Reasons to stay - Kate Vogel || gcmv - remake

[@maeev.e]

To anyone struggling right now❤: I know that you’re hurting. I know that you’re sad and you feel so alone sometimes. I know that a lot has been happening in your life lately. You’ve had to make some changes and you haven’t been yourself. I know that you occasionally turn to your vices and that sometimes you feel like the whole entire world is against you. I know you feel like you’re alone, lost in the sadness, misery, and chaos of heartbreak. Well, I’m here to remind you that you are never alone. Your pain is my pain. Your fight is my fight, that means that what you feel, I feel too. If you need someone to talk to at 1:00 in the morning, I’m probably already up. If you need a shoulder to cry on, it’s right here. If you need someone to just talk to or be by your side, silent, not saying a word, just comment. If you just need someone or anything at all, I want to be the person that you can always turn to. There are very few things that hurt more than watching someone you love hurt. ❤ So, this is my promise to you: that I’ll fight by your side until you’re not hurting anymore. You’re still going to have days that hurt SO BAD. You’re probably still going to have days when the thing that makes you so sad still haunts you, looking over your shoulder as you try to go on about your business. But I promise you that you will never go a day without me being by your side, helping you through all of the bad life throws at you.❤ Quite often, I’ve found myself in the same dark cave you feel like you’re drowning in, but the surface and shore are always closer than they seem.. Especially when you aren’t swimming alone. I promise you that you’ll never have to swim by yourself.❤ I will not let you fight alone and I will not fight against you. I will always be by your side to help you fight your demons one by one until you can close your eyes at night and sleep without having to even think about them. When you destroy yourself or put yourself down, I will not judge you, I will not tell you to get over it, and I will not let you feel one tiny bit of guilt. I will smother your hurt with love and compassion and every other positive emotion I can think of, because you deserve them all. When you’re happy, I’m happy and I promise you that we’ll find peace together. I love you too much to let what is hurting you envelope you. I just want you to really take the time to be lost in your broken heart. There’s no way to get over the pain if you don’t even want to acknowledge that you’re hurting. Pain is awful and ugly and more often than not, scary but it’s not a wall too big to get over. Having a broken heart doesn’t mean that you’re a broken person. As much as I wish I could just take away your pain, hurt, and sadness, I can’t. Although, I can love you through it. And that’s what I have every intention of doing. You have too much to look forward to, too much to live for, to fall even deeper into this hole. But, I’ve brought the shovels to help start digging you out.❤ With all my heart, The stranger that will ALWAYS be your friend💕

[@rat2538]

This was beautiful. I'm sure whoever comes across this comment will be having a smile on their face because it put one on mine 🥺

[@maeev.e]

@@rat2538 Aw! That's so glad to hear! Thank you for pinning my comment and I hope everyone has a better day by reading my comment! 🥺💕

[@nyxanyk8972]

I know it won't mean much coming from someone you don't know. But I needed to hear that. I'm always making others happy. I stop what I'm doing without hesitation if one of my friends is upset. I've always been loyal to all of my friends. And then... then I find out they weren't actually my friend. They all turn their backs on me, forget about me, ghost me, even though I was the one who was there for them when they needed it. Not their new bestie they met yesterday, not their annoying new boyfriend. Me. For years. It deteriorates my own happiness and I always feel lonely. I hope you don't think nobody is reading your comment and that nobody is listening, but you said the things that I needed to hear. I've always been the one to fight the fight for my friends. Been the shoulder to cry on. The person to talk to when you're upset. You are genuinely a good person and I know firsthand the effects of putting the happiness of others first. I do. I am always the person to turn to. But I also know the cost of that. I am repeating your words back to you, Ellie Clark, because even the happiest people who help others experience the price of doing so. I don't know you, you don't know me, but I respect you. And I will always consider you my friend. And, of course, to anyone else that reads this. I would offer to chat with you on discord or something but I 'm not allowed to have any social media. The only thing I have is my cell number and google hangouts, but I'm not comfortable putting my cell number into the internet. If anyone wants to talk to me on google hangouts, let me know and I will get you that information. But back to your comment Ellie. The sad thing is......I've become my own demons. Thank you, all my love to anyone who reads this, there are people out there who will fight with you and for you, even if you are a stranger to them.... -Nyx

