Do you STILL LOVE me?

[@alitheialithei7704]

You made amazing music, I'm waiting for next tracks

[@lucivora]

Thank you! Will do!

[@lezuit]

I've almost forgotten your voice; it's getting harder and harder to recall your face. And that's a good thing. Do I still love you? Or do I love my memories of you? Our unrealized future? Do I love you? I don’t know. I just love

[@johnparody2950]

idk how didnt notice this earlier but the titles change as the relationship starts to fall apart and the question arises "Do you still love me?" , So beautiful luci I am mesmerized

[@lucivora]

accept my respects. You're the first person to notice it ❤

[@johnparody2950]

@@lucivora are you a one man army luci?

[@lucivora]

@ i think yes

[@johnparody2950]

@ its really hard for even a group of people to produce this type of music i appreciate your efforts. I really wish this channel and to be specific you as an artist grow . Good luck

[@lucivora]

@@johnparody2950 thanks

[@sherpa_hesperides]

This is mesmerizing!!! The songbirds in the background, the girl - her eyes, all her face - the sunlight touching the sea... All this together with the sounds, transported me to another dimension... Thank you!

[@J-Rox818]

It’s as if the whole world stops for a moment and it’s just you and her looking into the horizon. You wish this moment last for eternity but all you can do is savor the moment and appreciate the wonderful feeling it gives you in your heart. ❤️

[@lucivora]

That feeling is pure magic... a fleeting moment that feels like it holds the universe still. It reminds us to slow down, breathe it in & let it etch itself into our hearts. sometimes, all we can do is cherish those little glimpses of eternity

[@ghostwarn6419]

I replay this collection of tracks over and over again. Incredibly beautiful, atmospheric sound.

[@lucivora]

happy to hear that

[@katoy9976]

Ayyyyyyyyy lavvv yuuuuuuuu 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘🇷🇺

[@nedmuqlkov7880]

I have been searching for such aesthetic for years.. the “Puffy split lip” is out of this world. Thank you for your art!

[@lucivora]

Thank you for your words

[@Cryztalyzed]

the start of “wine, snacks, and movies” is ethereal. amazing work.

[@lucivora]

Oh, thank you

[@avvistfraverden]

Forever and always!

[@forgottenvoice.]

So charming. That music art is slowly taking my soul away to deep thoughts and world of old memories/depressed and mesmerised

[@lucivora]

Awww, thnak you

[@Amir-7080]

This one is really great, and inspiring. Thanks for sharing ❤

[@lucivora]

Thank you, i'm happy to hear

[@noxuification]

@@lucivora are u from Turkey ?

[@EliteEarthAngel86]

Calmness of the RACING subconscious thoughts,makes me feel serenity every time I hear your FREQUENCYs love it! ✨️🙏✨️🙌💯💖🫵🤹🏻‍♂️🌹

[@lucivora]

oh wow, it's amazing

[@sofijareich]

i need this on spotify omg

[@21rarzate]

Our love is eternal ❤

[@ShimmerBodyCream]

Beautiful music. Thank you for sharing and letting me feel transcendental while I'm doing coursework.

[@lucivora]

oh, thank you for sweet words, happy u like it

[@Billbo73]

Wow beautiful

[@shawgialo9169]

First like 😎 i can assume that track is wonderful before the complete listen

[@lucivora]

Oh, thank you

[@alwacky]

Thank you for this video! much love ❤️

[@lucivora]

Thanks to you

[@isdrmm]

wow, this is amazing. thanks for sharing (:

[@Naifq96]

Yeah I still love you ❤❤❤

[@lucivora]

Such simple yet powerful words. They carry the weight of hope, longing, and connection. Sometimes, love lingers quietly, even when life moves on

[@J-Rox818]

Her picture hypnotizes me and the music takes me to a different world. Chill vibes.

[@lucivora]

single image paired with the right music can transport us to another dimension

[@fabiob2007]

Lucivora, ¿significa LUMINOSA en ucraniano? Hermosa y sensible música ❤ Sorry because i don't speak english very well, " Lucivora, does it mean shining in Ukrainian? So beautiful and sensitive music

[@extremeninjaofnymphs]

how can someone stop loving like that ever , it doesnt makes sense , ninja sight!

[@user-s_hyeok]

I love your playlist style

[@lucivora]

Awww, thank you

[@nanomia7549]

Nice, very nice

[@lucivora]

Thank you! Cheers!

[@nanomia7549]

@@lucivora I love you

[@jevgenitv]

Best dark ambient I've listened to in years. You got some serious skills. Which app do you use to create music?

[@lucivora]

Thanks for the props! I mainly use FL Studio

[@jevgenitv]

@ thanks! Have you considered live streaming as well? creating music live or something similar?

