Reflections of a Gangster 7-Spooky

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Soft White Underbelly

Soft White Underbelly

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@brandongray6113
@brandongray6113 4 жыл бұрын
That dude is a tormented man with the heart of a good child who never got to be one. Much Respect Spooky
@brendanlee2018
@brendanlee2018 4 жыл бұрын
Spot on!
@ariannah5687
@ariannah5687 4 жыл бұрын
Most Definitely man. Much Respect.
@wildwaymonee8o8
@wildwaymonee8o8 4 жыл бұрын
💡
@ragefam7500
@ragefam7500 4 жыл бұрын
The look excalty like spooky from inmate
@Cramz
@Cramz 4 жыл бұрын
Brandon Gray most of us are will jump infront if bullets for most but most will feed is to the dogs the forgotten members of society but I’m neutral but still same path minus the consumption of some drugs lol
@boomhower4731
@boomhower4731 4 жыл бұрын
This guy is a real one, raw as hell. Seems like a solid dude, the kinda dude that would truly have your back . A solid friend.
@freesmoke9896
@freesmoke9896 4 жыл бұрын
Those kinda friends are rare these days 😔💯
@boomhower4731
@boomhower4731 4 жыл бұрын
@@freesmoke9896 rare for sure
@memyself1176
@memyself1176 4 жыл бұрын
his name is spooky not scooby
@boomhower4731
@boomhower4731 4 жыл бұрын
@@memyself1176 whos saying Scooby?
@agrav3544
@agrav3544 4 жыл бұрын
@@boomhower4731 He is no clown
@0_________________
@0_________________ 4 жыл бұрын
Brother deserves his own channel. He’s an incredible story teller.
@CashanovaXTREME
@CashanovaXTREME 4 жыл бұрын
One of the best Latino storytellers is an ex-Cartel member named OG Shadow on KZbin. Look it up, he’s a journalist and gets fed information from people in the life. He drops information before anyone else knows it
@mixertropic9168
@mixertropic9168 4 жыл бұрын
@@CashanovaXTREME he’s a fake
@Los-2212
@Los-2212 4 жыл бұрын
@@CashanovaXTREME lmao he ain’t no og that niggas junkie
@Killa91115
@Killa91115 4 жыл бұрын
@@CashanovaXTREME the real OG is Ed Calderon.
@seankenny52
@seankenny52 3 жыл бұрын
Wtf all he said was "you know, the homie, bam bam bam, you know."
@tonyotago3364
@tonyotago3364 3 жыл бұрын
I’m shedding tears when he was talking about have to explain to the parents that’s a hard thing to do. I hope Spooks has face his hardest parts of his life and things get easy for him
@billmuray
@billmuray 2 жыл бұрын
Me too man.
@randomrandy3059
@randomrandy3059 2 жыл бұрын
This guy is definitely suffering from PTSD.
@yaelhinojosa7230
@yaelhinojosa7230 2 жыл бұрын
It’s the hardest thing to do and not feel guilty
@sitdowndogbreath
@sitdowndogbreath 2 жыл бұрын
You should show this to kids
@charliecrowell5087
@charliecrowell5087 4 жыл бұрын
this is incredible. the monologue and style in his voice is unlike anything else on this channel. the emotion is next level
@juliantamez7228
@juliantamez7228 4 жыл бұрын
Wym he’s a whole gta character 😂
@fukcg00gle95
@fukcg00gle95 4 жыл бұрын
Powerful. Raw.
@bigGaza1
@bigGaza1 4 жыл бұрын
How Gay are you actually? Snowflake.
@jasminel.4778
@jasminel.4778 4 жыл бұрын
True 90s...shattered lives we left in the 213....
@deenacolclasure9044
@deenacolclasure9044 4 жыл бұрын
@@jasminel.4778 I know all too well
@maggielopez9659
@maggielopez9659 4 жыл бұрын
I saw everything you talked about like a movie , I was cleaning my house and I took the phone with me to every room I went to . I'm glad your alive to tell your story. Stay safe . Blessings of peace, love and happiness 🙏🏼
@jayshotit9312
@jayshotit9312 2 жыл бұрын
That’s crazy I do the exact same thing! I just get lost in the stories and next thing you know the house is clean!
@jasondaniels640
@jasondaniels640 2 жыл бұрын
I'm just trying to learn Spanish.. Watching it with Spanish subtitles.. Gonna have to watch it a few times, but definitely dope!
@Bullishbeto
@Bullishbeto 3 ай бұрын
He sadly past away earlier this year 🙏🏽
@s7ts
@s7ts 4 жыл бұрын
he is so strong for crying in front of a camera, honestly, the people that stand out to me are the ones that have went through the most. Full respect to this guy.
@tjnj6802
@tjnj6802 4 жыл бұрын
Respect for understanding that shit most people don’t get what it do to A person used to make me mad but at this point I realize they just couldn’t understand
@florahernandez466
@florahernandez466 4 жыл бұрын
Spooky , when I started watching ur video, I thought it was going to be a bunch of Crap. Nope, I was wrong, everything you had to say was real. Spooky you would be a good guy to teach all these youngster's what gang banging is all about. You should look into mentoring youngster, who think gangbanging is the shit! But, as you said where we're the homies when you needed them the most??? Keep going forward and may God bless you and your family. I'd like to see another video about you in a year to hear how you been doing. That would be nice.😉
@fattyjaybird7505
@fattyjaybird7505 4 жыл бұрын
@@florahernandez466 idk...seems to me like he loves everything about it.... people die all the time, but people only care when theres a story to tell
@s7ts
@s7ts 4 жыл бұрын
Idk Idk takes balls to cry in front of a camera. dumbass
@jugz9130
@jugz9130 4 жыл бұрын
@Idk Idk soo seeing your homie die in front of you is not sad and wont make you cry yea ight bro just stfu
@boosteph8139
@boosteph8139 4 жыл бұрын
This is so crazy this is legit my uncle’s friend. He came to help paint my house lol. Super nice guy! I hope he is doing okay!
