recovering from the worst rut of my life

Healing from a rut can seem like an almost impossible task, but slowly things will always get better:) Last year I was in one of the worst mental states I've ever been in and felt like I was stuck there. But as time went on, I was able to rebuild my happiness. I hope you can find some comfort in my story

[@MichelleGia]

hello everyone

[@Mystic_Paths]

Recovering from a rut is a journey, and it’s important to honor your own pace

[@MichelleGia]

Exactly🫶🏼

[@mercedesRV1983]

I feeling this right now. NUMB. No drive, no happiness. I do feel my anger which makes it worst. Idk how I’ll get out of this, I miss feeling joy and excitement. Just bought a house and got me and my mom out of an uncomfortable living situation. I can’t even rejoice in my accomplishment. I don’t feel the excitement of having a new home that I can call my own. Any words of encouragement help. I feel very alone in this feeling. Hearing videos like these reminds me I’m not alone in this dilemma.

[@chiaraortiz]

I can relate to this in a way. I was working so hard and sacrificing so much to help people. To be the person everyone needs, I neglected myself and buried my feelings to the point where I ignored how I felt. When I cried, it didn't feel real--like no matter what I felt, this numbing feeling would occur. I just wanted to feel again. I just felt so isolated from everything, especially myself. So, what happened? I kept trying to do new things, and I reached out to people who may have seemed like strangers, but ultimately, they were there to help me. I often asked myself why I felt like this, was I just weird, was it like this for everyone? As it turned out - no, it's not. It's ok to not be able to comprehend your feelings. However, it is not entirely normal to just feel an emptiness inside. I feel like as humans, we try so hard to be good. To do good. We forget that we are unique and we as individuals are good. We are who we choose to be. So I hope that whatever you are going through gets better and understood. Also, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Each day is an achievement, but it is a choice. It is the rest of your story, who you choose to be.

[@mercedesRV1983]

@ thank you sharing your thoughts and your story. Your words are encouraging and very appreciated 🙏🏽❤️

[@ann-kathrin_3207]

Hey there I’m really sorry you feel that way. I know that might be overstepping a little, but what you’re describing sounds very much like a depressive episode. I’m a certified psychologist and just wanted to let you know, that there are ways to get out of this feeling. It probably won’t be done from one day to another but one can overcome such an episode. If that might be an option for you (both in terms of your willingness but of course I also don’t know whether you’d have access to it) talking to a therapist would be good place to start. They might guide you on whether you’d benefit from medication or “simply” embark on a CBT journey which you. If that is not a possibility for you I’d recommend to strategically analyze whether there are still things that make you feel something, whether you can pinpoint a starting point and whether there are certain thought patterns that keep coming back again - maybe you can do that with a friend or family member you trust in. It might also be helpful to try “forcing” yourself to do something every day. Whether you start with something as little as stepping outside your door for just a minute every morning or something bigger such as committing to exercise or cook - whatever feels realistic to you. Once that one little thing is established you can consider adding another element. This might take some time and it also might take a while till you feel an effect on you but empirically it has a good probability in improving your symptoms. I feel for you and am wishing you all the best in the world and hope this came off right. Much love from Germany, Ann ❤

[@mercedesRV1983]

@ Thank you Ann! I appreciate you taking the time to share these strategies. I am in therapy, and you are correct I need to force myself to do things, specially outside of my comfort zone… as I tend to isolate. I will keep your words close and use them as inspiration. ❤️ thank you 🙏🏽

[@MichelleGia]

@@mercedesRV1983 hello, I’m so sorry I missed your comment, but I’m glad you were able to get some words from Chiara and Ann❤️ I understand how you feel exactly, it can be so discouraging to have such a great accomplishment, but almost feel no emotion towards it. I also get the fear of not knowing when you will ever be excited about anything again. I hope you never give up on getting back to a place where you feel yourself again though. Sometimes it takes a while because it’s such a gradual process. For me, there wasn’t a certain thing that anyone could do or say to make me feel better at that particular moment, it was more of a slow process towards feeling a little bit better over time. I agree with Ann’s suggestions, taking things day to day and making small improvements can really make a big impact over time (along with therapy as well ofc). But I’m so proud of you for what you’ve done for yourself and your family, even if you don’t feel that. You are important and you have really made an impact on the people in your life❤️ I hope you remember that

