Sik World - No One Knows (feat. Axyl)

[@SikWorldMusic]

Here we are… damn, i present to you all my new video to “No One Knows”. i wrote this song after I hit the lowest point in my life. between dealing with a constant depression, an unfulfilled feeling of winning as an artist but not having a family to celebrate with & finding out my girlfriend, the only person who made me feel like I had a “family” between us two and my daughter, who I loved so much that I wanted to marry her (I still have the ring I never got to give her), wasn’t the person she pretended to be, she hurt me & severed our relationship…it caused me to fall into a deep level of depression. so much so that for the first time in my life I became suicidal… it’s hard for me to publicly admit that, especially in a song. I kept it to myself & didn’t tell anyone because my music is supposed to “help” people who feel this way yet i couldn’t “help” myself. so i made this song to let it all out, so here is my story that ’no one knows’, i love you & i hope this song gives you hope… PS. listen to this song on repeat on Spotify & add it to your playlist #SIKNATION ❤️ Link: open.spotify.com/track/2ujHInqP3YZ1EZF2THczet?si=r_c6JWKDRmmW9PYtAg0RWQ

[@sungjettpretioust7883]

Love you bro

[@jttapia]

Thank you for the music 😁

[@briannagrant9926]

Thank you, your music helps me through so much

[@queenofhyenas2901]

it's really good

[@kb.gaming]

Good shit bro keep it up

[@YE-CE]

Imagine Sik World and NF on a track. 🔥🔥🔥🔥 great song btw

[@devint998]

It would be great

[@juantafolla5033]

We should push for that

[@austinprosser4179]

If a track with them two didn't blow up then i give up on this whole generation of listeners!

[@luckyjay2315]

Silkworld nf eminem... Music is life

[@xavierkenley-love4071]

Finnally someone who speaks facts👌👏🙏🏼

[@MK-kt9fl]

Him talking about his daughter and family like that breaks me.... ❤️

[@Draven_P.O.E]

‼️FINALLY ME MUSIC VIDEO‼️. ❌OUT NOW❌ 🛑LIKE 🛑DISLIKE 🛑SHARE 🛑SUBSCRIBE 💯💯✊🏼 thankss so much for the support kzbin.info/www/bejne/rqGpgaKDiMx0Zsk

[@jippatru4398]

Suprax that's alot of younger people

[@ravengaming4277]

It hurts cause every song. He writes I want my ex white back. 😭

[@OneCheesyGamerOfficial]

Me too! 😭 I made a reaction to this and cried kzbin.info/www/bejne/pJzJoZ-nhpxqo7M

[@pinelubxsla3174]

Suprax there is a song that I made with my friend and I was wondering if you can hear 👂 it and let me know what you think of it kzbin.info/www/bejne/aaSmeWeGnNGpq9E

[@archangel9187]

The lyric- "I come home to absolutely nothing" I relate to that on a whole level. Thank you for your music man.

[@naomi.dodson]

u and I both 😢 will it get better ? does the storm ever go away?

[@zacharyisrael7264]

⁠@@naomi.dodsonif you let it. The earth is a majestic cosmic scale entity that is shaped by universal constants we can hardly comprehend. People are the same way sometimes, and there’s billions of us. You can be whatever you want to be ❤

[@abby_foxx]

🥺

[@Dany6.10.83]

