Quentin & Eliot || There's a door somewhere

«one last look. one more minute.»
So this happened... another of my old unfinished projects. Maybe now that I unburdened myself of old projects I can finally focus and start something new with Stranger Things fingers crossed
About this video, I'm not sure how I feel about it... i guess due to me being still angry about the season finale but at least I got to finish this, and in a way I'm saying goodbye to them. I don't think i'll be making more queliot videos since I feel like I said everything i wanted to say already with my editing. I just hope somehow the next season will fix this mess, I'm gonna miss Quentin so much.
My lady Anja, thanks again for previewing :')
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[@TheDongSooYeoUnBox]

I just sat down in front of the pc when I saw the notification. And I thought "Oh, cool! A new video of Shainira, and a Queliot one at that!". And like the fool I am, I put it on wide screen and turned up the volume, bc high quality works of art have to be watched in the best way possible. I don't usually like to be overreacting on the internet, if I say "lmao" or something like that it's bc actually I barked a laugh so loud I woke up my dogs and probably my neighbors. So when I say I found myself incapable of moving my eyes from the screen and started to cry like a river without making any sound and still like a statue, it's bc it happened exactly like that. The way you chose the scenes, no matter how brief they are, the way you TELL THINGS and not just choosing aesthetically cool scenes and a cool song to be paired with, the way you deconstructed everything into tiny tiny pieces and made this- this MOSAIC OF RAW FEELINGS- I have NO IDEA how someone can do this. I have no idea how could you be able to do this. How not only you have incredible skills, product of countless hours and hours and hard work. But how your brain could come with THIS [waves emphatically at vid] I'm just still reeling for so many emotions this piece of art made me feel in less than 6 min and I still haven't finished breakfast. Thank you. Thank you so much for doing these truly amazing works. For make people be able to feel SO MUCH in so little time. Thank you.

[@Shainira]

no words, I don't know how to answer to this. Thank you soo much!! It means so much to me, and sorry for making you cry **hugs** I'm so happy you like the structure of the video, once it was done I wasn't completely sure it made sense but at the same time I didn't want to change... so i'm glad in turned out okay :') THANK YOU!! ಥ‿ಥ

[@calebpierce8875]

🥀🥺🖤

[@giovannacavalieri7479]

i'm NEVER forgiving them for taking queliot from me. Never.

[@zacharyboyette208]

A great way to get the things you want, is to be so miserable you dont want them anymore.

[@de5788]

the magicians is a show about depression and magic is just a secondary plot. incredible editing !

[@Shainira]

thanks!

[@vna04]

Yeah, and that S4 ending GAVE me depression. I’m still watching vids and reading fix-it fics to mend my 💔 heart. I need a Queliot happy ending.

[@morthempstock9477]

That last "He loves me. End of story." Oof. 💚 Beautiful work again. (and like you I am still angry at the finale)

[@Shainira]

thank you! :')

[@judithstein3533]

so true. I dont know if I'll be able to watch The Magicians next season without curly Q. He and Eliot where perfect for each other. Why is it that everytime Q was straight (Alice or however) terrible things happened? I really want Q back.

[@user-jx7zw9qk2w]

@@judithstein3533 so true. I just hope that in the books his fate is better

[@camerongodbee]

I watched one episode of the next season and it just didnt feel right. And it makes me so sad that we couldnt see what Queliot could fully accomplish together. I really miss Quentin. I wish they would make like and alternate ending for us Queliot fans. Really would make the hole a little smaller

[@vicky3822]

From what episode is that ''He loves me. End of story.'' ?? I cant remember.

[@miyochanfairyx8themlplover11]

2:20 “if I ever get out of here q, know that when I’m braver it’s cause I learned it from you”-Elliot Waugh

[@whcares]

Almost a year later, I'm still here. I've been watching this at like .. regularly occuring intervals, lol, like some sort of ritual. This edit is sacred to me, and it still as powerful and magnetic and heartbreaking as the first time I watched it.

[@Shainira]

hfñalkdsasdf you're making me emotional ಥ‿ಥ

[@Jorgelhus]

"Things break around me" And, yet, your talent is small amendments. So fit....