@markusk1015
@markusk1015 4 жыл бұрын
He seems like a really nice guy actually
@jennysole943
@jennysole943 4 жыл бұрын
Tell him I said hi bro
@ronin0798
@ronin0798 4 жыл бұрын
Dam thays crazy man lol
@victoriacarter6467
@victoriacarter6467 4 жыл бұрын
Hey does he have social media?
@kiritoblack05
@kiritoblack05 4 жыл бұрын
No doubt
@CarlosPerez-wt8ff
@CarlosPerez-wt8ff 4 жыл бұрын
This was so good. I was dead ass tired and went to bed at 3am listening to this and he juiced me back up like a shot of espresso. Spooky part2 please.
@TheCustomEverythingChannel
@TheCustomEverythingChannel 3 жыл бұрын
Same 3:17am here
@NeXusZT
@NeXusZT 3 жыл бұрын
This is part 2, he had one earlier.
@tavinchurch1414
@tavinchurch1414 3 жыл бұрын
There’s a number 3 also, gonna watch numero trés
@truesavings1988
@truesavings1988 3 жыл бұрын
Me too, I gotta get up for work in about 3 hours but I gotta hear the end of this story.
@josephaulisio9281
@josephaulisio9281 2 жыл бұрын
Do some meth, like yer boy spooky.
@kakonis
@kakonis 4 жыл бұрын
His PTSD is bad. Just talking about the incidents is sending his adrenaline through the roof.
@teshomacalkins3257
@teshomacalkins3257 4 жыл бұрын
More like a controlled substance, this man is bustin out his body
@kakonis
@kakonis 4 жыл бұрын
@@teshomacalkins3257 Yeah, but notice it gets orders of magnitude worse when he talks about something painful.
@teshomacalkins3257
@teshomacalkins3257 4 жыл бұрын
@@kakonis true
@bigGaza1
@bigGaza1 4 жыл бұрын
@@teshomacalkins3257 Listen to you two fuckwits. Fucking experts on everything yet know about nothing from first hand experience, get a fucking life.
@teshomacalkins3257
@teshomacalkins3257 4 жыл бұрын
@@bigGaza1 wrong lol
@SpaceRangerPodcast
@SpaceRangerPodcast 4 жыл бұрын
i can see everything he is saying like a movie, great story teller.
@taejeanstewart1785
@taejeanstewart1785 4 жыл бұрын
Coulda sworn that nigga was Kobe
@PlutoTheGod
@PlutoTheGod 4 жыл бұрын
Omar k because they're not just stories they're real horrors for him
@oldschoolfreak98
@oldschoolfreak98 4 жыл бұрын
@@PlutoTheGod well a real story is still a story
@918kickinwing
@918kickinwing 4 жыл бұрын
For real. He knows how to captivate his audience.
@D1off66
@D1off66 4 жыл бұрын
true i can visualize it
@IamSunkist.
@IamSunkist. 4 жыл бұрын
This guy and Johnny need their own like mini series mark, we need more spooky interviews. The internet wants to make sure this guy gets the help he deserves, he's definitely put in work.
@Digital963
@Digital963 3 жыл бұрын
Yea I said the same thing! They will BLOW UP!!!
@khaishouse8680
@khaishouse8680 3 жыл бұрын
Totally agree
@juice8977
@juice8977 2 жыл бұрын
Deadass they need their own colab shit would go off!!
@GoldenBoyXCM
@GoldenBoyXCM 4 жыл бұрын
He didn't waste 1 second of that interview.
@Technibility
@Technibility 4 жыл бұрын
Legit man, much respect. 90’s LA was the Wild West.
@Chazistired
@Chazistired 4 жыл бұрын
This guy was fucking amazing and absolutely stood out from the ones I've seen so far which aren't many, but holy shit this guy was incredible. His story telling was so vivid it's like I was with him the whole time. Absolute master of telling his tales and I wish him absolutely all the best.
@adamguerrero5214
@adamguerrero5214 4 жыл бұрын
This vato spooky is the real deal trust me i know him , i worked with him . very generous person well liked and very hardworking . straight grinding this vato aint scared of no one i guaranteed u that , he is the one to have ur back this guy wil not back down . his stories are true is just the life cycle much respect to spooky from adam if u remember me spooks
@steamdriver6964
@steamdriver6964 4 жыл бұрын
Why do all of you clowns think you OWN the neighborhoods? you fucks don't even have 2 pennies to rub together yet somehow you fools call it "your hood" lol your hood? get lost with "your hood you fucks don't own anything them "hoods belong to the State of California its so funny how uneducated you people are
@Mister_8tee7
@Mister_8tee7 4 жыл бұрын
@@steamdriver6964 STFU FOOL
@steamdriver6964
@steamdriver6964 4 жыл бұрын
@@Mister_8tee7 I got your "fool" swinging funny how he said hes glad hes not in prison funny how they fear things like prison and cops
@steamdriver6964
@steamdriver6964 4 жыл бұрын
@@Mister_8tee7 I'll bet I make triple of what you make actually you probably don't even have a job
@ConcaveCollective
@ConcaveCollective 4 жыл бұрын
@@steamdriver6964 who hurt you bro lol
@semsigratajs9505
@semsigratajs9505 4 жыл бұрын
Loved the message at the end. "It is always good to know what you do. Don't spread your business out there, keep it to yourself. You learn something."
@yamommasbox
@yamommasbox 3 жыл бұрын
He gave the locations to murders he did smh he put it out there for sure
@sourwylz
@sourwylz 2 жыл бұрын
Tell that to these young rappers of today or any rappers of today
@stacy4995
@stacy4995 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you Mark I’m from a small town in Montana. I’m naïve you show me the world through the eyes of the people you interview. My heart does flip flops I get so into their lives I know I would never make it. Spooky is the best gangster interviewer I can feel the rush because of the details he talks about. I’m so grateful for this channel. I don’t watch the news or read newspaper’s but I watch you it’s real . Thanks again Mark and your stories spooky please be safe and I hope your girlfriend and new baby are well.
