Why would my own mother do this to me? PART 1 - Mercy Jacob

[@mercynicevlogs2874]

Today let me take this chance to pass my sincere gratitude to the entire team shared moments with Justus because through this platform I have been able to connect with many people who are helping me through my healing journey...In addition I have connected with therapist and am undergoing counselling at the moment I am better than I was before.special thanks to everyone..May God bless you all

[@SharedMomentswithJustus]

🙏 Proud of you Mercy. Wish God's favour upon your life

[@nellymatalanga5033]

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[@nellymatalanga5033]

When i hear people say mzazi n mzazi mmmh ... ... ..You can hv toxic relatives etc but having a toxic mother is the worst thing in life . And don't be fooled forgiving a parent ain't easy at all

[@joycewahway7836]

Well said

[@gentrixkhatenje8907]

😭

[@danielmburu8013]

Me too when I hear people saying respect n forgive your mother I just wake up n go coz she's the one ruined my life to where I am now.

[@nellymatalanga5033]

@@danielmburu8013 Pole my dear people just don't get it even just moving on with life sio rahisi .healing ya mzazi inataka tu ujiite kamkutano alone 🤔🤔 I chose to walk out on people in my life bcz of ths stupid phrase "mzazi ni mzazi alikuzaa " it might sound weird bt i don't regret it

[@danielmburu8013]

@@nellymatalanga5033 me too but without remembering ata God hatukuwai skia connection yake sana na mother ke alijitos akiwa myoung sana akaenda kwa church so even me nilichose ku walk out but respect Iko sijawai mtusi ama anything bad to her.but walk out n cut communication

[@jeyykeyy2279]

Do I have to cry all this?? My ohh my...... I know my mother never likes me as she does with my sisters but I am the favored one by God... There's God in heaven.

[@switysalim9910]

Am now at peace knowing that am not the only hated by the same person that brought me to this world🥺🥺🥺God bless my grandma she never had much but she gave me the best😭😭😭😭😭

[@charlesndunda2909]

Guys, never judge a person just by looking at him/her. People out there are going through difficult times and sometimes they may act crazy. Let's learn to always love people regardless of their appearance, their mood etc. Humanity pays!

[@sonyia7521]

Before anything, who appreciates the English like me? Wah

[@felisterwanguirimui6575]

Me here...she is so eloquent

[@joyceatieno6446]

Very good speaker, at ease with the language. Go pick your siblings

[@sonyia7521]

@@joyceatieno6446 That would be good but, am not judging her cos I know it was hard for her with all the traumas but in part two she says she lost hope and messed up so much in campus. I wish she knew the power in salvation and the name of Jesus, it would have saved her a lot of problems. Me I have seen people abandoned by parents but because of their trust in God, they become very successful.

[@joyceatieno6446]

@@sonyia7521 this girl has been through hell. But she will triumph

[@carolinembithe4544]

I do! she is so eloquent and I admire it. Actually, I was hoping someone would mention it.

[@sandyndonye3918]

Mercy dearest, thank you for having the courage to speak up and share your story. Sorry for the pain and trauma you've been through. Trust that your heart, mind and body will indeed heal, and that the Lord will wipe ALL your tears and also use you to be a bright shinning light in this world. Your future is not your past, take heart! Huggs!

[@sallymwasi]

Be kind to people, you don't know what they are going through.

[@SharedMomentswithJustus]

True

[@zubodospectacular8598]

We also thank God for your dad,he was such a positive influence in your life. I am so sorry for your loss.

[@zubodospectacular8598]

Thank you Mercy for being so brave and sharing your story. I am so sorry that you went through all this, may God continue to heal you from all this trauma that you went through.

[@Rehobothreconciliation]

So sorry for mercy for what you went through as a child...!!May the lord give u a brighter tomorrow than what u thought or ever expected.

[@wangechiwangareassociatead4345]

ooooh I've really cried a river. My heart goes out to Mercy. such a soft hearted girl going through Soo much turmoil. Better days ahead. hugs dear

[@SharedMomentswithJustus]

True. Better days are ahead

[@salomemwangi406]

Not all women are mothers. society demands every woman should have kids that's why we have this horrible mothers.bitter angry and narcissists

[@lindagithaiga1974]

Exactly 💯

[@jlmchannel5579]

I have cried alongside with you Mercy 😭😭😭😭. Keep hope alive sweetheart ❤️❤️God loves you more than you can imagine.

