Sad Multifandom | I'm Just Numb

«...I don’t feel anything. It’s so boring...»
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[@Jasmine2.0.0]

i think the reason a lot of us watch these videos is because we don't want to cry alone but we also dont want anyone to see how much we're hurting. So to anyone that sees this you matter every little thing about you matters with or without scars you're a beautiful person and im so sorry you're hurting and im so so so sorry if you have no one to help you feel better. if you're able to please go to therapy for whatever you're going through you deserve to heal and be happy it may seem impossible but with effort you can be happy and love yourself its okay if some days you fail but never stop trying to heal if you cant go to therapy please consider talking to someone you trust and if they dont react in the way you want then im truly sorry but dont let that be the reason you give up there are people that will care. Please dont give up on yourself

[@taraelizabethdensley9475]

I can understand the numbness, it is like being hollow, not even sad anymore

[@JonathanMarshall-kc6pi]

I don't think anyone could have said it better. Thank you!

[@IiI_Gogeta_IiI]

I sometimes feel so much and instead of exploding I implode and just feel numb no emotions nothing I hate those days

[@Dread3781]

Mainly numbness causes me to feel nothing but sadness, but my tolerance level for it has increased so much that I barely react to literally anything...

[@GaslightingIsEvil]

​@@Dread3781surely that's not numbness then? Being numb is not feeling anything anymore. Like when you're all cried out.

[@Dread3781]

@DontLetHateWin I couldn't feel anything for 3 years, but when u get stressed or hurt, it just hurts more than it does when you did feel everything, literally anything that would've brought discomfort left me unphased cuz I couldn't feel anything at the time and it didn't affect me, pain tho, you've seen numb people cry right? That's because pain is just stronger when your numb, it overpowers any other emotion when your numb

[@music0world679]

I am watching these fucking sad depressing videos for hours to just cry . The expectation the stress the struggle to keep going

[@CaitlinColeman-nn3ii]

It's sad how much I can relate to this

[@DaltonRoberts-yl2jq]

same

[@wickidblazed420]

This is me in every way!!! I'm not myself anymore..each day is a another struggle...the only time I push is when I'm at work

[@roses_dust]

the „U DONT FEEL THAT WAY ! U R FINE .” Hits me so hard cus my mom says that to me too .

[@JonathanMarshall-kc6pi]

This must be what it feels like to have love grow cold in your heart.

[@ashleyleward657]

I wish people would stop asking if im okay, no but what do i say? Yes.

[@alinamuck740]

Yeah I wish that too...every social interaction is just playing a show

[@alinamuck740]

And that's the cruel truth...no matter what therapists say or what you read in the internet...some things can not be fixed...sometimes people get physical or mental ill and there is nothing you can do about...sometimes something is wrong with your body and your head...how can you feel something when your body/head are not allowing it...i don't know if I actually cared and felt something for real..i mean I was a child and when I turned 16..the age where you start to became a adult I realised there is something wrong with me...like I am not able to be human...like I am not able to have the characteristics which make us humans...and than I tried everything but in the end nothing changes

[@Nosrat_karimi]

Just having somebody to ask are you Ok? is a blessing, for some of us we don’t have that, we go through it alone, all alone and I’m crying as I’m writing this comment, because sometimes it’s too lonely. I am a refugee far from my home and family and it’s been eight years and I’m all alone absolutely no one knows how lonely I feel inside how broken how hopeless how endless thoughts circulating inside I just hope it ends someday soon you know, Evan the people I met along the way for the past eight years now know me as somebody strong, hard-working, inspired hopeful, but they don’t know the bottles I fight inside In constant basis, and gym, workout has been My relief sanctuary. The only place I truly am not homeless, and for people who relate stay strong, find a sanctuary where are you can relief,and know that I hope I knew you so I would’ve asked you, ARE YOU OK? ❤

[@Radiioactiivoo]

Everything is temporary, everything is gonna be okay just hang in there for a little longer.

[@saltcookies4862]

I'm proud of you ❤

[@Bana2bm]

I am going though a lot right now and it’s not my decision only I wish I could reverse everything… I can totally relate but hey I am proud of you and wish you everything best would come your way and get solved wish me the same ❤️❤️🙏🏻😣

[@omidr4084]

i'm in a situation like you but the only difference is i have to live with my family , those who have destroyed my entire life. it's indescribable that live with your family and feel not only alone but also surrounded with your enemy. other people say how strong i am or hard-working. i just wanted to say i perfectly understand what you are saying

[@Daydreamgurl28]

Great job ❤ I felt the pain and sorrow

[@TwinklingDK]

Heartbreaking to watch. This is wonderfully done.

[@CruzAlvarez-pq6ur]

This video made me hit reality to were it was always dark. We just couldn't see it.

[@ItSurfWay_I9164]

I took a new year resolution to not to comeback ever here .... But here it is Hollowness , numbness , confusion , shallow All back

[@ballislife4752]

I’m just happy this numbness will hopefully end soon. I’m giving myself 4 more days, started at 7 but only 4 remain, if things don’t change. I’m going, no matter what. I just hope my family will be ok

[@daydreamer5608]

Hi! Are You still here ? 🥺

[@pew_pew_pickles]

I used to sit and watch these videos for a solid 1hr+ just to cry because I couldn't for anything else. Now I can't cry... I now understand the "numb" feeling. I still watch these videos for hours but- there's just nothing in me anymore. If your reading this I beg you to stop watching these videos before you go numb too its the worst feeling in the world... feeling everything yet nothing...

[@Aegontheberserker]

Woah this is an absolute Beautiful Masterpiece!!!

