wow this is exactly what i've struggled with my whole life but i've always been the giver and compromised in any and all relationships and only saw doing things for myself as selfish. But now that in an adult I realize I need to be selfish or self reliant more so and honest with myself in what I like and want in life and build my own unique ego and self confidence and self worth.
@regeneratedsun61053 жыл бұрын
You hit the nail on the head for me. and I got a PISCES SOUTH NODE
@ark007puma52 жыл бұрын
@@regeneratedsun6105 me too sn in pisces ough
@pranavharan72525 ай бұрын
Ye I resonate with what you wrote here too. I'm 24 and currently going through it hehe. Its hard to really dig into myself and form an identity tho
@Kiahhhhhhhh3 жыл бұрын
This is so true omfg, my dad is an Aries sun and I often resented him for how angry he always was. Then when my mom said I was exactly like him I would get defensive and angry-trying to deny it. I do seek people who dominate me because I can never balance my anger and my resentment to myself for being angry. It’s something I despise in others when I know I have it in myself ): this is such a complicated placement but I know I can master it. Thanks!
@ass4and8am11 ай бұрын
omggg yes same woth me and my dad. it manifest little different only because of having it retrograde
@kingjmh974 жыл бұрын
I’m definitely going to rewatch this over and over and over
@HistoryInvestigators Жыл бұрын
I needed this at 20. I'm 27 and this is it. It's my return. It's in my 6th house. I work in Healthcare. I do have flare-ups. With my moon being full at my time of birth and in Aries as well, the flare ups were more like explosions.
@yournotthatimportant10324 ай бұрын
My son has this placements in the 6th as well. Can you tell me your experience he is 27 as well self identity issues
@ashantioneal8960 Жыл бұрын
what i love about my friends is they think its funny to get me angry, and its never actually serious but it feels like a good practice to sit in those feelings and learn to be comfortable
@doro54195 жыл бұрын
Saturn in the 1st house here. And it fits, too! Thank you, Eliza!
@palulota4 жыл бұрын
You talk in the most beautiful and elocuent way, thank you
@rockambolesco17904 жыл бұрын
Thank you! Astrology is a way to learn more about myself! I'm glad I bumped into this world and decided to go forward with more and more steps.
@senatoraous3 жыл бұрын
I just dived into this energy today. The other videos put me down so much that I cried out of desperation. I’m grateful for many blessings however I’m in an emotionally weak place. As I’m getting closer to the puzzle of who am I and what I want to have the lonelier I feel. The other videos exasperated wounds I have, telling me my hard work won’t bring rewards and I may retreat to solitude in an older age being fed up with this placement. You have a completely different and healing approach and I sooo want to believe you. Thank you for your voice!
@timirichards811111 ай бұрын
Some still people find astrology placements as bullocks… it’s alarming how much this is pure truth
@dianamicu Жыл бұрын
Thank you, best explanation I heard so far🙌🏻
@OlinNerthus8 ай бұрын
Oh my god I LOVE YOU for making this videooooooo holy molly EXACTLY what i needed to hear, thank you. At a certain point you just need to accept you're not an angry person, you're just more passionate than you realize about being yourself. Why must I need to prove myself to anyone other than myself? Is what I'm going to keep reminding myself now whenever one feels like "performing for the audience". I'm getting so tired of said defensive mechanism. A version of the self that's confident for the sake of others, vs a version of self that's confident for the sake of YOU so that everyone experiences the best of you..not the version of yourself that is trying to compensate for not feeling adequate in the moment you needed to be more useful or WHATEVER it is. OF COURSE we're so angry when we are slowly suffocating ourselves, the soul is crying and yelling at us to BREATHE. T.T It's really not fair for us to put that pressure on anyone to win the battle for us, when it's our battle to deal with regardless of the contribution the outside world/others may have had on to make it more difficult--it's all just God and the Universe pushing us in the right direction. OUR direction. Not someone else's... hence "a healthy ego" is so beautifully mentioned. THANK YOU for the video again love. Mucho gracias :)
@SilentKFilms4 жыл бұрын
This was so spot on for me. Had saturn square saturn last year and I definitely experienced that maturation of saturn in aries you described. I have much less shame and anger since then and much more drive and passion now. Thank you so much! Really accurate interpretation.
@leyahruizdeloreto64204 жыл бұрын
Awesome Eliza! Thank you. Spot on, along with your Aries North Node video.
