Free Sad Type Beat - "Never Again" | Emotional Rap Piano Instrumental 2021

[@raspobeats]

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[@mohammadbahaaalissa5213]

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[@name759]

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 oh yeah , for italian rap , is perfect

[@aaroncarroll7650]

Can we collab please you’d make my dream come true fr. I comment on more of your recent beats but don’t get any acknowledgment. Your beats helped me through a tough time in the military ive been out since 2017 and still write to your beats. Much love ❤️

[@latoyshabrown4677]

What's the original version of this song please and the artist please can you send it to me

[@harishbhandarivibes]

I m using this beat bro ❤️

[@Gizzyxc]

You blew your one chance so never again Please, get out of my head It’s completely your fault that I wanna be dead My wrists bleeding red Self hatred is fed It’s 4 am I’m awake in my bed My sheets stained with the dry tears that I shed You took all I had left We could’ve at least been friends But instead You left me here to die Suicide in my mind Pain trapped inside I won’t survive Feel dead but alive Why the hell did you lie You’re so full of pride You’re So full of pride, so full of pride I still have the pics on my phone I miss your voice I miss your tone You made the wrong choice To leave me alone I miss your love Why did you go I just want you back But I know that you don’t I wait for you to change But I know that you won’t I made a mistake Watching you go You don’t even know The pain that you caused me I let you change for the worst and it really cost me I never thought we Would drift so far from each other that price was too costly I hide and hide and hide and nothin can stop me I lie to the ones that I love so that my mistakes aren’t copied I put on an act of someone I’m not cuz I don’t wanna hurt nobody else this pain isn’t stopping My heart keeps on dropping I fell for you To hell with you I bought all your lies like I was shopping You’re just of figment in my mind You took what was mine That wasn’t right I’m losing my fights To this day you still lie To this day I still hide Girl I ain’t stupid So why did you do it I live with this pain, you put me thru it You know why? Cuz you’re so full of pride You’re so full of pride You’re So full of pride, so full of pride

[@xyno3335]

Respect it this is rly good

[@Gizzyxc]

@@xyno3335 thank you i appreciate that 🖤

[@jeremyjones9213]

Flawless

[@Gizzyxc]

@@jeremyjones9213 thank you 🖤

[@jeremyjones9213]

@@Gizzyxc I wrote something above as well didn't even realized someone already killed it till I posted then started reading down. Lol

[@lukasink9847]

🔥 Respect from Kazahstan 🇰🇿

[@orazgaliaskarov8261]

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[@arti7369]

Ой бой

[@laiwei554]

Raspo ны білетін қазақ бар екен ау 😂

[@raspobeats]

Respect ✊

[@AiKen_0102]

@@raspobeats hello bro ✌️nice sound 🇰🇿🇰🇿🇰🇿

[@peteroracko3812]

This is a Masterpiece❤Love the vocals in the background, the flow is amazing and the drums and piano just makes it sound so emotional❤❤Like always Thank you Raspo ❤🙏

[@raspobeats]

🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️

[@xandherofiixiial8569]

Aun recuerdo. Aun recuerdo aquel trágico día, que dijeron que tu corazón ya no latía, al resivir esa noticia me alma se puso fría, de tan solo pensarlo aun me duele todavía, si que me destrozó la muerte no avisa, no quería creerlo les dije por que no lo revisan, no asimilaba que ya jamas volvería a ver su sonrisa, pasó tan deprisa en cuestión de segundos todo finaliza, si me desanime el aire sentía que se me iba, más se que ahora me acompañas desde allá arriba, tus últimas palabras son las que a diario me motivan, tu vivirás por siempre mientra yo aun viva, mira como son las cosas

[@matiasg752]

Perfect

[@Rhyllow_]

Pero mira como son las cosas de la vida , te quita lo que más querías . Intento dejarlo al margen pero sigo imaginándote . eres quien me guía y quien me motiva y se que me cuidas desde allí arriba . Te quiero y no te olvidare te lo prometo de por vida .

[@xxxtripleg8368]

Little seed they turn to tree's, We can make it big, bae Going through the change together Shed the dried leaves and grow a greener one Nah, you ain't my number 1 but the only one I want Not diamond, gold or platinum You're priceless and precious Vicious at times like a villian Can't resist ya beauty and swag attract me like magnet When I got problems N trouble, you keep me distracted (Hook) Girl I love you and you know it And I know that you know that you love me Don't wanna lose what we had Never let that burn Never let it go

[@r3m3dy32]

'Aint my number 1 but the only 1 I want' 🔥 Keep up the work mate ur doing well

[@rasec2335]

o recordandote Sigo esperandote Sigo extrañandote Sigo recordandote Sigo esperandote Sigo extrañandote Cuanto tiempo pasa Al no estar contigo la oscuridad me abraza Ahora estoy herido y sigo esperando sentado afuera de casa Ya no estas para abrazarme No te tengo para salvarme Te fuistes y me dañastes Todo se va temprano o tarde Baby te pido que tu vuelvas Aunque no me des una respuesta Aunque en mi cabeza me den vueltas No me importa si me dañas Mi corazon a gritos pide que nunca te vallas

[@gioimusic1059]

Hôm nay anh thấy được tất cả Nhìn mọi thứ đổi khác cả Con tim em không còn màu sắc để thấy bằng mắt vẻ đẹp tình yêu toàn dối trá Anh biết những ngày vừa trải qua Em không còn yêu anh như trước Một bước của em là mãi xa Anh là gã thua cuộc Ở giữa dòng đời này như loài cá Anh đang tiến hoá để lấy hết sức của mình vượt qua Dòng thác này đang trôi nhanh quá Dòng suối này đá cắt chân anh Đến nơi con tim em êm ả Nhưng lại chảy ngược về biển rồi lênh đênh Anh đem lòng mình như cáng buồm trắng Thả trối theo gió của mùa hạ Anh không còn sức để mãi cố gắng Ngã lưng,nhắm mắt giữa dòng biển nóng chỉ để nhìn thấy cả thiên hà Không ai còn đứng đợi anh trước hiên nhà Xa xôi của thế kĩ trước anh như một gã đang biên hoạ Anh khắc tình yêu của mình rõ ràng trên phiến đá Có một tình yêu xao xuyến quá Có người còn vẻ tình yêu của họ lên làn da Đổi lại hạnh phúc từ nó hợ ngàn quà

[@Ren-zd8iz]

I don't care what you're sayin' I don't wanna participate in your game of manipulation (crush) And no, I don't want your sympathy, all this love is suffocating Just let me be sad and lonely 'Cause Crush culture makes me wanna spill my guts out I know what you're doin', trying to get me to pursue you Crush culture makes me wanna spill my guts out Spill my guts out, spill my guts out

