Recovering from Kundalini Awakening Induced Psychosis • The Early Years

[@melodyblossom7146]

Thank you so so much. I had such a terrible psychotic break during my awakening, and the aftermath has been terrible. Hearing your story helps me Kinda feel normal again. 💗

[@KaraLeah]

I'm so pleased that watching this was beneficial for you Melody. Going through psychosis can be a huge challenge - I found it terrifying and disorienting. Yet now, I'm so grateful for the experience, where it led me and all it showed me.

[@bridileen]

I could have written your reply. My aftermath has been horrendous. My thoughts with you xxxx

[@heartofthunder1440]

As my awakening was like, it almost felt like a dream or something, couldn’t distinguish between reality or dream. I’ve been trying to understand it more, I had my awakening a couple of years ago, and my awakening comes and goes for that matter, I’m almost certain I’ve lived my life before. But, in this case I believe that in reality we live a dream, but we can’t figure that out, because of the reality of things, that’s the point, it’s theoretically both…. Your not supposed be able to distinguish the difference, the awakening process allows for a person to do just that and that process can be scary for anyone at any particular point in their life. The life we live is a dream based reality, it’s a up and down roller coaster ride full of thought and emotions. 1 minute your fine, the next minute your falling down the rabbit hole, I’m pretty sure once you experience it, you can bring it on again under a controlled manner. With my awakening though it was a familiar territory for me, I’ve had to relearn how to control my feelings of emotion. Now, all of these awakenings that have been happening now, I think it may have something to do with, the magnetic fields of the earth, possibly solar cycle related, and lunar cycles as well, may contribute to this. Another is watching what NEWS you consume, and other information you encounter, anything that can alter your mood. Having to take a closer look into things like magnetic fields, and the brain, your brain can almost be similar to those in other animals, and any kind of drastic change in magnetic fields around the earth can affect your brain, now weather or not it’s our sun or our moon is questionable, and perhaps could be due to a possible black hole traveling close to our galaxy. Everything is a possibility, but when talking about what is natural, we can’t really discount it as being part of a grand design that just happens.

[@jksjksjks3339]

Kundalini psychosis is very common with an ungrounded yoga practice. Third eye meditation (alone) is dangerous by itself because it can lead to kundalini psychosis. In the same way, heart-based meditation-alone- can create a state of being “love-drunk”. All yoga, meditation and Qigong breathing practices must begin and end in the belly, (the lower dan tien in qigong) 3-4 finger widths below the navel. This energy center of the body (lower dan tien) is like a battery and can store much prana/chi. The third eye and heart cannot store excess chi/prana and you will fry it out if your yoga/meditation practice starts or ends in either the heart or third eye. To heal from kundalini psychosis (or a spiritual energy emergency), you must learn how to ground yourself. Yin energy is from the Earth, it is calming to the nervous system. Standing barefoot on the ground, outdoors is best, and if you are indoors, open a window for fresh air, be in the shade because the sun is Yang energizing and very stimulating. Put your hands, one atop the other onto your belly, centered 3-4 finger widths below your navel, and beginning with your exhale (our exhale is calming and activates Yin energy and our parasympathetic nervous system, while our inhale is excitatory and activates our Yang energy and sympathetic nervous system. Also with a Seated yoga positioning where you fold your legs up can make it more difficult to channel prana/chi up from the earth if you were not taught this method of breathing, so learn another practice- (another spiritual tool) a Yin qigong practice that brings calming yin chi up from the earth, through the soles of your feet and into your belly( lower dan tien). With your inhale, you draw earth chi into your belly, and with your exhale, which becomes longer and slower with each breath. Next with your exhale, allow your chi to sink back into your feet and the earth. With Taoist breathing, the inhaled breath draws prana/chi up from the earth and into the body with each inhale, and with each exhaled breath, sink your qi/prana back into the earth grounding your excess energy. While with Buddhist breathing, the chi follows the breath and the inhale drawns chi from the third eye or the nostrils down to the heart and/or the belly, and then the exhale returns the chi/prana back up to the nostrils or third eye - which can be dangerously over- stimulating to both the third eye and the heart. This overstimulation of the heart and/or the third eye is what can cause a kundalini emergency and all you need to do is learn how to ground your practice. If your kundalini emergency is coming from PTSD or a physical/sexual trauma that your body has compartmentalized for your own safety, you will want to learn additional techniques to bring peace and love and healing energy to this trauma energy that you have spontaneously brought to your conscious awareness after your body had kept it safely hidden from you to protect yourself when you were younger. If you want to use a mantra, try the word “Peace” and inwardly say “love” with your inhale, and “peace” with your exhale - with each breath- drawing out the word : inhaling “Looooooooovvvvvee” and then exhalihg “peeeeeaaaaaccccceeeeee” This Yin-Taoist meditation style is just one of many you can learn from me. Please contact me if you have questions. ❤️&✌️to you and good chi! 😌

