one of the worst thing about being depressed, is that once u get into that mood it's so difficult to snap out of it, hours sometimes days and i just have to wear a fake smile so nobody will know
@jaybenzo5048 Жыл бұрын
Hardest part of depression for me is looking in the mirror staring in my house and seeing the fucking pain man and yet one side is crying and the other is just watching hope y’all find peace and happiness within Yourself love yourself ❤
@tankdempy1360 Жыл бұрын
Depression has changed me; for better or for worse; I don't know yet, but I have changed because of it.
@sourabhmongra8472 Жыл бұрын
If you want to cry, just cry. If you want to laugh, just laugh. Even if you are alone. Just don't lose hope, stay strong. Eventually, time will help you heal.
@PlayModes Жыл бұрын
You will get through this and overcome its challenges, rest assured.
@courtneyurell Жыл бұрын
I have depression and I had for while now and I cry a lot I even want to sit in the darkness every day
@andrzejfalkowski2660 Жыл бұрын
Yes, me too - change everything around me .
@grahammcdonald2393 Жыл бұрын
It's not for the better I promise you it's a feeling I had when I was a child it's followed me all my life it comes and goes sometimes more then you beserve. I really hope you take life one day at a time if you watch people for long enough they will usually tell there story without words
@KornBray Жыл бұрын
I always hurt the people I love and I don’t even understand why I wish I could just stop I’m so tired of been me and tired of fuxx everything up for no reason at all I hate my self so much
@residentevilgamer54328 ай бұрын
I truly believe in life some people are very fortunate to find happiness and love, and while others struggle each day to find purpose in life and a life worth living. I wish there was a cure for this but unfortunately there isn’t and it eats at us and never lets up.
@firetrucksrule0711 ай бұрын
Depression is real, it's not someone seeking attention. It is the emptiness that pain and sorrow has over taken. The new morning is always the hard part cause you had to wake up. Happiness honestly is just a fairy tale, even tho there is yes moments you laugh and may feel happy but then after that moment that happiness is no longer there
@IsaiFlores-ck5gv11 ай бұрын
Having to learn to let go when she taught me to hold on is the worst pain ever. I became her worst nightmare and her enemy, but it hurts so much arguing with her when i really just want her. Shes with somebody else now and it kills me
@BettyCarey-x4l10 ай бұрын
Having depression ruin my life I had it since I was 13 teen and still have it till this day . I wish it would just go away because I hate it but that’s never going to happen
@Ellisfoster-v4t5 ай бұрын
Same here had it for like 13 years grew up in a toxic family my step brother used to punch me in the face I still carry the trauma to this day it follow me everywhere I go I hate living but I'm scared of death
@iyannarendra3 ай бұрын
Once you experience it, your life will never be the same. At least for me. You can feel better. But you never fully recover..
@j-royfitzg-uk11113 ай бұрын
The worst part about depression is the front you put on every single day and try to portray a happy person to people you see, whilst knowing it's becoming harder and harder every day to put on that brave face
@LJDMack01 Жыл бұрын
That’s the most honest and realistic explanation I’ve ever seen
@kowalski2041 Жыл бұрын
3 weeks till I graduate from HS, and all I feel is this, thank you for making this.
@Beastboy4036 Жыл бұрын
I’m on the exact same boat 😢
@PlayModes Жыл бұрын
Your Welcome:) You're doing well, just keep going.
@tylercarroll793 Жыл бұрын
yo congrats on graduating
@veereshamveeru2025 Жыл бұрын
I just want to ask one question . Is this true people have this many problems? Or it's a state of mind what makes u feel like this..?