[@blackmoon6891]

00:16 No tengo ganas de escribir De pensar, que mierda debo decir No sé ni lo que hago pero se bien que la herí Le debo una disculpa, creo que le debo mil Me siento muy culpable porque sé que la perdí Momentos que no olvido y no paro de repetir Dale pausa a la vida, se está olvidando de mi Siempre me siento mal, vacía y no quiero sentir 00:43 Las noches son horribles cuando me acuesto aquí Despierto con tristeza, sin saber bien que decir Sueño con olvidarte, pero apareces ahí Todas esas canción que me recuerdan a ti No quise lastimarte, quiero que seas feliz Por mas estes mejor solamente lejos de mi Nunca quise causar tormentas pero fue así Quisiera ir al pasado, quedarme y nunca salir 1:05 Creando esta canción pienso "realmente lo arruiné" No me siento segura sabiendo que le fallé Cargo con mucha culpa, culpa que nunca cargué No quise confundirte pero ya no me crees Esa chica me odia, y ya no me quiere ni ver Lopez, hay tantas cosas que en el fondo vos sabes Mírame a la cara solo por última vez Otoño solitario con el alma de papel --- 1:32 No la quiero lastimar No, no quiero volver a amar Fue todo complicado y la quiero devuelta aca Dejame un rato sola, que al menos quiero soñar Tengo sueño de a poco, ya estoy harta de llorar Noches que no menciono, sigo buscando la paz Solo 30 minutos y ya estoy por terminar Pero ni escribiendo me termino de expresar Intento y solo intento, pero ya no puedo mas Me duele todo el cuerpo y no me ayuda descansar Tengo mucho cansancio pero es el que no se va Estoy rota por dentro y nadie me puede arreglar Soy un caso perdido que siempre intenta ayudar Contame tus secretos solamente una vez mas --- 2:34 Te pido perdón Se que te lastimé pero nunca fue mi intención Quise decirte todo sabiendo tu opinión Pero me estaba ahogando y serias mi salvación "No es facil despedirse de alguien que uno eligió" Nunca voy a olvidar a quien tocó mi corazón Dale pausa a la vida cuando suene esa canción Perdón por todo esto, pero no fuí lo mejor

[@blackmoon6891]

@@nutellanutella3095 Amigo que buena letra, realmente me impresionó, el sentimiento de culpa es horrible, saber q la otra persona salió lastimada x los actos de uno, me encantó. te recomiendo dividir por oraciones cómo yo hice, es mas facil leerlo y seguirle el ritmo, besos grandes🥀

[@benjamincarrizo2204]

Bro tienes discord o ig?

[@blackmoon6891]

@@benjamincarrizo2204 sii @caroo_lopeez

[@gracijimenez5495]

😮

[@blackmoon6891]

@James Dreamer gracias broo

[@anizk5866]

Wow close your eyes, let your body flow and you can feel it 🦋

[@raspobeats]

🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@apheleledlamini1239]

Raspo is just incapable of producing a bad beat🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@raspobeats]

Thank you so much 🙏🏻

[@b1xte150]

this is the best thing my ears have heard😭😭😭💎🔥

[@byadri22gamer]

so proud of your work ❤️

[@raspobeats]

Thank you so much 🙏🏻

[@sentikbeats6505]

Played it 3 times over bro! Fire 🔥 gave me some childhood memories

[@flauwedx783]

Don’t know how to tell you So I’ll try to do my best That’s eleven shots down Where those eleven shots went Gotta pay what is due on the first like the rent Time borrowed, blood spilled, money spent Still got a problem with the past I’m still looking forward even when I’m looking back Keep my chin up I won’t fold to no gimmicks Hold it down like popeye with the spinach

[@skrtsaiki2694]

These lyrics fire

[@joshuaj640]

This beats are really sad and it gives me encourage

[@Rsloak]

🥺💖🤘💔

[@raspobeats]

🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@lilmask5906]

This is so fire 🔥

[@alperenw957]

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[@javixxole5079]

Todo comenzo en ese, nueve de octubre cuando no tenía una luz que me alumbre, de repente tú llegaste y todo lo cambiaste, diste un giro a mi vida , ja , inolvidable , si te digo que te quiero lo digo de verdad porque lo único que quiero es tener una vida , a tu lado , y tranquila no pienses en el pasado , porque todas esas cosas solamente te hacen daño , recuerdo esos días donde solo sonreías y si llorabas era solo por el daño que te hacía ,cuando tú decías no importa lo que digan mis amigas, ahora me doy cuenta de que solo eran mentiras y me las creí , por el amor que sentía , hacia ti , y no pensé que me herirías , lo siento niña pero no puedo seguir así porque todas estas cosas ahora me matan a mi Solo veo oscuridad , ya no estas aquí , para lograr calmar todo el dolor que yo sentí siento que si ti mi vida llego a su fin , y si es así lo siento pero yo me voy a morir Cada mañana me despierto y note encuentro en mi almohoda

[@alejandrocacique6732]

Cante esta madre en mi cabeza con el beat y suena bien verga ❤

[@javixxole5079]

@@alejandrocacique6732 gracias😊❤️

[@mylesellis3163]

Theses drugs, artificial escapes, synthetic love, finally saved, but that high fades, leaving me in my place, feeling gone. Yeah, guess I’m lost, didn’t know the cost of a synthetic escape, gotta be my own hero, but don’t wear a cape, needa savior but don’t wanna be saved, you see this addiction started out as fun nights, good times, great highs, as time passed by, I watched them take the little light from my life,cause I chained myself to that pipe, tell my myself It’ll be okay, just need to be higher, unaware that I need to be a little wiser, or else I’ll be engulfed by that fire, I’m lost in the flames, approaching the only light I see, getting burned, instead of working for the light I need, never wanted to bleed, Crystal took the pain away, but damned me to stay frozen in time, hung out on a line, living life, just to get by till I get high so I can feel alive, I never saw it killing me from the inside, they say the poison tipped knife always starts out as a good time. These drugs, artificial escapes, synthetic love, finally saved, but that high fades, leaving me in my place, feeling left in my chains I want to be free, now I’m not me without the girl I need, Crystal made me reject love, she became all I could rely on, she wasn’t enough to survive on, that’s why shouldn’t have survived this long, deteriorated, mind decaying, emotions swaying, a world perceived without motion, lapses in time, don’t want to keep going, Crystal helped me at first, but I sold my life to this curse, I will find some self worth and act like life is something I deserve, gotta get out of this hole I dug, it’s time start believing I am enough, fuck it I know I’m calling my own bluff, look at the road I came from, look at all this lost blood, wouldn’t be here if I wasn’t worth it, it’s time to start acting like I deserve this, stop seeing myself as gone and worthless, start believing I deserve this Theses drugs, artificial escapes, synthetic love, finally saved, but that high fades, leaving me in my place, feeling gone.

