nah the fact that the author is anonymous shows that they know how downright disgusting they are
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
No fr… and they apparently have proof readers as well like---🙁🙁
@roserain70344 ай бұрын
They didn't want this legacy under their name, shows you even they know they messed in the head but still chose to write and share it... The shame was not enough because they had the anonymity to cover them.
@Mallory_Moon._.4 ай бұрын
@@triannamed who tf would proof read this and be like: Yeah bro ur good 👍, Like WHAT- i read the tags off to my sister and she started hysterically, laughing and crying at the same time. It’s that bad.
@spaceyberry4 ай бұрын
I commented down asking the author if they're as crazy irl. Thry replied with "obviously not" I hope they're not lying
@3zeathaa4 ай бұрын
The fact that atsushi is also like 16 in this entire fanfic unless the author aged him up makes it MUCH MUCH WORSE.
@_alpha_chans_79764 ай бұрын
If you still don't know what Dead Dove: Do Not Eat mean. Basically it's a tag used to categorize fanfiction with dark themes. It's a scene from Arrested Development. Michael Bluth is opening the fridge and he finds a bag with those words written on it : "Dead dove do not eat". He opens it, is disgusted and says out loud: "I don't know what I expected."
@Cali_wcGacha4 ай бұрын
Sucks how a lot of people miss use this tag 😭
@Boothillss4 ай бұрын
not just dark themes, just they warned u abt smth in there so dont act surprised when u actually find it in the fic
@DxzaiKxnnie_Dxmigxrl_SheTheyXe4 ай бұрын
dang I didnt know the orgin but that actually makes a lot of sense
@roroo4 ай бұрын
I’m a dead dove reader and the reactions to the tags is funny 😂
@DxzaiKxnnie_Dxmigxrl_SheTheyXe4 ай бұрын
@@roroo im crying is it only me who thinks this aint funny 😭
@Aeloyof4 ай бұрын
1:45 No cuz that already got me scared, like NON CONSENSUAL, UNDERAGE AND ORGAN F**KING?? 😭
@michaelevans39894 ай бұрын
Frrr😭
@Idk_Shinobu4 ай бұрын
I mean he’s 18 but it’s still disgusting. Leave the poor boy alone(not you the person who created the fanfic) 😭
@chansfeet25004 ай бұрын
"Infant used as vibrator" WHAT?! 😭😭😭
@Fire_go_burrr4 ай бұрын
Rememberrd the tag 'kidney stone licking' like what the h*ll dors that MEAN😭😭
@marschmallowpinkporkwgf83164 ай бұрын
@@chansfeet2500I read all of the incest fanfic and I wanna kms…
@leftlone4 ай бұрын
the author was ON SOMETHING
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
Yes. Drugs.
@JOYOUSANIMATION24 ай бұрын
@@triannamedcoke
@spaceyberry4 ай бұрын
@@JOYOUSANIMATION2coc-
@JOYOUSANIMATION24 ай бұрын
@@spaceyberry la
@Can-Confirm_IwasDazaisGl0ck4 ай бұрын
@@triannamed the devil's lettuce, the jazz cabbage, or maybe sugar? Idk
@anr.r.524 ай бұрын
I understand the writer’s actions are absolutely vile and disgusting but I’m genuinely worried about them?? What the hell leads to someone putting THAT into words for everyone to see?? 😭
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
‼️‼️
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
y'all I might have to age restrict this ngl......
