It was crazy to make this beat & shoutout to Amy Brill from the hook Lyrics: Why can’t I just let go, I don’t wanna be afraid anymore. I’m fighting wars with myself, this can’t be good for my health, why can’t I just let go.
@TheBlackKnight004 жыл бұрын
Great hook n production overall Pendo! If you ever get time to flip one of my loops it would be an honour! Stay creative 😍
@amibrill4 жыл бұрын
Loved working on this!
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
@@TheBlackKnight00 🙏🙏
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
@@amibrill need to work more in the future
@amibrill4 жыл бұрын
@@Pendo46 Definitely!
@wackyman34164 жыл бұрын
Honestly one of the most emotional songs I've heard in a very long time. I absolutely love this. Please make more like this, I love when vocals are mixed with beats. Thank you for this masterpiece.
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙌🙌
@F3R6O34 жыл бұрын
This is absolutely amazing man I swear im fighting back tears. Dont ever stop making music you have an extreme gift. Thank you so much! I will be following up on all your work as you drop it, Beleive that
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
Awesome! Thank you very much!
@2Geez3 жыл бұрын
This is heat right here. Much love ❤️ Pendo46 and Amy Brill for this one. I love those piano chords in the progression. Very nice. Amy did a great job vocalizing the verse on the second part . I can’t wait to do a full song with both of you!! Much love 💕! -2 Geez
@beatstraction47464 жыл бұрын
This beat is so vibey, I love the background vocals.
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
👌👌
@JCae194 жыл бұрын
I like this. Those vocals are a nice touch.
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
👌👌🤟🤟
@supercat6221 Жыл бұрын
I've listened to this beat over a thousand times and I think I finally made a banger
@supercat6221 Жыл бұрын
Lmk if you want me to post it below
@joelmathew1545 Жыл бұрын
Yes please. Didn't you get copyright strike?
@alle48124 жыл бұрын
We all luv your NF Emotional Beats with hookz
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@whymadbrah70744 жыл бұрын
duuuuuuudddeeee what an awesome beat man...and that hoook hits drifrent man.keep up that good work.also the singer.. she just made my day man.thx for that
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥
@chrisxtophersmusic70404 жыл бұрын
nothing quite excites me more than hearing that whispy sound at the intro to every beat
@XxMCBCxX4 жыл бұрын
Just released a sick track on this beat, thanks Pendo46 and AMY for making it possible!!
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@Vokaholik4 жыл бұрын
Beautiful vibes 🔥
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@akumabazooka91694 жыл бұрын
Honestly I might just use your beats exclusively from now on, these beats speak to me screaming for me to jot down everything. I have an idea for this one too!!!
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@neologistiker374 жыл бұрын
You wanna buy exclúsive rights?
@prodbySeanbeatz4 жыл бұрын
Clean asf bro...for real this goes to Clean man...like the vibes on that💙❄
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏 thank you man!
@GarrusMe34 жыл бұрын
Oh my God !!! This beautiful !!😯
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@CommanderLucas4 жыл бұрын
This beat is straight sickkkk let's gooo!!!!
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
Thanks bruh! 🙏🙏
@CommanderLucas4 жыл бұрын
@@Pendo46 honestly might go into the album. All the beats might be from you. Because they are sick
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
@@CommanderLucas 🙏🙏
@BeatsbyKane4 жыл бұрын
Fire as always brother!
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
Thanks bruh!
@miztahrayeproductions29424 жыл бұрын
Nice Jon Snow introduction. Works well with this type of beat.
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@ayoub29914 жыл бұрын
bro your beats smash bad I like them so much for this I made many personal pieces with your beat really compliments
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
Awesome and thanks!
@sahb63444 жыл бұрын
this is fire bro definitely gotta sub
@Shmackle1234 жыл бұрын
Dear God, I woke up out of bed again What’s going on? I told you I’m fed up with it And there’s a whole lot of people more deserving than me So, until I earn it, God, I think I’d rather just sleep I keep dreaming of a time when I’m out on the beach The water takes me out to sea and then I drown, but I’m free You see, I, I have a problem with the things I see I preach about what ought to be, but then I lose sight and start to sink Full of disease, but the kind doctors never could treat I’m weak, yeah, and I’m out of time like it’s the end of the week The cost of living this way has gotten steep, and, yeah, I think Sometimes I’d rather just crawl off and die, then sit and weep About a problem I had over 10 years ago that’s still distinct A breach has formed within my heart, too deep to crawl up out of the creek There’s not a membership fee, all that you end up with is what you reap Negativity, no empathy, just hordes of kinks and teetering on the brink of your self-defeat Yeah...
