【りょ子】小夜子/Evening Child -acoustic ver.- を歌ってみた

[@ryokodesu97]

Just thought I'd put it here that it's not possible to put this up on Spotify as I do not own the instrumental!!! I remade this cover and it's up on Spotify!! You can find it here open.spotify.com/artist/0CPh6AJD9Ne6iX1DD75PCu?si=T5T0UYi4QjGpnXJryuG93g Thank you so much for all the love and support! 💛

[@KeisyaApriliaAlbion]

Pin (?)

[@tahbeergaming9778]

Your voice is so beautiful fr :)

[@ianlulu]

omg thank you so much! how did i not see this earlier, will be adding to my spotify playlists now!

[@kenokai.]

I like being alone. Its relaxing, but I don't like being lonely.

[@gida_ca]

Same:(

[@-safiyya-492]

ngl, me too

[@kenokai.]

@@-safiyya-492 it feels like a dangerous addiction to me :( the calmness of being alone but the screaming silence of being lonely is hard to describe but its there

[@-safiyya-492]

@@kenokai. yeah being alone is so calming and relaxing sometimes, but when you actually want to be with someone then you realize theres noone to go to, and thats when you're lonely :,(

[@Ranta129]

Life is sucks isnt it

[@YoungSkyWalker82]

Whoever wrote this song needs a very big hug.

[@binangatampubolon5275]

no, he/she need a cure

[@Leo-ig6yl]

Is it true that the one who sang/wrote this song deleted him/herself after?

[@chivungocque848]

@@Leo-ig6yl actually no, the writer is fine, his channel's name is mikitoP, you can look it up, his tatse of music is amazing

[@raccoonchild]

@@Leo-ig6yl Lol no, he's doing fine, he's just a great musician with a wide range.

[@weiyingcomebacktogusuwithm5136]

reizouko no naka ni wa nani mo nai tada aru no wa ocha to okusuri ichijou goto ni mune ga fuwafuwa fuan ga michiteku iphone naderu sono yubisaki mo betabeta to nebaru kami no ke mo nani hitotsu kirei na mon nante aru hazu mo nai na shinitakute shinitakute sotto machigatte kizu wo tsuketa tekubi wa itsushika chairoku yogoreteru shimekitta boku no mabuta Kaaten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo kizuku hazu nai tomodachi no Eri mo Takayuki mo hontou no toko hito no koto nado ki ni shiteru hima mo nai kurai isogashisou dashi na sore ni shite mo nani kono ekubo arigachi na kazoku to jinsei nani hitotsu hokoreru mon nante aru hazu mo nai na nemutakute nemutakute zutto kono manma shibireru hodo nemuttara okite ringo kajitte nemuru muishiki yosotte yurari Beranda ni nobotte kaze ga fuite mo toberu hazu nai anna ni suki na owarai mo jinsei kaeta ongaku de sae naze ni boku no koto wo hitei suru no shinitakute shinitakute sotto machigatte kizu wo tsuketa tekubi wa itsushika chairoku yogoreteru shimekitta boku no mabuta Kaaten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo kizukanai yo sonna hi ga sonna hi ga zutto tsuzukun yatte nageite mo nanika ga ieru wake ja nai ieru hazu nai kiete shimaou un, kiete shimaou

[@abbie6381]

Willow Werbenjagermenjansen "iPhone" tho XD

[@ClumsyJellyfishy]

I saw the profile pic and was worried I got drunk and translated the text to romanji again 😥 That's never a good thing to do

[@aayemwhy554]

Willow Werbenjagermenjansen I

[@weiyingcomebacktogusuwithm5136]

Esmé Dhawan lmao 😂

[@kwekhengzhi8203]

Thanks

[@shxtou]

Absolutely beautiful

[@2real_12]

I Agree 👍

[@owo10166]

！！！！！shoto💜💜💜

[@Slytemmie]

Didn't expect to see you here on my nostalgia binge 👋

[@scarborrower]

Wait shoto was here 7 years ago????

[@MayanahFearing]

SHOTOOOO!!!!!!!!🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭

[@macha8155]

Been finding a lot of suicidal Japanese songs these days on my recommended videos. Can't say I hate it though.

[@leiskorn4139]

Share the links with me pls, I would like to listen to them!

[@leiskorn4139]

@Anime Liana Second Thanks man, gonna listen to them after work! :D I turned 21 today. And doesn't feel good at all to get older! XD

[@leiskorn4139]

@Anime Liana Second Damn, Sayoko and Swaying are the best ones for me! :D

[@comradezvezda]

Why do i torture myself by listening to song like this

[@leiskorn4139]

@@comradezvezda Because there is beauty in sadness, grief and emptiness.