@TerminusEst1982
@TerminusEst1982 4 жыл бұрын
Takes a strong man to tell a story like this and show heart, in a world where showing kindness can get you killed. Here's to you, mate. \m/
@Digital963
@Digital963 3 жыл бұрын
That’s a really dope fist pump
@Sunsn7
@Sunsn7 3 жыл бұрын
Respect 👊💥
@h2tsplya613
@h2tsplya613 4 жыл бұрын
He looks like a Mexican Kobe
@claycrutch5989
@claycrutch5989 4 жыл бұрын
Spot on what came to mind immediately. Long Live and Much Love to All that lost their lives in that tragic event.
@mannysaabedra4342
@mannysaabedra4342 4 жыл бұрын
Sho do haha
@MrMoneybag1988
@MrMoneybag1988 4 жыл бұрын
Thats what im about to say LOL
@nitcsi
@nitcsi 4 жыл бұрын
I was searching for a comment like this. 100% agreed
@Cramz
@Cramz 4 жыл бұрын
Tooo Rezzz slash Tupac 😂
@julielincoln4308
@julielincoln4308 4 жыл бұрын
The pain you have within you is heartbreaking. Thank you for being real, showing real emotion sharing your history
@lrodDaDevil
@lrodDaDevil 4 жыл бұрын
Takes a man to talk about his emotions takes a real man to cry
@beneflaco
@beneflaco 4 жыл бұрын
GuildBankLooter being able to feel isn’t weak, but that was too funny 😂 💀
@siner2k
@siner2k 4 жыл бұрын
@GuildBankLooter Such a noble Alpha thing to say. Lets hear more of those insecurities of yours
4 жыл бұрын
So a boy is going to point out how a Real Man should think and feel? We all go through different experiences in life. Some leave us nasty scars and some decide to accept those scars and grow stronger. Yes it's a good thing when us Men express our emotions, only when we decide to do so and not because we feel pressured to do so. If you don't understand that then you have alot of growing up to do.
@notlookinforahug
@notlookinforahug 4 жыл бұрын
@GuildBankLooter agreed. Never seen my dad cry he never saw his dad cry. When these pussies get like this?? lol
@wazzlewazz9675
@wazzlewazz9675 4 жыл бұрын
Not a man until you've had a man
@summ-tinng-wong
@summ-tinng-wong 4 жыл бұрын
Man i have NEVER heard something come from the heart this deep.
@leslierubio7848
@leslierubio7848 3 жыл бұрын
I give spooky my utmost respect, I’m so glad he’s alive, he’s incredible and so so protected by god. I wish him endless blessings, and I hope that he’ll eventually be able to live the life that he truly deserves.
@filomenapedro6635
@filomenapedro6635 4 жыл бұрын
I like this guy. Reminds me of the gangsters of the 70's. Not to be messed with but they had respect. I went to Chino High and the gangsters were very respectful. Just didn't take any crap. But if you left them alone they left you alone.
@Wvsolo12
@Wvsolo12 4 жыл бұрын
It's a shame things ain't that way anymore
@vampirexion
@vampirexion 4 жыл бұрын
I like the codes they seem to have had back then. Now it's anything goes and no honor, kill your own brothers kinda shit.
@exoticnature9752
@exoticnature9752 4 жыл бұрын
When he's swings the crowbar and he says "yeah"I thought that was funny,15:20
@918kickinwing
@918kickinwing 4 жыл бұрын
I used to visit with Homeless people around the city. He reminds me of old heads I meet. Sometimes I can get a story outta them and this is how they sound. The streets, y'all. It's real out there.
@stevenpotter69
@stevenpotter69 4 жыл бұрын
Wow 😳, I don't believe I've ever heard more honesty from a man. Upmost respect for you, Homie. I'm from a small town in Florida, born in the 70's,exact opposite from what this man grew up in. It's always cool to hear how things are for someone else. Thanks 👍 man, really appreciate your time and stories. Hope you are doing well, I can tell you're a good person.
@a.c.6426
@a.c.6426 4 жыл бұрын
“Know what you do, keep it to yourself”... that homies is good advise no matter what life throws at you...
@danaeminer4380
@danaeminer4380 4 жыл бұрын
I can listen to his stories all day...his tone, his pain, his life.
@christinamorton2058
@christinamorton2058 4 жыл бұрын
Wow. Some of these interviews really yank every emotion out of you. This was one of those interviews. Tears, laughter, awe at his transparency.
@zarinamellinkoff2032
@zarinamellinkoff2032 4 жыл бұрын
Man, I didn't want this to end 😥 He is absolutely riveting👏💙
@laurakindle1805
@laurakindle1805 4 жыл бұрын
The stories that come out of Marks interviews....full of ghosts.
@CosmicBackgroundRadiation01
@CosmicBackgroundRadiation01 4 жыл бұрын
They’re horror stories. We all watch them In the wrong context when we try to “learn” or be “entertained”. We should watch them and be quintessentially horrified at what we’re hearing.
@thicndawst368
@thicndawst368 2 жыл бұрын
... And the devil is real. So is God. You choose
@DoubleN517
@DoubleN517 4 жыл бұрын
All adults are just kids who aged. You can tell these moments are stuck in his mind. Prayers up for him and all the others caught in the struggle
@RaulGonzalez-dz3rp
@RaulGonzalez-dz3rp 2 жыл бұрын
Wait all adults were kids before growing up?