[@carlobisda]

i feel ya - last year was objectively the worst year of my life and i'm still recovering, slowly but surely. good luck

[@MichelleGia]

I’m sorry to hear:( Wishing you all the best with your healing and recovery🫶🏼

[@Papi-c2n]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤​@@MichelleGia

[@Rozefreak]

Grieving a previous version of yourself is one of the worst kinds of sorrow known to humankind. I can relate to that right now. Big hug to you 🩷

[@alexxcendejas967]

Just a reminder in case your mind is playing tricks on you today. You matter. You're important. You're loved & your presence on this earth makes a difference whether you see it or not.

[@__jabkoo__3493]

im so freaking happy to see that im not struggling alone . I have been in a very bad loop of anxiety and many bad feelings for three months and its still feel shitty but i have a hope that step by step it gets better

[@MichelleGia]

i'm so sorry you're going through this:( don't lose hope, sending you love❤️

[@hughmorrison8931]

When people go through these lonely times they sometimes forget the fsct thst these are temporary times and they don't last. Things will get better. I say this from personal experience. Just stay the course. It will work out eventually.

[@MichelleGia]

Thank you for the words❤️ I agree 100%

[@jencee]

I feel you, grieving to someone or even lost job too its a part of growth…

[@MichelleGia]

Yes:( painful but necessary

[@franksotherchannel]

2023 was a terrible year for sure. Every bad thing that could happen to me, happened that year. I'm just about on the verge of recovering and it's been really tough, but I'm now finally starting to see a little light. Thank you Michelle for sharing your thoughts. Your videos are always very comforting and I'm glad you're doing better now

[@MichelleGia]

im sorry to hear your 2023 was so rough:( but im glad that you're slowly bouncing back. I wish you all the best on this healing journey:) sending love

[@Psa46]

This was on time! I’m currently going through a rut myself, and if it wasn’t for my therapist, I’d be in bed all day. I have cptsd, anxiety/depression complex so when I’m down, I’m down down. However, after starting to heal my inner child I notice my down down time getting shorter. So now I just tell myself I may be down for a minute, but it’s part of the process. I’ll be okay.

[@MichelleGia]

I'm so happy to hear that:) wishing you all the best from here on

[@gyozaa_y]

you rambling is comfort and therapy :)) luv u michelle! hoping for better days to come

[@MichelleGia]

Ur the sweetest ily❤️ wishing you well:)

[@yougotmyheart4169]

I was in that position for the past 3 months, I lost the hope felt so lonely. And I sleept very late woke up very late. I kind lost my self tbh. I don’t even know how I went from super motivated productive to this. But now I’m recovering from that. I start to get my life together and my goals straight. It get better y’all! Hang on stay consistent. Give yourself the time and don’t be to harsh to yourself

[@Erika-pq7ip]

Mental health is super important 😢

[@MichelleGia]

It really is😣

[@AynBernos]

loved this

[@MichelleGia]

of course, thank you for the kinds words❤️ wishing you love and better days ahead:)

[@delicatebreeze_]

Going through this for the past 4 months now and I’m trying to start looking in the brighter side of things. It’s not easy but I know with time, I’ll eventually find the light. Thank you for sharing your experience 💗

[@MichelleGia]

I believe in you❤️ sending you so much love

[@delicatebreeze_]

@ Thank you! I also hope you have wonderful days ahead of you! 🫶🏼

[@reallysickfish]

im less than three minutes in but im still so grateful you chose to share this with the world. i've felt the exact way you described in the intro for the past nine months and it's been so incredibly isolating, especially since so many of the "getting out of a rut" videos floating around tend to be about way shorter ruts !! i started feeling like i was the only one who could be so stuck for so long without pulling myself out of it or that i'd be stuck forever. thank you so so much for choosing to be vulnerable, you've made more of a difference than you know

[@jovi5021]

Thank u sm for this video. You have no idea how much I needed to hear all of this rn

[@lifeofkrissyy]

it is absolutely okay to take time to yourself, putting your mental health first is vital before anyone and anything. I resonate with this in so many ways and currently still getting through it but things will be better (: There will definitely be trials and tribulations throughout life but one thing God taught me is to always speak light into your life, its okay to grieve its apart of healing but do your best to keep that optimism within yourself. These hardships will pass and they teach us more about ourselves and opens opportunities for growth and self development. God says the flesh is weak but the spirit is willing! Its not about being perfect but being willing, youre in the right place at the right time with the right events (: Stay faithful and hopeful! So sorry for your loss of your grandma & doggo, I understand how you feel. Thank you for sharing. You are strong Michelle! God bless you, your life’s journey & your loved ones.