[@suncore598]

I was just thinking how it would be a great twist if, after establishing the post-Quentin status quo, Season 5 ends with his return due to some supernatural threat. Paving the way for Quentin and Eliot's reunion.

[@Shainira]

that's my dream flsdhgfgjk

[@stephwiller9089]

I wanted that so bad when it first happened and I still really do. But at the same time I feel like that would be really mean and cheapen the emotional impact. Then again I will probably be so friggin happy if they do it and go full Queliot that I won't even care about anything else.

[@ducklingscap897]

I want that so much but I think we all forget he was with Alice at the end... so first he‘d need to break up with her.

[@suncore598]

`Chiye Perhaps by the time Quentin comes back in this scenario, he and Alice won't be in the same place romantically as they were when they last saw each other.

[@avatarlhamo3063]

@@stephwiller9089 Harry Potter sacrifice himself and get back. It doesn't minimize his sacrifice. One more time, he lives, and live his full happy life after that. I want the same for Quentin, the boy who cared.

[@stephwiller9089]

Nope, I'm still not ready to accept this. I'm going to be a mess when this starts again without Q. Thank you for all the parallels they were the two most broken people and they made each other whole, they just fit so well together. I can't believe they never got the chance to pursue things in the real world. Like I know they had 50 years. I know Q got the message at the funeral with the peach, but it still hurts.

[@Shainira]

Same. and I'm glad you liked it :')

[@mcksmeee]

so i've watched this four times now, and every single time I am so thoroughly pulled in by the rhythm of the music as it perfectly matches the scenes, the voiceovers that line up in ways that I never thought of before ("my life, it doesn't work"/"us, we work" (FUCK)) and I know I'll be watching this vid countless more times. ever since the season four finale, I was so hurt and disappointed that I have tried to forget I ever liked this show. but in this, you've made something far greater than the show could ever be. you tapped into exactly what everyone loved about this relationship and why it meant so much to so many people. so thank you for putting the time and effort into this and sharing it with others. it really is a catharsis I didn't know I needed.

[@Shainira]

wow! Thank you so much :')

[@roarriar1180]

i come back to this edit every single day. from the song choice, to the strategic dialogue and scene choices, i have never found a better edit. this is spectacular and it makes me feel so much in such little time. thank you for this.

[@Shainira]

thank you soo much :')

[@whcares]

Me: clicks play 5 minutes later Me: Oh so this is what religious rapture feels like. I think you've outdone yourself. It's like time stopped for five minutes and I was transported to some other place, some superior realm where every emotion is felt in its full overwhelming magnitude and reality exists and flows in a grand circle of cosmic divine perfection. I'm sorry if I sound like I've lost it. But I did lose it. So there. This edit feels like the mosaic in the show. Reflecting the beauty of all life. Every little part, every detail, every puzzle piece, is placed just at the right place at the right time. I'm in awe of your talent, and of the beauty you created. Thank you.

[@Shainira]

aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh hfdalkñfdgkhsdflgñkhsfg Thank you so much!! My upload fear increases when it's a long video cause I know it's not everybody cup of tea. Don't worry, you're not crazy xD I get what you mean :') thank you soo much!

[@theblackenedphoenix]

This sums up how this video made me feel perfectly.

[@anaclaudiab7018]

This broke me, LETS WATCH AGAIN

[@RuneyDude84]

Holy shit this is literally the best vid I’ve ever seen of anything

[@Shainira]

n'aaaww thanks!

[@711musicforever]

I'm sure I've commented on this a few other times over the years but I just want to reiterate how much I love this video. Whenever things are hopeless or ugly in my life I watch this and it feels the way it would to be transported into those magical doors Q was always dreaming of. You made something truly special and beautiful with this one.

[@Shainira]

thank you so much! it means lot :')

[@keefashine2657]

ive watched this video like 8 times, but the "you love me, you love me not, you love me - end of story" always takes my breath away. i am gonna cry this is too beautiful

[@dorrolorro]

This was a beautiful edit! Q and Eliot had true love and it totally breaks my heart that they didn't have the chance to tell each other.