[@margiewenzel6582]

What a touching story.Mercy you are very understanding and forgiving

[@jlmchannel5579]

Oh beautiful Mercy ❤️❤️ hugs hugs girl.

[@gladyswanjau8537]

Oh mercy i wish i could give you a hug...aki someone needs to counsel her

[@wisdomlife]

Mercy, may the Holy Spirit our counselor, our comforter, our peace keep ministering to you!

[@faithvugutsa7407]

Mercy was my roommate in starehe , I wish you divine healing

[@phyllismagunde5844]

This teacher who beat you for obtaining 98%, I wonder how far he went with school. If he expects students to obtain 100%, I wonder how far he went with his education. I wonder if he even reached that percentage when he was in high school. I wonder how many degrees he has. A teacher, who did Psychology during training should know better. He was in the wrong profession.

[@lydiawambo8433]

This is pain in its all definitions! God you are father to the fatherless, and very much close the crushed in spirit. Walk with Mercy, heal her and wipe away her tears. I have seen you do it in the past, am confident that you are with her and that she will find peace and comfort in you. Amen!

[@phyllismagunde5844]

The teacher who beat you should have been sued. I pray that he comes across this video, if he is still alive.

[@terryray3147]

He definitely had his personal issues. Why beat other people's kids like animals in the name of teaching.Should be followed up coz right now there must be kids suffering under this mad man.

[@kacheruth3615]

Mercy Jacob I have cried with you watching this…may God’s peace be with you ❤️

[@Durablacks]

What a touching and heartbreaking story that this young lady went through in the hands of an evil mother😧😪😪😪😥😰😱

[@vlevene344]

I listening to this mercy story from start ti finish too good to be true that a distressing story i think she need healing and counceling god with her blessed her and heal her viewing frm the west indes

[@blessingbreakthrough4199]

So sad, may the joy of the LORD be your strength my sister, I just wish to know how you’re doing now.

[@ktboru3151]

May almighty God walk with you. You had been in toxic environment as a child....Your father is with angels he will continue loving and pray for you be strong for him and for your siblings who still need you....pray for your mother and forgive her

[@grace.omondi]

Sad story, but the lady is yet to heal. I hope she gets to soon

[@jasutrading8157]

My same thoughts trauma

[@linewangui8997]

Young lady, there is healing of the wounds in Christ Jesus. May the Lord wipe you every tear. In Christ Jesus, there is healing. There is a new joy only in the Lord. As you get closer and closer to Him. Forgive your mother, love her, because she was also suffering without knowing Jesus Christ. She could not give love, because she did not know it. Join a pentecostal church. Healing comes slowly, but ends up being powerful. Church will help you grow, worshipping the Lord Jesus Christ for prolonged time, removes pain, and brings healing, joy, peace.

[@ruthblanchie8223]

Oh God...as if she is sharing part of my story, but like I always find solace in the Lord, coz much as things are the way they are around me, God would have taken me long time ago, but I keep saying he has a purpose for my existence. Daddy you left us early but continue resting in peace. May God continue opening my momz minds to remember that I am part of her

[@sonyia7521]

This is giving me chills n goose bumbs!! Crying out loudly (Col).

[@stellamosota26]

So sorry young girl God is with you all time will make your future shine

[@elizabethwacira2561]

Pole sana mercy you are so brilliant ,beautiful ,i love your calm nature..pole for wat you have gone through..I pray for your peace of mind ..hugs gal.

[@lilowangechi7145]

Can't wait for part 2

[@katrinarolle1998]

Yes!I read I was the first one to tune in,mercy your life story really was a sad one,I believe to understand your mom you need to check out her back ground,(broken person trying to have a family)while you was talking my mind could not get off the rest of your siblings left with your mother obvious a sick person with a sick man,pray the rest of the story gets better……but until then I know God do not make no mistake if you let him turn your story out for your good he will Roman’s 10:9..Roman’s 8:28 , when men fails,always remember God who created you love ❤️ you unconditionally,🙏.

[@WILMA_]

When “you were talking” & “God does not make mistakes”.

[@kate4kanini]

@@WILMA_ . Correcting someone grammer on internet is a display of ignorance.

[@phillipsidhojapap1461]

@@kate4kanini she looks young.. she is yet to mature and understand how to filter what is meaningful in posts. Focusing on the minor and losing out on the main point

[@stellamoraa1621]

I wish I could get you and give you an hug Mercy.God understands and sorry for what happened to you.

