Season 3: SS1 - "The Living Fire", Chuck Fenda Can't Extinguish This Pain

[@voices8570]

I can personally understand chuck Fender's emotional struggles. My mother left me at a tender age and migrated to the Cayman islands. I was abused by her family members she left me with. I told her, but she never did anything. She make a big house and rent it out. When she comes to Jamaica she never came to visit me nor my children, she spend time with my sister and her rich sister on the North Course. She don't even try to know my children. What really hurts is, that child in me is still waiting for her mother to embrace and love her, and I am almost 50 year old. When I am alone I still cry, just like I was 10. The irony of it, she only has 2 children. It's sad, so sad. Just needing that nurturing mother love 😢😢

[@dez9169]

I hope God grants you the peace you so deserve and you find healing. The heart always wants what it needs.

[@kayanhenry2701]

Omg... leave it to god ...am so srry ppl has to go through this, it hurts

[@voices8570]

@@kayanhenry2701 thanks

[@LoisBates-eh7cr]

🤗

[@deeneale3904]

🫂🫂🫂

[@cadeshahayles4891]

I am crying from the interview started. Jamaica love you chuck ♥. A man that cryies is not weak. Be strongh and remember that Jamaica loves you.

[@VictoriaLewis-m1c]

Same

[@KimW325]

Psalm 27:10 When my Father and Mother Forsake me, then the Lord Will Take Me up.💕🙏🏾

[@sabenathomas1141]

Amen!!! I am a living testimony 🙌🏾

[@mariawright5139]

Amen and amen!

[@sleppyeyez21]

Yo this comment! 🙏🏾

[@marjoriebent5439]

Chuck you are not weak, you are a real man.That is why a lot of our men mad because society say men must not cry.Men are human too . LOVE💕 AND BLESSINGS TO YOU.THANK YOU SIMONE FOR THIS PLATFORM.

[@angellasmith9510]

Yea and them live with that anger and kill their girl friend or wife

[@Nyammings]

I hope he gets the therapy he needs. This made me cry. Some of us are carrying so much pain.

[@anthonettcameron5746]

Facts

[@nicarlabaxter9349]

I am here wondering if she was rape by his father 😮😢why the mother don't want to talk or see him, something is not right here, I'm thinking she was molested, idk🙄🤔😔😒

[@dorothycarty3554]

How can a mother's tender care and love cease towards the child she bears? Sometimes you see people making a success of their lives and you think that they are happy, wealthy and enjoying life but you don't know of their struggles. Good job Simone, Chuck, love who loves you.

[@ituriataylor6586]

So true, that's why a lot of celebrities do drugs and commit suicide

[@khadineevita]

Facts

[@claytonfrancis3740]

Who say dat big man don’t cry? Bway mi bawl !!!😭😭

[@tamaramiller5884]

Society seh yuh caah cry cause a gal cry,Das why men treat women bad because they don't know to communicate their feelings

[@ToyaWilliams]

Aunty Juliette going straight for the mother's Jugular. Lol. No ease up. Can you just imagine how the grandmother had to still deal with her own daughter knowing how her mindset is towards her own son?

[@keeshasimon-walker4308]

I understand the need for the mother connection but you made it this far without her. Appreciate the family that was there for you and loved you. Appreciate those who love you now and your immediate family. Look how many people worldwide love you and have never even met you in person. Don't force that relationship with this mother. She does not deserve you. all the best and well done on becoming the man you are. Sending you nuff love and positive energy Fenda.

[@deanpalmer8551]

Well said, but then again a person who don’t know one of their parents are Always searching for that person.

[@chrissyword5614]

Wow😢 all I wanted to do was hug him.. This was one of the most touching interviews I've ever watched🙏🏼❤.. My mom is in her 60s and she has never met her mom, I wish everyday she would get a chance to meet her if shes alive..

[@donnarobinson2453]

Tears 😭 is a language jah understand..love u Chuck Fender , conscious Artiste..

