Thank you Pastor Malcolm's. I really needed to hear this. God Bless you!
@fullofhope22223 жыл бұрын
watched Zac Poonen on forgiveness - telling that if there is. one that you have not truly forgiven The Lord will 'turn His head " from you -- I cannot cope with these sermons - Years ago it was joyous and full of peace to have given my heart to my Saviour Jesus Christ - Now I am micro analysing every thought and deed to the point of paralysis. Ive had a lot of abuse in my life and now I feel rejected again. I realise that in all my life I would have loved to have someone who was scared of losing me.
@dozelencic3 жыл бұрын
Im sorry to hear that. I dont know if it will help but John Piper has a series its called, When i dont desire God, you can look it up on youtube. Hopefully it can help. I will pray for you.
@fullofhope22223 жыл бұрын
@@dozelencic but I DO desire God - but it seems His love is not unconditional - in fact Gods obedience could ONLY be attained by Jesus Christ - how can we achieve that?
@tomtredgett10922 жыл бұрын
@@fullofhope2222 it is at times a struggle, Christ calls us to die to self, which is difficult and painful, He then can truly live within us, seeking to be filled to the uttermost with His Holy Spirit will give you the greatest peace in Him and also fellowship with His sufferings as you see the sin and way the world is and yet this Godly grief leads to a salvation without regret. Keep pressing into the Lord and He will exalt you in due time 🙏