[@adrien9856]

Reizouko no naka ni wa nan ni mo nai Tada aru no wa ocha tookusuri Ichijou goto ni mune ga fuwa fuwa Fuan ga michiteku There's nothing in the fridge other than some tea and medicine. After I swallow a tablet, my bosom becomes light and filled with anxiety. IPHONE naderu sono yubisaki mo Beta beta to nebaru kami no ke mo Nani hitotsu kirei na mon nante Aru hazu mo nai na My fingers are sliding across my iPhone's screen, and my hair feels sticky and yucky. I don't expect there to be anything pretty, not even one. Shinitakute shinitakute sotto Machigatte kizu wo tsuketa tekubi wa Itsu shika chairoku yogoreteru Shimekitta BOKU no mabuta CURTAIN no sukima ni asa ga kite mo Kidzuku hazu nai I want to die, I want to die quietly. The wrist that I accidentally injured before has now become stained with brown marks without my notice. Since my eyelids are tightly shut, even when morning peeks in through my curtains, there's no way I'd notice. Tomodachi no ERI mo TAKAYUKI mo Hontou no TOKO hito no KOTO nado Ki ni shiteru hima mo nai kurai Isogashi sou dashi na My friends, like Eri or Takayuki, in truth, look so busy that I don't think they have the leisure to be worrying about other people. Sore ni shite mo nani ko no ekubo Arigachina kazoku to jinsei Nani hitotsu hokoreru mon nante Aru hazu mo nai na And yet, I wonder why I keep smiling with my dimples. I don't expect there to be anything about my ordinary family or life for me to be proud of. Nemutakute nemutakute zutto Kono manma shibireru hodo nemuttara Okite RINGO kajitte nemuru Muishiki yosootte yurari VERANDA ni nobotte kaze ga fuite mo Toberu hazu nai I feel so sleepy, I feel so sleepy, that I wish I could sleep to the point of becoming paralyzed, then get up, take a bite of an apple, and fall back to sleep. While feigning unconsciousness, even if I wobbly get up to my balcony and stand in the wind, there's no way I'd be able to fly. Anna ni suki nao warai mo Jinsei kaeta ongaku de sae Naze ni boku no koto wo hitei suru no Even the smile that I have loved so much, even the music that has changed my life, why is everything repudiating me now? Shinitakute shinitakute sotto Machigatte kizu wo tsuketate kubi wa Itsu shika chairoku yogoreteru Shimekitta boku no mabuta CURTAIN no sukima ni asa ga kite mo KIDZUKANAI YO I want to die, I want to die quietly. The wrist that I accidentally injured before has now become stained with brown marks without my notice. Since my eyelids are tightly shut, even when morning peeks in through my curtains, I WILL NOT NOTICE. Sonna hi ga sonna hi ga Zutto tsudzuku n yatte nageite mo Nani ka ga Ieru wake ja nai Ieru hazu nai KIETE SHIMAOU Un, kieteshimaou Even if I lament the fact that those sad days will continue on, I don't expect anything to heal at all. There's no way my wounds would heal. I SHOULD JUST DISAPPEAR. Yeah,

[@tofugakiraidesu]

You wake up. Suddenly you don't feel like getting up. You stared the ceiling for a good 10 sec. Then you ask, "what am I doing...?" Alone in a dark room. You cried. "You endure a day everyday, until sleeping is something you regard as a reward, only to get up and start the day again" You can't run from death, yet you can't run from life either. Everyone expects something of you that you need to fulfill. Everyone might not think that you're important to them. Everyone might not notice you passing their expectations. Anyone... can turn their backs on you. Yet. You still need to live until you die. Swallowing everything they throw at you. No enough is enough. It tastes tasteless. A worse taste than bitter.

[@lexipeun593]

The fear of people turning their backs on you because you arent enough really haunts me. People i look up to abandoning me if i dont reach their expectations or arent what they thought i was tears me up that i just hide from everyone.

[@shinaeyoo1304]

lol

[@sleepingnoya5641]

Damn you should become a writer

[@noahsd]