[@familyyoutube4645]

This is the best of all interviews Ms. Simone. Mr. Fender you are a strong man because sharing your story couldn’t have been easy but God has now transitioned you into transforming many others who are hurting. I love your heart because you still choose to forgive and that makes you strong and beautiful. The world saw your heart and we ourselves in our many broken ways received healing as well. I judge not your mother I think your mother experienced trauma and she too herself may be holding on to a secret as well. This maybe the time God will heal her heart as well. Jamaica loves you and you are an ambassador to the world, your tears flowed strength to us. Keep being strong.

[@dorrettbrown6102]

SIM I thought you had done the saddest interview already, but Chucks interview has broken me really hard. I am so proud of him making LOVE his religion. I thank both of you for inspiring others who are carrying such weight all their lives. Now they know they are not alone. thanks CHUCK. BIG UP YUSELF BRO.

[@melinaholmes6571]

Oh Wow! This was such a DEEP AND POWERFUL Interview, it brought tears to my eyes. Simone, that was so deep when you said, 'we should try not to let our past hold our present hostage'. Chuck was so big and bold of you to share your story and may you get the healing that you so richly deserves. You have your children and family and fans that love you. Keep up the good work and God's Richest Blessings everytime. 👍❤🙏🙏🙏🙏 SIMS SOUL SESSIONS....Beautiful, Beautiful Interview in your safe space with our Reggae Artist and Defender of Equal Rights and Justice the Mr Chuck Fenda.

[@ShanniBudd]

Mi nose all make a big honk when mi blow it 😭 As a mother, it's hard for me to think of another woman abandoning her child. Happy that he had other people who were willing to raise him. Hoping that his emptiness will one day be filled. 🙏🏾

[@gamingalpha7421]

This session took the award. Chuck is an amazing person. Continue to love yourself bro, your mom too

[@VictoriaLewis-m1c]

I wish we all could give him a big huge and let him know that he is loved amd appreciated. Omg! Oh god! This made me cry so bad

[@Shersher41]

Trust when I say this interview is a catalyst. This is exposing some things that has been hidden, covered up and ignored for years.She will reach out to you but be ok if she doesn’t because sometimes when you are ashamed and afraid it’s hard to come out.Fenda the stone that the builder refuses, will turn the head corner stone. Touching interview my brother.love

[@Sami-davis]

This space you have created Simone is like therapy for me and it's helping me to finally open up about who and why Sami is this person today. The good, bad and ugly.

[@sivadmik]

They can replace Profile with this show. Love listening to these stories....inspirational!

[@kimeikaatherton7112]

This episode made me cry so hard. I hope Chuck Fender gets the help and healing he deserves. I can’t imagine the pain he has and is going through. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@sabenathomas1141]

Chuck, you are a beautiful soul. I'm grateful for how far you've come. God has you in the palm of his hands. He will make everything beautiful in his time.💕

[@rosalindbascoe312]

God is able to keep you 🙏🙌✨❤💛💓🙏

[@akilahalexander9312]

Chuck God removed the onces that are not worthy of you, and gave you a village that is beyond words. You are not alone. Thank you for being so real and opened

[@couponempress2125]

AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO CRIED WITH CHUCK. OMG, I FEEL YOUR PAIN. YOU HAVE RISED ABOVE THE ASHES, BUN NUFF FIRE.

[@MariePowell-g8h]

No

[@ChozenbytheAlmighty]

His mother has some real deep rooted self hatred and she needs some serious deliverance. God has a purpose for you. His mother is a piece of work....My gosh my heart bleeds for him and others who have had this story and journey to deal with. I pray he draws closer to God so God can heal his heart and his brokenness

[@dorethastewart3376]

I have always appreciated these sessions but this one gets the award for me. Chuck was so vulnerable. I couldn't stop crying

[@shelly-annt7192]

This brought out so many emotions and tears. I remember years ago I called you and asked you to perform at a funday and you didn't even hesitate. Such a big heart with a lots of love to give. Keep being the best version of you. LOVE YOU CHUCK❤❤❤

[@normasalittlebitofeverythi6959]

I love you Chuck. My own mother was missing in action too. I don’t even remember her as a young 3 year old child. But I had my father. I still don’t know why she left us (4 of us) and I will never know as she died last November. So I made sure I was there for my children. They shouldn’t have to go through that. Keep your head high. It’s not your fault - what you are experiencing with your mother. And continue to be a good dad, loving and supportive.

