Tallulah Cries to Philza Because People remind her of Wilbur soot on QSMP Minecraft

[@ezrah3535]

im imagining wilbur coming back all happy to see his daughter and she goes “i have experienced The Horrors and you haven’t been here once for me.” i need that angst in my life.

[@Sillies009]

Same lol 169 likes wowie

[@Space_025]

i dont know if i hate myself or what BUT IM SO EXCITED TO SEE SASLULAH WHEN WILBUR COMES BACK i know its more gonna be like angstlullah BUT YK

[@Sillies009]

@@Space_025 yeah same

[@BunnuDraws]

Tallulah Angst is just drug yk, love it but it hurts so f#cking muchhhhhhh- AHHHH

[@carleehoag4811]

That happens I will be crying so hard

[@aidenbear1233]

gosh tallulah’s admin knows exactly how to break our hearts. tallulah has got to be one of my favorite characters on this server, she’s so well-written and depressingly real. she’s just a kid who misses her absent dad and constantly is just seen as a carbon copy of the man who can’t be there for her someone in the chat put “grief is just love with nowhere to go” and i think that summarizes it perfectly. she loves her dad but she has nowhere to direct that love. all of her siblings have loving parents, but she’s the only one who’s taken care of by her grandpa. even though phil considers her a daughter now, there’s still the impostor syndrome and disconnect, because while she loves phil (and at this point he’s more of a father to her than wilbur ever was), he’s not wilbur, and he never will be and the worst part about this is that _she’s just a kid._ she’s just a kid who’s had to go through this and so so so much more traumatizing things that a child should never have to experience. like, a few days ago, she got shot by her uncle. just before that, she had been living in literal purgatory for months (the comment about ramón and dapper having each other but tallulah having no one made my heart break; they got to be with their best friend, but tallulah didn’t). and all of this piled on top of each other for a developing mind to process…………. in other words, Daddy Issues™️ these eggs need therapy so so so badly

[@anielletop]

ah eu me sinto muito muito mal por ela ;'(

[@anonymousnlonely3315]

I NEED to give her a hug and drag wilbur so that they can reunite and talk it out I swear- /jk

[@pinchetii6555]

can someone explain how and who sees her as an extension/carbon copy of her dad?? Bc I haven’t seen anyone think that way towards her /nm

[@BarmnamPUG]

i aint reading allat

[@aidenbear1233]

@@pinchetii6555personally i only started watching after bobby’s death so i’m not 100% sure. but from older clips I’ve seen (and my personal guesses), a lot of the newer residents (ones who joined after wilbur left, like the brazilians, french, etc) tend to see her as just “wilbur’s daughter” and nothing else, since they’d never met him and she was the only living reminder of him. but she’s changed and gone through so much since the point where she was just “wilbur’s daughter”, but they still constantly connect her to a man who can’t even be there for her. she knows he’s working and he’s really busy, which phil and others have reminded her of multiple times, but remember, she is a _child._ children can’t really process stuff like that, and the way she processed the situation was that he left her edit: forgot to mention, plus they make a lot of jokes about him not being real, and while those are admittedly funny, lore-wise it really hurts tallulah

[@choliosis2551]

Man it's so crazy that Tallulah's admin logs on and whips up the saddest angst for this minecraft egg then logs off and makes dinner and watches tv or something

[@1luvstuffies]

STOP IVE NEVER THOUGHT OF IT LIKE THAT HAHAHA

[@Misteine]

tallulah not even wanting to see her dad anymore is so relatable after feeling isolated for so long

[@its_me_violet]

I love how Phil is so patient with the eggs

[@samuiyoru3166]

If Phliza and Wilbur were birds, I think Phliza would peck Wilbur repeatedly when he returned.