@mash4335
@mash4335 2 жыл бұрын
@@RaulGonzalez-dz3rp 😂
@davidtc.59
@davidtc.59 2 жыл бұрын
your sped
@mayameta2350
@mayameta2350 10 ай бұрын
@@RaulGonzalez-dz3rpno, all adults are children in big bodies
@RaulGonzalez-dz3rp
@RaulGonzalez-dz3rp 10 ай бұрын
@mayameta2350 Im sure that's what a pedophile would say, not saying you are one, but sounds sus
@amydee7064
@amydee7064 4 жыл бұрын
This man has a God given talent of storytelling. He's very engaging to listen to. It also seems that he didn't move through that life without growing, maturing and paying attention to the realities of that life. Some act as thought it is what it is and nothing more. This man shows compassion for what humans go through, he isn't dead to the world, dead to feeling, to caring. Thank God.
@reddwing4368
@reddwing4368 4 жыл бұрын
Its mostly the side talking but I think he s cool too
@cathcoll7961
@cathcoll7961 4 жыл бұрын
I agree Amy Dee
@user-yt8rv9se6p
@user-yt8rv9se6p 4 жыл бұрын
He's annointed 4 some great work
@amydee7064
@amydee7064 4 жыл бұрын
@Niko To each his own. You're entitled to your opinion. There are (sadly) *Lots of folks on meth* here on SWU and Not one of them speaks like him. May he be on drugs or have some lasting damage from it, it is still something he is good at. Why would anyone wanna strip folks of what they're good at, what they could use in society as a means to living, especially when they're already at their lowest or close to? I choose to try and lift others up, including praying. I just can't justify thinking I have a place to put another down or judge when I stand just as guilty in my own way.
@amrajtanda951
@amrajtanda951 4 жыл бұрын
I love spooky! I'm so glad to see him back! He's so likeable and captivating. Thanks mark!
@LivingTheKnifeLife
@LivingTheKnifeLife 4 жыл бұрын
This is the best interview I’ve seen thus far on your channel 👍🏽
@leahromero8296
@leahromero8296 4 жыл бұрын
Love to hear spookys interviews! He really pulls you in and just has so much to say so many crazy things that happened in his life.
@Terracecasualx5
@Terracecasualx5 4 жыл бұрын
That’s the gang banging life for you Leah,it’s a run away truck with no brakes. If you don’t jump off your gonna wipe out and thank heavens that Spooky has jumped off hey. Stay safe in these mad times baby girl.
@danielmorales7212
@danielmorales7212 4 жыл бұрын
Thank u sweetie 4 the up lifting
@Redfiregtag
@Redfiregtag 4 жыл бұрын
He needs to write a book about his life, get the cash and live comfortable, his storytelling is so damn raw, and rightfully so sense he lived it but alot of guys just bottle the shit up and never speak on it
@veef.moraless3020
@veef.moraless3020 4 жыл бұрын
FACTS💯💯💯✔ I know I'd buy it.
@christopherreeves7807
@christopherreeves7807 4 жыл бұрын
The people here talking about how awesome this guy and his story are make kind of sad. What about the trail of victims that this loser has left in his wake? Would you be wanting to be his buddy if it was you or someone you loved that he victimized or even killed?
@Readmypost
@Readmypost 4 жыл бұрын
The bluford series books are great
@zacharystr
@zacharystr 4 жыл бұрын
hes all hopped up on crack thats why hes so "raw" haha
@scottemch1478
@scottemch1478 4 жыл бұрын
He has a gift to tell his story, amazing.
@igashijin
@igashijin 4 жыл бұрын
"It's always good to know what you do, but don't spread it around, you know? Keep it to yourself. You learn something." This is brilliant. Absolutely brilliant and so true, even if you aren't in the game.
@PlutoTheGod
@PlutoTheGod 4 жыл бұрын
This dude had some visions going through his head telling these stories. You can tell it's all playing out again
@joseinluzon2218
@joseinluzon2218 4 жыл бұрын
Listening to Spooky brings back memories. I got out of it... from Colonia Chiques [COXCH]- from La Colonia in Oxnard. I joined the Army at 17 in 1980. Ended up in Special Forces as a Medical Sgt. I served 12 years and got out. I had PTSD long before I was ever a Green Beret. I worked and went from having a GED to having a Ph.D. in Psychology. I raised a family. I’m far from home today... from La Colonia. I moved a few years ago to Aurora, IL and now I’m living the retired life in the Philippines. But listening to Spooky, I realize I am not proud of myself. I may have “succeeded” in the eyes of others. But the truth is- I abandoned my friends- mis carnales. I’m still that boy. The Guero and I miss my friends who have left us years ago. 2 of my partners got the death penalty. If I was with them that day, I would have got it too. I should have stayed home and left with those that have passed. I’m no better or different. I was just given chances. My wife is lying right beside me at the moment. She’s trying to decide whether to order pecans or almonds off the internet. She has absolutely no clue about the life I once lived. There is almost no one alive still that does. Unspoken secrets. I’m glad you made it Spooky.
@joseinluzon2218
@joseinluzon2218 4 жыл бұрын
@Anthony Lowney - You really need to know the full story before making judgements about others. You really can’t judge a book by its cover. www.goodreads.com/author/show/4631437.Jos_N_Harris?
@jasonpercy184
@jasonpercy184 4 жыл бұрын
If this man earned his green eggs and ham as 18D then I believe him. What's he got to lie about . Hes already proven himself .
@canoe2212
@canoe2212 4 жыл бұрын
Anthony Lowney get outta here with yo hatin ass fool people like you disgust me
@plaidjunky
@plaidjunky 4 жыл бұрын
It's sad, having no one from the past to converse with. Keeping everything on your chest.
@MarthaMorales-gh3hn
@MarthaMorales-gh3hn 4 жыл бұрын
You did the right thing. I know a a couple of colonia chiquez boys who are either still locked up, have been deported and continued the lifestyle or dead.
@db5823
@db5823 4 жыл бұрын
This Spooky interview is incredible. Raw, real. So much emotion. Very powerful.
