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@colej93316 жыл бұрын
My name gay Jeff lol
@mphomogane45316 жыл бұрын
Jubilee well I know some but they are here in South Africa
@abigailmassey17556 жыл бұрын
fam
@quichofilms6 жыл бұрын
I'm a filmmaker!
@lizzypaints956 жыл бұрын
Jubilee you guys are doing a great thing with these videos they helped me not feel alone I hope they help inspire others aswell to keep going! keep up the amazing work.
@likaism6 жыл бұрын
the weight of feeling responsible for someone’s death is one of the worst and most painful things ever done.
@lhntr25 жыл бұрын
Ikr..
@Better_T1mes5 жыл бұрын
CrayyZen what?
@littlefishiesinthese5 жыл бұрын
It’s not really his fault, but god you would feel bad
@mishi1445 жыл бұрын
So the lesson is don't cheat and don't get with someone you know has a partner. Xx
@Hortonheardahoe5 жыл бұрын
I’m indirectly responsible for my grandmothers death. She had a stroke all alone, the afternoon I decided to stay with my boyfriend. When you have a stroke, your survival rates are based on time. There was no one there to help her or call 911. I should’ve been there and maybe she’d be alive today.
@henloworld5146 жыл бұрын
Honestly reading the comments is more painful and heartbreaking than the actual video
@IndesirableShadow5 жыл бұрын
facts
@Norden055 жыл бұрын
uwu no?
@omgness68635 жыл бұрын
I know right.
@versace82425 жыл бұрын
Both are painful
@AlkaSingh-jp9cx5 жыл бұрын
Yeahhhhh
@kenzylee55646 жыл бұрын
"I think my laughter is to conceal how much of that is real in my own life." Wow.
@positiveturn33045 жыл бұрын
It's a nervous giggle. And that happens to some people uncontrollably.
@Tokiohotel1925 жыл бұрын
@@positiveturn3304 It's terrible when someone misinterprets that nervous laugh with that person finding joy in something
@bannasqaudppl94335 жыл бұрын
Me too I laugh when I'm sad most the time
@andongoodwin565 жыл бұрын
You know through all the comments and the video this one actually gave me chills
@tyr17465 жыл бұрын
u predicted the joker movie
@아나톨4 жыл бұрын
When my parents were going through a hard patch in their marriage, and divorce was on the table, my grandmother told me I had to keep the family together. I put supportive post-its all over the house. I tried to listen to my mom and dad and talk it out. I was 10. That phase has passed, and they’re still together, but now I go through near panic attacks whenever there’s a fight in the family.
@houriamkr32414 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@sheetaljabbala28914 жыл бұрын
i’m sorry that your grandmother put pressure on you to bring the family together when you were only 10. i was asked to do the same at 16 and it was very hard, so i cannot imagine what went through you. i hope you try to heal from your past and lead a happy future
@carolinecamlin3214 жыл бұрын
I went through the exact same thing, but my parents end up getting a divorce. My mom blames me everyday for being the reason of their divorce ( I don't know why), though I was the only one who stood by her side 🙂
@아나톨4 жыл бұрын
@@carolinecamlin321 You did nothing wrong, your parent’s divorce isn’t your fault! It must’ve been difficult for you to stand by your mum through and after the whole thing... It’s good to support someone, but you should stop when it hurts you. Look after yourself and take care of yourself❤️
@carolinecamlin3214 жыл бұрын
@@아나톨 thank you so much, this means the world to me ❤️❤️
@leahsophia60425 жыл бұрын
honestly this comment section makes me wanna be kind to everyone and to never ever be rude.
@jackfavvv02805 жыл бұрын
Why? What's wrong with it?
@yesiam14614 жыл бұрын
@@jackfavvv0280 everyone have their own pain and we don't know how pain is that bcz we not in theirs shoes so.. We have to kind others and understanding each other ☺ (sorry bad english)
@jackfavvv02804 жыл бұрын
@@yesiam1461 What if you are a sociopath and you lack empathy?
@Lost-N-Found-4 жыл бұрын
leah sophia stay that way
@missjamie20274 жыл бұрын
I turned the likes from 668 to 669 lol
@mattthedestroyer28046 жыл бұрын
"The sad thing is suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it down to someone else" -James Kirkup
@kilahpennington38226 жыл бұрын
The sad thing is suicide doesn't end the pain. It just passes it on to someone else.” -James Kirkup (1918-2009)
@joybeyda70106 жыл бұрын
This hit me hard.
@mattthedestroyer28046 жыл бұрын
@@kilahpennington3822 you mind if I edit my comment to that lol
@kilahpennington38226 жыл бұрын
@@mattthedestroyer2804 i don't mind
@oofmcoofy67696 жыл бұрын
Not always. It depends on if the person is hated (Hitler, Vlad the mpaler, child predators such as Jammu-setä, an infamous Finnish old scumbag who confirmedly raped 2 kids and by rumors he raped more but bribed the kids not to tell parents) or just lonely, with all friends gone for any reason, family dead and possibly living in a remote place. Such cases are rare, but possible. The latter may have been why i never got the chance to know my grandpas and grandmas on my fathers side.
@badududu63685 жыл бұрын
IK this is not the saddest thing but hearing my mom or dad cry is like a knife to my chest
@panda33905 жыл бұрын
True
@JillianNoelle5 жыл бұрын
Sir. Daequean Potato 46 years ago I agree with you
@merengue42195 жыл бұрын
same, specially when i know i’m the cause
@maddieslifeag82245 жыл бұрын
Same especially when my mom is crying cause she’s stressed😕
@grim_reaper13585 жыл бұрын
Same I was distant with my parents in the 8th grade and they thought that something was wrong with me,so my dad comes into my room one day and says “you know your mother was crying because she thinks something is wrong with you” & just hearing that was a knife to my chest & just knowing that I was reason that she was crying was the worst pain in the world
@fionaswift45514 жыл бұрын
My brother got sick one weekend and he was just laying on the couch complaining about the pain in his head. I think I said something like “stop overreacting” or something snarky like that. My mom had to take him to the hospital the next night and I went to school that Monday talking to my friends like “oh yeah, he’s just sick or whatever ". I had dance classes later and had to leave early because of my period. My cousin picked me up after I walked home and took me to her house. Around that time I texted my mom who was still at the hospital with him and asked how he was doing, she never responded. My uncle was there and he picked me up saying that we were going to get my sister from her swim practice and then head to the hospital, we both thought that we were just visiting him because we had been used to visiting him in places like that (he had autism spectrum and we used to visit him when he was having problems and had to stay somewhere over night). On our way there he told us that he loved us very much, “You know that you’re like a second daughter to us and we love you very much, right?”. When we got there we saw our aunt outside and she was crying, said he was in surgery to save his life. I called my best friend and she came right away and stayed as long as she could. I saw my parents hugging, they had been divorced since I was 4 and my dad didn’t even contact her, we were their only form of communication for visitations. He survived the surgery and I was so thankful. But he passed away at 2:45am the same night. I held his hand as he took his last breath and I will hate myself forever. I don’t want to make this longer than it already is so i can put what happened in the comments if anyone is wondering. Thank you if you’ve read the whole thing, I really appreciate it.
@rmmbrurlord4104 жыл бұрын
Hey sister , im not very good with consoling but look , i just wanted you to know its NOT your fault. Dont hurt yourself for something you did'nt do intentionally. Every brother and sister is like that. Know that he loves you and you love him too. 💯 May God bless you 😊
@stevenstove62854 жыл бұрын
This made me cry and it’s 3am, I know I’m late but I hope your feeling much better now, I’m sure your brother would like you to be happy
@Aditi-eq1um4 жыл бұрын
I am really sorry for your loss and please don't beat yourself up for that.. he surely knows how much you love him
@martih37364 жыл бұрын
This made me cry, but I'm so sorry for your lost, u should not blame youself, all siblings treat each other like that. He knew u loved him and he did to
@kallurisrinivasulu58954 жыл бұрын
RIP to him 🙏 plz dont blame ur self 🙏❤️🤗 he want u to be happy so plz be happy 😀 he loves u and u loves him so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ so plz be good and happy ❤️🙏😀
@coryv69475 жыл бұрын
The worst thing I ever done was sit next to this girl for a whole year during my sophomore year of high school and never talk to her . I had no idea she was depressed and sad .when I came back from school after the weekend I found out that she killed herself. If only I knew she was depressed I could of done something , but sometimes you don’t know how much things matter till you loose them. So anyone out there struggling and thinking about suicide please don’t because you can always be loved.
@sanakazami5 жыл бұрын
cory vu well u didn’t know about her depression and u may rlly regret not talking to her and potentially being her support. but i think the regret u feel now and learning a lesson from it is what rlly matters and is enough. ❤️
@josephthegod35145 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@char86125 жыл бұрын
@@josephthegod3514 How is that funny to you?
@mustacheman38465 жыл бұрын
Sana Km temper m me ereeeeeeemm Terri mmmeeeeeeee
@baljeet72175 жыл бұрын
@@josephthegod3514 you're a pretty bad troll lmao
@iamanonymous47105 жыл бұрын
My parents were married for 14 years before I was born. They already had a son who was 10 by the time I was born. I was supposed to have a twin sister but when we were born my umbilical cord got tangled around her neck. She was born dead, while I was alive. My mom also died during my labour. After that my dad blamed me for killing not only my sister, but my mom as well... He never showed any sign of love towards me, to be honest he was disappointed on me. We would never call me his daughter.. Fortunately, I had my brother who always supported me and protected me from my dad... If you’re going through a tough time never forget that there’s always a light at the end ✨
@cherubiqueenergy44864 жыл бұрын
I'm glad people like your brother still exist 💛
@Kinoable4 жыл бұрын
poor you, it's not your fault those things happened
@arikween92074 жыл бұрын
Its not ur fault darling:)I love u and GOD bless you my dear.
@atefanayel96764 жыл бұрын
Gacher Isa your father is hurting and needs someone to blame, unfortunately he chose you. I hope you’re doing ok now and I hope you know it’s not your fault even the slightest
@paramjeetkaurmehra56744 жыл бұрын
You're so strong!! You are not alone ❤❤
@coraline42565 жыл бұрын
my biggest regret that i have done is not calling my dad on father’s day, even though he lives across the world and i only see him at least once or twice a year. people told me that all day he would just be looking at his phone in a chair, waiting for a reply from me.
@centauri19395 жыл бұрын
awww! :(( go give him a call and send him a good morning text everyday. He sounds like he loves you a lot! My dad works love hours and I never see him often either, so I gotcha!
@coraline42565 жыл бұрын
K Y M O N O R T S A - i do! thanks for saying! we need more people like you c:
@coraline42565 жыл бұрын
Niranjan Rajesh - sadly no, i just like it’s culture and is learning its language.
@tasnim_15905 жыл бұрын
i love my dad soooo much this is the only comment that made me cry like fr
@zhonglis56995 жыл бұрын
**calls dad immediately**
@grubhubguy96294 жыл бұрын
The worst thing I ever did was tell my cousin where the spare keys to my grandmas car was. No one was allowed to drive that car. but I took that car out all the time. One day my cousin wanted to go to a party, so I showed him where the spare key was hidden. He ended up crashing the car and dying. My family doesn’t know that I told him where the keys were. If I never told him about the spare key, he’d still be here today. He was only 23 years old.
