REN - SU!CIDE [MUSICIAN REACTS]

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[@SeanStaxxMusic]

Stream my new song here: open.spotify.com/album/1NdlCPDOv2eHojJTDW7Hxp?si=Nyt4g6T9SQ-p9BUpazEhDA

[@timflesner663]

I wanna make one of those novelty T-shirts like they had in the 90s. Ren: making grown men cry since 2022

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

Haha fr. Dudes too good

[@cindyd.01]

Haha nice

[@mypetcrow9873]

Sign me up!

[@sammyd8860]

The first half of the song was written a while ago and Ren was getting ready to release it, but he had a nagging feeling that it sounded incomplete. Ren added the last couple of minutes immediately after he had done his recent interview with Knox Hill, in which, for the first time, he really talked openly about the circumstances around Joe's death. It feels like he had kept so much buried inside himself and it came out in the interview, and it felt good to honour Joe properly. Here he talks about his guilt for being too late to save him. This is just being far too tough on himself. I am glad that Joe's story is spreading wider and that people are honouring him but Ren, man, please stop beating yourself up. It was not your fault.

[@nrsvlda70]

I’ve watched this several times now… still weeping by the time it’s over. I can get through the first part.. but when he starts talking about Joe.. the waterworks begin (so don’t feel alone)!! Such a beautiful piece; hoping it helps those who might be contemplating doing harm to themselves to see how it affects those who love them, who are left behind wondering what else they might have done to stop it from happening. Thank-you for your thoughtful reaction/response.

[@ricci8497]

I think we are all the same come the second half in this for the most part at least I'm not tearing up as much as I was doing.

[@Shadyworks68]

Same here,it's so intensely good 😔

[@tundiel]

Wonderfully sincere reaction and words at the end there. I agree 100% with everything you said. Ren did a live twitch the day after releasing this purely to check in with his fans because he knew it was a tough one. It ended up being well over 2 hours long, and while it started off with him making sure everyone knew where to go if they needed to talk and stuff, it ended up being hilarious. Sam and Josh (his videographer and I believe tech guy) joined him, and the ensuing chaos from hilarious fan questions and even more hilarious answers was brilliant. So down to earth, all three of them. It was like hanging out with your best friends. Ren's as genuine as they come, and that's what draws people to him. He's a keeper, for sure. ❤ Thanks again for the heartfelt reaction. I don't think I've seen anyone NOT choke up at this, but not everyone acknowledges that it does, if you know what I mean.

[@Shiroar]

I am really looking forward to Ren showing “the haters” that he can carry 34 baked common house potatoes in his arms 😂 Ren is something very special. Making us all cry over his heart wrenching art and then making us cry from laughter the next day.

[@yilomina2047]

@@Shiroar Lol - yes, I want video of the baked potatoes!

[@thomasgoldschmidt298]

The first part of the song is from the viewpoint of someone (him) contemplating suicide , the second part is from the viewpoint of someone (him) left behind. Only Ren can talk about such sensitive topic in such a meaningful and healing way. Curious if CNN wants to flag this as something that promotes it. They are good at choosing polar opposite examples. As Ren mentioned in the community section of his channel: "Suicide does eliminate the possibility that things will get worse, but it also eliminates all possibility that things could ever get better. I was in a situation that seemed impossible to climb out. I climbed out. I would have never given myself that option if I choose to opt out of living. Is my life easy now? No, not close, am I glad to be alive? every day. Is life good? Yes. Did I believe life could be good back then? mostly no, but I carried on and gave myself that chance. I know that the last song may have opened some wounds, and been close to the bone for some people, but for anyone going through difficult times at the moment, give yourself the option to make life better. You deserve that chance I love you"

[@thegodofwine8228]

That line about his old friends, and 'missing the F'n Lads'..man that hit me hard, and I feel like it hit a lot of reactors hard...its amazing how relatable he is, maybe its honesty. We all miss the 'fn lads' from when times were carefree.