[@rat2538]

@@nyxanyk8972 oh honey, I'm sorry, your "friends" sound like absolute jerks. I honestly hope you find some good friends who will also help you through your struggles. Making others happy is a good thing but putting yourself in front of that is important. It might sound selfish but it's not, I promise. Because, how are you going to help people in need if you are the one needing the most help. So make sure to treat yourself every once in a while, okay? It'll get better 💕

[@nyxanyk8972]

@@rat2538 I try. it's hard though, when all I've had to practice is to put a mask on it, get up, and keep walking. Thank you! You're right, I just don't know how to treat myself - I've never done it :'D

[@len3465]

*insert virtual hug*

[@rat2538]

😓✨

[@lottieohara]

_insert giving virtual hug back_ :)

[@gachacarma8328]

Everyone just needs a hug sometimes so here!🫂

[@len3465]

*group hug*

[@len3465]

*group hug*

[@kittypaawzz]

awe, i'm so sorry this happened/is happening to you, I can't really relate to you since i'm currently in a different situation but all i'm asking is to please don't give up.I know life can get hard and most of the time your lost and don't know what to do but it's normal for someone to go trough tough times, maybe not as bad as what you've/your experiencing but I promise it'll get better ^^, you'll be able to move wherever you want someday and make good friendships and i'll be cheering you on all the way, I know we don't know each other and that i'm just some stranger on the internet but I believe in you! I believe you've got this! you ARE worth it and COMPLETELY valid, remember to take care!

[@rat2538]

This is actually really cute, thank you 🥺

[@kittypaawzz]

@Ratシ no problem! ^^ always!💕💖

[@ragojago]

it hurts that literal strangers on the internet are who I'm comfortable venting to

[@lilac7171]

It’s like me, the only thing keeping me here is friends and siblings

[@starringintheskies]

_This makes me really sad seeing people go through this stuff, I hope you feel better now and that you've found the happiness you deserve, I hope you have/had a nice day!_

[@_ich_0116]

To everyone ...please keep your head up, time will change and somebody will love you ! 💕💕

[@cupid7889]

Thanks,that comment made my day!

[@_ich_0116]

@@cupid7889 It's nice to know and please stay strong 💕💜

[@cupid7889]

@@_ich_0116 I’ll try ☻︎

[@strangledredz]

Idk... maybe.

[@nofknclue]

HA lies

[@iluvponies]

not me crying-

[@xawn3314]

man this is so relatable. I'm trying to recover the best I can and although everything isn't really perfect and bright, there are a lot of things that I start to see as "worth it." Online friends who play games and rage with me, I don't think I would have ever experienced that if I continued to stay in my own dark bubble. I'm sure there are better people waiting for you, and with your two friends (that seem really nice) I'm sure little by little, the world will start to feel lighter. You're an amazing person, you're awesome, and if you need anyone to vent to, I'm here

[@honestyqueen9742]

Sad this is no longer man. Amazing though and your growing so so fast. Congratulations!🎉🎊🍾🎈

[@sunny_c2470]

this video actually made me cry- I don't cry often nor show many emotions except with my friends. so I know how important friendship is and the effects it has on your life. so don't give up! there will always be someone out there for you, whether on the internet or in real life❤

[@Topaz_07]

Thank you for all of the warnings at the beginning! As someone who knows what your going through, it was helpful to know what's it's about, and I'm fine with it all :)

[@de4dbuck]

I’m so sorry you have to/had to deal with this! I personally haven’t been in this situation, but I just want you to know that their will always be someone out there who cares for you and loves you. Even though I haven’t been in this particular situation have I gone through some sh!t. But I made it out and I genuinely hope you do as well!

[@rat2538]

Thank you 😊

[@doornutella56]

If you aren’t ok you can talk to us too! We are your friends too! I know how much it hurts to move away from friends that you’re close too.

[@rosellapark7813]

I saw this in my recommendation page. I'm so so sorry you felt this way. I do not know you but I can give a little sympathy to cheer you up a little bit.