[@Shainira]

thanks!

[@avatarlhamo3063]

I cried. Just right here, right now. Not just because thinking to Quentin's lost regularly make me feel like shit, not because I was despairing to see a new Queliot edit' ever again, but because your editing is... This is talent. Clearly. True, raw talent with perseverance and perfectionnism. And like, the good idea to split all the scenes and mix it in beautiful anachronism like a mosaic (like someone said in this comment thread), the scenes echos, the symbols, the mastering of silences... genius, art.

[@Shainira]

thank you so much :')

[@killerpalace322]

Going to miss them so much. Really sad they didn't get more screen time. Loved it

[@Shainira]

Same.... and thanks :')

[@pashpashe]

Damn i thought I'd finally gotten over this season but it's there and it still hurts and this video reminded me that i loved this show so much, i trusted it so much and i hoped so much. This video is transcendent. I truly believe it's a masterpiece. Thank you so much I loved it so much. They really were something, weren't they?

[@Shainira]

wow! thank you so much!! and indeed, they really were something :')

[@ambrosia.floros]

I have no idea if I've ever actually left a youtube comment on this ever. But i was really into this fandom right in the clutches of 2018 to 2019. And i literally was so moved after watching this that i watched it again. And again. And again. I literally just saw it on my tumblr dashboard today and then went into my youtube search bar and "there is a door" is just in my history from me looking for this video. (I would in fact use it to help me cry sometimes no big deal lol) But god this really is just a work of art and people who were in the fandom do still talk about this piece and share it from time to time. Because our show may have gut punched us but boy did the fans make pretty mosaics out of that shattered mirror. Which is exactly what this video feels like

[@Shainira]

n'aaaaawww thank you so much! I really appreciate your words and all the love the fandom gave, and keeps giving, to this video :') THANK YOU!

[@lllbarker]

From the first frame I knew I'll get hurt and I'm not disappointed. Thank you, this video is filled with yearning which makes it 100% painful and beautiful than just a Sad Video With A Sad Song. I mean, is there anything you can edit lousy or not enough? I doubt it. Transition from calm, simple picture to something big and anxious confusion and it's going and going and.... You realize that now it is the perfect time to cry a little and bury this loss that has never been yours deep down again. And I'm sure I'll come here once more.

[@Shainira]

n'aaaaaaaawww thank you so much!! I'm so glad you don't think this is just another "sad video with a sad song" cause i never wanted it to be that. THANK YOU! :')

[@springsbreak]

i say this a lot on edits because i just love these characters so much but genuinely this is the best thing i have ever seen, it is THE edit for me. Especially the end, i have watched that so many times. I actually came back now cause i was thinking about it and trying to look through all my other saved queliot edits, and i found it. That ending sequence is just so omg i just don’t have words it’s so good, the whole video is amazing but the tower and eliot regaining consciousness, the ‘it’s time to go’, all of the hand movements in the middle, ‘it’s gonna be fine’, don’t get me started about the mirrors i am screaming. He loves me, end of story. Gosh anyway i’m so late to this insane show but i love this with my whole heart thankyou!

[@Shainira]

dgjagadlg thank you SOO much! :')

[@qnicole1679]

Never seen this show and have no idea who these characters are but this video was so BEAUTIFUL and enrapturing that I sat here for the full five minutes in awe. I'm now heartbroken because it seemed like that one guy ended up dying at the end 😭your editing is so subtle and I feel like it takes so much talent to put similar scenes & emotions together like that and complement them with sounds etc. i'm OFFENDED at how good this was

[@SarahSharpe1231]

