Sasha Alex Sloan - Too Sad To Cry (Lyric Video)

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Wasn’t raised religious but I wish that I was
having nothing to believe in has been killin my buzz
yeah I cut my hair
closed the blinds
play hallelujah like 2 dozen times
yesterday
I tried to pray
but I didn’t know what to say
I’m too sad to cry too high to get up
don’t even try cause I’m scared to fuck up
don’t like to talk just lay in my bed
don’t even try to go out with my friends
lied to my doctor she knew I was fakin
gave me some pills but I’m too scared to take em
I try and I try but I’m too sad to cry
Can’t tell my mama it makes her worry
I’m not suicidal but sometimes the lines get all blurry
yeah I cut my hair
closed the blinds
play hallelujah like 2 dozen times
yesterday
I tried to pray
but I didn’t know what to say
I’m too sad to cry too high to get up
don’t even try cause I’m scared to fuck up
don’t like to talk i just lay in my bed
don’t even try to go out with my friends
lied to my doctor she knew I was fakin
gave me some pills but I’m too scared to take em
I try and I try but I’m too sad to cry
Mmm mmm
too sad to cry too high to get up
don’t even try cause I’m scared to fuck up
don’t like to talk i just lay in my bed
don’t even try to go out with my friends
lied to my doctor she knew I was fakin
gave me some pills but I’m too scared to take em
I try and I try but I’m too sad to cry
#SashaSloan #SelfPortrait #TooSadToCry

[@mimiganacias1575]

When you can't explain what runs in your head, and Sasha be like "Hold my beer, I'll do it for you."

[@emmacxxl9414]

Yeah

[@ShellB726]

Exactly! Music to my ears and therapy for my heart and soul, such a gem and true treasure.

[@oryacohen8278]

Same!!! Feel like driving my car and scream that song to the world😭

[@ashleynoel9296]

Yep

[@ralphieboy718]

Lmao your comment wins this digital cookie -hands over cookie-

[@laurenmccauley5310]

“I’m not suicidal but sometimes the lines get all blurry”

[@pratyushakoratala8781]

This is definitely my favorite line explains everything I feel so perfectly

[@katgirlsings353]

I really felt that line

[@skywonderer4548]

The feeling of being down and sad without a concrete reason and just feels like crying

[@joemamma7917]

I don’t what it means when she says but sometimes the lines get all blurry. Can someone please explain

[@garryeldred7501]

Please don't ever go there. I did once, thirty years ago. So glad it didn't work!!!!!!!!

[@marisma.884]

“i’m not suicidal, but sometimes the lines get all blurry” this just hits hard.

[@angelinebena9675]

for sure...

[@reeses_cat6783]

yeah it hit me hard :(

[@addeychetry5287]

💕

[@jeyavarshini4749]

Yo gusy wat does the lines get all blurry mean ?

[@Chill_vibes001]

@@jeyavarshini4749 I can relate because I have bad anxiety and sometimes it affects my vision

[@meydana538]

“Don’t even try ‘cause i’m scared to fuck up” _Everyone with strict parents felt that_

[@what-gi3rj]

i don't have strict parents, just very bad anxiety

[@shakurwonders5216]

thats me, duh

[@amenperera9181]

Sometimes But not with both parents

[@xxtwistedchristinexx5178]

I've felt that before, and my dad isn't strict and I don't live with my mom anymore.

[@schaima_stjv]

Yes.

[@taehyungslisa3520]

"Can't tell my mama, it makes her worry" I felt that.

[@giovannabeatrice9293]

same...

[@MaybritSa]

I didn't felt that. My mom doesn't give a shit

[@iel1465]

@Maybrit_1 Same, and that's why i decide to listen Sasha songs

[@MaybritSa]

@@iel1465 damn. Can't stop crying...

[@iel1465]

@Maybrit_1 but thank god my father still worry even though he didn't show his love to me 👍

[@mynameisrann3234]

Does Sasha and my brain have a group chat together?

[@crimson2002]

Omg. Was wondering the same thing

[@mynameisrann3234]

@@crimson2002 literally what I'm going through for the past weeks and I can't put it into words then she released this and boom. I was just too sad to cry

[@crimson2002]

@@mynameisrann3234 sameee

[@lt7767]

I can relate to these lyrics, while listening I got goosebumps ... It's just the way I been feeling lately. I highly doubt I'll ever try to kill myself again, but I wish I was dead right now

[@Ncomprehensiblee]

l00000l

[@MelissaMartinez-wt4zo]

Play "Too sad to cry" like two dozen times

[@gimm1449]

same

[@barbie2527]

@Tessa Astemborski 18 times

[@oyinloluwaakintunde4486]

Everyone: She needs to be recognized Me: Is Sasha okay? She needs to talk to someone.