[@lucivora]

@ nah, don’t have time for this

[@ricardomas6650]

Always 🖤

[@tragediya228]

Amazing job🤍

[@lucivora]

Thank you, happy to hear that

[@joeyhorton3969]

Cool yet with some warmth and comfort did a wind blow threw my window but is pitch black out side but for my lamps as if they are the only stars here.not a light visible out side of its energy

[@Kauan_severo]

Yeah buddyy

[@eddsans1734]

light weight

[@lucivora]

🤣

[@jimpolys6034]

U r so pure mind..keep that vibes ,all of that ,its a real trip inside heart and mind...transport everybody at those fucking summer evenings...bravo to you!.hi from greece

[@lucivora]

Thank you! Kisses

[@extremeninjaofnymphs]

hard is the life of a perfect person hard but love can save you from your own hate & make flowers be happy . remember that hate is as powerfull as love but its extremely destructive & selfish , be what you really want to become not what you think but what you feel , like flowers adapting to the weather they know the fun of the sunrise & warm evenings , while hate only seeks vengance of enemies , chaos & destructive power that never sticks to nobody at all , but love does remains forever inside your memories of your past life in your soul . hate is evil , love is good , but the world is full of darkness & theres nothing love can do but to sacrifice for what thinks is right to find true love , eternally .

[@lucivora]

Love, with its ability to heal and bring happiness like flowers blooming in the sun, contrasts starkly with hate, which seeks destruction and chaos. Your analogy of flowers adapting to weather beautifully captures the essence of embracing what brings warmth and joy into our lives. It's a reminder that while hate may seem powerful, it ultimately leaves nothing but pain and emptiness, whereas love endures and enriches our memories and souls

[@proximityclockworkx1572]

I do, but not by choice. This love is not the kind that fades away. It will persist through all the pain. I feel this way towards her for a decade now. But she doesn't, never did, and never will. She has the same partner she had back in high school. And it's probably better this way, as she would never be happy with me. I am undeserving of her. I hope she's happy with him. Despite my acceptance of this situation, the feeling persist, but at least I can somewhat contain it. In my mind, I accept that she doesn't love me, but in my heart, I can't. Tried to accept it and forget it, but I am tired of trying anymore. This also prevents me from starting over with someone else, as I can't give all the love I want to that someone with HER still being in my heart. I was never even aware that I couldn't just start over with someone else, until it failed after 3 months, and it took like a year until I realized why I wasn't happy with my ex. She was everything I thought I wanted, and more. But she wasn't HER. But all of that will cease to matter when I....... Well, my comment would be deleted if I just say it out right. People are smart, they can figure it out. Needless to say, my life is not worth living if I can't be with her.

[@lucivora]

That kind of love is a heavy thing to carry alone. But please don’t let it convince you that your life isn’t worth living. There’s more to you than this pain, more paths than the one that seems closed. Maybe you don’t see them now, but they exist. Don’t let this be the end of your story

[@proximityclockworkx1572]

​@@lucivora I appreciate the kind words, but she IS the only one who could even have the slightest chance of convincing me to stay. It is beyond the point that she would 100% succeed. I can't care or love anyone else, not even in a friendly kind of way. Every time I've tried to do that, it made things worse. I can't even cry for more than 5-10 seconds , and it's been this way for like 5 or so years now. It doesn't matter how much pain I feel, or how much I want to cry. I get no more than 5-10 seconds. After that, it's like I never cried at all. I still feel the pain, but can't continue crying and it wasn't always this way. And there's more to this than she loving someone else. At least for HER, there would be a chance that I would keep going no matter what, as long as she would love me. I have tried to do this just for myself or for someone else, but that failed tremendously. Fell like the tower of Babel as I shouldn't have tried imitate HER with impostors. Whether that would be my ex or my ego. So without her, after I knew for sure that she doesn't even want to talk to me, not even in just friendly way (and I know that trying to befriend her would create more pain in me than it would ever dissolve), the last of my hopes are gone. I will respect HER choice of not wanting to talk to me, despite she never saying that outright. So the best I can do for HER is to don't attempt communicating with her again. I don't want HER to feel that she is obligated to answer my texts. If she doesn't talk to me by HER own choice, then I don't want HER to talk because of courtesy or pity. My last sliver of hope is the delusion that my mind keeps clinging onto. That she would text me or call me, on HER own, without outside influence. Doesn't matter if it's not about she wanting to meet to just sit down and talk (which she would never do, she would rather text me than to talk to me in person). I keep checking my e-mails and my phone call / SMS history, hoping that she did contact me, and I just missed it somehow..... I also have an idea on how to get rid of this last sliver of hope, although the consequences of that would be worse than death. Because if I manage to somehow carve HER out of my mind and heart, then the "I" would cease to exist. What would remain in control of my body, I have no idea, but it wouldn't resemble me in any shape or form. It would have my looks, but I would have nothing in common with it. Maybe a hollow shell, maybe a mindless drone, maybe a sociopath. No clue. That would only be my last resort to attempt this. Dk if whatever would remain in my body in that case would also want to not exist as much as I do, and I would never know. Non-existence is my true desire, probably the first thing that I've truly wanted and it still persist to this day, ever since childhood. Others fear death. My tragedy is, when I wake up and realize that I am still alive. The only thing that even came close to this level of desire is HER. And the love I feel towards her that is beyond my control, like some otherworldly entity cursed me with it. Anyways, I've been rambling on for far too long now.