I understand the context of this comment... and forgive me if you think I'm being insensitive, but I'm going to share a pill that's going to be hard to swallow. That is a terrible outlook on life. Even if part of it you cant help. Humans have the unique ability to still have a positive outlook even in the midst of suffering. Take a person named Viktor Frankl who was a determinist raised in the tradition of Freudian psychology, which postulates that whatever happens to you as a child shapes your character and personality and basically governs your whole life. The limits and parameters of your life are set, and, basically, you can't do much about it. Frankl was also a psychiatrist and a Jew. He was imprisoned in the death camps of Nazi Germany, where he experienced things that were so repugnant to our sense of decency that we shudder to even repeat them. His parents, his brother, and his wife died in the camps or were sent to the gas ovens. Except for his sister, his entire family perished. Frankl himself suffered torture and innumerable indignities, never knowing from one moment to the next if his path would lead to the ovens or if he would be among the "saved" who would remove the bodies or shovel out the ashes of those so fated. One day, naked and alone in a small room, he began to become aware of what he later called "the last of the human freedoms" -- the freedom his Nazi captors could not take away. They could control his entire environment, they could do what they wanted to his body, but Viktor Frankl himself was a self-aware being who could look as an observer at his very involvement. His basic identity was intact. He could decide within himself how all of this was going to affect him. Between what happened to him, or the stimulus, and his response to it, was his freedom or power to choose that response. In the midst of his experiences, Frankl would project himself into different circumstances, such as lecturing to his students after his release from the death camps. He would describe himself in the classroom, in his mind's eye, and give his students the lessons he was learning during his very torture. ( 7 Habits of Highly Effective People) There is more to life than just suffering. Everyone suffers to some degree. Of course there will always be more than others, like our friend from the Nazi Camp. Either you can take life and let its sufferings consume you, or you can rise up against it and find pleasure in the little things in life. Everyone has something they enjoy doing that is productive for yourself and society. Do that, set goals, read, explore, make friends, grow, mature and do it all over again. You can do it....

[@8_2cho]

死にたくて 死にたくて そっと "I want to die, I want to die slowly" (the translation wasn't right)

[@goodbye3771]

ikr

[@lialavender4616]

the translation was kind of more of an interpretation than a direction translation there, I think... It's not "wrong," but it's not exact either

[@laurenpinkiepie8663]

we've all got that covered already

[@Ratfcker6]

timestamp?

[@104daysofsummervacation5]

気持ち悪い 0:44 i think, probably around that

[@vivre909]

The lyrics hit me in so many ways...... I used to be in that same position, partly still am, but I'm slowly recovering. But I don't think the feeling will ever go away. It's always a good reminder of who I once was.

[@ReverieRein]

vivre909 how exactly did you do it? Recovering

[@vivre909]

It isn't easy I can say that much. Took me years to really begin to move myself forward. But the first things that led to it was finding something that gave me real joy. When I did I had a genuine smile. Believe me. When you're down in the dumps you'll know the difference between your everyday fake smile and a genuine "real as the sun" smile. When you find your genuine smile you'll feel the kind of happiness that you never thought you'd ever find. After that you never let go of that feeling. Don't ever forget it. And if you can. Use it to motivate yourself even more. Don't over do it, but do a little here and there. Things take time. You won't recover overnight, it's all about the long road.

[@dnaaazzzzz]

vivre909 how long did you take to recover. I was diagnosed to have clinical depression. I went to get some help when I realised I've been down for about 3 weeks and have suicidal thoughts. I'm still in recovering process but then negative thoughts and sadness kicks in out of nowhere. It has been 5 days since I last cut myself. Trying to be positive and talking to my family members are the only things I can do for now.

[@vivre909]

Titus - It took me a while to recover actually. I was depressed and down for several years and was going through the same thing like having suicidal thoughts and even cut myself several times. It wasn't until around June of 2016 when I really began to slowly crawl out of my depression.

[@dnaaazzzzz]

vivre909 I actually did try to commit suicide in 2014 and my parents were able to stop me from doing so. I didn't know it was depression at that time and thought it was normal to be sad and everyone would reach at that point in certain parts of their lifes. Sometimes my mind tells me that I'm a failure, worthless human being that doesn't have rights to stay alive. But then I keep on reminding myself life is goin to get better and try to be as positive as I can. For now, I'll try my very best to stop myself from doing any type of self-harm. But I don't know how to deal with difficult emotions..

[@gajiiin4875]

00:00-04:38 my favorite part

[@yayaroo80]

je s us christ i never realized how dark and sad this song was

[@Nour-qr8wm]

I know right??????

[@fauzanrafli4474]

wait so basically this is a song about someone who wants to kill him/herself because he/she is suffering and his/her everyday life is a misery?

[@CryptidLouise972]

Izan,yeah basicaly that's what this song is about

[@leiskorn4139]

You can hear it in the chord progression!

[@ichigoichigolicioux503]

Same ....

[@kyunenee09]

this is literally the definition of perfection

[@coward825]

❄kyune | 九音 N

[@maki1404]

what a sad perfection

[@tofugakiraidesu]

@@maki1404 Just living is.