[@xxfabby_animationsxx7377]

The amount of signs I've noticed of parental neglegence and verbal/emotinal abuse is so sad. Kinda shows that I can recognise those from experience. Its honestly so sad that parents cant and even refuse to understand their kids

[@nachouni4647]

1:56 that’s exactly why I don’t tell anyone my struggles. I don’t think I’ve ever related so much to anything as I have been to does two statements. I have friends and family but I’m still “sad”.

[@buxby]

Okay but the outro is adorable

[@MOIforshe]

omg I feel so happy for you to share this! I really needed to see this it really opened my heart. 💕💕😭😭

[@samiahmcgee599]

I'm glad someone else knows this song- I was starting to think I'm the only one who listens to it on repeat. This is an amazing video!! You're amazing!!

[@dqkjas]

I know it's hard to keep going I know it's so hard to wake up every morning I know it's hard to take care of yourself I know it's hard I know it hurts I know it's hard not to self harm. I know it hurts I know it's a struggle I know bby I know. But just know I care so much. I'm so proud of you. You arent dumb. You you ugly. You aren't stupid. Youre beautiful and perfect just the way you are. I see I know you're doing the best you can. And I am so proud of you and anyone reading this. You're doing amazing darling and I'm so proud of you so please please keep going for me. I know it's hard I know it takes time and patience and pain and struggling and loneliness but I promise you that it will get better. I know it feels like it wont. But you're doing amazing I'm so proud of you. And I know you dont me but I care so much about you. Please take care of yourself go drink some water eat, sleep too. I'm proud of you love

[@augustgirl2905]

Everyone should know that: If someone make you sad, it’s because they’re broken themselves or broken before so much that it hurts..

[@aidendelano2530]

To anyone feeling this way I have to but you have people who love you and don't give up on life okay?

[@killuasleftear3799]

This video makes me feel alive because I can relate and feel so close to someone and without even knowing them. We'll stay strong together, Queen/King 💕💕💕

[@Cyberd3mon-n9t]

Oh damn- this video, especially the s/h parts, really similar story. But I promise just to feel something really isn’t a valid reason, s/h and suicide will never be the proper answer. Keep on going! You got this, head up, pride high. This life is beautiful and you deserve to be here so keep it up! 💕💕

[@sakura5793]

When you try to talk about your mental health with your mom for the tenth time and fail again because you joke and brush it off but in reality I’m just really insecure about my emotions/feelings 🥲👍

[@rat2538]

I can relate

[@brinice0802]

I can relate to this a lot and it always hurt to feel this way.

[@JJ_Antoinette]

And now I'm crying. Yay :''') that was a beautiful video and I'm sorry that you've gone through that. Me and one of my friends made promises to each other that we wouldn't cut or try anything and that we'd talk to each other if we ever felt like it. He got his phone taken away but every time we call on comp. He's always clean. My point to this was, if you ever need someone to talk to then I'll be here if need be. (I know I've never talked to you before but I like to help people out :))

[@slay4625]

I'm not crying I just put onions on my eyes instead of cucumbers. I'm very sorry this happened or still happening, I support you and ilysm! Things may or may not get better but you'll escape, I'm sure you'll find the right people and build your happiness, yk, restart life it may not happen tomorrow or anything but I can guarantee it will someday, do what you want; reach your goal and go out there and prove them wrong cause they'll be coming back and begging for your forgiveness but who cares? They deserve that. Try to be positive! Like my corona test..- But anyways, ILYSM💞💞💞💞💞

[@rat2538]

Wait what- your corona test- child, are you okay!?!? 😟

[@motherrrhen8621]

This needs more attention. I hope you are in a better place now. I can’t really offer any advice or anything becuase I haven’t experienced this sort of thing but i really hope you get into a better place in life.

