Recording My Inner Monologue For A Day

[@divertingcreations936]

uh oh the video is over and now i'm alone with my thoughts

[@koalo6955]

start scrolling through the comments before its too late

[@baerra1]

@@koalo6955how dare you intrude my actions before I even take them!

[@bigmilk13_]

i laughed and then i cried

[@divertingcreations936]

This is already a classic according to my inner monologue

[@ramenstuff]

quagmire toilet gaming

[@ElixirUs69]

Mr pletcher

[@iamlosingmysanityrapidly]

​@@ElixirUs69gave us

[@kiaragarcia1998]

@@ElixirUs69gave us a weird exam bro

[@KuroParasite]

​@@kiaragarcia1998Question 3, symbols carbon.

[@kiaragarcia1998]

@@KuroParasite bet, HEHUHUHAHUHEHEHHUEHEUHUE

[@GrandmasterDinnerRoll]

A LEO UPLOAD MEANS THAT TODAY IS A GOOD DAY!

[@GrandmasterDinnerRoll]

Love you Leo; gonna be using “horny morny” from here on out btw ;)

[@MartinCoteQc]

That's so true, Leo hits the spot so much for me. He strangely and perfectly connects on how my brain feel and work.

[@MartinCoteQc]

@@GrandmasterDinnerRoll the editing of his face at that moment was perfect!

[@Omabatfartsbruh]

@@GrandmasterDinnerRoll what the fuck

[@Lazyhippie]

A friend and I have started sending short stream of consciousness texts whenever one of us asks what the other is thinking about, and it has really helped me not feel quite as alone. Being vulnerable like that and still being accepted, and often related to, feels like such a relief. This video felt like one of those conversations, and I wanted to say thank you for letting me into your head for a bit and helping me feel less alone. I hope this comment gave you at least a fraction of that feeling in return. 💛

[@babygrinchbinch]

this comment made me tear up

[@MrCameroncee]

I'm trying really hard not to sound pretentious but I have mini revelations every time I watch your vids Leo, recognising tiny nuances in someone else that you also have always feels profound

[@lenira7750]

is it me or the word nunace just sounds like saying new ones? it's probably me, because english is not my mother tongue

[@rakino4418]

​@@lenira7750 depends on the speaker's accent. When I say nuance it sounds like "new ants"

[@lenira7750]

@@rakino4418 that makes sense

[@knottydm2448]

I was today years old when i realized the pun in the title ‘The Santa Clause’

[@hoopmooy3543]

i am same

[@zache8984]

Yep, same

[@3three3three3three]

i'm tomorrow years old

[@Taylor-xq9tr]

man it sucks how underrated your channel is, the editing and writing is way too good for a channel with 50k subs

[@gregaclark2]

^

[@GoodbyeBlueMonday]

Don't worry. Only a few weeks ago he had like 7k followers. So his stock is rising fast!

[@octocoq]

Everyone starts somewhere!

[@stumpywumpy2909]

Honestly yeah I'm glad i found this hidden gem of a chanel, I hope he continues to blow up

[@stumpywumpy2909]

Makes me wonder what other hide gem channels there are ):

[@dawsonlazorchak9626]

Hey internet rabbit hole are not pointless, its what brought me here.

[@chrisberkenbyrne4363]

My inner monologue usually turns into me imagining speaking to specific friends or family members. Which is probably a bad thing, getting me in the habit of meandering one way monologues, rather than two way conversations. Also this is my favorite video of yours and I love that you're trying new things and not just sticking with what has been successful in the past. Gave me a lot to think about!

[@LeoMafraArt]

What I just noticed and loved about inner monologues is that there’s no need to give context or explain anything, things are just obvious and common sense. It seems like half the time we spend talking to someone is just explaining ourselves and trying to string things in a way that makes sense, even though they are very clear in our minds. Also, nice frozen stairs slide! Jesus would be jealous...

[@chrisberkenbyrne4363]

This is my problem - even in my head I'm always imagining myself talking to friends and therefore wasting time explaining things to them that I already know! Gotta reconsider my inner monologuing style haha

[@ThomasFlight]

This is a criminally under-viewed video.

