Stream Violet's tale here: renmakesmusic.lnk.to/VioletsTale Here are the lyrics for anyone who wants them London City, far from pretty Two, zero, zero, five A lady down in Paddington Is fighting just to stay alive Rhythmic beeps and blood stained sheets Our lady weeps; she’s tired and frail To set the scene We must rewind the hands of time for violets tale Violet was a silent girl Grew up with violent starts Her mother was a drinker And her father was a bastard Every night he’d tuck her tight But never left the room Ill spare you of the things he did Im sure her mother knew Violet was a silent girl She moved out at sixteen A semi-detached council flat Paid for by a welfare-scheme Packing shelves at Tesco’s Stacking jars like pickled bricks She met a boy named Stevie And he was a little prick Violet was a silent girl And violet she fell fast See Stevie was a wrongun But he sure knew how to charm her Every night he’d tuck her tight But never left the room History repeats itself Hed paint her black and blue and ah… She never stood a chance The devil comes to dance “Violet, why you always so silent?” *knock knock knock* On her bedroom door and he’s irate He’s been drinking and smoking he’s up late And he stands by her bedside, she shakes But her eyes stay shut “You fucking slut! I know you’re up!” and he pinches her eyelids and folds them up “Violet, why you lying to me violet?” She stays silent, things turn violent *Knock knock knock* Thats the sound of his fists when they fall like a crashing pilot Hit like hailstones, one to the collar bone, full force, full blown, blood splat, bone crack, knick-knack-paddy-whack one to the jaw and a tooth spat - detached fist connects and disconnects the bone a quick deflect to misdirect the blow But non-the-less his punches met her throat such a mess; he’s left her bruised and broke “Violet!? Why you always so silent violet!? Why you such a little liar violet!? Do you think I want to do this Violet?!” In character she stays silent “Well say something Violet!” Silence “Fucking say something Violet!” Silence… “Wait… say something Violet” Not one word, she stays quiet…. London City, far from pretty two, zero, zero, five A lady rushed to paddington is fighting just to stay alive the doctor in a state of shock, saw something here so very wrong See Violet, she was pregnant, Poor violet, she was nine months gone Turning to the doctor Violet broke her silence and she cried, “If im to die right here tonight, please let my baby stay alive ” the doctor soon regained composure, called the surgeon to come in As violets world turned to black, the curtains closed The lights went dim in… London City, far from pretty, two zero zero five A lady down in paddington Just lost the fight to stay alive A tragedy, or miracle It happened on these very streets Two twins are lying side by side A girl named Jenny And a boy named Screech
@JelleJanW2 жыл бұрын
Legend!
@spawikcmnsu71372 жыл бұрын
REN!
@kojo25832 жыл бұрын
Masterpiece!
@kanamethelegend2 жыл бұрын
You’ve got some minor errors in the lyrics there nothing major just thought I’d let you know.
@stevie-lee64992 жыл бұрын
Absolute genius !! Worth the wait 💜
@byrongardner929910 ай бұрын
I feel like he's taken the voices in his head hostage and he forces them to write lyrics for him. He's like I'll write something, and you guys fill in the rest. That's where he gets that unhinged mental patient vibe from
@garthhammond51973 ай бұрын
I write very similar lyrics. I'll get a line or phrase in my head and sit and write. I don't try to write or think about what I'm writing. It just writes itself. When I'm finished and read it, it's like the first time I've seen it.
@katerockhill77262 ай бұрын
@@garthhammond5197Same here.
@pspmanpspryansookna2 ай бұрын
😊8😊😊😊😊😊😊😅😅😅😊uji9😅😅😅😅😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊
@sophielye6572 ай бұрын
He's controlled it so well
@raudelsanchezjr4249Ай бұрын
😮😮
@kdawgrules12 жыл бұрын
Honestly the guitar play alone sets him above most. Then the stories he creates are so vivid. Absolute wizard.
@gracie999992 жыл бұрын
i have no clue how
@inshambles22 жыл бұрын
elliott smith is still #1 😉
@lordraider38992 жыл бұрын
Dude this guitar play is so awesoe when i walk through a forest and listen to that everything looks 10 times brighter
@ruinedcraft48302 жыл бұрын
The story, the guitar, the song. Perfect! kzbin.info/www/bejne/e5XSi4Crp7CEgKM
@questionablegreg46842 жыл бұрын
@@inshambles2 cringe
@catvio1958 Жыл бұрын
Ren reminds me of a modern day bard, the way he tells stories feels on par with a bard in a medieval tavern telling the stories of local town folklore
@clintgonzales9327 Жыл бұрын
100% agreed
@mikeywright4616 Жыл бұрын
Yes... This is the comment I couldn't put into words
@MariaCosta-qz2qq11 ай бұрын
this! this is what i’ve been trying to put into words
@pandaa145111 ай бұрын
Yes!
@DeeDeeMegaDooDoo.10 ай бұрын
I thought you said brad. I was like "who the hell is brad?"
@hugdettaАй бұрын
"That's the sound of his fists when they fall like a crashing pilot". The way my heart dropped.
@FamiliepivtsovАй бұрын
*jaw
@KaishShaikh376Ай бұрын
I don't understand why this line holds so much significant
@Ryan-is8hkАй бұрын
@@KaishShaikh376its just lyrical geniuses
@jessiycas129 күн бұрын
I always disassociate in that moment. Suddenly im a kid cowering in a closet again. This man is a witch, I stg.
@pencil671128 күн бұрын
@@jessiycas1bro the glaze is insane 😭😭😭
@stevevaldivia2317 ай бұрын
This world hands out Grammys to the wrong people. This kid is an absolute genius
@TheresaElliot7 ай бұрын
Ren ain't sold his soul for fame x
@mayrichardson23077 ай бұрын
Ren won't sell out, he's too real, he does this for different reasons to all those riding A list fame... its a shame the world makes artists sell out to get somewhere... because artists like Ren don't get the recognition they deserve!!
@MKCH123457 ай бұрын
couldn't agree more. a true genius. wow.