@baldtoes4 ай бұрын
do what you needa do girl😭 cuz this one’s TRAUMATIZING
@Awrahh4 ай бұрын
Bye the first one was crazy my jaw dropped immediately😭😭
@avvsha4 ай бұрын
Nooo!!! I can't watch it then
@LegoLicker30004 ай бұрын
good thing i look 24 according to every face verification i do (☹️)
@Dis_aint_amyy4 ай бұрын
The first part is.....noooo😭😭😭😭😭
@kittyCat_kitten4 ай бұрын
"Beyblade let it rip" ascended me
@saiichwu4 ай бұрын
I LOST IT CUZ GIRL WTF IS THiS💀
@npc.212694 ай бұрын
IT RUINED BEYBLADE FOR ME
@user-tcf.orv.tsctir4 ай бұрын
😂😂😂
@princss_sweethrt3 ай бұрын
@@kittyCat_kitten IT WAS SOMOUT OF NOWHERE
@HEYCHLO34 ай бұрын
the intro already got me scared😭😭
@k1k10fk1k14 ай бұрын
SAMEMEEE✌✌✌
@furibrella4 ай бұрын
RIGHTT, especially as a bsd fan 😔😭
@fbgm88534 ай бұрын
you think the into terrifying??? the words i love atsushi alone makes me cry 😭
@MxSae4 ай бұрын
Literally heard about this fic and read a quarter of the tags and left immediately
@Can-Confirm_IwasDazaisGl0ck4 ай бұрын
Reallll~ ready to get traumatized at 12:30 am!!! (I'm going crazy I'm terrified)
@mikukiii4 ай бұрын
THE ATSUSHI EDIT AT THE END WAS VILE. 😭😭
@Nothingnothing0144 ай бұрын
FR😭😭
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
What’s wrong with it??😭😭
@mikukiii3 ай бұрын
@@triannamed OMG I DIDNT SEE HI TRII, LIKE AFTER ALL OF THAT, AN EDIT?? LMFAOOO
@_rxinnx_4 ай бұрын
The TW has me wondering why I tapped this video when I’m about to sleep😭
@_Kariri_4 ай бұрын
This is the type shit that not even Jeffery Dahmer would even pull nor write😔😔
@veoskii4 ай бұрын
FOR REAL, im imagining jeffery dahmer in utter disgust
@MxSae4 ай бұрын
Fr 😭
@nicogotscared4 ай бұрын
comparing a fiction with a real murderer is... something
@_Kariri_4 ай бұрын
Welp it's just that bad🤷🏾♀️
@Watereddowngas_oline4 ай бұрын
@@nicogotscaredreal, this comment is….strange…
@corruptcosplay95014 ай бұрын
Dead Dove: DO NOT EAT basically means that the fanfic is not joking when it comes to the tags and you should expect what the tags warned you about.
@Giyu_wife1404 ай бұрын
This s**t is crazy 😭😭 atsushi would never do such a thing 😭😭😭😭💀💀💀
@_R0S13...4 ай бұрын
This is making me sick and the cookie part made me sick too since often young children who went through SA call the vagina, 'cookie', because they don't know what it's called. Dead Dove: Do Not Eat is essentially a tag/warning to take the other tags/warnings seriously. I'm gonna go cry, thanks 😁🙏
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
Omg yes!!!! Literally the word association KILLED MEEEEE
@kuraidraws4 ай бұрын
BSD FANS UNITE (she should read the powdered donuts fanfic next)
@Sheesh1sz4 ай бұрын
I COULDN'T LOOK RANPOE THE SAME AFTER DAT SHIT OML
@kuraidraws4 ай бұрын
@@Sheesh1sz SAME LMAO
@furibrella4 ай бұрын
@@Sheesh1szREAL ☠️☠️
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
sigh... its getting added to the list 😔
@j1nnienchrist4 ай бұрын
@@triannamed heyyy 😭 and imma keep u in my prayers fr
@Natasha_51-494 ай бұрын
If Atsushi saw this fanfic he would be scared of this fandom
@anirudhorana1392Ай бұрын
terrified actually
@lvrgirlnana4 ай бұрын
nah the literal beginning got me cause fym ‘ ORGAN FREAKING ‘ ???? 🙎♀️🙎♀️
@BARBAROSSAQ4 ай бұрын
Brotha.. WHAAAT?? what demon overcomes ones mind to have them make this, AND ENJOY IT??
@elissouly4 ай бұрын
Absolutely shocking, disgusting, vile, traumatazing, horrible... better to not think about it at all. Although I am curious about the author's identity, it feels like it's better to not know.