[@samcovert]

*sighs* caralho. i cant with tallulah, phil's right, her case is really different and she has every right to react and be selfish about it. she had already been feeling low and feeling bad; clinging to any person she could get close to in means of attachment. but after purgatory, that place just crushed her. that constant reminder of her father being absent and q!phil is not her dad dad, and her dad never arrived to save her unlike the other eggs, that amount of damage was enough for her to change - in means of saving her own skin and to no longer be a bother/burden. i have a feeling she even hated the person she was months ago: soft, emotional, clingy, vulnerable, susceptible to get hurt. and thats the thing, shes tired of being hurt and abandoned, again and again. she probably thought that hey, if i change for the better, to be stronger and more independent and will never rely on anyone again, sure ill be lonely but other than that i wont feel pain anymore. for once ill be okay. but the thing is, q!phil and chayanne wont let that, q!tubbo q!charlie annd even q!forever (before hhe err yea) wont let that. its either she doesnt accept that people actually care about her, ORR, she feels like she doesnt deserve it. shes definitely crushed when q!phil admitted that no matter how hard he tries, he'll never be a good father to her, and the thing is, he is, hes the best, gods that man tried his best to be there for her, the problem is tallulah, does not feel like she deserves to have that love, for someone like him to care for her. she no longer believes in that ''i have so much love to offer' cuz that led her to be abandoned and hurt - and even worse, led others to be hurt. she felt shes a burdenn, she felt like phil's paying more attention to her than his other kid, she felt like chayanne always had to stress 24/7 for her own sake. she feeels like a bother everywhere she goes, those who tried to be her caretakers were onnly forcing themselves to make her feel better, and she couldnt stand that. she doesnt want to cling to anyone ever again, she doesnt want to feel like deadweight..nobody's child, nobody's daughter. she feels like shes an imposter, like people had no choice but to love her or take care of her just because of her situation, and the least that she could do is to self isolate so they wont deal with her anymore. she wants to let q!phil know how much she appreciates him, but she doesnt get that just her being there, her being her, is enough to q!phil. she loves chayanne so much that shes willing to stray from him so hed no longer get hurt handling her, but the thing is, chayanne loves her too, even if hes mad at her, even if hes fcking tired about everything and he doesnt care if he gets hurt..in means to protect her. shes cared..shes loved..despite having an absent dad..despite being different from others..even if shes clingy, emotional, speaks her own mind and thoughts..shes loved. and with q!phil's words, she doesnt have to change - cuz they will all love her anyway. she doesnt have to change in order to make her any deserving to be loved. she may no longer have any love to offer anymore, but q!phil and chayanne still do, and they will never stop loving her. and that fact gods i wish i could fcking drill it in her brain cuz rahhh her angst is just aiaegoagoae

[@Suphomies630]

I couldn't of said it better

[@CopperCanary21]

I really hope Wilbur can return soon. I think Talullah and him really need to work things out.

[@Vegetassj3333]

Agreed, but I'm pretty sure he is not :(

[@shaddux9126]

@@Vegetassj3333 he said on their wine stream that he will probably be taking a break next year so he probably will come back sometime next year :)

[@dre____]

​@@Vegetassj3333he'll probably come back next year

[@Jessebonnie]

Agreed bro if Tallulah met Fundy, they both could be suffering daddy issues due to their father being late/having terrible experiences (Both QSMP & DSMP).

[@Melissa-ub4mh]

​​@dre____ in 2024 or actually next year as in December 2024? Edit: That was a stupid question, but I'm guessing 202 I barely have hope that he's even gonna come back, though.

[@scraper.]

NO NOT OUR LITTLE LULLAH okay I have to say it… Wilbur is going to return at the worst time… or never

[@johannaglatvedzannettos8406]

He already did, when he last returned the eggs where gone.

[@thebest12123]

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[@omuabslle9759]

He’ll probably come back as forever taking her to be kidnapped and he’ll just be like: What is this??? Who are you?

[@scraper.]

@@omuabslle9759 what about the other times she was kidnapped? Exsacly If this man dosnt come back by March I am losing all hope

[@Miarose8613]

​@@omuabslle9759 he was never there when she needed him why would he be now lol

[@RavenSoulcatcher]

Phil is Tallulah's dad. She might not be fully aware of it. Wilbur might be her adopted dad, but a real parent is the one that is there for you through good times and bad...and that is Phil. Wilbur adopted her on April 15. Sure, he sent letters/faxes for a while but those ended months ago. The Brazilian players arrived on April 30 and Wilbur was gone by then. So he and Tallulah spent about 2 weeks together. I want to see Tallulah work through her daddy issues and maybe dye her hair and change the style...maybe braided with flowers, change the beanie to one that is striped like Phil's hat.