[@MichelleGia]

thank you so much for this sweet and thoughtful comment, i needed this and it made my day❤️ sending you love and wishing you all the best

[@LittleFlame93]

It’s really comforting to hear that things got better for you over time. It’s easy to feel stuck when you're in a tough place, but knowing that healing is possible, even if it’s gradual, gives me hope. I appreciate your encouragement-it reminds me that even the hardest moments can lead to growth. Wishing you continued peace and happiness on your journey!

[@MichelleGia]

I'm so glad I could help❤️ I completely understand how you feel don't worry. I'm sending you lots of love and strength on your journey

[@aruuu06]

2023 was a terrible year for me too. We slowly heal 🩷 you are so strong we all are so strong. Sending love 💞

[@MichelleGia]

I’m so sorry to hear:(( but yes we are🥹 wishing you love and strength❤️

[@aruuu06]

@@MichelleGia ❤❤

[@woahpaolo]

you've got this!! you're about to have the best year of your life

[@MichelleGia]

Thanks Paolo🥺 needed that❤️ hope you’re well

[@suzdelly]

okay girl... we lived the same life LOL. the only difference was that i got married and moved out, so i had to keep going. I lost my grandfather and my dog within 2 weeks of each other back in April, and had a falling out with 2 friends. I understand so deeply. I am so sorry you went through it. I feel like now that my wedding is done and I'm finally settled into my new house, I can actually heal... it was very difficult to keep going. But it always works out in the end. I am so happy to see and hear that you are doing better! Thank you for sharing your story with us - I know that in itself can be so difficult to do.

[@MichelleGia]

Omg:( I'm so so sorry to hear that girl. You are so strong and I'm so glad to hear that things have been working themselves out for you

[@patriciamartins922]

i lost my grandpa in July and in August my dog also died... i am still recovering, but sometimes it feels really hard to be alive... I also have severe depression and anxiety, i hope i can survive this one. I dont even have the money to afford a therapist, i feel so lost. At least we are not alone..

[@Mirinmusic]

6:00 was the minute that explains my situation right now..thanks for the validation ❤

[@MichelleGia]

Of course❤️ wishing you well

[@rice_dish]

your videos are always so comforting. a mix of a personal vlog, deep introspection and gorgeous videography/editing to go with it.. it's so great to see your creativity and showing us how and what you've learned!! so inspiring, truly.

[@MichelleGia]

Thank you so much❤️ that really means a lot:)

[@MarkChammas]

Love you Michelle. I am in a rut too. Please take care of yourself. Live each day at a time

[@MichelleGia]

Thank you for the kind words❤️ sending you love and strength during this time

[@asmafatimasagri8941]

i was going through something like this for about an year when i was a junior in high school...i was a really good student and all of sudden when I was in junior I was just not good enough...also corona was really at peak at that time so i didn't get to meet my friends and family who would cheer me up and help me when I'm struggling ( i don't ask for help...its hard for me to ask for help, its like if they'd notice they'd help me) and so it just went on for about and year and then when new year came i found some youtubers when felt like home ( YOU INCLUDED) and yeah I've been better. Everyone has their own struggles and change of mindset really helped me a lot too.

[@MichelleGia]

I’m so sorry you went through that🥺 I’m really glad to hear you’re doing better now though❤️ wishing you all the best, thank you for supporting me:)

[@angelacastro1484]

Thank you so much for this video. I'm going through a series of bad situations at this moment and I understand how scary it is to think that things can get worse, but deep in my heart, I know that after the rain the sun will shine again, and after this, I will be stronger, and more capable of achieving all I want in my life. This is not failure just redirection 🙌🏼✨

[@MichelleGia]

you put it so beautifully❤️ you have a beautiful mindset, and i know you're going to get through this. Sending you lots of love and strength in the meantime. Thank you for your comment:)

[@springthings28]

This video is what I needed to hear this entire year. Your authenticity is refreshing, I relate on every level. Keep doing you.