[@divertingcreations936]

1:12 I do the exact same thing everytime its an actual addiction

[@theboulder_]

Yeah I don't do anything or go anywhere without some stimulus

[@GivenFailure]

My inner monologue is mostly just me realizing my moral failures without really knowing how to address them over and over again, when I actually have an inner monologue that is.

[@barnes9211]

Hey fam! Hopefully you've been able to work on some of those moral failures! And if not, don't worry. You'll get there. You have all the time in the world :D

[@mo1taz]

This is a very intresting idea. I think this is something people should do to understand themselfs

[@juiceboxboy9961]

I love your voice in this!

[@Ostensibly_Mellow]

I'm shocked you aren't a million sub channel with years and years of videos. I've been on a bit of a binge, and the quality of these videos, and the polish... It's unreal. I can't wait to brag how I've been here since 50k subs. I'll be an og when you blow up.

[@SuperMustache555]

This video just felt so serene and lovely. What a cool experiment, you somehow captured my daily monologue with your own. You’ve very quickly become my favorite KZbinr, keep up the great work. Loved that outro song too

[@redwolf4123]

I cannot stress to you enough how close this is to my day-to-day life and how much it means, thank you Leo.

[@corbans5796]

I love how you vocalize the idea that inner monologue can't be truly vocalized. It's more of a response to your inner monologue that you vocalize. I think if we were actually able to record our inner monologue we'd be surprised at how concentrated it really is. And how little our brain actually.. well monologues. I think it's mostly reaction most of the time. I feel like this comment is just me rambling now so I'll stop

[@EmberAceMusic]

Your channel is one of the most relatable for me. It's pretty messed up, but it really is comforting knowing I'm not alone in feeling like I do but I also hate knowing that other people feel the way I do

[@shazarn1]

As someone with ADHD, I'm so glad other people work like this. I thought I was weird

[@user-iz5wc6rc2w]

Man I remember thinking I was the only one for the longest time

[@MrMajesticMajesty]

@@user-iz5wc6rc2w I was thinking i was the only one and it feels weird to think not to now..

[@joelwilcox5424]

There's something so nice about feeling validated by someone else with adhd. Leo Vader and r/adhd when I'm feeling isolated

[@thunter992]

The snow adds to this music and feel of this upload. Leo the GOAT

[@Wyattporter]

This inner monologue thing is interesting to me, since mine comes far too fast to ever attempt to record it. If I think about my thoughts, I get caught in a loop of being aware of my thoughts and thinking about them until it’s just this sentence echoing through my head as I think about it again and again.

[@schtuff.8207]

I enjoyed this, was a great reminder for me. I occasionally do musical inner-monologue monstrosities. I started them at some kooky free improvised music soirees, happened by accident. Typically, when a piece ends, another batch of players get up spotaneously and then do some atonal improv mishmash together, nothing pre-planned - but only I got up one time... I had a guitar and my voice, and I just started flipping through thoughts... sometimes I'd sing original ideas, sometimes an original idea would get me flipping to a cover song, an impersonation... who knows. Like a TV constantly flipping to semi-related channels... and then, at a certain point, you feel a natural conclusion, and you've taken everyone on this little journey. I like the idea of creating conditions for yourself where you can't help but be authentic. I'm often sick of polished art, and I think we miss out on so much possibility when we prepare.

[@Ostbuggen]

I've been recording my inner monologue daily since last may and I honestly think it's one of the primary reasons why I've felt better about myself and life in general and why 2020 was the best year of my life so far. It's made me reflect and appreciate what I've got in way way I haven't before. It lets me catch bad thoughts and analyze them, take them apart and overpower them. I've had insights into who I am and why I am the way I am, and it has made me accept myself in a way I hadn't before. I recommend trying it out. Also, I really dig the LA Noire soundtrack and it fits the video super well!