[@dawnpatterson8708]

Light in the dark. Absolutely loved that. I have seen this quite a lot now. Gets me every time. This one.....hurt. It took me a bit to realize that this is a GIFT of perspective. There are many who are so lost in the depths of despair. That they can't see a hand, friend or those around that love them. This is an intensity personal glimpse into the pain that a loss such as this creates. Yeah, it hurt. It was supposed to. He said that he had the first part all ready to be released. He didn't think it felt complete. After the Knox Hill interview, where he spoke about Joe and that day. He sat at the piano and it just fell out of him. They had to rush to get it added. He got word that people were calling it the day the internet cried. So, he went on twitch the next day to talk about the song. AND ask if everyone was alright? As much as this song nearly shattered my heart. Hearing him cry. I found the antidote on twitch that day. He was laughing and excited about the 3 weeks off of clinic. To go ro the UK to do Money Game 3. My heart soared. Thank you for this. It was a rough one. I appreciate you.

[@nedheadwyoming]

Your reaction is so human, thanks for your sensitivity. Ren is the most unique person and he's teaching us to get real and in touch with ourselves and others

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

Thank you and he really is something special 🙏

[@MamaJ1975]

The fan base on social media is incredible - I belong to several Ren groups, and even admin one - the Ren movement is just getting started, and everyday it grows, and ripples outward, touching more and more people. What's also pretty amazing to me, is the age range of his fans - from small children to people in their golden years, everyone loves Ren. Great reaction, loved your honesty during and after the video. It's a hard song, but also a hopeful one.

[@GW-kf1be]

Beautiful reaction Sean. I always love your reactions to my favorite artists. Your awesome, thank you.❤

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

I appreciate that 🙏🖤

[@Shiroar]

The recently added ending really completed the song. And made it absolutely heart wrenching. Beautiful vulnerability and song. Ren is doing something very important with his art by voicing things we don’t talk about enough. And he is bringing us together as humans that feel empathy and share similar emotions. We relate. We are less alone.

[@Hexenkind1]