[@debbieerskine4600]

I can't even fine I hurt for you this one really got me 😭😪 this hot mi from mi soul 💔 chuck I am so sorry you are going through this but remember your fans love you sending you lots of hugs and love ❤ ❤❤❤

[@MayLynch]

Guess what Chuck God is able to keep you from failing 🙏

[@blessedqueen2627]

I love you chuck fender and have a brand new respect for you. My mother was in my life but was weak and didnt stand up for me it made me weak but now i have to learn to be strong and go after what i want with all my mite. Continue pushing me artist. Nuff nuff respect my genna

[@deedee503]

@simsoulsessions we need a updated interview with Chuck fenda #simsoulsessions

[@monicabyfield1165]

What a humble man, you are a star.

[@Beingdarkchoklate]

You are doing great Chuck and you are motivating alot of young people. Keep strong!

[@nataleebless8488]

Such a humble soul, may God send you some healing Chuck Fenda , love u always 🥰 Thanks Sim , great interview🤗

[@lashawnwilliams8925]

May God bless you and keep you, Chuck. I wish healing for you and your family.🙏

[@sandrajames9906]

So sad to see the pain he is in. Hope he will one day get some answers

[@karahutchinson1155]

So touching omg I cried so hard I feel like a lot of Jamaican have gone through this 😢

[@adannacampbell5490]

I live for these affirmations Sim. Chuck this is the beginning of your healing.

[@andreeedwards6165]

Your testimony cause an emotional reaction from me. But GOD, looking out for you Fenda.

[@trishacampbell3762]

Fenda , just love her from a distance. Look at where you are without her in your life. God's blessings a run you down.

[@cherryjack9460]

This bring tears to my eyes wow sad ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@samanthafrancis2027]

This interview is so touching. The kids had me😢😭😢😭😢. What a great dad you are Chuck Fender. Love who loves you.

[@dorrettbrown6102]

Sim this session is tearing me up. cant believe he was made to carry this heavy load all his life. It is so hard. I will pray for his breakthrough to have a relationship with his mother and or father.

[@teacherp.downer]

That mother will pay for the wickedness she did to her child. She literally abandoned him. I can imagine what he has gone through psychologically and still going through.

[@deneisefrancis8004]

I love Chuck Fenda’s music. Sim is right, showing your vulnerability is an expression of strength.🙏🏾

[@mellissadrummond-bailey6333]

Sending lots of love to Chuck...am proud of you! Own yuh story youte....you will be surprised how many lives you have touched by sharing this side of you with us. Continue being a good father...when your kids are older and understand the fullness of your story, you will be their hero in a different way! Take it from me my dad had a story that is similar in parts to yours and thats why i love and respect him soooooo much!

[@kelimah2]

Chuck, thank you for being brave to allow this to be shared publicly. This skin color prejudice amongst us Jamaicans is real and very prominent in the culture; this hate must be discussed if we will eradicate it. This doesn't change who you are and God's plan for you has manifested in spite of your mom's self-hate. Your story will save many. Blessings.

[@pinkypalmer3244]

I can relate to your story I have never seen my father and my mom was not there for me that why I got emotional listening your story you will survive it's a part that no one can fill except the one that is missing

[@privacy267]

I have listened to chuck fenda all my life cah cool cah quench is my favorite of most time,I never knew he was going through all of this, tears of joy, tears of joy..

[@ituriataylor6586]

He's so selfless, with everything that he went through he keeps talking about reaching the youths and the nation. Almighty continue to guide and keep him

[@soniamalcolm7100]

Awww this brought tears to my eyes!!! God bless you chuck fenda be strong my brother God is with you🙌🏼🙏🏿

[@ChozenbytheAlmighty]

Must be his damn mother who disliked the video. How can someone dislike someones story/journey

[@sylviajack9726]

😂it’s serious but you made me laugh

[@BrithneyStarr]

What if the mother was grape?