@ZendicaAli4 жыл бұрын
Respect 🙏
@daved71644 жыл бұрын
Straight 🔥
@Ethan-Entah4 жыл бұрын
👏🏻🤎👏🏻
@itsurboylane4 жыл бұрын
Awesome
@jefftheturtle40334 жыл бұрын
Yo the flow is sick good job
@drzedd52124 жыл бұрын
Really fuck with your grind man, i only follow you and Raspo and everytime you guys release a beat I get inspiration to write something. Keep it up!
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏👌👌
@dawolf26304 жыл бұрын
Bro u r a legend tbh
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
Thanks man 🙏🙏
@eldondubois56844 жыл бұрын
ABSOLUTLEY LOVE THIS ONE!!!!!
@KOTY94 жыл бұрын
Clean af bro ! you've got my like !! keep it up !
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@fe6523 Жыл бұрын
Beautiful!!!
@cocop11394 жыл бұрын
(Chorus) Verse 1: Yea i woke up again, my dreams made me feel like yesterday was the end, i feel heat, i rather eat then just sit here, i dont really like the beach, if i swim i feel like im gonna sink, but no its just the things i see is making me feel like im gonna sink, but i didn’t really think, i feel like the world around me is ink, now i feel it i feel the heat, im gonna sit on my seat, and listen to the beat, but i wanna read, nvm im reading my lyrics, the world is physical, eminem dissed mgk critical, i know im not alone when i pick up the telephone, but when i go home everything seems ok, but when i go school its just like the friend zone, but you cant go out its just like a dome, and the cameras is drones, glass is easy to break like me when im alone, after school i walk home by my own but thats already shown, if i see someone play fortnite i would easily unplug the cord, i feel bored, i need to move forward, yea, ugh (Chorus) Verse 2: This time im thinking deep, this time im thinking neat, im like a wall and if you look at me theres a crack, someone gotta heart attack and thats bad, i know for everyone its been hard sometimes but maybe you just gotta give everything a try, its ok if you cry, its ok if you hide, if your sad maybe your missing something thats suppost to be in your life, i miss jetpack joyride, everythings not easy guys, you need to try something else, you need to go, you need to show what your talent is, you need to know, you need to hold it together but dont let go, be yourself dont think of anything else, YEA (ugh) (no) (this is it) i found my talent *heavy breathing* (Chorus) -Tobi Bie Ik this is already sold but can i still use it? Pls
@yourdeath17494 жыл бұрын
This is good
@cocop11394 жыл бұрын
Tobi Bie yes but im you
@glenda-ronaldbie77014 жыл бұрын
Chloe Pangilinan yes im you too
@glenda-ronaldbie77014 жыл бұрын
Tobi Bie im you because chloe is you but your chloe and im chloe so im you
@cocop11394 жыл бұрын
Glenda-Ronald Bie im you too
@fitnessfable55794 жыл бұрын
This is great, vocal melody sounds like that 21 pilots song heathens a little. Good job!
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@judittracks4 жыл бұрын
Yess that’s an awesome production 🖤
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
Thanks! Appreciate these comments from you alot 🙏🙏
@HassanAli-yp2dj4 жыл бұрын
I really like your hook and ideas you use man...nice beat
@ColeyJ1304 жыл бұрын
That voice is can inspire some deep lyrics
@danielryan52704 жыл бұрын
This is the best beat I have ever heard
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@OGRapture4 жыл бұрын
Already writing a nice set of lyrics for this!
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
👌👌
@OGRapture4 жыл бұрын
@@Pendo46 It is complete, My master..!
@carleboh2544 жыл бұрын
This beat is just something else🔥🔥🔥
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@yourdeath17494 жыл бұрын
For the people who click the dislike button is because they thought it was a download button
@anthonyalloway30324 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥 3rd song I pulled up that you made you got my attention now I dont see why it's taking anyone else so long...