@rebekahwatson357 ай бұрын
Agree crazy talent They hand out Grammys to people who have 0 talent
@sfrilix17817 ай бұрын
Real @@mayrichardson2307
@EnvitoScotsman Жыл бұрын
I can only describe Ren as a modern day Bard. Not just a musician, not just a storyteller, not just a poet but all of them together into someone who can evoke visceral emotions in their audience and have their rapt attention through it all. Well done Ren, I haven't been moved so strongly by a performance in a long time and you consistently have done so.
@LetsPlayBass81 Жыл бұрын
Great description of his music!
@OfficialWaddy Жыл бұрын
agree
@TeddyB123 Жыл бұрын
Yes!!!
@cador1624 Жыл бұрын
!!!
@army321able Жыл бұрын
I was thinking the same thing
@jmdjasonday2 жыл бұрын
A jester he is not. A story teller, a massively talented artist. My god boy, you're something else. Stay independent, don't let anyone influence your creativity.
@xoen62 жыл бұрын
This is good comment, J, mhmm..
@KellK-19752 жыл бұрын
I agree
@lizardrancher2 жыл бұрын
not a jester, but a bard
@lindaoconnor67832 жыл бұрын
Blown away with Ren’s authenticity, a true Master!
@TommyIsATwat Жыл бұрын
Who called him a Jester though
@faabbamama9099Ай бұрын
"She never stood a chance The Devil comes to dance" Never fails to give me goosebumps 😭 genius.
@leeconnett7532 Жыл бұрын
Not often, if ever, I hear something I’ve not heard before and been left utterly speechless. That was a masterpiece
@theanunnaki334 Жыл бұрын
Yeah it’s pretty cool. Go listen to Igorrr - Opus Brain. Different genre but crazy shit like nothing else you heard before.
@ignoblesavage5559 Жыл бұрын
Tell me you listened to all 3? Tales of Jenny, Screech, and of course this one... But yeah, frickin brilliant
@harmonybabe80 Жыл бұрын
@@ignoblesavage5559ABSOLUTELY did! Brilliant artist isnt he!!!!!
@ignoblesavage5559 Жыл бұрын
@@harmonybabe80 brilliant enough to have resurrected that word in my critical vocabulary... do you remember those old commercials from Guinness, with the 2 old fellas telling each other "Brilliant!" in response to various very basic ideas?? "What is that?" "A 6 pack." "Brilliant! What is a 6 pack?" "It holds 6 beers at one time." "Brilliant!" etc, etc, et al, ad infinitum... kzbin.info/www/bejne/aXWzfJltrpZ5Y7M
@heikejorg4912 Жыл бұрын
Ich saß im Bus auf dem Weg zur Arbeit und hatte Gänsehaut bis unter die Schädeldecke und wußte gar nicht wohin mit meinen Gedanken,so intensiv!
@Jenivare8 ай бұрын
Stays on beat for 40 seconds of no music. Absolute insanity. I can't get enough of this guy!
@brandonelm48917 ай бұрын
I love Ren and I'm not saying he's not incredible but I can nearly promise he had a metronome or a time keeping tool for that part
@Pieces_Of_History27 ай бұрын
@@brandonelm4891 well, being able to keep a steady pulse is a musicians most basic skills... u guys are impressed by that?
@Surreal865 ай бұрын
@@Pieces_Of_History2 It is musicians most basic skill but not every person skill. So yeah I am impressed by it no matter who is doing it. Just because a lot of people can do something dosn't mean I can't be impressed by it, especially if I personally can't do it.
@misguideddemise86155 ай бұрын
@@brandonelm4891it’s actually not hard to have your own subtle cues to keep time and beat without a metronome. Me for example I move my fingers or my feet to keep beat
@GrasImOhr4 ай бұрын
@@brandonelm4891I am very sure he did not have a metronome as he is playing with tempo, meaning getting slower and faster. This does not work with a metronome
@Firevly2 жыл бұрын
The art this man is creating through his music is outstanding. Masterpieces all over the place. Ren, never stop! The world needs your music!
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
❤️
@Cremts2 жыл бұрын
@@RenMakesMusic ren I love your music man! You're the best, I hope all your music videos gonna blow up very soon❤
@karloaquinde34762 жыл бұрын
True art indeed.
@herrsmiley4202 жыл бұрын
Where´s the multiple thumbsUp Botton - God damn It
@ashthetrashboat19822 жыл бұрын
Absofruitly
@elissajenna59383 ай бұрын
I am a 54 year old woman and i want to thank you for EXACTLY expressing my entire life experience and making sense of what i have never been able to put into words. If i ever have my way, this will be played at my funeral cos you know and verbalise my struggle better than i ever, ever could x
@van72422 ай бұрын
❤
@janetteroberts25902 ай бұрын
Bless you.. ❤
@aunderiskerensky23042 ай бұрын
Bless you and may your continued years be worry free, happy, and healthy.
@bellaland12442 ай бұрын
I get you.... agreed.
@danielflynn894Ай бұрын
Truth❤❤
@sinaschlechteentscheidunge4062 жыл бұрын
Ren is like a 21th century bard. His musical and lyrical artistry is just unmatched! made me feel gutted and amazed through all the tales
@supertavio22 жыл бұрын
You should also listen to Sufjan Stevens - Casimir Pulaski Day and David Keenan - Altar Wine great musicians!
@ff-qc7qy2 жыл бұрын
twenty-firth
@eloerch72 жыл бұрын
A Bard for sure. I can imagine watching him perform when there was no other form of stimulation(internet etc) and being completely flabbergasted.(im still flabbergasted and i can literally watch anything)
@wayneadam4732 Жыл бұрын
Dont ever tel me shitn the bed isnt warm
@natpicking2 жыл бұрын
I thought this was an insanely creative music video until I noticed the lapel mic and realised it was actually a live performance. A mind blowing live performance.
@devoorn7 ай бұрын
This guy is a performer. Waiting fornnew stuff and hopefully it blowns my mind again ❤❤
@gaminonya75996 ай бұрын
I knew it was live from the echo in the hallway at the start.
