You are very lucky to be her grandson Ollie....her legacy lives on through you and your family thus is the circle of life...we cant hold on to our loved ones but cherish the memories we have with them. I miss my nana very much whom I lost this year in march and it has greatly impacted my life...I could feel your pain but if you ever need anyone to talk to, Im a few calls away...again I am very sorry for your loss but as your brother always here for you.