[@kairoxso016]

Hi!! You seem to have a lot of helpful information on qi and energy flow. Do you have more information or books to recommend? Do you work with people to help regulate their energy flow?

[@oksureright]

Hmm 🤔 so instead of crossed leg, one should open it. What?, the Kua? Qigong and Kundalini practices are not the same. I agree with you on a general cautionary approach. All in all, the modern interpretation of this evolution continues to offer more information and resources 😊🙏

[@derekpmoore]

The Schizotypal Personality Questionnaire (SPQ) increases your schizotypal score when you admit to these kinds of beliefs.

[@kalinachiminello8244]

Thank you so much for posting this. I just went through this 3 weeks ago. Was admitted into the psych ward. I was then put on anti psychotics. I feel like i am hhindering or cheating the process a bit but i needed that for a short term. The information was just too much and i couldn't handle it. The night terrors were on another level, i felt my mind was hacked. What an absolutely terrfying experience this was, mind blowing and utterly terrifying. Thank you for making me feel like i am not alone.

[@KaraLeah]

Hey Kalina, I'm sorry to hear you've had to go through all of that - I know how terrifying it can be. And yes, you are not alone! So many people experience it. I too was on anti-psychotics and they were needed and useful at the time. When I got out of the psych ward, I focused on stabilisation using yoga, mediation, journalling, walking etc. Once I was stable in my living situation, and mind, I weaned myself off with the support of friends and family. Everybody's situation will be different though. Medication has a role to play at times.

[@Man-lw1vp]

TURN TO JESUS CHRIST

[@AlanWalker-7142]

Yeah it's really disturbing, I had very dark dreams, anxiety, muscle spasms, brain fog, tinnitus all at the same time and on the other side I also had mystical experiences like I was on drugs....... it's really terrifying how potent this energy is

[@KaraLeah]

@@AlanWalker-7142 Learning to work with the terror is part of the process, for sure

[@jodystephenson6306]

Awesome. Thanks for the candid look. Your doing a great service.

[@Lodewijk81]

You are an Angel. Thank you ❤🙏

[@darlenewaters11]

Thank you for sharing this you just helped me immensely ❤️🥰😊

[@KaraLeah]

Wonderful - that's the intention.

[@Magik1369]

There is a big difference between psychosis and a person undergoing spiritual awakening. The person suffering psychosis has a weak ego and becomes overcome by the dark forces of the unconscious. An enlightened or awakened person has a strong enough ego to make it to the other side. Yes, symptoms of awakening can mimic psychosis. It takes decades to process the karma...the repressed instincts, emotions, feelings, complexes, and wounds in the deep unconscious. Surrendering to the Dynamic Ground (Higher Self) is absolutely essential. There is not just 1 surrender, but many. Breathe deeply and allow the darkness to arise, feel it, experience it, then release it in tears. This process repeats itself over and over again for years. This is normal in an awakening. Keep your ego grounded in who you are in this life and keep your feet planted on Mother Earth. I recommend a book that precisely describes this process by Michael Washburn, "The Ego and the Dynamic Ground". Peace!

[@KaraLeah]

Thank you for this, much appreciated. The point is that BOTH can simultaneously be happening... And yes, nearly two decades on, there has been a LOT of karma processing. What a ride. With, as you point out, the constant process of surrender, moment by moment, day by day.

[@Patricia-d8r3o]

Yikes, amazing story. Thank you for sharing.

[@4_seeds]

Hi I just wanted to say THANK U AND BLESSINGS FROM UNIVERSAL LUV TO U. I've watched many videos on psychosis in which I didn't feel inclined with. Until I found yours. All from awakening to feelings of disassociation. I'm still in recovery and would love to email you personally if possible. Your video has made me feel so at home in a long time. Thank you for sharing 🙏♥️

[@KaraLeah]

Hey Nanah, I'm glad this video was useful for you. YOu're welcome to email me, but I can't often respond personally due to the number of messages I receive every week. Sometimes I do videos though, responding to questions in emails. You can also buy my book Sex, Drugs & (mostly) Yoga on Amazon, which is a great read and explores my healing and recovery from psychosis. Also check out my facebook page.. I'm always writing about that kind of thing there!