@raffa95444 жыл бұрын
amazing! Everything about this beat sounds just perfect. Subscribed :)
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@CinemaRaps4 жыл бұрын
Another amazing production.
@sluggyhiphop44194 жыл бұрын
Hey wait Since you gone i've been afraid Got pain in every step And it's not too late Look at me I'm standing at the gate I'm jealouse of the guys hiting on you Why i don't know why i can't stop thinking of you It's paining look at me i'm fading Thrones got my heart raiding What's the main thing You can't see my tears cause it's raining Doing this and that ton of things Can't forget got too many memories In the dark serching for the light I'm the one loving still why do i have to fight I used to cry every night Things are not going right Tried to move on but still stuck in darkness Recovering with tears every time this heartbreaks Now see i've been heartless Wrote little freestyle lyrics😅 And i'm not so good in english😁 Hope you like it and i got 1st verse anyone got 2nd?✌
@Z3RO-JOKER4 жыл бұрын
for you to be able to rhyme and make what you said in English make sense you are really good at English... dont doubt yourself. Also this was really amazing to read and hear with the beat.
@sluggyhiphop44194 жыл бұрын
@@Z3RO-JOKER thankyou for kind words😊
@glenda-ronaldbie77014 жыл бұрын
thats good for a person who dosen’t know english and freestyle man your good
@amandasherman43584 жыл бұрын
Nice working it not jerkin it I thought it was pretty good and at the same time I know you can't be missunderstood. I'm a nerd thought about the old times like when I didn't know what was in a ryme untill this time you will be fine I know how to feel the same way and not penetrate like the steel
@dhaidzandjoe34624 жыл бұрын
The best beat , and Already writing a nice set of lyriks for this
@dhaidzandjoe34624 жыл бұрын
(Prod. By Pendo 46) jejejeje
@DatDudeJayHastrix4 жыл бұрын
Definitely one of my top favs on KZbin... actually was going to try to get this beat.. but someone had to get this 🔥
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@londonking44544 жыл бұрын
So so amazing keep up bro don't forget the 4th Gotham instremantal
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
Yeah, it will come when i hit 30k subs
@sleeprelaxationwhitenoise82234 жыл бұрын
This is actually fire man
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
Thanks!
@williamwebster4864 жыл бұрын
Mad love for this one pal 💯👍
@chrisxtophersmusic70404 жыл бұрын
absolutely in love
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@lwbeats57774 жыл бұрын
YO true art
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@saltybear608 Жыл бұрын
Oi I love the g o t part by lord snow fucking chills g chills
@damianorusso_it4 жыл бұрын
amazing. let it go ladies and bros.
@bstusse66584 жыл бұрын
Fighting wars with myself- Can't be good for my health- All over wealth- Put my family ona shelf- My Times are hard- But these the cards I was dealt- No matter how it felt- I had to make my pockets swell- Up- Once I gave up da drugs- Wasn't no1 showin love- An my partnas switchin up- I was focused on bucks- So forgive me if I wasn't focused on us- Sellin dope made it hard for me ta love or trust- You can blow dem hoes ta dust- Ina flash- Dem bitches know who I love- you was round for the cash- Flow- So fuck a hoe- Cuz A hoe gone be a hoe- They all just come an go- Like the dough- Adios- Seniorita- Very nice ta meet ya- shoulda paid for a feature- Plenty of ya- You a common creature-
@roxymakela92124 жыл бұрын
Perfectly said. Relates exactly to me.
@monicavail48344 жыл бұрын
I feel you puma everywhere I go ...there's an emptiness without you in my reach. Worried still
@ellsworthmckinney39634 жыл бұрын
Superb instrumental!!