[@wastelanda7x]

I appreciate the feeling I have after a leo video. They're so thought provoking

[@dachers1238]

Holy crap. If I'm at my computer and listening to stuff (I have multiple monitors on my desktop and like to watch KZbin while gaming, literally playing Immortals:Fenyx rising while typing this and watching this KZbin vid, right now), I will literally switch from my desktop speakers to bluetooth headphones if I need to get up and go to the bathroom or get a drink. Glad to know I'm not the only one that does that.

[@idoall1134]

This content is so fucking good because its so entertaining but brings up really profound concepts at the same time!

[@youtubecommenter8412]

I love you leo vader

[@ekx5120]

Getting lost inside my thoughts, analysing their quality, feeling stupid for thinking them, and then go on a loop. I thought I was alone.

[@tuchenciotuch3976]

This video is art, you can't change my mind

[@PHATVideos]

Can't find anyone else making videos like this on here! Another great one!

[@mikelynch920]

Zack Braff said on his podcast that the Scrubs creators were going to publish a book of all the shows great internal monologues, until they realized they were all mostly birthday card poems. 😄

[@user-cz2jt6gi4f]

Leo please never give up on your goals. You are incredible and your videos bring me joy. You will be successful. I am sure of it.

[@charmygreen665]

Your contents really been helping through a rough depression. Please always remember your art matters to someone man

[@hexane360]

I totally relate to constantly listening to something, possibly to avoid my own thoughts. This whole video reminds me of the Douglas Adams quote: “One of the things Ford Prefect had always found hardest to understand about humans was their habit of continually stating the obvious... At first Ford formed a theory to account for this human behaviour. If human beings don't keep exercising their lips, he thought, their mouths seize up. After a few months' consideration and observation he abandoned this theory in favour of a new one. If they don't keep on excercising their lips, he thought, their brains start working.”

[@EJofKC]

Something about your style really speaks to me man. These videos are just so good.

[@haleywaley]

this is a wonderful video. thank you for working so hard and making something so deeply interesting while simultaneously capturing the human condition.

[@randall_pitchfork_6493]

I have to say, the THOUGHT of my inner monolgue has always been the single most inspiring source for fueling my creative drive. Because realizing you can literally think and create anything infinitely in a private space without trying is truly magical and incredible.

[@NamesEvad]

Oneday your channel will blow up and videos like this will appear in so many peoples suggestions boxes, at least I hope. This video deserves more views and recognition. Great work, wonderful use of intertextuality and so well interwoven. It really caught my attention and interest in a way that few youtubers do. Had to pause it once or twice, the ideas and links you made were so interesting that my partner and I had to discuss what we were seeing. Well done.

[@benjaminclarke8768]

Another home run my guy. Your video essays are one of a kind. RIP tripod, you gave your life for some good fucking content

[@jellofroggo8568]

After every video of yours I watch, I have an existential crises. no joke, legit I already contemplate life enough but it’s such quality vids I have to watch

[@greyfox4044]

I've wondered my whole life if I have ADD on some level cause I have similar thinking.... and then during the video, I start thinking about what a video of Leo hiking some trails would be like.... and 5 minutes later, I remember I'm watching his video

[@PeregrinesChagrin]

I love your point of view Leo. I originally learned about you as the funny video editor at GI, but the more of your videos I watch, the more appreciation I have for your unique POV. I used to love being alone with my thoughts and I never understood people's disdain for it, but the more I disappoint myself, the less comforting it is. At the very least, it's good to know I'm not alone in that.

[@Hunter-kp1ve]

Oddly personal and intimate. I'm named after fear and loathing in Las Vegas. The day you uploaded this, I was thinking about Dexter, I've been too high at that park you're walking around, more than once. Thanks Leo

[@Chibiknux]

Your videos are so therapeutic to me i love them please don't ever stop. Inner monologue works great on anime. The best at it is (in my opinion) Kyon on Haruhi Suzumiya (well it helps its based of a novel)

[@TheRyandale2001]

This video is so damn creative and it really helped cheer me up, thank you!

[@Fuggo55]

Always nice to find a new KZbinr with funny well written videos, keep up the great work!