[@junipersfine]

The sadistic part of my brain reallllly wants to see Wilbur come back and react to that…

[@kaleycooper9111]

@@junipersfine After reading this comment, I’ll now kill see Wilbur come back to an emo, sassy Tallulah with bright purple hair and no beanie in sight that just ignores him

[@Suphomies630]

@@kaleycooper9111 Yessssss

[@redpath_testchannel]

Her mushroom has a face and is black now soooooooo kinda like that

[@cocothecookie4238]

Bro the amount of times I've CRIED to Qsmp streams is just crazy. Not only the poor eggs need therapy but I'm starting to think we need therapy too

[@1r0n_ed1ts]

Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes

[@junipersfine]

Everyone needs therapy

[@1r0n_ed1ts]

@@junipersfine hi. I see I found you again u commented on my video

[@1r0n_ed1ts]

@@junipersfine YES YRS YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES

[@alexislennon4973]

13:20 Tallulah isn't the same egg she was She knows that we know that Yet she's still a kid (Just like Chyanne) She still needs someone 🥺 Also the goal of Purgatory was to break people apart Make them turn against each other That's obvious I have a feeling the eyeball guy placed Ramon and Dapper together purposely putting Tallulah in there as the odd one out 😔 Making her feel even more alone

[@junipersfine]

I would say that it wasn’t Wilbur’s fault, due to the fact that even in the beginning, he didn’t want an egg because he would be away a lot and he knew that. But he had opportunities to come back and see his daughter, and the crap she’s been through is something he should have at least tried to be there with her for. Especially because of how that when she sees things that remind her of Wilbur, all she feels is neglect and the pain of her *first* father’s memory. Which is especially hurtful because she straight up looks like him, and other people would highlight that about her, making her feel as just a shadow of someone who wasn’t even there. What is a shadow of nothing? Nothing.

[@kingwolfinsheepsclothing4188]

Can I just say since day one I've been thinking these eggs need therapy especially Tallulah 😭😭😭

[@redpath_testchannel]

I'll pay for it

[@1r0n_ed1ts]

I've already asked quackity if everyone can have free therapy but he hasn't responded /J. ​@@redpath_testchannel

[@kaleycooper9111]

@@redpath_testchannel We’re all about to start a GoFundMe page for the eggs and our own therapy

[@Jessebonnie]

Wilbur just had a tour so i'm sure it's not his fault that he's missing out this lore, unlike Missa he could be possibly be a absent dad as well and not even know that Chayanne or Tallulah is okay now. but it's not his fault either because he just went to japan.

[@lynxdani11]

dude we shouldn’t take about the real life people, what is wilbur’s business is wilbur’s business, and q!wilbur is on tour for all we know, and the same with missa, q!missa is an adventurer, and that’s that.

[@auden_belladonna9504]

As someone who understands her situation, i can say that it really slowly get better. Ive been left with my grandparents since a young child, my parents were working for a travelling company, so they had to leave the country for weeks spanning to a month. I had no one other than my grandparents who i will give a lot of credit to. They shaped me for who i am now, and when my parents came back, ready to stay inside the country more than a week, i didnt know them. I was already at the age where all my love goes towards my friends who i already started a small found family with, it took me years to finally accept my parents. Even so, i still dont know who they are by heart. And i will not lie, i wished selfishly i never have to meet them again, many times years ago. Ive accepted it already

[@junipersfine]

Knowing the QSMP isn’t scripted made me know these words were genuine and actually brought me to tears.

[@pamevargas3539]

Lloré todo el stream! También con Forever! Esto se supone que es para divertirse, no para llorar 😭😭😭 Quién nos paga la terapia ahora?

[@cat-cam-87]

Hazle huelga a Quackity, ya hay un gran grupo de personas que le están pidiendo la terapia.