@ashtonsmith45204 жыл бұрын
Girl I'm crying oh my god. This is nutty
@humanbeing85532 жыл бұрын
I have Moon/Saturn in Aries and this hits home so hard. Thank you for this insight
@ikemoon1274 жыл бұрын
I have Saturn in Aries in the 10th/conjunct the MC, LOL. My whole life I've felt like people were asking too much of me, demanding that I be selfless, all the while hypocritically being very selfish in doing so. Perhaps some of that has crept into my political beliefs as well, idk. The more I've come to think of it, the more I've come to the conclusion that Saturn represents your enemies, and so Saturn in Aries represents strong enemies - or also enemies in power. Saturn does rule Capricorn and Aquarius, after all, which are opposite Cancer and Leo, ruled by the Moon and the Sun, which represent you. Saturn exalts in the opposite sign of the Sun, since when Saturn is in Libra, your burdens are weakened, equally and fairly distributed in all places instead of all in one place. Saturn in Aries is like an unclimbable mountain, an insurmountable obstacle, an indomitable opponent, etc. It also reminds me of a black hole, lol - a void that is being infinitely compressed. At any rate, I actually agree with most of what you said in the video, perhaps the most accurate video I've seen on this topic. To whom it may concern, I also have Mercury conjunct Venus in Capricorn square Saturn, Neptune in Capricorn, Sun, Moon, Uranus and Jupiter in Aquarius, and Cancer rising. So, a lot of Saturnine placements, lol.
@ikemoon1274 жыл бұрын
Politically, I have a strong affinity for individualism, but I don't want to make this about that. I just thought it was interesting to note the similarity there, plus the 10th house is a very public-oriented house and I have the ruler of my 10th house (Mars) in Pisces in the 9th.
@introrizing45393 жыл бұрын
I have this placement as well. Saturn conj mc in aries retrograde, near the south node. I am also a Cancer asc. This is why saturn repesents enemies for us my friend. It is the lord of our 7th house. I also have neptune in cap, uranus in aqa in 7th. But people willl always precieve us through our achivements and status. If you let yourself be irresponsible at work, prepare to be judged harshly. Please let me know how it is manifesting for you regarding your career?
@alyssadelgado82323 жыл бұрын
Hey I have this exact placement too! Saturn in Aries in the 10th smack dab on the mid heaven.
@AlastorTheNPDemon Жыл бұрын
I have Saturn in Aries in the 8th House. I always look back on all the lost time and resources it took to achieve the smallest goals. It's rarely worth the effort and I always feel like a damned fool for not doing things the easy, efficient way. I also have my South Node in Aries. It's ceaseless agony.
@Dragona4565 жыл бұрын
That's my Placement, it's in my 1st House(I'm a Pisces Rising) My First House is also Intercepted My Chart tells me often, about me needing more Self-Love(and that I should be more around People) Personally yes, I had my Paranoid-Phase when I was 14-16, where I thought everyone had something against me, and when two girls were super nice to me, I was thinking to myself “they are definitely lying". I used to have a low Self-esteem, now no more, my problem is only that I talk barely, I'm the quiet type. I'm no Therapeut, but my Father has all the Characteristics of a Narcissist. My Mother is a nice Person, but she is really critical(has almost only Virgo Placements), she never gives compliments and mostly used to tell me that I could do better/I should be like this or that person. And she is really emotional, I'm Air Dominant, we barely get to the same common denominator(? pardon, english isn't my native language) About being drawn to stronger and egoistic People, I always hated when somebody told me what to do. Must be my Leo Sun(in the 5th), my Pride is big, nobody is going to push me around, I know what's good for me. I do seem like the innocent type, somebody who can't defend themself, but I actually love having a stronger Role/being a Leader. I'm a Gemini Moon(2nd House), so I'm really rational and I search the Logic in everything, It doesn't seem logical to me, that I should accept and cherish somebody beeing an asshole/narcissistic/pushy to me. My Moon(2nd) is also Opposite Pluto(8th), I detect bad People fast. And my Jupiter is in the 12th House, he is my Guide, pushing me towards the right track xD never been around severely bad People. But I do actually love People with alot of Leo Energy, People who Love themselfs alot, who have a strong Personality, who love Compliments, I find them adorable. My Mars is in the 7th, that's must be why. I'm a Leo Sun, Gemini Moon, Pisces Rising Virgo Venus, Libra Mars.
@JinxxSphinxx3 жыл бұрын
Damn, we literally have almost they same chart lol. Instead of sun in Leo tho, I have a Mars and Lilith there (I'm a Scorpio sun) and my Jupiter's in the X.
@mabelsmith8040 Жыл бұрын
OMG, first getting the right natal chart is a thing! Then doing the work (researching) to get truth, Facts, what resonates , you are Phenomenal, and , I thank you in advance✨
@Inseptembertowers4 жыл бұрын
such a charming woman 💛 perhaps my favorite astrologer
@TheGingerJoye Жыл бұрын
I.LOVED.THIS!!! ♥️ Thank you so much for this!