Hey, hun! ☺️ Huge Queliot shipper here! So...if you want some context...yeah. He did die (or if you ask a lot of fans, they’ll actually say that the writers had him commit suicide). Essentially, Eliot was possessed by a monster all season. And finally, in the season finale, they got the monster out of him. However...Q had to go to the Mirror Realm to throw the bottle containing the monster into The Seam. The entrance to The Seam is, well, a mirror. Everything was going fine....until a bad guy who was also in the Mirror Realm shattered the mirror entrance to The Seam. Now all magicians have a different discipline...and Q just found out toward the end of the season that his is Minor Mending-he can fix things. You’re not supposed to do magic in the Mirror Realm because it’ll just reflect all over the place and cause a massive explosion of power, etc. Basically, it’s bad. And Q knew this. But he needed to fix the mirror. So he did some minor mending and fixed it and he threw the monster into The Seam......but the spell began reflecting all over the place and he got caught in the crossfire. Eliot and Q never got to say hello or goodbye to each other because Eliot began bleeding out all over the place when they got the monster out of him and immediately needed surgery...and Q ran into the Mirror Realm to take care of the monster. Tragic doesn’t even cover it. 😞

[@Shainira]

thank you so much!! i'm so happy you like it. And yeah sadly one of them, Quentin, died **sobbing**

[@Pheo_]

I just found this for the first time, which is funny because recently I've been contemplating to rewatch the show. This masterpiece of yours is nothing less than perfection. The way you bring out the little moments that hold so much detail and emotion in it, and has put it together so it forms a complete story is incredible. Thank you for making this. It might be somewhat old now, but I think it came to me at the exact right time.

[@Shainira]

hafladhkgad thank you so much! I'm so happy you liked it :')

[@cupofmayte]

Watching this, proves that I'm still not over them - how everything ended. Love the video SO much, Sara! Epic job!! 💞

[@Shainira]

thank you lady! I don't think anyone will ever be over this U.u

[@SarahSharpe1231]

Oh my god. It feels like a ton of bricks are tied to my heart and pulling it down toward my stomach. My heart is UNBELIEVABLY heavy and a VERY flimsy dam is trying to hold back the tears that are building up behind my eyes right now. WOW. WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW. Incredible. Absolutely incredible. The ADORABLE and HEARTBREAKING parallels-both audibly and visually, both obvious and hidden. The AMAZING sound-mixing....the emotional swell of the music and lyrics to the agonizing moments of silence. (I don’t know if this was one song or several but everything about the backing track was BEYOND perfect.) The way you used certain lines and shots that may not have initially referred to their relationship....but when edited the correct with the right lines and shots that BEAUTIFULLY complimented them...just SHATTERED my heart. Q’s life was miraculous but painful. Eliot-who’s had MORE than his own fair share of pain-found a kindred spirit in Q. He found someone he could love unconditionally. He found a home. And now that home has been devastatingly ripped away from him and I can’t even imagine how he’s going to continue to face every new day. It truly pains me thinking about how empty and helpless he probably must be feeling. I hate more than anything that such a beautiful story has come to such a tragic ending. But life DOES and MUST go on......and I’ll be there watching over El......and making sure he’s living the life that Q would want him to live. Fuck, now I’m crying....... 😭💔

[@Shainira]

aaaaaaaaahhhhh THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! it's just one song and it's amazing xD and I'm so glad you like the way I edited the quaotes and everything, I kind of wanted to show you how they are alone (as individuals) and how they are together :')

[@denisek7]

The ones who were meant to be~ thank u for this absolutely beautiful edit

[@maggiefoster4424]

I first watched this video shortly after watching the season finale and it like healed my soul a little bit! This is the one queliot video that I keep coming back to because the entire thing is beautiful. It always leaves me smiling and hopeful!!

[@Shainira]

I'm so happy you like my video, thank you so much for your words :')

[@alice951996]

i’m still not okay about that ending, and i’m going to miss Q so much... thank you for this video. it’s wonderful and beautiful and so very you 💛

[@Shainira]

thanks! and you're welcome ;)

[@pal0oz]

this is one of the best edited videos i've ever seen in my life

[@Shainira]

thank you :')

[@eyeofjupiter]

Still the best Queliot edit I’ve seen three years later. Masterpiece.

[@Shainira]

thank you :')

[@therewisfiles8437]

This is my favorite edit of Elliot and q I’ve found so far. It’s beautiful

[@Shainira]

thank you :')

[@sadshenanigans1403]

Really amazing work. I dont mind when characters leave. I just hate that elliot and q didnt have more time.

