doubt (life full of doubt) Praying on the edge my bed Hoping I could get responses Battle my illness alone, crying a river I'm honest Oh no I don't know which way to go I don't even have my home In the dark is where I roam I've been stuck and all alone [Verse 1: Ramirez] Popping these pills and I'm asking God why Do I have urges to just wanna die Receiving no answers cos' God is a lie Look in my eyes See pain that's inside I done lost a couple friends For the way, a nigga been acting No faking No pretending I just really wanna fucking end this Oh no Grabbing my gun and I point at my dome I'm telling myself "Be easy, let go don't pull on the trigger there's much to hold on" But these pills they kick in and I just can't move on Lost in my ways and I try to forget All of this sadness and all this regret I look to my mom and I tell her like this Yo' son is a fuck up Yo' son can't do shit [Hook] My Momma telling me I'll be okay (I'll be okay) She don't understand I'm living day by day (day by day) Pop another pill to feel ok (to feel ok) Thinking bout' Suicide everyday [Verse 2: Ramirez] Stand in closet I'm tying a noose You living a lie I'm stuck in the truth Faking a smile but depression the root I try to be happy but I can't it's a fluke Love for my friends but they don't know I'm through I don't see no sun cause I stay in my room I look in the mirror The vision gets clearer Anxiety, got me trapped in this shit too [Hook] My Momma telling me I'll be okay (I'll be okay) She don't understand I'm living day by day (day by day) Pop another pill to feel ok (to feel ok) Thinking bout' $uicide everyday I've been through this route (I've been through this route) What's my life about Popping pills and living life full of doubt (life full of doubt) Praying on the edge my bed Hoping I could get responses Battle my illness alone, crying a river I'm honest Oh no I don't know which way to go I don't even have my home In the dark is where I roam I've been stuck and all alone

[@user-dh4bt5ib3p]

This shit hits hard. Went through some tough ass times feeling the exact same way n hating my life. In a much better place now striving to do better for myself. It's always possible to be happier just do your best no matter what and do what's good for you.

[@TONYCONCRETE]

ramirez once again with a dope track!

[@slickyslackyslasher7943]

Ramirez your music is therapeutic, thank you.

[@XxViolentYoshixX2]

Deep... real deep!!!

[@badwolf2653]

Song still gives me goosebumps.

[@fuckshvllowgrvve2747]

Ramirez man that song brought me to tears. This is an EXACT description of what life is like for me EVERYDAY, and the inner battles I face EVERYDAY. THANK YOU FOR THIS SHIT MAN.

[@blueballsexotics8596]

Dee Williams keep your head up homie. Shits gonna work out. U aint alone

[@jakegetscake4672]

The beat slaps in the whip

[@pheeuh]

I heard this for the first time 8 years ago, and I just randomly thought about it. love this song, it's a classic.

[@saulreyna72]

Agreed. I remember listening to this when I was going through some shit. Helped me coped

[@pheeuh]

@@saulreyna72 🤞🏼

[@sukagedays2233]

You just had to be there, nobody knew when dem days come and still go to this day...7 years already...damn

[@izayaorihara9999]

RAMIREZ back with some fire. 😈🔫

[@user-bk8sb3zw7d]

I have never heard this artist before but I like his song a lot It's one of my favorite now

[@andro9727]

"Dont see no sun cuz I stay in my room"

[@mikel7681]

I just lost my mom on June 29th.. And I'm so lost without her..idk what to do..

[@TheMagicPuma]

Hey man I know this was 2 years ago but I hope you are doing alright my man

[@nedeninisorma1731]

Hope you are doin better fam

[@ekpancho]

Hope your doing better bro !

[@mikel7681]

4 years later it still hurts that's she's gone but I'm still here. I appreciate the support 💙

[@kikinhugs11]

ramirez is probably one of my favorite rappers now days.

[@lordvladimir4440]

“Lost in my ways and I try to forget all of this sadness and all this regret”

[@marlendiaz5470]

realmente siento esta canción 😔, una de mis canciones favoritas

[@user-ph5oh3gn9p]

Coming back like half a year, still great

[@oscargonzalez8222]

Have u been back recently

[@user-ph5oh3gn9p]

@@oscargonzalez8222 thanks for reminding me, now I’m back once more 🤝

[@oscargonzalez8222]

How about now brother

[@user-ph5oh3gn9p]

@@oscargonzalez8222it’s been so long that I listened to this masterpiece. Fuckin up my shit that is has been 7 years since I posted this comment. Feels great to reunite once again here bro, time is flying

[@eternalwarrior5318]

another classic

[@alphawollf5589]

I remember being alone in my room tripping off acid and having this on repeat!