Full context and story to this song: "Today I want to write something beautiful and eloquent but I’ve been staring at my computer screen for the past 10 minutes blankly. So I’ll just write. Today, the 1st of June is my friend Joe’s birthday. I first met Joe when I was 8 years old, my friend Josh said I had to meet this guy, so we both walked over to his, it took about 10 minutes from my house. I was greeted by this kid covered head to toe in freckles, he grinned at us, climbed onto the back of his sofa and screamed “Swanton Bomb!” then front flipped off the top and landed right onto his back on a stone floor. He lay still for a moment, twitched a few times, then got up, grinned at us, brushed himself off, and did it again. This was Joe. He’d do anything to make people laugh. He ended up becoming one of my best friends. He was there when we stole our first cigarettes out of his mums pack, way too young. He was there when I had my first kiss, with a girl twice my size on the back of the 42 bus. He was there when I first got so drunk I threw up in the woods after drinking as much white lightning Cider as we could. I was there when he did his first backflip on skates, and saw him do a 720 off of the pier cave, that moment became legendary. Joe was the funny one in our friend group, he’d make us laugh till it hurt. No one had a bad word to say about him. It was impossible not to like him. Usually we put celebrities, athletes and actors on pedestals, turn them into role models and admire them from a far. The person I admired was Joe. Him and Sagar knew every word to the songs id write, we’d get drunk at parties and they’d be singing along as loud as they could. It gave me a lot of confidence back then. On Christmas Eve 2010 I was sitting in a pub with Joe, he’d been feeling low after a couple of consecutive break ups. He tried to check himself into a mental health outpatient facility a few weeks earlier but they turned him away because he didn’t have an appointment. He turned to me and said that sometimes he wished he could just walk into the sea and keep walking. He said it in a kind of half joking throw away comment type of way, then took a sip of his drink, walked over to the juke box and put Dig by Incubus on. If I knew that was the last time I’d see Joe id have hugged him, told him how much I loved him, how much I looked up to him, how much we all loved him, and I wouldn’t have left that pub. I didn’t know that, so I finished my drink, said happy Christmas and left. Two nights after Christmas I got woken up by a phone call at 3am, it was my friend Ella. She told me Joe was on the Menai Bridge, a large suspension bridge connecting the main land to the isle of Anglesey where we lived. He’d been on the phone to her in tears saying goodbye. He told her to tell everyone he loved them. I pulled on my clothes as fast as I could and started running toward the bridge. It was up a hill. I lived about a ten minute walk away, I could run it in five. As I ran I started dialling then redialing his number. The line was busy, which was a good sign, it meant he was still on the phone to someone. As I got about halfway, the busy tone changed. It told me the line was out of service. I got a sinking feeling and picked up my speed. I arrived to the bridge minutes after I left my house. It was deafeningly quiet. I was the first person to arrive. I got there probably about 2 minutes too late. Joe’s body was never found. Initially we refused to believe he was gone. The coastguard came out that night, with boats, and helicopters. Me and my friends spent the next 10 days putting up missing posters everywhere we could, walking up and down beaches with flashlights, getting about 3 hours sleep a night. When you’re walking up and down a beach with a torch when its dark everything looks like a body. We still haven’t found Joe. As his birthday came around, I wrote a song, freckled angels, a song I dedicated to Joe which I sang in front of his friends and family. A charity football match was put on for him, raising money for the RNLI where I won two bottles of wine in a raffle, I drank them both as quickly as I could, naturally, turned to my friend and probably slurred something along the lines of “This is the last time I ever drink” That was 12 years ago, I haven’t touched a drop of alcohol since. My first ever album I named Freckled Angels in tribute of one of the best people I ever knew. Skip forward some years. I’d been sitting on this song I wrote a few years ago. It always felt a little incomplete. It was going to be my next release, but I was dreading it because of this feeling of incompletion. I decided, very last minute, to do something about it. I sat by my piano, and the rest of the song fell out of me. I hadn’t thought about Joe in a little while, and the song initially wasn’t going to be about him, but the words all fell out of me. I wrote and recorded a whole 2 minutes extra, recording each part as I wrote it. Tears spewing out of my eyes pretty much the whole time, and decided not to do my usual thing of perfecting each line, I just recorded every line as it came."

[@musicmathchocolate]

How many people out there have been touched by suicide? Ideation/attempt/completion for yourself or loved one. I have 2 people in my life. Such an important song. Thank you, Ren.

[@sch7194]

That was one of the best reaction's I have ever seen...100% respect my friend...Ren touched your heart & its beautiful when the soul is revealed...great artist like Ren can and will do that & that's the magic trick...such a serious topic & yet we can talk as about it ❤

[@geoffwindram8052]

Sean, this is the one I've been waiting for. Value your insights above all others. I don't know how Ren does it, love to hear you do some extended breakdowns of the music, vocals and production with your knowledge and experience. You're an exceptional communicator.

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

Thank you so much, I try my best 🙏🖤 ren is an exceptional person and and even more phenomenal artist.

[@bendersbrain]

Great song, Ren's great, tears are underated, Let it GO ! ;)

[@cherylrobbins715]

Being empathetic is always appreciated. Ren IS the mental health spokesperson.

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

💯🖤

[@TobiiRheaStarr]

Beautiful reaction. The ending was written after his interview with Knox and it always gives me tears 🖤

[@ScottishDeeSideEye]

I loved this reaction because you didnt stop the video at all, you let us all enjoy it and sing along to it, most pause constantly and its soooooo annoying. But you give your reaction to it afterward. Brilliant. ❤

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

🙏🖤 I think pausing ruins the experience

[@craigmitchell604]

Wrenching my gut and then my heart and then my soul and then…from within the wrenching…something so beautiful emerged from that paralyzed hurting. Something almost…tranquil.