[@4_seeds]

@@KaraLeah sounds amazing I will follow you on fb and purchase soon. Blessings and love,

[@arecoveringlife4961]

Hello. I just subscribed to your channel. I had what was diagnosed as a psychotic break/bipolar 1 in 2016. I “came too” three weeks later in the State Hospital. Yoga played a big part in my returning to relative reality, along with a few other interesting that I somehow knew, on what I believe to be a primal level. It’s been a little over five years since then and I’m finally at a place where I can somewhat explain or describe the experience without sounding like I’m insane. I’ve been flying solo with all of this and it’s been very challenging. I’m now stepping out because I need to seek out like minded people and I believe I can be of service. Anyway, I don’t usually leave comments but I felt compelled to do so now. Thanks!

[@KaraLeah]

Thanks for sharing your experience. I'm glad this video was of service to you. Blessings

[@taharanorton679]

Thank you so much for this video and your openness. I was just having a bad night reflecting on my own experience last year & one of the things that sucks with having gone through that is it seems hard to find others that have similar experiences. It's also really depressing if you do research it online bc it's all doom and gloom. Your video and hearing how you've risen above, is so refreshing 💫🙏

[@KaraLeah]

Hey Tahara, The View or perspective we tale about what happened is really important - it can define our healing journey. (See my memoir for more on this). If you're reflecting on it and judging yourself for what happened, that's going to cause suffering. A HUGE part of this work is coming into radical self-acceptance. I'd suggest checking out my website and following more of my work as I share on all these aspects through my various channels.

[@taharanorton679]

@@KaraLeah Judging myself and feeling embarrassed for some family and a few friends seeing me in that state has caused a lot of suffering. I do continue to heal & work on accepting myself everyday! I've always been a perfectionist & think I prided myself on that alot before- but nothing like an experience like that breaking down the ego! 😊😄 I'll look at more of your work- thank you! 🥰

[@HeatherDMorris]

My son did the third eye awakening thing. He went into psychosis and went to emergency room several times in 1 week . He thought the mayor of this one horse town had a parade just for him . He called me crying and yelling help they are about to shoot me now mama hes got a gun to my head. It's been a nightmare . The crisis center diagnosed him with a manic episode of bipolar but it came on from the awakening he said

[@KaraLeah]

Both things can be true - awakening triggering a manic episode related to bipolar. And yes, that sounds really challenging to experience. I hope you've got the support you need to support him to heal and recover.

[@HeatherDMorris]

@@KaraLeah he is in jail right now and the stuff he was going through for a while seems to have lessened some. He still talks about it but not so focused on it now. He still believes "they" are connected to him , can see him and talk to him . I just tell him I believe what hes saying and its evil spirits he allowed into his life . Jesus is the answer . I have heard there are steps more than accepting and following Christ to get this stuff out of his life. I dont know but I know Jesus has set me free of all the sin and June in my own life ! Thank you!

[@melodyblossom7146]

I love when you said part of you was deeply okay. Thank you for your words.

[@catlover5656]

since having a kundalini spiritual awakening, it messed with my eyes a bit with seeing floaters, and my hearing by tinitus and a pressure in the middle of my forehead thats still on going but not as bad since finding Christ and having faith in Him healing me, day by day out of the psychosis through His Word - that keeps me grounded, He truly is the only Truth, the Way and Life. Amen

[@KaraLeah]

I'm glad you've found a path that works for you.

[@MimiTheHamster]

My kundalini psychosis has been on going for a year now, I’m starting to worry I’ll never fully recover and it makes me regret spiritually awakening but trauma forced it on me too.

[@emmajane646]

Jesus Christ will free you from trauma without psychosis. No side effects from Jesus Christ only His love.

[@emmajane646]

He freed me from the worst trauma same day.

[@kitecommunications7633]

Just like LSD, meditation can be a door opener to demonic oppression or even possession. Read “Demons and Depression, Mental Illness and Possession” (Amazon Books) and the entities experienced during LSD / DMT / and aftermath are clearly demonic and responsible for both poltergeist type activity and suicidal ideation. Don't like recommending Amazon much but this book will really help anyone suffering from psychosis. I agree with the Jesus Christ person by the way.