[@lemon._.sticks8133]

i’m so sorry this is happened/ is happening, no one deserves this. especially not you. just know we all love you and we’re here for you

[@monophobiacraze6054]

Damn. I searched a sad song and I’m flustered with comments. Thank you ❤️

[@ChaosCourtFinch]

I'm sorry this is happening to you, I don't know how to relate to your situation. but remember we have all been through pain and there are 7.9 billion people on this planet and we have all been through pain..so your not the only one and because there are people that have gotten through this and things worse, I believe you can make it. just don't ever give up, life is gonna suck at times but in the end, if you just take one step and start to walk and continue pushing through you WILL make it, and I believe in you. don't ever forget that

[@zemushy5083]

i love you so much. you’re videos make me happy and make me feel like i can relate to someone. if you ever what to talk to someone then i’m always here for you. ^^

[@rat2538]

Aww, thank you 😊

[@fiatrollvrchat9292]

That song is sad.. just like me! :)

[@dazaiishot4042]

I'm rly sry for crying over nothing and being afraid over something so small, while there are people like u facing issues bigger than our own selves. I just want to let u know that we're here for u, and that I'm- I mean- We're glad u decided to choose life over death. Again, I'm so sorry for overacting, and I'm really sry for the late reply, I just didn't have the right words... XD Thank u for sharing. Thank u for ur videos. Thank u for fighting. And, thank u God for creating Ratto-senpai. ❤

[@rat2538]

I- thank you. You're so kind 🥺💕

[@rinity9733]

Huh? I’m not crying, I just got something in my eye 😭

[@coquettebrr]

Noooo!!! Don't let that stupid @ss fake friend get to you, because in some way we're all hugging you to make you fell better ❤️

[@bi_insomniac]

we’re in similar situations, stay strong !

[@rallukaaaa]

Amazing!!!

[@inesgacha8998]

You have all my support, I'll be here for you ^^

[@tillcest]

This made me super emotional. Also, just asking, are you okay?? :(

[@rat2538]

Yes don’t worry, I’m alright. Thanks for asking 😊🙂

[@tillcest]

@@rat2538 Oh, that’s good! (•̀ᴗ•́)و Take care of yourself and keep making awesome content!!

[@destiny5044]

This is so good. You deserve love ❤️✨I hope your doing fine

[@retana0612]

This made me cry since my best friend/ bf is moving and I’m scared he’ll feel this bad and will uh yeah again...

[@Bh.488]

...well guess what you don’t just have them NOW YOU HAVE US😁😊

[@thedemondragongirl666]

the feels got to me ;-; I can relate to this a bit.

[@SleepySubs_12]

Long and sad comment: I really loved this glmv. It made me cry so it is definitely a good one. For some reason I think deep down I needed to hear this song because sometimes I feel this way laying in my bed alone at night trying to not give in to my dark thoughts but sometimes you cant tell the people around you how you truly feel or else your considered as weak and not strong enough. My thoughts have amplified since the pandemic hit and things for me and my family are just starting to get easier. This video made me feel a little less sad and lonely and reminded me that everyone goes through these struggles and I'm not a weirdo and " being dramatic" for feeling the way that I do.👍 Lowkey might delete this comment because it makes me feel super vulnerable 😅

[@rat2538]

I hope your life gets better soon 🥺 You aren't alone in this

[@Sreetsign]

God I felt this video literally..

[@ilsaboerger8213]

Hey, I know I am a bit late, but I know maybe not exactly but I know what you are kinda going through. I may not have a bad parent but I have had people mock me for not cutting, but scratching. I know that you want to do it but you can’t. You know why and you don’t. Some are there for you and some aren’t. I know somewhat of what you are going through. It took me many months to at all see a difference and change but it is there. I was the person in my friend group that would comfort everyone, the advise person, the “therapist”. But I was one that needed that friend. You want to leave, you want just no pain, you want to be at peace. And what worked for me is keeping me busy. I know this may not work for you seeing your circumstances (that I am very sorry for) but doing work, doing chores, doing anything but doing nothing was good. You don’t focus on your thoughts. I know this is tough, and there may not really be someone that you think will always be there, but do hang on. Do keep living, it is gonna hurt and it will continue hurting. It is gonna take strength, it is gonna take bravery, and it is gonna take time. But you can get through it. And I know that it is hard but you need to continue, you need too. Because if you don’t you then don’t know what future you could have had. Know someone will or is caring for you, maybe not now but later, in the future. Please keep going!