@solice92655 ай бұрын
This guy is the finest Bard I have ever heard and I’ve played Fable
@loganesposito52325 ай бұрын
@@solice9265facts
@Josherson5 ай бұрын
Most of his music videos are live
@lexi-io7no2 жыл бұрын
i would've never guessed that this is a prequel to jenny's and screech's tale. the whole series is mind blowing to me, the way he changes his tone and emotion when singing different parts, the great storytelling, the guitar playing, the singing, the lyrics, the talent and its also very catchy. like not only is it great musically but you can just read the lyrics and be interested..i also love the sound effects he makes with the guitar like in the rewind part and all the knocking, and how you can feel the emotion just from the way he plays. hoping for richard's tale im wondering what his backstory is
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for noticing the little details x
@michaeltagor42382 жыл бұрын
@@RenMakesMusic we'll be waiting for Richard's tale and if you want to probably patrick's tale
@sixeleven6372 жыл бұрын
14 year old Screech in 2019, Violet is a lady in 2005, oh yeah, all coming together now
@gracie999992 жыл бұрын
the more you delve in the more
@Naughtynutoo Жыл бұрын
Or Stevie’s tale? What’s his deal?
@deadpool101game9Ай бұрын
Why am I just now getting you all over my TikTok, you're very talented with music and storytelling. These are all so good.
@FrozenCooki3zzz26 күн бұрын
at all sudden some random women review his song and i just want to know what the truth what's all about
@lennygarcia335026 күн бұрын
Same
@lavasharkandboygirl97162 жыл бұрын
This man is what happens when you time travel and combine Eminem, Beethoven and Shakespeare into a single human being
@websurfer9452 жыл бұрын
I emotionally agree but biologically, how could time travel pull it off lol
@Kemeslim_kel2 жыл бұрын
You're so correct
@LeonidasPedro2 жыл бұрын
+ Thomas Shelby
@Skumfuk7372 жыл бұрын
I don’t remember those 3 playing guitar
@johncenashi51172 жыл бұрын
@@Skumfuk737 Ed Sheeran should be included for the guitar skills.
@thegrogan6490 Жыл бұрын
Working as direct care staff at mental health facility for 16 years and being extremely abused as a child. I'd like to thank ren for making amazingly beautiful music about a sensitive subject. You are an amazing human
@Robert-s1d7r Жыл бұрын
Excellent
@superdope7210 ай бұрын
With that storie im sure you are amazing to.
@nynaeveceleste6 ай бұрын
Less time as a worker at a psych hsp - (6.5 years for me), but same friend. Big Same
@Axeldiedtimeago Жыл бұрын
This kid needs all the support we can give him when mainstream media will go after him. Ren's lyrics are powerful while being whimsical.
@theskidmarkoforion4829 Жыл бұрын
He’s 33. I was sure he was no older than 24. Genius
@philup6274 Жыл бұрын
He has protection from above.
@jamesgibson3276 Жыл бұрын
That's exactly why the msn hate him. He doesn't conform to norms or narratives. I'm quite sure they see him as a future liability.
@noteveryonesbad3912 Жыл бұрын
It's not whimsical at all
@freespeechisntfree1886 Жыл бұрын
May he never be consumed by the evils in the industry. 🙏🏽
@ironbiketv561627 күн бұрын
2:45 was so beautiful, the way he sang the "violet was a silent .."
@stephen_2091 Жыл бұрын
For anyone wondering, the first subtitle translates to: "In death, as in life, we shall never part. We have grown to the voice of the same heart"
@nynaeveceleste7 ай бұрын
Well.....spoilers! Well Done, Ren!
@workingit30556 ай бұрын
Translates to? Did I miss something in another language?
even when he spends almost 40 seconds, with no beat or music at all, each and every word, plus the delivery, is on beat. Its pretty amazing being able to carry on the beat, like an internal clock, whilst acting out a scene. I'm not surprised though, as when you watch him play and rap, he doesn't even tap his foot to stay in time, like 95% of guitarists do, as he is full control. one of a kind artist,
@thirza9508 Жыл бұрын
It's like slam poetry
@MshaikhNbake Жыл бұрын
idt he is in full control, this came from a place where he let all control go. thing of a beauty regardless
@dahliaaboelmakarem51098 ай бұрын
Only Geniuses are capable of doing so. 🙌
@katayoonkalaeirad22387 ай бұрын
You are gold man. You are GOLD.
@alinajodowska3694 Жыл бұрын
Him rewinding on the guitar, going back with his story, it really gets me. This is pure poetry, pure art, pure performance.
@EMIN3MxXL96A1Xx27 күн бұрын
I hate that i just now found Ren. He’s amazing
@billhorstkamp9824 күн бұрын
Don’t hate it. Be thankful that you found it now.✌🏼
@Imma_Nutt23 күн бұрын
I feel the same way! There's so much to get caught up on...
@Creations397222 күн бұрын
@@billhorstkamp98im really confused, who is violet to screech and jenny and are they the twins??
@Sammy-hp6ls19 күн бұрын
@@Creations3972screech and jenny are twins. Look up “the story of jenny and screech” to learn more and ye
@EmmaHatter15 күн бұрын
@@Creations3972Violet is their mum. They are twins.
@andromedanascente29552 жыл бұрын
I feel like we won't have a song like this for a long long while ever again. This is pure art, storytelling, vocals and strings, just like the beginning of music as art form.
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
Wow thank you means a lot
@JelleJanW2 жыл бұрын
The "normal" way people listen to music has changed... Its mostly used as background sound to fill the silence.. Ren's is different, especially the tales. Everyone who's truly listened to them agrees instantly. The one who don't have only heard it, but never listended.
@empymind2 жыл бұрын
SIMMMMMMMMMM mano muito foda ver q tem br que admira cada detalhe desse cara tambem, tudo que este homem faz eh um masterpiece
@empymind2 жыл бұрын
q aleatorio eu uso foto do beard na minha conta secundaria tbm kjdfgjdfgjkgdfjkkj
@gansodaora2 жыл бұрын
minha conta secundaria kjekjekjekje
@eiktor96882 жыл бұрын
Ok, this got me gutted... Only to find out jenny and screech where siblings is a serious twist i never saw coming. Ren i love your amazing storytelling and delivery, please keep doing this !!
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
thank you x
@eiktor96882 жыл бұрын
@@RenMakesMusic
@acetrail57152 жыл бұрын
I KNOW right, that twist in the end and his dramatic cues low key gave me chills
@farkulonnthefearsome39342 жыл бұрын
@@acetrail5715 Same here, gave me chills too lmao
@nmccu164 ай бұрын
I'm a new Ren fan, I must know the songs for Jenny and Screech's stories??
