English lyrics: Passing by one hurdle, I find myself faced with another. But weirdly enough, I find myself being loved by them. I’m on top of the situation, I understand all this well enough that I don’t particularly need to give up here. "Just leave me alone." "It's fine." "It's nothing." I've grown so tired of saying these things. And if a time comes where I get bored of it all, I might as well give up now. If everyone is going to face ahead and advance forward, then I'll turn around and advance while facing backwards It's not that I didn't believe in you, in fact, I totally believed... that you'd betray me. Just this once, I want to be contrary to my heart's content. Ah, but I can't really blame you if you don't understand. Did you know? Apparently, just being able to ride a bike will have you valued over those guys. Dogs and cats taste just the same as pigs and cows, I'm sure. "Just leave me alone"? "It's fine"? Of course, that's not the case. What barefaced lies. Don't you know I always laugh the loudest when I'm actually pissed off? If no one is able to clean up their room, I might as well throw out every important possession. "Rather than behaving like a robot trying to be human, can't you just master being a robot?" But I'm just a slowpoke and a blockhead and a straight up idiot, so there's no need to listen to what I have to say. So that the puzzle can't be completed, I hide the final piece in my gut, Continuing to stuff myself with the mushed up pieces, I'm holding down my swelling stomach. Even if you through the effort of giving me your sincere words, they'll merely twist within me. ...I mean, I'd be okay if I was the only person who knew the real me. You worried for me, saying "you're gonna break and die at that rate". It's fine-I'll only break once I die, so don't you worry. But thank you, going out of your way to care about someone like me!
People tend to forget that nightmare or at least the one they call "passive nightmare" literally died a long time ago, the thing that uses his body is the avatar of the tree of magic, and he doesnt not care about dream in the slightest
If you don't mind with my translation... Just when you think that one difficulty is gone, another difficulty appears. Difficulties never go away. From my standpoint, I think I'm able to defend myself to the extent that I don't give up. Leave it alone. No problem. Nothing. There comes a time when you are tired of saying such things. There will come a time when I'm going to get tired of it either way, so I thought I'd better give up now. If everyone is thinking in a positive direction, I want to think in a negative direction. It's not that I didn't believe you, I believed you would betray me Now I just want to be a cynic. Well, unlike me at the bottom, it's something that ordinary people can't understand. Did you know? It seems that just by being able to ride a bicycle, I can become greater than an animal even at such a low level. I think dogs and cats at the bottom of me taste the same as pigs and cows at the bottom. "There's no way you're going to be okay, you're mentally damaged." You're the one who hurt me, what are you talking about? He enjoys seeing me angry, so I try to put on the happiest face when I'm angry in my heart. If everyone pushes you to throw away what you don't need, you can throw away everyone's important things as well. "Wouldn't it be better if we mastered the robot rather than aiming to be a human with the habit of a robot?" You don't have to listen to me, who is as stupid as you say. Hide the last piece in your stomach so that the puzzle you are trying to complete is not completed While holding on to a bulging belly stuffed with mushy puzzle pieces. Even if he gives me honest words from time to time, he twists it in me Well, it's enough that I'm the only one who knows who I really am. You worried about me, like, "You're going to break soon, and if you do, it's not fun for me to bully you." No problem. Don't worry, I'm not weak enough to have a mental breakdown with your violence and words. Thank you for worrying about an like me!