@45mindrive564 жыл бұрын
Its okay bro I know I'm super late but it's not your fault
@user-ni7ui1nk8p4 жыл бұрын
Bob Dole oof size: *large*
@parnikajaiswal36934 жыл бұрын
I hope you're doing ok now❤️
@shane92454 жыл бұрын
@@user-ni7ui1nk8p poor taste
@sophiem37944 жыл бұрын
man... i'm so sorry. you didn't know, but i know that will never take the pain away. i hope and pray you get better and begin to forgive yourself. God bless you. Jesus loves you (i want to tell you that even if you don't believe that He is God. i just want you to know that He will be there for you even when everyone else may leave you. He understands when everyone else won't care to. He's been there for me when everyone else left. YOU are loved and He is ready to forgive you with open arms. that's what changed me.) have an amazing day. there is hope!
@colton80285 жыл бұрын
the worst thing i've ever done was telling my uncle that i hated him, he died in a motorcycle accident 2 days later. i still kinda blame myself for it, he *was* my best friend and my uncle.
@laurajoy43704 жыл бұрын
I know it can be easy for the mind to correlate the timing of his passing with the last time you spoke to him, but I promise you it wasn't your fault. If the two of you were best friends in this stage in life, he will ALWAYS love you wherever he may be. I'm sure he forgives you.
@huna59234 жыл бұрын
You're not a looser my bro
4 жыл бұрын
Everyone said they hate someone they actually love, there is nothing really bad here. Except the death youe uncle, I'm sorry
4 жыл бұрын
@Edward Teach A.K.A Blackbeard what doesnt make sence?
@amishaemma90933 жыл бұрын
It’s not your fault !!
@mushi77565 жыл бұрын
My biggest regret: Not waiting for my best friend so we could walk home together, she got run over by a truck that day.
@nekoz49845 жыл бұрын
Sorry
@reveluv39485 жыл бұрын
ガチャMushi Im sorry 😐 😭😢😢
@mushi77565 жыл бұрын
She’s not dead though.. she’s just in a coma.
@direction79585 жыл бұрын
@@sgmdogs3933 he not wrong tho...
@hibaabukar75945 жыл бұрын
Wth your so rude someone just got run over by a frickin trick and u still have something bad to say about them!!! That shows what a cold hearted monster u are. Smh😤
@robeldaniel92175 жыл бұрын
Comments made me realize how lucky I am :(
@yashmandhan93055 жыл бұрын
The only comment section which made me cry
@troyskywalker23895 жыл бұрын
Same bruh
@andresmcjr5 жыл бұрын
@@yashmandhan9305 pussy, who tf cries reading comments
@gytismaceikis23605 жыл бұрын
@@andresmcjr Dick, who acts like such a douchebag?
@ghassenbenabdallah58994 жыл бұрын
Scrolling through the comment section makes me realize how the percentage of my life to get FUCKED UP, sorry for my realistic
@uni-ve76224 жыл бұрын
The worst thing that I've ever done is making my mother cry, and not caring for her when she needed me the most.
@Jo-qc6mk4 жыл бұрын
Gatcha Uni-ve, Remember that we are NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR SOMEONE’S LIFE AND HAPPINESS. we should be kind and help people. But we shouldn’t carry a burden we were not made to carry
@phoenix-king7793 жыл бұрын
@@Jo-qc6mk bet. I’ve made my mom cry but i legit did not do anything. She just keeps going on and on about how she is going to miss me when I leave. I don’t really miss her when i levae for a week during vacation but i still love her. And I’ll visit home when i leave the house. But it’s annoying. I hate being such a big part of someone else’s happiness
@varalakshmi42433 жыл бұрын
I know what it feels but once your job is finsihed youll be satisfied.
@muskanshah70263 жыл бұрын
Felt it
@anshikarathi33 жыл бұрын
Same.
@laurenswangler30606 жыл бұрын
Bro making someone fall in love with you and then never talking to them again.... how messed up can you be to play with real peoples feelings like that
@huna59236 жыл бұрын
Sorry
@anthonywilliams-hv4yh6 жыл бұрын
honestly if someone is naive enough to fall in love they deserve to get their heartbroken y’all are too soft
@laurenswangler30606 жыл бұрын
anthony williams what happend to u Jezz bro
@anthonywilliams-hv4yh6 жыл бұрын
Amanda Jonson i’m just being honest i mean if you go around desperate to giving your heart to anyone who will take it don’t expect me to cry you a river when you get hurt all relationships will end in pain if you don’t want to get hurt then don’t fall in love it’s as simple as that
@babyedits20046 жыл бұрын
anthony williams Who hurt you?
@ellalloyd76086 жыл бұрын
The guy who hanged himself...tears in my eyes...
@ellalloyd76086 жыл бұрын
@@solitaryconfinement1975 still
@erika6626 жыл бұрын
crazy read head *hung
@ellalloyd76086 жыл бұрын
@@erika662 ok?
@darthwolf25926 жыл бұрын
@@erika662 its hanged when its someone being hanged and hung when you hang your washing up he used the correct spelling.
@Sara-ti5cl6 жыл бұрын
@@erika662 1. ur wrong, it's hanged, and 2. really? that's what u point out
@alexbrill26315 жыл бұрын
Holy it’s a therapy session in the comments
@JohnnyBoy145325 жыл бұрын
Alex Brill love you x
@darlingswaifu16535 жыл бұрын
omg yes😂
@HarinderSingh-dy7pg5 жыл бұрын
Which is good thing in today's world.
@God-sz4pf5 жыл бұрын
😂
@blitzblix94555 жыл бұрын
@Samuel Mills same
@Wiedyy4 жыл бұрын
When I was 11, my dad was in a mental hospital due to depression and would come home on weekend leave. On Sunday night, he came to say goodbye before he was returned again to the hospital but i was too occupied watching a tv show and so just screamed goodbye without even looking at him. The next day, he was found hung in the hospital shower another regret: putting him into a hospital for mental disease (he was 'only' depressed after he lost his job, but had to live with people with more serious conditions like schizofrenia and personality disorders) where he got even more ill, and committed suicide. On top: the mental hospital was suppose to be designed for suicide prevention, yet, never checked on him after he was missing from his room. regrets i will never recover from
@staystudious76414 жыл бұрын
All we can do is learn our lesson and try to be a nice person.
@frazzle6574 жыл бұрын
You were 11. You did not put your dad in a hospital. No offence but you were a kid. Nothing that happened was your fault. You're father was depressed. Saying bye to his face wasn't going to stop him doing what he did. Please don't blame yourself.
@halesalman6204 жыл бұрын
do not blame yourself, you couldn’t have done anything about it. i hope you are doing well❤️
@taranom62074 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss
@phoenix-king7793 жыл бұрын
Forgive yourself bro
@FatimaFatima-gr7ke7 жыл бұрын
"I was 12. War broke out while we were on holiday and during this time I refused to help a girl being raped because I was afraid of the attacker. The next week we were travelling passed to make it to the airport and she was still laying in the same place.. Except she was dead. Not a day passes that I don't hear her crying for help. They've built a petrol station where she was as though it never happened.. or to remind us that we just travelled by when we should've stopped." - A relative from South Lebanon
@GoldCoastCardsBenowa7 жыл бұрын
NO I'M CRYING
@hilalferdaous49477 жыл бұрын
I don't how old you were or if it was even possible for you to help her but I genuinely believe that this experience can motivates you to help thousands of rape victims all over the world. Love
@teun15926 жыл бұрын
Fatima Fatima that hurts my heart
@butcanyoudothis33206 жыл бұрын
r/thathappened
@hunterurban54656 жыл бұрын
Gold Coast Cards hey , you were 12 its not your fault okay ?
@xsuns75085 жыл бұрын
You cant resist suicidal thoughts when everyone around you thinks of it as a joke.
@someonehale88015 жыл бұрын
Same case for me too but eh I'm surviving
@kiwi17615 жыл бұрын
You can resist! I suggest going to a therapist and maybe trying medication. There’s no shame in it almost everyone has to see someone at some point. God loves you and I do to. Never give up please 💕
@ToxicWildPet5 жыл бұрын
I feel you
@xsuns75085 жыл бұрын
@@kiwi1761 im only 14 and i dont know any therapists, also it's a bit embarrassing since my family always see me as a funny and cheerful girl.
@Peachyroooo5 жыл бұрын
It's hard when it feels like no one around you understands how you really feel. I would be lost if I didn't trust in Jesus to help me through everything. With Him I'm actually able to resist suicidal thoughts when they come into my head. Jesus (God) said: "Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28-30
@kiibaba6 жыл бұрын
“He hung himself” that hit me really hard.
@rebeccabonaparte75376 жыл бұрын
It doesn't get any worst than that... : (
@maira11956 жыл бұрын
I feel like the girl had more guilt for the reason that he loved her that much, and his heartbreak was too much to bare. ☹😓
@TactlessGuy6 жыл бұрын
maiya dingle I doubt she feels any genuine sadness, though. She doesn't deserve sympathy at all.
@dankbonkripper78156 жыл бұрын
That was a plot twist, i didnt at all think that was what was going to happen
@emopig41496 жыл бұрын
Riko same..
@fayfalc214 жыл бұрын
i had always been my piano teacher's favorite student. she was this sweet, older lady who had a big wall of books in her piano room. we both enjoyed writing. piano lessons were about piano, of course, but it also felt like therapy. if i was having a bad week, i would tell myself, "on wednesday, my week's gonna get better." about a year ago, my piano teacher was going through a lot of medical troubles. she was only 65, so her doctors were pretty sure they could help her live longer. however, her situation got much, much worse. i first noticed it whenever we baked cookies on christmas, but she couldn't eat any because... well, she wouldn't tell me. i noticed her getting paler, and sometimes she even went to the hospital. one day, i went to my lesson (she still did lessons for me even though she was extremely sick) and i quickly found out that it was not a lesson at all. she sat me down and started talking about how she had stopped all of the medical treatment that was keeping her alive. she said it was because she couldn't live like that anymore, but i'm also pretty sure that she couldn't pay for it much longer, too. she started telling me about how she knew she wouldn't live much longer. my eyes were watering, and i was in disbelief. my mom also came in the room with me. the entire time, my piano teacher was telling me that she was okay with knowing that she would die soon. i didn't believe her. in my head, i was like, "she'll live. everything will be fine, miracles happen. and why would this happen to her, of all people?" it had been a long time of silence, and finally, my mom said, "do you want to say anything? it's okay to cry." i was silent. the next day, i was in my room, listening to music to get my mind off of everything. my mom came in my room, and she was crying. she didn't have to talk, i just knew by the way she was looking at me that my teacher had died. the day before, i didn't hug my teacher one last time, or say"i'm sorry" or anything. i just stayed silent because i thought that everything would turn out fine. i should've taken the chance to hug her for the last time, or, heck, even cry. if i cried, at least she would know that i was feeling something. but i didnt. i was näive that day. i just sat there, stone-faced, because i thought that everything would be fine. that is my biggest regret.
@eviem.69034 жыл бұрын
I'm sure she knew already, Its unfair to blame yourself, people real with grief differently, I'm very sorry for your lost but it's better to remember the good instead if dwelling on your regrets. I hope you see her in heaven one day ♥️
@shamszain83903 жыл бұрын
She definitely knew .. I'm sure ur eyes were speaking before you ..and u were in disbelief .. it's not an easy situation at all so don't blame urself for not knowing how to react ..just remember the good times and pray for her if u believe
@elifdurmus82433 жыл бұрын
Sounds like you were in denial, which is a perfectly common stage of grief... I'm sure she saw beyond that.
@kurushimu28863 жыл бұрын
I'm crying fuck that hurts so much
@annekavanderwoude98683 жыл бұрын
I’m ugly crying right now
@IGleeker7 жыл бұрын
Guys please don’t cheat. If you feel that a relationship is not enough. Break up with him/her please.