[@proximityclockworkx1572]

@@lucivora "That kind of love is a heavy thing to carry alone." And what do you mean by that? I don't want to share this burden with anyone, and definitely don't want anyone or anything to take it off me. I deserve this. That's my main gripe with christianity. That "Jesus" would take that away. I don't deserve salvation, so He shouldn't take it away. Not everyone can be saved. And not every story is long. Some are shorter than others, and maybe it SHOULD'NT be last longer than it already has. And I definitely shouldn't attempt being in a relationship ever again. I have proved with my ex that I can't be a good partner, even when I try my best and go beyond my ability to not be a complete disaster and disappointment. The other paths lead to failure and walls that are made of impenetrable materials. And I don't have the strength nor the will to even attempt to break through them. No going around, below or above either. The path towards HER is a great chasm. There is a bridge that leads to the other side, but it only shows up, when she presses the button from the other side. Which will never happen, so.........

[@johnparody2950]

Ofc i still love you

[@lucivora]

I think she love u too

[@johnparody2950]

@@lucivora she does?

[@KalmateTurista]

Si claro

[@Iraklikrik]

i dont love enemys only other i can fit and deal and lovers have a special place

[@7ckngsad18]

After all this time.. always

[@Nikola-q4m]

I dont know. This heart has become cold

[@sanVean32768hz]

35mm face shot taken by the sea. Grainy texture gets me. For it is the texture of memories. Oldies. retro cams. But something is off.. what is off is the background. If it would be an old shot with a non digital SLR the background would have been all too blurry. Out of focus. it is not. It is a digital shot filtered with a grainy texture. So i have 2 shots on my mind. the one lived and gone forever. and another one whish only signifies, is the signifier the signified?

[@lucivora]

a memory versus its reconstruction. The grainy texture evokes nostalgia, but the sharp background betrays its digital origins. It's like the difference between a true, fleeting moment and an attempt to recreate its essence. One is lived, raw, and imperfect. The other, deliberate yet distant, feels like an echo rather than the source

[@sasha213940]

да

[@fabiob2007]

Lucivora, ¿significa LUMINOSA en ucraniano? Hermosa y sensible música ❤ Sorry because i don't speak english very well, " Lucivora, does it mean shining in Ukrainian? So beautiful and sensitive music

[@lucivora]

No, it's just a nickname

[@MadsMikkelsenisliterallyme]

Stubborn tides batter against my wretched ship This trek I've embarked will surely be the death of me But I've seem the coast on the other side, and like a siren's song, I am whisked away The sultry sounds combining into a cacophony of sweetness that leaves me powerless Surely, I paddle on, feeling resistance with each stroke My arms weakened by the current fighting against me I feel my body draining and my hope dissipating; though, a fire burns fiercely inside, the only guiding light I have as the clouds now cover the sun, a storm awaiting to encompass my shell I feel the wind and its malicious intent The smell of salt water surrounds my vessel and pours down my face With blurred vision, I trudge along Oh, how very long I have been on the open water I lost myself some time ago The days blur together, but I know on the nearing coast I'll find renowned joy once again The silhouette of the most magnificent shape beckons my onwards while death creeps behind like a showing following each movement I make I can see my reflection in the water and no longer recognize the face staring back Though, a familiar illusion shines just beyond my ragged sight I see you, whispering, "carry on, your journey is not yet over." I close my eyes and outstretch my arms, proclaiming loud enough for God to hear "Please, oh, please, grant me this wish; the serenity of the coast calls for me." I open my eyes, and your illusion has disappeared but I feel a familiar touch The warmth fills my body with the most beautiful rhythm as I paddle on Oh, how I endlessly paddle on in hopes of gracing that silhouette A somber theme of hope resting in my chest -CHC(Mads)

[@lucivora]