[@keeganwinn4737]

I’ve been making paces through the rain man I was struggling I’m hating my life but the experience is humbling it’s hard to stay right when your relationships are crumbling and try to be nice when you’re just too focused on other shit I lost all the memories of you and me I hate that it is true but now you’re losing me Now all of my focus is on improving me I hate you more for what you’d do to me Then all the good times I’ve convinced myself it’s true to me it’s true to me Missing you would come in waves but now it’s constant and i can’t seem to grasp on to the concept that our relationship was like a shitty group project and I’d put in the work just for you to be dishonest So please don’t ever text me and try to be friends Cause I can’t let you sneak your way back into my head it’s getting harder and harder the road a heads looking darker and I’m just tryna find out how to be happy again So I put on my fake smile and tell myself one day you’re gonna have a great child but in my head I’m running laps and running 8 miles man i don’t think I can date now I’m way too afraid now I’m tryna run my days out And you told me you loved me but did you mean it or did you feel like it was all a sequence and you were in control all the way up until your leaving I hated the departure it felt like I was bleeding but thanks for all the lessons giving love a brand new meaning Cause it isn’t special its so meaningless and trying to forget all of your secrets and how you felt about the world and how you don’t believe in it has led me down a dark road I once was open now it’s feeling like my hearts closed It’s getting heavier inside of my chest man all the love I wanna give is simply oppressed

[@aviweretyu2256]

bro can I use this lyrics if you don mind?

[@katsiva3256]

I LOVE THISS

[@_.amorchyna4719]

First love u and your beatsss❤️❤️😍😍😍💕💕💕

[@ri1816]

Awesome like each of your beat, respect from Italy bro

[@raspobeats]

I appreciate it fam🙏🏻

[@julianbayona9965]

Letra : Tu hiciste mi vida se tuerza para expresar lo que siento no hay fuerza mi cora con mi mente no conversa, tu haces que mi culpa es esa palabras que quizás no te convenzan y para recuperarte el corazón fuerza, yo se que aunque te falle me diste tu corazón y lo dañe y no puedo arreglarlo con detalles, preferí yo la calle, los amigos las mujeres me rayé , lo que andaba buscando nunca lo hallé, porque siempre lo tuve en casa te fuiste y ahora no se que me pasa, me la paso avorrezido en la terraza, de que sirven las mesas llevar una mujer distinta a casa si la que yo quiero es la que no me abraza, es complicao todo lo que siento, el aroma del perfume en el viento, hace que yo recuerde los momentos, se que no basta un lo siento, yo puedo decir que no me arrepiento Que ya te olvide y tu sabes Que miento, porque me conoces tanto a la soledad le he cojido espanto que si te extraño tu no sabes cuanto, ta claro no soy un Santo, pido perdón y por eso te canto mi cuento sin ti ya perdió su encanto, porque siempre serás tu en mi vida una virtud, por ti yo empecé de cero y gracias a ti fue que cambie de actitud, pero es que tengo una inquietud culpa de mi ineptitud a pesar de mis errores dime si me extrañas tu 😔pero porfavor no me mientas perdona si te incomodó Y lo entiendo si te molestas Pero si lo callas te alimenta Me angus te alimenta aunque prefiero el silencio a que me digas cosas que quizás no sientas, me hallo entre la pared y la espada me aferró yo a tu llegada, mi situación se ha vuelto muy complicada, culpable seguimos siendo de nada, tu aroma sigue en mi almohada te llamo y tu sólo ignoras mi llamada. Y es que no encuentro una respuesta Que me sienta bien que pregunte como y estas saber con quien dime si estoy a tiempo, quizás se me fue el tren Y si te marchas coge y dame un tiro en el cien, porque no encuentro una respuesta Que me sienta bien aunque pregunté como estas quisiera saber con quien dime si estoy a tiempo quizás se me fue el tren Y si te marchas coge y dame un tiro en la cien..... Y QUIZAS PIENSES QUE EXAGERO PERO SON MILES DE EMOCIONES QUE NO PUEDO CONTROLAR ACEPTO QUE ESTO ES MI CULPA PERO AL PARECET SE TE OLVIDA QUE YO TAMBIEN SOY UN SER HUMANO POR MUCHO QUE ME PIDAS QUE TE OLVIDE SIMPLEMENTE NO PUEDO porque te miro en todas partes pendiente a las redes y lo que compartes pal colmo dejó que marche sus arte PIDES que de ti me aparte que entienda que lo nuestro superaste y que volver contigo yo ya lo descarte pero entiende que no puedo, pido disculpas si me exedo pero perderte es el mayor de mis miedos , mi ego por ti lo doblegó lo que diga la gente vale un bledo, te busco y me dices hablamos luego, y no sabes lo que se siente aceptar que ya te perdí que todo lo que diste yo nunca lo merecí me refugio en la frase de ver que dice que si, pideme que vaya por todo y te juro que voy por ti, y no sabes lo que se siente aceptar que ya te perdí que todo lo que diste yo nunca lo merecí me refugio en la frase de ver que dice que si, pideme que vaya por todo y te juro que voy por ti

[@Jhef-zb7bu]

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[@nika_art09]

"Learn to embrace the fear of feeling about what it's like to contemplate what it is to know true pain. Because when I had nothing and no one - I always had pain." Pain | Naruto

[@lorenzocolombo6880]

WONDERFUL LIKE ALWAYS, RASPO ONE OF THE BEST PRODUCER IN THE WORLD

[@raspobeats]

Thank you 🙏🏻

[@luli_lula7898]

this is the beat used in Frost Times song - drowning in pain - its fire 🔥 check out her music video ❤️ (i love all your beats raspo)

[@luli_lula7898]

@Wolf same here but i only like sad songs ^^

[@julybeat8339]

Killed it 🔥💯

[@postcard33]

The piano on this is beautiful!