@makeupwithmarlene1231
@makeupwithmarlene1231 4 жыл бұрын
i can’t believe im actually early-Thank you for these videos i watch them & rewatch them everyday before work as i get ready ,late at nights ,i can relate so much to them and i’m just thankful to see another day and actually have a normal life ,temptation is everywhere and somehow your videos help me
@aaf9666
@aaf9666 4 жыл бұрын
heart of gold, corrupted by his environment. the never-ending story...
@nalgas5569
@nalgas5569 4 жыл бұрын
Thats the damn truth
@Calverts399
@Calverts399 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you Spooky for sharing , your ability to storytell is very unique and kept me riveted to my seat through out.
@nicoleblack5249
@nicoleblack5249 4 жыл бұрын
There’s parts of this where I felt like I was listening to poetry. This felt like a one-man-show. He’s a special one. I get so upset when I see these amazing spirits wasting away out there.
@LuisMartinez-en8pf
@LuisMartinez-en8pf 4 жыл бұрын
I'm actually worried because it's VERY possible that he will get arrested for this. There's no statute of limitations on Murder. Which means that even if he murdered someone and 100 years later he confesses it, he can still get tried and charged. And in a video, him saying these things ESPECIALLY as a convicted ex felon, this video can be used as a confession and the evidence brought to court. Even without his real name, his face, tattoos, and stories can easily be looked up by law enforcement in their police database There are lots of cases where this has happened to people. Wish he hadn't be so detailed for his sake. But I loved hearing him
@CashanovaXTREME
@CashanovaXTREME 4 жыл бұрын
Luis Martinez Did you ever think that he feels super guilty about what he’s done and he’s looking for atonement to God for his sins? And if he has to go to prison for life to atone for the murders then so be it?
@deenacolclasure9044
@deenacolclasure9044 4 жыл бұрын
@@CashanovaXTREME That was real, very true!
@Redfiregtag
@Redfiregtag 4 жыл бұрын
This man lives through his pain, as he tells this story he isn't just telling it, he is living through it replaying it in his head as he tells it as if he is still there with every emotion with every laugh and every tear. Respect
@My_Fishingjournal
@My_Fishingjournal 4 жыл бұрын
I dont normally watch something like this but this is amazing. You're an amazing human being Spooky to move forward and know that there's more to life then the world you came from. There are alot parts of this story where I can just hear the intelligence in you. Hope you're doing well!!!
@TheDarkGreenMarine
@TheDarkGreenMarine 4 жыл бұрын
He’s so real. This random internet guy wishes him so well
@kfrazier2696
@kfrazier2696 4 жыл бұрын
Praying that you heal from your trauma Mr. Spooky. You are a great story teller and that’s a gift.
@bigGaza1
@bigGaza1 4 жыл бұрын
@@kfrazier2696 In your snowflake world people heal from things, but then again in your world, these things only happen to poor people.
@kfrazier2696
@kfrazier2696 4 жыл бұрын
bigGaza1 You don’t know me! Your narrow minded, bitter ass words show your ignorance. Wether your rich or poor no one is exempt from horrible things happening to them. Being poor is a construct and situational. Go peddle your nastiness somewhere else.
@Lightskinlightning
@Lightskinlightning 4 жыл бұрын
bigGaza1 bruh you’re obviously sheltered tryna beef on the internet because someone wishes others growth and positivity you know what I hope you grow and heal you fuckin loser
@bigGaza1
@bigGaza1 4 жыл бұрын
@@Lightskinlightning Tryna? Is that English? A Video Gamer Nerd with Lisa Simpson as its Profile Pic calling me Sheltered and a Loser? Stick with your Video games Kiddo. Check this guys channel out, wow. I'm sheltered? Posts videos of some Pokemon game and Dragonball Z and calls people Sheltered losers? LOL I have lived more in 1 day than you will your entire pathetic life. I have to edit this as you have blocked me, IM STILL LAUGHING AT YOUR CHANNEL.
@lmAIone
@lmAIone 4 жыл бұрын
This was one of the most hitting home interviews ive seen. Thank you
@thekaerichtexas
@thekaerichtexas 4 жыл бұрын
The two different voices are throwing me, from the hyper mexicali accent to the code switching elegant deep voiced tenor. Jesus. This is Oscar worthy😳😳😳 17:45
@treshmiranda699
@treshmiranda699 4 жыл бұрын
cauliflower ear, scarred eyelids, crooked nose, the mans been around the block, but the whole block has been around him
@chriscassady2249
@chriscassady2249 3 жыл бұрын
I don't thinks he had cauliflower ears lighting i believe other wise califlower ears from cops pineapple gang members
@WhiskerWhippers
@WhiskerWhippers 2 жыл бұрын
Looks like a stab wound under his right pec too
@wama2002
@wama2002 2 жыл бұрын
@@chriscassady2249 pineapple gang members? 😂
@DesiMarie07
@DesiMarie07 4 жыл бұрын
First interview I've watched of him and he's an excellent Narrator. Pobrecito, all he needs is some good love.
@richiet.northeastlos4803
@richiet.northeastlos4803 4 жыл бұрын
You’re beautiful ayee 💪🏼
@nameherenamehere9221
@nameherenamehere9221 4 жыл бұрын
Hit him up
@zinakan
@zinakan 4 жыл бұрын
Give him some ass.
@louieDsypo
@louieDsypo 4 жыл бұрын
Sup
@Ghost-gw6vp
@Ghost-gw6vp 4 жыл бұрын
Hi Desirae avoid these foos,how about I drop my cell number on you?
@beatsbykotb
@beatsbykotb 4 жыл бұрын
This man's words are very vivid crazy how he takes you there. It's like vocal VR if that makes sense.
@mzfancy4767
@mzfancy4767 4 жыл бұрын
I'm glad he stated that he is trying to move forward and not backwards. At this age in the game I'm sure Spooky is aware it's every man for themselves. In many situations he was solo.