@Can-Confirm_IwasDazaisGl0ck4 ай бұрын
They need to be arrested fr
@nicogotscared4 ай бұрын
@@Can-Confirm_IwasDazaisGl0ckbeing arrested over fiction omgg
@_King_Simp_4 ай бұрын
Bro one of the hashtags were " baby used a vibrator" I left so fucking fast
@T0UH0UPL4Y3RRR3 ай бұрын
I read to that part and the baby gets eaten.. it was terrific to say the least
@loveyaaxx3 ай бұрын
@@nicogotscared yes, arrested, this shit is criminal
@just_ria60614 ай бұрын
legit cried and threw up while reading this fic, it's traumatizing.🙂
@hyejucodedssister4 ай бұрын
my stomach curdled like cheese...
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
lmfaaaoooo😭😭
@RuiislifeАй бұрын
I actually started crying
@Aallie_4 ай бұрын
"BEYBLADE LET IT RIP" IS CRAZYY😭😭
@SUTAZZZ3 ай бұрын
LMAOOOOO
@Melanie_Heartz4 ай бұрын
intro already got me shivering 😰
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
LMFAOOO😭🙄
@your_strange_girl4 ай бұрын
Man the comment section of this fan fiction is crazy. And girl I hope you recover from this cause is traumatic. ❤
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
omg literally..... like most of them enjoy it!??!!? did I miss something-
@your_strange_girl4 ай бұрын
@@triannamed yes they do😭
@mochaismilk3 ай бұрын
Unfortunately, it's a fairly common thing on ao3 for certain people to just be accepting to proshipping, noncon, shit like that. So yeah, fanfics like this definitely ends up attracting that side of the ao3 userbase.
@Kennedy119444 ай бұрын
Im genuinely sobbing and it got worse at the tags and story.
@ilacksocialskills4 ай бұрын
I see this right after I finish watching the show😭😭
@TheofficialStarGirllicious4 ай бұрын
You poor thing 😭✋🏽
@Kolxya4 ай бұрын
Dead Dove: Do Not Eat is a tag that's a reference from Arrested Development where Michael Bluth finds a bag in the fridge titled "Dead Dove do not eat" he opens the bag, finds a dead dove, is disgusted, and says "I don't know what I expected" , and it basically means "don't be surprised you read the tags, you should know what you're getting yourself into."
@ruthaguila914 ай бұрын
THIS PERSON NEEDS TO BE IN JAIL FOR A LONNNGGG TIME ATSUSHI MY BABY NO…
@dovbIebIack4 ай бұрын
YEAH WHAT DID THEY DO TO POOR ATSUSHI HE WOULD NEVER DO THIS
@yuki-yq4gt4 ай бұрын
Wait until she finds out the Dazai x Eiffel Tower fic, Chuuya x Motorcycle fic and of course the Ranpoe powder donut fic
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
😀😀
@Weedsellee1014 ай бұрын
Lmfao it's not that bad compared to this
@thatoneindiegamefan52674 ай бұрын
READ DAZAI X KNIFE!!
@thatoneindiegamefan52674 ай бұрын
AND READ DAZAI X CHUUYA X HAMMER
@Dazai_n_chuuya4 ай бұрын
There's chuuya x electric fan....
@Silly_zai34 ай бұрын
I had actually read this last night with a straight face ,the whole thing ,THE WHOLE ENTIRE THING.
@delusionalfred4 ай бұрын
..how🚢🚢🚢
@Silly_zai34 ай бұрын
@@delusionalfred I'm built different.
@hornybisexual4 ай бұрын
you brave soldier....i commend you
@Silly_zai34 ай бұрын
@@hornybisexual thank you 😊
@Strawberry_GachaEditz4 ай бұрын
You’re brave…. 😔 (Didn’t you reply on my KZbin vid 🤨)
@valerieezap4 ай бұрын
“I like to pump it” ON TRI’S INTRO???????? IM INLOVE WHAT
@OpenJounorr4 ай бұрын
I CAN'T BELIEVE THE CREATOR OF THE FANFIC MADE ATSUSHI LIKE THAT 😭😭💀💀
@xeanluvs4 ай бұрын
FR BECAUSE ITS ATSUSHI-😭 HE WOULDN'T DO THAT LIKE.. AT ALL.