@haraldo66164 жыл бұрын
I wanna say sorry to my family, say sorry to my brothers, but most importantly say sorry to my mother. I’m sorry for every time that I TRULY made you wonder if I’ll even stay alive or if I’ll end up as a goner. Life is short, and I only remember half of it. Half a bottle have a sip, lighting endless cigarettes. My intentions were always good but my actions do the opposite. Trying to be strong when you’re in need of it. Be your guiding light when you ain’t seeing it, Maybe that’s what hurts the most, you don’t seem to be feeling it. Comparing my love for you, I don’t give a shit about myself, to see you alive and well, I could go and burn in hell i'm not good but i feel like somebody needs to know how i feel
@FIREYrealmusic8 ай бұрын
"Let Go" I don't know what happened I guess you finally got me Now you're off to somewhere I don't know, kn-know, kn-know, know, kn-know And I don't wanna make up Cause I've already seen the light Everybody fakes it And everybody hurts sometimes You go a long way getting your way Sometimes And everything's screaming It's time we let go, let go, let go I think it's time we let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go I think it's time we let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go I think it's time we let go, let go, let go Say no, say no, say no I think it's time we let go, let go, let go Now every time it happens You make it for a day and... Then you get to thinking Oh no, n-no, no, no, n-no, n-no But I don't wanna hear it And I don't want a second call Every lie is making Me feel like... It's time to let go, let go, let go It's time we let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go It's time we let go, let go, let go Let go, let go, let go I think it's time we let go, let go, let go Say no, say no, say no I think it's time we let go, let go, let go You're always telling me to hold on You're always telling me to hold on I think it's time we let go, let go, let go I think it's time we let go, let go Let go, let go, let go I think it's time we let go, let go, let go Say no, say no, say no I think it's time we let go, let go, let go I don't know what happened I guess you finally got me.. llet go 🔥
@josephwedjy2554 жыл бұрын
We never been friends. We won't become friends today, this isn't about friends yet. This is about survival.
@johnconstantine6331 Жыл бұрын
I thought its from movie, but cant find anything...
@williammyhre83254 жыл бұрын
I literally wish this wasn't sold! I really want to make something out of this beat!
@joelmathew15454 жыл бұрын
This is free for non profit I guess
@brightstar32564 жыл бұрын
I'm afraid of letting you go and if I did I want you to know that what we had was beautiful opposite of a funeral so full of life and vibrance our light filled with brightness passed on to those with the same likeness with a mind like mine and heart like this.
@KLynnMusic4 жыл бұрын
releasing a new song to this beat soon, stay tuned.
@teymor274 жыл бұрын
Amazing work!
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@MSSIAH4 жыл бұрын
You help me escape brother, thank you.
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@MSSIAH4 жыл бұрын
@@Pendo46 Is "DO YOU DARE" still available for lease?
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
@@MSSIAH sorry bruh its sold. But i think its available without hook
@MSSIAH4 жыл бұрын
@@Pendo46 Ah heavy! Written a full track there just forgot to pick it up!!
@patrickdavison18254 жыл бұрын
Fucking love this! Can’t wait to write over it will show you what I come up with. Keep up the good work!
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@jjmorgan41504 жыл бұрын
💥💥💥 GOOD WORK!
@BinkingThig4 жыл бұрын
This is Fire 🔥
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@edoardomarchionni4504 Жыл бұрын
Ti parlo con il foglio, sono meglio con le strofe Ti dimostro ciò che voglio con ste magiche parole Non é facile descrivere ciò che ti voglio esprimere Ancor di più nello scrivere le lettere d’amore Ma so che devo affrontare il mostro, é il mio destino Te lo devo dimostrare ad ogni costo finché vivo Da sta bocca esce il fiato come un filo delicato Da ste vene uso l’inchiostro per alimentar lo stilo \Ho imparato a prendere la vita non alla leggera Quando tu mi stai vicina ne capisco l’importanza Ogni giorno é una sfida per raggiungere la meta Sei la musa di un poeta per la ballerina sei una danza Il calore che mi lasci quando ci sfioriamo con le labbra Questa canzone é solo il timone per mandar la barca In confini inesplorati posti dimenticati Nei tuoi occhi bianchi perlati come la carta Le labbra fanno uscir parole soavi come dei coralli La pupilla azzurro cielo, scorge i miei occhi stanchi Cade sul mio viso liso il più bel sorriso al mondo Che é un narciso verecondo nell’inverno di vivaldi Con te il mondo ha sempre avuto il coltello dal manico Ha cercato di sfregiare il tuo viso candido Ma ha sottovalutato la tua forza e il tuo coraggio Perchè un saggio sa che niente batte le tue ali d’ angelo Vola dentro l’etere passando tra le nuvole Ora non sei sola ci son io con te a farti da pugile E stiamo assieme e amiamoci con emozioni frivole Scambiamoci le lacrime che abbiam portato in grembo Io ti devo difendere sei la mia principessa Come una dama bianca, come in bella e la bestia Dopo che hai superato tutto il dolore passato Ora sei in un posto sano se ne va via la tempesta É da tempo ti penso troppo mi hai rubato il sonno Come quel giorno al parco affianco al ponte coi graffiti Io ti baciai e per un secondo che s’era fermato il mondo Ed il tramonto che celava una stella chiamata viki
@saddoc44024 жыл бұрын
Midnight in these moments i find myself ok self interigation, while im sitting at this table, its not that im willing, im just not able, i thought that being alone would give me the time to think, turns out being alone was the wprst possible thing, sometimes i feel my mind operates its own, sometimes i feel like no ones home, yet somehow even though, sometimes im numb and weak, inside i can still feel everything, whats my purpose, i feel if i knew, i wouldnt feel worthless, i think if i feel self worth on the surface, maybe a world without me, wouldnt seem so perfect, im standing on this ledge right now, tryin not to feel things right now, so i can move my feet, so you think that you know me, well go ahead and show me, cause i bet you would jump too, if you felt this broken and lonely, "hook" ok,ok, well i guess since you know me, know me,so tell me what im gonna do now, cause i feel like im gonna break down.