[@danhuxley608]

Had a pshycotic episode lats light for sure Felt like my heart was about to explode for hours so I just didn’t run and meditated and trusted this is a process I must go through , feel lighter today yet mentally exhausted , aware I didn’t get it all Up and there’s more to come in the future but definitely a huge dose of fear release

[@KatelynMrsBamaIngle]

Yes! I had psychosis for a few days from kundalini too. Had no help was losing everything. Had no family much left alive. It’s been traumatic to heal from. It missed my vision up too.. I have floaters bad.. and static vision and I feel electrical feelings all around my head 8-9 months later.

[@KatelynMrsBamaIngle]

Still have visions too.. :/

[@AdamRoya]

Any improvement/ tips?

[@natalieclarereadings]

🙏 Thank you for sharing. Currently in recovery myself ❤

[@DannyPodcast]

Thanks for sharing. I recognise some of it from my own journey. Its like you say, it doesn't really affects us. You are none of this in the end. What people think has nothing to do with you or your process. And every awakening, including the explosions of psychosis is part of the greater transformation in to a higher frequency. At least that is my take on it.

[@KaraLeah]

@@DannyPodcast Yep, pretty much! ✨

[@Liam_Noman]

I appreciate you and your words which resonate so much. My New Beginning is in process.

[@KaraLeah]

You are so welcome!

[@AndreaSmith-pj8wf]

Comg thankyou so much your story helped me overcome a lot of issues in y life yoir such a inspiring experience ❤ peace love and light

[@KaraLeah]

You're welcome!

[@Man-lw1vp]

It’s JESUS CHRIST! He’s the way. DO NOT DELAY!

[@emmajane646]

Amen! Jesus took my abuse and trauma away! No psychosis, no side effects! Jesus Christ is Lord and God!

[@miro6932]

Hi Emma, did He take your traumas away without you having to go through any internal healing process? Im going through this dumb kundalini awakening and im constantly healing traumas. I hope Jesus can save me too, im quite new in the faith

[@Man-lw1vp]

@@miro6932 Commit yourself to Jesus! The devil will flee.

[@paulajjeanes3828]

Oh yeah it was a nightmare luckily I came across this idea and currently in the process of ending the nightmare my personality seems to have returned and is not fragmented anymore in fact I feel no internal pain that would normally trigger the fragmented personality I don't feel the urge or the need to fragment at all I'm currently over a week of present moment healing and definitely feel like I can can continue indefinitely for as long as I live now I fucked up once before on this same path but here and now I know what it was so I just don't repeat it the process of healing is much better away from others as it can be ten times more successful so I've discovered I feel so much relief when others push me out of their lives as it gives me a fun and educational task of yes it's just me plenty of space to heal.

[@youbetterfindout]

Kundalini expert may be contacted. Your experience somewhat connected with awakening of Kundalini. Shri Gopi Krishna book The Serpent Power may be useful. Or Swami Muktanand Ganeshpuri Ashram also written about awakening of kundalini.

[@MrBwalk47]

Thank you!

[@momsazombie1]

Thank you for sharing, much love

[@finyx2543]

Thank you so much I needed this, every word ... 🤍

[@JosephCunningham-u4p]

Twin flame forced Kundalini awakening and now it feels like I'm surrounded by evil or narcissist everywhere I need help

[@KaraLeah]

What's your practice like? What path or lineage are you following?

[@JoseMiranda-ho8lc]

Thanks for your story

[@KaraLeah]

My pleasure

[@thejourney2beingaPRO]

Hey Kara Lea I had a spiritual awakening with one psychotic break and I don't want it to happen again. I am concerned about going to a psych facility. Can you share more about your experience there? Also your experience with medicine?

[@KaraLeah]

Hey Nick, It's so long ago now, and memory is so unreliable, I'm not sure that I'd have much of value to say. My focus was on healing and recovery, and attending to the mechanisms of the psyche that made the psychosis happen. Which was successful ultimately, as I never went into psychosis again.

