Andy knows what he’s doing. That man hounded the joint.
@villelouekari44083 жыл бұрын
He talks about his usage of the fine herb in his podcast
@darrenjackson46463 жыл бұрын
Conan always says he doesn't smoke but Andy has never said anything. So I always assumed he did but the way he handled it makes me think Andy smokes all day everyday
@davids72523 жыл бұрын
@@darrenjackson4646 that’d be a great show or at least a great KZbin channel 😂😂
@oddynuff6663 жыл бұрын
just watch him on getting doug with high
@MoeMentos3 жыл бұрын
@@darrenjackson4646 Andy has never said anything? Have you heard literally ANY interview with him lol?
@tobiaswayne67973 жыл бұрын
I'm glad that the Conan show, will live on for many years on KZbin. It's really the end of an era for late night.
@despitecovid2833 жыл бұрын
I got bad news for you buddy. KZbin isn't here to stay yo
@casmatt993 жыл бұрын
@@despitecovid283 are you from the future?
@despitecovid2833 жыл бұрын
@@casmatt99 you bet. KZbin will be as forgotten as the yellow pages 📙
@eighteen-naked-cowboys3 жыл бұрын
@@despitecovid283 lol.
@MarcTelesha3 жыл бұрын
@@despitecovid283 once on the internet forever on the internet
@MrNoob3603 жыл бұрын
You gotta give props to Conan, literally no other talk show host would do that on camera
@Toroidalzpe2 жыл бұрын
Eric Andre
@LmfaoBanana Жыл бұрын
he didn't do it. he didn't inhale
@ChisaiKo Жыл бұрын
@@LmfaoBananamaybe that’s why it’s never done anything for him, poor guy doesn’t know how :(
@EBiz-tv9jq Жыл бұрын
>Joe Rogan smokes like a chimney >HURR DURR NOONE ELSE DOES IT!!!! Reeee
@MrNoob360 Жыл бұрын
@@EBiz-tv9jq >Joe Rogan host his own podcast, Conan is a tv talk show host >Joe Rogan is his own boss, Conan has multiple billion dollar corporate bosses breathing down his neck >Joe Rogan smokes regularly, Conan did it on a whim in the middle of a live audience >HURRR DURR I WANT JOE ROGANS CHIMNEY SMOKING BALLS IN MY MOUTH
@fdrstan3 жыл бұрын
Andy has been celebrating the devils lettuce since the late 80’s.
@mutaned03 жыл бұрын
wonder what a BLT looks like in hell
@joshuaharris3893 жыл бұрын
Getting Doug with high. It's documented
@MrsCarol3 жыл бұрын
😂
@daemonelectricity3 жыл бұрын
He held that hit like a pro and they switched cameras just in time to see him blow out a pretty decent cloud.
@Apostelman3 жыл бұрын
wanted to give thumbs up vote. vote was at 420 ... couldn't do it :)
@mikeuptonphoto3 жыл бұрын
"I'm so happy with what just happened!" So are we, Seth.
@hannahv26473 жыл бұрын
On brand that Conan didn't inhale and Andy took full advantage of his hit
@twinkieman2373 жыл бұрын
He inhaled a lil it was probably enough for him😂
@DOSkywalkR3 жыл бұрын
He did inhale, but he didn't keep it in for a bit as you're supposed to ^^
@JimmyKlef3 жыл бұрын
Anyone who smokes (me included, cigs and weed) absolutely knows conan just held the smoke in his mouth. Theres a chance he took a little in, and if not still possible he felt it a little bit… but that smoke was far too thick and all too together with itself to have been spread through his lungs. Smoke from the lungs doesnt come out in a thick blob like that. Everyone else inhaled. Look at the difference with conans smoke. Not saying he didn’t get a little high. He could have. But the vast majority of that smoke did not enter his lungs. Now, the best point is actually that … look at that smoke. Conan didn’t cough. There is absolutely no way anyone could take a hit that thick of weed from a joint without coughing, especially a nonsmoker. All that aside, still a great episode. Weed can bring people together.
@vincentbynumbers3 жыл бұрын
I feel like if he had inhaled more the interview really could have gone off the rails... lol but i do hope they finished it after the show! :)
@phatmonkey113 жыл бұрын
Yeah I caught that too!