@tazzyboy3000 Жыл бұрын
U r enough trust me n I'm feeling it right now since I was 12 ill be 28 in couple of weeks I still feel it but the things n memories in life will always change ur mind
@moviereact8459 күн бұрын
I have been on depression for 27 years and i don't know when this feel gone and happy 😭 sometimes in my head I hear me from myself say let's go to get out from this life everyday,everytime until now 😭
@albertornie16205 күн бұрын
The absolute worst part of depression is that even though you know you’re depressed you’re unable to stop yourself from getting worse. Truer words have never been spoken. For me talking doesn’t help and pills don’t help. So yes I am unable to stop myself from getting worse 😢😢😢😢. Life is it worth it. Well my life anyway
@AfrikaiMalac2 Жыл бұрын
These vidoes finally make me feel understood. If I try to explain it to the people I'm around noone understands. I just started university abroad and for the first time in my life, I'm not surrounded by people I know and love. Everyone now keeps their distance from me since I'm now in a different country. Having no one to talk just makes it so much worse. No matter what I do I feel like no one would care. Just an endless cycle of days going by the same way they did yesterday. If I'm not distracting myself I'm back to this feeling of emptiness, and I don't want to be like this. I miss my old self, doing self improvement and being proud of my improvements. No matter what I do I keep coming back to this deep void, which is my mind telling me anything I do is meaningless
@khuplal3625 Жыл бұрын
I’m sorry
@AfrikaiMalac2 Жыл бұрын
@@khuplal3625 thanks
@Genesis-di3yf11 ай бұрын
Trust me it’s better than way be so ronde we different people for me it’s worse be so ronde we people they say they love you but action speak louder than words
@kevin_culver27 күн бұрын
I've struggled with depression on and off for most of my life. Even as a child I remember being sad, alone, confused. As an adult it made things very difficult. I get overwhlemed, frustrated and shutdown. I struggle with addiction and keeping a job. I'm a hard worker but it always ends up feeling pointless, especially when I work full time and still can't make ends meet. My fiancé left me almost a year ago.. a week before Thanksgiving. It wasn't her fault.. I still miss her.. I wake up sad. I cry in the kitchen and hug myself as I make my coffee. Sometimes the sadness overwhlems me at random times throughout the day. I find myself screaming at the top of my lungs while driving. Crying when things remind me of her. Im sorry. There's something wrong with me. I don't want to die, but I can't help but think about it.. Sometimes I just want to sleep and not wake up.I just want to be happy. Maybe one day.
@neissoronin65977 ай бұрын
damn dude...my mind is gonna blow one of this days
@marshmallow8491 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for the video. ❤ Watching this makes me feel less lonely and less alone with my depression. It’s like… someone understands me and some quotes describe my situation that perfect
@JohnH-i9g4 ай бұрын
I cry by myself at night and wake up like nothing is happening.
@justinshobbysandprojects26142 күн бұрын
I can not remember the last time someone said "hello friend" to me or even called me a friend. It has probably been years. I envy anibody that has a long term relationship of friendship
@t3rmina7Ай бұрын
This Hits Me So Hard After Losing Both My Parents I'm Lost With Out these Master Pieces
@t3rmina7Ай бұрын
Still on Repeat Beautiful Work
@Black96future3 ай бұрын
I'm laying on my bed for hours and feel everything like in this video. I hate my depression, my life, me... Everything
@shinclairseijuro34493 ай бұрын
to be happy is more tiring than being silent
@Babymonstermaxii23 Жыл бұрын
I should be happy, but there is this... sadness? Sooo true
@LEKA873 Жыл бұрын
Music is what holding me
@Chaker1112 ай бұрын
I've never felt truly happy since I first opened my eyes in this world. Surrounded by negative influences that have eroded my life and self-esteem, I've lived a solitary existence without even a romantic partner. I yearn for something to shift my perspective and bring joy into my heart.
@macbuff81 Жыл бұрын
The worst part is that I do not know whether my depression changed into a vile, callous, vindictive and scared person or if it just uncovered what was already there. I don't want to die. I wanted to live a full rich life. Yet, I managed to sabotage that and hurt someone who dearly loved me. I'm tired and ashamed. The only thing worse than feeling sad is to feel nothing at all, so you hold on to the pain because that's the only thing that seems real
@Mars-MH97 Жыл бұрын
These videos are amazing please keep it going ❤
@PlayModes Жыл бұрын
Sure,thanks
@LEKA873 Жыл бұрын
Its all meaningless at the end and I'm just passing my time and waiting for everything to be end
@predwards894110 ай бұрын
Sometimes I feel like I hate what I’ve become more than anyone could love me…
@pedrohenriqueazevedo51 Жыл бұрын
Great job, loved it
@PlayModes Жыл бұрын
Thanks🙏🏻
@grimreaper5558 Жыл бұрын
1:01 to 1:12 I love it
@t3rmina7 Жыл бұрын
Thank You
@frankcontreras3321 Жыл бұрын
Sucks when i keep drowning myself in my depression 🖤🖤🖤
@NovaCore_7 ай бұрын
Some days i think to myself if people would actually care if I died or disappeared
@muzyshayk80065 ай бұрын
No one cares to be honest except for your loved ones and that too is insignificant because it is short lived. But this thought should liberate you and evoke a sense of freedom rather than a melancholy.