[@victordodai6311]

@@tofugakiraidesu thats d e e p

[@cnristihe]

are y'all still alive

[@cmdlwada]

冷蔵庫の中には何にも無い　只あるのはお茶とお薬 reizouko no naka niwa nannimo nai tada aru nowa ocha to okusuri There’s nothing in my fridge except for some tea, and my medicine. 一錠ごとに胸がふわふわ　不安が満ちてく ichijou goto ni mune ga fuwafuwa fuan ga michiteku With each pill swallowed, I grow more agitated as anxiety takes over me. iphone 撫でるその指先も　べたべたと粘る髪の毛も iphone naderu sono yubisaki mo betabeta to nebaru kaminoke mo There isn’t a single thing that’s clean here- not my fingertips, leaving grimy marks on my phone screen, 何一つ綺麗なもんなんて　有る筈も無いな nani hitotsu kirei na mon nante aru hazu mo nai na And certainly not my greasy, sticky hair. Then again, that’s nothing new. 死にたくて　死にたくて　そっと shinitakute shinitakute sotto I’ve only just noticed how my scarred wrist, 間違って　傷をつけた手首は machigatte kizu o tsuketa tekubi wa courtesy of those times that I gave in to my longing for death, いつしか茶色く汚れてる itsushika chairoku yogoreteru is now covered in dirty brown streaks. 締め切ったボクの瞼 shimekitta boku no mabuta With my eyes tightly shut, カーテンの隙間に朝が来ても kaaten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo of course I wouldn’t be able to tell 気付く筈無い kizuku hazu nai when the morning light trickles in through the gaps in the curtain. 友達のエリもタカユキも　本当のトコ　他人のコトなど tomodachi no Eri mo Takayuki mo hontou no toko hito no koto nado There’s my friends, Eri and Takayuki, but honestly, they seem too busy to have time 気にしてる暇も無いくらい　忙しそうだしな ki ni shiteru hima mo nai kurai isogashi sou da shi na to worry about other’s problems, so yeah. それにしても何この笑窪　ありがちな家族と人生 sore ni shite mo nani kono ekubo arigachina kazoku to jinsei Anyway, what’s the point of me faking all these smiles? It’s not like there’s a single thing to be proud of 何一つ誇れるもんなんて　有る筈も無いな nani hitotsu hokoreru mon nante aru hazu mo nai na when it comes to my nondescript family or my nondescript life. 眠たくて　眠たくて　ずっと nemutakute nemutakute zutto I’m so sleepy, so very sleepy. このまんま痺れるほど眠ったら kono manma shibireru hodo nemuttara If only I could fall into an eternal sleep, just like this… 起きて　リンゴ齧って眠る okite ringo kajitte nemuru I’d gladly get up to take a bite of that poisoned apple. 無意識　装って　ゆらり muishiki yosootte yurari Let’s say that I climb onto the balcony, べランダに登って風が吹いても beranda ni nobotte kaze ga fuite mo teetering a little, to make it look as if I’m not quite aware of what I’m doing. 飛べる筈無い toberu hazu nai Still, there’s no way can jump down, even if there is a strong wind blowing. あんなに好きなお笑いも anna ni suki na owarai mo Why is it that even that comedy show I used to love so much 人生変えた音楽でさえ jinsei kaeta ongaku de sae and the music that changed my life 何故に僕の事を否定するの naze ni boku no koto o hitei suru no are now invalidating my very existence? 死にたくて　死にたくて　そっと shinitakute shinitakute sotto I’ve only just noticed how my scarred wrist, 間違って　傷をつけた手首は machigatte kizu o tsuketa tekubi wa courtesy of those times that I gave in to my longing for death, いつしか茶色く汚れてる itsushika chairoku yogoreteru is now covered in dirty brown streaks. 締め切ったボクの瞼 shimekitta boku no mabuta With my eyes tightly shut, カーテンの隙間に朝が来ても kaaten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo how would I be able to tell キヅカナイヨ kizukanai yo when the morning light trickles in through the gaps in the curtain? そんな日が　そんな日が　ずっと続くんやって嘆いても sonna hi ga sonna hi ga zutto tsuzukun yatte nageite mo Try as I might to despair the prospect of such agonizing days continuing without reprieve, 何かが　癒えるわけじゃ無い nanika ga ieru wake ja nai it’s not like any of my pains will subside. 癒える筈無い ieru hazu nai There’s no possible way for them to subside. キエテシマオウ kiete shimaou I might as well just vanish from this world. うん、消えてしまおう un, kiete shimaou Yes, I’m going to vanish from this world.

[@ゆかり-f1z]

『小夜子』大好きです。多分、ボカロの中で一番。この世界観が心地良くて毎日聴いてしまいます。死にたくて　死にたくて　この詩に共感された方は沢山いらっしゃると思います。そして気怠い、切ない曲調が『小夜子』の特別な世界なのだとも思います。　この素敵なバージョンで歌って下さって有難う御座います。

[@kimichi_6540]

You know that moment when you rather sleep forever than stay awake?

