Saturn in the 1st House Natal 📦 Mirror Mirror On the Wall... //Saturn in Aries//

[@binworking777]

saturn in the first house....helps you to understand that you must love yourself to pass his test....self love overcomes all of his burdens.

[@AS-eq2qm]

Thank you for saying that. I have Saturn/ Pluto first house.... leo sun.... venus Virgo retrograde 12th. I think the theme of my chart is learning to love myself

[@moongoddess821]

I have saturn in my 1st house and The same things you talked about happened to me. I, too, felt ugly during most of my school days, but now I am beautiful ! I also, suffered with depression but came through it stronger.

[@swa406]

Omg that'e me.

[@IAMtheoneyoulovetolove]

I'm not through or "over" it

[@ultimatebeast8624]

Saturn in cancer, orphan, poor, no friends, betrayed, bullied, always wary of my dark complexion, never had courage to show my self to the world, very shy, timid, thought I was undesirable. People were insensitive to me..

[@caitlovesasmr]

Oh my god. Some of the things you mentioned were so true it makes me cringe. I really hope that all Saturn in Aries folks experience a tremendous glow up because we freaking deserve it. I’m 21 and putting in the work now. I won’t expect anything less than to be 60 percent a much better individual on my first Saturn return than I am today!!

[@mesmerizefragaria]

I have had the hardest time trying to cope with this ... my childhood was so difficult, I was sexually abused, I survived a terrorist attack, my mother lost my twin brothers and she became suicidal, I had to adapt to a different culture, traditions and language, my parents got divorced and I felt so useless, ugly and stupid. I barely talk about this because I feel it’s just a self pity party. I’m just trying to be more human, more myself and I’m glad I survived this long. I want to share so much with the world 💜

[@rebellion7463]

God bless you

[@hdam2175]

This struck a cord with me! I have Saturn, Jupiter, and Pluto in the 1st house. Growing up was tough. School wasn’t easy. Knowing myself comes much later.

[@swa406]

Me to Jupiter, Pluto and Saturn in 1st house.

[@pooja350]

Minus Pluto, we're the same. In Taurus ascendant

[@VAE1986]

Same

[@KatyKat422]

No astrologer has expressed this placement better.🙏🏻 I feel seen.

[@tamlynn786]

Yes, I feel astrologers especially those who don’t have this placement try in their best efforts to put a positive spin on it but it frustrates me when they say thing like, Saturn 1st housers “perceive”rejection or perceive hardships. As if it’s all in the mind. SMH. No it is a very real palpable experience that only those who have this placement can understand. This astrologer expresses the reality of it.

[@KatyKat422]

So true!

[@3rdeyebutterfly871]

Saturn in 1st house Sagittarius ♐️...my child hood was filled with me feeling like I wasn’t good enough...I felt like my family didn’t care about me emotionally at all...I got food and shelter and the necessities...but man it was hard I use to think I didn’t deserve it...I will say when I turned 28 life got a lot better...I went through this year of telling everyone NO and being for myself and what I wanted...p.s I’m a nurse 👩‍⚕️ too

[@cassibabii143]

felt this, are u a libra?

[@bestversion3264]

yeah , exactly constant feeling that you do not deserve smth is so bad ((

[@beatricepuiu4576]

Story of my life... Now Saturn return in 1st House is making me take a long hard look at my life and realized that I never took the "1st" place in it. Although everything is falling apart everyday, self discovery is my ray of light 🌞 through the constant gloom

[@jbaucco]

you are so inspiring and compassionate...thank you for sharing your vulnerabilities..you are a very beautiful soul

[@luciamiramontes]

I really appreciate you taking the time to explain your story because I think you did a great job mirroring the experience of having Saturn in your first house. Very helpful. I also love what you said about balancing the persona and your inner self

[@jessicaw7160]

When you said about dad having anger issues I was like 😳 woww...

[@Mariennys]

Samee

[@sphillip2212]

i know..this is so relatable and accurate. as i have Saturn in 1st house,and i’m not too close with my father, he’s always had anger issues and was very harsh. i was bullied in school for a little bit too, a complete silent loner, always felt sad and depressed or had trouble focusing. i was very quiet at home too, i’m always stiff or tensed, i never feel relaxed or myself inside and outside .