[@kriztalmefa]

Quackity, el ya no tiene que pagar el servidor, tiene que pagar la terapia

[@Jess_loves_bees]

God- I’m in sorta the same situation. My dad is away for personal reasons and anything and everything reminds me of him. This video I relate to and it’s making me cry, new sub.

[@Toasted0ven]

This is why we call llula the angst queen

[@682stheast]

Once wilbur comes back he might have a daughter that could reflect himself frm YCGMA era 😢 hoping she stays strong the dear TALLULAH 🌹

[@franciscs1604]

“YCGMA”…?

[@682stheast]

@@franciscs1604 Wilbur soots album “Your City Gave Me Asthma”

[@franciscs1604]

@@682stheast Oh.

[@Someone21348]

What sucks is that I don’t think Wilbur will ever truly be back for long periods of time. Not that other streamers don’t, but his life has become a lot more than just streaming and Minecraft now. I think he might come back soon, but I don’t think he’ll be back any time soon for long enough to be her father again if that makes any sense

[@tatattra]

Tallulah é uma criança tão real, é triste ver o sofrimento dela

[@junipersfine]

My dad is an Air Force vet and was away on a deployment to Kuwait in 2019-2020. He was gone for six months. While there, the Al-Asad missile strikes in nearby Iraq were occurring. I remember face-timing my dad to see him in military battle rattle (those goofy green hats and vests you see in war movies and pictures) and having no idea what was going on. He personally knew people on their way to Al-Asad at the time, and was extremely worried for them too. So, I feel like in a way I can relate to Tallulah, but also, I knew he was doing something for the good of my country and was actually communicating with me whenever he could (time zones made it very difficult). My heart goes out to her, and massive respect to the admins who play her, godamn that brought me to tears.

[@ojaum128]

I feel like she is so invested in feel pain about someone in her past that she dont see her present right there in front of her, PHil and Chay are everything that she want, and on a hand or another, Phil and chay may feel guilty for this and that create a breach between them

[@Rio_PlaysCOD]

I never cried this Much over egg

[@BrainIsRotting]

Same! And who's gonna take care of her after what happened- how will she take it?

[@AstroSillyZombie]

:sobs violently: WHY WHY THE EGG DONT SHE NEEDS HER FATHER RN I SWEAR UM SOBBING-

[@_imsociallyanxious_8037]

DUDE YOUR SO FAST! THIS JUST HAPPENED 😂 BUT THIS WAS SO SAD TO WATCH! Poor lullah ❤

[@psychening]

"i thought yeah you'd miss will, but eventually you would like, i dont know, maybe just...see... me as your dad" shit broke me, he sounds so hopeful like "please dont reject my love for you" just wishing he'd have been her dad from the start or something T-T

[@Ememerald]

THE MUSIC WAS A PAID ACTOR IN THIS 😭

[@TH3V0ID.]

I paid the music, it did very well

[@Drago-ir2xv]

i know this is a moment but i just love how chat is going crazy its so funny

[@Bioxite-real]

I really wanted Wilbur to come during Christmas because it will look like sort of Christmas miracle. But no, let frickin wait for Tallulah to get kidnapped then comeback right...right let frickin wait until it's too late...

[@takingyourfirstbornnow]

He has a real life.

[@Bioxite-real]

@@takingyourfirstbornnow I don't want to insult him, but can't he spare atleast an hour with Tallulah even w/o him streaming just an hour, give the gal a glimpse of his (rp)father.

[@Stingray..]

@@Bioxite-realminecraft isn’t life and a hour is probably a lot to ask for it’s just Minecraft in the end of the day it’s okay to care for tallulah as a character but don’t blame other people

[@Bioxite-real]

@@Stingray.. I mean it's just an hour and heck he can make it lower, like almost of Phil's chat/crow we just wan't our angst queen to have her wish, (I didnt blame anyone, "don't make me a villain, I'm just like any other crow members we just want to grant tallulah wish, don't frickin gaslight me please")

[@junipersfine]

@@takingyourfirstbornnowNot to attack or insult him, he did tell us on one of the previous streams that he played The Sims for 16 hours a day…he has the time if he’s willing to offer it.