[@rinaldi7434]

Ah véi, tô chorando haha Hey, I don't really know you and don't know what you have been through but I Just wanna sah that you're Very strong and brave to keep going, Hope you get better soon. Sorry for my grammar haha

[@simmy7984]

damn. this almost made me cry... i hope you're feeling better now! ⊂(´・ω・｀⊂) here's a virtual hug since you seem to need one

[@dead_inside4578]

im sorry you feel this way, i know how it feels, my bestfriends left me and i was always really upset and never wanted to make friends again Please dont give up, life can always be worth living, it will get better! (Im also from South Africa)

[@shinen4379]

That's amazing!

[@Jibrilll-ll]

Can you make her friends react to this :)

[@a.n.d.r.e.w2]

**insert all the love and support I can give** beyond that, I hope you are better now, please take care of yourself💜

[@muslumsanli62]

Bro I’m crying from this I’m also angry not because of you but the other person I don’t wanna specify still

[@mexiemlol9761]

Awe I'm sorry for this and for everything's happening to you but you know I had that sort of difficulty and tension from my own friends but you know that's what we name life and it contains obstacles that we need to defeat them we have no right to lose bc If you fight back one day you'll feel like a normal human does "The sun does not illuminate eternally but the rain does not stay only for a moment"

[@addisonyuna9961]

Why the heck i can relate? I moved from our hometown and my 2childhood friends are still in my hometown... I have no new friends cuz of thoughts that maybe they'll not be friends to me cuz im ugly and not smart My parents always yells at me i want to tell them my problem but scared that maybe theyll say "why are u depressed? U have us" ...

[@espiritu9390]

I love this song and I'm sorry this happened to you. I've had similar experiences and just thinking about it makes me want to cry.. I hope you find this "home" that you're searching for. I really want to find it too. Until then, you will be in my prayers, God bless you!

[@aura..655]

You,me hug now!😤 I know it hurts...I already like that,but now I had some true friends and my best ever friend with me....the one who know the pain I trough all of my life🙂

[@HELLBOY-no6pk]

I hope you feel better I know how it feels like to be in a infinite loop of sadness... No one believes me they all take it as a joke they dont believe me cause I'm just 10 and a kid they tell me "your just a kid you dont know anything" when I try and when I actually act like a kid and be silly that makes me happy they tell me to act my age and be proper... as a mexican I feel like they expect so much more than I can even give I said when I wanted to grow up I wanted to marry the man or woman of my dreams and they just didnt say anything I dont wanna be feminine either I dont wanna be masculine either I dont wanna be named by gender as well but it just hurts sometimes the depressed people know the real world and I dont even know if I'm depressed well my hands are tired feel better soon♡

[@rat2538]

Some people fail to realise that even kids can feel pain. It’s sad to be honest. Just because you’re a child and you haven’t lived long enough to fully experience the world, doesn’t mean that all children are safe from the pain this world brings to people. In fact, because they are children, they should be looked after and cared for so this world doesn’t give them more pain as they grow. Kids should be kids while they can and not be expected to give people things they can’t give. I mean, we are only children once, right? So, shouldn’t we act and live like children. Whether we’re 10 or 16 , we are still kids, we shouldn’t be thinking so bad about ourselves. Until we are a fully fledged adult, we shouldn’t worry about other things like pleasing other people, doing work, worrying about others think. Shouldn’t we be having fun. This world is cruel to everyone but for some people, it's even worse. Life is like a game almost, play one wrong move and the rest of the game is just downhill. But it’s also the other players who determines if you are going to keep falling or, if you’ll manage to make your way back that hill. My advice is to not keep falling. Trust me, it’s not a pretty site from the bottom of the hill. You’re blocked by other hills and mountains and finding your way back up seems to be impossible. So you lay there forever. Until, you’re fortunate enough to have someone help you back up. What I’m trying to say is- if you have any friends, ask them for help.hopefully they’ll be willing to help you out from falling to the bottom of the hill.