[@uglyduckling5917]

Yeah is she okay? Is it too hard to survive? I hope she can manage.I will pray on behalf of her

[@themoshkafamily]

She's fine. 90 percent chance it's a song she made up

[@nathantew2180]

@@themoshkafamily ah yes, psychologist here with the statistical probability of how likely it is she made up the song with no inspiration from her own feelings.

[@themoshkafamily]

@@nathantew2180 thats not what i meant-

[@nathantew2180]

@Puppy Rose clearly

[@hazelnuts]

Older: who are you? Too Sad To Cry: *i am you but sadder :(*

[@neophantomm]

kezy koala ):

[@akshatsharma5536]

clever I really like that bear it's so cute😊☺

[@kenziesekoni5766]

“Lied to my doctor, she knew i was faking” _same. same_

[@charlie.squaple]

That line hits hard 😭💖

[@kaitoyuu1925]

mine didn't seem to belief me when i was completely honest

[@kenziesekoni5766]

Kaito Yuu awh that’s terrible! im sorry :(

[@salsichandotv]

my doc is so good she don't even notice

[@jionatechnician3189]

@@salsichandotv lmaooo

[@b-reyescarlstephenreyes7049]

"cant tell my mama, it makes her worry" That's why I haven't been in a therapy because I'm to scared to open up. So im just here suffering.

[@muliersuiiuris3482]

Hey, Stephen Reyes. Whoever you may be, I just want you to know that life is beautiful dude and you need to get better in order to witness it. Try to tell your mom or dad or your guardian about your pain. Okay? I'll pray for you.

[@yuvassrisureshkumar5020]

Isokay, i know we can all get through this together ❤try your best to overcome it however you can. We know you can do this💜

[@cee5899]

Hey. I know it's hard. I know. But take that leap of faith and tell someone. It's scary as fuck, I know. You don't want to hurt anyone. But trust me when I tell you that it'll hurt them more if you don't tell them. Trust me. Dawn comes after the darkest of nights after all.

[@guest_of_randomness]

i m too. and i'm afraid to change something, if i go to therapist.

[@micah.3814]

tbh i need therapy but i don’t want to tell my parents the depth of how i really feel...

[@Doraemon-re6sm]

She’s the person who wrote Camila Cabello’s “Never Be the Same”, “OMG”, Louis Tomlinson’s “Just Hold On” and many other songs that went viral. The songs that she released with the voice of her own are even more touching and relatable. She’s just talented af.

[@angelinebena9675]

I did not know that but she really is amazing

[@sikdernurulislam8412]

Wait what she wrote Just Hold on!!!!!

[@charitaparedes2561]

Really?

[@Sandyen]

Omg she is amazing, underrated queen

[@hillarykropi775]

What I didn't know that she wrote those songs thank you for telling ❣️❣️🥰🥰. Sasha makes me wanna cry 😭

[@vunezsa]

Am I the only one that got “older” vibes in some parts ???

[@aimanhamzahsazali401]

Yezzza

[@tear_tea]

Yeah me too especially the ‘ I try and I try but I’m too sad to cry’ part

[@nonishadas4444]

Soo true. Felt that tooo!

[@cliterally]

@@tear_tea Yep i was about to say that

[@whizzardblizzard5696]

It borrowed some melodies

[@doodsclrk5278]

Am I the only one who thinks that she needs to be more recognized? 😔

[@vaitiarmy6647]

I agree.. She deserves so much more recognition 🥺❤️ She's a true artist for me 🙏

[@user-ns5ht6uk5f]

Totally

[@aryandivyanshu8324]

She deserves more. She has been underrated for way too long.

[@jaylynn1994]

She deserves so much

[@milliefan1097]

Nope

[@cami641]

"I'm not suicidal but sometimes the lines get all blurry" I relate to this so much, I don't wanna die, but sometimes when things aren't good i just start thinking about ending my existence so I can rest 🤦

[@Ella-ns2zf]

How are you now?

[@someonejustsomeone2569]

Yeah i just need sometimes to rest from living in this world.But what can i do? Sleeping is good that's what i need.But then it's too quick. I want to get a coma LoL

[@whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat4457]

Oh my god I know the comments are really old lol.... but hope y'all doing well at this time... I just relate to y'all just wanted to say that

[@MycIsAwesome]

How I feel every day

[@user-zc9ih8em5r]

You know it's getting bad again when you listen to Sasha Sloan. I need her to stay sane.

[@herstappen]

this is the perfect song to put on repeat for when your mind is empty, you’re devoid of emotion & you’re spacing out

[@danieltnkay]

that's exactly what I'm doing rn 😩 @(4:06 a.m.)