[@gaugelinn2196]

I don't know why i am alive i needed you and you left me i just want to die never again will i let someone do me like this god i am so pissed everybody i ever loved has left me broken i wish i could just open up instead i write raps that no one will ever hear i just wanna disappear if i did nobody would care and so what if they did its not like anyone would want to bring me back i am a burden and i just need someone to love me what is it like to be free

[@ProdbyGriss]

This is a vibe

[@Thetalinshow]

Hook) i am hiding behind the Curtin's (curtins) ive got things underneath the surface (Surface) what are my goals what is my Purpose (Purpose ) demons in the shadows they be lurkin (Lurkin) (Verse 1) Back at it , bad Habits/ Cannot quit, god dam it/ am i just too Damaged/ no energy famished/ lone wolf just a Savage/ some wounds cant be Bandaged/ broken into Fragments/ outcast just a bandit/ so burn me into ashes, / The pain i just mask it / wish i could Just Vanish/ ready for the casket broke ive got no balance/ spent my whole allowance/ not even the pills helps at all/ nothing left only paint on these four walls/ nothing left but the pain thats all/ broke but still living lavish but alone,no one to call/ this loneliness i feel is massive covered by the dark clouds of blackness / it rains sadness, shits a mess minds a mess its tragic, just depressed how am i not dead yet/ maybe its magic? its just luck i guess. (Hook) i am hiding behind the Curtin's (curtins) ive got things underneath the surface (Surface) what are my goals what is my Purpose (Purpose ) demons in the shadows they be lurkin (Lurkin)

[@AnViralOfficial]

Tất cả điều anh muốn nói điều nằm trong bức thư đó Trong đó có món ăn em thích và tờ giấy tâm tư nhỏ Anh mong em từ bỏ mơ mộng , sống một cách thiết thực hơn Em cứ đổ lỗi hết cho anh , là do anh chưa lớn Tình mình kết thúc như con đường cùng vì chẳng còn cách khác Thôi đành phải chọn cách quay đầu biến mình thành kẻ khoác lác Năm tháng qua nhiều hứa hẹn , có thực hiện được đâu Anh cảm thấy em đã khác , suy cho cùng cũng đem chôn dấu Ai cũng bảo anh mạnh mẽ , em cũng sẽ thấy điều đó Anh âm thầm và lặng lẽ , đâu phải không biết buồn đâu Tìm hiểu em thật cặn kẽ hôm đó một buổi chiều gió Mà nỗi buồn em để lại , niềm vui mang đi đâu Bề ngoài anh hát ca , sâu trong lòng thì tan nát Anh cố tìm cách thoát ra , nỗi sầu này thì man mác Có lẽ đã đến lúc anh phải có thứ can đảm ấy Viết hết ra mang giấy và cũng là lúc anh cảm thấy Có thứ gì đó ngăn cách ta không thấy nhau Có một điều lạ khi xa nơi em anh thấy đau Anh không tin chuyện tình ta là phép màu Hãy yêu nhau như cái cách ta bắt đầu Nếu không được thì hãy quên đi quên đi quên đi Đừng vì ai mà lệ hoen trên đôi mi Cãi vã nhiều lúc không cần thắng nhưng đôi khi Cách yêu cô ấy là bỏ cái tôi đi

[@DuyNguyen-kd4tl]

Lyric hay .. anh đã hát lyric này chưa ạ

[@Souv_]

Posé dans ma chambre, j'ai tant de questions qui me reviennent, Pensée bre-som, J'parles plus mais j'ecris que des sons Regarde-toi dans le mirroir, dis moi ce que tu vois Un corps rempli d'émotions Mais vider de son âme Ils m'ont dit de tourner la page mais, Dans mon coeur j'ai fais naufrage, Et chaque soir j'essaye de poser, Puis tant de questions viennent s'imposer J'ai plus le temps pour les soirées, J'ai perdus tellement de proches J'suis même plus inviter, mais Je charbonne pour pouvoir m'en mettre pleins les poches Retiens bien ça mais Si jamais un jour je perce C'est pour plus jamais remettre les pieds ici, Afin de pouvoir m'en aller loin d'ici Combien de fois j'ai dû pardonner, Des couteaux dans le dos j'en ai reçu, Mais ce qui me déçois le plus c'est que t'en fasses parti Des mensonges repetés, Quand j'les vois j'veux presser la gâchette Chargeur plein, j'ai tout pour proteger les miens 9mm en main, je déçois pas les anciens

[@reapertheonemusic683]

A lots of respect from EGYPT ❤️

[@elegantbeatz8615]

wow great melody bro

[@Spiritakalesprit]

Nice prod bro

[@jarettchavez2065]

Look listen to me girl the way you made me feel never again No we can’t be friends I can’t lie to you and say that’s all I want But just know I played my part And I know that you played my heart I should’ve knew from the start I thought you would light the way But you burned my light away And Now I’m back in the dark And I’m faded girl And I hate it tho And I feel alone

[@Aaronzp627]

Damn that’s deep asf bruh 👽🔥🔥🔥

[@devpaloma]

Big ups and absolute respect to you my friend. I love this!!!

[@raspobeats]

Much love 🙏🏻

[@dfmusic1453]

Yo me la jugué contigo a to'a Que eras diferente y saliste como loba Me dijo mucha gente Ella no es lo que parece cuidado que te joda Ahora entiendo nadie se enamora las traiciones estan de moda Ya no hay sentimiento verdadero que las flores se queden en el florero Ya nada es sincero te quieren en febrero y te fallan el año entero

[@VishYourBeat]

I love how u use the vocals and Perc 💯 🔥 ♥

[@raspobeats]

Thank you sir 🙏🏻

[@maiasingersongwriter]

so emotional and niceee🥲

[@nobody-cl3qd]

Perfect 🖤

[@n3xt589]

И вот стою я в шаге от себя Моя мечта желанна и так далека Я шёл к тебе уверенна и слепа верил этому Я думал с трудом всего добьюсь сам Отдам всего себя и к звездам поднимусь И украду одну свою мечту И стремился я даже каждый день молился И надежду не терял что всё хорошее случится И всё старался бежал и спешил И этой верой как наградой дорожил Но оказалось до него мне не достать И пора бы уже перестать бежать Но-но почему я так бездарен Почему я с собой так нечестен И вновь всё заново, и снова бег на месте Но легче просто умереть Жизнь не бывает слишком легкой И вот кажется разбит своей учебой и работой А я стараюсь и бегу я не могу так сдаться И душу дьяволу продам, я не хочу с мечтой расстаться! Но почему чем лёд сильнее тем труднее подниматься? Признание снова нет, не жди и не надейся ответ Не так уж многое прошу, одной вам звездочки что жалко? Но время шло а цель всё так далеко Весь мир был создан для меня, но вот зачем мне эта бремя? И почему я должен терпеть только боль всё время? И мир всё давит на меня моей вины здесь нет Я так устал бежать и находить ответ Кричу я SOS подаю сигнал тебе всевышний И лишь молитвы я богат как я ненавижу Ступаю босыми ногами по осколкам мироздания Закрою глаза и помолюсь мечта ну стань ты явью

[@oanhang2531]

Người theo hương hoa mây mù giăng lối Làn sương khói phôi phai đưa bước ai xa rồi Đơn côi mình ta vấn vương Hồi ức trong men say chiều mưa buồn Ngăn giọt lệ ngừng khiến khoé mi sầu bi Đường xưa nơi cố nhân từ giã biệt li cánh hoa rụng rời Phận duyên mong manh rẽ lối trong mơ ngày tương phùng Oh tiếng khóc cuốn theo làn gió bay Thuyền ai qua sông lỡ quên vớt ánh trăng tàn nơi này

[@CrcKASnPpInG]

The best revenge is success...