Yeah, feels like I'm losing myself Feels like I'm losing myself Why am I dooming myself The fuck did I do to myself Should've been true to myself Dumb to think you would've helped Dumb to think you would've helped Feels like I'm brewing in Hell Feels like I'm brewing in Hell Can't be hard for you to tell, uh Stuck in a slump and I keep climbing up I just turned 25 feels like my time is up Feels like everyone's us and it's harder to trust And I can't shake the gut feeling I'm feeling like there's a knife in my gut And that's a gut feeling When you know deep down that the real person you love Is dooming you that's why I left No don't get upset when you see me 'cause I didn't wanna give you up And it's fucked to think for you I wasn't enough I just wanted your love but you wanted There's some nights I wanna go and get hella drunk So everything I was feeling could turn into numb Addicted to you, you're my favorite drug I buy your lies, you're my favorite plug Sometimes at night I will stare up above And wish under a star that I wasn't so dumb Why does it even matter, shit I didn't matter I built up my hope just for it to get shattered I'm always alone with the thoughts that I gather I flip through my thoughts it's a terrible pattern As if flipping through 'em will lead me to answers I try to move forward, but keep going backwards I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughter Where no one knows that I'm a wild disaster, fuck Give me all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows Always alone I wish someone could see me I lay in my bed staring up at the ceiling Talking to myself until I'm overthinking I'm home all alone no one knows that I'm weeping I swear my whole life is so fucking deceiving And I stand for broke with the checks I'm receiving My money can't buy the family I'm needing My money can't heal the agony I'm feeling I need someone to love to me, someone to hug me Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly I swear they really think my life is stunning Bro I come home to absolutely nothing I'm just a lonely guy loaded with money Nobody told me my days won't be sunny I'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me So when they leave me, they leave 'cause they bloody I have issues with women, I'm so co-depended I can't love myself, so I need her to give it And that's always where my self-worth is depicted And that's why I date women so narcissistic My mind is a mess and it's always conflicted And lately it's been hard to make a decision And it pains me that I finally admit it I've been suicidal and trying not to end it, fuck Give my all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows I'm saddened to think people that think that I'm reaching And that is the reason I feel what I'm feeling I may have some fame, but it's pain that I'm reaping I been praying to God asking Him for a healing Man, I need my mom, I need my dad I need the family we never had Our family's broken, I'm feeling hopeless Nobody notice I'm in a trance All I have is my daughter I stare in her eyes And I break down all I do is provide How can I give her a family life When it's just me and her every night, fuck Yo, this shit is too much I'm single-handedly killing my buzz I don't make music 'cause I'm in a rut And all of the stress of it is making me numb Why do I dream of a Grammy I'm winning When I don't have a family to celebrate with me Look there is no bullshit excuse that you could give me To make me feel like my damn life is worth living I swear loneliness is a cancer within me I'm searching for friends 'cause my family's missing This shit is exhausting, I'm thinking of quitting And maybe the end for me is a new beginning Give my all Oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost But no one ever knows

[@ashleymarie4722]

“I’m searching for friends cause my family is missing”. I felt that... ...My heart 😔

[@haydarali3546]

Me too

[@willietroumbley1059]

💔 I'm searching for anybody good friends and families lost

[@xiSyCoTiiKxi]

Holy shit i read that line as soon as he said it. Packed that extra meaning lol

[@amandaromero8164]

Me too I can definitely relate to his music. Sikworld is my husbands brother as well.

[@zahid9582]

Ashley Marie LOOOL WHAT THE FUCK R U TRYNNA SAY LMAOO

[@AnimalAcademy1]

Come on guys We are suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn't the answer. So stay alive.

[@RequiemLabs]

U're right, best comment ever

[@kusunoki4481]

True that hit

[@iiGotDaGrenade]

💯🤧🚀💙

[@rocketbroom4781]

U spoke my words

[@brandonskiba5789]

You stay alive @Marshmellow_Idiot

[@ResuscitatioN3]

I was very fortunate to have found this song. You may never see this message but thank you for this song. Your reason behind this song and the lyrics literally match what I am living through. Hope you are in a better place now.

[@Jurrivh]

Glad we could produce this, you did a great job bro!!

[@jareds6912345]

Jurrivh you always go great beats my man!

[@pinelubxsla3174]

Jurrivh there is a song that I made with my friend and I was wondering if you can hear 👂 it and let me know what you think of it kzbin.info/www/bejne/aaSmeWeGnNGpq9E

[@cal3bsbeats342]

This beat really complements the song!! Great Job guys!!

[@yesterdayr6199]

Be awesome Jurriv (ortega)

[@ozzyprod9332]

I love your beats men

[@addmeonsnapben_slaughter0126]

"Hide all my pain with smiles and laughter but no one knows I'm a disaster " damn that really speaks to me

[@SynAlexander]

*wild disaster.

[@timmccutcheon8762]

Ben Slaughter this whole song speaks to me 💯🤦🏼‍♂️

[@pinelubxsla3174]

Ben Slaughter there is a song that I made with my friend and I was wondering if you can hear 👂 it and let me know what you think of it kzbin.info/www/bejne/aaSmeWeGnNGpq9E

[@addmeonsnapben_slaughter0126]

@@SynAlexander sorry I must have heard wrong

[@SynAlexander]

@@addmeonsnapben_slaughter0126 Nah you good.