[@bekly.5106]

I am so sorry for what you went through. One thing for sure , your dad was the best and he cared for you. Please find it possible , overtime to forgive your mother

[@gw7768]

Profiling and brutal beatings in public schools is at another level even of candidates. And the parents and students cannot speak for fear of victimisation. She is literally reliving the beatings moment. Like thika high school. Say something abt the trauma this treatment causes on the boys there. Parents let's wake up. If the school is too much, sio lazima. The child can stay home, you get another school even if he or she may repeat a term or a year in the new school. Arriving dead after exam or abused is not worth it.

[@Sozo_inc]

So sorry @ what you have been. It's truly God that you are normal today & still here. You need some deep deliverance

[@allisontelesford7975]

the God and Father of our lord Jesus be with you miss Jocob he is your strength

[@joshmuli2822]

That school sounds exactly like the one I schooled in somewhere in kiboko... Kari-mwailu day and boarding primary school. I wouldn't be surprised to find that it's the one

[@aminaabdullahi7582]

I'm sorry you make me cry for sure

[@winnieakunyo1790]

Her telling her story and breaking down is really therapy for her indeed she needs to let out all the pain and get some healing on the inside.Painful story there.

[@Glm8]

I couldn't hold my tears watching this, this life

[@wisdomlife]

Such pain! Some parents can be cruel

[@kawirasingerman9767]

cheer p darling.you are not alone we are many and we grew up with toxic mothers.am sorry for your pin my sister

[@sheryldaisy5555]

Oh sorry Mercy, remember God is always there

[@joycembugua4584]

Growing up my mother was so bitter 😭 I don't know what I can say 😥but I thought it was normal,I mean am just a little girl whom would do anything to make her mum happy 😊💗 until one akanipea school fees nikalipa then change nikatumia 50 to buy a pand ,mind you I started my period when I was 12 but I never told her because she was not there for me 😪so nilikuwa natumia za shule na Ile time cina I use to be so embarrassed ju ilikuwa inatokea kwa uniform 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Now this 50 nikatumia and Jioni am like "Mum nilitimia 50 nika buy pand" we were me,my sister and mum preparing super and MUM shouted me ulichukua pesa za nini kwani kwa siku zingine unatoanga wapi😭😭😭🤦😭And what shocked my sister was there saying niciwai pewa😭😭😭😭And like am Just 15 years 😪🤔my sister is the Fast born and she's well taken care of and me am just there no one to talk to 🤔If I really needed something hakuna mtu😭And I had to run away when I was 16 and I thought mum will care and she told "ata uende cienzi kosa kkula nishibe"my biological mother.long story short,Some of us strangle to be there for our mothers ,am ,26 and I can't face my mum and share something personal she pushed me away when I needed her.

[@abigailkibet2766]

Oh noo. I'm deeply sorry for this Joyce😥😥

[@mercynicevlogs2874]

Huggs darling... better days are coming.our pass may have been traumatic but lets look forward to becoming better parents in future

[@SharedMomentswithJustus]

So sorry @Joyce. Does your mother know how you feel about her? Does she know what the things she did/said did to you, or she still doesn't care?

[@nellymatalanga5033]

So sad how mothers turn to be wild to their own children .hope uko poa ulipo sio rahisi bt tafta space kivyako n move on if she still can't accommodate you .natumai your sister is treating u well #hugs❤

[@terryray3147]

Don't desire to be close to a toxic mother. Live your life. Its in your past. You survived for a reason. Be happy. Many mothers die at birth and those kids live. Assume u lost yours and just be happy u are alive.If u can get therapy please do but cut off a person who was never there for u when u needed her most.

[@faithkurgat6046]

A mother loves you, period. Hence she would never allow any harm happen to you. Someone who brings you to this world but treats you like garbage is not your mother.

[@susanmasai8009]

Some mother s are Not worthy at all.

[@marymuiriri5940]

Wuuui don't mind we are many even me I passed those wild actions from my mum,,, working hard in gulf giving them every thing,,,going back home I saw dust,,,, the money ws of their own benefits even kids not well feed,,, calling me prostitute making me to collide with my children and up to date showing up them am just a prostitute in gulf,,,,, take it easy

[@susanmasai8009]

Bad teachers will be rewarded by God,That's why most trs end up in pain.

[@harrietkamau6710]

Your communication is flawless. Not common these days. Congratulations. Otherwise, it is sad to imagine that a mother can be so bad to her own blood. May be she was hating back at your father. It happens especially when the father likes you. It's good that you are talking.

[@elizabethlukale4474]

Pole sana mercy.