[@HELLBOY-no6pk]

@@rat2538 thank you it's going to be a bit hard only having 2 friends not the fact one of them rarely talks to me and another is to innocent to know and tell her mom making the situation only worse I will try to "climb the mountains" with or without help but it's good seeing someone who knows everyone can be aware of what life awaits I hope you have a nice day and get better soon and hopefully I might have my happy ending

[@rat2538]

I hope you get that happy ending and I wish you luck on trying to climb the mountain. And know, even if I'm just some random person on the Internet, I'm always here if you need help

[@itznname8918]

This was beautiful and if anyone is struggling you can talk to me and i'll gladly listen to yout problems and help you anyway i can possible! 😭🤗

[@JothiSamhitha]

*hugs*

[@aztecstar7360]

This makes me sad :( I’m sorry this happened to you! Wanna be friends? I can help you if your still going through something

[@rmismi3226]

If only nobody cared about me Then I could leave without guilt.

[@alexisnoob4450]

I'm sorry about your life, I hope it'll grt better soon, I haven't experienced self-harm so I don't know if this actualy helps but I heard that if you write the bad thoughts on paper and then rip it then it feels good (sorry for bad english I am not native speaker)

[@bakugosangerissuesgc]

I'm crying....

[@no_one349]

I actually cried🥺😢

[@ariesplaysi4747]

I go through the same thing.... I want to call but I’m scared of losing my mom even though she hurts me 🙃

[@rat2538]

I'm sorry you have to go through that. I hope your situation gets better 💕

[@ariesplaysi4747]

@@rat2538 Thank you. I hope your situation gets better too.

[@Personal_Info8]

Sometimes it doesn’t matter how hard you try, you can give it your all and still fail. I’m not saying this to discourage people, I’m saying this from experience and if you’re gonna give it your all, it’d be better if you know there’s a chance of failing and it isn’t all that low. I do wish you good luck though. Life isn’t always nice and life can be really hard on you sometimes but if you keep on going, there will be times when you feel like all that pain was worth it. I didn’t believe that saying when I was younger but I personally experienced that, I used to think that nothing would be worth the pain I felt but I was truly wrong. There’s this one person that makes it all okay, I’d be willing to go through that again if it meant he’d stay for another year. I really don’t regret the choices I’ve made and I don’t hate the people I met in my life because all that pain and all those happy moments I had with those people helped me meet him.

[@rwby143]

I usually ask myself "Does it happen to all teenagers?". The only reason i'm alive is my friend and she is alive only because of me. I guess we all are in this dark hole, when you don't know how to get out, and you just stop trying. I'm sorry for anyone for any kind of situation that hurts. The worst part of it is, a teenager will understand a teenager and everyone else won't.

[@sleepy-emerald]

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤🤍🤎💖 All the love and support for you.

[@itspinkbells5465]

I dont tink that u feel like this you might feel this but not so much but if u do i hope u feel better soon

[@pantalonesleeve]

I have a happy family, my fam is very supportive. But school ever since Covid has just beaten me up really bad. My grades are bad, I have anxiety. I’m really anxious about school and I can’t sleep that much. KZbin is like my escape from negative thoughts but YT is also beating me up I see so many people achieving their dreams and living happily and they graduated. While I’m here in my house studying for dear life :(.

[@Hello-iv1sx]

Heeeyyy! This was super hard to watch. But I hope your okay 👍🏻. I love you 🤟🏻. PS: you are Dutch right?

[@rat2538]

Nope, in fact I’m South African ✨

[@Hello-iv1sx]

@@rat2538 that’s so cool🥰

[@erestrial]

*me thinking it said Kate Vogue* THeY tRiEd tO pUt mE oN tHE cOVeR oF VOgUE- BuT mY lEGs wEre ToO lONg *realises it says Vogel* h

[@coolgoals8616]

I hope you understood the line We all have a reason to stay❤️❤️

[@laykenturney6745]

This seems familiar and similar to my friend Jadyn's situation.. The boy that's wants to die is her and i's friend named Tay who lives in the uk

[@มาร์คต้วนนน-ธ3น]

Guud

[@soraluvz]

Ok let's talk about the singer's name- Vogel is Dutch for bird 👁👄👁

[@jazzminesan2897]

I love how she mentioned suicide like 💯 times but at the end puts mention suicide

[@derpyweirdomaool8180]

Uhh it literally has a tw at the beginning

[@4ch1lkun.66]

This is me, I'm the same, so if it really happened to you then you're not alone.