[@Shainira]

thanks! the thing with Quentin leaving is that everything felt unfinished

[@saramj28]

This is one of the best edits I've ever seen. Seriously. I'm speechless right now. The way you have told their story is beautiful. ❤️❤️

[@Shainira]

thank you so much!

[@inesmayoud2531]

im crying so damn hard. Thank you, i always loved your edits but this one hits me really deep. Thanks for this and for the things it made me feel, thanks for the ending, the most beautiful ever.

[@Shainira]

TAHNK YOU! ^^

[@IndigoKid]

This video is so beautiful. And it’s atmosphere... god. I can’t stop rewatching it. Thank you so much for so emotional work.

[@Shainira]

thank you! I'm happy you like it ^^

[@royalvalkyrie]

Just wow this is heartbreaking all over again. I love your queliot edits so much 😭 they’re so beautiful! You tell the whole story though your edits and i freekin love that.

[@Shainira]

**sending virtual hug** thanky ou so much lady! :')

[@whyquentin]

I’m broken and devastated. Again. One of my favorite videos from now and on. Thank you for your work, it’s amazing.

[@Shainira]

thank you! :')

[@xstrangerpilotx]

This is absolutely beautiful and I'm in tears 😭😭

[@Shainira]

thank you so much! :')

[@theclexachronicles]

oh my lordy Sara!!!!!! this is the first vid i've watched for a long time out of the editing world and aklsdjlkjdsk once again you just confirm how freaking talented you are :') :') this made me feel so???? inspired??? in awe??? i can't explain. there's just something about your style that is so unique to you and as usual im speechless. your storytelling is seriously on another level girl :') :')

[@foiv1]

my heart just broke in a million pieces. your editing is, well, superb

[@Shainira]

thank you :')

[@perfectlife2367]

Keep rewatching this EVERYDAY. THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL. This masterpiece. I LOVE THIS VIDEO SOO MUCH.

[@Shainira]

thank you soo much!!

[@traceyh6224]

Wow. This was amazing. Such good choices of clips and editing of them. I am also still mad at the finale, but this video encapsulated the essence of them so well that it's a little like getting to hold onto them just a little longer.

[@Shainira]

thank you!! :')

[@fueledbymarilyn]

holy shit. hoooly shit. this just randomly came up on my recommended but it might be the best Q and El video i've watched. wow. that was so powerful and incredibly well done. The beginning and the ending especially hit me like punches to the chest. Seriously thanks for your talent.

[@Shainira]

thank you so much!

[@Snowrite]

Floored. You achieve things with your choices and editing that plenty of people in Hollywood can't even get quite right. Music builds for tension. Non-linear storytelling . Punchline thesis statement at the end for maximum impact. Next level. Just... wow :D

[@Shainira]

thank you sooo much! It means a lot :')

[@renforest]

Omg, I love how you don't cut to the next clip right away but you follow the music and created this finished project that just gave me the fEeLs 😭

[@Shainira]

thank you!! :')

[@laurapalmer3601]

This is so beautifully done, Sara. It touched me on so many different levels and made me all emotional. It's pure art.

[@Shainira]

thank you so much lady! :')

[@roqiroha_noodle8295]

Freaking brilliant...I did not know what I was in for but your storytelling is just gorgeous and it's so tastefully heartbreaking but in a way that also helps soothe the loss. Glad I clicked, good luck with future masterpieces.

[@Shainira]

thank you soo much :')

[@lizanderson9]

This is absolutely beautifully done! A true masterpiece! Thank you

[@Shainira]

thanks :)

[@jazminsagi1578]

This is beautiful, I can't stop watching. Thank you.

[@Shainira]

thanks :')

[@pal0oz]

every now and then you see a video so brilliantly edited it just sticks with you, forever, and you keep thinking about it and coming back to it for months and years afterward. this is one of those for me. still in awe.

[@Shainira]

wow, thank you! :')

[@bri-ym2vy]

i genuinely cannot put into words what this video just made me feel. thank you.