[@itzcarnage4579]

i had met someone online a few years back and him and I became really good friends but about 4 weeks later he had told me he has stage 4 cancer and sent me a few of his favorite songs and this is one of them. If it wernt for him i never would of started listening to you so every day when i listen to your songs it makes me think of him.

[@brandonmayhew5144]

this song hits me all the way to the core with every lyric. im only 22 my fiance' left me i have a one year old son and my family basically abandoned me then played the victim in the whole situation and no matter how successful I strive to be in my career it feels like it doesnt matter whatsoever because the only people i care to make proud have walked away and all my son has to look forward to is the dad that couldn't keep his family together. he'll never know how much dad blames himself.

[@dysprosiumdead5078]

Damn.

[@nicolehustles]

I hope you’re doing better 🤍💕

[@dp8765]

I'm right there with you, I feel lost!! Just feels like I'm not good enough for my wife an all we do is fight an I just don't know how to pull us out of it, our past had so many down falls an it's taking a toll an don't know if we can recover from our past

[@Sipping-On-Straight-Chlorine]

But we know. This fucking life, man. I hate this shit. Let's hope your son, mine, and many others, never need know.

[@sturrock7631]

Take this as a hug for anyone struggling with depression and anxiety

[@justanobody8010]

·-[^-^]-· Hug

[@sturrock7631]

@@justanobody8010 keep your head up :) always someone whos willing to listen

[@frogazonbuttonup950]

Thank you

[@sturrock7631]

@@frogazonbuttonup950 your welcome mate there is always a brighter day just remember that always someone here to listen im.always online

[@frogazonbuttonup950]

@@sturrock7631 I am truly alone. Because I'm following my heart others won't..🥺

[@yahyaelkhalil2771]

Witt lowry, NF and Silk world NEED to collab together

[@userunknown4331]

Sik*

[@mateenraoufi1815]

That would be dope but I would add Joyner to it

[@gghd12233]

But they are all too similar for collab

[@mateenraoufi1815]

prinssi susuf that’s the point a fire ass collab

[@davidconnolly7]

yahya el khalil yes

[@Looneytokk]

this is real music. its sad that the music on the radio today is dog shit and they are making millions, this guy deseves some props. this is the real music.

[@slomojoemusic]

Facts though

[@tezzakenezza]

Very true he is brilliant hey

[@joannedaly3226]

​@@tezzakenezzahey

[@celestedavis3342]

💯💯

[@ZacharyBlackburn-lk9lt]

This man has saved my life.. one of the best real life depression real talk rappers of all time.. my daughter has saved my life along with this real music.. please keep it up sik world

[@JustKenjy]

I just want to say one thing, For all the people that know Nathan Feuerstein (NF), Wouldn't it be amazing if these two artist collab, i would literally be listening with my mouth open, two powerful writers and rappers. Just consider it :)

[@Zachsda]

Charlie Baker that’s what I’m saying man. I think a better collad would be Sik World and Witt Lowry cause they both are amazing and they both are kinda on the same level with the same type of style you know?

[@joannohalloran6614]

That would be the best. I hope it happens!

[@PGOuma]

@Charlie Baker maybe for the collab song, he doesn't have to curse?

[@stoppls1822]

JustKenjy u didn’t need to tell me that Nathan feuerstein was nf I’m like his biggest fan

[@mateenraoufi1815]

Renold Henold well he had collaborated with someone before who uses swear words so it can happen again I’m talking about NF FYI

[@kxkujin5672]

he protecc he attacc but most importantly, hes got his daughter's bacc

[@strangermusiq3982]

*Yo fam , got some hiphop stuff , would u mind to check em out if u have a sec ofc*

[@taydavies9971]

Nice

[@Ravetokpiano]

Lmao

[@davidconnolly7]

Kxkujin thank god

[@skiipzey]

smooth

[@XxMissPopcornFrogxX]

I've been living in my car last few months due to "friends" stabbing us in the back. Your music has literally saved me. I have nothing, I'm cold, I'm miserable, I'm sad...I've contemplated leaving everyone behind...then I turn on your music, turn it all the way up, and scream cry the lyrics until I feel better. Thank you....thank you for keeping me here and keeping me going...