[@ismaeelmalik7366]

Same 😭💔❤

[@rheevaquilacio7413]

"I try and I try but I'm too sad to cry" I felt that too deeply ☹️

[@hollywelch7612]

I've never been diagnosed with depression or anxiety. But that doesn't mean I don't have them. Don't act like you need medical documents to prove someone is broken and depressed. Some people may be faking it but it may be real for others, so don't act like depression and anxiety only exist when a piece of paper says so. I have terrible anxiety. But have never been diagnosed. Sometimes the only diagnosis you need is your mind telling you or someone watching through your actions.

[@usnim3927]

It's opposite for me actually mate. I diagnosed with depression one year ago but nobody can tell that I am. But only I can know how I feel. You are so right. You don't need a piece of paper to be 'really' depressed or suffering from anxiety. Don't let people say "You don't feel these things, it's all in your head, you are faking it..." They talk shit. Just try to feel calm a bit more for yourself. I sincerely understand how you feeling. But I promise you'll get through them. (stay safe on quarantine days)

[@weningauliadewani6444]

Hey,same.sending lots of hugs for u.

[@kaellietabor794]

Amen to that

[@kristi5286]

That's exactly what I'm going through rn.... it's scary...

[@bellaschwartz8718]

She is beautiful and I love her voice!!

[@aileenmariellesharen124]

i came here because 1 million dance but the lyrics so relate to these day

[@guest_of_randomness]

so same- it sucks, the feelings...

[@naz_inSomnia]

Saame lol

[@bumblebee1702]

me too :/

[@richardaristotlebaban4063]

@Kepler 186-F my grandma died and her last words alwase eat i did not eat breakfast

[@karinasantos17]

Me too

[@taeloaugustinealivevo294]

Sulli died from suicide, let's pray for those who are suicidal let's love them

[@nowshintabassum9571]

[@smmshoe]

That is like half of the fan base bro

[@hyunjaesu]

Police did not confirm the cause of her passed away tho. The news who said that she hung herself is from fan's tweet. All the police said is that she passed away suddenly, and left no letter or notes behind.

[@cupcakefanuzb5572]

@@hyunjaesu lets be real, they confirmed that she wasnt murdered, she was fairly healthy (i think), what else could it be, especially with all the shit she used to get

[@taeyongtaehyung6334]

uselessfujoh shit But i saw a video from korean official programme (idk what coz it's random from youtube recommendations) said that she left note but the police couldn't tell about what it was..

[@asminamalla2147]

WHY IS SHE SO UNDERRATED!!!! I JUST DON’T GET IT! WHY?

[@franciscotosca8735]

I don't know, maybe she is not 17 years old

[@tanrosartscience8346]

Good songs don't make the cut, often-a sad observation.

[@d0llheart]

Omg ur pfp used to be mineee lol I thought I was the only one who knew that pic. Brings back memories

[@asminamalla2147]

Kenzie Talmadge omg hahahaha i haven't changed my pfp since i made this account so it's reaaaallllly old. But high five pfp partner

[@d0llheart]

Asmina Malla lol yes

[@GrayCole96]

When you get to the point that you feel nothing... it's scary. Looking back to when I was really depressed, it scares me that I felt so empty. Everything feels like it's in a shade of gray and nothing matters. For anyone reading this that may feel the same way, know that you're normal. Know that people do care about you. Know that you aren't alone. Know that the emptiness won't be there forever and that while there will still be "gray days" there will also be vibrant days full of color, and those are the ones worth waiting and living for.

[@fitihtesfaye4612]

thank you

[@FREDERICOtv-uy6xh]

Its 2023 and im still listening to this😭❤

[@ezgiucar2841]

Can’t pick one line honestly all the lyrics hit me so bad

[@Cutie3XBaby]

“I’m not suicidal but sometimes the lines get all blurry” I’ve been “suicidal yet not” ever since I was young. Most of time I tried to tell people, but at the same time, I’m scared too. I’m scared to lose people who will think I’m just trying to get attention. There’s so many periods of time in my life that I lost myself within sadness. It’s like a black hole trying to pull you in. When I’m back to myself, all I can think about is how scary it is to fall back into the hole again. It’s like I’m walking on a rope, anytime I might fall again. These past few months, I’ve been happy ☺️ my mom texted me “I’m glad you’re back to yourself”. I felt broken inside, reading this. “Can’t tell my mama, it makes her worry”. Yes, I pity myself. I pitied that I wasted half of my lifetime drown in sadness, I pitied all the tears I shed, I pitied all the energy I wasted, I pitied that I didn’t love myself enough. And, I pity me that pitied myself. I haven’t lost the fight yet, I am going to win this war that I have with myself. Every time I fall back into this black hole, I will climb and get up no matter how many times.