[@FrightenedOwl]

Sometimes when i wake up, i don't want to be awake, don't want to do anything and just sleep, but it isn't like i want to die at all, like, i just want to fuckin' sleep bro

[@bharadhika7241]

Aahh~ Yeah~ When the alarm ringing but u just slept for 2 hours~

[@sekisenpai7878]

Yeah in typing this while im asleep o3o

[@gkbarile]

When dreaming is better than facing reality

[@thatonellamawhoissoobsesse8138]

Oh boy. Do i. *looks at myself laying in bed crying for an hour and a half just because I was being an overly emotional piss boy* I piss myself off for not just going with the solution presented to myself without having these emotional buffers Its too bothersome. I waste time. I hate it. I dont need it. But thats why I have to remember, humans are irrational.

[@Pupperona]

To the guy who introduced me to this song, I hope you're doing okay. I wish you get all the help you need. I wish I could do something about the pain you're feeling but I can't 'cause I am not the one you want and you need. I still miss you and I always listen to this song when I do. I know you'll make it through, just don't give up. I'll always love you.

[@Pupperona]

@Blind Kid we don't talk anymore so i don't really know

[@Pupperona]

@Can I have Or we walk? He started seeing someone as soon as we broke contact from each other. Turns out, it's just another heartbreak for him. Idk what happened then.

[@chibinightray]

@@Pupperona Pale Blue - Kenshi Yonezu

[@no3dallowed511]

Depression, the song. Very nice voice btw, can really show emotion.

[@hisokaideale3833]

vocaloid is always nice

[@waffleamv_]

a couple months back i was able to relate to every single lyric in this song... now im recovering and happier things do get better, please hang in there if you're struggling

[@annatashaainaarts9368]

Ive been singing this song so many times that i didnt realize the lyrics was so dark. I cried bcs some of the lyrics kind of related.

[@shinaeyoo1304]

lol

[@umbral1918]

2:47 - 2:52 so good. I mean your singing overall is really good , but that part alone gets me the most.

[@Pianormie]

i thought this was a very nice song! _𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘺𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘴_

[@kishapoppopp]

小夜子の歌ってみたの中で一番好き

[@maitanaka7168]

小夜子の歌ってみたの中で1番好きです エネルギーの抜けた脱力感が心地いいです

[@katookano2114]

if only this song is in spotify, i would atcually die happily listening to this acoustic cover because the way they play the guitar is just so nice and so ear soothing. Thank you for making this acoustic cover

[@haley9442]

actually, this is a cover of a cover! the acoustic arrange is by osamuraisan, and if you look up "Sayoko" , itll be the first cover with his vocals

[@TheMichaelhieu]

dont know if u will see this but it is a spotify now :)

[@giannesarol9408]

your voice is so cute and relaxing

[@bremen7376]

crazy how I listened to this in my junior highschool, and now coming back to realize every word lyric has become an occurrence to me

[@gabemorales9888]

If y’all ever need someone to talk to, I’m always here❤

[@kateowen-shore4088]

This song is beautiful. The world is actually a lovely place, even if people can't be all the time. Suicide is never the answer. It doesn't take anything out of me to say that, no matter who you are, or what you've done, I love you enough to be devastated if you left this world in such a way.

[@lecy1075]

this made me cry .. thank you for the kind words

[@lecy1075]

i cant believe im here again reading this comment

[@あか-l2p6l]

ああ、美しい……浄化されてく…

[@赤い人-t3b]

それな

[@natsu-leaf8668]

This is actually the first arrangement I heard of this song and I'm so grateful that to me this is the original. Cannot put into words how wonderful this cover is. I listen to it all the time.

[@perry0505]