[@Shainira]

:')

[@LunaErebos]

This made me cry, I just love it. I love them. Thank u for your work!

[@Shainira]

thank you!

[@beafelicity7308]

This video made me cry because I’m still suffering from the end of the season (still can’t believe it) and also because your editing it’s just... my god like I can’t find the right words to say! It makes me feel things, all this feelings... it’s perfect and precious, you just touch my soul every time you make a video! Thank you for making this

[@Shainira]

n'aaaawww thank you so much for this lovely comment :')

[@yvonnesimeonidis8396]

this broke my Queliot heart into a million pieces all over again. Your editing is above and beyond. The way you molded their journey together is simply stunning

[@Shainira]

THANK YOU SO MUCH :')

[@Secrxts]

Okay okay okay I can’t stop crying this made me BALL. this is probably the most INCREDIBLE queliot vid i have ever seen. THE PARALLELS THE EDITING JUST EVERYTHING. wow i love them so much they deserved so much better. this is truly amazing and heartbreaking and perfect

[@Shainira]

thank you soo much!! it means a lot :D

[@RubyChan05]

Utterly beautiful. Thank you for giving us this gift!

[@Shainira]

thanks :')

[@harriepie]

Thank you for this. It's beautiful. I'm sat here crying.

[@Shainira]

thanks! **hugs**

[@tessaariane6931]

I don't even know what to say. I am crying right now. This video was everything. It was beautiful and heartbreaking and extremely well made. You captured their relationship in such a beautiful way. (the magicians writers could never) I am sitting here crying not only because their story is sad, but also because you reminded me of what we could have had. Their story was cut short. They deserved better. We deserved better. I am still so mad even when I pretend I don't care anymore. I will watch that again now. And again and again. Thank you 💕

[@Shainira]

aaaawwww **sending virtual hug** thank you so much!

[@romaneblanchard609]

I never comment on videos on youtube but here I can not not do it.. I am overwhelmed by the work you have done, it is one of the most beautiful things I have ever watched. I know no one in my life who loves Quentin and Eliot as much as I do, we see in your video all the love you have for them, you have given them so much honor and accuracy.. You have an incredible talent, you put so much beauty and sweetness on you to rebuild their love in 6 minutes, thank you very much It does both good and bad but I will never get tired of this video, this ship and this series after so many years

[@Shainira]

fhalfkadhkgl thank you so much for taking the time to comment. I still can't believe how much the fandom loves this video :')

[@romaneblanchard609]

@@Shainira You do such a good job, this is truly one of my favorite videos! Thank you for doing this I feel less alone in my love for the series and this ship 🥺

[@MiaWinchester794]

okay but seriously, how can you be so talented?? your videos are just something else this is a masterpiece, I love it it gave me so many feels and I don't even watch the show

[@Shainira]

thanky ou so much lady :')

[@papaya3642]

thanks for making me cry 🤧🤧🤧🕊💕

[@idontwikeit]

seeing the magicians back with season 5 and I just have to come and watch this video and remind myself how sad I am about this...your video is amazing and this is honestly the best queliot video I've watched

[@Shainira]

thank you so much :')

[@helgaalbenix6835]

but do you know this is the best vid I've seen in my entire life? and I don't expect that to change. it's perfect. no overreacting here, I've got back to watch it again after a year or so and it's still as amazing as it was. it feels like you helped it wake up)

[@Shainira]

hdafadklfdalfhdlg thank you soo much!! it means a lot :')

[@funkyfairyz]

i re watch this every day. pure art

[@Shainira]

thanks :')

[@Nora-kr4zw]

This is just so beautiful. Thank you ❤️

[@Shainira]

:')

[@waffle._.bubbles]

I miss these two so much! This was so good and well edited! Now, thanks to this, I'm not sure how you function as a human being anymore.

[@Shainira]

n'aaaawww thank you!!

[@moony8706]

Я не часто пишу комментарии в принципе, но клянусь, это лучшее, что я видела, черт побери!

[@clairfaery]

This is really great! I actually think it’s the best edit of Queliot I’ve seen.