[@xCiaraLouisexx]

I’m just about to leave the job that doesn’t align with my goals! So scary but I’m ready for the next chapter I’m not in a rut anymore. Thank you for this ❤

[@MichelleGia]

of course

[@beatrixkiddo2607]

I am so glad to find this video. I have felt exactly the same. I feel like everything is going wrong in my life, and have started to feel is it Karma? Because it’s been the same feeling, losses and little winnings.. it sucks. I lost my 13 year old dog a few weeks ago and it’s just hit me like a ton of bricks, it was the tipping point after a bad few months. I’m 100% in a rut. I have thankfully found a really good job that I think suits me and my personality, so I have that glimmer of hope that things will start to change for me, but I’m being patient with myself. Thank you so much for sharing… it’s good to know us girls are going through similar things. Don’t give up girls! Stay strong we will win again and get our spark back. ✨

[@JenniferKhuu12]

Always such a pleasure to see an upload from you, Michelle. This has been a super challenging year for me and I can't help but compare myself now to myself this time last year and feel like I'm so behind even though I thought I was putting in the work to be my best self. It really does feel like I'm constantly grieving. Thank you for your vulnerability and for the reminder that we're all just trying our best and things will work out because they always do.

[@MichelleGia]

Hi Jenn🥺 I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through a similar thing:( I feel you completely girl, and I'm wishing you all the best during this time❤️ I know you're gonna push through, and I believe in you so much. I hope the days ahead bring you nothing but love and healing:)

[@MarianaFerreira-l1f]

After an argument with my parents I fell into depression (Im prone to it bipolar depression)as of now I feel exactly how you described in the video for now two months it feels like my joyful self was erased I just feel numbness .It feels good not to be alone but I wish you weren't going through this.Thank you so much for this video it will keep me warm till I recover from this

[@robynpepler]

I was having a really hard day today after dealing with the loss of my grandma and my dog. I think I was definitely meant to click on your video, thank you for being so open ❤

[@MichelleGia]

im so sorry about your losses:( sending you lots of love right now❤️ and of course:)

[@livedeliciously]

Losing people, losing pets, losing relationships have torn me apart over time. I started to become very depressed and empty. Those things were very much a part of me, and losing them meant a part of me died.

[@kats2427]

so mang things resonant with me at this point when i turned 20 which friends, family, school, and working are a mess. I'm glad you shared your experience made me feel that i am not alone !

[@MichelleGia]

Youre def not alone🫶🏼 sending you love and strength❤️

[@asailorsvoyage]

Omg. I needed this video. Last year I lost my dog of 15 years and my grandma who was my best friend. Thank you ❤

[@MichelleGia]

omg i am so sorry:( i'm wishing you love and healing❤️

[@asailorsvoyage]

@@MichelleGiayou as well ❤️

[@kindaeng]

omg this hits the sweet spot, an exact explanation of the state i am currently in. thank you so much for sharing ❤

[@MichelleGia]

I’m sorry to hear you’re going through it:( sending you lots of love and wishing you well❤️

[@lifepotvlogs]

2023 was a hard year for me too. Breakup, multiple falling out with friends, no one was there for me, I felt unhealthy, there was an earthquake that affected my family and my living situation for months, etc. We are now almost at 2024 and I can honestly say I'm doing so much better. Everything that I went through is leading me to where I'm going now... even though it still left a mark.

[@trishaaa5925]

The start of the video just made me relate so much it just hits to the heart.

[@MichelleGia]

😔🫶🏼🫶🏼 wishing you well rn

[@trishaaa5925]

@ 🫂🫂🤍

[@mamulya878]

I feel heard and so understood, somehow I am not able to share how i feel and this rut feeling with ny friends, and all the parts of my life feels like a burden. But it seems nice to see and hear other's stories and how they are trying/willing to get back brings me hope. Maybe soon I'll start feeling like myself but for now i feel like i have been losing every part of me slowing and im just stuck in the freeze response. I really need to get out of it but some how I'm not sure how to do so :')

[@MichelleGia]

I understand completely, you are not alone and I'm wishing you all the best on this journey. You're gonna get through this, I believe in you!❤️ Sending you lots of love during this time

[@mamulya878]

@@MichelleGia means a lott, thank you for the comforting videos, wait for more! And a newbie here

[@hales20]

I literally love your videos so much they are so comforting

[@MichelleGia]

Thank you so much🥺🫶🏼I’m happy you enjoy them

[@RijaZaman]

“but its a whole other thing to compare yourself to who you used to be” Never related to something this bad.