0:09 冷蔵庫の中には何にも無い　只あるのはお茶とお薬 reizouko no naka ni wa nan ni mo nai tada a ru no wa ocya to okusuri 冰箱裡已經空無一物　還只剩下了茶和藥 0:19 一錠ごとに胸がふわふわ　不安が満ちてく ichijyou go to ni mune ga fu wa fu wa fuan ga michi te ku 每片都讓心中輕飄飄　漸漸充滿著不安呢 0:28 iphone 撫でるその指先も　べたべたと粘る髪の毛も IPHONE nade ru so no yubi saki mo be ta be ta to nebaru kami no ke mo 觸碰著iphone的那指尖　與那黏黏糊糊的髮絲 0:37 何一つ綺麗なもんなんて　有る筈も無いな nani hitotsu kirei na mon na n te aru hazu mo nai na 一樣漂亮的事物　都不可能會有呢 0:47 死にたくて　死にたくて　そっと shi ni ta ku te shi ni ta ku te sotto 好想死啊　好想死啊　靜靜地 0:52 間違って　傷をつけた手首は machigatte kizu wo tsu ke ta tekubi wa 弄錯了　弄傷的手腕 0:59 いつしか茶色く汚れてる i tsu shi ka cya iro ku yogore te ru 不知不覺　染髒成了茶色 1:05 締め切ったボクの瞼 shime kitta boku no mabuta 緊緊閉上的我的眼簾 1:10 カーテンの隙間に朝が来ても ka-ten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo 即使窗簾縫隙已透入晨光 1:17 気付く筈無い kizuku hazu nai 也不可能注意到呢 1:37 友達のエリもタカユキも　本当のトコ　他人のコトなど tomodachi no eri mo takayuki mo hontou no toko hito no koto na do 朋友的惠梨和孝之　真正說來都是別人 1:45 気にしてる暇も無いくらい　忙しそうだしな ki ni shi te ru hima mo nai ku ra i isogashi so u da shi na 連注意的時間也沒有　如此忙碌呢 1:55 それにしても何この笑窪　ありがちな家族と人生 so re ni shi te mo nani ko no ekubo a ri ga chi na kazoku to jinsei 既然如此那這笑窩是如何呢　平平常常的家庭與人生 2:04 何一つ誇れるもんなんて　有る筈も無いな nani hitotsu hokore ru mon na n te aru hazu mo nai na 一樣值得誇耀的東西　都不會有呢 2:14 眠たくて　眠たくて　ずっと nemutaku te nemutaku te zutto 好想睡啊　好想睡啊 2:18 このまんま痺れるほど眠ったら ko no ma n ma shibire ru ho do nemutta ra 一定這樣睡得麻木的話 2:25 起きて　リンゴ齧って眠る oki te ringo kajitte nemuru 起身咬下蘋果沉睡 2:32 無意識　装って　ゆらり muishiki yosootte yu ra ri 裝著毫無意識　輕輕地 2:37 べランダに登って風が吹いても beranda ni nobotte kaze ga fuite mo 即便去登上陽臺吹吹風 2:43 飛べる筈無い tobe ru hazu nai 也不可能飛翔 2:48 あんなに好きなお笑いも a n na ni suki na owarai mo 那樣喜歡的笑話 2:52 人生変えた音楽でさえ jinsei kae ta ongaku de sa e 甚至是改變人生的音樂 2:58 何故に僕の事を否定するの naze ni boku no koto wo hitei su ru no 為什麼都將我否定著呢 3:24 死にたくて　死にたくて　そっと shi ni ta ku te shi ni ta ku te sotto 好想死啊　好想死啊　靜靜地 3:28 間違って　傷をつけた手首は machigatte kizu wo tsu ke ta tekubi wa 弄錯了　弄傷的手腕 3:37 いつしか茶色く汚れてる i tsu shi ka cya iro ku yogore te ru 不知不覺　染髒成了茶色 3:43 締め切ったボクの瞼 shime kitta boku no mabuta 緊緊閉上的我的眼簾 カーテンの隙間に朝が来ても ka-ten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo 即使窗簾縫隙已透入晨光 キヅカナイヨ ki zu ka na i yo 注意不到呢 そんな日が　そんな日が　ずっと続くんやって嘆いても so n na hi ga so n na hi ga zutto tsuzuku n yatte nageite mo 那種日子　那種日子　一直持續著即使是歎息 何かが　癒えるわけじゃ無い nani ka ga ie ru wa ke jya nai 也不會有什麼得到痊愈 癒える筈無い ie ru hazu nai 也不可能痊愈 キエテシマオウ　 ki e te shi ma o u 就這樣消失吧 4:26 うん、消えてしまおう un, kie te shi ma o u 嗯　就這樣消失吧

[@tasiadupree]

A few months ago, my depression finally went away, but before that I had been so depressed and suicidal for almost 4 years. Before that I had suffered depression since young teenage years, but it was closer to a manic-depression. When I was 19 and until just about 3-4 months ago, it was full depression. I lost count of the times I tried to commit suicide, always failing, usually because I got too scared right at the end. I would drink and self-deprecate. Hearing this song now, I really see how sad it is and also how ridiculous it was to feel that way. While it may have been foolish, it was serious, it was real, and it was horrible. I hope to never fall into that again. I'm finally mentally and emotionally stable for the first time I can remember in my life and I want to let anyone reading this know, that if you just keep on keeping on, I'm sure it will get better, or you will feel better. You'll find something, something will change, or even just your mindset will change. Don't give up, because I too thought it would never end. Here I am so lucky that it went away so young at almost 24, and I still have to hope it won't come back and take over me again. Keep on keeping on, don't loose that tiny little ember of hope. If you're still here, you still have even just an ember. No matter how dark it gets, the sun shine on you again. "Keep living until you find a reason to live". I'm sending love your way

[@Samisamsam19]

STAY STRONG ♡♡♡♡♡♡

[@shinaeyoo1304]

nobody cares bout your sobb story m8

[@tasiadupree]

@@shinaeyoo1304 this is actually like a positive story and if you didn't care, why would you take the time to comment?