@ChicanoGaijin3 жыл бұрын
Andy knows how to dance with the jazz cabbage.
@lucidstargirl3 жыл бұрын
LOL I just choked when I read "jazz cabbage"
@TheCheat4203 жыл бұрын
"What is this really?" "That is weed." Best stoner response to that question
@kokuutou923 жыл бұрын
"I didn't think it was pencil shavings" Me: no you thought it was a birthday candle
@slevinchannel75892 жыл бұрын
Seth Rogan = Cringelord
@Puppy_Puppington2 жыл бұрын
Weed is for high school kids lmao
@jimmydeedoii6135 Жыл бұрын
@@Puppy_Puppington fax💯
@ep65073 жыл бұрын
Seth has a big 1970’s vibe going on in this interview…his glasses, his shirt, his sideburns…everything.
@alexstewart8393 жыл бұрын
The cut/tailoring of his suit too. That's a high waistline for a contemporary suit.
@cactaceous3 жыл бұрын
Starting to look like Peter Sellers when he was smoking weed and doing acid in the late 60's, early 70's.
@Jamflee3 жыл бұрын
I agree looks sick. What he wore in a video called “Seth rogen breaks down his most iconic movies” that outfit is sick.
@maumaumoon3 жыл бұрын
I agree those glasses are so nice! Anybody knows which brand are those?
@hacksdp33 жыл бұрын
I dig it
@TheCheat4203 жыл бұрын
"It seems to be a fine herb." Thanks Dad.
@JodyCatherine3 жыл бұрын
Lololol 😂
@Land-Shark2 жыл бұрын
Conan's not old. It's plausible that Conan is in his early 30's.
@@baronroaster404 its a fake laugh, comedians do that
@ZhuluZealot3 жыл бұрын
@@aemontarg6934 lol ok mystic supreme
@gregjames25313 жыл бұрын
I really can't stand his laugh, but I like him.
@redacted22753 жыл бұрын
@@gregjames2531 All he does is laugh.
@KINGSL33PY13 жыл бұрын
Conan hitting the joint will go down as one of the greatest moments in history i will be sure to tell my kids one day of this beautiful moment
@ColinFilm3 жыл бұрын
The past few weeks have been a bittersweet delight - these full interviews have been amazing to see. Thank you so much for all the great comedy over all these years, Conan & Team Coco! Looking forward to seeing what you all do next! 😁
@Therealdrewdober3 жыл бұрын
You can always watch jimmy fallus lol
@evolu51443 жыл бұрын
I've been a fan for a long while, watching his shows since I was 15. I had such a crush on him. Tall, funny and handsome, the whole package. Godspeed on your next great adventure, can't wait to see what you get into next.
@hellinterface67212 жыл бұрын
I think would rather be a scientologist than a believer in judaism. idk tough call.
@slevinchannel75892 жыл бұрын
@@hellinterface6721 Seth Rogan = Cringelord
@darkurge693 жыл бұрын
From that one hit, I can tell why Conan keeps Andy around. That hit of the j was professional and with suave. Hopefully HBO will let Conan do a high show or a drunk show one day for fun, not aggressively inebriated
@myndlink3 жыл бұрын
He's Irish. Aggressively inebriated is the only kind he knows.
@talialalalala3 жыл бұрын
@@myndlink I think OP was talking about Andy taking that hit like a boss. Andy is not Irish.
@fodeabdoulaye32453 жыл бұрын
@@talialalalala No he's Swedish German
@channdler3 жыл бұрын
i think hbo will give him full reign, TBS practically did except for the obvious legal restrictions
@Cypher38822 жыл бұрын
Snoops show smoking with Seth is great!