@cocop11394 жыл бұрын
Thats nice... that deep check out my rap (it should be somewhere in the comment section) hope you like it
@shade-e48363 жыл бұрын
Can I use these lyrics ??
@edwinmoore724 жыл бұрын
Superb track!!
@darnellgrant67603 жыл бұрын
Feeling like i wanna pour my life back in the bottle. Everything else seems to hard to swallow. Like idgaf about tomorrow and any day that follows. I know i got a lot to live for, but not a lot of will for it. All these thoughts that rot, they say they have a pill for it. I just want my family to try to understand me, hell i'd kill for it. These blank expressions are expressing my depression. These hollow feelings are more revealing than what youre seeing. You just gotta look deep inside this broken being without competing. I tell you i hurt, you say that you hurt more. I dont wanna compete i just wanna not feel sore in my core anymore.
@UMUnderdog4 жыл бұрын
Dope Bro!
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
Thanks man!
@Daalchawal694 жыл бұрын
Superb!👽
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@thepacifier30264 жыл бұрын
Amazing!!!!💯💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
Thanks!
@johnathannicholson91834 жыл бұрын
💎🔥 dope!
@rubensterling91354 жыл бұрын
Sometime I feel like I’m not good enough, To show myself some love, I’m still young and dumb
@edoardomarchionni4504 Жыл бұрын
Tu sei la mia stella, illumini la via Una perla così bella che ti porta alla pazzia Pioggia infesta gli occhi sulla cresta dei miei sogni Che riaffiorano tra i morti perché formino poesia Droga per un disperato Missile di un carro armato Che trafigge l’animo ed il cuore si fa eterno La più bella del creato Belva contro dio lodato Che distrugge mondi falsi e mostra il vero inferno Tu sei un fiore appena nato L’animo appena sbocciato L’essere più puro che colora il cielo nembo Penna che disegna il fato Fiato pronto all’ululato Elegante e raffinata come un cervo Tu sei Cassiopea Ma col cuore di ninfea Tu sei sentimento nudo nel periodo dell’inverno Tu sei la mia dea Motivo della mia odissea Tempo perso ad aspettare il vento sopra il grembo eterno Sono perso tra sti foglie che riemergono tra i morti Come un uomo disperato che non guarda nello specchio Revoco vecchi ricordi che mi portano da sogni In cui sei il centro d’attrazione per un mondo meno vecchio Rit E non permettermi mai… di abbandonare il centro di morale da cui il vento spinge l’arte E non permettermi mai… di trascurare la passione di un poeta errante E non permettermi mai… Di abbandonare i sogni quei ricordi verecondi di speranze Perché io non ti permetterò mai Di spegnere la luce che riflette la tua iride abbagliante La luce si fa fioca ed il cammino sta finendo Sentimento a pelle d’oca che finisce in un momento Appiattimento dell’oceano che per giorni a spinto il vento Verso terre sconfinate in cui é distorto luogo e tempo Dio che guarda e tu sei sola nel tempo che valica Una porta tra finzione e paranoia sadica Caduca la pioggia che si sgretola sull’anima Si anima sto corpo verso il simbolo di caritas POST Ma una fiammiella pallida é rimasta accesa, questa si propaga e divampa in mezzo alla cenere, diventa sempre più intensa, fino a bruciare il mondo oltre l’orizzonte
@ghosthiphop86504 жыл бұрын
Pedasooo de beat🔥🔥
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@rda75974 жыл бұрын
My personality streaming, no wonder I'm pissed I ball up my fist, as I scramble to find some more gist Or just, succumb to the pressure I always know I'm better, decked out feeling fresher but the truth is that I never found somebody more clever Guess that's the issue with me, presumably thinking I'm the best who ever can be Never sleep usually, in fact you can see it in my eyes Every day when I get home and I take off my disguise This is foolish and lies,
@alaneightlegdaspideralderm52102 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥...