[@shinaeyoo1304]

@@tasiadupree to see who would react

[@shinaeyoo1304]

@@tasiadupree also I can't even count how many times the word depressed shows up hol-e

[@shotter2841]

What a small world it is.

[@shotter2841]

Cruel that is

[@candystreet2994]

抱きしめたら壊れそうな華奢な歌声が……。素敵です。

[@luv_kofee]

Ive been playing this so much i didnt know this was just cover its so beautiful

[@lukeanhemtoi]

I just knew, when you said that.

[@リンショーン]

こんなリラックスのが好きです！

[@mashiro8550]

めっちゃ海外コメ多くて日本人迷子 (´・ω・｀)

[@loganhund1078]

this is the greatest cover of any song I've heard in a long time

[@SeraphimOne]

I've listened to so many covers of this song; and this one is the best.

[@Vy-if3zd]

I remember i hear this cover like 2 years ago and i kept searching for it because your voice conveyed so much feelings, i wanted to hear it so bad and now i finally found it.

[@minimalist1027]

your tiring voice suits the song's content the best! it sounds so beautiful!

[@nana6744]

1:54 - 2:13 my favorite part

[@faikul4469]

It hurts so much

[@こんにちわんわんわんこそばぁぁあん]

すき。

[@overtimeseed]

How comfy I feel, wasting away with this sound in my ears, there’s no going back

[@copipan]

好きです。

[@bringingvictory-hc7to]

Ля, по-русски напиши

[@うほうほサンチーム]

ずっと好きで聞いてる何年も

[@leafygold3467]

I really love your version, it has feelings and the feels. Your voice is perfect for this song. 本当に美しいです❣️Keep up the great work! 頑張って！！！

[@c_dyno1839]

Congratulations on 1 million!! , Ps. Half of them were mine

[@wildkidT]

かわいい声

[@ngoxuanloc9289]

I just love how exotic this song is.

[@nathanaelraynard2641]

Da hell with all these cute suicide song? Like damn i didn't even search for suicide method and i was recomended this?

[@AJellyK]

I keep coming back to this song, and it has been my comfort song since i first found it, hits a bit too close to home and i just wanna say thanks for covering it

[@辛島幸太郎]

コメント欄を見るに、りょ子さんは海外の人に人気があるのかなぁ。自分も好きです。

[@konata736]

うん。なんかね、アメリカに自殺についての音楽が人気だね。まぁ、僕はアメリカ人。

[@tbzfanacc6493]

YOU SOUND LIKE KANO OMG I LOVE IT! PLEASE COVER MORE VOCALOID SONGS!

[@namelessking111]

I love her really soft voice, this version of Sayoko is so cute and so sad at the same time :(

[@liyana8066]

just discovered you....out of all the covers of Sayoko, i love Kano's version very much, it's my most fav. and then Itou Kashitarou. And then your version. This totally deserves much more views.すっかりファンになっちゃたので、チャネル登録させていただきました。これからもがんばってね！

[@liyana8066]

oh and your japanese pronunciation is perfect!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! such a good job!!

[@faisalnaveed8026]

nothing beats this song its literally perfect

[@wizzdom8364]

Been hearing this, liked it, thought the vocals were super good. Finally watched the music video with the subtitles. *_This music video got me bauling with tears........_*

[@Shaxy]

Such a pleasant voice to hear o/

[@8oClock4]

im was on auto next then this showed up and now im in love with this song ...

[@ewemad803]

Your voice is so adorable 😍😍

[@jorgegajardo5180]

I always comeback to this song, it's 3 am I'm considering smoking again altought I know it's very detrimental my health since I have really weak lungs, I guess that my version of self harm...

[@azmizahxd1062]

At first when i heard this song, i was relaxed, but then when i know the lyrics meaning, i was like damn

[@k-onenthusiast5234]

what the hell? i was listening to an English cover of this and didn't know the actual lyrics and the translyrics were butchered so horribly...this song is much more depressing than I thought. the part about Eri and Takayuki is probably what hurts the most. i think all of us have had something similar to that happen to us. we had friends, around two-- but they were too busy, and we didn't want to burden them. going by unnoticed, a gap forms. the part after that, about having nothing to be proud of is also likely something we've all went through. most of us live normal life, ordinary families, ordinary grades, everything is the most normal it can be. you try to find something to be proud of-- but no matter how much you search, there's none, because you've been living life half asleep. this song is too depressing man. thank you for reading.