[@magarematara8919]

Pole sana Mercy

[@victoriousco]

Oh Lord, this is a hard and painful path in life Mercy but you are special and loved by God. Keep strong gal.

[@Simply-mariah2]

May God give you strength

[@Wanjamburu.23]

😪oh my God what a painful story. Talk of childhood trauma then resilience. Girl at some point you failed your dad by not communicating to him about taking your siblings to your mum. You should have informed him but now that life must go on don't blame yourself. Accept it happened and live. May your dad Rip

[@Joyful-gu5bj]

I don't understand why some human beings are so 😈 That teacher was so inhuman. Mercy ,may the Holy Spirit continue to strengthen n restore you fully from the crown of your head to the soars of your feet in Jesus mighty name Amen n Amen. Very sad upbringing n very brave sharing your story. God bless you.

[@barbaramandela1371]

Her mother was projecting her guilt and promiscuity onto her child. Zero accountability. What a failure.

[@winnieakunyo1790]

I have a problem with SOME Teachers also they think by caning students/pupils they will put across their points despite being given an explanation I mean someone is not well and they have done exceedingly well by scoring a 98% and you want to still cane that person 😏🙂😠?like can't you just lend them an ear and listen to what they have to say as an explanation for not doing sth or not scoring the 100% they want 🤷 SOME teachers are really savage.Some of the subjects we even did got thorough beatings for wa even a complete waste of time and not even applicable anywea ryt now in this life.

[@annnkaku8788]

Which years did you attend Starehe Girls?

[@KKE1978]

Thats sound like primary school but ours was only a boys school

[@tinaankaradesigns254]

Justus please connect some guest to therapist to begin heal of these mental bruise

[@lindagithaiga1974]

What was up with wazazi wa 80's &90's🤔Were our Grandparents also toxic 🤔

[@SharedMomentswithJustus]

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[@Rehobothreconciliation]

Say that again having a toxic mother is the worst that can ever happen to anyone .

[@maituwaawa1721]

I have similar story many of us never had,motherly love I loved my dad so much n mom said I was sleeping with him I agreed today dad is gone but moms hatred is still there

[@DavTec1]

@@maituwaawa1721 I love your name , my name is Tecla too. I have a story too…..One day, I hope someone will listen to me , understand me and never judge me !

[@maituwaawa1721]

@@DavTec1 go to hidden books of the bible and read about a lady by our name what she went through u will start healing

[@DavTec1]

@@maituwaawa1721 Asante sana , I will !

[@dikolizaskk5847]

I wonder why u didnt tell or call your father

[@josephinemulama6338]

Mercy why didn't you call your dad

[@pearlmathe7356]

Part 2?

[@SharedMomentswithJustus]

Here kzbin.info/www/bejne/g2bKpZapatmDfMU

[@svkn6785]

This girl is in so much pain. She needs counselling if nothing else.

[@nastehaabdullahi5562]

That teacher was a monster omG and the should not be called a mother coz she was so horrible

[@Irriswhartirris]

💔💔🥺🥺🥺🥺

[@janengobilap4887]

🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿

[@fardosaabdi8702]

Yyyyy y

[@elizabethmwalo8424]

Mercy u should have called your father.

[@faithkimathi4068]

@Elizabeth Mwalo, I was also thinking the same. Who gave the mother her phone number.

[@elizabethmwalo8424]

@@faithkimathi4068 I think it's a close friend or maybe the father.

[@faithkimathi4068]

@@elizabethmwalo8424 A very sad story. Mercy is still hurting and needs professional help.

[@elizabethmwalo8424]

@@faithkimathi4068 indeed. May almighty God help her. She need to see a professional. I always thank God for my childhood life.

[@beller9304]

Pole maybe she thought you want the man

[@teshyndlamini5756]

Wanting a man when she's less than 18????

[@nancy1256.]

At only 13🙄🙄🙄

[@sonyia7521]

This sephrine is so toxic, how can you comment that?

[@elizabethmusingarabwi399]

The teachers were abusing children..if they are still beating children for grades they need to be reported to the ministry of education..what's wrong with teachers in Africa.

[@elizabethmusingarabwi399]

Recently a lady teacher in Kenya beat a 2nd grader to death and the principal and staff were covering the case but the other kids from the same class told the parents of the deacesed what took place.

[@faithkurgat6046]

these methods of teaching though 🤮

[@sheilavongunten2125]

Good story but has been drugged along. Should have verbs one part story.. already tired after 18 minutes of listening