@nicogotscared4 ай бұрын
i made sigma
@dovbIebIack4 ай бұрын
SAME LIKE WHAT-
@LexiLouu-cj8sw4 ай бұрын
I am fearing for my life right now 😭 I’m afraid to watch this because these tags are so wild in the worst way possible 😭😭😭
@onMARZ_help4 ай бұрын
i read "i love atsushi" and i feel like i have more trauma then i started with, multiple times well reading i puked and cried . i can not make it farther then chapter two. i wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. I'm sorry to whoever has read this monstrosity
@DeShay64 ай бұрын
The tags had me questioning the legality of this...
@nicogotscared4 ай бұрын
Believe it or not, it's not a crime to write that kind of thing
@_King_Simp_4 ай бұрын
One was "Baby used a vibrator" I left so fast
@starzz_above4 ай бұрын
@@_King_Simp_BABY USED AS A HUH ?????????
@_King_Simp_4 ай бұрын
@@starzz_above i promise you it was there
@jdvxhdj4 ай бұрын
@@starzz_abovei read it bc i was bored it was bad 😭😭
@MOB_TACO4 ай бұрын
Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse 💀
@Rilaea_4 ай бұрын
BEYBLADE LET IT RIP😭
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
Had me gonneeee😭
@Risa.-.4 ай бұрын
Tri darling omg the trauma from this video was made up by the editing like hello!?? Such a beauty😭🎀 and of course your exisy
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
awe 🥹🤍 thank you so much 🫂
@1dk_what2writehere4 ай бұрын
Ah the trauma... I blame that one Pinterest post. The reason for my trust issues fr. Had a break down after getting through some of it. The author must have been on smth while writing this I swear to god no sane person could come up with all that-
@nicogotscared4 ай бұрын
that's called profic
@kitkat_karl4 ай бұрын
sad to say this fanfic was my introduction to bsd!! glad to see more people having the horrifying experience of reading it for the first time
@silly-LL-Guy4 ай бұрын
Girly I’m so sorry for you…… I hope you have a fast recovery from this ❤
@corvin-li5gh4 ай бұрын
this was the first fic i read when i joined the bsd fandom. it’s burned into my brain. i will still be talking to my therapist abt this fic in 10 years
@mildviolence4 ай бұрын
Whoever wrote this clearly did not love Atsushi 😭
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
LMFAOOO literally😭
@awesomeyzo90604 ай бұрын
No because really what was that 😭💀
@Sayuchq4 ай бұрын
as an Atsushi fan i am ashamed with the fact for the rest of my life this might be the thing people think when i tell them i love atsushi like.....i read this once i was like why is everybody talking abt this it cant be that bad and then i read it and....the maggot part almost made me vomit and i quit there like i couldnt anymore
@Fredboyos4 ай бұрын
BYE, THE UNSERIOUS PART GOT ME GIGGLIN', THE SERIOUS PART MADE ME LAUGH UNCOMFORTABLY THO...
@Wolfsweer__4 ай бұрын
I literaly cried Reading i love Atsushi. WHAT IS THAT?!😭😭😭 literaly i couldt read till the end
@bbcarrypups4 ай бұрын
Oh… this fucking fanfiction has been haunting the bsd fandom since 2021
@tr4shssh0t44 ай бұрын
literally im traumatized how can someone be so sick in the head and write something like this, i i genuinely started crying and feeling my stomach hurt while reading it💀🙏
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
It’s gross
@tr4shssh0t44 ай бұрын
@@triannamed sooo real😭
@moonstival4 ай бұрын
5 minutes and im already traumatized 😨
@awesomeyzo90604 ай бұрын
3 minutes and I'm already considering my life choice and my faith in humanity
@moonstival4 ай бұрын
@@awesomeyzo9060 I don't think we can call her a bsd fan honestly 😞
@awesomeyzo90604 ай бұрын
@@moonstival I couldn't agree more because tf was this 💀
@Maya-slkk2 ай бұрын
I need a psychologist after this
@faasee4 ай бұрын
okay tri the editing is EATING. 🍽️ is empty!!!!
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
thank yewww 🫂🤍
@asli29064 ай бұрын
Guess I'll watch this while doing my nails as a distraction 😦
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
😭😭
@JCross4134 ай бұрын
Yeah this is the worst.. all those tags... i dont usually say this, buuuut, hope their next psych ward visit somehow helps them and causes them to not write... THIS.