[@sachawilliams4360]

Yup! Father was aggressive and combative.

[@uroboros_8563]

I guess all Saturn in 1st house go through this

[@karinababy6557]

Saturn in the first makes me hard on myself but I like this position because it did give me some self discipline I do suffer from depression sometimes, but I have a lot of other great placements so I see Saturn in the first as strength that I need. ❤️

[@ultimatebeast8624]

Situation more or less the same even now..saturn first house takes toll on your smiles.

[@oochiewally8624]

Wow I love this video❤️ it reminded me of my younger self, it made me cry. As a Saturnian, I never really cry. Thank you ❤️

[@VAE1986]

I have Saturn in the first house my dad was abusive to my mom. They fought everyday . He brainwashed me to turn against my mom. He incouraged me to hit and yell at her 😔 He created a monster. He encouraged me to be angry with her. Then when he divorced her he started being very abusive verbally to me and even physical a few times into my adult hood. School was torture too. Kids made fun of me because I was ugly and very poor. At times the whole class would laugh at me. I sat at the lunch table by myself. Never got picked when they wanted us to get into groups for projects. The teacher had to put me in one. If I did sit with a group of girls I was ignored. I thought when I got older as an adult I could create a better life. No. I got bullied by some female managers when I was 15 and got exploited sexually by the male managers , never having sex but he kissed me . All this time I never dated. When I did date. The guy I was seeing drugged me and let his friends gang rape me , I was a Virgin and I was very native . He also performed sodomy on me. I never got counseling nor I never told anyone. I just never dated again until years later. I got married but it didn't last long. He cheated on me after I had a devastating car accident that left me in a wheelchair for a whole year. I had to learn to walk again... we divorced when I got back on my feet. I was single for 3 years after all that. I met a guy and we started dating. We had a four year relationship where he was abusive , with held sex , tried to kill me and barely kept a job. Etc When I finally left him he created a smear campaign telling everyone my sex was boring and all these other things . Slandering my name. The next man I was strung me along for 2 years then all the sudden without any warning left for his baby's mother . The only thing good in my life is my art. I taught myself how to paint when I was a child as a way to find peace in this world of hell. This day I finally find peace but there are still days full of depression and desire to commit suicide. But my art ,spritiuality, and astrology is the only reason I go on.

[@Kokopoulos]

Hello! I’m am deeply sorry to know of all that you’ve been through. Your very strong and brave to share your story. I really hope life is treating you kinder these days and I will keep you in my prayers 💕

[@chinmayraval6371]

Best video I have evr seen on Saturn in the 1st house

[@alinikki5153]

Ok but why did I get triggered when you mentioned the nose insecurity lol my nose has always been my biggest insecurity and made me feel ugly for the longest time. I was afraid to eat in front of other people since middle school and I have no idea why I was just afraid of people seeing me eat which later lead to me having a super strict diet and besting myself up in the gym which could have later lead to why I had cancer idk

[@cryforthemoon]

@Arabella Leppard Silly. Your nose doesn't need to be "fixed" at all.

[@rebellion7463]

@Arabella Leppard I agree your nose doesn't need to be fixed at all

[@pooja350]

As much as I hate to admit it, I have my father's personality to a tee. He's got Saturn in the 1st like me and has the same Scorpio sun too. We're so much alike, and yet we don't have that closeness. He's both close-by but always out of reach. Emotionally, he's stone cold and I wish he wasn't that way. Also, got bullied mercilessly in school and I hate my 👃

[@rebellion7463]

Wow you described exactly me and my father except for we are pisces. And there is nothing wrong with your nose.

[@ravenmontijo1903]

Okay the first clip is really me while talking to people the coldness and lack of expression!! Also my childhood was trash cause I was bullied for being overweight and it doesn't help that Jupiter conjucts my Gemini ascendant as well. After that I was able to be consistent with my physical body and appearance cause I feared going back. Whenever people ask about my childhood I get so furious since it was never fulfilled until I grew up. I think my Jupiter and Gemini ascendant helps my Saturn be more optimistic but in my childhood it was rough accepting it.