[@user-jg3rp1ib5z]

You’re right- Ren is a shining light in a dark world ❤

[@rodb9275]

Such a great song. I'm so in love with Ren. I'm obsessed with watching reactions to his stuff. On this one, I "re-cry" watching people react to the ending, every time

[@scottmckinney9325]

Dude, your reactions are always so heart felt and straight to the point. It means something that you are a real artist as well. I'm glad the Ren rabbit hole brought me to your channel some time ago. Thanks man.

[@debbieswoveland9730]

I agree with one of the other comments and that is, I could handle the first part of the song and was listening intently to the story, and then came the last part which was pretty heart wrenching. Ren is a modern day Bard. Extremely good at telling a story. He keeps you tuned in until the very end because you want to know what happens.

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

💯

[@christinapeck966]

Yes🥺the world🌎 needs REN ✨ 🎶music is life !!! I enjoy you Sean 🫶🏽

[@sidetrack218]

"That one got me" You ain't human if this didn't 'get you' I watched it when it premiered. I knew the back story so I thought I was prepared but by the end I couldn't hold back the tears... Ren is one of those rare artist who can make you feel every word.

[@RonNL70]

Great reaction Sean 🙏👍❤️ It's a heavy one 😥😭

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

It really is! 😭🖤🙏

[@Willeby2]

Great reaction. I was tearing up with you. I have gone through all of your ren reactions....jyst a slight obsession since discovering Ren. I don't think i have seen you react to Ren and his band The big push. Please check them out, one of the best is "who shot the sheriff, road to zion, hiphop". Follow with the same busking session "War Pigs". I love his versatility, when you think you have seen everything. Hold on. Maestro, Ren!!!

[@emilianoserranosouza1991]

This one is deep,and hard ,and beautiful, real like Ren himself!!

[@jteeitup99]

It gets damn near every one of us my brother.

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

🖤

[@ukrobboxing]

Chokes me up everytime, so so raw… I agree it’s an important message… Ren is a true artist. Remember, anyone struggling… reach out your life is worth so much more than you think it is.

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

💯🖤

[@ethantodd4400]

As always, an amazing reaction to a very powerful Ren song, thank you brother... Love to Ren and Joe's family & friends... ✊🏽

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

Thank you and well said 🙏

[@philflynn9161]

A friend of mine just left this earth. He was a year younger than me in high school. I wish he was here❤

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

So sorry to hear that 😢 sending you positive vibes and my prayers 🖤

[@Ph4n_t0m]

I absolutely melted into a puddle of human compassion for that second part, and just ache to this day with the desire to give him a hug and to heal those wounds of his. That I feel his pain and that I know that pain is what keeps me from the "one small movement to expose our fragility" and inflicting that pain on anyone in my life and THAT's the incredible power and value that lies in sharing such raw emotional truth. Some can't see that and call the act of turning that pain into a performance vain or exploitative. Some tiktok idiots are exploitative. To call Ren that is so short-sighted and ignorant that it's just pathetic.

[@elenaorujev3494]

So raw and heart wrenching!

[@DeadDad1]

Thank you for your reaction and for not being afraid to leave your tearful reaction in the final edit of this video. I am definitely going to subscribe. Thank you again and never forget we are in this together. ❤

[@tinadunbar4577]

Best reaction ive seen, love your recognition of Rens talent, he certainly gives back, and man he is shining right now. RIP joe & my brother mike ❤

[@Tessimistic420]

The last part gets me every time still. ❤️

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

🖤

[@JMach82]

Great reaction! Thank you for your openness. Hope all is well

[@sandyfitzgerald7652]

Always love your reactions Sean, I knew you'd do this one justice, thank you ❤

[@zfgdun]

Love ya Sean. Pump this out there. I've had too many friends I've lost to this. It sucks, and seems it never goes away

[@mldkenny]

Always enjoy reactions and this one was certainly no exception, especially given the subject and sensitive message. What a unique talent Ren has to be able to strike such a powerful experience into an awareness for so many of us.