@borintobunto65897 жыл бұрын
why did have to say guys? in the video there is litterly a girl who cheated on her boyfriend.and that dude hung himself. a part of me did trigger so hard that i had to go to the balkon.
@IGleeker7 жыл бұрын
borinto bunto by guys I don’t mean the male species I meant guys as in general. Not everything has to be taken so literal dude 😂
@borintobunto65897 жыл бұрын
mb :/ i was just confused and upset. sorry?
@IGleeker7 жыл бұрын
borinto bunto it’s cool.
@dazer16217 жыл бұрын
I said this to my ex when we first were together Didnt stop her at all . Sad story
@anselmahernandez63425 жыл бұрын
These comments made me realize that getting my xbox taken away for a week isnt the end of the world
@noharobloxletsplay17735 жыл бұрын
bruh
@xche3kyx9375 жыл бұрын
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
@RosemaryTurner20025 жыл бұрын
Anselma Hernandez Lmaooooo
@noonecaresworkharder91254 жыл бұрын
Lol I realized getting my car taken away for a month isn’t a big deal at all.
@sanriio93444 жыл бұрын
I got my phone taken away for a year once, and it was for slamming a door in the house.
@cc-co3gk6 жыл бұрын
One of the worst things I ever did was tell my sister "I hate her" which was the last thing I ever said to her before she died 3 days later. It's been 6 years but to this day i still cry thinking about it.
@katja88876 жыл бұрын
Your sister knows you love her
@DissiDiaTunez6 жыл бұрын
Damn dude
@X_DD6 жыл бұрын
For sure she knew you loved her and that you didn’t mean to say this. Please don’t think that it’s your fault. Things happend and people say dumb shit under the pressure. I hope you are okay
@Australiantourforyourdog6 жыл бұрын
Jennism I am sure she forgives you and knew that you really loved her. Think about all the times you also said you love each other over the years.. xx I bet it is thousands by the actions for each other and years together. Sorry for your loss, no one can stop the bad thoughts repeating in our heads :( BUT we can add some good - no GREAT memories in with the bad. Sometimes this helps myself... take care lovely lady. Sending you luv from OZ.
@icarusflies96706 жыл бұрын
Jennism I'm sure ur sister knows you love her and she loves you back. Siblings fight all the time
@nixx12334 жыл бұрын
I'm scared for the day I'll be saying *The worst thing I did* ...
@Ananymousperson4 жыл бұрын
Me too
@imnotyouraveragecuteduck6464 жыл бұрын
Me too..
@flamingaish3 жыл бұрын
Exactly....
@alexandragriseltellovalenz10293 жыл бұрын
@@ozantyson4747 Thanks
@whoevenareyou98953 жыл бұрын
i agree.. i have not done anything that serious or grave in my life yet, and hopefully it stays that way
@coolio64585 жыл бұрын
These comments made me realize that I need to appreciate ppl while they’re here and I really needed that. Me and my sis fight a lot over silly stuff same with my parents I cry all the time that I’m used to it, I hide it with a smile and leave it be. I need to be nicer to my family and listen to them better.I’m so sorry for all of you I know how it feels to lose a loved one and I wish you all the best. 💞
@shawtywilkie97575 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way as you, my friend.
@wellhelltherefellwhuman46375 жыл бұрын
Well said my friend. Cherish every moment you get with other people on this earth because tomorrow is never guaranteed
@bellavanasse77475 жыл бұрын
Wow that’s ironic I have the same exact problem with my family. thanks for being positive
@alicehillman4 жыл бұрын
3 500th like 💛
@tattianarodriguez52415 жыл бұрын
the worst thing I have ever done: not loving myself 9 months later and I am still struggling
@tattianarodriguez52415 жыл бұрын
Isaiah Nieto it sucks. it all begins when people point out what they believe are your flaws. you never think you have a flaw until someone says so
@undertaker11ism5 жыл бұрын
Tattiana Rodriguez Same, insecurities are a pain
@mayaya8865 жыл бұрын
Felt this
@keyanna26335 жыл бұрын
Agreed. 🙏🏾❤
@panda33905 жыл бұрын
Well right now you have time. So do it now. Love yourself. I know it is hard, this is a journey. We all hate ourselves at some points. Physically sometimes too, which is true bur the thing to realize is this us humans; we are nothing short of a miracle inside and out. Even our flaws beautify us once we accept them. Try to love yourself because if you won't love yourself no one else is going to it sounds cliché but it's true. Appreciate yourself. Love yourself with every breath you take. It is hard but it does gets easier. Love you. Peace out
@izzy58455 жыл бұрын
The worst thing I’ve ever done: Not realizing that my friend was suicidal He passed away 01-22-20 Fly high ❤️
@DareToDream8845 жыл бұрын
I just want you to know it isn't your fault. I can't imagine how you feel and I know it's really hard to believe, but it isn't. It's not your fault.
@laylah61925 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry. Please know that it was not your fault. My mom died from suicide and I was too blind to see it. I know the guilt doesn’t go away easy but with time, you will think of all the good memories you had with them instead of focusing on their death. I hope you find a support group you can talk to (there’s FB pages and probably in person). You can try therapy if you’re able to afford it. Hugs ❤️
@adyy4444 жыл бұрын
My beloved bird passed away 1-23-20
@バカ-i5c4 жыл бұрын
Fly high...
@izzy58454 жыл бұрын
Laylah Thank you for all the support 🤍 losing him was very hard but I can’t imagine how hard it must have been for you to lose someone who as so connected to you. you are a very strong person, I respect that
@binchook32454 жыл бұрын
The best thing I’ve ever done in my life is putting down the knife that could end my life please get help guys your worth it
@binchook32454 жыл бұрын
@@teruterutheloveofmylife2679 that's lovely your right!
@lucywhite50004 жыл бұрын
Not everyone is a tough as you
@emptysekai4 жыл бұрын
i am very proud of u 💕
@binchook32454 жыл бұрын
Thanks for all this I agree that we should all love ourselves but we should probably stop cuz this might get put on r/im14andthisisdeep lol but this subject is a topic that is still a problem and if you notice someone In this phase then keep a eye out for them 🥰
@snivygreen22164 жыл бұрын
@@binchook3245 I’m glad that your still alive.
@poppyt26827 жыл бұрын
That one about medical bills really hit a nerve with me. I've had various health problems and was in and out of hospital in my late teens but lucky for me we have the NHS in the UK. You shouldn't ever be put in a situation where you have to decide if getting medical help is worth the cost and no one should have to bankrupt themselves for their health, something that they often have no control over.
@lizzielewalski98687 жыл бұрын
Poppy T When I heard that I immediately said to myself "this is why we need universal healthcare". How sad is it that the person wouldn't have died because of their medical conditions but because of suicide. I have multiple chronic illnesses and stay in the hospital fairly often. I can't imagine not having as great of the healthcare I have, and I'm not even the worst case. My heart breaks knowing people think about this when already going through a tough and exhausting time with their health.
@clwejse7 жыл бұрын
Reading your comment makes me so grateful that I live in Denmark, where being sick and getting taken cared of at a hospital is completely FREE. We have none of the worries that some people have about health, and that really hit me!
@johanna__42997 жыл бұрын
I’ve been in and out of hospital for a couple months for various medical reasons and it’s one of the worst feeling of guilt I have ever had. I don’t know how to handle it because I have no choice in going to hospital. Have any tips? Edit: I don’t have free healthcare we have to pay the bills☹️
@poppyt26827 жыл бұрын
YoYo Friedes I’m so sorry your going through that, it really difficult not to let it get to you. As far as guilt over money is concerned I had free health care so I’m not sure what to suggest other than to try and remember that your health is important and having money is nothing if your not healthy enough to enjoy it. I’ve had so many issues with having to call in to work sick and I always feel guilty for letting people down and for “wasting” a day of earning money I really need but I remind myself that my health, both physical and mental, has to be prioritised or it will just get worse. When I was in and out of the hospital as a teenager the best thing I did to keep my spirits up was to find things I was capable of doing while ill and really throwing myself into them. I couldn’t do anything physical so mostly read a lot and really go into my school art work. I think doing something creative is quite rewarding so that helped, and as a bonus it got me an A* for my GCSE art. I hope you feel better soon and just try and stay positive, having someone to talk to about your worries and concerns is also important so don’t keep it all bottled up.
@reebee42227 жыл бұрын
:-( all very sad. I'm reading comments above and many go through difficulties due to medical expenses. i've had my fair share of multiple hospital trips and admissions and honestly... my biggest wish is for me to have good health
@allymills70895 жыл бұрын
Our biggest regret: Not spending enough time with our loved ones....
@winona36524 жыл бұрын
facts.
@nemoh16494 жыл бұрын
agree!!!
@goaway93104 жыл бұрын
Well, not me. I spend half my time with family (besides school) because we see them a lot
@metromakeitboom76574 жыл бұрын
Yh even when my parents annoy me I always want to stay calm cuz the pain of losing them gets closer closer everyday I wake up so got to make the days count
@disinigrate85183 жыл бұрын
fr ! facts
@Maya-ij3zu5 жыл бұрын
When I was 12-13 , I missed my grandfathers funeral because I didn’t wanted everyone to see me cry , and neither wanted to believe that he’s actually gone It’s my biggest regret and since that day I pray and talk to him every day a few months ago He appeared in my dream and said he forgives me. It took him three years but I will never forgive myself
@nintendodude59345 жыл бұрын
Yo dog I think that’s actually him like in ur dream. That’s deep
@Aditi-eq1um5 жыл бұрын
I want to try this and talk to my grandfather through prayers...but I can't... I don't have so much courage to talk to him even through prayers..if he will listen he would hate me because I never felt any emotions untill he died... Because the thing is, he was sick bedridden for almost a year because of paralysis and whenever I met him I don't know why I never felt that pain he must be going through... I mean I loved him alot! But still.. my brain always shields me from sadness and pain and I ignore everything bad happening around me.. one time when I was leaving for my home after visiting him.. when I went to meet him(for the last time) he started crying... Though most of the time he was oblivious to what's happening around him... And since he was always connected to some equipments I didn't hug him cause I was scared to mess up the equipments and harm him and then getting scolded by the elders... I regret that to this day cause after some months he died.. I went to his funeral but I was not moved at all.. after some weeks the realisation came to me that my loving grandpa is not there anymore... And I used to cry everyday for few weeks... It was so difficult to write this with these tears in my eyes..
@billieshomies83815 жыл бұрын
Dude bro same thing happened with me. Same 😳
@Zeke14605 жыл бұрын
Bruh. U gotta forgive yourself. I doubt your grandpa would want u to be constantly sad and guilty over it. I doubt it took him 3 years to forgive u. He probably did as soon as you felt bad about it, (or even earlier) but couldn’t tell u bc of the whole being dead thing. I bet he’d give u a pat on the back and tell you that it’s ok.
@sham015 жыл бұрын
Dead people appearing to you overall, I think that’s illegal
@krishashakya444 жыл бұрын
My biggest regret would be talking to my dad rudely so many times and not telling him how much I love him how much he meant to me and now I can't.It's been 7 months we lost him and I miss him
@aurorabozziguastini3133 жыл бұрын
same, but time heals everything ;)
@shubhipathak41053 жыл бұрын
Oh my God.. just exactly what happened with me. Exactly 7 months and 3 days back from today 17/10/20
@mominakhan78883 жыл бұрын
it actually makes me want to say my dad iam sorry and i love him alot
@shubhipathak41053 жыл бұрын
@@mominakhan7888 please do that
@mohammedkhanzaffar99492 жыл бұрын
Hey i suggest you give lonely by mgk a listen im sure you'll relate
@m.m.mmolly5 жыл бұрын
I fell in love with my best friend, I was planning to tell her. But she developed an eating disorder and I wasn't aware, she starved to death, before I could. So if you have something you want to tell someone, do it now. You never know how much longer they'll stay.