[@leashiepeachie]

Very relatable my Saturn is retrograde and I’ve internalized all my insecurities and have been learning to dismantle the unhealthy thought patterns

[@bestversion3264]

I have Saturn in Scorpio in 1st house ... My dad is very good person he has his moon in Aquarius, I am Aquarius sun and he was giving me freedom , but I felt subconsciously that he was expecting more from me , than from my brother (he is 1 year younger than me). It was happening not evidently but now I understand that he was too pushy... It helped me and bothered me at the same time . Good thing about it is that you become more disciplined and it helps a lot in life in various situations. Bad thing is that you cannot relax . And Saturn also squares sun so it is hard for me to express myself, but if I do I am doing it in a very qualitative way. In other words if I compete I am the best, because I have many advantages in terms of knowledge and discipline. Yoga helped me a lot and now I am 36 I am trying to relax more and once I told him that he is expecting from me too much and I am just a girl and I do not have to prove myself all the time. So, cheer up ! Every loss has its gain and vise versa .. Blessings ! Everything has its reason in life ...

[@Annakareninate]

oh Im crying just in the first minute... this is so strong

[@TanAstrology]

🥲 *hugs*

[@lininnoe405]

Wow, I can really feel your anger and anguish when you poured your heart out about the situations you've faced before your 30s. It's great you've been moving forward since and made lots of breakthroughs! Thank you for inspirational speech! I'm facing similar personal problems and difficulties as well (especially being put down by backstabbing co-workers in the workplace!)

[@TanAstrology]

How are you coping? Hope you are finding ways to get through it! ....Oh this is not my story by the way! In this series I will do these stories for all Saturn placements 😅

[@lininnoe405]

@@TanAstrology opps! but your acting is really realistic, i thought it was about your personal story😅. Coping alright i guess, having rough Saturn return in my 6th house, especially with the workplace

[@PuroAstrology]

😭 I am reaching the end of this cycle, almost, reaching that point of the last part in the video. 🙏🏻 Really great interpretation.

[@TanAstrology]

When is it going to be officially over for you? Hang in there! From what I see on your channel you are doing great 💗😊

[@PuroAstrology]

Tan Astrology 🙏🏻💖 My return is past, but with the Pluto-Saturn conjunction working on my Ascendant... it’s been a lot of work. I’m grateful for it still. 💖💖💖

[@PuroAstrology]

@Uri Leppard

[@EllaesRuby]

I’ll be 30 in less than a month. I have Saturn in cap in the 1st house along with the sun, & a Capricorn stellium. Gosh these past 2 years have been monumental. Thank you for this video

[@tamara3161]

What happened these past two years, on your saturn return? I have Saturn return in the 1st house too and I wonder what experiences you had with that.

[@MultiCaroline93]

Same.. I'm into my 30th year now.. 29 turning 30 next January.. A lot happened..

[@ry-hh3js]

I feel this so much. It's so relatable. Saturn in aries, here.

[@user-lm1ps2eh4d]

2 minutes in and I relate to this so much, from the outside the pressure from my father seems like a normal thing, like he just wants what's best for you right? But while you're going through it, it almost feels as if your worth as a person, according to your father, is solely based off of the responsibilities they want you to take on. I was very rebellious because saturn squares my uranus in aquarius. So yeah all around a very difficult placement to manouver around.

[@bravescarycat9430]

I have my moon, Saturn, Chiron and north node in the first house. With moon and Chiron in gemini and Saturn and north north node in Aries. I’m a Capricorn. Also I have Pluto in the 7th house and oh boy that video came in. I’m 53 now since yesterday and still struggling. What you tell here is very relatable except from the fact I never felt ugly because I was always perceived as “beautiful” but I never felt good enough especially intellectual abilities but deep down I know I’m not stupid. I don’t know what my talents are and what my soul purpose here is. I hope I can one day heal my hurt inner child. When I first came across your videos (just recently), my first thought was, oh she is beautiful and lovely

[@gg6886]

Great acting and truly inspiring content.