[@MichelleGia]

😔😣

[@olayinkaowonifari3168]

Omgg, you just described how I’ve been feeling this year. I feel so seen lol. Thank you for this video💗

[@MichelleGia]

of course❤️ wishing you better days ahead:)

[@hayatiyly]

michelle, you are truly a blessing

[@MichelleGia]

❤️❤️

[@truepolly]

Michelle, You have grown so much and I am super proud of you! Always keep that good vibes on you no matter what ❤

[@MichelleGia]

thank youuu😭❤️ your support means everything

[@Lpn1775]

Thank you for making this video. Sending you lots of love and strength ❤

[@kolvni]

I cried the entire video, because of the hope you’re giving. Thank you for posting this

[@MichelleGia]

of course❤️ sending you lots of love

[@esteryna]

I really needed this. Thank you so much

[@MichelleGia]

of course

[@zionroberts6592]

I’m feeling Thiss. I’m mentally depressed and miserable. Just want get out but tonight I feel like I got my spark back a little. Cause now I’m drawing again. I have not drawed anything since 2023. I’m just glad something told me to believe in myself.

[@MichelleGia]

I'm so sorry to hear you're going through it too:( I'm wishing you better days ahead and I'm happy to hear you're drawing again:) Keep pushing through❤️

[@chidichidi6222]

I’m stuck in this exact same situation. The past 1/2 years I was so eager to catch up in high school and work towards the education I deserve, and then from mid 2023 to the beginning of 2024 everything just went downhill. These past few months I’ve felt so drained, doing nothing but lay in bed all day leaving all my goals and ambitions unnourished. Now 2025 is right around the corner and I feel like I’ve wasted this entire year; time that I will never get back. The worst part about being in a rut is that ( at least for me) you don’t even realize how much time has passed. You start to loose your concept of time and it becomes hard to distinguish day and night. Next May-August will mark my last year of HS and I should be graduating. just hope I pull myself together for this last year so that I can move on to the next chapter in my life.

[@chidichidi6222]

The worst part is that I told myself 2024 was going to be my year, just for it to turn out the way it did :/ Now I’m even further behind and I’m trying to start all over again from scratch with proper planning, but now I have absolutely no idea where to start, so now I’m just sat here feeling stuck.

[@chidichidi6222]

Sometimes it feels like I don’t even care anymore, even though I do.

[@luzlalala9233]

last year was one of the worst years i have had and i havent had time to recover and now it’s starting all over again

[@MichelleGia]

im so sorry:( please keep pushing forward, sending you lots of love and strength❤️

[@jelemil]

I’d love to hear more about this and how you climbed out. I can fully relate ❤

[@MichelleGia]

I can try to one day:) It definitely was a gradual process so I’m not really sure if I can articulate exactly what it was that helped

[@PhoebeJones]

I see you trying your best and that is enough ❤

[@MichelleGia]

thank you sm🥺❤️

[@michaelaspiazu]

i love you new family member and will always support you no matter what

[@halieransom]

This honestly sounds more like clinical depression than just a rut. Im glad you're doing better.

[@spencerswaggington]

you're doing well michelle !! always pray and never give up. take care of yourself and be kind to yourself too. keep hope alive :)

[@MichelleGia]

Thank you for the kind words:) needed that, wishing you well

[@flower_topia]

i'm at this point currently. taking a gap year after unexpected exam results and getting rejected from my dream university. i wanna do more, travel, achieve my dreams but i can't, and it's so fustrating, like i'm living through others, watching films and youtube videos of people achieving what i want and jsut feeling so envious and stuck in a dream. hopefully i can get out of it soon because its been 5 months and reading, watching films and analysing myself is getting boring and repetitive

[@ASMRwithme]

Hey, I have also been in a rut ever since I graduated from high school. The transition from high school to university was rough for me. I literally could not concentrate on my studies because at the time I just looked at postsecondary as an option for people who want to become a doctor, engineer, lawyer etc. As of 2024 I am still in the same position, I just feel so unmotivated to study even though I commit myself to putting effort into my assignments. I was once an active and happy person in school because of all of my friends I got to interact with. I enjoyed studying with my classmates and all the memories that were made during that time. Now that I am currently 20 years old I am slowly taking action on improving myself on a daily basis without any distractions getting in the way. :)😊 I just want you to know that you are not alone in this situation and that it is ok to feel down about things because that is how I feel right now even though I look happy when I am around my friends and family...