[@mx.mcflurry966]

I can so relate to this...

[@mx.mcflurry966]

Absolutely everything.

[@rooze_shh]

Relating💙

[@psychloser0092]

This video was very beautiful! But, I was kinda wondering, how are you supposed to know you’re hurting? Let me explain so like, sometimes I’ll have certain thoughts but I’ve always pushed it away as if I’m just exploring the ideas of things. Lately even the slightest comments like “you can’t sing, or, you’re not even that pretty,” seems to get me down. Most of the time I also find myself only focusing on the bad things I think abt myself like my weight, or my looks. Then there’s also other times where I’m the happiest I’ve ever been, I met someone who I like a lot a couple minutes ago and when I’m with her I feel safe. When she leaves I just feel lost and idk why or what to do about it because nobody knows about us. My feelings are like a foreign language to me. I don’t understand them and I don’t know when I’m hurting or when I’m not, even while writing this I’m not so sure at all. Haha, I don’t even remember what I was going to say after this but, I hope your ok and that you enjoy some part of your day because we all deserve to!💕🦖✨

[@goawayshooshoo2717]

When I hear u south African YSNSUSBSJDB HIII

[@rat2538]

Oop- hello fellow friend 😗✨

[@emergencyintercomer5000]

I feel the same. I used to live in US abut recently moved to the UK. My parents are similar, I know it hurts. I know exactly how it feels. But it can get better, and it will. I have a feeling that it will. And hey, if u need some advice, or just someone to talk to. Dm me on Pinterest (I’ll say user if u respond/want to) ur worth it. 💞

[@tufits]

Damn, i relate to you, though my mother doesn't know shit about me. She yells at me alot and all, she says the same shit too. Though, i never really moved away from the place where i live as of now. But i can relate, and i want to say if you want, i can be your online friend! You can reply if you want to, but just know you're valid as much as i am!

[@rat2538]

Aww thank you 😊 I hope your situation gets better

[@user-ny3hc6dc2w]

I know probably no one will read this, but I'm putting my HEART into this. Here it is: Sometimes, life can be horrid. It can be moving away from friends, to losing close loved ones. But you have people that may help you. Sometimes I have that feeling. And that's okay! Think of something that can calm you down, or distract you from that thought. I like to either watch Kakegurui, watch anna oop videos (Im sorry this doesnt sound right.), or just let it out. I could just sulk and cry bloody murder untill I feel better. Sometimes it works, but not all the time. I know it may be hard to reach out to people, and honestly everyone has this feeling at one point. You can try telling someone you TRUST with this stuff, and it may help. But make sure you trust them with your heart. Don't tell someone you just met yesterday, or someone who has been mean in the past and has "changed". That's not the best choice. Reach out to people like friends you have known for YEARS, even DECADES! Or very close family members. Now, I'm not a therapist, but I wouldn't really trust your parents, or step parents on this. They may think its an edgy phase, even starting to get annoyed! But there is only a chance of that. I will finish this later, I need to make a vent because I'm not in it today..

[@rat2538]

Reading that last part I want to say that I hope you feel better soon

[@ToastieAlexis]

I just have to know, what's the song from the outro?

[@ayeshagohar2908]

It's comforting to know that I'm not the only one who feels like this, that I'm not alone. I've tried reaching out, but my mom says it's "just a phase". I means I literally wrote her kinda like a suicide note and she just ignores it. I'm at the point where I don't know what to do anymore. My big brother says that I just have low faith. Heck if suicide wasn't prohibited I would already be gone by now. I promised myself on new year's that I wouldn't cut and I haven't since then but don't know how long I'm going to hold on.