@clintweimer83812 жыл бұрын
The moment I heard, " A girl named Jenny", my heart sank and chills went up my spine. What a sad conclusion to an already sad tale, but wow was it powerful.
@arthurstephenson8692 жыл бұрын
Could you explain please
@arthurstephenson8692 жыл бұрын
Oh nvm I saw the next song in my recommended
@MadureiraGabriel2 жыл бұрын
@@arthurstephenson869 listen to the other songs but from what i understand they were brothers who were adopted apart and then the brother killed the sister in the other songs
@hellenichavana16772 жыл бұрын
PAUMIRAND MUSIC NOW
@shushigostern3752 жыл бұрын
So true
@martinlockerbie8997Күн бұрын
It's about damn time this genius started getting his flowers... I say this with complete sincerity he's without a doubt the best artist out of the UK in 20 years
@Marioman7012 жыл бұрын
I love how you don’t just make music, but you tell stories. Not just of event, but stories of people struggle to survive, both metaphorically and literally.
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
thank you means a lot x
@JJ-dr7im4 ай бұрын
Yes, by telling the tales of the individual people, he doesn't need to explicitly state the wider socio-economic picture, but you can get it in a way that's much more impactful than a straight up political speech would be. And he makes music too 😄
@DeclanFerg5 ай бұрын
I am currently half way down a rabbit hole of Ren’s music…..and it’s fkn awesome
@TheKaylee3815 ай бұрын
Same 🙈
@gday66334 ай бұрын
Me too. My 17 year old Grandson put me on to this. 54 today and I’m so grateful to add this to the soundtrack of my life
@DeclanFerg4 ай бұрын
@@gday6633 I’m the same age haha
@jason9164 ай бұрын
Ditto
@gday66334 ай бұрын
My grandson put me on to Ren… MIND BLOWN. It does my heart good to know young people still have passion to experiment with bare bones music. This guy is up there with Zappa, Lenard Cohen and others so far as musical genius and story telling goes. This is part of the soundtrack of my life. Thanks for the music Ren. It’s heard and received energetically ✌🏼 4:20
@margeretheath5972 жыл бұрын
As I've mentioned before, this man is a modern-day troubadour. I'm going to go further - he is exactly what we need to hear these days. Someone telling it as it is. Someone bringing the messages of our society right up front and centre! You are a gift, Ren. I'm 56, and grown-up on Bowie, Pink Floyd, and other incredible songwriters and musicians. Your voice and style are fresh and distinct. Please keep doing this!
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Margeret , means a lot!
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
I've got a new video premiering at 7pm (GMT) today that I'm really excited for you to see, would mean alot if you joined me for the premier and give it a share if you like it! kzbin.info/www/bejne/aYKZpnaopd-Vhrs x
@harrietthomas4032 Жыл бұрын
And I'm 54 and only just clocked this! Love it :) Go Ren
@paulb5218 Жыл бұрын
couldn't agree more. I like that he's got a few "lighter" numbers but this is incredible genius level
@ivankawnartist Жыл бұрын
People are scared, nay, resistant to hear what they need to hear. Shame...that humanity has not overcome this obstacle of the human condition. I think we're at a pivotal point where such application of humility and honesty within self and others is a necessity.
@GyatRizzYapRepeatPodcast29 күн бұрын
Can we lease give some recognition to Rin’s guitar skills at 0: 0:35? The whole song is amazing but that part….its so pretty and so so cool. I think we need more talking about that part
@foxgirlandteam478325 күн бұрын
Agreed
@mejo145122 күн бұрын
It's honestly not that impressive if you can play guitar
@Dinosaurs5917 күн бұрын
@@mejo1451 ok
@sturmstorm3 күн бұрын
I will give him recognition for being an all round genuine creative artist.. this has a medieval vibe… in any case… he’s just all round amazeballs in my humble & irrelevant view😅 what a great discovery… excited for all those discovering him for the first time…
@KixenDK2 жыл бұрын
Weirdest feeling I'm having when listening to his music. Not sure if I like it or not.... But damn... It hits hard.. It's like watching a one-man musical. It's the third time I hear this now. And if a certain song can make me come back for another listen, it must mean, that I like it. Your music in confusing my emotion, man!
@anitataco64882 жыл бұрын
I find songs that evoke sadness in me is the only way sadness ever feels good. Sometimes it's therapeutic and even feels a little good to settle down into the sadness instead of trying to avoid it all the time. It's like a controlled burn so you don't lose the whole forest when there's a real fire. If I freefall into it by choice every so often, when life becomes sad I don't shatter into as many pieces.
@Feedbackking132 жыл бұрын
Listen to the song I deserve to bleed, it's the same feeling but arguably worse.
2 жыл бұрын
Agree with these thread of comments
@medusaslair2 жыл бұрын
Not all art is supposed to be comfortable, so I'd say he's succeeded in creating grand art when he evokes such feelings in people.
@brynion21172 жыл бұрын
@@Feedbackking13 i like i deserve to bleed a lot
@wizarda2z Жыл бұрын
Just had to watch this in full after seeing a clip on another platform. Wow, that was so deep, I saw it all! This emotionally moved me. I've got to say that your talent is extraordinary in a world of recognised genres. Pure brilliance. Truly the modern day Bard.
@lunaaabug Жыл бұрын
really hoping you listened to jenny and screech's tales too!
@JenniferHosburg Жыл бұрын
Same
@BIGBOIDAMO Жыл бұрын
I'm from tikok
@DaveofManyNames Жыл бұрын
That's the word I was looking for to describe his music. Like a modern day Bard. Puts a story into song so well.
@JeruS Жыл бұрын
Same for me... That was a total surprise ❤
@mikechajecki73232 жыл бұрын
Ahhh... so that's how you write, sing, play and tell a story all in one. Masterpiece!
@gracie999992 жыл бұрын
the drama was real
@Imbored-s6t22 күн бұрын
Every beat and note is incredible I love how it creates the story line and his voice for each note is outstanding one of the best songs I have ever heard in my life
@emmirose9142 жыл бұрын
I've never grew to like an artist in such a small amount of time. This isn't my usual music I listen to. I'm a metalhead. I listened to hi ren first and Jesus I was hooked. You're talented in so many ways. Your voice, music, lyrics and how you feel your music is so raw and it's so hard to find.