[@Shainira]

thank you!! ^____^

[@reality_is_a_lie9598]

Your magician s videos got me to try the show out! I only just started season 2 but Iv fallen in love. You captured the gentle mysticism of the characters so beautifully.

[@Shainira]

oh really? I hope you'll like it then :D and thank you!

[@hepaliens]

this was a work of fucking art. you've done it again, and with one of my favorite pairings ever. they deserved so much better, and this video is proof of that concept. the way you showed every parallel of theirs with painstaking precision, i'm honestly in awe of you. your talent is mesmerizing, your art is inspiring, and you made a pairing who seemingly got so little in canon feel like so much more than that. thank you thank you a million times thank you

[@Shainira]

dhalkñfhadlfhdsglkshfgfskgjadñlfjañlfj´d´fjd Thank you sooo much!!! It means a lot :')

[@lisakostyshina5272]

I never saw this series and know these boys only due to KZbin videos, and I want to say that this video is very different from everything I saw to this moment, and it's beautiful and sad and I just don't know what to say except thank you

[@Shainira]

thank you so much

[@ilurvsharrypotter]

I'm back. And This is??? A work??? Of art??? I have watched sooo many fanvids, but I've never. Seen..anything. like. This.

[@Shainira]

dcfhdaslfhdkghksfl thanks :')

[@aextheria]

Easy way how to make a person cry in 5:14 minutes (in fact, even less)😭 This is so beautiful, pure, FULL OF EMOTIONS! ❤️ Teach me. Far the best video of Queliot I've seen! I'm gonna miss Q so much... I hate the ending! I think TM will *never* be the same without him. Without Queliot.😭 Thank you so much for sharing this wonderful piece of art with us.❤️

[@Shainira]

Thank you soo much :')

[@abigase135]

Girl you're GOOD! I'm marathoning your work, came here from the Hannibal video and subscribed!

[@Shainira]

thank you so much :')

[@popolskutocosznaczy1415]

This is, honest to God, one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. I'm not exagerating when I say that "The Magicians", the way it went, left me wounded for life. But since I've found this Masterpiece, whenever I'm in need of a good cry, I watch it. And I've really never managed to watch it without crying my eyes out - but in a cathartic kind of way. Because it's like You've made sense of it all, You presented it so heartbreakingly and beautifully it feels for me like religious experience. Nothing but admiration for Your great talent and the tenderness of Your soul. Personally, I am extremely grateful to You for making and sharing it, because it really helped me cope with the way it all ended, and how my once most beloved story betrayed my trust so horribly. And while I don't think I'll ever be able to rewatch "The Magicians", I come back to Your Video every once and then - because while it's still heartbreaking, it's also clear that it's done by someone who loves these characters, and knows how to tell a good story. Your Work of Art remains one of my favourite videos ever, and I believe it belongs to the best on KZbin, and in the Internet, and ever made, to be honest. I wish You all the best in life. You rock, take care!

[@Shainira]

Thank you so much!! I've been reading this comment at least once each day since I got it, it really means a lot! I'm so glad it helped you cope with what the show did, it helped me too. As you I don't think I'll ever watch The Magicians again, I rather leave all the bad stuff fade away and remember what I want to remember about it. thank again :')

[@katka5351]

what an amazing edit. also, bless you for introducing me to low roar.

[@Shainira]

thank you!! and you're welcome, their songs are gold

[@jjhatch5697]

this video came for my throat tbh

[@imnotgrace5312]

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL OMG MY FAVORITE VIDEO ON THE INTERNET EVER.

[@Shainira]

THANK YOU!!!

[@_RAvenoRE_]

I'm trying not to cry. Unbelievable work

[@Shainira]

thanks!

[@sherikam1662]

There aren't many videos that can make me cry, but god this one made it a first

[@sydneymccaw6132]

i love this!! its so well made

[@Shainira]

thank you!