[@AshleyDeAnda4JesusChrist]

Hi Nick, I have a background in mental health. I also have experienced this "awakening". Please seek Jesus Christ. Jesus saved me from my body moving on it's own. This "energy" was really a demon (an evil spirit). satan has deceived many into thinking he does not exist. But there are two kingdoms - the Kingdom of Heaven with Jesus Christ and the kingdom of darkness that leads to hell. This energy is evil and many do not understand this. My testimony is here for the glory of God. kzbin.info/www/bejne/enmxYmmNrcZonrc

[@pedrosanchez6406]

Hi there, im going through the main shift and im worried about what i ll be' not able to control after that. Does an uncontrolled self talk may Happen? Or uncontrolled actions on people? I cant let go in this final stage.

[@kaywaters8621]

Am I able to message you and ask you a few questions please I’m having a pretty scary time right now and could do with a conversation with someone who understands 🙏

[@KaraLeah]

Hey Kay, yes, I do sessions regularly with people experiencing KA. You can book a free 20 minute Discovery Call, and find out about the longer 50 minute Clarity Sessions here: karaleah.com/work-with-kara-leah/

[@kaywaters8621]

@@KaraLeah sorry I’ve just seen this! I’ve got through it! I’m on my way 🙌❤️

[@joansceline8734]

Were you put on medication when you were diagnosed? I feel like I have ascension symptoms. There is slight pressure on my crown chakra and I am feeling the energy move around me. I am hoping to ride this out but it is worrisome.

[@KaraLeah]

Yes, I was put on anti-psychotic medication. I took it for about six months while I stabilised my system and my life, and then began to gradually cut down.

[@TEALEMPRESS888]

....I needed this....🙏

[@AshleyDeAnda4JesusChrist]

Please seek Jesus Christ. Jesus saved me from my body moving on it's own. This "energy" was really a demon (an evil spirit). satan has deceived many into thinking he does not exist. But there are two kingdoms - the Kingdom of Heaven with Jesus Christ and the kingdom of darkness that leads to hell. This energy is evil and many do not understand this. My testimony is here for the glory of God. kzbin.info/www/bejne/enmxYmmNrcZonrc

[@raffaelbeckers3105]

Jesus❤️

[@KaraLeah]

Loves us all.

[@garylawlor3453]

You should only practice kundali with a teacher, I've seen what it can do to people. This was 25 yrs ago before all youtu.be was not around. There is to much these days on social media and KZbin telling people they can do this and that. But kundali has to be avoided unless you have a master or teacher who can take you through this process. Thanks for your video.

[@KaraLeah]

I'm not sure what you mean by "practice kundalini" - do you mean Kundalini Yoga as created by Yoga Bhajan? As for avoiding Kundalini itself... the challenge in that is so many people are having spontaneous awakenings. And many of those people aren't even doing any yoga or meditation practice. A teacher that can guide one through the process is absolute gold...

[@garylawlor3453]

@@KaraLeah kundali completely if you don't have someone to guide you

[@niaprice3267]

@@KaraLeah yup.. It happened to me in 2017 and then again in 2018. My paradigm shifted dramatically. The veil of illusion was torn down. My life will never ever be the same.

[@KaraLeah]

@@niaprice3267 Thanks for sharing... blessings to you with all that change!

[@uncut119]

Thank you for sharing a part of your story. I am still healing from my kundalini induced psychosis non stop for almost 2 years. It was intense

[@amireal5458]

Hi there, thank you so much for sharing your experience, I was wondering if it's safe for me to go down the path of spirituality since I am diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, im just 20 and i've been struggling a lot since I was 15 mainly with depression/suicidal thoughts, self harm and substance abuse. I was commited at a psych ward at 16, and then at 17 I went through rehab for 2 years. Nowadays im doing a lot better, I just smoke weed and use psychedelics every once in a while when I feel like I need a mind and spirit reset, and im going deeper and deeper into spirituality (since I feel like it's one of the few things that can keep me alive and well) but recently I did some acid and this time the visual components don't really seem to be going away completely weeks after the trip) I kind of see fractals everywhere and enhanced colors and lights, apart from that im doing great, im just scared now to keep going further into spiritual awakening cause all of the reports of a psychosis danger especially being mentally ill. I feel like im at the door of something but I don't know if I should open it or not, what should I do? It's getting kinda lonely and scary out here.

[@KaraLeah]

Define "spirituality"? I would suggest completely dropping the cannabis and psychedelics for now. Find a good, grounded, spiritual community that has a clear lineage or path (including appropriate View Teachings and Practices) where you can have direct contact with a teacher. Find a path that's grounded in embodiment. Given what you've named in this comment, it's likely there's unprocessed trauma in your system and so finding enough stability, within a strong and supportive trauma-informed community, it critical for processing this.

