Ridgeline to Javalina Canyon trails

Top of Ridgeline before it dumps into Javelina Canyon. Then to Beverly Canyon Trailhead. Some cursing as my body was not liking me and my lungs were super angry at me and not having it. (Top of Ridgeline I noticed the horrible pollution so, makes sense for lungs.) I am having a harder time getting back into shape this year after the eye injury. I am not sure why but the struggle at times makes me say to myself why am I doing this?