[@MeorPaly27]

Love this beat..sad vibes 💜

[@raspobeats]

🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@teat.8716]

Who said that j don’t need Who said that I don’t want u When I needed u most U don up and went ghost That will always hurt the most He text slide Then show up outside With no where to hide My emotions collide Not pressed Not glad Not pissed not sad I’m tired of the games you I no longer want u to stay Don’t wAnt to be on the arm Of someone who carelessly me mental harm You left with no explanation No hesitation I got no invitation I hope u had a good vacation Could’ve been a baecation To bad u left me at the station I smashed yo PlayStation With no hesitation No invitation I loved I don’t now I was scared to look down 5 feet above the ground No hesitation No invitation thank u next I’m on to Nathen U got head from the best U had me stressed To good to be true I shoulda fuckin knew U back See u can’t replace me All yo money don’t even faze me In the past I loved u like crazy I Wanted u to have my baby With a body like Zeus and Mind of Hades Knew all the ladies Owned his own Mercedes Girls Tried to warn me So blind by love I couldn’t see The person I loved was hurting me exponentially Down bad Mentally This why I keep my walls high asf bb I really did They all end up missing me baby

[@Dc_XV]

love it keep it up and you'll be an artist one day

[@jam-c303]

Now thats fire

[@jam-c303]

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@michaellantz674]

KTAK-NEVER AGAIN Growing up you was my only friend, it’s okay that they took you away, that’s not the problem Sam, ever since you left I been stuck in this jam, still tryna be a man, I don’t know what it’s like to be dead, you could tell me though, but I know you won’t, it’s okay that you don’t, truthfully I don’t want to know, so imma spread my wings and fly, until I see you again this is goodbye, will there every be a next time ? If you hear me, then show me a sign, til then I keep soaring to the next sky, probably never will land, I just want to fly as far as I can, yeah I hope you understand, this soldiers ready to take command, always told me go get it, here’s where I stand, halfway up the climb, yeah I didn’t make it yet, but I will when it’s right, mmm my demons wanna exercise, well let’s wind up this fight, you little bitches won’t overtake me tonight, this is my life, if you don’t believe me throw me a mic, I’ll crack the party open, like my last pipe, careful what you swallow, never know what’s in the next bite, damn right, sometimes I do act umpolite, that’s what happens when you cross somebody from the other side, flow stay mad tight, as I write through the night, aye. Hoping that maybe I could save just one persons life, because I wasn’t able to get to you in time, you were dead before my next rhyme, it boils me up inside, besides that I’m happy to be here and alive, no matter how hard this life hits, I’ll swing back, even if I’m off track, you can even say it sounds wack, this is everything to me, sorry if I lack, I’ll tell you this, I never met a hater that didn’t clap for any of these tracks, I give it all that, you learn from somewhere, I learned it from scratch, hold on I heard somebody had a bowl packed, okay I’m back, you want a real party, you know where I’m at, my numbers (KTAK) kid to a king tatted on my back, throw the pitch bitch, don’t be surprised when I smack a home run an crack this bat, this shit feels so good might rewind it back. Damn. Everyday I wake up. I wonder why these people overdose or fall flat. The people in this world are all broken and nobody deserves that crap. Everybody fighting demons. Tryna find the right path. No matter what battle you all go through. I just hope you all stay strong and you make it back. I know we all searching for greener grass.

[@ideliza2012]

Sorry for your loss that shyt hurts like hell

[@michaellantz674]

@@ideliza2012 thank you so much, I really appreciate that. Add me up.

[@lakaderlord5232]

Thé best beatmaker

[@dmp_4014]

Fighting with these demons on a daily If you felt how I felt you’d go crazy Don’t wanna be here anymore lord come & take me

[@wittlorey2763]

Keep it up raspo

[@blueric1918]

Love is gone love is gone I'm sorry love is gone Baby darling love is gone our love is gone Love is gone love is gone I'm sorry love is gone Baby darling love is gone I'm the saddest girl 💔💤

[@mophX2]

RASPO IN DA CUT 🩸💯😭

[@TheHomieChepps]

This is too wavy 🌊

[@youngluke5013]

This is beautiful 🔥🔥

[@Patse04]

I love your beats ❤️

[@WMBeats777]

Mix was amazing 💯🔥

[@frxncis252]

Great production bro 🔥🔥

[@MGBEATS1]

love this one bro this really great!🔥🌈

[@mylesellis3163]

How many times have we been down this road How many lies do you think we’ve told What happen to the girl I fell for Tell her I’ve been lookin for her Was I the first to make mistakes Or was it you that made me this way With all the lies you told with a straight face it’s breaking me I'm letting go of all the things that held their grips on me With you being my first priority And it’s all so tough You turned me into a man I don't even recognize anymore I don’t wanna take closure if I can fix tonight Don’t wanna be over if I can make it right I don't expect you to understand It's nothing less than true romance Or am I just making a mess It's for the best, it's over now It wasn't anyone's fault it didn't work out She's a good girl, just wasn't the one We wanted different things, we had a good run But she's better off and so am I It is what it is, man, it's alright I don't tell 'em how you broke my heart I just tell 'em that we grew apart It's time to move on, forget all the wrong Now that we both can see All that we say confused in our heads Left us so empty I don’t wanna take closure if I can fix tonight Don’t wanna be over if I can make it right

[@Ja-Mali]

I’m going straight up in 2021 yo! 🚀

[@empatiaesimpatia1315]

Então cheguei mais perto, mas quando você me olhou As palavras fugiram e tudo que eu consegui foi dizer oi Mal sabia eu que isso era tudo que você precisava ouvir Ouvir de mim Porque o resto você fez, me refez No mesmo instante, eu me apaixonei Você fez, me refez No mesmo instante, eu me apaixonei por você No mesmo instante, eu me apaixonei por você No mesmo instante, eu me apaixonei

[@empatiaesimpatia1315]

Te via de longe E nem percebia o quão parecida sou com você Ouvia seu nome E alguma coisa dentro de mim dizia que eu devia te conhecer

[@kevin_vr17]

Criativo mn ❤️

[@katsiva3256]

Keeping my people on they feet, but when it comes to me they fall asleep I be handing my love out fo free, but when i want love it comes with a fee saying they got me, sumn bout loving me, but don see em in sight when I OD, I pray more than I speak, Lord knows the pain in me, Tryna keep my head up, but Got no answers to why they lying to me One of a hundred battles I'm fighting, Them thoughts alive, can feel them killing me from the inside, People stabbing me from behind, Getting wounded from all sides, Like a broken record playing, I ask God to let me rest in peace, Buh I know that ain't how it works, keeping me here for a reason, apart of me is believing, Conflicted between emotions Blinded to my demons,

[@ddekiiss]

yooo you should become a rapper/singer shit was good

[@katsiva3256]

@@ddekiiss Thank you this means awot!