[@amireal5458]

@@KaraLeah thank you so much :) and yeah, I do have some subconcious unresolved issues for sure, and i mean spiritualitly in the sense of buddhisim, hinduism and occultism in general, I will definitely take your advice into consideration, have a good day and thank you again

[@KaraLeah]

@@amireal5458 My experience of disorders like Borderline is that they are rooted in trauma responses. Heal and resolve the trauma, and the behaviours associated with BPD can start to dissolve and fall away. Re. spirituality - it's SO important to find one particular approach, and do daily practice from that tradition. It can take time to find the tradition or lineage that works for you though... I started in Classical Yoga, while learning about lots of the other paths, and eventually discovered Classical Tantra. Once I found that, it was SO clear it was my path. Many blessings on your journey.

[@katiestanley93]

You will never recover if you continue using drugs . If it’s clarity you seek surrender and gather a solid support system . Sending love your way

[@amireal5458]

@@katiestanley93 im currently in a rehab facility hospitalized about 2 months in right now, 6 months remaining. Thank you for your support

[@mattdoyle6444]

Love You Blessings and Joy thank you for everything

[@mightytattz6752]

Jeremiah 3:33 Call to me and I will answer you, and will tell you great and hidden things that you have not known. Matthew 11:28 Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.”

[@emmajane646]

Amen! Only Jesus is the one!

[@KaraLeah]

Jesus is awesome - truth and love all the way.

[@ezrael6795]

To much yang hot energy in my head I've come in and out of this before but now it's so much more harder to ground myself

[@devynhale1623]

Kundalini doesn't happen multiple times from my research after my experience i would definitely look into mental health

[@KaraLeah]

I'm not sure what you mean by this. Kundalini is a process, not an experience. Once it's activated, it continues to unfold. And mental health is WITHIN the scope of it all. Our minds can still have non-beneficial ways of operating as the kundalini process unfolds. So it's a both/and. We need to take car of our mental health, and heal underlying trauma - it's all part of the kundalini process.

[@devynhale1623]

@@KaraLeah it's an experience and a process trust me

[@devynhale1623]

@@KaraLeah Only certain people will ever have The real kundalini awakening experience its not pleasant at first and i wasnt seeking it if anyone thinking i was looking into this before it happened to me i had no idea what was happening untill it was over never heard of kundalini or any of this information 36 days was unreal lost all ego had the biggest feeling of inner peace but again it was a terrifying experience and painful be careful⚛️🙏It's actually the light the morning star the light "lucifer" the same spirit Jesus used to preform miracles that's the reason they also referred to Jesus as the Morning Star as well as Lucifer as the Morning Star the light how the majority doesn't understand this! To make it clear also lucifer is not the devil or Satan! I was heavily religious going to church three times a week until I had my Kundalini Awakening I personally did not know anything about Kundalini never heard of it or chakras at that point. Also lasted 36 days was scary painful then was the most amazing feeling of inner peace the spirit was able to get me off of multiple medications including opiates and benzodiazepines as well tobacco and marijuana addiction. I also went threw hell but everything happend for a purposes and was clear as day right after was unbelievable my blockage was in the heart and back area felt like something was trying to push out my back. Also the night of the fist day of my awaking i was almost shot by multiple officers at that time tazers were only carried by division head 1 tazer per department somehow i was protected by something from the 2 k9 dogs the swat units and other officerslong enough for the tazer officer to arrive i was somehow only hit by one probe but was still dropped by it stopping me from being shot. Was somehow lucky enough to be transferred forensic assessment unit for the criminally insane I was there for 30 days 6 days was in isolation at the jail though I was never treated with any medication I was not diagnosed with any mental illness after 30 days of constant observation. The end results to the judge in court was it was "an enigma" as my action were not goal orientated but every action happened for a reason to get me off of everything I was being prescribed at the time to get me away from the people I was with and out of the abusive relationship I was stuck in who was the mother of my child, I am now a full-time single father addictions counselor and have full custody of my daughter. I have police reports medical records and court documents to back all these claims.