@veoskii4 ай бұрын
even jeffrey dahmer is shocked and disgusted watching above us
@ant1soc1als4 ай бұрын
the tags got me flabbergasted like wdym organ f*cking and under aged????
@nkita.q4 ай бұрын
i read this a few months ago and im still traumatized with the eyesocket fucking part 😭
@Ace-MarkeysLeftGlove4 ай бұрын
SAME and I accidentally traumatized my brother with it too 🙏
@staybunnies-b9q3 ай бұрын
THEY SEEM SO PROUD TOO WHAT how sick can someone be
@ilovehermessss4 ай бұрын
this is truly…! traumatizing..
@BlobCatthe1st4 ай бұрын
I remember reading this because my friend told me they had read the worst piece of media they had ever seen. I didn’t take this seriously and I asked for the link. Oh. My. God. Was it the worst thing i had ever read. It has every single taboo subject. EVERY. SINGLE. ONE. I still have memories of reading it…
@princss_sweethrt3 ай бұрын
Reading the tags alone made my jaw absolutely DROP. like did anyone else see the "baby as a vibrator" one...😭
@Xoxo_menaa4 ай бұрын
That was actually terrifying 😰
@lavender_leaf2354 ай бұрын
I need to read another thousand fluff fics after this- 💀
@thatoneindiegamefan52674 ай бұрын
Have you read “a spring without you” 💀
@_King_Simp_4 ай бұрын
Real
@lavender_leaf2354 ай бұрын
@@thatoneindiegamefan5267 another thousand ig. (´༎ຶ ͜ʖ ༎ຶ `)
@scarylol14473 ай бұрын
@@thatoneindiegamefan5267 wasn't it a plagiarized fic tho?? You can still read it btw
@wannabe_gothkid4 ай бұрын
OMG I DIDNT KNOW YOU WERE A BSD FAN TOO 🤩💗 I read it bc I was curious and I literally cried and what makes it worse is the comments request and like the writing 😭😭
@Skull_boy714 ай бұрын
I SAW THE NAME OF THE VIDEO AND 😨 NO OH MY GOD
@Apathy69694 ай бұрын
STOP, MY FRIEND'S RELATED TO THE AUTHOR.😭 (ILA is my go-to book if I want to traumatize my friends.)
@_King_Simp_4 ай бұрын
Damn... Do you know if the author is this weird irl..?
@rinfacility14 ай бұрын
NO CAUSE MY FRIEND WARNED ME AND THE HASHTAGS JUST MADE ME SCARED but the moment I laid my eyes on the first texts I left and sprinted out of my home to my friend to vent to her😭😭 I was that traumatized…. I feel so bad I had to subscribe you even dared to read
@ajaxpookiee3 ай бұрын
this fanfic has my jaw on the floor and I thought that it wasn’t that bad and now I just finished reading the whole thing omg a fanfic has never scared me this bad
@Bsd_fan1014 ай бұрын
I'M SORRY I HAD TO LEAVE YOUR VID AS SOON AS ATSUSHI WALKED IN THE BATHROOM 😭😭😭
@hassnaou17694 ай бұрын
Guys.. I am twenty years old and I still watch cartoons and play dress-up games..... What is this Bro..! 💀
@im_aisyah4 ай бұрын
I literally have to hold my urge to bash my head against the walls. I don't think further of the consequences. I ended up being traumatised by completing the first chapter.
@pengu63444 ай бұрын
Girlie poppers, could you please make longer videos? I love your content so much, i swear we have the attention span for it plsss 😭😭
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
LMFAOOOOO PUHLEASEEE because thats literally why I make shorter videos.. and plus it's quicker to edit them but I'll make longer videos!! 🤍
@pengu63444 ай бұрын
@@triannamed thank uuuuu!!