@Clase0110 ай бұрын
Mi fragancia no quema nací para ser de fuego
@sydney39634 жыл бұрын
Great track!!
@nbp48723 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥🔥 this is really awesome 🙏 Would like jump on it with ur permission
@geoffreyhoward79754 жыл бұрын
This is lit!
@alexepic91993 жыл бұрын
Ich steh mir selber im weg Nein kein anderer ist da Der einzigste der dieses leben lebt Keiner der vor mir war Keiner der diese schmerz versteht Das ist mir klar Sag mir was mach ich falsch Was hab ich gemacht Du glaubst mir niemals Ich dacht3 ich habs geschafft
@jackwilson90314 жыл бұрын
Excellent beat.
@danielweaver72334 жыл бұрын
💎💎💎 GREAT!
@Nick-wq2xp4 жыл бұрын
🤩 wow 🤩
@jssse33894 жыл бұрын
***Hook*** Why can’t I just let go, I don’t wanna be afraid anymore. I’m fighting wars with myself, this can’t be good for my health, why can’t I just let go. ***hook*** -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *Hook* Everyone slowly leaves me, at times I am in need This is why i take my knife, and cause myself to bleed I have nobody to talk to and it's getting quiet here this pain i have inside me screams way too loud to hear Every time I try to speak I always seem to drown My once happy bubbly smile now turned into a frown This pain in my heart hurts way worse than a bullet I have the wire around my neck i only need to pull it The faces I see never seem to be proud this sea of people is getting too loud I hide in the dark since the light is too bright They think that I am strong but I'm slowly losing my fight these emotions are so painful and they only kill my hope I guess the only answer is to be hanging from a rope It's not like I am faking it it's not like I don't try but every time I look in the mirror... i just want to cry *hook* yeah im ashamed of my self and everybody else We should save the world but everyone is looking out em selfs take a second look around all i see are broken smiles im feeling down nothing to life for when im on the ground get up for my momma for my father nothin else Smoke weed against the depression but it just gets me stressing its messing with my head sometimes feel like i rather be dead And when people say look up to grace god i tell them its a fucking fraud Every day im so lonely in life don't have a girl dont have a wife i just need you by my side we can change it toghetter yeah you and i yeah when im sippin' Alcohol i'd be listin to old macklemore back to the good old days when the city couldn't hold us but then a few years back life unfolded created a mess, i was hopeless now im sad and broken *hook* _________________ I ain't English so if i made a mistake please let me know soundcloud.com/oncontinue/dark-thougts-x-depresso
@Lucielachilles4 жыл бұрын
can i use those lyrics?
@jssse33894 жыл бұрын
@@Lucielachilles Rather not, these are my emotions and of my friend.. I just wanted to share.
@lilpt2424 жыл бұрын
Can I use some of yours lines 💯💔
@lilpt2424 жыл бұрын
💯💔💪gh
@darnellgrant67603 жыл бұрын
i spent a lot of years denying who i was. How quick i turned to booze and the drugs when i felt fed up. It become such a clutch. Shot after shot my feelings would rust. All i thought about was getting fxcked up. My god it was a rush. Until i wake up with an empty feeling in my gut. Got an empy bottle now who tf do i trust? I pushed away anyone who dared to show me love. Too damn drunk mistaking my depression for being numb. I was afraid to sober up and what kinda man i'd become. My demons would never leave no matter how far i run. That bottle and the bag may as well have been a gun. Putting either to my head, i shouldve been done. Good god i was dumb. So many years i wish to rewind. Simpler times keep playing in my mind. I can no longer deny this person inside. No more blacking out, time to stay in the light. Time to be who i'm meant to be for the rest of my life.