[@k.l.5030]

Шикарная работа,спасибо,что продолжаешь радовать🥹💞

[@levelen]

Спасибо ☺

[@Tina-hq7lb]

I have lied to myself that am fine but am really dead

[@alinamuck740]

I know what you mean...you just distract yourself but the truth is that your are aleardy dead for a long time

[@Hanaaya4]

0:01 Ada 💚💚💚💚💚💚

[@firetrucksrule07]

Yeah I'm at the point I'm finally getting to the numb part where I want to be cause pain is just too much and when your numb and don't feel it it's great.

[@ThisIsMyLife-]

So beautiful and painful ❤

[@MrJaimss]

This hits rock bottom 😢

[@thenebosvod7559]

Очень чувственное видео ❤️

[@user-qo9lh6rz8i]

And the worst part is....no one ever understands

[@shygirl7]

Great video

[@jafaraldahan4176]

Not fine🚶🏻

[@ThornyRose13]

Heartbreak 💔💔💔

[@sarahcurson9663]

I feel like this every day I’m so numb because I’ve been through so much in my life and I’m still going through the pain day by day and I wish I could just go away but I know deep down it won’t and I keep telling people that I am alright but I’m not 😢😢😢😢😢😢

[@alinamuck740]

Believe...i would do anything to feel your pain...feeling nothing is the worst because feeling makes you alive...without that your are just a robot

[@danyalalarfasahh9235]

the right side of my chest hurt every time I try not to cry and the pain is really hurt so much that I can't breathe sometimes I have to hold my self together but it's hard

[@user-bu2mq3tw7w]

I will work, then build my house and then finally leave you. I long for nothing more than to leave this darkness. I'm fine when I don't see you. What's not to understand there?

[@alinamuck740]

If there is a source of your darkness you can overcome it but if you are born with the darkness than it will stick with you..sorry but this is the cruel truth

[@kissmrule]

Such a good video it so good and so sad to

[@jessicajonsson4059]

I understand this very much

[@DAYPro_Beats25]

I miss multifandom

[@staylucky4727]

Same 😢

[@MoviePineapple]

Как всегда прекрасное видео 😍

[@levelen]

Спасибо 🤗

[@celinaguerra7097]

im fine😭😭😭😭😭

[@ItSurfWay_I9164]

Now I get it why there are more contradictions then human development

[@alinamuck740]

You know...the world is not really a beautiful place...thats the cruel truth...interests, feelings, caring, passion...thats which makes life beautiful and that's what life is about..but if you are not capable of that life is just about doing the stuff you have to do, earn money, distract yourself and playing a show because people are not able to understand how somebody cannot be able to have the basic humans characteristics...they don't understand it how this is even possible and they are scared because this means that your are able to do anything...like the cruelest things because you are not able to care or to have any empathie

[@simonmacdonald888]

Day to day struggle Hang in their guys 😢

[@krazianna2944]

Part of mr wants to disappear because I don't know what to do with the way I feel, maybe disappear is not wanting to wake up ,to sleep forever or maybe it's a 'i want to feel something that doesn't hurt

[@basicwhitebitch9970]

Beautiful work

[@alinamuck740]

And I know I have to accept it and go on but it's really hard and I don't know if I can go on...i mean I am still not 30 and I am so tried of life, of the world, of the people, of everything...how can you go on when everything that makes life enjoyable you are not able to be

[@certified1994]

😔

[@igwmotivation1706]

0:57 What is this movie?

[@eyuptarkgurek3177]

I will never be able to live the life I want

[@raahat5587]

just came to know about the girl i was dating from the past 8 months was another imaginary girl i created after being in this fucking schizophrenia and i just can’t understand what to do with my life now idk what to even say i just wanna finish this and just end this and just finish this mannnn

[@hollykm]

Go to a clinic nearby and just let ‘em know all this before ya do anything else.

[@AdonaitDaniel-tb8qg]

Everything will be okay🤍(Trust me)!❕

[@AdonaitDaniel-tb8qg]

Ok!

[@Rick-vz4gh]

Please, don't end anything. You can get better. I'm nobody, but i know it can gets better. Please, don't end things.

[@rayadutta2010]

Hey..Don't loose hope buddy

[@JulesCallaghan03]

what is the show at 1:34?

[@NatashaJWalker]

What's the show or movie called with the women staring in the mirror for a long time? Blonde hair. Looks good from what I see.

[@NatashaJWalker]

@@leonie3770 Thanks so much!

[@Rick-vz4gh]

Great show though

[@NatashaJWalker]

@@Rick-vz4gh I bet. But I can't find it anywhere to watch. Gotta pay for it. And I own a lot of different stuff to watch on. 🥺🤷‍♀️

[@verygood8200]

I'm so fucking tired,I don't know how I can stop this pain ,I really Just want this to stop no matter what it will cost, I just always think why I'm really living , I will leave everything now 😭😭😭😭😭 I really need a help

[@Zahra-gt7mq]

Problem is me and i can't get fixed💔

[@vikboss2964]

0:14 what name the movie???

[@asya5245]

0:11 whats the movie called?🥹

[@JulianaNascimento-kf6dg]

SUPERNATURAL . Serie

[@poeticsoul799]

Honestly, u say u are fine but you are shattered inside like a living corpse ...

[@LuciferMorningstar-ms7qj]

Can i use the video ?

[@levelen]

No.

[@isaacndegwa3976]

What movie is 0:30 ?

[@alagappansamikalaialagappa5024]

I don't Want to anything her she cheated me again

[@CallOfYoutube]

Why can't world STOP hurting individuals 😔😷🛑 Leave the lonely people alone Stop ruining their experience just for stupid intentions.... Peace..............................................

[@Aiden-ri5dj]

23 For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life through Christ Jesus our Lord. (‭‭‭Romans‬ ‭6‬‬:‭23‬ ‭NLT‬‬)