[@angellasmith9510]

Simone I salute you. You are doing a great job so many people are suffering in silent and u help them to get healing. Love u SIM sim

[@carlaeversley6391]

Those tributes by his children gave me cold bumps. You are doing a great job with them. Keep the fire burning

[@MichieGotPurposeInGOD]

Looking @ this in 2024......

[@arlenebell7082]

My heart goes out to u Chuck. Your mother is just embarrassed because of how she treated you and she sees now u r a diamond 💎. It's hard for her to face u now

[@badlynn1100]

Wow! I cried so much. Feel it for him.

[@yvonnegould9079]

You are not too big to cry, joy comes in the morning. God loves you no matter what! Tears came rolling down hearing Chuck story so emotional. You are here for a reason & our children needs some one like you to look up too. Keep the faith.🙏🏾

[@natashaharrisonpalmer6087]

All the hate is mother have for him,he still loves her. Youth the lord is going to give you everything you deserve I’m praying your strength.God bless and keep you 🙏

[@radleyboi]

Wow....as everyone has said...a very powerful session. I do believe that he and his mother need to really have a sit down and diffuse the issues. I understand that he has lived all his life without a relationship with her and no knowledge of his father, BUT the fact that it is weighing on him means he needs closure.

[@jahmostfinest.4304]

I love this man his music would've never guessed what he's going through. Lot's of love and healing Chuch.

[@sylviagrant2228]

Chuck you brought tears to my eyes..this is a powerful internet view.

[@charmaineellington8399]

This is so deep tore me up inside. Tears can't stop flow. Her loss. You're such a sweet soul. Day one fan. Praying you get the healing you need. God bless you.

[@keishajones5899]

PARENTS PLEASE STAND BY YOUR CHILDREN. All this hurt he is now going through was totally unnecessary. My mother walked away from the marriage with my father, and my father chose to walk away from us his children as a result. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR STANDING WITH US MOMMY. You've always been my angel.

[@secretfantasy192]

Thank you chuck Fenda for sharing your story with us jus know we love an appreciate you. 🙏

[@kerry-anncampbell4890]

Omg chuck you made me cry!!!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭I too have my story to tell the world,I am just waiting on my time.my hurt and pain are way more deeper but I trust God

[@nekovero93]

❤♥️❤♥️❤⚘

[@jahrico4598]

RASTAFARI INFINITE DIVINE LOVE AND BLESSINGS MI BRADDA BRADDA CHUCK FENDA DI LIVING🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥ACCEPTING YOUR JOURNEY IS HEALING BEAUTIFUL SOUL BEING, WE ARE MULTIDIMENSIONAL BEINGS, LET UR PAIN BE UR STRENGTH MULTIDIMENSIONAL IS UNIVERSAL ONENESS EVERYTHING WE BEEN THROUGH EMBRACE ALL UR JOURNEY SELAH SELAH SELAH 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@Mixbeautysofia]

Tears...tears....tears....tears.........

[@gm3912]

Proud of you chuck,keep going.You didn't come this far for nothing,you are worthy and you are loved by many just as you are.BIG UP!!!!

[@KDvybezmiami]

Very touching story and inspiring Chuck Fender you are an Awesome human being thanks for sharing 🫡🙏4❤️&💡🦁

[@omarieharrison31]

Nuff love and respect Mr Fender and to you too Simone.

[@deyonamontgomery3490]

Sim me always teary eye but you make me bawl fi Chuck but the word is love ❤❤❤❤❤

[@KS-xf6on]

Blessings brother keep strong.....you story have me in tears throughout the entire interview. Chuck you had been through alot but it will mold you into the amazing person you're today. Your Children, family and we the public appreciate. And sometimes in life our journey are harder than other but God don't make mistake he was preparing you for what to come. Your testimony has allow me to appreciate what I have....cry if it make you feel better. Cause bro I bawl with you both time I watch the interview. Big up SIMONE COOPER......really appreciate the interview. All the best CHUCK 🙏🙏 Guidance Brother ♥️♥️ 🔥 🔥🔥

[@deniseparkes6919]

This is so heartbreaking, one of your most heartfelt interviews.. More power, more love, and more life chuck fenda ❤

[@IamFunsize]

I feel for Leshon knowing that he still loves his Mother despite the circumstances is inspiring...I am so grateful for my Mother

[@SB-uv3my]

Wow! I have no words. You are a strong one Chuck!!