[@rat2538]

You’re trying and sometimes that’s the best you can do. Trust me, I know. And I know how some parents can be towards their children. When their child is mentally and emotionally dying, they just don’t care. Brush it off as, “oh they’ll get over it. It’s just teenage angst”. It’s not a nice feeling knowing the people who are supposed to help through tough times like this just won’t. But, just because your parents aren’t there for you, doesn’t mean others aren’t. You got me and so many other people that care for you, even if they don’t know you. You aren’t alone kid, as long as your trying and that the best you can do, then that’s all I ask for. If you give up now, you might miss a day where you could have had the best day ever, or could have missed your own wedding (if that’s what you want). There’s so many things you would have missed out on. So know that, though you may be walking through hell right now, why stop there? Why stop in hell when there could be something much better after a few steps. You aren’t alone. Even if we are strangers, you could come on this channel talk to me or anyone else and we’ll be here for you 😊

[@ayeshagohar2908]

@@rat2538 Thank you so much. I really needed to hear that. Just thank you 💕

[@rat2538]

You're welcome 😊💕

[@ifyoucantseemypfpyourcurse4514]

Wtf… That red headed girl is too similar to an old friend. Even some phrases are the exact same 😰

[@sunflower3670]

Awww, we're almost at the same boat! Doesn't mean we weren't near the same "place"(-code: "death cause-suicide") I hope you found- or will find soon enough more *reasons* to stay...i'll have a looong way to reach

[@rat2538]

I hope you find a lot of reasons to stay too

[@sunflower3670]

@@rat2538 I hope so too

[@astroodante]

Mate if that's happening to you, just know that it'll be fine. I know you've heard this way too many times, and it hasn't worked. But life has a way of getting you down, and you'll always end up being the winner, doesn't matter how fucked up it gets. And, don't be afraid to do whatever you feel comfortable with, if you find comfort in being a gachatuber for example just record the videos you like, because you're gonna do so great at something you like. Everything will eventually work out for you, and if you ever need help or just need to vent, comment on one of my videos I'll make sure to look! I really like to make someone's day a little bit better. Just remember, you're not alone and you're wonderful!

[@rat2538]

Thank you so much for this. I appreciate it 😊

[@thatoneguyoxox]

I just wanna say I will be there for you. I want you to know that. I understand how this feels and I want to help. If there is anything I can do to help just ask. I love you all and keep holding on, please. It’s a rough ride but you have to be there or you’ll miss out.

[@thatoneguyoxox]

Oh thanks for the heart 🥺

[@rat2538]

You’re welcome 😊

[@thatoneguyoxox]

@@rat2538 :D

[@that-one-friend9557]

Wait… I thought I was just weird for feeling “normal” when I covered my chest…-

[@LiebeLux]

And I’m now crying okay this hit to close to home for me And hope you guys are doing well it’s been about 4 months now since I last cut I don’t know how I’m doing it but hey please don’t start it took me a year and a half to stop

[@rat2538]

I'm so proud of you that you've lasted four months🥺

[@rat2538]

And don't worry, the situation been resolved. And yeah, to stop yourself from cutting takes a long time. Unfortunately, I know first hand how long it can take but things will get better for you and me and so many others ☺️

[@hutaosghost2304]

Hi there! Sorry that this is happening to you Like all other said. "Life is complicated" "Life is unfair" You didn't choose this, it's not your fault! There is 7 billion+ people in this world your not alone. Many people is out there care about you and love you. It's okay to make mistakes there is always a chance I hope you always have a good day! Stay safe and healthy! ^^

[@bluewitchblue8042]

Hi i can relate to some of this had 2 friends and i tried my best to talk to them but i wasn’t allowed to so now the thing i talked to them on is broken and i had a way to find them but even then I couldn’t it sucks and i miss them so much and i hope your ok and so if people say your life is fine and your just dramatic don’t listen to them ive always been told that and it never helped now it has messed with me and i would do anything to see them again but the worlds against me and so I’ve praised to the lord asking for help and not one sign i was given and so im no longer relying on god to help i will become who i want to be without asking him for help and if you want any pronouns you can tell me to call you by it if you want and I hope you see your friends and that things will get better goodbye for now

[@bttrfls3190]

1:21 ur skin is not a paper so don’t cut it Ur life isn’t a mirror so don’t break it