[@tweetybird6166]

I send all my hugs and kisses to you❤❤😘😘😘💪💪💛💙💜💚💚❤💋💋💋🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

[@demantevitk]

Cutie3XBaby Im going trough the same right now and I’m tired of trying again and again. I can’t even explain the shit that’s been going in my head, i feel dead inside and look dead outside. I understand you, feel your pain. Let’s hold on together. 🖤

[@123vitaminC]

I’ll be here, cheering you on to climb through that dark hole. You can do it! :)

[@zeghinaraounak9829]

I feel you, cause i've been through the same things that you've talked about Hope your fine now 💕

[@abeautifulmess9647]

There have been times in my life too when I would just wish I would die because I can't commit suicide but at the same time I didn't want to live. Let's hold on together and fight till the end

[@jeymimembreno9886]

Just look at the moment where you was crying and nobody was there Just you So close your eyes and imagine that moment and hug yourself crying said to yourself is gonna be find because nobody can understand you how you would you understand to yourself

[@dream-zx3cu]

I suggested this song for Taehyung , and he played it in his Live stream , I hope he really saw my suggestion 🥺😿

[@Moonchild_aika]

@@akanshabose same

[@achitzudir8654]

Taetae?😳💜

[@Moonchild_aika]

@@achitzudir8654 yeah , V💜

[@Nathan_091]

@@akanshabose just search on KZbin. Or download vlive from playstore

[@azanpleasedie]

@@akanshabose its 200609 v

[@soumitachakraborty1845]

Omg when she says, " yesterday I tried to pray but didn't know what to say..."

[@ohno6026]

really felt that

[@hamilt55467]

Pray to what or whom? Something that you’ve been told exists but has obviously always felt strange to you? Because it doesn’t exist.. if it does and claims to be all good, then it has some serious explaining to do about the extremely fucked up and twisted parts of life they have created

[@temialaka872]

sigh i felt that

[@AndresHernandez-ke9wi]

The way to know that God exists it's trough Jesus. For all good he made he was crucified so this life can be so depressing and horribles things happens every day but my hope is that JESUS died for my sins and gives me eternal life. I know you don't believe in all of that but i just want to tell you. He loves you so much and so do i. I don't expect you believe me but give him a chance open you're heart and he will explain you all those things you don't understand. I love you guys i hope you just have a great day! God bless you!

[@saralayk275]

@@AndresHernandez-ke9wi thank you. Jesus bless u🤗

[@jennycrazy101]

Sometime I feel like give up. Like I want sleep for hours and days . Like I get tried to fight for my life.

[@LindaLopez-kz9dz]

jenny wood I believe in you. You got this! 😘

[@hkmtv2300]

Keep fighting buddy u are strange than you think

[@saraagostinho8951]

Keep on fighting, that is way you are in a war, you are a warrior

[@itsvictorializzy]

You are an amazing person to someone even if you yourself don’t think so ❤️❤️

[@iw5679]

We got you ❤️

[@NynyDaravy]

I’ve tried and I’ve tried but I’m too scared to die.

[@williamdevlin5246]

:(

[@nurvahidli2132]

I feel you..😔

[@cee5899]

Hold on. Please hold on. My heart hurts for you but you can't give up. Sending you love and strength wherever you are for whatever you're facing.

[@rosemakesmequestionmysexua4540]

i felt that.....

[@leonorqueirosdias3164]

Death is not worth it. Keep fighting pls

[@ayana_3293]

I want her to become big but at same time I don’t want her too. She’s my little secret for over a year💜

[@rvvashisht4622]

Same!! I don't want people around me saying she's there fav too

[@alyciagolding1427]

this is so pure, you can tell this whole album just poured out of her

[@Sofiaaaa27]

“yesterday I tried to pray, but I didn’t know what to say” I’m religious and I could relate the MOST when she sang that... sometimes opening up is hard, even to the people we MOST trust, in my case, God.. this whole song is so relatable, like lying to my doctor, or trying not to worry my mom, and not going out with friends.... It is that moment where we’re TOO SAD TO CRY

[@PMitch-ij7bz]

Sofia I'm religious, but I can't even pray anymore. I find it hard to talk to God, too much has happened that has put a huge strain on the relationship I had with Him. However, I'm not drowning in sorrow.

[@AxleBoost]

Sofia It helps to remind myself that God already knows everything that has happened.

[@donni6315]

P. Mitch I like to think that time is an illusion to god, unlike us he’s sees everything as one big picture. Perhaps it’s hard to hear but atleast I like to believe that the bad things that happened to me had to happen whether I’d be for my benefit down the line or someone else’s. Maybe if what happened to you hadn’t happened, instead the same thing would have happened to someone else. but unlike you that person wouldn’t have been able to handle it.

[@nataliefindley7071]

Wow... the guilt overrules opening up so that when we want to be crying and being honest about ourselves, we can't. We're too sad. Deep.