@sillygoose28782 жыл бұрын
Fellow metalhead and Ren fan here haha. Did you listen to the tale of Jenny and screech before this one?
@igornaimoli73212 жыл бұрын
I'm also mainly a metalhead but this guy is a complete genius. Plus, his guitar playing is seriously outstanding
@sillygoose28782 жыл бұрын
@@igornaimoli7321 I think he’s absolutely one of the best lyricists out there right now.
@casaneva41602 жыл бұрын
haha, almost thought I was the only one 'getting soft', but we're not really, just shows our taste in music is off the charts and not limited to just metal. This guy is a nuke, doesn't even need distortion.
@tabsterpt54642 жыл бұрын
Guilty, I am as well, my fellow metalhead brothers! This guy is something else, really. Love it!
@kristawhitepiano2 жыл бұрын
If you watch with closed captions on, at the very beginning of the video it says "in morte, ut in vita, numquam partiemur. Crevimus ad vocem eliusdem cordis" which translates to "In death, as in life, we never shall part. We grew to the voice of the same heart" ❤️ Oh my GOD. What an awesome little hidden message! I am stunned!!! I can't stop listening to this song. Just amazed by everything about this!
@theharshtruthoutthere2 жыл бұрын
Do not worrie, GOD IS ALWAYS ON TIME. And CHRIST shall return again . The only reason He haven't come yet, is because you are still unsaved, GOD calls you home also: 2 Peter 3:9chapter context similar meaning copy save The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance. John 3:15chapter context similar meaning copy save That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life. Every time you worried and complain that GOD haven´t returned yet, ask these question from yourself; HAVEN'T I GOTTEN SAVED YET? DID I CAME TO REPENTANCE? Acts 17:30chapter context similar meaning copy save And the times of this ignorance God winked at; but now commandeth all men every where to repent: The time is ticking, place your hand on your chest, on that side where your heart is, can you feel it, the pumping inside your chest? Can you hear you heart beating? - your heart, dear soul is the clock of your lifetime.
@tomaofdonewelll7810 Жыл бұрын
Wow! Thanks for that. Adds another contextual layer to the meaning
@hetty464 Жыл бұрын
Ren is a minstrel, a modern one. I think about five hundred years ago, minstrels performed like this. Ren can sing. He can play multiple instruments. He's a poet, a philosopher, an observer of life, an actor. He has taken rap to a new level that can appeal to everyone of any age. A perfect development of the people's voice for our times. x
@benjaminmoore8623 Жыл бұрын
This is it, thank you for saying. I love a minstrel style performance.
@bobjary9382 Жыл бұрын
He is somehow in my room, all other music travels with via screen via the speaker . Ren is here somehow
@Musiklife.9049 Жыл бұрын
Minstrel….just what I was thinking.
@juliewaite1864Ай бұрын
To be this young and to know this pain and articulate it so poetically is a gift we all need. We feel the pain in your voice and the lyrics are real. He’s amazing !!!
@kiwiwi_8792 жыл бұрын
It feels like he's a narrator in a musical I'm living for it This song was ,altho sad, a complete masterpiece
@normancooke8305 Жыл бұрын
Ren, you don't play music, you PERFORM. I am awed by everything I've seen from you and let me say those you've helped are immeasurable. Your raw talent is amazing.
@1705louloutte11 ай бұрын
I can imagine him in American horror story, in a nice beautiful way
@GTail492 жыл бұрын
1 video and I'm HOOKED. This man is one of the most talented people I've ever seen!
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
Wow thanku
@JulesMCRUS2 жыл бұрын
You should watch some of his busking videos - some of the most incredible busking performances I've ever seen. Once you find Ren you're hooked, and that's a good thing. ;-)
@andreaninagl932 жыл бұрын
Absolutely
@mistydouglas28742 жыл бұрын
Once you find Ren you find Sam 😜🙌💖
@revwillyg64502 жыл бұрын
@@mistydouglas2874or Stimpy?
@ashleysparks5768Ай бұрын
Anyone who has suffered through chronic illness, addiction, and/or mental illness feels Rens music on another level! Ren isn't just a musician he's an artist and a storyteller a once in a generation talent n I'm so happy he shares his suffering with all of us❤
@billhorstkamp9824 күн бұрын
Yes 🙌
@quinbast37632 жыл бұрын
You can’t just read the lyrics. You’ve got to hear the way he says them. Everything is spoken purposefully with emotion while maintaining a rhythm. It’s amazing. Great work
@huntingnewsom2 жыл бұрын
This is my first time hearing Ren. My goodness the amount of feels poured through all these lyrics and strings are amazing. KZbin did it right for once.
@POWMAJ2 жыл бұрын
He has two more about jenny and screech... It's starts with Jenny story and the other is ab screech
@VictoriaP-r4q5 ай бұрын
Such a sad trilogy. So much impact on mental health, abuse, the effects of growing up in situations you can’t change. Absolutely so powerful, well written, performed. The whole nine yards! Well done sir!
@idk-fz7ki3 ай бұрын
that guitar part at 1:48 tickles my brain
@AKJK907Ай бұрын
See what you mean
@jaydensalgado466628 күн бұрын
Me too
@Limeindecoconut2 жыл бұрын
What the actual fuck…I’m speechless. And kinda (very) emotional 🥲 very tragic but also very real. So eerie yet beautifully written. Your best work yet, lyrically and cinematically, you can tell you put your heart and soul into this one. Bravo 👏👏👏👏 hoping this one gets the recognition it deserves.
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
Means a lot x
@sirweebs29142 жыл бұрын
you look easy to please
@auline85312 жыл бұрын
@@sirweebs2914 I disagree. Very very few songs even tackle such horrible subject matters - let alone in such an amazing way. I'm sure many survivors of sexual assault, incest, and IPV would think this is a beautiful piece of art.
@sirweebs29142 жыл бұрын
@@auline8531 I also think this is a beautiful piece of art, why do you think I'm here? I also never stated anything that would suggest otherwise.
