Sesiko - Unfulfilled
Рет қаралды 20
Күн бұрынAll the work on this album was done by Sesiko, which is me.
(Lyrics)
How long will it persist?
Anguish clings to my existence
Should I flee? Where to?
Should I flee? Where to?
Even if I seek refuge in death
Anguish pursues beyond my flesh
Until he delivers me away
Suicide would never let this end
Until he delivers me away
Suicide would never let this end
So tell me why I'm here
Was I born a failure?
Everything in my life is torture
It forces me to suffer
Is my existence even wrong?
Give me a reason not to die for
And my neck with a rope wrapped
A belief in you is worse more
Until the god delivers me away
Suicide would never let all end
Until the god delivers me away
Suicide would never let all end
Even though I try to tell myself that
It makes me more sick
A fanatic words of nothing
He never reveal himself to me
All of my prayers go unanswered
Or at least, the god had never loved me
So tell me why I'm here
Was I born a failure?
Everything in my life is torture
It forces me to suffer
Is my existence even wrong?
Give me a reason not to die for
And my neck with a rope wrapped
I don't want this anymore
Is even that too much to desire?
All I wanted was your deliverance
Why weren't you there when it mattered?
I've sinned horribly without resilience
god, you surely could have saved her alive
No more, speak not of cruelty I plead
For the will to live has forsaken me
No more, speak not of cruelty I plead
For even the will to die has departed
So tell me why I'm here
Was I born a failure?
Everything in my life is torture
It forces me to suffer
Is my existence even wrong?
Here I should never have been born
The hell is warmer for me
Only place I'm allowed to be
I must fulfill
(日本語)
いつまで続くんだ？
苦痛が私にまとわりついているんだ
逃げればいいのか？一体どこへ？
逃げればいいのか？一体どこへ？
自ずと命を絶ったところで
苦痛は肉体を超えてまでついてくるんだ
奴の救済が訪れない限り
自殺は私に終焉をもたらさない
奴の救済が訪れない限り
自殺は私に終焉をもたらさない
だからお願いだ、教えてくれ
私が生まれてきたのは間違いなのか？
この人生の全てが拷問なんだ
いつまでも苦痛を強いられる
ここに存在してはならないのか？
私はただ、死ぬべきではない理由が欲しい
そんな私は首に縄を結んでいる
お前ごときに縋ったのが間違いだ
神とやらの救済が訪れない限り
自殺は私に終焉をもたらさない
神とやらの救済が訪れない限り
自殺は私に終焉をもたらさない
なんてことをいくら自分に言い聞かせても
余計に気分が悪くなるだけだ
狂信者のくだらない戯言でしかない
奴は私に姿を現してはくれない
私の祈りは無慈悲にも放置された
少なくとも、奴は私を愛してなどいない
だからお願いだ、教えてくれ
私が生まれてきたのは間違いなのか？
この人生の全てが拷問なんだ
いつまでも苦痛を強いられる
ここに存在してはならないのか？
私はただ、死ぬべきではない理由が欲しい
そんな私は首に縄を結んでいる
もうこれ以上は無理だ
そんなにも私は求めすぎたのか？
私はただ、お前の奇跡を信じていた
なぜお前は然るべき時にいなかった？
見捨てられたゆえに、私は大罪を犯した
神よ、お前なら彼女を死なせずに救えた
これ以上、残酷なことを言わないでおくれ
もう生きる気力はないんだ
これ以上、残酷なことを言わないでくれ
もう私には死ぬ気力すらないんだ
だからお願いだ、教えてくれ
私が生まれてきたのは間違いなのか？
この人生の全てが拷問なんだ
いつまでも苦痛を強いられる
ここに存在してはならないのか？
私など生まれてくるべきではなかった
むしろ地獄の方が暖かい
私はここにいることを許されていない
終えなければ
@oniinsanity5186 2 ай бұрын
Interesting 🤯 Just curious is this an actual band or are you doing everything solo 🤔🤔
@SesikoPigeon 2 ай бұрын
It's a solo project so yea I do everything on my own😅 More specifically, I can't record real drums or orchestral instruments, so they're MIDI (of course, all phrases I wrote)
@oniinsanity5186 2 ай бұрын
@@SesikoPigeon nice , hope you grow to be a rockstar 😁 💕 I am an amateur artist I'm studying arts and animation... If I grow big and make a show Id love to ask one of your songs for an opening 😁😁😁 of course if you will accept ,it's long way for me but still Edit: Ps , I have to mention you look really pretty ❤️
@SesikoPigeon 2 ай бұрын
@@oniinsanity5186 Thank you! I'll do my best🤘✨ It's amazing that you are studying art and animation! Of course, you can use my music, or I can write music for the show👍I'm looking forward to your future!✨ P.S. Thank you! I'm happy to hear that🥰