[@thedeafperson6550]

I hope your doing better since then man, keep your head up and take care. :)

[@AussieGirl_12]

Hope you’re ok

[@AcroSstMe]

This happened to me 4 times.. I'm enduring the 4th right now.. I'm so depressed. Everyone I thought loved me from family to friends has successfully made me not want to live anymore. I don't want to be in this hell for even a minute longer. I also been diagnosed with many disabling conditions that I knew ppl coildnt possibly be hurting like I do and seem so happy.. yeah. I have so many excruciating conditions and to top it off I get backstabbed and my kids and I thrown to the wolves. I'm fkn sick of it. Just let them devour me already. My soul is dead my heart is gone. Just take the shell that remains.. I pray to just take me home now

[@humptydumptyfilms9579]

What car do you have. Buy a campeevan. Set up a gofund me page asking for help

[@Travelwithkayliegh]

Hope you're okay Bro ❤

[@kaitlynkaas5229]

"I'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me so when they leave me they leave me cause they're bloody" 🥺💔

[@scottyp4821]

Amazing

[@jsmith2114]

I didn’t understand that line can u explain it to me

[@YouSmellSour]

@@jsmith2114 its hard to explain but like he means the people he's got rn are going through reprocutions of when he was hurt before

[@YouSmellSour]

@@jsmith2114 thats the best I can explain it idk if that makes sense tho

[@jsmith2114]

@zane smith Thx but I still don’t rly get it

[@toridelarosa6755]

please stay strong, your daughter needs you and so do we ❤

[@gamingjoe9649]

He reminds me of a explicit NF I love it

[@aurelmerkohitoj1006]

@Joseph Mcallister exactly, reminded me the same

[@mendasu919]

Joseph Mcallister facts

[@nicholaskulp8060]

Nf is #2346:#$+- times better

[@polorbearpenguin5325]

Dam it's so deep dude good song though

[@YamenMusic]

dude NF is way better!

[@alphamale5843]

😭 this is literally a cry for help somebody all of us let’s show this fucking man the power of the Internet people need this he needs this

[@aexhp3887]

"always alone wish someone could see me" me too man. Me too.

[@sumguy12345etc]

You can hear his voice breaking in this track. That's how you know what he's feeling is real. First song ive heard by you, and holy shit. Phenomenal work.

[@bacon2895]

His voice also cracked in the remix he did for 7 years. His songs have deep meanings and hit you differently when you’ve actually experienced what he’s talking about.

[@sumguy12345etc]

@@bacon2895 its not even a matter of meaning in the lyrics, its just how the words he speaks hurt him nearly as much as the experiences that inspired them

[@ttvninjaginja45_rickname]

I hope in the 4 months since this comment was posted that you've dove further into his music. It hits different and speaks in volumes.

[@theharshtruthoutthere]

@@ttvninjaginja45_rickname kzbin.info/www/bejne/nHPLmmyBmpabbdk Why do we want to die before our time? For all those who have power in this fallen world are not even humans. They are the evil spirits, who have stole everything from us. And we, going away before our time to die - we give our enemies what they have wanted all along - we give them our lives. Ephesians 6:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. If we do not call upone the NAME OF THE LORD and SHALL BE NOT SAVED - then our souls - our very being is theirs (satan`s) and not GOD`S. Romans 10:13 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. Psalms 145:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context The LORD is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth. Psalms 18:3 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies. Psalms 116:13 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I will take the cup of salvation, and call upon the name of the LORD. Do not take away what`s GOD`S . Your soul belongs to GOD who give it, your soul do not belong to satan. For lucifer is none to be worshipped, he is also the creation of GOD. Without GOD, there be no lucifer. For even the name: “LUCIFER” is GOD given. 1 Chronicles 16:8 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Give thanks unto the LORD, call upon his name, make known his deeds among the people. Psalms 105:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context O give thanks unto the LORD; call upon his name: make known his deeds among the people. Psalms 116:17 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I will offer to thee the sacrifice of thanksgiving, and will call upon the name of the LORD. Psalms 80:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context So will not we go back from thee: quicken us, and we will call upon thy name. 2 Samuel 22:4 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I will call on the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.