@gracie999992 жыл бұрын
@@RenMakesMusic jk man good stuff..nothin much to say
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
REMEMBER TO CLICK 'NOTIFY ME' The third and final part to the tale of Jenny and Screech. How will it end??? put your theories below
@jaydanieldavis2 жыл бұрын
so much love for you man
@FredJonesy2 жыл бұрын
ren
@AgentJanssen2 жыл бұрын
Police officer has to deal with the parents of both victims and hopefully some meaning to life or at least compassion gives us hope at the end
@mcc754442 жыл бұрын
We learn about Patrick down st number 54
@c.h57602 жыл бұрын
So I think its for certain that it ends with another tragic death. And that Richard is gonna die seems certain as well. The question is what about screech's girlfriend and Patrick. They are probatly having an affair and dont seem to really care about screech. They will end up in a fight i whitch Patrick kills the gf and the Officer still fighting with regrets, Sees it, tries to Interfere and kills partick but to Late... then He either lives with the pain or kills himself. Like a good tragety everyone is dead or ruined in the same night and the bodies are now still only two streets apart. Ohh i got down a rabbit hole cuz of your music, ren, (proud part of the cult eh... bookclup) and i love it... ill be wrong with everything but it was a fun game to play ;] Edit: its gonna be Richards or Patricks tail, while i tend towards Patrick but i am not sure at all Edit two: idk if i have to put it here for the theorie to count...?
@MrsCrazyChick94 Жыл бұрын
How is no one talking about how perfect he plays the guitar? This man is so freaking talented! 🤌🏼🎉
@TorayaSamuels14 күн бұрын
Nobody's listening cos his lyrics are genius. We forget he's even playing....he's that ultra genius. He will go down in history Xxx
@Totally.your.fav.person12Күн бұрын
Bro, so detailed and yet the guitar added on
@melissat9222 жыл бұрын
I’m just pleased Ren managed to find a hospital setting and gown 🤣
@martuniamartunia-zr4pj2 жыл бұрын
I got & offered Him a gown but he didnt reply to me 😅 so I think it wasnt a big problem to get this 😁
@gracie999992 жыл бұрын
dude the damn guitar at beginning specially and the rest really was damn boy wtf!
@samnfg2 жыл бұрын
DUDE WHAT A PLOTTWIST You got some serious talent ma dude it's insane, the story, the vocals and the mad skills with the guitar. Keep it up i love u❤️
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
@gracie999992 жыл бұрын
@@RenMakesMusic ya bruh wow! 🙄
@animeUzbekistan-ln4st6 ай бұрын
Zor❤ren
@Simon-rd2mx2 жыл бұрын
Ren is the Shakespeare or Quentin Tarrintino of modern music, I don't think we're going to see another one like him for a long time...
@gracie999992 жыл бұрын
ya lol I see that ahah
@MrMojo231003 ай бұрын
It has been 2 years and than ending will never fail to leave me with goosebumps.
@ProudlyIdiotic2 жыл бұрын
It's poetry. It rhymes. Chills. Jesus Chris he simply uses his guitar in unique ways to tell the story. The incredible cinematography and camerawork, the entire thing is done in one take, the sets, the performance, holy fuck this is art.
@papa16012 жыл бұрын
ren's acting skills are impressive; he's not only singning and telling a story to us, he's expressing it, the emotions are clear.. art is eveything.
@The_Blue_Fairy2 жыл бұрын
My mother kept me locked in a basement for years as a child as a sex object for her boyfriend/husband. Which I only share because I recently found this song, and I feel it's critically, crucially important for artists to tell stories like these. Things that are raw, and vulnerable, and true. So, thanks, I guess. I shouldn't be alive, but I'm glad to have found my way here. Beautiful.
@beepduck2 жыл бұрын
god fucking damn that must have been horrific
@ghiffaribara29492 жыл бұрын
Bruh
@annikanatascha49272 жыл бұрын
And how brave you are to write this down. I wish you lots of strenght, love and happiness🤍
@julaqua68962 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story...you're a warrior
@francisgraves27372 жыл бұрын
🙏
@Singthetruth733 ай бұрын
The word everyone is looking for is “Bard”, In ancient Ireland and Scotland, there were Bards. Traveling poets, lyricists and musicians. Musical storytellers. I have been a musician/ songwriter for 40 plus years. One thing I’ve learned is the most genius musicians/performers I’ve ever met/worked with were the most insane/outlandish mentally. Even people that were outwardly shy and reserved.inside, there were always issues.
@teancumpusey34062 жыл бұрын
This song is painful, raw and real. Literal chills
@sherylrae Жыл бұрын
I’m a 55 yr old grandmother. Just found you tonight. Wow. So far all I’ve heard has left me speechless but thank you for this one. Knocked my breath away and was very cathartic.
@Cyndidr85 Жыл бұрын
This is exactly what the music industry needs someone who brings back story telling into the music with a mordern twist.
@EliHill-d2d14 күн бұрын
Is no one gonna talk about the sheer skill to do that with his guitar at the start?
@Audiostyleable2 жыл бұрын
The technical aspect of the guitar playing in the into cannot be over looked it was on point
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
thank u!
@chazwelborn6826 Жыл бұрын
I’m blown away. The classical guitar style with such mastery backed by such powerful story telling. It’s beautiful man.
@juliamatejko50782 жыл бұрын
I’m amazed. This is it. I don”t even know what to say. The way that you moved something in my soul. I’m also a guitar player, but how are you able to take us into the past with sounds. Your creativity, sense, artistic inspiration, attention to details (nameplate on the hospital bed). I watched it 4 times in a row. Each was a new experience. The best thing I noticed is going back into the past by sliding your fingers down the fretboard of the guitar AND THEN LATER when you’re taking us to present you use the same sounds but in the reverse order.
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
Beautiful message Thanku x
@jessicaward5189Ай бұрын
I vote for an album of just Ren playing that guitar! He’s a musician and artist in every form
@sarahmill6963Ай бұрын
I don't really know, but he seems to play incredibly. Have you seen him play the piano infront of the canyon?
@artemell2 жыл бұрын
This is real art men! Not just music, not a story nor a poem. This is a Performance for all senses! Thank you Ren for letting us be part of it.