@sozibrahman85045 жыл бұрын
True that
@williw.58155 жыл бұрын
I feel so sorry for you. This must hurt really bad and I wish you would have had the chance to tell her. This kind of hit home for me. I told my best friend who has some issues, also with eating, about my feelings only to find out that I was deep into the friendzone. I just regret not being truthful enough to myself to admit that I felt that way because when I did it was already too late. I don't know if I can save this relationship in the long run. We agreed to stay friends but it's not the same anymore since that day I told her. I don't blame her for anything but she means a hell of a lot to me and I'm scared I pushed her away a little now. It also pains to see her developing a relationship to another guy. I don't know how long it's gonna take me to get over this. May your friend rest in peace.
@VJ-ev4uv5 жыл бұрын
If yall was to date. It probably would've hurt worst for you
@m.m.mmolly5 жыл бұрын
@@williw.5815 omg- I'm literally also in love with someone, that 'sisterzones' me. Like my lord do I have the worst luck in the love life. And it's really hard for me to open up, having lost the only person I cared for. But I wish you the best of luck in your case at least.
@williw.58155 жыл бұрын
@@m.m.mmolly God damn, that really sucks but I think a good way to look at this is that neither of you chose your feelings and that I believe there is some love for you out there. Don't go around searching for it at all cost, rather try to keep an open attitude towards the world Who knows, maybe they will have a change of heart? Don't despair and thank you for having hope but I think my case is a lost one and I can live with that. The worst thing is just the social pressure tbh but it's ok
@eisa_61855 жыл бұрын
The comment section is more depressing than the video, it’s breaking my heart.
@miranda22764 жыл бұрын
hairy otter huh?!
@vaniaelizabethespinoza49764 жыл бұрын
hairy otter I’m sure you’ve never had a deep trauma in your life, then.
@vivekghate77834 жыл бұрын
hairy otter you have problems dude
@taylorwindmon15346 жыл бұрын
My biggest mistake was not saying goodbye to my older cousin after visiting. I was in 6th grade and was visiting family in the summer when I left I didn’t give my cousin a hug and I remember thinking that I should get out of the car and hug him.. but I didn’t. I thought I would see him again next summer but he ended up committing suicide. I miss him everyday
@sozibrahman85045 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear
@JulianTheApostateEatingDoritos4 жыл бұрын
"I never told my husband the baby isn't his" oh god I couldn't even live with myself, how does that not eat you alive
@user-ni7ui1nk8p4 жыл бұрын
Oi Bruv imagine being such a piece of crap that you do that to your own husband.
@user-ni7ui1nk8p4 жыл бұрын
@@devanarayanan1243 your point?
@pickelricky3 жыл бұрын
why isnt this a really high comment? omfg that is so UGH idk how to describe this feeling, THIS IS WHY I HAVE TRUST ISSUS, and this is why i will do so many dna tests to my kids if i will have them (hopefully). i can just hope that dude do have a biological kid to procced his genes, and one day he will find up ASAP and dump that....im not gonna cuss cuz there isnt curse word for this kind of woman
@pickelricky3 жыл бұрын
@@LeiaCariappa-zk9yt are you....trying to justfiy her? i gusse no but i didnt get the point of ur comment
@pickelricky3 жыл бұрын
@@Some_guy_passing_by if she makes it a fuss she wont be a wife.
@unoriginal_name45765 жыл бұрын
"I didn't want my parents to suffer through paying my medical bills anymore". This is why all healthcare should be free, people will go into debt to keep their loved ones or themselves alive.
@CK-jm7sq4 жыл бұрын
It's awful when you think of it in that way. How is a piece of cotton worth more than a life?
@pippetandpossum4 жыл бұрын
Nothing is free. The cost just gets passed to someone else.
@krukowstudios36864 жыл бұрын
That is one of the major advantages of living in Denmark.
@yesiam14614 жыл бұрын
Bcoz doctors help people live again so we have to pay them as thanks for saving life (my English bad I'm so sorry🙇🏻♀)
@tommy_pasti4 жыл бұрын
Here in belgium healthcare is free and it is a way better system than in for example america.
@leoheywood21206 жыл бұрын
The worst thing I've ever done: I had a fight with my friend. She texted me an apology on Christmas day but I never replied because I was still angry with her. She died of unknown causes two days later.
@saiak33316 жыл бұрын
IndigoCat I have no words but it wasn’t your fault
@ariellak50885 жыл бұрын
@xOr that’s kind of personal but it might have been a sudden death
@DarkWolfJr10005 жыл бұрын
It must be tough living with something like that. However think about it this way, she reached out for you even though you guys had a fight. In my opinion she had to have considered you a really good friend to push all of that aside and text you. You shouldn’t feel bad or guilty, she still had good memories of you when she passed. Don’t be so harsh on yourself. You need to forgive yourself. That’s what your friend would have wanted, right?? :)
@godaughter40445 жыл бұрын
Oh my. Find Jesus.
@naumeshojha10835 жыл бұрын
Thanks, you helped me a lot. I had a fight with my Best friend a year ago we haven't spoken since. I am going to text her now only cause I read ur comment.
@urfavoritemineral5 жыл бұрын
My biggest regret in life is being “weak” and letting others take control of me
@laurajoy43704 жыл бұрын
same
@nemoahmed14434 жыл бұрын
unfortunately same 😐
@Zoe-ut9zt4 жыл бұрын
It's happened to me with a stranger...
@Mika-dq6xr4 жыл бұрын
Same
@lionofjudah83374 жыл бұрын
Yo- this comment was me in 6th grade
@Mimi-cg5oo4 жыл бұрын
The worst thing I've ever done: I broke up with my gf, we were best friends so I thought that was enough. I tried to be supportive but talking of our past realationship made me uncomfortable so when she'd bring it up id get angry. I shouldn't have, I should've supported her more. But I didn't realise, I was too self centred. She hung herself, it was my fault, but she was the best friend I've ever had. I feel my soul being ripped apart
@user-ni7ui1nk8p4 жыл бұрын
Mimi not your fault. You had the right to be mad if it made you uncomfortable and was awkward. I’m sorry for your loss but it wasn’t your fault chief stay strong ✊
@devanarayanan12434 жыл бұрын
F
@devanarayanan12434 жыл бұрын
Thats so dark
@isabelkeating54844 жыл бұрын
Mimi, I really feel for you, but suicide is never anyone's fault, you really musn't feel guilty about this. You are not responsible for her suicide, the thoughts and mental ill health that lead to such an extreme act are in many cases near impossible to read in another person. Grief is terrible for making you feel guilty. You are a compassionate person. Be kind to yourself and honour her memory by knowing you deserve love.
@annonomus14393 жыл бұрын
Forgive yourself
@bubunaASMR7 жыл бұрын
About The story of the guy who hung himself , I can't imagine the regrets the boy is having that's eating him alive
@jordynsmith13837 жыл бұрын
not only the guy who wrote it but also the girlfriend who cheated on him must feel awful too
@createdaccount6237 жыл бұрын
B ikr
@dadidu33187 жыл бұрын
Lmao they deserved it. No one should do that and the dude probably had other problems too and loved her very much. I dont feel bad for them and especially the girlfriend. What the fuck lmao, im pissed at her
@mero83517 жыл бұрын
B That's a horrible thing to say. The regrets in my life are real and I think about them often. However I have never done anything that bad before and to feel the regret they must feel for the actions they cannot take back must be immense. No one should have that burden.
@alidi137 жыл бұрын
Yes, so sad
@jumanahidris74326 жыл бұрын
I laughed at my Dad as he cried over his dead brother. I was a sexist four-year-old and I thought grown men shouldn't cry. I can't believe I was so callous and so cruel. If I could go back in time I would hug him and comfort him and tell him I was there, but I didn't. I hate myself for that. I know I was only four, and my father has probably forgotten, but I have not. The memory horrifies me every time.
@michellej40086 жыл бұрын
U know.. its your old self.., its not u anymore, please forgive that kid on your past Back then when u're young, u dont know yet what truly wrong n right, u're still kid, u have sexist view bec of what ur experience back then, its not ur pure intention And we all human anyway sometimes we do wrong things, we learn everytime Just tell ur dad u love him and sorry Its my point of view and excuses for my english I really wish u all the best
@jumanahidris74326 жыл бұрын
@@michellej4008 Thank you, man. I'll try to move on from that experience. I have talked to a counselor about it, and she said "Really, how much emotional intelligence to you think a four-year-old has?", and that actually made me feel a lot better. I think there will always be that little bit of guilt, but talking openly about things makes them seem less important. Thank you for your comment, it means a lot.
@h.s.62695 жыл бұрын
You can still apologize to him for it, can't you? To get closure for you.
@jumanahidris74325 жыл бұрын
@@h.s.6269 I don't think he knows. Besides, his forgiveness still won't make me stop feeling awful about it lol. I try to be nice and hope it's okay. It's actually been a lot better lately. :)
@codename4955 жыл бұрын
You were four, expecting a four year old to hold up to adult values isn’t realistic.
@mylifewithfriends62716 жыл бұрын
I can also relate to the one where the guy wanted to die because he didn't want his parents to have to pay for his medical bills
@onkelknolle37266 жыл бұрын
MyLifeWithFriends murica
@eikomi6 жыл бұрын
MyLifeWithFriends same
@rahulranot81926 жыл бұрын
Same
@sarahebrahimi89676 жыл бұрын
That's why you live in Canada :)
@MrGarruk1236 жыл бұрын
fucking America
@morgan7234 жыл бұрын
Worse thing I done was being blind. I do not mean blind as in " I need glasses" My best friend was fighting a eating disorder for 3 years infront of me. It stared when we were both on 6th grade. We would hang out on the cafeteria and she would eat little to almost nothing. Never thought of it. I would see how she would struggle to carry her backpack. Never thought to much into it just help her sometimes. She would hold her pencil and noticed how shaky her hand was. Brushed it off thinking she was nervous. We had a tickle fight and noticed that she lost alot of weight. I stayed silent and did not mention it. The on 8th grade I noticed she was to pale for my comfort and ask her. She broke down crying and pulled me to the restroom. She lifted her shirt and I would never take that image out of my head. She was just a skeleton. I felt like if I touched her I would rip her skin. She told me to stay quiet. I did. I stayed quite for a month until I can not hold the guilt and told the counselor. She is getting the help she needs but I can feel so guilty of not noticing sooner. I feel guilty for being so blind. I feel like the worse friend she could ever had. Edit: thank you for the kind words. I still feel guilty but it has gotten better. My best friend is still in recovery but is doing way better. So yeah we are both doing well. Again thank you for the kinds words. You will never know how much it means to me. Please take care of yourselves
@SuperYellowcats3 жыл бұрын
We can’t always tell what’s normal/healthy and what’s not. I’m happy you got her help and I hope she does better. Just remember that even if she becomes a pain to be friends with it’s probably because she is struggling. It’s not your fault for not noticing but the best you can do now is hope and be there for her. Just being a friend is enough.
@mizoyarol98733 жыл бұрын
Meanwhile she feels you are the best friend she ever had.
@iatebambi3 жыл бұрын
You might have saved her life that’s a good thing
@forgor44103 жыл бұрын
Not your fault, it would be your fault if you were judgemental
@litaartwolf75063 жыл бұрын
@Hell0 Hi On may 5th I watched my mom die and on Monday(3 days later)I went to school with a smile on my face as if nothing happened. What people say and put on their face doesn’t matter, it’s all about what they do. You should have a serious conversation with her and if she doesn’t listen to you, you might want to tell someone. Even if she hates you for the rest of your life at least you’ll know that she’s ok and not in pain anymore.