[@RaidDark829]

Wake up everyday Don't want to go to school Only in 7th grade Getting bullied in the back of the classroom Getting called on Don't know what's happening Just worrying what's going to happen at lunch Wondering if I'm going get my lunch money taken again Then when your done I Search through my bags makin sure I have enough Clearly I don't Come home that day Starving eating everything in my house Go to school again getting bullied getting pushed around Getting on my knees hopin you don't punch me again make fun of my mom make fun cause I don't have no-one to love Always makin me feel torn down Cant comprehend Only 13 with this trouble in my head Getting bullied getting pushed around makin fun of me now look where I am Im following my career Getting a job at 13 for money for my family So we can put food on the table

[@antoniosantiago4069]

Is nice bro !! But if the lyrics is truth dnt let it get to your head bro !!

[@trongtri10a9nguyen9]

Đến bao giờ mới có thể quên đi những câu chuyện mà ta đã trao Đến bao giờ mới có thể yêu một người đến sau Đến bao giờ mới có thể quên đi những kỷ niệm mà ta đã qua Và nếu hôm nay là ngày mà chúng ta đã rời xa Chỉ cần ai đó cạnh bên dừng lại và níu lấy em chỉ một phút giây Dù là có đúng hay sai vẫn cứ yêu thêm một lần chẳng cần nghi ngại Ngày dài vẫn thế cứ thế trôi hoài Lạc mất nhau sao mình còn đi mãi Nơi anh đến sẽ là một nơi chẳng còn có em Anh có bàn tay để nắm tất cả nhưng không thể nắm được tay em Anh có niềm tin là thứ duy nhất ở lại cuối cùng Anh đã từng có khoảng trời của mình nhưng giờ chỉ toàn đám mây đen Cùng chặng quán quen đường mình từng ghé vào dịp cuối tuần Anh thấy không ổn nhưng vẫn cố tỏ ra không sao Điều tệ nhất là em đi mất chỉ còn điếu thuốc cuối cùng trong bao Mưa cũng chẳng giúp anh được gì ngoài việc làm ướt đi áo sơ mi Thắt cà vạt chỉnh chu lại áo nhưng cuối cùng vẫn bị em lơ đi Đến bao giờ mới có thể quên đi những câu chuyện mà ta đã trao Đến bao giờ mới có thể yêu một người đến sau Đến bao giờ mới có thể quên đi những kỷ niệm mà ta đã qua Và nếu hôm nay là ngày mà chúng ta đã rời xa Chỉ cần ai đó cạnh bên dừng lại và níu lấy em chỉ một phút giây Dù là có đúng hay sai vẫn cứ yêu thêm một lần chẳng cần nghi ngại Ngày dài vẫn thế cứ thế trôi hoài Lạc mất nhau sao mình còn đi mãi Nơi anh đến sẽ là một nơi chẳng còn có em Giờ giọt nước mắt cứ thế lăn dài Ngày tháng trôi đi chẳng thể níu ai Rồi ngày mai đến ra sao khi cứ trông mong một người sẽ còn ở lại Ngày hạ năm ấy còn nhớ những gì Và chúng ta đã là hai thế giới Thế giới ấy bây giờ chẳng còn điều gì giống anh

[@PlayboiBeanz]

Mad vibes brodie 🚀🚀

[@DAYProBeats]

Always in love 🥰🖤

[@fodyblankets231]

i love it man

[@cordisa7819]

[@F34RTheRapper]

This beat is 🔥🔥

[@erisgaming9730]

Very nice beat 👌👍👌👌💗💗💗💗

[@pandorarivera4466]

Triste Refreja tu mirada la pena que sentis por mi locura de mañanas Llorando cosas tontas undiendome en las afrasadas Pensando que me duele cada rota aspirada pero... pero da igual Sigo en busca del comienso de un camino que encontrar Es mi cerebro mi locura mi manera de pensar Señas por la espalda Son muekas de mal estar Lloro en la semana antes de pensar en soñar Disimulo inperfecciones pa que me veas del monton Pero soy loco lloro y rio La locura interrumoe mi interior Busco ofertas no te onfendas pero no creo en el amor Fumo dolor Fumo calor sube el calor en mi inpuresa Se metieron en mi en mi maldito pensamiento Se burlaron de mi y en mi jodido sentimiento Te quiero serca de mi y en momento En movimiento No te ofendas pero.... Pobres malos perdedores El odio sube poco a poco El rojo mata mis colores No,me quedo quieto Surfeo en la vibra de amor de esos menores ja Me caigo entero vos no me llores Amor verdadero lo busco lo encuentro

[@jeykbeats]

Great bro

[@jdfbabi487]

Dope ass beat

[@vaeapparel658]

great beat, you're my biggest inspiration

[@yoursoul3649]

nice

[@jeremyjones9213]

Never again will I be treated the way that I was. One day, this pain that I will overcome. In hopes the rain leaves soon. I will see the sun. Like the seasons people change too. Shifting the blame. Always seems to reflect on you. Shaming your name an disrespecting you. Telling me lies and to the rest of you. Seeing all these true colors. There was never a best in you. All of my time that I invested in you. You stab me in the back thinking it was besting you. When in fact it painted a vivid picture. That alone helped me with my decision. To my heart I only listen. I Got my guard up. An I stand in this positive position. Got the negative out of my life. Even though it hurt so bad. I thought you were the one. I thought I had a wife. But I guess I was wrong. An I express it through this song. I guess it's my time to move on. Now that I'm gone. Mark my words an implant this in your brain. Never again we will be together ever again. Forever is my plan as a man to do the best that I can with what I got. My heart stopped an tied itself in a knot. Untrusted love. I rise above. My time has come. To find true love. I spread my wings in search as I fly above.