@TheNova53 жыл бұрын
Conan immediately gets paranoid right after asking how long does it take to kick in 😂
@n8brez6033 жыл бұрын
that's me too lol
@tonystark31993 жыл бұрын
It's all fun & games until the weed hits back with authority.😅
@Raywonka3 жыл бұрын
Seeing Andy ash out in his hands, I was like "I do that too"
@angiepa583 жыл бұрын
Yeah he's an experienced smoker. Nothing wrong with that good for him
@fadedgabe7913 жыл бұрын
And then instantly wipes it on the chair
@Raywonka3 жыл бұрын
@@fadedgabe791 lol yeah he did, so casually
@tiffanyvan183 жыл бұрын
@@fadedgabe791 I saw that and died 🤣
@leonardo___3 жыл бұрын
@@fadedgabe791 lmaooo i saw it too
@leogualtieri5233 жыл бұрын
Been trying to find this full interview somewhere for fifteen minutes and they literally posted it while I was searching
@alvaroamador71183 жыл бұрын
@@nibncabc2737 maybe it was a time issue. He wanted to see if anyone had already posted it
@thegagz3 жыл бұрын
Well for me at least, I’ve never been able to access these videos. But recently they allowed Canadians to access these videos and I can finally watch full interviews how ever many years later lol
@dropkickpherby69943 жыл бұрын
Still wild to me that Seth is an Executive Producer for: -Invincible
@neemanaemi14853 жыл бұрын
Is he actually?? No way!!! That show is amazing.
@badascan89103 жыл бұрын
And "the boys" and "preacher" mostly garth enis books.
@leogualtieri5233 жыл бұрын
He also voices Allen the alien
@destiny-theseries3 жыл бұрын
And The Boys.
@symal983 жыл бұрын
Why is it wild
@kashs25153 жыл бұрын
Seth meant so much to my childhood. Seeing him look old and mature is a crazy buy dope feeling
@cleverusername93693 жыл бұрын
Andy somehow looked more pro hitting that J than Seth did. My man took a big old hit and ghosted it!
@darrenjackson46463 жыл бұрын
Andy def smokes all the time, the man is a comedic genius
@cleverusername93693 жыл бұрын
@@darrenjackson4646 you know when Conan O'Brien regards you as the funniest person he knows, that person is an Olympian level comedian.
@NittyGritty4203 жыл бұрын
He didn’t ghost it... but he did inhale it unlike Conan lol
@darrenjackson46463 жыл бұрын
@@NittyGritty420 conan inhaled just the tiniest bit
@cleverusername93693 жыл бұрын
@@NittyGritty420 I'm considerably smaller than Andy and he took a biiig hit so weight for weight that's a ghost to me lol
@bbyjthhhy93883 жыл бұрын
In Andy's mind: Conan didn't inhale, better fill in for him. Andy in person: Hits that J like a G
@alexaales79373 жыл бұрын
i love the fact that he had iconic comedians on his last show. very fitting. thanks for all the good times, Conan, looking forward to your next show! HBO is certainly a good fit for you!
@steveo27373 жыл бұрын
I have honestly been watching Conan my entire life. From way back when following Letterman, moving to NBC, the Leno-scandal and then TBS. You are an absolute comedic genius. I am glad to hear you're still going to be entertaining people because... you're timeless my friend. Keep the jokes coming my Irish cousin lol
@realaer47153 жыл бұрын
Thank you for everything Conan
@archangelz5583 жыл бұрын
talk show hosts just annoy me and i wouldnt be caught dead watching one, except Conan, i'd have his videos on repeat and just have a good time, such a lovely guy, amazing personality, funny as funny can get.
@jono30793 жыл бұрын
Seth Rogan has both the most annoying and entertaining laugh on earth. I've never been more tickled and irritated at the same time for 20 minutes in my life.
@Mathias.Soderlund3 жыл бұрын
Thats pretty accurate man haha
@Mathias.Soderlund3 жыл бұрын
@Isaac Baranoff Could you elaborate on that? I am interested but dont understand what youre refeering to.
@jono30793 жыл бұрын
@Isaac Baranoff Yeah same, I'm curious now!
@brandihowe893 жыл бұрын
His laugh is my favorite thing ❤
@thegagz3 жыл бұрын
@Isaac Baranoff explain
@rumproastercrypto4673 жыл бұрын
Some of the best tv ever. Thank you Conan for being a great role model for humans
@mattlat76093 жыл бұрын
Conan with the Elon Musk face when he took a drag.
@samiam66493 жыл бұрын
Lol my exact thoughts 😅
@conorwatters34743 жыл бұрын
He literally had the same face. lol
@vamsic86163 жыл бұрын
Man of culture I see
@alona2703 жыл бұрын
Because both didn’t inhale
@sayanneogy30793 жыл бұрын
One of those golden if not the best interviews in the history of talk shows...