[@natalief3145]

The putting the headphones in to go to the bathroom is so relatable and the same way I feel about how I over smoke to avoid things I know I’ll have to think about later

[@thijswouters]

This is such a fascinating concept, nice one Leo!

[@aleyahaaa3091]

I've been enjoy your stuff since you've started at GI and now with Minnmax and your own channel. Love your work man

[@somethingventured3]

I love you, Leo. Your work is always somehow tremendously relatable and utterly unique.

[@BloodDripss]

im glad youtube showed me your now you see me wizards video. ever since thrn ive been in love with this channel. you make some content that really intrigues me on many levels. this is all my inner monologue talking

[@AKAGFunk]

You took some great footage for this one. Great content.

[@bearsinyards8885]

This is one of the most original and amazing videos I’ve ever seen

[@someguywhocanfly]

How do you make all these different concepts so interesting? You're genuinely pretty interesting as a person, you have a good sense of how to communicate even simple thoughts in a way that people like to listen to.

[@Artz22]

I love how much you change up your channel from commentary to really small films. I love your stuff man.

[@The_RedVIII]

I want to congratulate Leo on this great video, but it's already very late and I'm getting really tired, but if I go to bed now, this video might be old news when I wake up. No one would even see my comment if I write it a day later. Also, I'm getting really self aware of this bit that I'm doing, trying to write a comment based on my inner thoughts, to go with the theme of this video. I thought it would be funny. But is it? Would people even get it? Also, are these even my immediate inner thoughts? I mean, I thought about this whole comment before I even started writing it. But on the other hand, I'm writing what comes to my mind at this very moment. Even though I think my brain is still faster than my hands, so it seems like sometimes my inner thoughts are pressing the delete button and rewrite themselves. Also, it is weird that I think in English, even though it's not my native language. But I pretty much live my life in English ever since my early 20s. Since KZbin got big and I started watching US gaming channels and stuff. Shit, I don't want this to turn into my life story just because my inner thoughts forget that I'm writing a comment for a bit I'm doing. Anyway, great video Leo.

[@AintYourChannel]

This deserves so much more attention than it's getting, I haven't seen this level of quality in a video in so long

[@MrDochorrible]

I really enjoyed this. Fitting that I listened to it like a podcast while cleaning the house.

[@tomfool23]

Concept and execution on point here. I really ID’d with the thing about always wanting to be listening. With no exaggeration, maybe 60%-70% of the time I spend on chores is in the selection of the podcast or KZbin to go with it.

[@BulletBrain666]

Just binged your entire channel. Fantastic stuff, very refreshing content

[@scoobidywoobidy7214]

Dude you’re under 100k and holy hell are you gonna blow up soon. I’ll comment on every video I watch to make sure KZbin’s algorithm notices you and gives you a fighting chance. Once you hit the populous you’re gonna soar. I really appreciate the content and I truly do look forward to seeing more In the future.

[@doublexjamy2]

I need more please. This type of inner monologue on the topic of inner monologue got my brain... Wondering where thoughts even come from

[@adrianr3885]

this was a stunning vid! my friend sent me your channel a couple weeks ago and i’m v grateful. excited to see more that you make

[@limeslush1e]

i love the line this tows between the fiction of your channel and your real life thoughts and feelings...its like a puzzle

[@dotsthoughts353]

really well done, good job, thanks for putting the effort and time in. Then ending -- 10/10, very impressed.

[@thewarhammer6606]

I’ve been bingeing your content; good stuff! You’re an inspiration!

[@nickigorel5799]

Thanks for making videos. You really brighten my day when I watch them. Such a great mix of comedy, commentary, and existentialism. Didn't know how much I missed that until recently. :)

[@MitchReecherMusic]

Great watch as always! Always makes a Friday better when one of these drops.

[@thatwooky]

I come back to this video a couple months later and it's still criminally underrated. I'll be back in a couple months.