[@evilarixhtt0516]

Heres what we'll do, if u dont feel like u fit in anywhere, you have to MAKE a place to fit in. We're humanoids. If theres no space you make space for urself. And know that objectivly there is always a space for u here with me and chayanne, bc u are my daughter too and etc

[@clarizebiala6427]

Watching this had make me cry a lot especially about Tallulah and i understand why she i like that now since she did experience a lot of pain that make her feel that way am just glad that she was able to at least open up to someone about her emotions and hopefully one day she realises that the people around her truly loved and cared for her without asking anything just her being her and not changing but i also understand why she changed a lot since after all what she experienced is really draining and tiring am just hoping that if QWilbur did come back to the island i just hope Tallulah still have some of her past self and that he doesn't come back again too late...

[@D1ZZY_V0IDE86]

WILBUR HAS HAPPY SONGS!?

[@inabaindigo8260]

Quackity pays for my damn therapy! 💔

[@Dafarge]

I like to imagine that when Wilbur comes back he would be all like “Tallulah! Mi nina!” And she just kinda sits there and is like “you don’t know what you’ve put me through” and then boom, crazy lore.

[@j.moth17]

Well this is about to make me cry :(

[@Sora.4life]

Tallulahs and Wilburs relationship remind me of mine and my dads

[@sxmplyedits6222]

I decided to log onto twitch RIGHT as she started to vent to him. Bro I could stop crying. I DID NOT KNOW THEY WHERE IN LORE MODE😭😭😭

[@Nixxy_Wixxy]

It's the fact of understanding what she means. Having a father figure is different then having your dad there. It makes you feel unwanted, like less then you are, because why aren't they there in the first place? Y'know, it's like you want to appreciate the people that are there for you cause they're amazing and do so much for you but it's just not the same. It just makes you feel guilty on top of already not feeling like enough. It makes you feel like you need to do better even when you're trying your best, and trying is what matters but it just doesn't feel like it in that situation.

[@TheeTrashGremlin]

I'm sorry but the "RICKY WHEN I CATCH YOU RICKY" made me bust out laughing

[@jaxxy_potato]

i love how phil is like a dad to everyone

[@UTwasHere]

i REALLY need to get into qsmp. i grew up in a similar situation. after my parents divorce (10 yrs ago) i only see my dad once or twice(if im lucky) a year and feeling abandonment from someone who still loves you hurts so much. Ive gone through phases of being angry and sad. sometimes it feels like it wont get better, and some days you just forget you have a dad. But knowing he still loves me... dispite his shortcomings.. i still love him too. i just have to cope with what i have.

[@UTwasHere]

i finished Phils POV- every single qsmp vod! took me a whole month of watching like 10 hours a day but i did it. Cant wait for my chay and tallulah figurines to come in the mail

[@aleent496]

Tallulah mi niña, pues si tienes un lugar y es con tu papi phillza y el te quiere como hija, el siempre a estado, willbur se puede ir a la shit, phillza es tu papa, el papa es el que cria

[@rebahound2023]

Okay why am i crying OVER A MINECRAFT EGG

[@gracewiguna]

ah shit here we go again *grabs tissue*

[@SarahsYouTubechannel]

Omg this makes me want to cry so much 😢

[@xPositively_Potatox]

This genuinely made me cry

[@mariancheksk2837]

I dunno whats happening in the qsmp at this point, i dont understand the lore i dont know what has happened, and theres just no way i can find and watch every single stream and watch them in order, thats gonna be hundreds of hours to watch, so all i can do is wait for someone to make an explanation of the full qsmp story, but that would be probably made after the qsmp would end

[@gocityyoung2987]

me recordó tanto a cuando tilin le dijo a smile que nadie la quería. DIOS!!!!!!!!!!! NO PUEDO ESTAR LLORANDO POR HUEVOS EN MINECRAFT

[@Silent_Paradox15]

Poor Lullah. I relate though. I don't have my dad with me right now, but he'll come back and so will Wilbur.

[@thebest12123]

IM NOT CRYING- 😭 IM JUST CUTTING ONIONS 😭😭😭😭

[@Dipsy_Bartolo]

music is such a paid actor omfg

[@TH3V0ID.]