[@margaretc5679]

You would probably enjoy Ludovico Einaudi. Ren is a fan, and you can hear many similarities in piano technique and composition.

[@cas9065]

Excellent reaction, as always. And you are absolutely right. Off to listen to Out of Time now. Liked already.

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

Much appreciated 🙏🖤

[@davideastham]

RIP Joe Hughes ❤❤❤

[@aburg6393]

Really nice reaction - it was nice hearing your analysis and seeing the emotions you were feeling. I think you are so right - sometimes so much easier to start a conversation after hearing a song or sharing an article...like sometimes it's easier to talk with someone when you're driving in a car. It can just make it easier to start these important and necessary conversations

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

🖤

[@adelefran]

Amazing reaction! Have cried so much listening to this!

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

It’s a strong one 🖤

[@Siendorf]

Emotional for sure.

[@ekatyawa6714]

ren pictures an vivid image with his lyricism,.. it's hard to consume,. no vibing with our boy on this one,. it's heartbreaking 💔💔

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

💯🖤😢

[@kylec1411]

very genuine reaction. i dont wanna sound like a bad person but seeing you tear up made me happy cuz it gives me hope in people. Came close to suicide more than once myself. Beautiful song tho. The world needs more vulnerablity especially around these subjects.

[@kimzwolinski9919]

I really appreciate your reaction ❤

[@DonnaPoynton.]

Beautiful and Heartbreaking,R.I.P Joe Hughes,Thanks Sean much love ❤

[@MCP920]

Powerful.

[@sicmuvva11]

Love your reaction man, I think you are so right this artist is brilliant, Hard to watch the results of suicide but essential.

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

🙏🖤

[@galeneric2]

Got me too.

[@Darien17CDMX]

This song it's delicate and unique. The first part is listenable without much trouble despite the lyrics but as soon as the second part begin talking bout his friend it's so heavy to take. Ren really showed us a dark part of his life.

[@johnnyeproductions]

It got us all brother. It's ok

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

🖤

[@yilomina2047]

Great reaction, this is such an amazing song.

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

🙏🖤 it really is

[@sabrinaevans8746]

Yah if you don’t cry at the end you’re not human

[@tafinzer]

His new song drops today 7/20.

[@traviescratchcards5875]

Another top tier, sincere and raw reaction from my man Sean! So glad i subbed. Cant say i didnt cry also, because i balled ❤

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

Thank you 🙏🖤 yeah this one was intense 😢

[@AngelaBee_13]

Great reaction. 💕

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

Glad you enjoyed 🙏🖤

[@buddy7467]

It's alright for men to cry, I did to!

[@valentindumitru9554]

Thank you!

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

You're welcome 🙏🖤

[@debrashrider4062]

HI SEAN the world according to Ren is an emotional whirlpool. Now maybe go with a more playful tune. Possibly, "What you want" Dont miss that tiny pinch at the very end.

[@JaneBerry1-w2b]

Great reaction Sean! Thank You

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

Glad you enjoyed it 🙏🖤

[@woodywoodman2319]

Imagine... being a couple minutes late from saving your best friends life! Then... spending 10 years of misdiagnosis and drug experiments that tore you up! And then there's the Pain too!!! Imagine that!!! PS... He's fine... Not considering it! Just wrote the track about what it's like on the other side of the action!

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

Most people wouldn’t thrive let alone survive the cards that ren was dealt. Truly an inspiration 💯

[@woodywoodman2319]

@SeanStaxxMusic Thank you Brother! To see another serious... and Great Artist show the respect you do is refreshing! (Not just seeking clicks/views!!! Sadly there's several who are "Pretending" to be fans! Who in my opinion are no where NEAR his level, and honestly they're lacking the intelligence to react to Ren!) I mean HONESTLY SINCERE musician reactors who Actually get it!!! Respect you you my friend!