@bustbust496 жыл бұрын
damn these are all so deep. i was expecting "shop lifting" or "vandalism" but naaaah
@virekin0t7196 жыл бұрын
Bust Bust 4 same dude. These are way deeper than I expected.
@kw6726 жыл бұрын
i shoplift regularly
@hi-tb5ev6 жыл бұрын
Kesh Wang stop, its not worth throwing your life away like that.
@amyp40375 жыл бұрын
the worst thing i’ve ever done is not be there for my disabled brother, he’d always come up before he went to bed into my room and tell me he loves me. i used to be embarrassed of him because he was different from everybody else, i felt as if he wasn’t normal.. when my friends came round my house they’d ask what’s wrong with him and why’s he doing that, i use to say i don’t know but i wish he wasn’t my brother. i regret it now, he died a week ago from his epilepsy. he had a seizure in his sleep so i couldn’t help him. i hate myself now it’s all my fault. i don’t know why i ignored him because in the end he was my brother and i didn’t show the love and affection he showed me rip tyler i love you
@iamsherlockedhello19625 жыл бұрын
Wow, that one hits me really hard. My brother is 18 and has autism. He is able to eat and bathe by himself, but he sucks at interacting with people. Also he needs that every single thing is perfectly calculated so he doesn't have to deal with unforeseen circumstances, otherwise he starts crying and having anxiety. That means asking forty questions (sometimes the same question) before going to school for example. The thing is that I am studying East Asian Studies at University and I would really like to live in China or Singapore in the future. But my parents are very old and I am the one who's going to take care of my brother. So I feel like I'm wasting my time. I live in an illusion, everyone tell me that I'm going to work or even built my family there, but c'mon that's not going to happen, no matter how optimistic you are. I LOVE my brother, I promise. I am one of the few persons he says "I love you" and doesn't get nervous around. That makes me feel special. That's why I hate the fact that sometimes I just wish he wasn't my brother.
@iamsherlockedhello19625 жыл бұрын
Also I'm so so sorry for your brother. RIP I hope you the best darling. If you need someone to talk with, just tell me. Have a nice day
@abbyheehee76875 жыл бұрын
Wow.. my half brother is named Tyler (RIP Tyler)
@ariellak50885 жыл бұрын
My brothers name is Kyler and I did the same thing. I’m glad he’s still here and I’m able to give him the love he deserves. My friends always made fun of his weight but now I realize that shouldn’t matter.
@sanu19085 жыл бұрын
i am so sorry to hear this. try to feel better, i have a sister with autism and she asks me to talk to her more. reading this i realize to do so thank you rip tyler love from the other side of the world 🌎 ❤️
@anne68587 жыл бұрын
this literally gave me a life lesson
@CowboyRodeo7 жыл бұрын
Marieanne Grace with what
@anne68587 жыл бұрын
with life
@trinitysparks15367 жыл бұрын
Marieanne Grace meme
@shesgettingrevenge58537 жыл бұрын
Dark Warrior why dont you shut the fuck up.
@mordecaislicecock14967 жыл бұрын
Marieanne Grace shit life
@sultanarahman27803 жыл бұрын
One thing I regret the most and forever will is thinking my parents loved my brother more then me. When I was younger I had a brother who had health problems, he couldn’t walk or talk. He basically couldn’t do anything so my parents were always around him. I always felt kinda jealous since he got all the attention but I still cared for him. One day I went to school and my aunt had to pick me up. Usually my mom would pick me up with my aunt so it was strange. She dropped me off at my house and my dad took my to the door, after they said their goodbyes he went to the kitchen to talk to me. He said my brother had a heart attack at school and is in the hospital with my mom. When I heard this I fell to the floor and started crying, my dad tried to comfort me and soon then we got ready to go to my aunts house. My aunts offered me to eat something but I refused, the only thing on my mind was seeing my brother, fearing I could loose him. After my dad and unclad ate we went to the hospital, I say my brother lying in the hospital bed and hold his hand. For the past 2 days I didn’t go to school, I was in the hospital with my brother. I was in the room drawing until both my parents and a doctor came to talk to me. They said they have to pull the plug, they didn’t want him to suffer. I started crying my cousins tried to comfort me and say, “ Don’t worry, you have use we are you siblings! “ and I just kept crying, but in my brain I didn’t want another sibling, m6 brother was the only sibling I want. The next day I was in another room and my cousin called me for something. We both went upstairs and I realized we were gonna say by to my brother. Everyone was reciting and praying and crying, I didn’t cry I couldn’t, I don’t know why but I just couldn’t. We then pulled the plug and my family broke apart since m6 parents fight everyday and I fight with my mom. My brothers death changed me mentally and physically since I started turning skinner and skinner and I never was interested in things, I hated going out and I just hated life in general, and I still do. Every time I head someone saying, “ Ugh my sibling is always annoying! “ it triggers me that when their siblings leaves them they will be heartbroken, it’s like your other half leaving you. Always love your siblings, you never know when they be gone.
@dnk4513 жыл бұрын
Very true, siblings are important, it will get better for you ♥️
@biancacaaamendoozaaa52353 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry to hear that, I’m not the best at comforting people but I really hope you’ve been doing so much better, and if it hasn’t don’t give up cause it will get better eventually ❤️:)
@someone-x643 жыл бұрын
Stay strong 🥺
@misoliving89502 жыл бұрын
I hope you're okay and you're doing well. I just wanted to say don't hate yourself or your life which is easier said than done. I have a sibling and if I was your brother I'd hate it, if my sister just stopped doing life like she used to from the pain of losing me. And I don't think your brother would want you to put you on hold either. I think you should live life to its fullest so one day when you see your brother you could tell him about everything you've learned and everything you saw; just so he can tell you how he was watching over you rooting for you the whole time. Life is unfortunately short but love, and the gift to experience someone's life up close lasts forever. Thank you for sharing I'm sure you're brother was/is amazing may his love and spirit live on in you. 💜😊
@eleriamirayse6859 Жыл бұрын
It depends on the relationship with your siblings. If I say my brother annoys me I wholeheartedly mean it. We do not have a love-hate relationship, we simply don't like each others presence and there are no exceptions to that. If he died there would be nothing to grieve about.
@jordyn87845 жыл бұрын
i wish i had more friends as supportive as this comment section edit: i just wanna say that i love and appreciate you guys so much
@cloudytearz43655 жыл бұрын
Well we can be your friends! :D
@maxderholzrusse73015 жыл бұрын
I wish i had just one person in my town that loves me how i am
@jordyn87845 жыл бұрын
@@cloudytearz4365 :))
@jordyn87845 жыл бұрын
@@maxderholzrusse7301 :( im sorry
@gostpurp5 жыл бұрын
Jordyn right lol
@miko41185 жыл бұрын
The worst thing I’ve ever done is telling myself I’m not worthy of love because of how I see myself. I think my biggest regret so far is hating myself for other people’s expectations of me. And I can’t help but still thinking bad about myself every single day. That would be my letter
@theindigoshow1675 жыл бұрын
Tbh I feel the same way except everyone loves me and is there for me but I just don’t feel good enough
@norahroselle4 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry
@lazay4o14 жыл бұрын
"You are enough!" Just repeat that over and over again, because you are enough. That's the truth. Stay safe and remember that you always will be enough
@Eva-hh2kt4 жыл бұрын
God bless you stay strong your incredible and worth so much!
@_myrrhjeon19874 жыл бұрын
Me too , i feel like I'm a huge disappointment to my parents since everyone around are talented etc . I hated myself so much that even when people used to bully me i thought i deserved it , I'm Still trying to love myself its been a year .
@Anny-me9ny4 жыл бұрын
I notice re-occurring theme in these stories both in the comments and the video. Somebody requested a small favour or wanted something but the person declined and so they killed themselves. It’s strange how impactful the smallest of actions can be the breaking point between life and death for someone.
@rosegangsta45313 жыл бұрын
i dont think that the person not doing that little favout was the reason they killed themselves. suicide doesnt come to mind just because your friend is not answering your phone.
@urugozo3 жыл бұрын
No, but it might have stopped it. Which is why the other person usually feels remorse.
@Driga_2 жыл бұрын
That small action is the last drop
@misoliving89502 жыл бұрын
Yeah Mental health is real and some people still go through it today, that's why you should do everything in love and be honest with yourself when it's hard to love. It's okay to take a break, it's unfortunate that society punishes us for that though but we're getting there slowly but surely as a society we're progressing 💜
@adude65682 жыл бұрын
Is love and support a "small favour"? Because it sure doesn't seem so to me
@taereungie4146 жыл бұрын
*this one thing i did a few years back is killing me. I accused my own grandfather of lying when he actually wasn't. And after he died, i feel guilty everytime i think about it and just hate myself more and more. I shouldn't have said that. I shouldn't have hurt his feelings. Just wanted to let it out. I wish i would've apologised before he died*
@drawingit98366 жыл бұрын
Jimin's Flexible Neck everyone makes mistakes that's okay. Let go of this feeling and pray for him that he is in a good place now
@hannahdunn53936 жыл бұрын
@@drawingit9836 we all make horrible terrible awful mistakes. I know your grandfather would be proud of you, owning up to it even if it's just on the internet.
@lunamincara71686 жыл бұрын
one day, he'll return to tell you that he has forgiven you
@chai.pi36 жыл бұрын
I told everyone that i was born in America when actually i was born in Busan, South Korea... Whenever my friend's came over to my house i told my mom and dad to not come out of the room Because i was ashamed that they didn't know how to speak English..
@chai.pi36 жыл бұрын
Just a random soul awwwwww im sorry, and yeah i felt bad and depressed because i lied😭
@Straxus6 жыл бұрын
2:01 "Good for him" YES this guy knows what's up. If you ever catch someone cheating on someone you care about, tell them immediately. You have to tell them as soon as possible so that they can work out how they will move on instead of wasting their time with some scum who doesn't love them back. If you care about someone's well being then it's always your place to let them know that they are being lied to. It hurts to be cheated on, but it hurts more to know that nobody tried to help you when they knew.
@notabot35186 жыл бұрын
White yeah. Speaking from personal experience, it surprised me who ended up telling me out of my friends. Somebody I didnt even really get close to or even talk directly to, but he empathized enough to let me know
@jenniferd26966 жыл бұрын
IDK, personally, I would rather have the person cheating on me tell me. I would want them to own up to their mistakes and tell me their intentions. Do they want to leave me or stay? Then I can decide that for myself. If I was the one who caught someone else cheating, I would black mail them with the proof so they would tell their partner the truth.
@notabot35186 жыл бұрын
Jenalicous see, id prefer that too. But if you dont have the choice of knowing or a partner who would tell you.. I'd like someone to tell me
@vishvumsriram47896 жыл бұрын
W
@jenniferd26966 жыл бұрын
not a bot Agreed. If those weren't an option, then someone should tell me
@shailaisrat21055 жыл бұрын
My grandma used to get scared at night in her room so she wanted me to stay with her but I used to get annoyed and barely stayed with her in night then before dying she got really ill and was at hospital for more than 2 month and when she died I cried a lot and now I'll never find her beside me. I'll never be able to stay with her anymore. I know she really loved me.
@panda33905 жыл бұрын
It's okay....she loves you.