[@irmabronder]

I have Saturn and Jupiter in my first house. I was not a popular girl and classmates tried all kind of things to say to hurt me, but I knew Whatever they say it is about themselves. You can only see in others what you have yourself. Nothing really hurted me, but I felt sorry for them. Bullies get bullied at home.

[@icieberry]

omg, this is so damn sad but is true for most part. luckily, at the end it was not bad.

[@han-gk3cb]

The way that I had pretty much the same upbringing angry father with high expectations short pudgy girl with glasses who was bullied 😨

[@tatianapassosterapeuta]

beautiful video, love it, thank you. im 48 and after 10 years of healing journey i think im starting to heal

[@bestversion3264]

And one more gain from this placement , you do not gain weight )))

[@IAMtheoneyoulovetolove]

Not for me

[@normangarcia8941]

Saturn in 1st house Aquarius I'm loser boy too slow for Growth that my love ones calls me loser that I feel I don't have an ally in this world now I'm currently struggling to developed

[@lollypopdrop1802]

I have Saturn in my first house but in a different sign than my ascendant. In addition, I have it exalted by mutual reception with my Sun. I didn't have these negative experiences and very little interaction with my male parent. :) I was popular and even 7th grade class president, with my masters degree completed at the age of 25 going into 26.

[@staceyquigley6103]

My name IS Stacey and my Saturn is in my first house. You nailed it lol. Altho I wasn't a nurse. I did spend my 20's in a cult.... fun lessons.... woooo lol

[@MultiCaroline93]

Same.. My Saturn in the 1st and even in conjunct with my moon in the first.. My family was so mean to me.. I felt like Cinderella.. Sitting in the ashes. Now I realising with my Saturn return.. I must do it on my own.. Everything.. My parents treat me like shit.. So much pressure on me... So critical..

[@virinm1556]

Omg everything just happened to me around my 20s

[@czito]

My friends. Im sure there is a reason we have this. Capricorn here with Saturn in the 1st. Great video. Bless you ❤

[@Visionaryakafonzfoederl]

Your a really good actor, because I'm still shocked that this was an act, I felt this way my whole life, and it feels authentic, role reversal of course, and a few differences, but for the most part me. I have a saturn in Taurus in the first house, and a Taurus ascendant so yeah, not much authenticity here, but I know all to well about putting on mask, to cover for my lack of understanding of myself, and to make matters worse I'm a Gemini, so the chameleon of the zodiac is and understatement for me.

[@indranikeiki1392]

Thank you so much. Im currently in the hole. Im 26 saturn aquarious 1st house. But you give me hope!

[@Aprelknight]

Your so amazing! I’ve liked and subscribed!

[@chrishatton6150]

saturn in leo in the first house... this is so accurate

[@tamlynn786]

Same for me.. Leo ascendant and Saturn. It sucks

[@sachawilliams4360]

@@tamlynn786 I feel your pain. I have the same placement

[@Goldenguy84]

You're so brave. My story is so similar

[@highlyfavoredjess272]

I have Saturn in Gemini rx in the first house and deadass I have daddy issues and struggle with depression and low self esteem . Holy shit I never knew others struggled with this too

[@joywithin385]

Currently 30 now and in the process of working through things... hope it does get better. Saturn retrograde in cap in 1st house

[@TanAstrology]

It is almost over...hang in there! You'll come out a whole new person ☄

[@DanielMartins-og2gj]

I think I almost cried..i just came into Pisces progressed Sun 0° this year!

[@ancaprodan3685]

I really like your approach

[@truthimagination2997]

LIKE #33 BABY! I have this placement conjunct my South Node! Add to this.. Uranus conj. my Moon! IT'S WAS A MOFO GROWING UP... All's good tho, now. GREAT PERSONIFICATION BTW! EXACTLY what I went through & what I did to take care of things.. 💛💚💜

[@vibingchakras]

💕 thank you 🌹 12th Cap stellium + Saturn Rising Love your channel ❤️

[@jovannemarquis6623]

Twin

[@AM-jo4fm]

Thank you for this ❤️ just discovered that I have saturn in my 1st house & now it all makes sense

[@lettisha.]