[@dougoneill7266]

Another quality reaction Sean, nice one.

[@ciaranl7590]

❤️❤️❤️

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

🖤

[@heikebroy8692]

❤❤❤

[@kazpwright]

I loved your reaction ❤

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

🙏🖤

[@dorkette_chicky]

Appreciate your reaction, Sean. Peace friend.

[@NightFogFilms]

Somewhere on the comments page of the Suicide video Ren wrote this but it wasn’t pinned so it can get lost in the comments. This is beautiful and relevant to the song and everyone should read it. Today I want to write something beautiful and eloquent but I’ve been staring at my computer screen for the past 10 minutes blankly. So I’ll just write. Today, the 1st of June is my friend Joe’s birthday. I first met Joe when I was 8 years old, my friend Josh said I had to meet this guy, so we both walked over to his, it took about 10 minutes from my house. I was greeted by this kid covered head to toe in freckles, he grinned at us, climbed onto the back of his sofa and screamed “Swanton Bomb!” then front flipped off the top and landed right onto his back on a stone floor. He lay still for a moment, twitched a few times, then got up, grinned at us, brushed himself off, and did it again. This was Joe. He’d do anything to make people laugh. He ended up becoming one of my best friends. He was there when we stole our first cigarettes out of his mums pack, way too young. He was there when I had my first kiss, with a girl twice my size on the back of the 42 bus. He was there when I first got so drunk I threw up in the woods after drinking as much white lightning Cider as we could. I was there when he did his first backflip on skates, and saw him do a 720 off of the pier cave, that moment became legendary. Joe was the funny one in our friend group, he’d make us laugh till it hurt. No one had a bad word to say about him. It was impossible not to like him. Usually we put celebrities, athletes and actors on pedestals, turn them into role models and admire them from a far. The person I admired was Joe. Him and Sagar knew every word to the songs id write, we’d get drunk at parties and they’d be singing along as loud as they could. It gave me a lot of confidence back then. On Christmas Eve 2010 I was sitting in a pub with Joe, he’d been feeling low after a couple of consecutive break ups. He tried to check himself into a mental health outpatient facility a few weeks earlier but they turned him away because he didn’t have an appointment. He turned to me and said that sometimes he wished he could just walk into the sea and keep walking. He said it in a kind of half joking throw away comment type of way, then took a sip of his drink, walked over to the juke box and put Dig by Incubus on. If I knew that was the last time I’d see Joe id have hugged him, told him how much I loved him, how much I looked up to him, how much we all loved him, and I wouldn’t have left that pub. I didn’t know that, so I finished my drink, said happy Christmas and left. Two nights after Christmas I got woken up by a phone call at 3am, it was my friend Ella. She told me Joe was on the Menai Bridge, a large suspension bridge connecting the main land to the isle of Anglesey where we lived. He’d been on the phone to her in tears saying goodbye. He told her to tell everyone he loved them. I pulled on my clothes as fast as I could and started running toward the bridge. It was up a hill. I lived about a ten minute walk away, I could run it in five. As I ran I started dialling then redialing his number. The line was busy, which was a good sign, it meant he was still on the phone to someone. As I got about halfway, the busy tone changed. It told me the line was out of service. I got a sinking feeling and picked up my speed. I arrived to the bridge minutes after I left my house. It was deafeningly quiet. I was the first person to arrive. I got there probably about 2 minutes too late. Joe’s body was never found. Initially we refused to believe he was gone. The coastguard came out that night, with boats, and helicopters. Me and my friends spent the next 10 days putting up missing posters everywhere we could, walking up and down beaches with flashlights, getting about 3 hours sleep a night. When you’re walking up and down a beach with a torch when its dark everything looks like a body. We still haven’t found Joe. As his birthday came around, I wrote a song, freckled angels, a song I dedicated to Joe which I sang in front of his friends and family. A charity football match was put on for him, raising money for the RNLI where I won two bottles of wine in a raffle, I drank them both as quickly as I could, naturally, turned to my friend and probably slurred something along the lines of “This is the last time I ever drink” That was 12 years ago, I haven’t touched a drop of alcohol since. My first ever album I named Freckled Angels in tribute of one of the best people I ever knew. Skip forward some years. I’d been sitting on this song I wrote a few years ago. It always felt a little incomplete. It was going to be my next release, but I was dreading it because of this feeling of incompletion. I decided, very last minute, to do something about it. I sat by my piano, and the rest of the song fell out of me. I hadn’t thought about Joe in a little while, and the song initially wasn’t going to be about him, but the words all fell out of me. I wrote and recorded a whole 2 minutes extra, recording each part as I wrote it. Tears spewing out of my eyes pretty much the whole time, and decided not to do my usual thing of perfecting each line, I just recorded every line as it came. During this campaign I will be raising money for the RNLI, the group of brave men and women who spent hours tirelessly looking for Joe after the night he went missing. I'll also be donating 50% of the profit on all copies of the 'Freckled Angels' album directly to Joes family as a nice surprise gift. I will include links to the RNLI donation page below where 100% of the money will go to support them, I will be travelling to the UK later this month to make a music video, and have carved out a couple of days where I will travel to my home town on the isle of Anglesey to present the royal national lifeboat institution with a cheque of all the money raised.