[@Gizzyxc]

the flow is god tier 💯 great job

[@jeremyjones9213]

@@Gizzyxc we both pretty well related in our writtens. I'm sure we would kill a track together. You have so much potential it's unreal.

[@Gizzyxc]

@@jeremyjones9213 thank you that means allot especially cuz i’m only 14 so i really appreciate that

[@jeremyjones9213]

@@Gizzyxc 14 damn bro. Good for you I am 32 and started when I was 14

[@Gizzyxc]

@@jeremyjones9213 wow you’ve been doing this for a while 😧 i started when i was 12 my sister’s a good writer and i’m a huge NF fan so i’m pretty inspired with this. i used to write once or twice a day for nearly a year so that’s prolly why i’ve made so much progress

[@mustajabzahra5446]

Love it ❤❤❤

[@raspobeats]

Thanks 🙏🏻

[@evelynkiim]

I love this beat!!

[@nguyentri4797]

Sẽ có những đớn đau không thành lời Sẽ có những vết thương theo một đời Dù mình đã cắn thật chặt đôi môi sau bao điều mặn đắng Nhưng sao hôm nay con tim anh quên rằng, .anh mạnh mẽ vô cùng Có lẽ đã quá lâu cho một người Giấu hết yếu đuối bên trong nụ cười Rồi vội vàng nhắm mắt chậm lại đôi chân đi sau thời gian cùng với những vỡ tan I'm crying over youuuu crying over youuuu Khi anh chẳng thể giữ mãi những cảm xúc vô tình bấy lâu I'm crying over youuuu Rap : Chưa bao giờ ,em ,thấy a khóc Vì anh hết nước mắt rồi Anh , chỉ còn, biết ,cười mà thôi Ko còn khóc nữa. Nhưng dù có a vẫn cố để em ko phải nhìn thấy Sự cứng rắn chỉ là giả vờ em chưa từng biết được điều đấy Nhưng anh giấu con tim mình đâu được giấu yêu thương làm sao được Như là gió mang đi Dấu yêu bao ngày trước Anh đâu có điều gì Để giữ em lại được Anh đâu muốn nước phải rơi , no Anh đâu muốn 2 đứa 2 nơi đâu Anh nhìn thấy rõ ngày mai, nhưng điều a chọn là hôm qua A nhìn thấy 1 mình anh, nhưng điều anh muốn là đôi ta Nhưng đó là là điều anh muốn , còn hiện thực là chuyện khác Là những đoạn đường ko em, a phải bước 1 mình qua.

[@ProdLIEFY]

~FUNERAL~ Slipping away from my reality/ Don’t even know what’s happening/ I’m so confused about this moment is it good or a tragedy/ ~ Everyone looks so sad to me/ What happened to mom, daddy? Why are we watching her sleep?/ Why is grandpa crying like I did when I fell and scraped my knee?/ Why is that man praying over her, won’t he wake her up?/ I don’t know why everyone’s sad around me, I’m going to wake her up/ Why won’t she wake up?/ Why isn’t she moving?/ Her face has a lotta makeup/ The white on her face is confusing/ What’s this feeling that’s consuming?/ Why does it feel like I’m losing her?/ Still so many things I have to do with her/ .-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-. sudden realization/ my saliva choking/ tryna open her eyes/ is this a disguise? now part of me is broken/ i turn to my side/ daddy has his hand on me/ i see in his left pocket is a note addressed to me/ he said when you're older he'd let me see it/ can barely read my books so i wouldn't even know what i am reading/ i put my head against her chest/ it aint beating/ for the first time in my life im experiencing grieving/ what is this feeling daddy?/ i feel like my heart is broken/ why am i remembering every single thing that was spoken/ from mommy?/ he said he is sorry but mommy is in a better place/ I'd never seen the look of despair on daddys face/ i lift up mommys eye lids, she has a thousand mile gaze/ i wouldnt understand it then but now im overwhelmed with pain/

[@TheBlackRoseRSC]

Damn....

[@nategoe9724]

damn....... i feel that

[@blissx777]

😫😭

[@mudmods5101]

Beautiful

[@Slh_music]

Respect 💥🇲🇦🙏

[@strangelumbago2912]

Take back in time Where we used to play games and didn’t worry about life Take back in time where we youngsters Took our guns and played war outside Take me back in time Have a good time and wait until sundown Ate dinner and play some final games before going to School tomorrow But I guess time isn’t on our side this time It’s just the cycle of life Everyday I reminisce on those days Seeing which I wish could’ve changed But every now and then I thank God for this life But I wish we could go back in time and relive old memories But time isn’t on our side People flee but memories stay shelter from the rain Forever colorful and without pain

[@lolekbolek5337]

Pure masterpiece

[@HieuNguyen-up2bc]

Đã có lần tao thấy mẹ tao ngồi khóc ưm Nhớ lại cái lúc hôm đó bầu trời thật đẹp nhưng mà lòng của tao thì lại chật hẹp Tao tự dằn vặt bản thân cho rằng là mình mất nết Cái tột bất hiểu nông nổi , nghĩ lại chuyện cũ tao đem đi vứt hết Nhưng không có nghĩa là tao sẽ quên đi Tao đang cố gắng thay đổi bản thân vì family Muốn cho họ thấy niềm vui vì tao có nhiều ý chí Tao cứ tưởng tình yêu của tao đẹp đầy màu sắc như những bộ phim chưởng Hoá ra cũng giống thiệt , toàn là máu me của sự tổn thương sau những lần tin tưởng

[@memetok9179]

so good

[@roymelperez538]

duroooo🔥🔥🔥

[@nguyenhoangbaohuy7922]

Đêm lại xuống, ngồi một mình nhớ nhung những kỉ niệm xưa Ngày xưa đó, ta chung đường giờ thì cũng chẳng còn nữa Bỏ anh lại, ôm nổi đau và cả trăm ngàn lời hứa Ngày em đi, tim anh như ngừng đập ngoài trời đổ mưa Anh ngồi nhớ lại khoảng thời gian hai ta từng hạnh phúc nhất Những gì tốt đẹp về em...anh đã vội vàng đem đi cất Khóc cười, cười khóc, anh vẫn là kẻ cô đơn Có được trong tay tất cả, để em đi anh thật vô ơn Tình yêu như là mảnh giấy, anh càng giữ, em càng buông tay Dù tình cảm anh đông đầy, thì em cũng rồi sẽ buông tay Dù biết chia tay như vậy, ừ tại anh, nên mình xa nhau Em như án mây phiêu lãng, theo cơn gió, và thành mây bay Có bao giờ em thức trắng tương tư về 1 ai chưa??... Cảm giác như đang đốt cháy lồng ngực trái tim bị ai cưa Nhưng...anh đã dần tập quen cô đơn một mình Anh không đủ sức để níu mảnh giấy còn lại để cho riêng mình

[@its_henlxy333]

This is really nice.