@gracie999992 жыл бұрын
yup thanks man! lik still here haha I love comments sections
@lonelygimmick2 жыл бұрын
Reminds me of Jamie t
@allycat87552 жыл бұрын
I just discovered him n oh my!! Hes above any adtist ive encountered
@RASPUK2 жыл бұрын
The way he uses the acoustics of the stair way, keeps the rhythm, the timing of everything! Just the whole thing!! It’s so well delivered, incredible!
2 жыл бұрын
I play guitar, and I am really blown away by this guy on so many levels. To be honest, as he was playing that line walking down the stairs, I was thinking to myself that I wasn't sure I could walk down stairs at the same time as playing those lines without falling down the steps. Ren isn't playing music. It's pouring through him, oozing out ... gushing out. He's breathing it like pranayama. Very impressed , as I said, on so many levels. The playing with the singing and the stroytelling and, and... skill, creativity, very keen intelligence to it all. Good show!! (as this American imagines a Brit might say).
@RASPUK2 жыл бұрын
@ couldn’t of but it better! I play fingerstyle guitar. The moment I ever try and strum basic chords and sing at the same time, it goes wrong. I can fully appreciate the skill Ren has in this vid.
@astraldim2 жыл бұрын
well i have no idea who this guy is but i'd be willing to bet the song was recorded ahead of time like most music is. Do you know what a producer and all that is?
@guystevens3112 жыл бұрын
@@astraldim It's a live performance - he's wearing a mike and the acoustic amplification is under his scrubs. Which makes this all the more mind blowing. He's a very special talent.
@RenegadeRebel832 жыл бұрын
Not just the stairway the whole song is using the sound waves in accordance to the amount of space in the clip so if the camera pulls away the sound gets quieter but has more reverb because the space has increased sound amplification as well so it's an awesome ballad and this man is genius level musician I tell you I've never seen such a talent.
@distrbdherts10 күн бұрын
true genius, doesn't break tempo even without music and flows and a great story teller. Man needs to do audio books
@stevemaciel6346 Жыл бұрын
The way he uses the natural reverb in each environment/room/hallway/stairwell he walks through is well, genius.
@That_spicy_rocco Жыл бұрын
Every aspect of his performances are thought out in massive detail, most people miss it, it's almost OCD with him, he genuinely is a genius
@van72422 ай бұрын
Singing up into the stairwell....😢❤❤❤❤ That's when I started really crying.
@musicaddict10462 жыл бұрын
This is intense. Despite being here to see the premiere, I couldn't put any of what I was thinking into words right after and I still feel I won't do this story any justice with whatever I say. First of all, it's obviously a masterpiece, but coming from you that was to be expected. I won't even talk about the ingenious vocals, guitar play and acting. What really brings this to a new level is just the immaculate story telling. You made everyone expect anything and everything, but definitely not this. I love how the songs gradually get darker while the viewer slowly figures out just how messed up this story really is. This song alone is a modern tragedy and a piece of art, but the point is none of the tales could exist the same way without one another, and I can barely comprehend the weight that adds to it. I will definitely have to listen to this over and over again for hours on end, just to start doing it any justice and understand and feel it's darkness. Lastly, this couldn't hurt so much if there wasn't any truth or reality in it. Thank you for making this, and thank you for telling their tales, because they will not be forgotten. Lots of love, stay safe. 💛
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
Wow, thanks for taking the time to comment that 🙌
@lunarmoon45962 жыл бұрын
your comment is awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@jemswan906 ай бұрын
I honestly feel like his music has changed my life. It’s had a truly profound effect on me. He has more talent in his little finger than anyone in the charts these days. Absolutely blown away.
@ghost9-9ghost4 ай бұрын
Agreed....the problem is that our modern culture no longer wants real talent....they don't want unique talent...our culture.only wants Mirrors and Ego.
@anthonyminor52344 ай бұрын
Mainstream music is full of performers not musicians.
@KayElle7521 күн бұрын
I dont know how to explain REN. I cant atop listening. Youre like nobody else.
@eakmadashma2 жыл бұрын
Not only has Ren mastered musical story telling but also emotional conveyance through sound and lack of sound.
@shannalou379 Жыл бұрын
This song was the hardest for me to listen to. I survived years of DV so this song hit home. I love that you bring attention to all the dark things in life without glamorizing them. Keep it up Ren. You are in my prayers love
@James-uw9ww2 жыл бұрын
Ren deserves to be world class by now. The incredible levels of talent shown is incomparable to other artists. The music itself, writing, ability to rhyme and artistic approach to story telling is on a level that others couldn't even dream of. Its truly magical and expresses how beautiful music is as an art form. Thank you Ren for the time, talent and dedication you put in to bless us with your music.
@Pablo-pk2qi2 жыл бұрын
Fully agree! I dont know any other moder band/singer, that makes such songs.
@anxiousanarchist65652 жыл бұрын
Yes another rusty cage fan
@shadowninja826029 күн бұрын
3:40 is so good but its also sad
@BuilderVietnamMinecraft2 жыл бұрын
My theory one how it's going to end: The rounds were in Screech's chest, but did he die? I suspect he was alive last second until being kidnapped, healed, brought underground, got a sack over his head while some British dude rambles about capitalism before lighting himself on fire
@letstalk79612 жыл бұрын
Best one yet ngl
@xp56552 жыл бұрын
Probably is
@mohamedahmedelrouie4462 жыл бұрын
You are the smartest person I know
@blossoming_tulipyt37572 жыл бұрын
I always presumed the man he had kidnapped in money game was someone in high power such as the PM with the way they act and dress shoes they have on
@dragos89842 жыл бұрын
you are so smart
@lenniest2 жыл бұрын
this sent chills down my spine, literally. i've listened to the song twice to understand the story in full detail (with and without subtitles), and gosh it's dark. dark and so beautifully written. thank you. Ren, for writing the third story, i never saw this plot twist coming! also, the one-shot format really fits here. it feels like the story unfolds right in front of our eyes. the cameraman did a brilliant job!
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
thank you!!
@tsumichama Жыл бұрын
As sickeningly violent as it is, the part from 3:17 to 4:02 has to be one of my very favorite pieces of *anything* ever. From the acting, to the rapping, to the guitar playing. How it paints the scene. It's so brilliantly executed
@SuperMillwall Жыл бұрын
3:39 - 3:52 That guitar playing is incredible. That beat is so catchy.