[@MichelleGia]

Thank you for sharing your story, it's really great to hear that you're working on improving yourself ❤️ I was in the same position as you, post-secondary really took a lot out of me and put me in a really bad spot. Sending you lots of love and strength:)

[@Amna7113]

This is exactly my story😢

[@nikolailumo]

thank you for this ❤

[@MichelleGia]

of course❤️

[@vanessabellissimo350]

2024 worst year / best year of my love needed to lose myself to finaly love myself

[@MichelleGia]

exactly❤️❤️sending you love

[@caxhd8047]

You’re so close to 100k subs! 2025 is your year! Keep striving for the bigger picture❤️🌎

[@MichelleGia]

ahhh thank you so much🫶🏼 needed this:)

[@vitoriaalvesap]

i just adore your videos so much!

[@MichelleGia]

thank you so much🥹🫶🏼

[@Penseesmodestes]

everything you're describing in the beginning is literally me right now

[@Rayn333x]

I’m working through it as well glad your feeling better! When’s your birthday?

[@caterinacaf1918]

thank you for this

[@joannanildaacosta114]

Thank you for this.

[@diarmidthomson7878]

needed this :)

[@MichelleGia]

🫶🏼

[@jeisylim8384]

Im glad someone talked about it

[@MichelleGia]

🫶🏼

[@misslovely967]

This is my second time this is happening where the life I knew is changing.

[@luciadeguzman9992]

This video found me - thank you.

[@MichelleGia]

🫶🏼🫶🏼

[@nicoletiana]

felt this....

[@roosjeframboosje4892]

Okay this is so random but I have to tell you this.. Your nose is GORGEOUS 🥹. Sorry if this is a weird compliment but you’re just so pretty ❤!!!

[@MichelleGia]

Omg so sweet🥺 thank you so much, I'm super self-conscious my nose haha, so that was vv much appreciated😭❤️

[@morningsausages]

ughh we need to normalize accidentally joining cults 😮‍💨🤣🤣 ..Michelle, it's crazy how emotionally intelligent you are for your age. they weren't lying when they said girls grow up faster than boys 🙈😭 you seem to have already figured out big life-trajectory-determining problems that took me the best part of a decade. i'm grateful you shared this story. and i don't know if this YT channel is "the thing" you're building, or if it's something else, but.. please keep posting 😂😭 we love you! ❤

[@MichelleGia]

LMAOOO seriously, it's not talked about enough😭 Thank you for the thoughtful words, and thank you for listening to my story:) I'm glad you enjoyed the video! Haha I do love youtube, but I am working on some projects outside of it, I will try to keep posting for as long as I can🤭 Hope all is well with you, sending lots of love!

[@morningsausages]

@@MichelleGia awesome. well you clearly have the creative talents (writing, videography etc), no doubt. whatever it is, good luck & i hope you can share it with us one day! ❤❤

[@Vvs4x]

So relatable !!

[@MichelleGia]

😔🫶🏼

[@ifrakhankhattak6458]

I am stuck in this situation and innmy country there is no such thing as mental health today this video came in front of me and bow l feel like l am bot alone and thia is a real thing

[@MichelleGia]

im so sorry to hear:( i can't imagine how hard it is to go through something like this alone. Trust me you're not the only one feeling this way, a lot of people are going through similar situations right now. Keep pushing through❤️

[@suchitakanala2392]

9:08 is literally me right now. felt do disappointed/frustrated in myself

[@alexxcendejas967]

Just a reminder in case your mind is playing tricks on you today. You matter. You're important. You're loved And your presence on this earth makes a difference whether you see it or not.