@admetussenatorofthesullane7759
@admetussenatorofthesullane7759 4 жыл бұрын
I feel his on the right path mentally as far as making a change. However, you can tell the past is still very present for him
@isisantos3636
@isisantos3636 4 жыл бұрын
@@admetussenatorofthesullane7759 I call it gang banger's PTSD
@lucciclark59
@lucciclark59 4 жыл бұрын
Oh you ah boss ass female huh stay dangerous sis in these crazy times
@edwardortega51
@edwardortega51 4 жыл бұрын
U aint lying on that and u sleep better when u got urself
@limegreenninja9228
@limegreenninja9228 4 жыл бұрын
He seems to have a caring spirit. Although I’m sure he has done his share of dirt. Good people are born in dire situations. I listen to these people weekly and my attitude regarding life has changed without me even trying. When I’m in situations now it’s crazy how I reflect back to these interviews and tell myself, hey...my situation could be an interviewee’s from Soft White Underbelly. Damn...I’m thankful.
@nomoregoodlife1255
@nomoregoodlife1255 4 жыл бұрын
amen perspective is key, keep up the good word
@mschickie007
@mschickie007 4 жыл бұрын
! Me too !
@lexilopez5664
@lexilopez5664 4 жыл бұрын
Absolutely loved this interview ! Hands down one of my top fav videos . You need to have him again .
@xscx888
@xscx888 4 жыл бұрын
Favorite person on this channel. Spooky captures everyone’s attention with the way he tells his stories in a poetic style and calming demeanor.
@globaloff-road3601
@globaloff-road3601 4 жыл бұрын
Spooky is a true poet. He has a really interesting way of telling his stories, really animated and poetic. I've talked to him in the past but can't remember where.
@evangelineklingbeil1395
@evangelineklingbeil1395 4 жыл бұрын
One of the best guests you have had. Riveting story teller.
@sherrycallaway6578
@sherrycallaway6578 4 жыл бұрын
WOW!! I felt like I was watching a Broadway play... YESSS.... "Reflections of a Gangster" Spooky was in his ultimate element... Real, Raw...and, in your Face.... *** Magnificent *** Outstandin' Video, Mark... ❣❣❣
@marinamartinez6886
@marinamartinez6886 4 жыл бұрын
I'm sure he's told his stories many times, it's probably all he has.
@sergiomartinez6125
@sergiomartinez6125 4 жыл бұрын
@@marinamartinez6886 ok and??
@Treengirl01
@Treengirl01 4 жыл бұрын
Great story teller can’t wait for another story update from Spooks!! this guys a genius at story telling feels like your there at the moment when he talks about in every detail 💯🙏🏻 god bless U
@247nevadamcneill
@247nevadamcneill Жыл бұрын
Spooky, It seems that I cannot write to you again personally so instead I will write you one last time on your public platform. I have watched your videos for years now. In some of my darkest periods of life, you, out of all of the eight billion people on this earth, were one of the most important voices that I had. I have written you letters and poetry and I just know that you got at least one of my letters. I could tell by the way that you addressed your audience in a previous video and just so you know- since you cannot be told in person- it meant the absolute world to me! What your inspiration was for countless people, in certain times, is immeasurable. It seems that you have lived and died in LA, just like you wanted. Thank you for sharing yourself with each of us so intimately. It is no small feat to authentically embrace the entire world with a platform- And in return, your clear heart, mind for strategy, and incredible storytelling ability captivated an audience with millions of views. It seems like the way that you seem to have understood right and wrong was inherent to the ways of a warrior. If there was any man who deeply knew that we leave it all here physically when we are done, it was you. You have truly lived up to the narrative of your namesake. An enormous thank you on the behalf of millions of people reached, whose lives that you have touched!
@ZzzZzz-qt6go
@ZzzZzz-qt6go 4 жыл бұрын
Seeing him break down while talking about his homie is sad, I just want to give him a hug😪
@lastplace2905
@lastplace2905 3 жыл бұрын
What about seeing him laugh and smile when he kill someone? Lol
@Jorbey
@Jorbey 3 жыл бұрын
@@lastplace2905 the duality of a man
@mermaiddelsol
@mermaiddelsol 4 жыл бұрын
I’m addicted to these videos! I’ve learned so much about people. Very interesting! Thank You Mark! 👍🏼😘
@darlenewarner3208
@darlenewarner3208 4 жыл бұрын
Right! What it has taught me is how lucky I have been to have a good childhood and a great life....I can’t even fantom growing up the way most of these ppl have and then for them to be ok living on skid row blows my mind ! I’ve never experienced or even remotely been around any ppl like them & truly didn’t know so many ppl suffered such abuse and pain from their families ...what kinda parent can give birth to a child and then neglect them, abuse them, let others abuse them and never love them or lift them up ?!! I truly dont get it !
@sadcloud4442
@sadcloud4442 3 жыл бұрын
The fact that most time he was going at with 18th is crazy, one of the most biggest gang or was in LA, and spooky still made it out from them once is crazy, spooky a real O.G respect to the homie
@maycyam
@maycyam 4 жыл бұрын
If you’ve ever had your friends die to violence in the streets, you feel his pain. RIP to all our guys that are no longer with us 🖤
@dhalladay27
@dhalladay27 4 жыл бұрын
Spooky's always entertaining with the way he tells his stories. He sounds like he still and always had, have emotions of caring involved.
@ilikeapples6165
@ilikeapples6165 4 жыл бұрын
The most caring and Emotional people are actually the biggest serial killers and killers in general. They paint that tough dont give 2 fuk guy as the killer but hes just a foot soldier compared ppl like spooky. A man who cried hard tears us the man you treat wit respect n kind heart because theyll snap when your off or threaten em n its 1000x more dangerous the dealing wit a pack of wolves. Theyll just kill ya at that point. Emotional people have better instincts and intuitions especially when their emotionally intelligent. Look at every special forces soldier. Biggest hearts and most gruesome killers
@dhalladay27
@dhalladay27 4 жыл бұрын
@@ilikeapples6165 very good points. That sends chills to the reality of others...