[@FrostReviews]

this is therapeutic music My boy spits fire

[@xamaxonbarz8904]

I listen to this shit everyday

[@aaronhavier5688]

EVERY DAYYYYY

[@bootsypoots]

I've been looking for this song Forever. Had it and lost it a while back...🤘🏼🐰

[@reyeswetzel]

everything about this AMV hits hard yo...right to the jugular

[@CHEMO7s]

Stand in the closet, I'm tying a noose. You living a lie, I'm stuck in the truth. Faking a smile, but depression the root. I try to be happy, but I can't it's a fluke. Love for my friends, but they don't know I'm through. I don't see no sun, cause I stay in my room. I look in the mirror, the vision gets clearer. Anxiety, got me trapped in this shit too.

[@music2thePpl]

One 4 the Soul 😶‍🌫️💯

[@ladosulcdn9505]

MUITO RESPEITO.!!!!. de.Florianópolis Brasil....

[@chrisrocha412]

Ramirez never disappoints, shits fire

[@YUH559.]

I relate to this track to much 😞

[@paparxmbrvndt7162]

Can anyone recommend a couple sad RAMIREZ songs so I can put in my playlist. I already have this one as well as IDK WHY and IREALLYDONTKNOWWHATTOCALLTHIS . But any other song suggestions would be helpful. Thanks

[@devinhaynes5006]

TDK REMBRANDT never switched

[@devinhaynes5006]

Lost in death

[@nokia-1642]

Pain

[@pandalover69420]

Let me die where I stand mixtape

[@joemanreivillena5165]

this and ninja scrolls really hits through ya I need more of these song bru.

[@XxxXLegacy]

THAT FLAME 🔥

[@jameswiseman9749]

YUH

[@LuisCastillofoo]

After years this song has crossed my path once again and is pure gold RVMIRXZ foeva

[@noeabundis5304]

"yo son is a fuck up, yo son can't do shit" 😩

[@justindean115]

Probz from germany! that flow kills

[@andihundreds7770]

SO FUCKIN BEAUTIFUL

[@xanman1368]

shit full of amazing gifs

[@georgevelasquez6487]

this is 🔥🔥🔥

[@Kidkneo479]

Dude you are an amazing artist keep it up man I support you keep your head up man we can all get through this together you aren't alone if you ever need a friend I'm here man

[@letroldeschamps]

THIS IS A DREAM

[@SL1MBR0S]

i feel this way to hard

[@michaelcontreras805]

Ramirez is the TRUTH!!!

[@Crota0100]

IT'LL BE OKAY

[@elbowed]

can relate like a bitch to this song.

[@hotdevilzz]

smooth af

[@colematthews7535]

I can't put what this does for me beneficially into words. Thank you for what I perceive as existing.

[@icewizard9770]

This song tear me up so hard...

[@Rxs-gp3pe]

In my opinion Ramirez is better than $B

[@thraxxboy5181]

most deff bruh

[@xxvodkabossxx]

why so offensive

[@prodbySvpremeKy]

agree

[@HORRORESSURRECTIONPLAYA323]

ramirez is god

[@bobbysaggers7451]

Lol Wut. You're all smoking crack.

[@AllAboutYoungJV]

Shit go hard and I feel it life’s a bitch but it is what it is stay safe out there💪

[@Nevs-]

I feel this song way to hard holy fuck

[@echarles559]

I love the beat

[@rollinghigh2549]

🔥🔥🔥 Anotha Banger!

[@niacalvin9589]

g59 records taking over

[@cristianx6484]

You're a living legend

[@blueballsexotics8596]

Cristian X he is

[@tavo363]

let's get it keep up the fuego!

[@enzhymez]

This heat ain’t on Spotify. Why not?

[@afchdz206]

actavist ikr we gone have to wait for a pt 2

[@elibags9990]

Still depressed

[@ortiz7565]

fuck this shit just hit me hard af.

[@mikeoxmaul9675]

The feels...

[@andihundreds7770]

My all time favorite, only shit I can relate too

[@rockstarhella3910]

visuals are loyal to song

[@blueballsexotics8596]

Hella Fella ikr, its perfect

[@bigsleez8655]

I really can relate to this

[@bigsleez8655]

@ hau mir bloß ab

[@indueseason6238]

REAL SHIT