@kevvwinnin474710 ай бұрын
"'SAD OR NUMB! THAT'S MY ONLY OPTIONS "
@adamantium479710 ай бұрын
Numb is way better. Can get more done actually
@NerdCosaNostra Жыл бұрын
Great video, keep them coming.
@PlayModes Жыл бұрын
Sure,Thanks
@judyf1783Ай бұрын
Depression for me is when you realize you have only existed and never lived and your to old to do anything about it so you sit and think about choices you made when you were young and then more depression because you had no choices anyway
@pxr_frog14owen1010 ай бұрын
I’ve wasted 4 years of my life in apprentiship getting myself in debt working 7 days a week and here I am now. Alone in a hotel room dreading to go back home and to disappoint my parents
@omentadol356810 ай бұрын
Hey I feel you am at that point in my life right now bt let's hold on alittle bit might be brighter ahead
@AntonyGeorge1234-t5z3 ай бұрын
Just because depression became a common word among everyone i really feel like iam i really living or dying
@Danny-sp9yu3 ай бұрын
It comes in waves. Its bad this time
@turtleperk93402 күн бұрын
i don’t know what to do, i think i have depression but i don’t know, that based off of my guess and i feel really bad and everything, i just suck and im a horrible person
@rohitpeacemusic...29732 ай бұрын
I have been in depression from last 9 years because she left me 9 years ago.. 💔💔😭😭...
@MANISHA-zs5sg6 ай бұрын
My family give up on me. The boy i love he betrayed me. Whom i thought friends they dont have time to call me to ask how i am. . I dont know why im living. Im tired to being in this circle. Im tired.
@angryduck676 ай бұрын
Jag rökte för att gömma det men jag kan inte längre 😔Fucking hatar det
@-Cisco_3 ай бұрын
Great video, but I cant take the Killing Eve part seriously, knowing that Villanelle is literally a psycopath and is lying through her teeth about being "depressed" (I even think she has a laugh about it later lol) Ps: sorry, I know everybody gets so "deep" and philosophical in the comments, but this part just makes me laugh 🤣
@thestoicdream11 ай бұрын
Pls mention the movies and tv shows
@evan_brl5293 Жыл бұрын
Merci
@Mr.J-xD Жыл бұрын
Hello friend Is it possible to have the name of the series/movies :) ? thanks
@PlayModes Жыл бұрын
Yes my friend which scene?
@Mr.J-xD Жыл бұрын
@@PlayModes at 0:30 2:28 and 3:29 pls :)
@MrShinChanYt01110 ай бұрын
@@Mr.J-xDjoker
@Paul-ml3sl11 ай бұрын
Sad or numb. I’m always depressed, so numb?
@VijayKumar-zg3ul Жыл бұрын
I'm scared of me 😃
@adamantium479710 ай бұрын
Ok lol
@MrRoboT-b2 ай бұрын
Hello Friend 0:01
@Giftsonsamuel-fv9bh Жыл бұрын
all i hear is people bicthing and moaning rather than do something to improve themself
@DecrepitIllusion Жыл бұрын
Even though you know you’re depressed there’s nothing you can do to stop it from getting worse. Fuck me man…. Fuck
@NOOB-tera-BAAP Жыл бұрын
same 😢😢😢😢😭😭😭💔💔
@sparhawk29 Жыл бұрын
even when you feel like you have beaten the black dog, you eventually learn that the dog isn't defeated. it just lies dormant. if anything it rests, rebuilds strength, and comes back with a vengeance. the key is to never give up and never give in.