@shailaisrat21055 жыл бұрын
@@panda3390 Thanks 💕
@wendylynnquinde8344 жыл бұрын
These comments are actually gonnna make me cry
@shailaisrat21054 жыл бұрын
@Siyara Vlogs Thank you for those kind words. 💞
@caillienotcali47014 жыл бұрын
The medical bill . . bloody hell america, get free healthcare already
@user-ni7ui1nk8p4 жыл бұрын
CaillieNotCali assuming ur British but yeah ur right
@sofiatoto_yo20684 жыл бұрын
@@user-ni7ui1nk8p , probably because of the "bloody hell".
@user-ni7ui1nk8p4 жыл бұрын
@@sofiatoto_yo2068 yes
@bageda31093 жыл бұрын
Breaking a leg or arm can be a big burden for the family over in america but ‘’mURIcA HomE OF ThE FReE’’.
@3thalluing3393 жыл бұрын
@@bageda3109 and people still become patriotic speaking about aMeriCa lmfao
@god-san73995 жыл бұрын
Ive suffered from depression from a really long time. I’m now 19 and I’m also trying my best after 2 suicide attempts. It’s a painful journey but I’m still here.
@breaghwatson59115 жыл бұрын
I'm proud of you
@BeepBop7265 жыл бұрын
@@breaghwatson5911 stay strong 😉
@___Steinn___5 жыл бұрын
Sounds like my own story. Stay strong, we'll win in the end... ✌
@T7d5345 жыл бұрын
Glad you are still here❤
@T7d5345 жыл бұрын
@@___Steinn___ yes you will win !❤
@kathybaaby7 жыл бұрын
So emotional.. so real... I love how deep this series is!
@pawel3227 жыл бұрын
''real'' echsdee
@Kurlyo7 жыл бұрын
Real Deep 😊
@KATMAAA6 жыл бұрын
My grandma came over the day before she went to the doctor for a checkup, and i barely talked to her. She died of a heart attack that night.
@draglout5 жыл бұрын
Bruh moment*
@hawaswaray51485 жыл бұрын
CubeX bruh
@PerpetualPrograstinator5 жыл бұрын
I relate so much. My grandma was back home from the doctor appointment and the last thing I did was have a huge fight with my mom because she made me late going to meet my friends just to help grandma up the stairs. My grandma died that night and I can't stop hating myself for my horrible and selfish last few minutes with her..
@darfishashaikh19385 жыл бұрын
same happened with me 😪
@trasendamonfort44325 жыл бұрын
Sry 4 ur loss MAY SHE REST IN PEACE
@angelatiu12384 жыл бұрын
This comment section just makes me incredibly sad. To everyone who’s gone through tough times or is going through something tough, I’m here for you. Sending a virtual hug to y’all. You can do this!! 💙💙
@Jan_user4 жыл бұрын
Ever since i moved to a private school and not the top student anymore my grandmother keeps telling me i should've stayed in my old school so i could've been valedictorian. Up to this day she tells other people my failures and mistakes and talk behind my back every single day. My mom and dad are abroad and keep telling me to stay strong. I cried just a few days ago because i heard my grandmother trashtalking me with other people,about me handling money in the wrong way and that i spend it on useless things when it was her who always borrows money because she always doesn't have enough for whatever it is she is buying. Im sorry that im babbling about my problems to you i hope yall are good now.
@windows-kx1of3 жыл бұрын
Huggs!!!👉🥰👈
@wd.1278 Жыл бұрын
Corny asf
@jl89736 жыл бұрын
The worst thing I’ve ever done and regret to this day is being in my best friends wedding. A few days before his wedding my grandma fell and broke her hip. She was in the hospital and I went to see her right away. I got her her favorite candy and a soda and myself the same. She was telling me how hot the EMT guys were and I was laughing. She was such a witty, sassy, funny person. My favorite person in the whole family really. I had to be somewhere that day and we had wedding rehearsals and stuff after that so I was gonna be super busy the next few days. Her health was ok so I assumed she’d be just fine. Last thing I said to her was see you when you wake up and left like nothing. She seemed so alive, so funny, herself. There was no chance in my mind that that would be the last time I see her. Well... she never woke up from her hip surgery. She was in a coma for a few days and died shortly after. I was so busy with other things I didn’t go see her in the hospital while she was awake. She never met my now fiancé. She’s the only person in the whole family that would’ve loved my fiancé. That ‘best friend’ whose wedding I was in... he didn’t come to the funeral. He was at home a few blocks away and couldn’t be bothered to be there. I wasted my precious time with her on someone that never cared and wasn’t worth it. I regret not being there. I regret her not meeting my fiancé. I regret not saying more that day. I just wish I could do it all over again and be there and have her meet my fiancé and spend those last few days with her in the hospital. She would’ve loved it.
@cheesenugget98456 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry
@internetexplorer94925 жыл бұрын
Damn. My condolences bro
@insertusername40795 жыл бұрын
That friend seems like a horrid person
@themoneyhive28205 жыл бұрын
This truly affected and touched me man , stay strong man
@Riyaayaa5 жыл бұрын
I can't-
@spilsur5896 жыл бұрын
Can I just say how beautifully modest this channel is? Just imagine if these ideas were executed by Buzzfeed. You don't need obnxious hosts, rapid edits and cutaway shots and a general saturation of trivia. Jubilee, you are fantastic and you've got my subscription.
@girl-di3nn5 жыл бұрын
ES buzzfeed isn’t creative they’re annoying
@OhtheSuffering7 жыл бұрын
Wish these were longer.
@zebastianfrench34237 жыл бұрын
(that’s what she said)
@Jaymee.eve047 жыл бұрын
Zebastian French omg why 😹
@yasmin65994 жыл бұрын
the worst thing i have ever done : i told people to love themselves , but i don't love myself and i hate myself
@richhhhhamiri3 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️you’re special. I know it may time to learn that, but please don’t stop trying.
@flamingaish3 жыл бұрын
Same
@studiousgirl71133 жыл бұрын
I can feel you
@Narko_Marko3 жыл бұрын
stop using social media, delete every app from your phone, use internet for only an hour a day for entertainment or to read e mails and stuuf, no fap, get hobbies and stuff like that, it really helps
@iamaboredpotato20073 жыл бұрын
@@Narko_Marko This is actually such a nice idea I will work on it ... Thank you
@ryaaaaaaaan71157 жыл бұрын
*t h a t s d e e p m a n*
@josephmalone96186 жыл бұрын
Feels bad man
@harryvahjyna58216 жыл бұрын
RyanHardt *B A L L S D E E P*
@flamingaish3 жыл бұрын
Yes it is
@francescapool97336 жыл бұрын
I know yall are taking about how deep the hanging one is and I agree but can we talk about that one about the medical bills? Doesn't that show how messed up the health care system in america is? That shit was deep
@LegendaryGooseling6 жыл бұрын
ugh potatoes yeah let’s just have free health care like Canada so everyone can pay medical bills in their taxes even if they never go to the hospital (sarcasm)
@Liliana-ru6nw6 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/gaW4aJ6JpKl0qq8 I think this is the girl that wrote that ...
@kylestyyle9876 жыл бұрын
AlexStealsMemes Fair enough if you feel that way. But to me, that's a price I'd be much more happy to pay as a taxpayer than other things we pay for right now, like say, funding the eight bullshit worldwide U.S. military interventions that do no good for our country's people or the rest of the world.
@itsok99216 жыл бұрын
kylestyyle987 well said👏🏼👏🏼
@Cameron-hu6hg6 жыл бұрын
AlexStealsMemes Everyone goes to the hospital at least once in their lives, everyone sees a doctor multiple times in their lives, at least, think of all the basic things like vaccinations and getting sick as a child. Nearly 2/5 people will have cancer at some point in their lives. The vast majority of babies are born in a hospital, the vast majority of people die in a hospital or in a nursing home. Maybe if you're immortal you "never go to the hospital", but even if you don't necessarily go to the hospital, there are various other services that aren't cheap either, especially if you lack insurance (Think dental, vision, long term care, physical therapy, etc) that place a big financial burden on people of all backgrounds. Still not sold? Throw all of what I said into the trash can, and put your morals and ethics away and put on your thinking cap. Canada manages to cover every single citizen at a cost of less than HALF what the United States spends. That means, per person in Canada, they spend $5000 for healthcare, $3600 being taxes and $1400 being from employers and private funds. The United States spends $11,000 per person for healthcare, $7000 of it being from taxes, and $4000 of it being from employers and private funds. Just let that sink in for a moment. Canada not only spends less than half what the US spends TOTAL on healthcare per person, they pay about HALF the taxes we do for 100% comprehensive health coverage for 100% of the population.
@ug17775 жыл бұрын
my biggest regret: not staying with someone, telling them that they were worth it. not having any idea of what they were going through they killed them self.
@kotanovakota5 жыл бұрын
That's not your fault though they had problems on their own you just didn't know it but sorry for your loss 🌹
@jaredking57374 жыл бұрын
Joke Explained! fuck you
@stephaniepierre114 жыл бұрын
Joke Explained! You’re a horrible person go to hell
@ug17774 жыл бұрын
@@ilovestattrak thank you xoxox i love u baby
@ug17774 жыл бұрын
@@teruterutheloveofmylife2679 thank youuu!!, luckily im doing alot better then i was then. and i know that it wasnt my fault so there comment didnt affect me
@moonblovegood25814 жыл бұрын
my biggest regret: - when a friend's dad passed away in middle school I chose to go home take a nap instead of going to his funeral with her and our other friends. I was always sleepy after school so I decided going home to sleep was more relevant than going to the funeral. we're not close anymore but I think that said a lot about my personality at the time and shaped most of my current relationships trying to not replicate that same mistake of being self centered, cold and absent.
@youdayeonace41456 жыл бұрын
Imagine reading all this depressing stuff then reading a letter from a 5 year old like "I said I didn't eat the cookie but I did"
@jungkooksscaronhischeek77876 жыл бұрын
Lmao
@faire.v3nus6 жыл бұрын
That lightened the mood in the comment section alot. 😂
@Underlaw416 жыл бұрын
This comment needs to get pinned haha
@edith52006 жыл бұрын
what age does☹
@pettysiss32807 жыл бұрын
Time to cry myself a river.
@lilyapple2287 жыл бұрын
petty siss i see you everywhere
@shervana65727 жыл бұрын
I'll help with the crying.
@maya-wm1lk7 жыл бұрын
petty siss ok would you like some tissues?😂😂😂😂😂
@beccawinchester57527 жыл бұрын
petty siss YOU ARE EVERYWHERE HOLY
@ashanti30997 жыл бұрын
petty siss get a tissue
@dk-nu8xp7 жыл бұрын
"He hung himself" I think that one might stick with me forever.
@putsomerespeckonmaname5407 жыл бұрын
same here....
@954Drum7 жыл бұрын
Tori The Busted im still shook
@reynoldsieaunah7 жыл бұрын
same smh
@ashraffmuhd14897 жыл бұрын
Yeah he clearly love her so much
@floriankassner46407 жыл бұрын
He didnt love her so much he clearly overreacted. What is wrong with people who kill themself at this point? Yeah shes a bitch so go on stop crying
@kerimking824 жыл бұрын
2:10 " The biggest coward is a man , who awakens a womans love , with no intention of loving her. " - Bob Marley
@rocketpencil59483 жыл бұрын
Yeah but it's the girls fault
@thimbletouch14377 жыл бұрын
"I made a girl fall in love me with, and never spoke to her again" *THAT, that right there made me cry*
@KM-nt9nj7 жыл бұрын
The Kitchen Sink, So so many people do that. It’s so cruel. I see guys play girls all the time and make them fall in love. My close friend’s crush told her how she was so nice and that she was pretty. Then she told him he liked her and he said (and I quote) “I don’t like you, not even as a friend. You’re messed up and gross” at a huge party.