[@Lauravalleee]

I know exactly how it feels 🥺 but they same time, since I have no one to talk to or open up to, I sit in my room and talk to God as if I’m talking to someone that’s sitting right next to me. And even though I might look crazy talking to myself, I know for a fact that I’m not. There’s been many times that I’ve cried at his feet, telling him that I want to give up. Not even an hour later, I’m scrolling through Instagram and get a random bible verse that goes exactly with what I was telling God about. That’s how I know that even though sometimes it feels that I’m talking to no one, I know that he’s always listening and pushing me to keep going. I know everything I’m going through is for a purpose, and that it won’t last forever. I’m going to be praying for you girly 🙏🏻❤️ stay strong! It’s all going to be worth it at the end ❤️

[@hadi_177re]

The national anthem of depression ❤️🫡

[@levistoria6936]

BTS Taehyung brought me here and i loved this song so much ! i relate it too much...

[@TJMorrison.]

I used to be too sad to cry, now I'm back to myself, to everyone out there feeling sad and down, just know times will get better, and you should always know you're not the Only

[@JordanRA]

The only one who's lonely.

[@q.l.1363]

Anybody feel like me? Show of hands...

[@heinariaking7665]

The hardest part on fighting this battle is not being able to tell anyone how you feel. Because you think that telling them might burden them or that you don't matter enough for them to listen to your story. I'm sorry but I just needed to say this because these days "i'm too sad to cry". I'm so near giving up.

[@alicebrtn4576]

I feel that too. Keep fighting ♥️

[@heinariaking7665]

@@alicebrtn4576 Thank you. 💙

[@victoriacs5252]

hi you wrote this nearly a year ago. i hope you are doing ok and that you didn’t give up. sending all my love to you

[@saintmary1552]

I hope you are okay right now. We're here for you 🤗

[@adji5970]

same here, my family are like strangers, they're just keep pushing me without giving a shit with my prob

[@bitofbrownshuga3061]

"Yesterday, I tried to pray, but I didn't know what to say." 😭

[@ann_tidote]

Uhhhhh this song just hits hard. It's even harder when most days you feel like you don't deserve to heal because you've caused your own suffering and you have no one to blame but you. Definitely too sad to cry.

[@bethanyluck5780]

You absolutely deserve to heal, you deserve to be better and you deserve to be able to live your life. You don't have to put the blame on anyone, including yourself

[@ann_tidote]

Thank you, Beth. Still hanging on. There are just really difficult days like today. I'm here again, I'm starting to lose hope again.

[@vick4990]

@@ann_tidote Hi Ann, you are not alone on this lane, we all are imperfect and have one way or the other hurt ourselves or another but despite that we all deserve to heal because we don't know who we might help if we do... So learn to forgive yourself and move-on we aren't the only one that did wrong before and we won't be the last one although sometimes it seems we can't help ourselves to escape from this pains but there's one sure thing we could do... We can shut the door and talk to God about our problem the best way you could talk and tell him how you need his help to get out from this shit.. I believe it eases things a lot. Please keep holding on and keep being busy with chores and daily tasks it also helps, like for me I wash plate most days it helps me feel like atleast I am worth a thing that could benefit others on earth. More love from here, Ann. Blissful days ahead

[@soysauce_4533]

Why does it feel like I’m listening to a chapter of my own story every time I listen to one of your songs?

[@agoodsoul2446]

It’s really sad that so many people can relate to this song... And that’s just what life has become now for everyone.

[@nelsonwinner-rb5tk]

Why does love and life always have to be unfair... life was better when I was just a child 💔💔

[@dreams4065]

Late night+headphones+her songs+letting your feelings flow+not stopping your tears = taking burden off of your shoulder and finally feeling relax.

[@hamshaiwb5849]

A little tip: Pray like you're talking a person that understands you, even if you're not religious, it feels like you have someone to.

[@polpolaris]

does it really work?

[@unknown7391]

@@polpolaris it does

[@MJ-jq4kc]

It does.

[@jacky4548]

Pray to God, not to your own image. He understands you , believe that Jesus died for your sins and rose up on the third day, and all those sins and insecurities you once had will be gone, forgotten by God's grace. If He was able to divide a whole sea, will he not be able to heal your mind? Call upon his name “And call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me.” - Psalms 50:15 “And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the LORD shall be delivered..." - Joel 2:32

[@By-ko1ee]

@@polpolaris yes it does :) I normally close my bedroom door and sit up in bed at night and pray like I’m talking to someone who knows me well.

[@ariamdr3610]

Its like she is telling my life story...🙄☹☹

[@sircrocodile7625]

Yeah, me too.

[@amylovemyart]

My depression has made a comeback but none of my family members know about it. Actually, no one knows. I don't know who or how to tell people.