[@34autobot]

Another Leo Vader video another example of how I think he’s reading my mind. I swear we have the same thoughts also this brought almost made me cry

[@ImPallasAthena]

This is a genuinely beautiful video. I have a lot of thoughts about my own inner monologue like this, and I struggle with my own thoughts sometimes to the point where I have to always be listening to something. Maybe this'll help. Idk, either way, it was probably the best video I've watched in a long time, so thank you.

[@tilly5944]

Love this. I feel like not entertaining our own thoughts is a massive problem right now, I'm seeing it in so many of my friends

[@rocketpunchgo1]

Always loved your work Leo, and that has not changed!

[@baxter740]

I can’t explain it but this made me unreasonably happy to watch. Thank you.

[@leo-i7i4f]

I found this from a goofy ahh video... I thought it would be something different

[@tommyjohnson6676]

I love the content, it all really flows. Keep making the art good man.

[@Khaerma]

I relate to this sooo much. I love your videos dude! You've definitely sparked some joy for me this evening and I appreciate it very much.

[@GamingWithAGoose]

I absolutely adore your videos. You should have wayyyy more subs and views. Creative, original, funny and entertaining.

[@NjDuchess]

I like this idea a lot. Seems like it could be good for introspection or just cringing. Yours was nice to listen to.

[@maurydegeofroy4778]

I often make it a point to go to the bathroom without anything to entertain myself with just to take a break from being entertained and allowing myself a few moments with my thoughts. Once you get used to it it's actually kind of nice.

[@GrippieRedd]

My new favorite youtuber!! Keep this up man.

[@alistairjclark2433]

Discovered your channel today and man your content is top tier

[@RetroPokemonTCG]

Amazing concept for a video. You've definitely got me thinking about trying this out for myself! I can imagine how introspective of an experience it'd be

[@FeBreeze.]

the most varied amount of topics in one video, yet stays around the whole inner monologue idea, i love this

[@GG43V3R]

I think that you need time to think to get to know yourself. I think you need time to in your head twist and turn this things you experience and learn. To answer questions like: who am I? what do I like?... Maybe those answeres come naturally to most people but i need to take some time every day just thinking about whatever and gradually im coming closer to some sort of answere to some of these questions, althoguh i never think i will truly solve them. At first it was scary to be alone with my own thoughts but now I feel at home with them. That felt kinda new age ish, dont know why i felt the need to share.

[@Mountainpup01]

Dude you’re gonna be huge one day, it’s crazy that you aren’t already because this stuff is so well made

[@ebrdsht]

soooo fucking good, the inner monologe is very very well put. if u need the validation, this is very similar to when I voice my thoughts exactly so I think it's pretty accurate!

[@arcaciustrell8756]

I think you hit the feel of an inner monologue so well when at 4:37 I was unsure for a second if what was being said was your thoughts or mine.

[@MaralTheGameGirl]

You should be a movie. This video is the most real thing I've ever seen online. Now even the most relatable memes can't top this for me...

[@jonnil1997]

What a thoughtfull video, super relatable. Really beautiful way to end it aswell.

[@gocry6088]

You make the most relatable videos I've ever seen and I'm not just saying that because we share a name

[@XnosamasonX]

This is kinda like. Hitting home. I honestly can't say when the last time I was truly alone with my thoughts for more than 10 mins. I fall asleep with KZbin or Twitch on. The second I was up, I pull up a video to watch and listen to. Even at work I'm listing to music or watching videos. If I'm not watching something I'm scrolling through reddit, looking at memes, or playing xbox. There isn't really a time besides sleep where my brain is not actively consuming media. I feel like I need a break from being awake all the time.

[@tyjoy6111]

finding this channel is the best thing now you see me has done for me

[@dougiehockeym8071]

Another great relatable video about life, and what the hell were all even doing. Thanks Leo.

[@22beanbean]

This is one of the best videos I’ve ever seen!

[@michaelgiannetto6928]

Your videos hit on a spiritual level

[@GS03OT]

ive recently discovered your channel and binged all your stuff, and im not sure why this is, but i particularly loved this video especially. keep it up leo.