@happyclam1266 Жыл бұрын
110% no bullshit poetry, just amazing work
@badgoat666 Жыл бұрын
Man's a genius.
@Io-Io-Io Жыл бұрын
Oh I appreciate the intro up to 1:26 before all else
@EddieTheH Жыл бұрын
Agreed. I'm pretty thick skinned but it's so on the nail it actually makes me feel sick! It's the sign of a master artist when they can convey their point so well it can provoke that kind of reaction. Art is the language of emotion, and this guy's beyond fluent.
@chellebelle645827 күн бұрын
I only just found this recently and just wow. The talent of the story telling, the guitar playing, and the lyrics! So heart breaking and beautiful all at once. Just incredible ❤
@toymomofthree7870 Жыл бұрын
I love the use of the acoustics in an empty room and echo up the stairs... AND the fact that he plays live in a video....damn it, this part got me. As a survivor this hit me
@16bgurreri Жыл бұрын
He plays live!???
@IsiahTomas Жыл бұрын
I've lost count how many films really kill it with the imagery using stairs. Run, Lola, Run, Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse, The Believer, Batman(1989), High Anxiety, Vertigo,...
@tobywhite15802 жыл бұрын
It's incredible how gripping this trilogy is. It's just Ren and his guitar but you feel so invested in every detail. Truly a one in a million artist.
@craigdsouza2 жыл бұрын
that riff that matched the situation you played when you said "must rewind the hands of time for violet's tale" was just such a neat little detail
@jfmathenia2 жыл бұрын
Yeah! I noticed that too and then later when the story catches back up at 4:25 he plays the inverse of that riff right back into the motif from the beginning
@TheReinasVuelven2 жыл бұрын
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@sallyforth12323 ай бұрын
Thank you, darling, for telling Violet's tale. 🎉
@EMILIOONTIVEROS Жыл бұрын
This was a hard pill to swallow. Your songs create a vortex of fellings, dude. Love your art.
@Angel-Os7532 жыл бұрын
The masterpiece that is the tale of jenny, screech, and violet has come to a close by our modern bard that is ren
@RenMakesMusic2 жыл бұрын
thanku!!
@bexualhealing2 жыл бұрын
I’ve literally just shared this video on FB calling him a modern day bard as well. I think it’s an absolutely apt description of him
@lunarmoon45962 жыл бұрын
@@bexualhealing i agreee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@lunarmoon45962 жыл бұрын
yeahhhhhh
@AsthmatticBump4 ай бұрын
The riff going down the guitar for going back in time and up on the guitar for back to present was absolutely genius
@amandaharper27323 күн бұрын
Wow such a hard hitting song. I'm lost for words. It's like your living the story there when it happens. You can feel all the emotions. Such powerful work. Well done.
@creedynotechnique Жыл бұрын
The originality of this tune is mindblowing. This young lad has created a modern day dark folk ballad delivered in a mix of singing, spoken word and rap bars backed up by guitar work with classical, melodic picking and percussive reggae flavours, all blended incredibly well. Jaw drop moment for me was the guitar scratch then "that's the sound of his fists when they fall like a crashing pilot " straight into the reggae rhythm again. that was alchemy...Not seen talent like this in a VERY long time and i hope this young un goes far
@timb350 Жыл бұрын
Ren is like a visitor from another realm. He's obviously acquired lyrical skills and musical skills of a very high calibre (which immediately distinguishes him from 99% of the garbage that passes for popular music these days) so he immediately has a bed upon which to build his art. But most significantly...he's a spiritual thing of unique qualities. He breathes truth...and perhaps even magic...which I think is what so draws his audience.
@squeakeththewheel Жыл бұрын
Excellent pronounciation, too.
@laurelhager8495 Жыл бұрын
Amen
@andybhoyswedge Жыл бұрын
He an intergalactic being bro …a gift
@fractalez Жыл бұрын
If you have to bring down others to compliment him, then your compliment sucks ass. "He's so good bc others are so trash dude"
@jocelynrabinowitz Жыл бұрын
This would feed into my psychosis so bad bro
@papahlamidas Жыл бұрын
Can I ask the question why this person is not CRASY famous ? Music creativity at it's peak
@antonikoller Жыл бұрын
the nowadays industry doesn't care about talent anymore man, almost all there is mainstream today is shit...we gotta dig deep to find something good and dig even deeper to find something like this guy
@samiecarr188511 ай бұрын
@@antonikollerI'd say he's pretty "famous" now, with a number 1 album! But as he says "the people who find his music, respect it!" The last thing he wants is fame.
@BackroadsMj9 ай бұрын
I think your just late the the party? No disrespect. Hes famously infamous at this point. One of those if you know you know. Better that way anyways.
@MattAmos-y1s2 ай бұрын
REN is a lyrical fuckin genius! This geeza is so out there, there’s nothing like him and I love him. Raw passion and emotion in every story he tells! This guy helps me through my darker days knowing even talented people can struggle too! What a talent this boy is and he deserves more recognition x
@Violet-ks5eb2 жыл бұрын
As someone who’s name is Violet and is silent, this hits something for me.
@Mikaelashotmess2 жыл бұрын
Same, (im transfem so ignore my username, I don't wanna change it due to backlash)
@God-nu7hy2 жыл бұрын
@@Mikaelashotmess backlash from who
@Mikaelashotmess2 жыл бұрын
@@God-nu7hy whoever u are, you bloody legend
@hellenichavana16772 жыл бұрын
PAUMIRAND
@joeliosborn2 жыл бұрын
Hopefully its not your collarbone
@MrBabylou622 жыл бұрын
I LOVE Ren, He is a TRUE lyricist. His ability to sing, play instruments, story build, etc are that of a legend. He deserves more recognition and ALL of the love
@mustafa_25x2 жыл бұрын
He looks like Tommy Shelby. I loved his singing, the way the story was told, the video, and everything honestly
@philipjepson921328 күн бұрын
I discovered him above 2 hour's ago. I don't know how to put into words what emotions I'm feeling. Its refreshing, beautiful beyonds words and its like its about all the past 12 months of my life. Forgot addition and won, Forgot near fatel illness and won. I was supposed to discover him today, this moment when there was nothing on the tv and it popped up on Facebookt and now im here. ❤