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

Wow….such a sad story and ren has such a way with words that I can feel it almost as if I know him. Heartbreaking 😭truly wish the best for Ren and his loved ones 🖤

[@cindyd.01]

❤

[@libby215]

You always have an interesting take in your analysis - this was great ☮

[@brigittegrenz1545]

Hey Sean, I usually didn't want to watch the video anymore for the time being, it was too intense. But I wanted to see what you say. At first I thought the lyrics were bearable, even with the music. But then came the end... .

[@smack_pop7]

❤️❤️❤️😢💔

[@belindamelville2270]

❤😢😢😢❤

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

🖤😢

[@goomymf]

Gotta ask, who are youre top 5 storytelling artists? He wrote the last part after the knox hill interview, first time he really opened up about Joe.

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

In no order. J cole, Joyner Lucas, Ren, immortal technique, Eminem. Bonus artist Kendrick Lamar

[@goomymf]

@@SeanStaxxMusic Immortal tecqnique, classic, love dance with the devil. Ive fallen oof on Em the last little but, but a great emcee. J Cole a d Joyner Lucas, I know who they are but never listened to any of their music. Obviously Ren, surprised you didnt mention NF. Not for nothing, but ill be checking out J Cole and Joyner Lucas tracks because of you. I love artists who arent afraid to talk about real shit, not these cookie cutter money and bitches, gangbanging garbage. I appreciate you my guy. Thank you.

[@woodywoodman2319]

Only Ren could write such a Beautiful song, over such a ugly topic!!

[@stranger2Utube]

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[@azraelcales]

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[@aprilhammond9699]

I lost my fiance to suicide.... if I'd answered the phone....

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

Omg I can’t even imagine. My condolences 🙏🖤

[@box4859]

I'll stick to music that lifts me up and not brings me down. I don't see the point in reducing a person's life to the event of their death.

[@SeanStaxxMusic]

I understand your view but this is a way for ren to express himself, process what he’s dealt with and also help other people not feel alone.

[@thanosdarkseid8695]

bout his friend joe jumped off bridge odd body never found!! at end he added that part! AFTER THE KNOX HILL ONLY LEGIT REACTOR A LONG INTERVIEW.....REN ADDED THAR PIANO END AFTER make it bout his friend........................

[@healeychantel]

Got me too.

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