[@laurenkay5635]

This guy needs to be known!

[@Panicwall21]

Yes he does! He needs to be featured by someone bigger to help him get noticed!

[@icephoenixreaper4378]

I totally agree

[@doannazimmermann2898]

@@Panicwall21 lplop 8

[@johnnybravobandit]

One of my hands down favorite artists of all time. Man's spits the realist shit.

[@kellylammi1178]

2024 Still an Amazing song. 🔥

[@michellemarion3077]

"I need my mom, I need my dad. I need the family we never had. Our family's broken, I'm feeling hopeless" dang that hit different

[@billycollins8307]

michelle marion for real though

[@Yxungammx.777]

it did

[@toastytaku9461]

Anybody have both parents but inside feel like nobody is really there No just me k

[@michellemarion3077]

@@toastytaku9461 I don't physically live with both parents but I do see both of them but I do feel like that a lot. Hope everything gets better.

[@toastytaku9461]

michelle marion damn feel bad for u changing the subject hope u and everyone else is safe rn Ik I sound like a grandpa but hopefully u guys r safe rn

[@MrShadowBlock]

Keep it going, we are here with you. | | \/

[@leagueahri6128]

don't persuade to like you pig

[@pinelubxsla3174]

Kuul there is a song that I made with my friend and I was wondering if you can hear 👂 it and let me know what you think of it kzbin.info/www/bejne/aaSmeWeGnNGpq9E

[@minthar7779]

You can look this negatively, or a way to let other people cope

[@nasty8975]

@@sadlyjustdrew5266 It's just a friendly gesture for a meaningful purpose, an effective one at that. You're clearly so invested in the idea that comments are only made to gain 'likes' you instantly will come to that conclusion even if is not likely.

[@sadlyjustdrew5266]

@@nasty8975 sorry mate but he clearly edited the comment, it was a like bait before, but he changed it to seem more "sensitive"

[@striggg161]

As a 23yo guy, It's been a while since the last time I felt awkward and ashamed in front of myself from having tears on my face while listening to these songs. but I'm numb don't feel bad anymore :)

[@michellebraunack4173]

Sik world you got me through some tough times some really dark places and dark places. I relate to basically all your music I battle drug addiction, depression, anxiety disorder and PTSD. Thank you you've helped me through some deep dark places

[@VSGCjaye]

Totally agree. Same here, except I’m not addicted to drugs, but p*rn. Damn it hurts… hope you are getting better on your journey

[@xosarahnicole]

I've never been able to relate to a song more then this one. I've been listening to you for a few years now and I'm so proud of how far you've come.... Keep your head up ❤

[@TheKevinpascal100]

💯 🎶🙌🏿

[@jessetheuns7397]

When KZbin recommendations finally does what it should do: show me some amazing talent...

[@joshcallahan6744]

Damn right he raps so fast but I can actually understand every word and have been through it

[@itsXRB]

You’re a little late but welcome to the ride.

[@soppadoopa-brooke7378]

Fuck yea

[@VeratiYT]

the realest song I've ever heard...it saddens me that so many people in this world can truly relate to this :(

[@idakowcharlie4283]

this song helped me for 2 years for my mental health because its hard to find for someone to talk to. thank you for making this song

[@itachiUchiha-dp9yt]

"I've been feeling suicidal but I try not to end it" that's how I've been feeling lately

[@differentdemsions1999]

@@harmeetchhabra8412 do u have snap

[@simonon877]

Just want to say that everyone is being loved by someone. Try to talk to someone and don't think about all that. Hope you're feeling better atm

[@romanteunisse9588]

You good bro? Add snap if you need to talk @roman-024

[@salehhaymoor2228]

Idk you fam but anything you need hit me up we can talk it out

[@bellemoran1384]

same.. samee..

[@TwinBGaming]

I Love you man I've listened for as long as I can remember your songs are so relatable I can't explain it .... keep doing what your doing were all proud of you

[@jasonlow7010]

Idk it's a dead channel exactly, is so relatable I couldn’t believe and thought I was in the video... f

[@dominickpark2610]

Bro got bars and his lyrics have alot of meaning. Much love to you bro. Much love ❤️

[@hodgezthehellcat1666]

AZ AND CRazY from the HEAT.... stateside PRIDE YO.....keep it BANGING YO!!!!

