Sad Multifandom ● You're not really living, you're just existing.

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I wanted to say that if you feel like what’s described in this video, please please please please ask for help. You deserve to get better, and there is always someone, a friend, a relative, or even specialized organisations who can support you. Love to you all, and take care of yourselves, beautiful humans.
Helplines by countries : www.suicide.org...
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Jula Jula Jula Jula Jula. This is our seventh collab, and that’s only counting the one-on-one collabs… I sure hope we never stop. You know how much I love working with you or just talking to you. Thank you so much for making my KZbin life brighter ♥
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Watermark & Thumbnail : Jula Misiak
Colouring : SunnyVids
Song : Danny Norbury - This Night is for you and me
Fandoms : American Horror Story, Euphoria, Vampire Diaries, The End Of The F*cking World, Death Parade, Charlotte, Twilight, Riverdale, Killing Eve, Jessica Jones, Penny Dreadful, A Silent Voice (Koe No Katachi), San Junipero (Black Mirror), Humans, Breaking Bad, Ferris Bueller’s Day Off, Cowboy Bebop, Doctor Who, Violet Evergarden, Luther, Black Butler, Requiem for a Dream, Sherlock (BBC), Castle, The Hours, Avatar: The Last Airbender, The 100, Person Of Interest, Will (2017), Skins, Grey's Anatomy, The Legend of Korra, Merlin (BBC), Harry Potter, Fleabag, Gotham, The Handmaid's Tale, He is Psychometric, Infinity War, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood , Dexter, Erased, Outlander, The Good Place
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[@irydionlover]

"You can mimic it and I guess you can recognize it in other people but you will never be able to understand love". I can't really say why that quote stings more than others, but it's so true...when you feel like this you pretend all the time for the sake of others to participate in their emotions, but it's like they're all just getting to you muffled. There's always that clear perception of being detached from them to some degree, and it's exhausting. Thank you for this work of art, and for giving a loud voice to the problem somehow. ❤

[@MellanClear]

Thank you for this comment ♥ (And just to give credit where it's due, that line was Jula's idea :) )

[@hyouka6717]

This words are just ..... trust

[@thomasdixon7380]

Where is that quote from?

[@Himmelbluete]

The depth in this video is unbelievable and all the quotes fit so good. I don't know what to feel about it, because it is hauntingly beautiful and different.

[@Wilguo]

College applications as a senior making me depressed and this video just hits on a completely different level, trying to get into a top school but feeling worthless at the same time

[@flaviourbina7531]

Don't feel that way. There is no reason to, at least that's what I think. I felt pressured, every other student kept getting accepted into these big Universities, others were getting huge scholarships. However in the end, I ended up going to a small College, focused on a Technical Career, and I legitimately feel happy and content. :) so cheer up love. There's always a better road to take. Don't stress. 🌻🌻

[@1cheness]

It's so beautiful but at the same time sad as hell, I love that you put that quote from Harry Potter, it's one of my favorite and for me it's true (right after that we have that moment from Cowboy Bebop tho...). A real masterpiece.

[@AZJYouCantAfford]

Ever since she left and hurt me... I managed to pick myself up, I fixed my life completely. Yet the loneliness and pain still haunts. What did I do to deserve this curse? Thank you for the upload. Listening to things according to how I feel I find therapeutic. Multifandom even saved me from the deep end many times

[@MellanClear]

Thank you for your comment. There's not much I can do, but I am sending you lots of love in these awful times ♥ well done for making it thus far

[@AZJYouCantAfford]

@@MellanClear thank you for your uploads. Keep up the good work

[@tonydaarm]

wow. just... wow. this is pure beauty and power and sadness all mixed into one. I am a part of that lost generation, and the older I get, the more I'm starting to feel this way. or, I guess I should say the less I'm feeling at all. this absolutely nailed it. this masterpiece truly is a work of pure art. thank you for this.

[@emilyt6116]

I'm going through a rough time right now and I really needed this, so thank you. Some might find it triggering, but I feel comfort in knowing that a lot of other people in the world have similar emotions/thoughts and, or, are in the same kind of situation that I'm in right now.

[@MellanClear]

I'm glad you didn't personally find it triggering, I was a bit scared of that, I really didn't want people to watch if it'd make them feel worse ♥️

[@matthewmartinez3199]

This might be the greatest Same Day Recommendation from KZbin I've ever got! I need to remember this video and carry on me for a while at least. THANK YOU

[@beyahscrocheting]

staying for my mum , i cannot put her through that pain , while i’m living the pain , everyday

[@milacuchacovich6046]

I am trapped and cursed in a horrible loop. When I feel, I can only feel pain, and I'm scared to get close and hate being alone. I long for that feeling of not feeling at all. But the higher I get, the lower I sink. I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim. The thing is; I don't want the demons to disappear, because they were there for me when no one else was, and because of that, whenever I reach my goal of not feeling at all, I miss the pain, because this numbness is way worse. And I hate how, because teenagers tend to think about dying was, our feeling are dismissed as only temporary, not real, just the age. I'm a teenager, I'm 14, and no one ever took me seriously, because it was "the hormones".