@thicndawst368
@thicndawst368 2 жыл бұрын
Him and Johnny some cold ones!
@dhalladay27
@dhalladay27 2 жыл бұрын
@I L I K E A P P L E S your comment, using a 'Navy Seal, special ops' example of gentle to gruesome killer, has stuck with me, since you first posted it! Heck, I've even used it as an explanation to others. You are 💯 % correct ! Thanks for little bug in my ear☺️. You made quite an impact.
@dhalladay27
@dhalladay27 2 жыл бұрын
@@thicndawst368 YIKES!!! And silly me thought Johnny was a little on the decent side, at his age now. 🙄 Scary stuff
@kenyattil.johnson1992
@kenyattil.johnson1992 3 жыл бұрын
This was powerful, he has a good heart! May God bless him 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
@creepnasty5370
@creepnasty5370 2 жыл бұрын
You’re a beautiful chocolate woman
@StonedDaisies
@StonedDaisies 4 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one who envisioned every detail that came out of Mr.Spooky's mouth?? Shyt...that was Gr8 story telling..they need to make these into monologues
@jordanharris8928
@jordanharris8928 4 жыл бұрын
The whole story played in my head like a movie, lol great story telling
@cassidydunn3218
@cassidydunn3218 3 жыл бұрын
Like I was at the movies!!! That was a tough one had me all in my feels....God bless you spooky!!!
@truesavings1988
@truesavings1988 3 жыл бұрын
I could totally listen to this melodic voice in an audio book or podcast. This story comes alive in my mind. Truly a lost art.
@LimoneneDaddy
@LimoneneDaddy 4 жыл бұрын
Yess first johnny Casper a dew days ago and now spooky, my two top favorite guys that youve interviewed by far, keep it up and keep the reflections of a gangster coming they are all awesome. Spooky looks a little better in this vid, he was really down and depressed as well as pretty high in his last vid talking about his daughter and dad who died, he was just a mess i felt his pain and suffering i felt so bad for him. But yeah keep these reflections of a gangster coming they are some of my favorite videos, theae are some real ass tough dudes that are gifted storytellers with wild stories that more people ought to hear, and all sorts/kinds of life experience to boot.
@LimoneneDaddy
@LimoneneDaddy 4 жыл бұрын
@@thematriarchy2075 oops sorry your right, thanks
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 4 жыл бұрын
@@LimoneneDaddy Wasn't it Sharky's daughter that died?
@frame7629
@frame7629 4 жыл бұрын
@Buenos Tiempos I'm white, female. I can't relate to the game, but I can relate to the pain. My mom was a heroin addict and alcoholic. My dad beat my mom, brother and I. My brother beat me too, when I was a child. My dad got another woman pregnant when I was 10. My parents signed me over to the state, when I was 15. I was a ward of the court until my 18th birthday. Is that "White" enough for you?
@LimoneneDaddy
@LimoneneDaddy 4 жыл бұрын
@@thematriarchy2075 i think your right yeah i got confused, they do look similar lol
@jeffedwards823
@jeffedwards823 4 жыл бұрын
@End Zone SHHHHHHH
@The.Destroyer.Of.The.Worlds
@The.Destroyer.Of.The.Worlds 2 жыл бұрын
Spooky has so animated way of reliving these situations. I hope to hear more of his stories.
@jumpshotscott3285
@jumpshotscott3285 4 жыл бұрын
This is deeper then I’ve ever thought it would be
@Weeclown5
@Weeclown5 4 жыл бұрын
this is so important. it sheds a light on gang life that I didn't think of. can you imagine being in a gang, and giving all of yourself to gang life - and not have your homies have your back? Spooky is a gem. updates pls
@ghost_horse__6471
@ghost_horse__6471 3 жыл бұрын
He and Johnny are the best store tellers I've heard in quite some time. Appreciate you.
@CashanovaXTREME
@CashanovaXTREME 4 жыл бұрын
His homies weren’t built like him. That’s why he had to do so much all the time.
@jeremyblackwater439
@jeremyblackwater439 4 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@CashanovaXTREME
@CashanovaXTREME 4 жыл бұрын
jeremy holland they probably just sat around getting high claiming gang gang while this dude put in literally all of the work.
@jeremyblackwater439
@jeremyblackwater439 4 жыл бұрын
Shawn Garcia that’s some lame ass shit there but yeah 😒. Stay safe bro.
@ocx714
@ocx714 4 жыл бұрын
Foo just got caught lackin too much foo was doing to much alone
@CashanovaXTREME
@CashanovaXTREME 4 жыл бұрын
Unkown Fnk Nah his homies were just cheerleaders. Did you hear him say he shot those 3 dudes then when news hit his neighborhood his own homies tried to claim credit for it? With him Knowing he was the one who did it! That’s crazy!
@fistoffury763
@fistoffury763 4 жыл бұрын
This is one of my favorite interviews. One love Spooky.
@paulrevere47
@paulrevere47 4 жыл бұрын
Spooky, you are a trueHeartfelt human being...glad you've found your voice and are using it with grace.
@ColdSteel-dz3pf
@ColdSteel-dz3pf 4 жыл бұрын
I feel for this man and many others like him. The pain he’s insured is pure PTSD. It’s a viscous world.