[@MichelleGia]

❤️❤️🫶🏼

[@JasonWason]

Wow camera angles be going crazy 📸📸📸📸📸📸📸📸📸📸📸

[@MichelleGia]

LMAOOO

[@MichelleGia]

Ok…

[@gina9517]

2023 was terrible for me from May till September. And 2024 has been even worse from May till now😅 I have no clue why my life always takes a downward path towards May/June

[@MichelleGia]

im so sorry to hear:( sending you love and strength

[@gardenlove7639]

Past 10 days were just like this

[@MichelleGia]

😔sending you love❤️

[@KulwantKaur-n3w]

Hi really sorry for your loss I have question about acne scars how does it go away I have skin kind of scars I having last 2-3 years

[@coumbandiii]

Literally perfect time. I’m going thru a major rut rn🥲 I resonated with every part, like wheres the person I worked so hard to become. Lost alot of people as well, our stories are too similar. I fr thought I was cursed or it was some evil eye going on😂 Thanks for sharing your story and being real.❤

[@MichelleGia]

I’m so sorry you’re going through this:( and no literally, I thought someone evil eyed me too LMAO😭 sending you so much love though❤️

[@georgias8099]

Society's got it wrong since forever. We've mastered the earth a long time ago, and we're capable of solving all our problems. The only threat to ourselves is each other. The reason people are miserable is because the mindless race to wealth, power, and status has erased our ability to appreciate what truly matters. The beauty in the little things, making everything we do as meaningful as possible, and having meaningful connections with people, nature, the world around us.

[@Riley015z]

I feel this so much, Last year was the biggest rut of my life, I almost gave up on life multiple times. I was dealing with legal issues, abusive relationships and environments. The most hardest thing was the death of my first cat, losing him felt unruly painful I never cared about anyone in my life as much as him, I truly loved him so losing him felt like the world had just crushed underneath me. While also the fact that i had no dreams and dropped out of grade 11. I felt like i failed my future before i even began the journey to it. Everyday felt like hell but at the same time empty. I was only alive because i was too afraid to die. Now im starting my nursing degree next year, it started out from a place of spite but now i actually found real passion in health. Im on break rn so those negative feelings are coming back I dont like free time, staying busy keeps me sane.

[@FatTonyTheSkipper]

What should we all do? Lets follow a step by step

[@LeanderMathias]

You're a strong girl 😍😍😍

[@brbapappa]

If you're not building your own dream, somebody will hire you to build theirs.

[@MichelleGia]

Exactly🥺

[@caramelgirl6962]

You're SO beautiful. Oh my

[@elizabethod]

Take time to yourself ❤

[@MichelleGia]

❤️❤️

[@СымбатЛекерова]

Oh siiis, I’m passing through the same 🥺🥺🥺

[@Xyxyr]

It’s the first time I’ve heard “Rut” do you mean a depressive episode? Anyway, I liked to vide and as someone who has depressive episodes it’s relatable ❤

[@MichelleGia]

yes that's exactly what I mean haha, and thank you:) I appreciate the kind words

[@jankalavender]

please call it what it is: it’s not a rut, it’s a depressive episode

[@aioki_uchiha]

Exactly what i was thinking

[@jiac5193]

related so hard to every word in your intro 😔

[@MichelleGia]

im so sorry:( sending you lots of love and strength

[@dunphy1238]

I have been in a rut since 2019 LMAO

[@MichelleGia]

I’m sorry:( Sending you love😭

[@georgias8099]

If life was meant to be suffering, why was it so easy for humans to master the earth and there are no alien threats despite the odds? Think about it

[@Jerry-yy5gu]

Love girl! Praying Jesus’ loving arms around u! He always helps me ❤

[@MichelleGia]

❤️❤️❤️

[@KEVPLATE]

🫡

[@MichelleGia]

🫡

[@joannabusinessaccount7293]

Looking at the realities of young people - one word. Economic privilege. If you had to pay for a roof over your head, food on the table, clothing on your back, medicine and surgery for your illness, you would not have the luxury of being able to sleep and surf all day in your bed. Sorry. Not feeling sorry for you guys.

[@laurenbrowning1380]

as someone currently in the thick of it, thank you for sharing this. this video helped me to feel seen and encouraged me to keep going 🤎

[@MichelleGia]

I’m so glad it helped you! You’re amazing for pushing through ❤️