[@azrielwm]

Namaste. Great video. Sounds like you were a square peg trying to fit in a round hole for a long time. I understand that feeling

[@AshleyDeAnda4JesusChrist]

Please seek Jesus Christ. Jesus saved me from my body moving on it's own. This "energy" was really a demon (an evil spirit). satan has deceived many into thinking he does not exist. But there are two kingdoms - the Kingdom of Heaven with Jesus Christ and the kingdom of darkness that leads to hell. This energy is evil and many do not understand this. My testimony is here for the glory of God. kzbin.info/www/bejne/enmxYmmNrcZonrc

[@nashnamusafr]

The more you do yoga the more you will be psychotic

[@KaraLeah]

This is not true at all. There were two episodes of psychosis in 2004. I have done yoga daily since then, including a 1000 Day practice of Ucchāra, and I am very, very sane.

[@True-ob4lq]

You think you are sane but your just opening yourself up to demons that come as light and love but are not that

[@ania6225]

I went through spiritual awakening...

[@nashnamusafr]

Read the book brain energy. It will help you understand

[@KaraLeah]

You're assuming that I need help with understanding.

[@nashnamusafr]

@@KaraLeah yeah because mental illness are metabolic illness. I just wanted to help that's all.

[@KaraLeah]

@@nashnamusafr There is no mental illness here, and I am not asking for any help. It's not required. It feels like a violation of boundaries for me when someone makes assumptions and tries to give me something I haven't asked for.

[@Platinum771]

💚🫶🏾✨🙏🏾✨🫶🏾💚

[@yamnjam]

When you're ready, Jesus is waiting for you. He has feelings for you that you cannot fathom. He loves and utterly adores you. Always know you can turn to Him. Anytime, anywhere, any place. He will never turn you down. Jesus is the answer you've been seeking. He offers friendship and peace that is everlasting. Ask, and it will be given. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and the door will be opened.

[@KaraLeah]

Thank you. Jesus and I have been acquainted for a very long time, and he's one of my main teachers, particularly on Unconditional Love and Truth.

[@KSGaming419]

jesus can kiss my ass, because I don't bow down to tyrants.

[@emmajane646]

@@KaraLeah He is more than just a teacher or an avatar. He is the only one who can save. He is the God man who died to take all our sins away. He is the Logos, the Alpha and Omega, the Lord of Lords. Jesus is it. He is the only one. All else is a lie from Satan.

[@KaraLeah]

@@emmajane646 Thank you for sharing your perspective on reality. Blessings to your path.

[@ИлиянСтефановсподелязнания-уме]

Namaste

[@anthologyapchallengeyingya8881]

Keep hearing from so many people subject what hear brain head hissing or other signs not hearing this from people give it time

[@angrysquirrelproductions9773]

Im tired of my psychosis.

[@mightytattz6752]

Hi, I'm saddened to hear you are struggling right now. God is always ready for you to call out to Him when you need the help. You don't have to fight this alone and certainly not with your own limited strength. Rely on God, come to our Father and find peace❤️🌹 Jeremiah 3:33 Call to me and I will answer you, and will tell you great and hidden things that you have not known. Matthew 11:28 Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.”

[@raffaelbeckers3105]

Jesus the only way❤️

[@angrysquirrelproductions9773]

@@raffaelbeckers3105 Yes he is

[@emmajane646]

@@mightytattz6752 God bless you witnessing to these people!

[@clivebates8561]

That was not 'kundalini' awakening! 'Kundalini'is another name for the dynamic of the autonomous nervous system that keeps us sane and in good mental, physical, and emotional health. The 'awakening' is about it being allowed to function free of the stress induced by thoughts and emotions.The 'Shakti power' is actually the 'mothering' effect of the vagus nerve on us when we are able to just be. Sorry you went through this. There is a lot of psychosis wrapped up in the sensationalisation of spirituality, perpetuated by distressed and angry people.

[@KaraLeah]

I'm curious about how you can claim to know what I did or did not experience based on watching one video I made about an aspect of my experience. Based on the rest of your comment, you do have some understanding of Kundalini, although I wouldn't say 'it's another name for...' given that the word comes originally from a 7th century Tantrik text and is very much about the underlying energetic nature of the universe.

[@miro6932]

I need the help of Jesus, anyone who recovered from this with christianity? Im constantly going through this neverending emotional "healing"

[@KaraLeah]

Some people do integrate their awakenings as Christians - it's a thing for sure. Christianity has it's own mystical branches, which speak of Kundalini, just not in that language.

[@therainbowsexmonkey9687]

Thank you so much for sharing this!