@seerlifee7 жыл бұрын
Been there
@pottermorechick7 жыл бұрын
I did that to someone else. And I think about it everyday. The reason? My parents have a toxic relationship, my sister's marriage fell apart due to infidelity, and my other sister has no idea her husband has been hitting on me since I was 15 years old. It's left me with a crippling fear of commitment but my biggest fear is ending up alone.
@angryponchos1fan7 жыл бұрын
Bethan May the friend zone is just as much a bitch.
@PorcelainB0nes7 жыл бұрын
Yep, happened to me
@sama-gc6cf6 жыл бұрын
❝︎ *i made a girl fall in love with me and never spoke to her again* that *hurts* man. happened to me 6 months ago and i still like him. i’ve liked him for 2 years... my heart hurts. as soon as i heard that i started bursting out crying. if you’ve done this to someone, u are really messed up
@carlinkag25256 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry you had to go through that. Do you think you'd ever be able to forgive this person?
@gabrielmosqueda30976 жыл бұрын
It's not worth trying to fight for someone who doesn't want to be in your life find someone better and stronger
@infinity-gn9xq5 жыл бұрын
Someone did that to me recently.. He made me fall for him in a short span of 2 months.. And one fine day..completely ghosted me without a reason.. I pretended to shrug it off but at least I deserved a good bye.. Or any kind of closure.. I know I am gonna have serious trust issues frm now on ... Why would a person do that..
@qwwerty3705 жыл бұрын
I messed up💔
@skylovermc21465 жыл бұрын
sama I liked a guy for 3 years and I tried to take my life on March 22 of this year I blocked him it’s too painful
@Faasvaas5 жыл бұрын
Most of these people laugh for a certain reason. Laughing is not always a sign for happiness. In these cases the people just dont know what to express as an emotion since its overwhelming. I know a refugee who laughed while telling the story of his brother getting stabbed by a refugee smuggler. Or in a simpler case just standing in front of people and just laughing your ass off because you are embarassed and nervous.
@AzngameFreak035 жыл бұрын
People cope in a wide variety of ways. Eating, starving, lack of sleep, oversleep, addiction, regression, seeking attention, avoiding the world, it's always an extreme of something or nothing.
@lia87855 жыл бұрын
Faas I’m pretty sure laughing is a way of releasing pain or something like that
@user-vl3xg2uu9r4 жыл бұрын
I always laugh or smile when I am nervous and people take it the wrong way. It sucks.
@Pyroshark3 жыл бұрын
On March 4th, 2020, we were on a school class field trip. I sat next to one of my close friends in the theatre while we watched the play. I talked to this close friend every day through our classes and called on discord and played games together. We would talk about everything, except for his mental health. The next day, on March 5th, he killed himself. His death ate at my soul. Deep down, I feel guilty for not asking him about how he felt. I only realized recently that he never opened up to me or his family in the first place. Even then if I had asked him about his mental health, would he have opened up to me? The painful part is that he was part of my life almost every day, only to just be gone just like that on the next day. He was 15 years old and is now regrettably, a drifting memory. If you are reading this, please do me a favor and take some time to ask your friends and family how they're really doing.
@Morafilmz8883 жыл бұрын
Please don't blame yourself for his death he may have been hurting but don't blame yourself for not asking him you where probably having fun and maybe it didn't seem like he was hurting I understand the guilt you may feel but don't blame yourself
@jjmartchev3 жыл бұрын
May he rest in peace
@chayasuncion38825 жыл бұрын
My Biggest Regret: My boyfriend is jealous with my guy friend which is my bestfriend. He wants me not to talk to him. And I did. After a week. My bestfriend died and I actually regret it day by day. I miss my bestfriend. Really. EDIT: I didn't know this comment will blew up, thank you for all the replies. By the way, this scenario is all way back 2015, my ex boyfriend is already got married. Still, he didn't apologize for all what he did. But, I'm really happy right now. I still miss my bestfriend Karl, and I always tell his stories to my future friends and my friends right now, it's been almost 6 years and the pain is still here but I know he's also happy where he's right now. I love you guys.
@hi-zm6gd4 жыл бұрын
hey you’re loved okay? Please stay positive. I don’t know you and u don’t know me, but what I know is, that you’re a good person. Please stay positive and be yourself. Make the best of it, of your life, live it for your best friend and for yourself. I truly believe in you, I know you can do it. Stay strong! I’m also so sorry for my English
@crystal78784 жыл бұрын
Your best friend will forgive you. Just don't fall into the hole of guilt and depression because it's too difficult to come out of it. It was not your fault.
@ranjana23194 жыл бұрын
Ur best friend will never want to see u in pain! He loves u and looks upon u!!! May his soul rest in Paradise!!!💚
@dalaynamedina86084 жыл бұрын
You shouldn’t have to cut someone off you care about regardless of gender or sexuality just because someone is lowkey insecure!!! My boyfriend knows I have guy friends and respects me and them and our friendship cause I am faithful and we are friends.. God bless you!! Never cut someone off for a man again honey
@huna59234 жыл бұрын
Wow
@o0WitchyWonders0o6 жыл бұрын
My deepest regret is telling my best friend she was over reacting when she had an ear infection. Turns out this lowered her immune system and made her vulnerable to different illnesses. Three days later she caught a rare strand of the flu. She passed away after slipping into a coma for two days. She was completely brain dead for those two days. It took a total of five days to completely change all of our lives. She wasn't even twelve yet.
@aleynawastaken5 жыл бұрын
Nerdy Otaku You were too young to know the consequences dear. It’s not your fault. No one could have seen this drastic outcome coming. Don’t blame yourself.
@lalohernandez74795 жыл бұрын
Alisa Marks I’ve had an ear infection before. Trust me it is one of the worst pain I’ve ever felt in my life.
@trasendamonfort44325 жыл бұрын
U couldn't of known dont blame urself
@josephthegod35145 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@frasermowbray5 жыл бұрын
Joseph Vernon you make me sick
@eastzombie15615 жыл бұрын
30 days ago I was going to hug my grandma (the most important person in my life) and I jumped up in her bed as I always had since I was a baby and I am 14 currently, when I jumped in her bed ( she was bedridden) she started saying “ooo” “oo” so I moved over only to realize I had accidentally tore a little bit of skin off her harm ( my mamaws skin was really easy to tear ) she started crying and instantly I did too as i felt so bad. Even though this was a minor tear that barely effected her I still was sad that I had hurt my Mamaw. Come to find out while she was crying she told me that she was crying so much because of the fact that a week before her mother died this exact same thing had happened to her mom on the same arm in the same location. My Mamaw had a foot surgery the next day which had already been planned and she was worried about it. I told her everything would be fine and that I loved her more than anything. Well her surgery went well and she had to recover at a nursing home. They took her off her blood thinners to make the foot heal faster. Well a week after I accidentally tore the skin off my beloved mamaws arm she passed away in my arms due to a blood clot. This has left me so sad, so sad, I don’t know what to do with myself. First losing the most loving, caring, sweet person in my life and then second, her saying that her mom died a week after her skin got tore and then I was the one that tore the skin off my mamaws arm a week before she died. I can’t live with this. I have a family but the only true person that understood me and truly knew everything about me was my mamaw and I can’t live like this any more. That is not a regret u could say but it is something that makes me sick at night. Edit: I appreciate u guys so much
@irism71185 жыл бұрын
Alex Hall Im so so sorry for your loss I hope you know it’s not your fault and that she’s in peace, I’m sure she loved you dearly💗 stay strong!
@user-trrwvfk5 жыл бұрын
It's not your fault.
@ЕкатеринаТортунова5 жыл бұрын
I believe you should not blame yourself. She loved you obviously, she wanted you to be happy, and you actually should. This was not your fault, and your grief will fade over the years, though now it can seem unbearable. The sadness will stay, but it will not be with you forever. Be strong and remember -- that was not your fault.
@isabelle-eh4pw5 жыл бұрын
this had me crying.
@ruewhiting10815 жыл бұрын
Please stay alive. Please know it’s not your fault. I know I’m some random person on youtube but I want you to know that this world needs you. I hope you can stay strong and i hope you know that people need you on this earth.
@qwertyy7104 жыл бұрын
My biggest regret : Trusting others more than me Trying to become someone I'm not and never was
@Narko_Marko3 жыл бұрын
you should always try to become a better person
@mgsh67885 жыл бұрын
I didn’t hold my dying grandmothers hand. it was like holding a skeleton, cold and thin. I’m so sorry.
@iveferreira44744 жыл бұрын
I _exist We are not good at dealing with death. No one ever taught us, we don't know what to feel. My antie had cancer and I was just SO scared I couldn't even talk to her anymore. Now I forgive myself. Hope you can forgive yourself too.
@meningitisoof8784 жыл бұрын
I _exist ive been scrolling through these comments for a while, this one hit me and made me cry. I hope you can forgive yourself and understand that it was okay to be scared in that situation. Hope youre doing better
@bp-brainproblem4834 жыл бұрын
Atleast u were there
@hi-ey3hy4 жыл бұрын
jennifer my aunt has cancer too. stage three or two idk. and she lives across the country. if it wasn’t for covid we probably could’ve went and visited her. and my grandma recently died too. for this, i’m kinda happy covid happened bc it was during school. and if school didn’t cancel, my whole family probably couldn’t have went. (we went by car. ab 50 hours.)w
@martinlopez47194 жыл бұрын
Same. It wasn’t the worst thing but it still happened to me. I was scared of her but damn she died later that day
@lovemecom38326 жыл бұрын
Whoa! The people who wrote the worst experience of their lives really have strong characters. In 0:45 whoever owned the letter that he read, I hope someday she will do the right thing and be a better wife to her husband.
@christiandavid.17206 жыл бұрын
LoveMe,com she never gonna have a good life.it will crush the father child relationship and she will be the reason and its already late for telling
@bdale52316 жыл бұрын
LoveMe,com We don't know how long ago this started. There are times when it is better to remain silent.
@christiandavid.17206 жыл бұрын
Damien McGonnell yes man,i think god stop making faithful women😅😅some left i suppose
@fictionlover20646 жыл бұрын
You can't just call her a slut.You don't know what exactly went on for her to cheat on him.Or maybe she got pregnant and married him after.Or he cheated on her first.Or there was a period when they weren't seeing each other or they were fighting.For all you know maybe she was even raped.You can't make assumptions without knowing the situation.
@popineryday43786 жыл бұрын
Firstly wife. Secondly, I hope the father and daughter will keep a good relationship and he divorces her when he finds out.
@maxsiehier7 жыл бұрын
"I never told my husband that the baby isn't his" You can't live like that man, not for 10, 20, 30 years! You can't keep that secret without deteriorating along the way. Don't do that! Too late now.
@JsilntParkour906 жыл бұрын
Melon Sauce no, not everyone deserves love.
@JsilntParkour906 жыл бұрын
Melon Sauce Well, I disagree with your disagreement. Not everyone deserves love nor mercy.
@JsilntParkour906 жыл бұрын
Jacob Zondag I'm sure I have a lot to learn but to love, regarding this bitch. She doesn't deserve to receive the love and compassion she had been getting, lying to him and such. Of course, it isn't going to happen because people are dishonest with themselves and disregard the people they "supposedly" love.
@JsilntParkour906 жыл бұрын
Jacob Zondag I'm assimilating anything. Not am I relating my input with any of my own experience because luckily I've been around some good people. What I am able to do is understand a lot of folk. What they've been through and done. Maybe you're just trying to justify some actions you've done with that mindset of yours. Morals and love don't go together? Yes they do, they're based on what we feel no?