[@solidbro9407]

Im with u

[@cruzdelafuente6342]

Don't worry, all it's gonna be okay, I don't know you, but I love you. You are not alone, you're gonna be happy, I promise.❣️

[@lillyc94]

Is it weird that i find sad songs comforting? I feel like they just help me know that I'm not alone

[@skallin1145]

*_I wish all the people who are going through a bad time, and you feel identified with this song, find the happiness and peace that you need and deserve. really. I hope all your problems are solved soon ._* 🖤✨

[@yaraali1455]

Thank you so much 😔 I really felt your message and it made me feel better 💜

[@skallin1145]

@@yaraali1455 love uu🖤🖤🖤

[@xaviercortes7085]

thank you but that is difficult in my case because for me life is not life it is literal survival what my father's life was. study to get a degree, get a degree to be able to get a job with a minimum wage to be able to eat, die in a traffic accident to do more work to get a little more money, my sister studied to get a job and now she is keeping to my family in the same way that my father did 90 percent of his time at work my brother is studying to be able to work and my mother died giving birth to me 18 years ago I am starting my university studies without interest because if that's the life i prefer die now and not go through that hell but i don't dare to commit suicide because i don't want my sister to suffer and my life is not the worst but i'm not as strong as other people i'm alive for being alive no for wanting to be alive but thanks for thinking of other people the problem is that most of the people don't do it I hope you have a good future sorry for the speech but I needed to release it because I don't tell my sister for not worrying her and I have no friends to talk to

[@jadeeeb1830]

isn't it crazy how some songs can explain the thoughts you have but can't express???

[@eleidas244]

I've been fighting with a depression for many years, it pains me see in how many of you I can see my old self. I was too scared to open up, to try, I thought that life just wasn't mean for me... With the help of the pills and my psy I'm able to rebuild my life. If you can find a little of hope in my comment, please, seek help, I can promise you that one day you'll be able to smile. If you feel like you wanna give up and don't wanna talk with your family and friends, feel free to talk to me, you are not a burden, I promise

[@aurorabuchanan5139]

This song really hit hard. Cried to this song because it’s way too real and the story of my life and many others. Thank you. It’s hard to find songs to fully encompass what you feel inside.

[@minimae1527]

"Can't tell my mama it makes her worry, I'm not suicidal but sometimes the lines get all blurry" I can relate to this. 😭😭😭😭😭

[@yeshreally4311]

I listen “ Dancing with your ghost “ all day until hearing it.

[@ira9635]

I lie alot, I lie so people could think I'm a cool person and like me, I realized it was wrong and stopped but it was too late, now I'm getting picked on and I dont know what to do, the biggest lie was that I was always a happy person, I'm not, I'm insecure, sad, I've got anxiety, I'm scared, I dont talk alot with my "new friends" because I'm scared they'll think I'm clingy...

[@barbara.pn_7743]

I feel you... I'm acting always happy to my friends but I'm crying when I'm alone. I don't want to look sad to them cause I don't want to hurt them😔 I feel like my life is a mess

[@shrutikameshram3860]

I hope both of you are okay now.. If not then know that it's okay not to be okay and all I wish from my bottom of heart is for you to have a good day. A good day that makes you feel a little alive if not more.

[@barbara.pn_7743]

@@shrutikameshram3860 thank you 🙏🏻😭🥰

[@ira9635]

@@barbara.pn_7743 I personally listen to bts or kpop songs or sasha sloan cause their music helps uwu

[@ira9635]

@@shrutikameshram3860 thank you...

[@nikitakumari4964]

I really hope everyone finds peace. I cannot stand it. I don't wanna live like this. It's just too hard for me.

[@AwalaChristabel-jz1ch]

I pray you find ur peace and God gives you the strength to overcome whatever it is you are going through But I believe that at the end of the day you will be fine

[@loser6544]

It doesn’t make sense, but for years I felt empty and upset, so when it all went away, I didn’t know what to do and became more lost than before. Sometimes feeling sad makes me feel better because it’s better than feeling nothing at all.

[@kev1n714]

I can relate to this so much

[@loser6544]

❤️

[@nitsuj6555]

From someone who understands this completely, you may think feeling sad is better than nothing, and that IS true.. But you don't need to feel sad to feel something. You'll find your happiness one day, I promise you. X

[@anap3261]

``I’m not suicidal but sometimes the lines get all blurr´´ I felt that.

[@iam5566]

‘I try and I try’ I do, I always do. Even though I always end up falling back, but I only got myself. She deserves happiness, and even if my actions are self-destructive, I try and in the only way I know, just for her. Be kind to yourselves, they don’t deserve the pain.

[@nwapjm]

"yesterday I tried to pray, but I didn't know what to say" then "I'm too sad to cry" lines really hit me. I'm religious but when we got stress, insecurities, depression and all of the problems come to our life really makes me feel that way. It's not like I don't believed to my God, it's just too tired with everything and I just confused even to myself. Sasha's song is like BTS's songs, it heals me a lot and makes me feel accompanied.

