seigfried - frank ocean [slowed&reverb]

I CANT REALTE TO MY PEERS!! way too true Frank! Also june 12-14 i went to Vacation Bible school for the first time and while it was interesting i literally sid not talk to the other kids at all 😭 only the adults, which REALLY reminded me of school itself, but im honestly ready to graduate idky, i was scared last year, and while im only going to 11th grade and i know it gets nore hard, im just ready to walk across that stage im ngl! hope somebody claps! 🤽🏽‍♀️& but VBS was nice.. different! since i never did it before, i did meet some ppl tho! i was just super bored & had nada to do 😅
BUT! everyone alr knew eachother and i was at the end alot, like today JUNE 14 I didnt eve read my part which isnt bad! im actually thankful, i just feel like i blend in EVEYWHERE! when will i positvely stand out to someone or be understood? (i got called bashful ALOT.)
🎰 it just gets really lonely sometimes & all these life experiences make me believe that nobody likes me, i dont make anyone proud, i dont have younger siblings or cousins that are happy to see me or anything, what influence do i have?! School especially tires me out, I can never make friends Or find a boo 💯 but lets focus on grades and surviving being a junior also being alone again!!
I dont even like instagram or socials at all anymore because it makes me realize JUST how disconnected i am, and i get upset EVERY TIME, people just living life & dont even care about those old times like i do! while im feeling nostalgia, yearning to feel included and like i belong and missing the old me? but instagram makes me notice how.. little i matter and how different i am from everyone else 😞 cant wait for another lonely behind school year!! so excited 💔but fr tho! IT IS THAT DAYUMM PHONE!!
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original song, • Frank Ocean - Seigfried

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lyrics 🎬 The markings on your surface Your speckled face Flawed crystals hang from your ears I couldn't gauge your fears I can't relate to my peers I'd rather live outside I'd rather chip my pride than lose my mind out here Maybe I'm a fool Maybe I should move and settle Two kids and a swimming pool I'm not brave (Brave) I'm not brave I'm living over city And taking in the homeless sometimes Been living in an idea An idea from another man's mind Maybe I'm a fool To settle for a place with some nice views (Nice views) Maybe I should move, settle down Two kids and a swimming pool I'm not brave I'd rather live outside I'd rather live outside I'd rather go to jail I've tried hell (It's a loop) What would you recommend I do? (And the other side of the loop is a loop) This, this fe-this feel This feel, this feels This feels how molly must feel This feels how molly must feel How molly must feel, this feels how molly must feel How molly must feel This is not my life It's just a fond farewell to a friend It's just a fond farewell to a friend This is not my life It's just a fond farewell to a friend It's not what I'm like It's just a fond farewell (Brave) Speaking of Nirvana, it was there Rare as the feathers on my dash from a phoenix There with my crooked teeth and companion sleeping, yeah Dreaming a thought that could dream about a thought That could think of the dreamer that thought That could think of dreaming and getting a glimmer of God I be dreaming of dreaming a thought That could dream about a thought That could think of dreaming a dream Where I cannot, where I cannot Less morose and more present Dwell on my gifts for a second, a moment One solar flare, we're consumed So why not spend this flammable paper on the film that's my life? High flights, inhale the vapor, exhale once and think twice Eat some 'shrooms, maybe have a good cry about you See some colors, light hang glide off the moon (In the dark) (In the dark) I'd do anything for you (In the dark) I'd do anything for you (In the dark) I'd do anything for you (In the dark) I'd do anything for you (In the dark) I'd do anything for you, anything for you (In the dark) I'd do anything for you, anything for