@noveaubleu7023 жыл бұрын
You can tell Conan put his two week notice in when he started blazing at work
@spokojnik3 жыл бұрын
Richter pounced on that joint like a hungry cougar
@stevechoi64913 жыл бұрын
Smoked it like a pro too
@engell37073 жыл бұрын
@@stevechoi6491 he hold it like old school folks in a reunion used to smoke.
@moniquerodriguez30133 жыл бұрын
69 likes. nice.
@mabb0l0783 жыл бұрын
I love how Seth is the only functioning human after that joint
@brainlock723 жыл бұрын
Andy tokes more than Seth.
@vicdamon35513 жыл бұрын
Conan was fine too. I don’t think he inhaled much. He kinda blew it out like he was smoking a cigar
@TheJustinHit3 жыл бұрын
Cause he needs like 5 hits to feel anything from all the tolerence he's built smoking daily.
@dishyMFd3 жыл бұрын
Conan hitting that joint is the single best moment in American history
@gimpyone773 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@Chimchimchu3 жыл бұрын
He did it once before. I think it was a clueless gamer with, snoop dogg jr. Whoever that rapper is. The one that sings black and yellow. The one that's named after a very tall building. I think there is a K in his name.
@apoxapex3 жыл бұрын
This was such a good interview, easily the best I've seen in years
@kerch-e3 жыл бұрын
This interview was bananas. Loved it.
@lizzyl51123 жыл бұрын
Too funny, love how Seth Rogen and Conan can't stop laughing. Conan, you are the best. Love you
@WickedNemesis3 жыл бұрын
Here we go. Bill Hader is killing it tonight too lol
@RyanInLA3 жыл бұрын
Conan should pass the "Conan on TBS" torch to another young comic and then come back to do his show again.
@VanillaBear99153 жыл бұрын
I'm gonna miss you're nightly show Conan. You should of had either of the cringey Jimmy's spots on tv. But no matter what you do, you're always going to be the best late night talk show host ever.
@cynomyS3 жыл бұрын
*your nightly *should have had
@Jaydoge7033 жыл бұрын
@@cynomyS yet we all clearly understood what they were trying to say
@OGPokey1513 жыл бұрын
I think Conan is going to HBO to start a new gig
@erickrosales96443 жыл бұрын
@@cynomyS grammar police is here
@rickjensen28332 жыл бұрын
Accept for Johnny Carson. Ok, i spelled " except " wrong on porpoise.
@Crow-Fly3 жыл бұрын
Oh my goodness I just love his interviews so much!! He's always so so funny, especially with conan!!
@IImthinking3 жыл бұрын
This is like when the most innocent person in your group finally decides to take a hit lmao 🤣
@ssj2camaro213 жыл бұрын
Yeah lol I was that guy and boy, were my friends surprised and happy lol
@Teamo863 жыл бұрын
Seth Rogen may have outlaughed himself when Conan took that hit.
@GrayWoIf3 жыл бұрын
You know that one guy who perfected Seth Rogans laugh I never realized how spot on that guy got it until this video
@govindmenon18593 жыл бұрын
When conan said "the 40 year old virgin" when introducing Seth, it sounded like he was calling him the 40 year old virgin lmao.
@FGame2star3 жыл бұрын
he looks so old
@jakefeldstein53083 жыл бұрын
Absolutely incredible. Legendary stuff
@JAYZM1YST3R30973 жыл бұрын
gettin lit to this
@qjones61093 жыл бұрын
Same
@Jimmy-fw1wd3 жыл бұрын
It's the only way to watch my man Conan
@Akdave20203 жыл бұрын
Conan is a champ i watched his show for years and years when i was little and the memories are great. Also the fact tha Conan just “hit” a joint with seth and andy during covid on live television was awesome…!!!!!!!!
@DT-ml3hf3 жыл бұрын
The whole “what, am I not good enough to be recruited into your cult?” bit is straight from a Seinfeld episode 😂 love it
@MonoCronic4 ай бұрын
I love that whole long "Tom Cruise was crazy" setup, just to praise him in the end. That's a really good one.
@andrewfroedge82273 жыл бұрын
30 years from now. People will wonder why smoking weed on TV/Media was such a big deal and laugh at us.
@Mindrex3273 жыл бұрын
There will not be a "30 years from now"
@johnfelixable3 жыл бұрын
30 years in the past, it was common to smoke tobacco on TV. Where do you see that nowadays?