[@kaymaylia]

I once doubt God too, but I got angry to God so I lash out. Ironically, it's also God who helped me. BTS songs help, too (e.g. Butterfly is about loving someone suicidal). I think if I didn't doubt God, I wouldn't be here typing these.

[@helenaeain3747]

Here’s a fun fact: dont know if u guys notice it too but the part “I try and try” actually sounds like as the part “the older I get” in her song “Older”

[@mariaana.6874]

yeaaaa:3

[@fatinmohd4875]

Seems like she's telling her real story life and feeling.

[@didiwijaya3652]

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarahkatuh

[@jonathanhall7679]

This is the song I go to every time I need to cry.

[@melinavas966]

J-Hope put this song on his v live and I realized two things: 1 = She has spectacular songs. 2 = I think Hobi likes Sasha Sloan.

[@kiansskz]

the title is literally the story of my life

[@awesomealiza4351]

yeemo uke trash CRANKTHATFRANK

[@kiansskz]

@@awesomealiza4351 hi

[@awesomealiza4351]

yeemo uke trash heyyy :)

[@yesthatisababytoucan.youre6983]

@@awesomealiza4351 That was literally me when I saw their profile picture XD

[@DonnyJ]

I'm so bummed that Sasha is not getting the recognition she deserves. Clearly a Top 5 artist in the world right now. Would love to collab with her one day. 😍

[@rjblack7029]

Give us that heat 💯

[@neko0.0]

"Can't tell my Mama, it makes her worry"-----this hits hard!!😭

[@karamiru18]

I’ve been depressed for so long until I can’t even remember how long… I just get used to it until I don’t even feel anything anymore.

[@natashabanda4791]

Me too 😭😭

[@SurfersSilver]

To the people out there: No matter how sad and hurt we are, as long as we don't lose the hope of being happy and joyful, we will be able to gain the strength to live through each other's love🙆😍😍

[@catlover5822]

“Don’t even try cause I’m scared to fuck up”. “I try and I try but I’m too sad to cry.” Why do I relate so much to this.... I don’t know how much longer I can do this.

[@juliee4868]

Things will get better, you just have to keep fighting and it will get better :)

[@catlover5822]

juliee I have just been so numb for too long. I’m starting to just exist not live. I want to die but deep down I have a sliver of hope. Often It is even more difficult because some days my body doesn’t even feel like mine, I’m simply just so unhappy with myself. I don’t know.

[@juliee4868]

@@catlover5822 I don't know if this will make sense but I'll try to explain it. I have depression and anxiety, I've had it for years and it has literally kept me from enjoying my life. Sometimes I can spend days in my house doing nothing productive but when I'm having really bad days and I start feeling like life's not worth living I just look at the sky. It may sound kind of dumb but I really love the sky, I think it's beautiful, you never know how it's gonna be the next time you look up and you can see it from wherever you are. So, when I look at it I just think: if there's something that beautiful above all of us there's no way life's not worth living. This is something my mom told me on one of my bad days and maybe for you it's going to be something else but the point is, there has to be something that makes you happy (even if it's just for a moment) and that's what you should hold on to :) I really don't know if it made sense hehe

[@catlover5822]

juliee I just don’t remember what makes me happy anymore, everything seems to going crashing down, it feels like it’s been going up in flames in front of me but I can only do so much.

[@demonic_ashy]

"Don't even try cause i'm scared to f*ck up" felt that

[@ernestswiftie]

“I’m not suicidal, but sometimes the lines get all blurry” A hauntingly beautiful line that I'm sure many relate to. Thank you for doing what you do, Sasha Sloan.

[@emelsonjr4925]

I'm a simple man I see Sasha Sloan I click

[@vantaetan9457]

One thing that I learned as a Christian is that crying is a prayer too. One thing I realized listening to this is that a song could be a way of reaching out - seeking for help and salvation. He loves you all :)

[@nramune5928]

Aj Yep,thatsme ❤️

[@cf2118]

Thanks taehyung i needed this💜💜💜💜💜💜...Thank you Sasha💜💜💜💜💜

[@Mary-up3ex]

Hi, army! I am glad you found this! Our boys got great musical tastes. Hobi also played it on his live where he danced.

[@haileykirkman3462]

God loves you and he is ALWAYS there. if you feel suicidal please don’t do anything. it’s not worth leaving this world and please meet God. he loves us so much he let his own son die for our sins. please comment if you need someone to talk to. i love you all

[@etienne69]

lyrics to this beautiful song.. i've shed a tear [Verse 1] Wasn't raised religious But I wish that I was Having nothing to believe in It’s been killing my buzz [Pre-Chorus] Yeah, I comb my hair, close the blinds Play Hallelujah like two dozen times And yesterday, I tried to pray But I didn't know what to say [Chorus] I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up Don’t even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up Don't like to talk, I just lay in my bed Don't even try to go out with my friends Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take them I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry [Verse 2] Can't tell my mama It makes her worry I’m not suicidal Sometimes, the lines get all blurry [Pre-Chorus] Yeah, I comb my hair, close the blinds Play Hallelujah like two dozen times And yesterday, I tried to pray But I didn’t know what to say [Chorus] I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up Don’t even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up Don't like to talk, I just lay in my bed Don’t even try to go out with my friends Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take them I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry [Chorus] I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up Don't like to talk, I just lay in my bed Don't even try to go out with my friends Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take them I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry

[@rummanhabib2781]

how many people love her music 👇

[@Lilien468]

She said it all this is just too relatable 😭

[@moonlover2962]

When she said “don’t even try cuz i’m scared to fuck up” this hits my whole life!