The storm, the siren’s call, the fight against the current-it all mirrors the human experience of clinging to hope amidst overwhelming odds. The repeated imagery of paddling on, despite blurred vision and weakening arms, creates a moving rhythm, pulling the reader into the narrator's emotional turmoil. The faint glimmers of warmth and hope, embodied in the silhouette and whispered encouragement, anchor the story with just enough light to keep the journey alive. It's haunting, poetic, and achingly beautiful

[@mikolaimarek9264]

LUCIVORAmakes good music. convinces me.your music proves that you have very dark thoughts. I wonder if you will ever start making music that will be happier and if it will be equally great

[@lucivora]

maybe, one day, something like doom metal 😂

[@mikolaimarek9264]

@lucivora like nexus polaris covenant?.you have to use a lot more makeup😂

[@lucivora]

like Electric Wizard

[@mikolaimarek9264]

​​@@lucivorathink that whatever you do, it will be worth attention. I'm your fan❤

[@Ponslear]

I will never ever not love you luv 24:48

[@xclouddustx179]

Yes I still love You Kiara Lozano…do or did you ever love me? 🥺❤️‍🩹

[@lordjezus]

Do Yoouuuuu still Love me..... ?? Lets get the Hll outa here and start a New Life for this Old Stupid lifegame is finished, we are Transformers lady never forget

[@thegoodhou]

@@lordjezus where's ever you gals get upset. Just meditate through the word of the bible.

[@thegoodhou]

yes, baby. Play fighting in the GYM only ok?👍

[@thegoodhou]

luv is a double edge sword.❤

[@thegoodhou]

🤍🤍🤍🙃

[@HalfRedux]

This video popping up after my ex hit me up after 2 years is crazy

[@lucivora]

Maybe it’s a sign, or just a strange coincidence

[@phurion.]

@HalfRedux you taking her back?

[@PedroGuillen-qw7ng]

w

[@driano80]

From which life?

[@BrennenL]

Photo source, with the same filter over it?

[@bigreddemon-c2k]

It's weird but these track titles really would apply to the relationship I had with an ex of mine who passed away last year. I think I mentioned her on one of your posts before.

[@lucivora]

yes, everything will be good

[@theonitoad7474]

Do I still love you hmm I wouldn’t know if it was meant to be I think we be together still

[@lucivora]

That’s the tough part, isn’t it? If it was meant to last, it wouldn’t have slipped away... or so we tell ourselves. But love isn’t always about permanence. Sometimes it’s about what it taught us, even if it didn’t stay

[@MahdiHussieny]

is this your picture over the song? if yes....

[@lucivora]

no, it's my soap

[@mathistophel]

Where I can find song 9:06 conductive arm?

[@lucivora]

I haven't posted it anywhere yet, it will appear on music platforms in the future

[@qnrly]

3

[@steveclouds]

This seems like a good video for a Tom placeholder website.

[@Tonedriver]

No. Never will, or any other Woman, so long as they don't want me.

[@NigrumTV]

her

[@phurion.]

Is that you on these pictures?

[@lucivora]

it's my dad

[@SharkWithFreakinLaserBeam]

@@lucivora Hey is your dad single

[@Iraklikrik]

forget

[@EternumNocturne]

model? @?

[@ghostwarn6419]

=You are not a melon, but I can say what you are a gorgeous lady. God bless you and your boyfriend=

[@lucivora]

@@ghostwarn6419 🤨

[@Kel776]

no

[@lofifun22]

She doesn't, her last hugs and laughs.. the were all fake, all those "i love you" were fake. I was dumb and I didn't realize any of the signs. Now I'm sitting on my bed all alone like before

[@tobiasdecimusmeridius]

Bro that's rough, things will get better

[@lofifun22]

@tobiasdecimusmeridius it probably won't, no one really cares or loves me. I'm nobody to anyone and unlovable. I'll probably end up alone for the rest of my life, but I don't blame people for that, if I was in their shoes I wouldn't hang out or date me either

[@lucivora]

Heartbreak can make the world feel unbearably heavy, but it doesn’t mean you’re “dumb” or unworthy. Love can be messy, and sometimes people aren’t as honest as we hope. Take it one day at a time. You’ll heal, even if it doesn’t feel like it now

[@tobiasdecimusmeridius]

@ then become someone who they would want to hang out with. Change is always possible. You sound like you're in a bad place, so start with the pathetically small pieces. Shower when waking up, getting off phone before midnight, etc. With time you'll be training and eating better and sleeping better. Spit on your hands and get to work stacking tiny wins first

[@lofifun22]

@@lucivora thank you, I really hope that someone would just see who am I and love me. But I guess you're right, people aren't honest and they are unpredictable.

[@HaydenLamb-y4s]

No

[@Iraklikrik]

bull sht i understand even ants and animals u nothin hard to not understand no need ur explinations and conclusions i have mine i see good and well bb darlin ive got to go