@chioma9162 жыл бұрын
aries saturn conj my moon, cap rising --- this video is a balm for my souuuul. thank u eliza 😌
@adrishh_9 ай бұрын
Thank You eliza .
@Stuartguitar5 жыл бұрын
Ily why do you have to be so cute. Can’t wait till Saturn Pisces 🥺
@humanbeing85533 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much, I love this explanation
@1496tyler3 жыл бұрын
This was so perfect thankyou
@JodieLee072 жыл бұрын
Moon,Saturn and South Node Aries 7th House. Some of this really resonated alot, Thank you! A few things not so much but as i have more than Saturn in this placement it will have different affects. Appreciate your advice thanks again 💛
@bhagat2774 Жыл бұрын
Goddahmn Woman! I didn't come here to get called out like that 💀😭😂
@serunaitoni23884 жыл бұрын
Jst by watching made me realize jst hw much ive accomplished and how far ive came to this point😭😭😭😭😭
@DedraJenelle3 жыл бұрын
What do you think will come out of proving myself?
@mrinalkrant25232 ай бұрын
Saturn in 12th house in Aries... ... A rebel and recluse, life made and wasted several times... Saturn in Aries is debilitated so struggles multiply... ... Return on hard work is skewed... As lived
@lucerocastro55 жыл бұрын
Thxs that was sweet of u
@Theelcubanazo1Ай бұрын
Find your ego as a Aries Saturn is even harder when Sun's in Libra. Any advice for this dilemma?
@k.c76554 жыл бұрын
What does a Saturn in Aries in 6th house mean? :)
@HistoryInvestigators Жыл бұрын
I have this too.
@troytripicchio93152 жыл бұрын
This was amazing!!!
@ericwolfe6663 жыл бұрын
Thank you.
@Shaantibihh2 жыл бұрын
Damn I felt this
@iguessitsokyungrichbaby28134 жыл бұрын
Damn, you read me like a book 📖
@NeverGiveUp669632 жыл бұрын
Holly fuck your Hella funny dropped my phone I laughed so hard first 60 seconds in 😝
@sailormoon62403 жыл бұрын
I have Saturn in the 1st house in Aries and It’s my rising . It’s tough out here
@janicenavarro88152 жыл бұрын
Same here
@rajeshmali73093 жыл бұрын
Nailed it
@NiKi-ij2ln Жыл бұрын
Saturn in Aries in 3 house inconjunct Chiron in Scorpio in 10 house ( 1° orb) .
@valentinonair15864 жыл бұрын
I'm taurus & you are beautiful❤️🌹
@Cooking-With-Missi3 жыл бұрын
As the narcissistic opera singer once said me me me me me me
@adriancarrillo923919 сағат бұрын
❤❤❤
@specialj67846 ай бұрын
I have accepted heavy metal as my savior on the path to happiness U nexpresses anger gets a peacefull creative out let nobody goes to jail I'm so great full
@krathosthagod2333 жыл бұрын
Saturn in ♈ in the 12
@TheLadyAlchemyChannel2 жыл бұрын
I'm same!
@happyfeet1478 Жыл бұрын
Good luck xD
@milosjeremic79703 жыл бұрын
Saturn in aries 2nd house. Mama mia
@cristybrown76854 жыл бұрын
Off topic, but I love your hair.
@maxin45072 жыл бұрын
Wow ❤
@A-Ls13 жыл бұрын
2:36
@ginomazzei10762 ай бұрын
Lord of the Rings. Youngblood
@autumngrace8541 Жыл бұрын
Narcissistic parents, I wasn't heard, abusive teacher, thyroid never developed while in womb.
@RandomPerson28337 Жыл бұрын
My weakness is you
@saltysiren15113 жыл бұрын
~oof~
@alphawavesready66394 жыл бұрын
Xxxtentacion got this placement. So do i
@siyashilla68854 жыл бұрын
Same I have Saturn in Aries and its also in my ninth house
@ikemoon1274 жыл бұрын
LOL, I was born 4 days after him.
@ikemoon1274 жыл бұрын
(I have Saturn in Aries in the 10th house conjunct MC)
@iguessitsokyungrichbaby28134 жыл бұрын
He died on my birthday
@Kiahhhhhhhh3 жыл бұрын
Wow we have the same birthday too. 1/23 💛
@TopherJayy Жыл бұрын
(24) ive felt lost last two yrs but this really opened my eyes again.
@Zetchr0n09 ай бұрын
I hope you remain feeling lost forever
@sloanefrances18813 жыл бұрын
If Masochism was an Olympic sport, I'd be a gold medalist. -♄ in ♈︎ in the 11th