@kenzie.variant8384 ай бұрын
Atsushi would combust the second he saw the tags if this was canon accurate Atsushi 😭
@NoNo-yl8kl3 ай бұрын
BRO WHAT… IM OUT HERE WITH GOOSEBUMPS AND NOT THE GOOD KIND LIKE IM ABT TO START CRYING THAT WAS THE MOST FKCED UP THING IVE EVER HEARD 😭😭
@pipitayun.r27634 ай бұрын
me reading the title: :D me reading the tags: D: the tags were enough to scared me away, I'm glad I find your video so I don't need to read the fanfic myself😭😭
@_King_Simp_4 ай бұрын
One was "baby used a vibrator" I got off it so fast
@arkur_4 ай бұрын
tri, I love you and I was so happy when I saw you posted but…. (I’m not even a bsd fan) I’ve already had to pause multiple times within the first 3 mins 😭 CUZ IM DEBATING IF I SHOULD GO ON⁉️ I’ve never seen tags like those 😰
@arkur_4 ай бұрын
I am a trooper…. I’m so glad you didn’t go/show anymore As always, love your .. work!! 😭💖
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
awe thank you so much bestie!! I appreciate you 🫂🤍
@RyesKULT4 ай бұрын
I read all the tags and i sobbed violently, i CANNOT. NO IM NOT LETTING MY CURIOSITY GET THE BEST OF ME. like genuinely, HOW DO PEOPLE MAKE THIS it’s absolutely DISGUSTING I FREAKING HATE IT. like no no no no, WHY DOES SUCH A GOOD ANIME HAVE SOME OF THE WORST PEOPLE IN IT LIKE WHAT
@_King_Simp_4 ай бұрын
"baby used a vibrator"
@SingleIsFreedom3 ай бұрын
WHO LEFT *_3K_* WORTH OF KUDOS ON THAT SHIT IS MY QUESTION
@SingleIsFreedom3 ай бұрын
dead dove is one thing, this is another.
@Xvarwerz_bg3 ай бұрын
I was talking about fanfics and bl with a classmate - ranting how out of pocket they could be, y'know? And she showed me this fic. I kid you not I got traumatized from the TAGS (tf u mean "baby got spawn killed"?????)
@keijinmightnotbetheworst4 ай бұрын
i read this and was crying by the START of the first chapter 😭🙏🙏
@Can-Confirm_IwasDazaisGl0ck4 ай бұрын
THIS ISN'T FANFICTION! THIS IS EVIDENCE FOR A CRIME BRO!!! HOW TF IS THIS PERSON ROAMING THE STREETS?! PRAYYYYYY (I'm agnostic 💀) 3:57 THIS IS THE ONLY TIME IT WAS SO BAD I HAD TO CLICK OFF A VIDEO?! IM TOO SCARED!!! (Ignorance is bliss)
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
Lmfaooo😭😭
@Can-Confirm_IwasDazaisGl0ck2 ай бұрын
I'm back and I have to do it this time.
@Star_shrooom3 ай бұрын
Guys my jaw has dropped, I'm on the verge of tears, I'm trying to find out how someone THOUGHT of this And I'm only on the tags lord help me
@kmaichuu4 ай бұрын
I STOPEPD AT THE FIRST PARAGRAPH
@Coconut516264 ай бұрын
Tri you got me shivering..
@spaghetti_cat1434 ай бұрын
I could only get to the second chapter and I feel nauseous😭 who in their mind would write such a vile thing
@Jxy.Yeowang4 ай бұрын
Ok first I read like a lot of pics and fanfics but this is downright disgusting, like bro. How could someone even write a fanfic like that. I’m sorry but writing a fanfic is ok but something as horrible as this.
@Stocking_u.u4 ай бұрын
Unfortunately, or luckily idk, I was one of the few survivors who was able to finish the chapter 1... hahaha... I could understand their obsession with Atsushi since I'm obsessed too, but not to the point of thinking about these things. The trick that I recommend is not to think that it is Atsushi, that he would not do those things, that way you don't get so traumatized. Also, I was able to find the creator of the fanfic on tiktok, and damn- I don't know what to say about it... ._. (By the way, is my first time watching your channel and from the little that I have seen, I like your humor :D)
@celestial2604 ай бұрын
wouldn't wish reading i love atsushi on my worst enemy 😭😭 i could barely get through the first part bruh
@K2ttyxc4 ай бұрын
I SCREAMED WHEN I SAW THE TITLE BECAUSE IVE HEARD SO MANY THINGS ABOUT THIS
@icxxn_kelseYY4 ай бұрын
I tried to read it yesterday, but I couldn't even finish the third chapter, I got all nauseous. I can't handle not even small bits of blood, and the way it describes it it's utterly disgusting for me, whoever who wrote that is sick.