@jporter19084 жыл бұрын
GOOD WORK!
@kaineryan73124 жыл бұрын
Can I use it for non for profit use if even if it gains me followers on social medias?
@rickyzain58974 жыл бұрын
That's dope keep it up
@rickyzain58974 жыл бұрын
Is it free to use and profit from tho?
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
@@rickyzain5897 its free to use for non-profit only. If you want to use for profit, u need to buy a lease. Link in the description
@TastelitOfficial2 жыл бұрын
Đi lên từ con số 0, Lặng lẽ một mình giữa đám đông Trầy da dù có vết thương trong tâm thật sâu Điều đó không khiến ta lùi bước mà tao vẫn chạy Lên đỉnh hiên ngang nhưng không dừng chân tại đấy Thất bại gõ cửa, tao say bye ngay Sai lầm tao ghi nhận sửa đổi để bản thân tao hoàn thiện Xong tao vẫn tiếp tục chạy không ai ngăn được như một thằng điên Một mình trong căn phòng riêng, làm điều mình thích Họ nói tao rap được? đó là điều tự nhiên Loay hoay một mình kiếm cho mình một cái rap name Lấy biệt danh là mouse tuy nhỏ nhưng đó là một trap name getting over you do everthing I like never stuck on the beat hiphop never die Câu chuyện này vẫn còn dài sẽ không có kết thúc Chữ rap nó đã trong máu và sẽ không bao giờ bị mai mục Âm thanh này ta chỉ cần ngồi lắng nghe thôi Từng nhịp flow trên dòng lyric đã quá đủ nhiều cảm xúc
@germanchrome18104 жыл бұрын
This is one of the best fucking beats I've ever heard.. This atmosphere is Givin me goosebumps. I would love to rap on this one. But in German. Of course I would credit u!! You do great work
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
Yeah thanks! Its free to use for non-profit
@faithdouble7664 жыл бұрын
All the the pain I wish I could let go all the rain that I walked through down that road kept me cold left my soul now I'm on my own I was told that I couldn't make it possible then I did it never thought I'd see a finish all those nights i spent diminished but I never lost my vision kept my head up kept my focus on the mission I won't let up eat the competition man I'm fed up no more time to listen this was a calculated decision words carefully placed when written to tear up the place when spittin cut through you like an incision
@rogersullivan61234 жыл бұрын
Nice beats.
@nikatsintsadze19874 жыл бұрын
forget the "one of the best" shit. you are THE best beat maker on youtube. just try your best to go mainstream, you got future my g. someone like NF would be pleased to be working with you. im with u till the end ma guy
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@alexepic91994 жыл бұрын
Ich will weiter leben, aber kann nicht los lassen, Wie viele shots muss ich mir noch geben damit die erinnerungen endlich verblassen Kann es nicht fassen du bist weg und kommst nicht mehr wieder, Das leben ist ein Loch und ich fall immer tiefer
@21kProductions4 жыл бұрын
This is used in book of revelation by dax, I am convinced
@lillokchan4 жыл бұрын
Nice track
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
Thank you man!
@lillokchan4 жыл бұрын
@@Pendo46 you most welcome please your beat send me i am your beat use my lyrics please support me i am paying.
@slumpyreyplays4 жыл бұрын
Thank you pendo bro.Im making a song called Time to tell the truth (let go).I will give you the link bro.This is some killer sound.Only make music for fun right now.So this fits right in......Thank you Amy too.
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
👌👌
@officialdjjeremyray4 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/o36ZmYmPjNRjptE
@officialdjjeremyray4 жыл бұрын
The link to the song
@officialdjjeremyray4 жыл бұрын
@@Pendo46 thank you Pendo bro you a magician.
@SHOOTBYEDEN4 жыл бұрын
Crazy stuff! Can i use it for non-profit? FIRE!
@Pendo464 жыл бұрын
Its free for non-profit use
@Williegillan3 жыл бұрын
What's the version with cranberries zombie through it ?