[@nl9343]

Jah know star! Chuck keep the fire burning. You have come thus far. God is with you. Put your emotions in words bro. Sing it out

[@jaygodanoconnor787]

Jah know Chuck Fender a pure blessingz a follow yu general when yu mother and father forsake then Almighty nah left yu out ,yu is a Inspiration to yu children and rest a family jamaican and the world

[@generaljagwa733]

Simone jah know why yu do this to mi in a the morning yah , tears a flow jah know Fenda big up yuself youth , u are strong bredda

[@julainewright2717]

Wow, much Love Chuck!! Thanks for sharing with the world. Keep being an extraordinary dad, God will strengthen u!

[@donalynappleton9427]

I feel your pain, been through something similar...still can't find that peace knowing why. Hang in there my boy God will never forsake you.

[@marciabrown2681]

Please, please, please tell this Beautiful Man, it is not so. I thank God for allowing this too happen this for NOW, his healing will begin & Chuck you have so much more to give too others, for you my dear, you have walked the journey & will continue blessing lives ❤

[@novim8937]

This interview brought tears to my eyes, Chuck you are a strong, loving and talented person! Blessings, blessings my brother!

[@beinspiredwithclaudia1849]

When yur mother and father forsake you then the most High will take you up,big up yur self rass love and blessings sending love from the heart,my brother ❤❤❤❤

[@michellefrancis2662]

AMAIZING!! WHAT AN INCREDABLE STORY OF STRENGTH. THANK YOU FOR SHARING "CHUCK FENDA"

[@1JGale]

This hurts deeply, nuff respect Fenda, keep strong

[@adrianbinns5531]

I think your mom don’t deserve to know you bro keep the mental strength other people know you.

[@shanna-kayjohnson2636]

Keep the faith Chuck, proud of u Sim

[@kayc.7290]

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story.

[@Prisssy123]

Did somebody cut some onions when his children started talking😭😭😭😭when his daughter said you are the best daddy in the world I lost it😭😭

[@marlenegrant9100]

Just watching and am so teary how can a mother tender care cease towards the child she bears.

[@beinspiredwithclaudia1849]

When yur mother and father forsake you then the most High will take you up,big up yur self rass love and blessings sending love from the heart,my brother ❤❤❤❤rass why you making me cry man

[@nadinewhyte7192]

Wow this was deep i cried right through.God got you my dear continue to keep strong dont give up now you come too for🙏🙏🙏

[@carronetking7062]

Simone I don't even know if you are going to see this, because I think you are at season 5 now. I had to come out of the house for this one. It tearing me up real bad. Even Jo-Ann Koffee mom story. Only God alone can really come through for us. Hold firm Chuck. I recently found and subscribe to your channel. Oh my God, the struggle is real.

[@nadiamorris9963]

You never know until you know who would have known he was facing all this. I think it as made him a strong person and not to give up.

[@rushellecampbell5439]

Simone you are doing a great job.....I believe everyone has a story....some exciting some sad.....thanks for that platform or space where people can freely disclose private information.

[@melissayoung8512]

He that soweth in tears shall reap in joy (Psalm 126:5). What a BeYOUtiful session dotted with messages of HOPE. SIM I thank God for you, and your Soul Sessions team for envisioning and then creating this safe space for your guests to share. I was blessed by this story especially. May God grant Chuck Fenda the healing he needs. Blessings all

[@bossyjodi1274]

Wow chuck.... this was amazing your amazing🔥🔥🔥 continue on your healing journey. Thank you for sharing 💯💯

[@rudolphneverson3824]

Jah blessings up on you my defender easter fire will for ever burn I hope your mom see this and understand how powerful you are as a person and the amount of respect the world have for you blessings blessings and respect brother

[@shevaneyscott5558]

😞 so sad hope you find peace mi artist

[@Shays_corner]

Auntie Juliet leggo the gate pon we, I never ready for this