[@wolfsbanealphas617]

You my friend have a gift

[@musicm1rage623]

omg you used avatar aang materials thank you

[@animejan]

Wow this is so Amazing ;o i only can say wow 😀

[@Geert_Stradmeijer]

Wondeful, amazing summeries of movies. I feel inspired

[@riat9]

I forgot I subscribed, but I most definitely didn't regret having done so, keep up the great work.

[@adaraaccalia6459]

I love all the Azula clips in the video the psychology of her character is beautifully sad

[@mynameisdom72]

Damn..

[@Sasu123456789x1]

Perfection, this is beautiful yet also bittersweet! 🖤 I feel this video so much

[@j.karsch5432]

thanks

[@illagray1881]

I’m first year on university n I struggling to find financial to support my studying it suffocating me that I’m like a burden to my family cause we don’t have money plus this quarantines makes my parents loss works

[@penthesilee9637]

This is so beautiful, I was waiting for this for days and now it is. I love the way you both made it. I can feel the despair of those characters, it's so intense ! What a great work ! I love your collab, I'm sure you will continue to make so wonderful vid together ! Thanks for your work

[@MellanClear]

Thank you sweetie

[@SunnyVids]

I'm way late but I finally got to watch this and I am stunned by it. So emotional and powerful.

[@MellanClear]

Thank you so much ♥ A viewer is never late nor is she early. She arrives precisely when she means to

[@evilqueen9844]

I love your show choices a lot of them are not used often and I love that

[@MellanClear]

Thank you very much!

[@aylaheselwood5828]

idk how this doesn’t have more views

[@QwuithLordDartox]

This might just be the most beautiful you have ever made!!!!! Thank you so much for this magnificent work of Art! Any chances you are planning on making similar videos in the near future?

[@MellanClear]

Thank you ! Working with Jula always creates magic ! I'd say I have a multifandom about acute sensitivity planned (kind of the exact opposite theme of here I guess) but my list of projects is soooo long that I have no idea of when I am going to do this

[@MellanClear]

Oh and another one about going deep into your mind, towards the repressed stuff and madness, but same thing, I have no idea when. And this one will be on a French song so it might turn people off

[@jesterboongaling6174]

This is reality it’s not all happiness and rainbows it all about cruelty, loneliness, sadness, and misfortune.

[@martyna1628]

Masterpiece

[@LashaCTD]

man that shape of voice scene :O

[@lyynsoyev6944]

2020 and still broken and empty maybe 2021 will give me some reason

[@MellanClear]

I hope it will. Sending you love ♥

[@someoneusedtobe6655]

i dont know i was subscribed. We arent first or last "lost" generation, so its fine. Video is fine too.

[@MellanClear]

It's a cycle indeed

[@Madementaiment369]

they are lying to themselves pain exists

[@MellanClear]

no one said it doesn"t?

[@maseehbelgami]

What's the series where they keep telling her she doesn't know what love is??

[@MellanClear]

There's a mix of several shows here, can you give me time stamp so that I can help you?

[@lizettt]

Amazing video! Can somebody write down the fandoms?

[@MellanClear]

As always, everything is in the description... There is a Google Doc link

[@lizettt]

@@MellanClear oh, i see it now! Thanks! 😍

[@youtuber5669]

Sherlock Merlin Gotham American horror story fullmetal Alchemist brotherhood the vampire diaries those are the clips i recognize

[@shadowdragon1248]

Where is the girl talking in the beginning from? What show?

[@MellanClear]

American Horror story: Covenant

[@bramverberne5051]

But. I don't understand.

[@Scully818]

you forgot Quintin Clearwater

[@MellanClear]

I didn't. I put what I wanted to put

[@WhiteAzn25]

I wish you would have used dubbed anime so everything was in English. But still fantastic

[@williamwendling8626]

What anime is 03:47?

[@MellanClear]

Violet Evergarden

[@williamwendling8626]

Thank you

[@Sonnentau1]

I hear mimimi

[@MellanClear]

I didn't know that phrase, I've learned something today, thanks

[@Sonnentau1]

@@MellanClear

[@julyfranco6231]

That was great. So much pain, sometimes feeling is so hard. What is the name of the show that opens the video with the audio/narrative?

[@noragubek2465]

1:56!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3:54 AANG FANDOOOOOOOOOOM

[@lucaaz14]

Do you feel like this? Mellan clear

[@MellanClear]

Oh, I felt something of the sort years ago ! My life is great now ;) I hope yours is too ♥

[@chetanbawaskar6371]

👏

[@robertortega3137]

Therefore every scribe instructed concerning the kingdom of heaven is like a householder who brings out of his treasure things new and old.BTW i didn't watch 2 minutes in because i saw a million good qualities and the video focused on generalizing 1

[@MellanClear]

What are you talking about? I don't understand...

[@MellanClear]

Are you saying that the video should have explored the theme more ? If so,what would you have liked to see ?