[@孑孓扗]

that's wonderful🎉

[@nirumeru]

大好きです！ あなたの歌声で聴くこの曲が1番好きです。1番です。最高。

[@michellers1]

i don’t exactly want to die. i don’t have the feeling of not wanting to exist, either. i just want to sleep forever. i want everything, no, everyone to go silent, and i want to be alone. that would be the best dream for me. i kind of feel empty inside. i want tot open up and vent to someone, but i don’t want to burden them. i’ve been feeling this kind of way for a while, and i’ve started thinking about drowning or suffocating. it just feels so empty inside. i no longer have any friends who i trust enough, and i’m basically isolated. there’s no one to depend on. i’m just tired. i hope all of you ppl online never feel suicidal or anything like this. it’s just a terrible feeling. and if you do feel like it, please try to seek professional help. drink lots of water, take care of the people you love, all that stuff. :) this probably won’t get read or anything, but that’s fine. i just kind of wanted to write my feelings, no matter how crappy my writing is lol.

[@puffywolf2322]

u speak my soul , thank you. and I promise to myself, I'll keep living.. loving and caring to myself. I'm healing and I'm breathing better now... stay strong everyone 💖

[@FuyuNeru]

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH

[@mercurysonYAOI]

I've come back to this song time and time again and it always pleases me greatly. The feeling you give the lyrics with your voice and the lyrics themselves arouse a feeling inside me like a mix of sleepiness, nostalgia and sadness; in the best way

[@nishant2137]

I feel some deep sorrow in that voice.

[@ishikani]

I'm sad that I haven't discovered this song sooner, and I'm sad that I have discovered this song.

[@mideumiz]

i saw this video recently and i felt it. the man in the video said , reasons to live can be more powerful than we think. we don't have to have a big goal like to be rich or something. a goal can be like, today i want to see the sky , today i want to breathe in a breathe of fresh air, today i want to wake up and watch my favourite show. it's easier to have many small reasons than one huge life goal. but no matter what reason you have you're i will always support you. i think that humans like affection. if you're the one always caring without anyone caring i think you're the strongest person ever. caring, not caring. crying, not wanting to cry, wanting to cry. wanting to live but wanting to die. it's very tiring. please get the rest you deserve . it's okay to take breaks . i love u

[@joseenrico9066]

Just listened to this without reading the lyrics. Damn, never thought that a song so chill is this depressing.

[@tahlia1327]

ryoko-chan this is beautiful - i hope you have a great 2016. i look forward to many more lovely covers!

[@wjlee3553]

2:08惚れた

[@さわらだ]

小夜子(Sayoko) is a name for girl.(it’s meaning is evening child, tho)

[@hvzael]

Really nice Ryoko!

[@ariii39]

very sad lyrics and a sweet voice

[@ichigoichigolicioux503]

うまいです 🥺

[@calistomajor2947]

Caru-Kun: It's so beautiful despite being a sad song. Great job and try to have fun being an intern, okay?

[@valentinmarquez6986]

This would make a great anime ed

[@faisalnaveed8026]

Alone rightnow life fucked up but a few moments of relaxing soothing lonesome with this songs once again give me the energy to walk

[@kayre8860]

what a great cover

[@pricelesstoastmachine]

This is the most heart touching cover I heard from this song.

[@andiemacedonio6580]

your voice is so beautiful I don't think I've ever gotten goosebumps from hearing someone sing before 👏👏👏👏

[@pitrs101]

一番素敵な版👍

[@captainlongballs8022]

I’ve been listening to this off and on for years, but today was the first time I actually read the lyrics. It’s relatable in the worst way and utterly human, and I love the song even more.

[@Hachikuzi]

小夜子のカバーの中でダントツで好きだ…日本から応援してます(◜௰◝)

[@TunelessRainbow]

oh my gosh, this is so beautiful :')

[@MaahiXD]

WTF, this is the first time listening to this song with subtitles. I balled my eyes out, partly because I could relate. But also whoever is going through this, I wish I could give you a big ass hug, Like DAMN!

[@ThangCal]

Sayoko - Shamuon Version (Off Vocal): kzbin.info/www/bejne/lWPQeHVoqLaNmas

[@イザル]

BEAUTY

[@bremen7376]

1:37 feeling this lyric rn

[@oatman3526]

Hey, hope you’re okay. If you need to talk to someone I’ll hear you out if there’s nobody else you think you can turn to.

[@kad5015]

i never like acoustics but omgomggo i sat through this whole song on the brink of tears im so !! in !!!! love!1!!1!1!1

[@birbo599]

definitely need the tabs, sounds like heaven

[@facundomanuelcordoba8288]

Ward

[@砂糖-z5x]

めちゃくちゃ探してやっと見つけました。とても好きです

[@yinmairaaa18]

how many years i wonder since i last discover this song?