Power to you!

[@pranjalmeena4923]

omg seriously seriously seriously 1 line of this vedio i totally relate like I am crying right know this is pretty accurate that same situation saturn in 1 house my father is same as u said he had anger issues i realte

[@E8Gurrl]

I have Saturn in 1st Aqua conjunct my Mercury and (widely) conjunct my Sun. I've gone through life being sooo concerned with how I'm coming across to the point where I started restricted my socialising to some extent, much preferring to hide. My Sun in 1st never let me hide for long though, of course, so it was very frustrating. On the one hand I'm confident, bold and outgoing and on the other I'm growing more and more self conscious, socially anxious and restricting my Sun's desire to shine. Even with my communication I struggled with being honest and saying what was on my mind and having guilty thoughts. I'm currently going through my Saturn return and I'm finally beginning to reclaim my uniqueness and my voice. Of course, Saturn has taught me a lot. The biggest thing it has done so far is HUMBLED me and taught me to love myself more, genuinely, not from a place of ego. Still struggling with discipline but one thing at a time eh? 😂 Thank God for my 1st house planets, constantly guiding me to understanding myself deeply and thus learning to navigate myself better in this life ❤️so grateful. Saturn, you're an important teacher. So much respect for this karma.

[@tamlynn786]

My Saturn is in Leo on my Leo ascendant conjunct my leo moon so I totally can relate to wanting to shine but holding myself back because of guilt and low self esteem. It suck’s.

[@t168v]

It's the best I'd listen from astrologist!!! Thank you for honest and deep story! How to help relative with such position? She cannot except any help to work out confidence as her kind of altitude and profesion. How to save myself from her masks? As I'm loosing way too much energy too?

[@soniag8739]

I have this exact placement and my experience with my dad was very similar and its very difficult to talk about

[@lekagc1]

Do you consider fixed stars in the birth chart?

[@mellojeevas1058]

it is so cool))))))))

[@inserviceofthesublime]

Capricorn stellium 88 - 89 we here 🙌🏽

[@kjt1985]

Saturn in libra in my 12th and 1st house cusp. I never know which to listen to. 🤔 So is my jupiter, same house and sign.

[@matrixist]

"28 and 1/2 on a career I had been working on my whole life" At 40 most people do not know whe they even are yet let alone are in the right career for them.

[@marijana6512]

Retrograde Saturn in Aries in 10th house😑 at 29 degrees but I don't know is that important?😏😊

[@AIIEntertainment]

I'm Capricorn moon Saturn in 1st house, 8th house in Chiron Scorpio and moon. Like wth. I am living in life full of miseries.

[@hollycourtney221]

Youre TRULY beautiful and so brave! Thank you for sharing your story and for this channel! 💖✨🌟

[@TanAstrology]

This is not a real story of my life but an example of the life of someone who has this Saturn placement. Don't forget to check out the Saturn introduction video (as usual) ! 😘 kzbin.info/www/bejne/nqDMonidmbZ8aaM

[@Barry-v6t]

jupiter in aries in the first , saturn in taurus in the first house

[@joaniefrancesia9588]

Awwww, you r beautiful

[@weshouldtotallyjuststabcea1382]

I have leo rising with leo saturn in 1st house and why can i relate with the who would love me im not good enough..why can i relate with alot of things you said like 60%..

[@romina6635]

Saturn in virgo...2nd house in 1 degree..is it first?

[@pritikadey]

Dear mam tan astrology what is your zodaic sign

[@ynah2566]

Came here cause I felt so ugly and not happy with myself 🀦

[@kapadokija]

Same like my life...saturn in libra 1st house.

[@mzlauren20]

Saturn in the first house Capricorn omg how do you know all of this?

[@allenwillis4]

Venus conjunct saturn in my first house

[@keikomuraoka26]

Saturn in aqua in first

[@loyaluwang4228]

I like your teeths

[@melancholiaurora]

So much drama...