@JsilntParkour906 жыл бұрын
Melon Sauce Well, I still feel the same way. Of course, it's dependants from case to case. And people will love who they will love, I'm not saying they can't but regarding the lady in the video. She doesn't deserve the love she gets. I feel bad for her husband and child.
@carolinemussallem93204 жыл бұрын
The worst thing I’ve ever done was cheat on my boyfriend who was the most sweet and pure person in the world, freshman year of high school. It is to this day my biggest regret and I feel terrible for it. It was nothing physical, just nudes, but didn’t realize the repercussions it had on people. He ended up staying w me for a year and then cheated on me many times after that. I’m not sure if I deserved it but I definitely know what it feels like to be cheated on and it hurts. I think about it everyday.
@nanciee28444 жыл бұрын
At least you learned your lesson.
@gojitsar75054 жыл бұрын
@@teruterutheloveofmylife2679 Well said.
@lrdssshmru54713 жыл бұрын
What goes around comes around. I think you actually broke the guy when you first cheated. Not defending cheating but it really changes people.
@erim60353 жыл бұрын
@@lrdssshmru5471 he probably doesn't believe in real love anymore either. There is no real love, it must has a condition
@lrdssshmru54713 жыл бұрын
@@erim6035 cheating changes people . probably turned this poor guy into someone he wasn't.
@BreezyBag6 жыл бұрын
That first one kind of annoys me. First, she cheated on her husband (pretty safe assumption), and second, she let him believe the baby was his. She didn't have the courage to own up either of those mistakes. She couldn't tell him not only that she cheated, but that the baby they're raising together isn't even his. She really should've told him, even if he would leave. That's just the consequence that those types of actions have.
@icarusflies96706 жыл бұрын
TotallyTaco She may have been raped! Don't assume just like that
@eventplanner4616 жыл бұрын
Not to mention the child will never know their real father. I mean damn. If she did cheat that's 3 wrongs you gotta deal with. Wait no..4, because the actual father probably doesn't know he has a child. The guilt she must be dying inside with.
@neverendingstory99546 жыл бұрын
うぜんだよ- I don’t care she needs to tell him. It should be his choice if he wants to take care of a person for the rest of his life.
@icarusflies96706 жыл бұрын
BT BT BTS You should stan You have a point. Ps : whispers *army* 🙋
@neverendingstory99546 жыл бұрын
うぜんだよ- this is not the place but hello
@HeyMel_B7 жыл бұрын
Not telling my grandpa I love him, thats one of the worst thing i have ever done. I don't think I ever did. I still regret that I kept all the anger of when he left with his other family when I was 8. He did a lot of bad things, hurt a lot of ppl, specially my mom and I was angry for that, but she forgive him while he was still alive. I didnt. Not telling him "I love you" was the worst when I realize he was gone.
@onimation84627 жыл бұрын
Melanie Barrientos this story reminds me of Rick and Morty. Sorry about your grandpa tho :(
@malinyutuuub21117 жыл бұрын
Maybe he knew? That u loved him
@amelialock77 жыл бұрын
You not telling him "I love you" was very justified, if that's the worst thing you've ever done you need to live a little.
@n4ttyyy7 жыл бұрын
I feel this. The day before my grandpa died i left his house without saying i loved him and gave him a half assed hug thinking he didn’t deserve it because he was hard on me my whole life. i realized at his funeral he just wanted me to succeed more than anything and I was kind of his favorite. I wish i could just say thank you and I love him
@leninaquino14937 жыл бұрын
Onimation you have to have a high IQ to understand Rick and Morty
@raishps18336 жыл бұрын
If you're here, if you're reading this comment, you are alive. And that means you're strong. Suicide is never the solution, keep that in mind.
@nerdinvader67406 жыл бұрын
Raish PS why not though ?
@raishps18336 жыл бұрын
Nerd Invader 67 well, people always want to live, it's just that sometimes they feel like they don't. People surviving suicide have often told that before they did it (jumped off of a building or took pills) they regretted it. After you've done it, you're leaving behind everyone, hurting them. Often the most successful people are the ones that have been through a lot.
@topiassilvennoinen97856 жыл бұрын
Raish PS Cringe
@raishps18336 жыл бұрын
topias silvennoinen to you maybe, but you don't know how many people actually are depressed and read it. It might help.
@howoriginal53076 жыл бұрын
topias silvennoinen they're just trying to help, how is that cringe?
@oliviazugel74694 жыл бұрын
THE worst thing a ever done was not loving myself and thinking the World be better without me .
@Jo-qc6mk4 жыл бұрын
Nah man, even tho people don’t think they need u, they need u. God made u for a reason, remover that
@oliviazugel74694 жыл бұрын
Rakeb royal AWWWW🥺🥺🥺🥺💕💕✨
@SteelRaider177 жыл бұрын
Love is ... liking a Jubilee video before it even starts, fully knowing, that it is going to utterly destroy you and take you on an emotional roller coaster. . . . Thanks for the ride.
@ussrasmr72037 жыл бұрын
MK Niazi27 Hol up now
@ussrasmr72037 жыл бұрын
MK Niazi27 WAIT
@ussrasmr72037 жыл бұрын
DUDE PLEASE REPLY
@ussrasmr72037 жыл бұрын
MK Niazi27 YO
@SteelRaider177 жыл бұрын
Oh sorry, for not replying earlier. Was busy.
@pettysiss32807 жыл бұрын
I need these every morning so I can let my emotions out before starting my day, please.
@aishasheriff7 жыл бұрын
i feel so refreshed and purified after i have a good cry
@sophiel97297 жыл бұрын
petty siss honestly same I completely agree
@brontepariskent37447 жыл бұрын
I totally agree! so purifying
@jordanarmstrong44537 жыл бұрын
petty siss same!!!!. And do u have an Twitter, cause I saw a comment of yours on that roommates vid. And it was relate able. PLS SAY U DO
@jaysatompson64157 жыл бұрын
Yes this is me I like crying because it gets it all out so I won't cry no more
@scia31077 жыл бұрын
"He hung himself" made me break down.
@Viyolah7 жыл бұрын
Oniscia Bruno sameee
@jaysatompson64157 жыл бұрын
I wanna die
@xHannaHx337 жыл бұрын
Bayleigh Thompson I know how you feel. Trust me everyone goes through a time in their life where ending everything and not feeling any things sounds like the better option. However, you'll have to destroy these kinds of thoughts. Always think of what amazing things you might experience with amazing people if you were to live to see tomorrow. I, personally, am always thankful when I get to enjoy a day after whatever bad thing I get through, because I didn't miss out on it. Maybe you were saying as a joke, and if you were totally understandable, but I just wanted to hopefully give you some hope if you happen to be serious.
@maroonhorizon16937 жыл бұрын
Oniscia Bruno i laughed because i laughed in nervous situations. fuck
@mustanggang5.07 жыл бұрын
Maroon Horizon it’s all fun & games until you actually stop being a kid & grow up
@nito_too_diligent4 жыл бұрын
Worst thing I ever did was not replying to my cousin's texts; she ran into a train >:( 7/8/1996-4/12/2018
@lalalala-oo6sj4 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss
@trashchild59454 жыл бұрын
hairy otter you can feel sorry for someone you don’t know
@aprilcain88464 жыл бұрын
hairy otter dude that’s actually so rude
@ananyajohari23204 жыл бұрын
@hairy otter being sorry for someone is feeling empathy and sympathy for them, which you clearly are incapable of, so maybe this isn't the place for you.
@7rem6764 жыл бұрын
@hairy otter fuck off
@yuseniah5 жыл бұрын
I got blackout drunk and told my mom about the multiple times I tried to take my life, while trying to take my life, I was only 15.
@williw.58155 жыл бұрын
Are you alright? Just checking because that sounds horrible
@hawaswaray51485 жыл бұрын
Did the drunkenness do it?
@Marie-vi8mw5 жыл бұрын
yuseniah I almost did it when I was 8
@sullt7665 жыл бұрын
@MOHAMMAD HASSAN white people drink from early ages, its their culture
@faithhumphreys84605 жыл бұрын
tahir sulleman not really, and how do you know if she’s white
@supremeturtle46205 жыл бұрын
I had a friend who had a lot going on in her life. She would constantly feel suicidal and I would always talk her out of it. One day I was upset myself, and I chose to ignore her for just one time so I can get my own head straight. Because I wasn't there for her that one time, she killed herself.
@cloudytearz43655 жыл бұрын
Supreme Turtle That sucks and I’m terribly sorry. The thing I need you to understand is that it isn’t your fault. You can’t be expected to be there for someone every time they need it, you can’t be expected to put others first. I love you. Wishing you the best.
@heyyou36095 жыл бұрын
Instead of thinking you weren't there for her the last time, think of how you were there for her dozens of times before that and how maybe she wouldn't have lived as much as she did if it wasn't for your help. But eventually you have to realize that suicidal people need professional attention and no matter how much you helped it wouldn't be enough and that not your fault whatsoever
@alimabrok93285 жыл бұрын
Supreme Turtle I’m sorry to hear that yo it’s not ur fault stay strong
@yycphoon13005 жыл бұрын
Karlee Hernandez i understand what you’re trying to say but that’s a really shitty way of putting it lmao
@CiphersWon5 жыл бұрын
That's her fault. She wanted attention. you gave it to her all those other times. You didn't give her your attention once. She killed herself cause she craved the attention. Her fault, not yours.
@kiazoblack.5666 жыл бұрын
The worst thing I have ever done.. I constantly emotionally abused my Ex because I was afraid of commitment, and thought that if I could get her to hate me, she’d break up with me. The last time we spoke before ending everything all together, she said “every time I hear your name, I just puke, and I want to kill myself even more.” And honestly, the guilt of that has never gone away. I never got into a relationship after her for a long time, that was three years ago. Recently, I got a new girlfriend. I try to be the best guy I can be because I’m afraid of hurting her. I emailed my ex a month ago, and apologized for everything. Please don’t hurt someone because you’re afraid of loving them. It only kills their light.
@rdloldalton41826 жыл бұрын
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@shamalamadingdong45366 жыл бұрын
The fact that you admitted to what you did wrong and how you want to change does show that theres some good in you.
@jumanahidris74326 жыл бұрын
I never thought that someone who abuses another person could have a conscience. Thank you for the paradigm shift.
@MusicAndFandoms1016 жыл бұрын
*Please dont hurt someone because you're afraid of loving them. It only kills their light.*
@elriane946 жыл бұрын
You were an asshole, now you recognized it and you're trying to be a better man. This is great dude, everyone deserves a second chance.
@maverickdixon25713 жыл бұрын
The worst thing I’ve ever done was wanting my brother to die during a time when he was suicidal. He was 15 and I was 11 and our relationship was really strained for my entire life before then. I remember my dad taking me and my other brother to the hospital to visit him and I couldn’t help thinking that I wanted him to die. Even through all of the verbal abuse (yelling at me and being overall a jerk) and some physical (hitting shoving and throwing things at me) I still feel bad. It definitely haunts me but I’m beginning to come to terms with it and everything else that happened
@plederfagella97742 жыл бұрын
As an older brother who's gone through mental health issues, and as someone who used to be not so nice to my brother to say the least (I was 13-14 really young l) (my biggest regret of my life) it took years of guilt, and shitloads of alcohol (I had like 5-6 beers within like an hour to eventually breakdown crying saying I was sorry. He forgave me then and there, and a huge weight was lifted My brother and I aren't close, but I feel like thats more to due with personality and interests differences (they vary significantly), but its significantly better now we just are on a neutral basis with another we don't snitch or anything on each other (tho he's straight edge and my total drug count (different ones) now is almost double digits among a host of different things) he turned out much better than I have and I hope he continues to