I’M NOT CRYING 😭 I’M COSPLAYING A WATERFALL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@NonchalantSkibidirizzler]

People crying 👇🏼

[@JustVersey]

NOOOOO GODDAMMIT ITS THE SAME TREATMENT AS C!FUNDYYYY 😭😭😭

[@TanInTee]

OH NOOOO 😭😭😭

[@shawncrochet5716]

The Minecraft music just adds aspect its just so out of order

[@Nkninjgfxdxxdfffgvb]

Lullah!!😭😭😭

[@pinchetii6555]

can someone explain how and who sees tallulah as an extension/carbon copy of her dad?? Bc I haven’t seen anyone think that way towards her /nm /genq

[@Michael-im1tr]

It's cuz Tallulah is always seen as "the kid whose dad never truly returned". She is always the one people take pity on because Wilbur never comes to see her, and she's growing tired of being seen as just "Wilbur's poor daughter!", she wants to be seen as Tallulah.

[@pinchetii6555]

@@Michael-im1tr that answers some of my questions, but it doesn’t answer who sees her that way (as in which players/eggs)

[@3mb3r_ESMENT]

If Wilbur doesn't come back for a long time, thing will get bad with them.

[@elenatheartistandgamer2001]

God damnit Will ;-;

[@1r0n_ed1ts]

Question: Quackity can we like get free therapy for this 😅

[@SarahsYouTubechannel]

Hope they’ll be okay 😢

[@shroo_3933]

3:48 heya person in chat! 😁

[@Gato--l_45]

Lmao

[@anastasiaatkinson5024]

I was watching this😊

[@DarkMoth777]

God damn cheese! Now fundy and then tallulah! Because of Wilbur, tallulah will totally be insane like fundy was after Wilbur left him too, it always wilbur fault for making tallulah, his daughter be sad and broken, mad too. She waited him for all months for him to come back, but he didn't! Just like he did to Fundy, it will never change for Wilbur, i guess.

[@Misteine]

yeah but its not something he can control especially not on qsmp. he already had touring planned since last year and even he said joining qsmp was unexpected

[@REYTOR34]

Eve vai enganar a talu para dizer que está com o wilbor e sequestra-la, daqui a 3 dias.

[@jabuticaba_ilegal]

Quem é eve?

[@LOCKTHEFUCKIN]

4Ever

[@sydneyrios6973]

Can someone fill me in? I haven't been watching it since the purgatory, haven't had time so from before that to rn, if someone could it would be helpful thx :D

[@Bubble_Kayl36]

No this didnt make me cry! this did not help me beacuse i extremely relate in may ways!! ... i want a hug

[@PinkQueen_N_LJPlayz]

*le hugs*

[@1r0n_ed1ts]

*hugs*

[@mayo2578]

When is wilbur done touring?

[@Maria-nu5ki]

Sim eu perdi metade da live do philza 😭

[@victoriarodrigues1837]

Alguém sabe onde encontrar essa live?

[@I_HateDolphins]

NOOOOO Edit: Why do Minecraft eggs have to be so sad

[@el1ase]

Cause lore

[@CERISTHEDEV]

To be fair tbe only really sad eggs are tallulah and pepito Like i can not remember one sad moment from ramon or richarlyson (except when yk kidnappings and bobby's death)

[@joaovitorsantosdasilva7865]

Meanwhile richas with 1 missing dad, one dad that got possesed and shot him, aleast 5 traumas from past events and have an entity that posses him: haha good life, anyway time to go to egg island find my dad

[@el1ase]

@@CERISTHEDEV currently, richas been trying to negotiate with the federation to have a map for the egg island because he misses q!Cellbit and Ramon's been overly cautious with Em and Sunny due to @v@ attacking the eggs, plus feeling conflicted because his favorite uncle, q!Cellbit, is threatening his future dad, q!Pac

[@AmiaX1]

​​​@@CERISTHEDEV pepito? Even though pepito has been through alot he isn't really all that sad, at least when I see him. He's normally pretty happy