@sh4melessz4 ай бұрын
I read up until chapter 11-12 because i was trying to prove my friends that i could take the pain. I couldn't anymore. The discord mod chapter made me want to puke badly and i still gag from thinking of that chapter specifically, im so fucking serious y'all dont ever read that goddamn fic it is HORRENDOUS
@triannamed4 ай бұрын
Omg not the discord mod chapter I read that one too!! But I cut it out of the video- like it was so disturbing!!!!!
@ldrawss4 ай бұрын
I read the whole thing.. and if u found the first chapter disgusting, oh boy ur in for a treat. Genuinely if u have a weak stomach dont read pls. U will throw up. Theres literally a chapter where Atsushi.. bites a hole through readers stomach and does.. stuff to it... The worst thing is the comments were all positive.. I wanna kms now, Yippeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!
@demiwilliams41264 ай бұрын
What the hell?…🙁
@ldrawss4 ай бұрын
@@demiwilliams4126 yeah im now traumatized
@kenzie.variant8384 ай бұрын
I couldn’t, I finished the fic but the one that probably traumatized me the most was redditer atsushi 😭
@_King_Simp_4 ай бұрын
I couldn't even read the fic when I saw "baby used a vibrator" as a hashtag
@kenzie.variant8384 ай бұрын
@@_King_Simp_ lord I hate that tag omfg
@ticky_094 ай бұрын
Poor Atsushi😞
@Hellosanemi3 ай бұрын
Atsushi is so innocent what is this😭😭
@digitalelli4 ай бұрын
i've honestly not been this scared in a while
@Sawobsessed-rm7iq4 ай бұрын
I thought some of the bsd fics I write were traumatizing (cuz people told me they were disgusted by it in a good way, love making my readers cry fr) BUT THIS??? 😭😭😭 I've read gross shit, but nothing as bad as this 💀💀💀
@luthientinuviel38833 ай бұрын
Yeah man. I like weird shit, (good dead dove fics can be quite an interesting read) one of my favorite ships in bsd is Fyolai and i like seeing those two be psychotic together, its fun to write and read. But this fic goes beyond dark fic imo, its too much. Too much. Im very much a 'dont like dont read' type person and support the right to write whatever you want as long as it doesnt harm anyone irl, but this...damn it feels like im harming myself by reading it
@anastazjalena4814 ай бұрын
I heard of this fanfic before, I knew from people that it was fucked up, so I decided not to delve into this topic, but when I saw the title, I wanted to see how bad it was, but I didn't knew or expected that it was going to be THAT FUCKED UP, holy shit.
@TOMSILYY4 ай бұрын
Im sorry i read the chapter 3 with my friends and OH MY GOD I STARTED CRYINF
@Baliesbom4 ай бұрын
I think I got more trauma from just that first part 😭
@AllyJohnson8444 ай бұрын
Who's idea is making a fan fiction like this😭😭😭
@Fritlizin3 ай бұрын
I LITERALLY CRIED WHILE READING THIS FANFIC, I WAS TRAUMATIZED I ALMOST THREW UP BRO
@Spacegirlplays07314 ай бұрын
I-I remember reading this…💀 oh well, just wait for “Powdered Sugar” 🍩
@spaceyberry4 ай бұрын
Powdered Sugar is wayy better than this tho
@leah78174 ай бұрын
powdered donuts is actually one of the best weird bsd fanfics
@Spacegirlplays07314 ай бұрын
@@leah7817 fr
@EnbyandAnarchy4 ай бұрын
Powedered sugar isn’t even that bad compared to this one tbh, it’s kinda in a messed up way a little wholesome? Unlike I love atsushi, which I feel like the author of it needs to be studied in a lab