@Taijifufu3 жыл бұрын
@@johnfelixable Tobacco is addictive though.
@李銘輝-p4b3 жыл бұрын
Great to have the first guest on CONAN on the final week!
@Yukari0794 Жыл бұрын
I love how its almost natural for us stoners to automatically pass the joint after hitting it without knowing if anybody wants it, and I love that Andy just took it
@aldolopez6023 Жыл бұрын
That weed really kicked in for Conan @ 18:40 😂❤
@BGRZB3 жыл бұрын
Old Conebone69 is having a great time with his friends. I truly love to see it.
@RentRaider3 жыл бұрын
These shows are getting better and better!! Will miss this!
@skthechef80753 жыл бұрын
Andy made sure to get a good hit 😂😂😂
@sourdoughyok30833 жыл бұрын
The long awaited full interview. Honestly Conan looks the same before and after
@jb343043 жыл бұрын
Conan better ride off into the sunset in his old Taurus SHO.
@Jimmy-fw1wd3 жыл бұрын
Lol!
@Mark_1988_3 жыл бұрын
I already miss Conan and cannot wait to see what he has going on next.
@jackofclubs62293 жыл бұрын
10:41 I would’ve DIED laughing if Conan just stopped mid sentence, went “It Hit” and fell over
@Tapeleg2472 жыл бұрын
A comment so nice, I wish I liked it twice
@mikke2771 Жыл бұрын
😂😂😂😭
@mauririvas3 жыл бұрын
This interview is Legendary already 👏🏾
@Nikoshara223 жыл бұрын
Rogen’s laugh sounds like old tractor startup 😂😂
@amemberberry99643 жыл бұрын
Conan is a legend the only OG talkshow host now after letterman
@HoodRoI33 жыл бұрын
I love you three guys! This interview was great, if not one of the best. To bad it only lasted for 20 minutes, an hour would be awesome. 😁🙌
@baronroaster4043 жыл бұрын
Listen to their ep of the podcast.
@brittanyyates43049 ай бұрын
This is one of my fav episodes it really made me sad the show was ending when I saw it.
@MarcShake3 жыл бұрын
Conan and Norton. Hosts who care about their guest.
@alexryder85873 жыл бұрын
And they dont interrupt their guests while they are talking unlike Jimmy Fallon
@erikpuckett74853 жыл бұрын
so many years being a conan fan, this is so amazing!
@lonelyone3 жыл бұрын
I lived vicariously through Conan. I've never been offered a joint, because I never had any friends. "Experts" keep complaining he didn't inhale, but it seemed like he blew a lot of smoke out. It feels like a very genuine moment was captured and that's what's important.
@pardonmyyikes3 жыл бұрын
He held the the smoke in his mouth and exhaled instead of taking the smoke in his lungs lol if he wouldve inhaled it the smoke wouldn't have been as thick
@pardonmyyikes3 жыл бұрын
It indeed was a very genuine moment tho
@brghid3 жыл бұрын
no need to have friends to smoke a joint! if you want to try weed go for it, though make sure you are buying from a dispensary
@anthonyyuh78083 жыл бұрын
It's just that when u don't inhale, you'd don't get high. He complained that in the past he tried it and nothing happened. In most cases of this, not inhaling is the reason. It's kinda something that needs to be tuaght and for some reason most people don't
@laurak2992 жыл бұрын
If he's not any kind of smoker and he inhaled deep, he'd spend the whole interview coughing.
@madhukarv52673 жыл бұрын
Thank you so so much for the full interviews Team Coco! Love you guys so so much!!!
@kenbeman91353 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much team coco for the full coverage, bless up, much love and respect here team coco from Philippines. 👌👌👌💓💓💓
@gabemeza74572 жыл бұрын
This was a Great Trio completely themselves ✅ Great Job
@raphaelprotti55363 жыл бұрын
When you're Seth Rogen, you get to advertise your cannabis business for free on Conan.
@Nate-69y3 жыл бұрын
Thanks Team Coco been waiting for this
@despitecovid2833 жыл бұрын
The way Rogen laughs omg😂😂😂😂😂
@ssj2camaro213 жыл бұрын
Almost exactly like rick from pawn stars lol
@ShawnQuiQui57 Жыл бұрын
One of the best interviews on the show
@Moondancin3 жыл бұрын
"People without masks are the smart people now. It's a really weird adjustment for me." - Seth Rogen 2021
@aquaIungg3 жыл бұрын
lol
@NZDLo3 жыл бұрын
Yeah, except that isn’t true…
@mavfan13 жыл бұрын
@@NZDLo ah another virtue signaling leftist?