@westcoastspartan1528
@westcoastspartan1528 4 жыл бұрын
Being a gangster ain’t all it’s made out to be. Stay in school living this life is not glamorous
@jackvillarruel8371
@jackvillarruel8371 4 жыл бұрын
Real gangsters are in the White House running the wolrd
@JohnDoe-fs6lz
@JohnDoe-fs6lz 4 жыл бұрын
Adolf Trump bingo
@youngtreysmvcked4600
@youngtreysmvcked4600 4 жыл бұрын
*Living
@youngtreysmvcked4600
@youngtreysmvcked4600 4 жыл бұрын
Talking about “stay in school “🤦🏾‍♂️
@charlesharris9740
@charlesharris9740 4 жыл бұрын
@@youngtreysmvcked4600 🤣🤣🤣🤣
@robertsanchez810
@robertsanchez810 3 жыл бұрын
Not trying to go backwards trying to go forwards, props homie💪🏼
@59thanks61
@59thanks61 4 жыл бұрын
His interview breaks your heart as soon as it starts. 😢😢😢
@henrymccomments
@henrymccomments 4 жыл бұрын
God help him He’s crying for redemption
@o.osuq-madiq2008
@o.osuq-madiq2008 3 жыл бұрын
We all are.
@joseamontijo6945
@joseamontijo6945 3 жыл бұрын
Amen 🙏🏻 , we all do aswell from our past an temptations daily!
@mayracontreras8576
@mayracontreras8576 4 жыл бұрын
Wow! By far my favorite interview! Respect to this man!
@Bcooltosmooth
@Bcooltosmooth 4 жыл бұрын
The depth of his storytelling is amazing. Great interview
@mscherrybear6400
@mscherrybear6400 4 жыл бұрын
He said over and over Damn where were my homies when I need em!!!!
@silivandalco.1896
@silivandalco.1896 4 жыл бұрын
I just read his stomach dice ORPHANS naaaaaw no way it's one of those varrios that...well I dont like to speak I'll cause the homie right here has been through enough... We Grande already we have our share of war stories and second chance situations. Pues Saludos and Be well primo it's good to get that shit off your chest.
@lisarodrigues4272
@lisarodrigues4272 3 жыл бұрын
Spooky, I know so many like you because I grew up in your environment in the Harbor Area. Thank you for sharing your truths. I respect you for doing so. I love your story. It's so close to many whom I've grown up with.
@mrtorrez1664
@mrtorrez1664 4 жыл бұрын
I did time with this guy in Chino solid guy good homie
@clydeclyde9025
@clydeclyde9025 4 жыл бұрын
In before a middle aged white guy comments " And you are proud of yourself buddy ? " .
@nhdarling2
@nhdarling2 4 жыл бұрын
K pumpkin
@ivanbustamante6011
@ivanbustamante6011 4 жыл бұрын
It's rare this days for someone to be GP now every softy is going PC they even running the yards now what a shame. You do the crime do your time GP NOT PC.
@mrtorrez1664
@mrtorrez1664 4 жыл бұрын
Yeah I took it off cuz I forgot how there are people just like u on here not worth going back and forth with @J Byrne 😂😂😂thank for that reminder
@nsphoenix6660286
@nsphoenix6660286 4 жыл бұрын
You ain’t gotta lie to kick it
@marcellusmilton6296
@marcellusmilton6296 4 жыл бұрын
Damn. This was painful, God Bless this brother.
@triz313
@triz313 3 жыл бұрын
One of the best interviews I have watched. G's always have to be tough, so seeing a dude just be a regular ass human being... I have more respect for him than any gangsta that acts like a tear makes you weak.
@scootsmcgoots
@scootsmcgoots 4 жыл бұрын
In no way am I trying to glorify or glamourise this at all, but this man is a warrior.
@hildamendoza963
@hildamendoza963 3 жыл бұрын
I would really like an update on how he is doing , nothing but love ❤️, God bless you spooky
@kimmonurmi3074
@kimmonurmi3074 2 жыл бұрын
Yes, i think so too..he is the warrior.
@DanielHernandezlopez1095
@DanielHernandezlopez1095 2 жыл бұрын
He’s not a warrior; he’s a survivor.
@sd.cali.6197
@sd.cali.6197 2 жыл бұрын
@@DanielHernandezlopez1095 you have to be a warrior to survive
@alwayshavefaith8394
@alwayshavefaith8394 2 жыл бұрын
@@DanielHernandezlopez1095 you are missing the point ese, fighting inner battles with yourself and the battlest on the Calles the system gotta be a warrior to survive.
@atolliver91
@atolliver91 4 жыл бұрын
That was a gritty tale...respect.
@Gemories
@Gemories 2 жыл бұрын
The way he says, "Thank You" at the end speaks volumes 🙏
@manuelgarcia151
@manuelgarcia151 4 жыл бұрын
It’s crazy hearing stories like that. I was really interested in what spooks had to say. Thank God he’s alive and out of jail. Someone was looking out for you. Thank you for sharing.
@italilagu6501
@italilagu6501 3 жыл бұрын
There's an old saying " God takes care of good people, no matter his life choices in his path God stays with him.
@joseph12345678914
@joseph12345678914 4 жыл бұрын
This one was great. Absolutely loved his stories
@Fuelove1
@Fuelove1 4 жыл бұрын
This is the best video on this channel so far. Absolutely captivating...
@randyledford6496
@randyledford6496 4 жыл бұрын
He's sure carrying a guilty conscience for that lifestyle.. prayers
@maeb.1097
@maeb.1097 4 жыл бұрын
He needs to narrate books , cuz I'd def listen .
@9zero7four5
@9zero7four5 4 жыл бұрын
I was just thinking that! He has that way of talking that reminds me of audio books I've listened to.
@evonnefenner7249
@evonnefenner7249 4 жыл бұрын
Facts
@linxUK
@linxUK 4 жыл бұрын
Same bruh
@CertifiedGoOn195
@CertifiedGoOn195 4 жыл бұрын
Remy dash is that you?!
@thicndawst368
@thicndawst368 2 жыл бұрын
Audio books!
@AmmoGus1
@AmmoGus1 2 жыл бұрын
Good interview. These interviews make me stop and appreciate the boredom and stability of my living room
@thisthatandthird
@thisthatandthird 4 жыл бұрын
Wishing him the best, he clearly is suffering from ptsd. Hope he seeks therapy and gains peace
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