[@av-ln9js]

“tried to pray but i didn’t know what to say” hit hard

[@etikai9828]

Sounds a bit like "the older I get"

[@ghostoking]

Yep 😔♥

[@ArchMonLoL]

yep lol that was the most view music of sasha

[@IgnLilith]

"I tried to pray, but I didn't know what to say" I felt that💔

[@Sunshine08433]

Can't tell my mama , it makes her worry! I'm not suicidal , But sometimes the lines get all blurry! These lines hit hard😭🖤!!

[@coolpanda8822]

"Dont even try to go out with my friends" and "to sad to cry" those lines hit so damn hard

[@janinafrank3208]

I swear, sometimes your songs are the only things that give me hope

[@raquel_camarena]

A couple months ago, I was going through something really difficult. I had bottled in my emotions and purposefully blinded myself to my reality. It didn’t take long to feel numb. Eventually, I found this song. I remember bursting into tears because I heard exactly how I felt. I had been ignoring my reality for so long that hearing this song and acknowledging how I felt gave me relief and hope. I would listen to this song in an attempt to feel better. I cried every time I heard this song, and even though I was hurting more and more everyday I kept trying. After months of trying, I’m in a better place. Today, I listen to this song and wish I could give my past self a good hug. That’s all I wanted at the time, someone to hug me and tell me I was trying my best. I was in such a dark place and I don’t want to go back. I don’t want you there either. If you are feeling what this song depicts, I believe in you. Keep going. Life isn’t always going to be easy but we can make it bearable, we can find something to love about it. I won’t make you empty promises all I can try to give you is hope. I don’t know who you are and you don’t know who I am just know that if all you want is a hug, I would be willing to give you one. There is someone in this world who is willing to do that for you. You are trying your best, what you feel is yours and it’s valid, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. I hope that one day, you can look back and realize you are better today than you were yesterday.

[@sobhsaeed462]

this made me cry

[@Anonymous-gk8oe]

Hi I know you made this comment about a year ago and I’m not sure if you’ll see this reply but I just wanted to say thank you for writing this. I’ve been in a pretty dark place recently and reading what you wrote has helped me to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I haven’t been able to cry in god knows how long but reading about how all you wanted was someone to hug you and tell you that you’re trying your best made me break down into tears, something that felt so unfamiliar to me. I know what I’m going through will take time to get over, but I feel like I am one step closer to getting out of this dark place I am in. Thank you for sharing this.

[@afoekeluvianney3491]

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@chemcarascal5710]

two consecutive months of breaking down while listening to this song on repeat

[@tiagohardman]

i'm praying for you girl... know that feeling

[@averyg74]

I'm having a dark day and here I am, listening to the songs she released today. What a perfect timing, Sasha surely can relate 😶

[@mehvishasif7662]

hey just be ok. You'll shine someday so be there for it.

[@averyg74]

@@mehvishasif7662 Yeah, I just got to believe that it's a phase that everyone has in their life. Thanks, btw 😊

[@_Eclipse_.]

Those lines 🖤 "Cut my hair Close the blinds Play hallelujah like 2 Dozen Times Yesterday I try to pray But I didn't know what to say"

[@baileysandwich7659]

I’m 15 and 5 months ago I ran away on,y leaving a note saying I’m sorry. I had gone too some abandoned barns and attempted suicide, woke up in hospital. I’ve been to rehab I’ve been taking my meds and I just wanna say, I’m 2 months clean of cutting and I’m currently doing better

[@terihello7805]

thank you Hobi

[@louoffer4567]

i’d never related myself this much to a song

[@bangtansonyeondan3668]

Hobi Oppa is the reason why I searched this beautiful yet sad song. And I have no regrets of listening.

[@Ohh_itsshanell]

"it's been killing my buzz" my sister's ask me why i just listen to sad music it connects to my soul

[@laopandax3]

I’d love to hear Sasha sing Hallelujah.

[@FrancesSloan]

I have. beautiful

[@winterharper9236]

This song gave me those really nice goosebumps

[@vinx.9.11]

i dont know how i could get through hard times without her music

[@talibann917]

I'm too sad to cry🎶🥰 sasha 🤩