@VolguusZildrohar3 жыл бұрын
@@mavfan1 WTF even is that?
@kingofdragonsgameplay13693 жыл бұрын
@@VolguusZildrohar a reference to the video we all just watched
@johnyroach402 жыл бұрын
Biggest Seth Rogen fan. You the man Seth. A gentleman and all around talented person. I love watching your journey. Keep goin man.
@misse00773 жыл бұрын
This Is the End is one of the funniest movies I've ever seen. Danny McBride is the cherry on top.
@Itsjuzu Жыл бұрын
Seth's greatest accomplishment
@dexraikkonen73 жыл бұрын
The best thing was seeing Andy take a big puff like a man, Conan didn't even inhaled; he pulled an "Elon" there.
@billyhendrix55443 жыл бұрын
Definitely done an Elon
@samsoniteman242 жыл бұрын
Conan and Andy you can’t beat these two no other late night compares!
@eddielove9153 жыл бұрын
Ok but that Tom Cruise impression was something else.
@patrickhurley70293 жыл бұрын
Conan is amazing, such an incredible career
@farbrorknark3 жыл бұрын
His laughter is actually a cry for help
@notmiketate3 жыл бұрын
Andy is a legend for that hit
@rustysmith5403 жыл бұрын
Another Testament to the bizarre world we live in that the best talk show host, hands down, is ending his run.
@dirtroadsandwoodstoves3 жыл бұрын
Great stuff. Glad we still get a podcast.
@caslemaster27613 жыл бұрын
Seth Rogen’s laugh sounds like Sebulba’s podracer.
@GreeneMotionPictures3 жыл бұрын
This is what the world should be talking about.
@nodyarb54383 жыл бұрын
Thank you Conan for all the laughs and the great show. Cannot wait to see what you do next!!!
@jimmygillard3 жыл бұрын
I liked how Conan picked his nose at the end and wiped it on Rogen's jacket.
@davids72523 жыл бұрын
Lmaoooo good catch😂😂
@despitecovid2833 жыл бұрын
I howled when I repeated that part to see it BAHAHAHAHA omg 😂😂😂
@despitecovid2833 жыл бұрын
How tf does your brain work 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
@GAMEBUDZ3 жыл бұрын
19:13 lmaoooo
@amar.mohamed3 жыл бұрын
"I am so happy with what just happened" - Love Seth Rogen
@user829383 жыл бұрын
Conan looked just like Elon on Joe Rogan when he smoked.
@hubbs57592 жыл бұрын
I, too, am so happy that happened. I also really appreciated the Training Day reference.
@stevenahlberg15423 жыл бұрын
That needs to be a shirt. Conan's face and underneath that it says it's a fine herb
@panaceiasuberes64642 жыл бұрын
7:38 Andy's feet twisting in anticipation while Conan holds the joint.
@chianodistefano3243 жыл бұрын
Funny how weed brings people - and make them laugh together
@squanto23 жыл бұрын
I have a best old friend of 45 years. We started being friends getting high at 15 yo.
@ssj2camaro213 жыл бұрын
@@squanto2 awesome! Everyone at least needs 1 best friend in life
@joshogden10813 жыл бұрын
10:34 The moment Seth consciously and resignedly donned his Seth Rogen, Famous Person personna. Love this guy.
@dougshaw29443 жыл бұрын
Immediately recognized the "ever get wet?" line and started cracking up. Excellent interview.
@AtShahabs3 жыл бұрын
These two need to do more stuff together. Both are gems
@buttayobread5053 жыл бұрын
Lol Conan turned into Charlie Rose after that hit. The way he uniquely structured his question at 14:39 makes me think pot opens up quite an intellectual and conscientious part of his brain. Either that, or he was just high af and trying to keep it together by sounding as professional as possible..
@CARPital3 жыл бұрын
He didn't inhale
@Handlebandlebih3 жыл бұрын
My feelings while watching this went between appreciating Seths appearance and internally crying that the show is ending