[@isoldewas]

so, ehm. I watched it three times in a row, because it’s just brilliant ?? w u it’s always brilliant But the different PARTS the REWIND !!!!! at the end there The muuuusic (I’m going to steal it so hard) Thank you

[@Shainira]

hahahaha three times?!¿ wow! THANK YOU!! :'D

[@xLiesForALiar]

i can't believe we almost didn't get to see this, given that it was an old, unfinished project. SARA. this is a triumph. i confess i haven't seen the show, but i am so absolutely enamored by this video. the song i have never heard before, but in less experienced hands i imagine it'd be a real feat trying to meet the demands of the structure and tonal shifts, yet you make it feel EFFORTLESS. i am just in love with 2:20- 2:54 and 3:53 - the end, especially. god, THE END. your choice of shots, the reversing, happier moments now melancholic, "peaches and plums, he loves me, he loves me not." the synthesis of all these small, individual details you think up just creates the most exquisite experience.. i think vidding is such an emotive outlet, akin to poetry in that sometimes it's less about what it means and more about how it makes you feel. a vid like this, to a show i don't know, i'm aware that lack of context changes the experience for me, that i'm missing out in ways but still i am present for the emotional journey. it's one i can understand and connect with and that's the real beauty of vidding when executed on this level. taking these scenes and characters and breathing new life into them, new context, new connections. i'm going to stop myself here because i've already gone on too long but just know that i am so happy to see you uploading more frequently again. i've missed your work, and vids like this one just remind me of the wealth of talent you possess and choose to share with us. I AM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL.

[@Shainira]

Thank you so much! your comments always make me feel better :') btw you're so good with words! i envy that XD

[@fishfingersandscarves]

this is literally like, my favorite mv just ugh

[@Shainira]

:')

[@karas1813]

Well... I got my heart broken again for Queliot... It was a beautiful video, I love it!

[@Shainira]

thanks!

[@MaryTyler]

Thank you very for this brilliant video ❤️ Such intense and aestetic work 😍 My queliot feelings still 💔💔💔 But this made me feel better and don't lose hope about S5.

[@Shainira]

thank you soo much!

[@yaellyshkow4762]

this is incredible oml

[@Shainira]

thank you!

[@sweetutopia7705]

I don't even watch this show but I still couldn't take my eyes of the screen. You are THIS good!

[@Shainira]

thank you!! I appreciate you still watch even if you don't know what the hell is going on xD

[@sweetutopia7705]

@@Shainira This is probably my hobbie hahaha

[@gavvronk9355]

I came back here after s5ep3 and I'm crying aaaaa I still love this video, it's perfect

[@Shainira]

thank you :')

[@TheSandraxdivina]

I keep watching videos of these two even though I've only ever watched the first episode of The Magicians........ One day I'll continue this show. If they do end up together. By the way, excellent video. Truly the best one.

[@Shainira]

Thank you so much! sadly i'm afraid they won't U.u

[@Scribdoodle]

I finally feel able to watch Magicians fanvids again, and this killed me. So good job! lol

[@Shainira]

thanks! **hugs**

[@MaraSophita]

this was beautiful! love the reverse part ♡♡♡

[@Shainira]

thank you!! :')

[@marcodimbo2174]

I NEED more Quinteliot! And I'm upset that I can pretty much never have it anymore.

[@belle333black]

Holy shit that was incredible. I can't believe we're not going to get any more of these two

[@Shainira]

thanky ou! and same U.u

[@aloa4]

It's beautiful. The mounting is very good. Ok, fine I'm very fan of this. ♥

[@Shainira]

thanks!

[@yumirouse]

There is no word to describe (and not cause english is not my language - i can search for word in any language and will fail, i've tried in first to formulate in mine, but it's impossible) how deep and lovely this was. Ending of your clip give me more emotional and completed finale when show gave. And for this - thank you, cause i was lost after that they did, now i'm whole thanks to you.

[@Shainira]

omg thank you so much! your words mean a lot to me :')

[@yumirouse]

​@@Shainira Can't find words to thank you and you thanks me for my unfounded words. This is how art works i guess) Speechless feelings sharing.

[@digitalsoulbank]

I am breaking down. This edit is so good I have no words.

[@Shainira]

thanks!

[@papaya3642]

this is so beautiful

[@Shainira]

thanks!