[@LuanNoBeat]

the best bro

[@d.Simarra]

letra: No puedo asimilar Que ya no estás aquí Que de un día para el otro Ya no estabas junto a mí Me puse a llorar Me puse a escribir Las rimas salían solas Con expresar que sentí Ahora todo da vueltas Sin falta de ruletas Rúlate una de mari Yo acompaño con peta No somos músicos Pero con las trompetas Soñábamos llegar A otro planeta Yo te llevo en mi mente No te saco por nada Y por estar con ese Tú pasas de mi cara Se bien que no soy guapo Se bien que estas con el Se bien que te cansaste Pero no querías ir Yo te lo digo siempre A ti yo me enganche Y por nada del mundo Yo a ti te cambiare Siempre estaré pa ti Eso te prometí De momento no fallo Y tú fallaste mil Me duele en el alma Que ya no estés aquí Por unos pocos meses Por ti fue que viví Te acuerdas de los planes Esos que tú dijiste De visitar parís Luna de miel con cisnes Pasado tiempo sin ti Ahora tas bien presente Futuro yo pensé Y me tiraste al puente Como nos conocimos Me puse a recordar Y me acorde de un día Un día por instagram Y me acuerdo de un juego Que solíamos jugar El primero en querer Será el que perderá Tirando indirectas No podíamos parar Yo perdí el primero Y tú fuiste detrás

[@Jhef-zb7bu]

Pásame tu insta

[@d.Simarra]

@@Jhef-zb7bu daniel_________3 (creo que tengo 9 barras bajas)

[@natashagustafson4958]

Never again Will I feel like I need a man Never again will I need friends Never again Will I ever allow my self to blend in Never again Hold back ima letchu know what it iz Never again Will I allow myself to let down my kids Never again Will I allow myself to do w I've did Never again Will I continue on this same path as I am

[@blejzi]

Respect from Poland 🇵🇱

[@uzuner3294]

yoruldum sanirim tanrim Bagirdim duyulmadı yardım korktum birazcik yorgun Hissederken çığlıklarım artti Paraları saydim Gece gunduz yardir Etrafim kanli Araba gibi carptim Hayallerime resimlerine İcmeden enselenmemek Hissedip gerilmemek Zormus seninle sevismeemk Seni düşünüp sekerleme Yapmak gibi hayat tekerleme Gökyüzünden şelalaler Akti dudaklarindan lalaeler İnsanlar fareler Arkandan konusup rahat eder Karanlik bir yol fenerle Seni ararken delirmek Cenettde olduğunu belirtmek Güzel şeymiş anilarkmiz alkolle Giderken sen baska kapilara göz gore gore

[@mohdhamirulbujang]

Nice beat brother 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@ak47em]

I killed this beat fr

[@SHUKHRATCIKRECORDS]

Raspooo the from UZBEKISTAN 🇺🇿😉👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻

[@johnswag9327]

😅😅😅 that's unbelievable Who like me finds that the old Beats are hotter than the new ones

[@jamezyondamic4568]

I’m traumatised she got me sat outside it’s the middle of night I got tears in my eyes didn’t seem to realise I’m getting tired of saying goodbye like what the fuck is my life rope around my neck as I jump from a high but the smokes the only thing that chokes my wind pipe it ain’t nice saying that your fine but feeling empty inside looking at my smile just to distract you from the lie of saying I’m alright and I know I’m in debt from the hand I’ve been dealt but it’s how you play cards no one to blame but myself am I being too harsh cos I’ve been down in the gutter and I’ve never showed scars to busy pissing in the wind to stupid to realise I’ve thrown in the bin so please lord forgive me for my sins I’ll be knocking on your door just to know I’m not coming in shit where do I begin take a few hits off a blunt and watch my eyes spin take me back to a time that an angel had wings cos right now I’ve got five minutes before the truth seeps in

[@DJBISBO]

Wow Beatiful Raspo 👍👍👍💖💖💖🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬

[@thisguywashere9734]

Ohh My Goddd baby wake up..... wake up .... No ..... We need you.... Someone get help.... Man ..... Falling out.. Today I just don't feel like myself I always hated myself life's cut deep them razer blades.. bad. them thoughts always talking...im back stuck in a worse place, I guess I'm broken again shattered misplaced. asking myself why this always happening to him? Talking back to me myself and I, eyes dilated acting like he want to die, ohh yeah like why God like my god loneliness killed my happy side and can't be strong. Just couldn't let bygones be bygones. So now I know or just guessed wrong. so faded, talking to myself.... they answer back you will always regret your self.. i can't believe I can be so jaded... I just wanted to fly to a space out of the way all out of my element leave this earth passing.... Life behind me. But they would never forgive him, I struggled to find the emotion without them... fight back im struggling losin again, a never ending battle heads buzzing like a rattle so find I try to find a quiet place to stuff my emotions in, I'm hiding from them ducking and dodging my sins, I won't let them in, they track me down they must've followed me from the past shattered mirrors broken promises what a mess. I guess I do confess, im all caught up now and this inner bickerin is sickenin.. like way too much honestly. it's all fkked up, my mind keeps a reminder of all my fkk ups. Things I did and didn't do plans that I stuck up. answering back to all my bad vibes and lost time, rain down the pain fillin up all my empty party cups. Who is he going to be because I'm tired of being you, as usual constantly faking a smile Honestly I need I think I need another dose, too... Cuz I cant be escaping me like mentally, i break down lost in the night, LIke where's my son now? lighten up the rain broken harder even when I lost my daughter I swear I'm just fully insane.. sorry let me build this wall up, cuz when I tear up it gets knocked down. I'm off now and hurt whoever is close to me or farther. reminded he chose to be alone in the rain. so go now .. so gone... life was making me wait just to figure out I'm meant to be alone in my pain. Another wrinkle in time, wish I could be what they want and see who they don't see, try to be there when I had to be. pressure starts to rewind can't tell whats normal anyway in my mind. Love the speration and always hated the formal, ice in my heart only getting colder, I guess it's just my since of humor, Oh how can I be Mr bright side, with no right mind such a waist of time. the struggles real always lost in the dark, blinded by the spark a star shine if hope it will be mine, it doesn't look that far, but I guess it wasn't mine I must of lost that wish welcome to my emotional ishh hhh.