[@xhesikaxhesiofficial1150]

Him and Nf have so much in common Sometimes I feel like they work together for their songs

[@ttvninjaginja45_rickname]

I don't know if my heart could take that....both from excitement and relatability

[@jsmith2114]

Is NF depressed too? Or do they just sound the same?

[@jsmith2114]

I honestly don’t know I don’t listen to nf that often

[@rapha.j.k]

@@jsmith2114 he’s been through a lot. Listen to his music.

[@dancersage]

@@jsmith2114 NF started out as a Christian rapper but evolved into rapping about his real life struggles and stress. Clayton Jennings, Ollie, Wit Lowry, Karacter, and JayteKz. (I would've said Tom Macdonald too but realized anybody on this page knows him for sure) 💕

[@exotik_hatchet2396]

Sik world you, bmike, problematic, NF, Jaytekz gets me through the roughest of times... thank you love your music

[@shootingstarx4630]

I was 25 when this came out. I found this tonight. Found you as an artist tonight. I appreciate you making this song. I am a single mom, so it's just my son and me against the world. This hits home to me back in that time frame. Being hurt so deeply by someone you give you all is unexplainable pain. Thanks for creating real music.

[@Sara-fd2jj]

Got goose bumps listening to this song, and cried uncontrollably at the end of it... your amazing and very talented. Super deep stuff even though it’s not you because you are the light.. . Don’t let the negative take over your mind your way to good for that. ❤️ I understand your pain and I’m here if you need me.

[@draginsmith2851]

I love u man your music helps me more than i can put into words stay strong my dude your amazing

[@lWolfz]

SneakerHead Cris Why be toxic?

[@PerfectedToast]

“Addicted to you, Your my favorite drug I buy your lies, your my favorite plug”

[@Battle225]

This is so real for me, This hits home

[@codymaggard6603]

@@Battle225 sameeee

[@fishergirlfishergirl]

Hits home roles reversed codependant to narcisstic men

[@MR-co3qe]

beautiful song

[@sparki420]

"I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughter when no one knows that I'm a wild disaster." I feel this so deeply... growing up, nobody had known that I was suffering, and they never would have even if they asked because even if I wanted to, I couldnt tell anyone what was wrong because I feared I would have only been bullied more than I already was. So i just sat there act like it's all fine and seemed normal on the outside cracking jokes with the few friends i had but on the inside, I felt lost yet I didn't want to be found, empty yet I always felt like I was filled with resentment, and lonely but I couldnt trust anyone enough to let them in. As I got older life had some good moments but i definitely had some moments where I was on the brink. However, I never end up going because my son needs his father... and what kind of father would I be if I left him like that in the same world that slowly tore me down? I will not do that to him. I will however teach him and prepare him for the world we live in... and I hope its enough to help him because he is someone who I feel will be important to improving this world. Thank you Sik for making music that I can relate to on such a deep level. Its amazing and real. Keep going!

[@kaylamcnichols]

Damn I got goosebumps! Absolutely amazing. I listen to your music a lot . If your ever in a dark place ill be here 🖤

[@jack0pini588]

Just fireee I'm basically crying❤️🔥🔥

[@payton7740]

SneakerHead Cris Lmao like do you not have anything better to do 😂 commenting on everyone’s comment taking shit? Like grow the fuck up lmao just sad how immature and childish you are how about you go do something useful?

[@RyanMurphy-so6cz]

@@payton7740 agreed but this was a cringe comment

[@payton7740]

GALAXY how tho 🤔

[@angelavaughan1657]

Such a wonderful artist.

[@chrismcbride1350]

Sik world is Soo underrated I hear no one ever talk about him absolutely NOBODY talks about him

[@justanobody8010]

Yea I agree that more people should know ow about him

[@pencil6010]

ikr

[@arivataplays]

I don’t think I’ve ever had a song hit me so hard in my life. I had to pull my truck over because the tears won’t stop. I a just got done dealing with the fact that the woman I love and want to marry loves drugs and other men more. Years of my life down the drain for her. I lost my daughter from my previous relationship too. Thank you for this song. I have friends but I feel so alone. I feel you. Excellent music, keep it up.

[@HawkGuy82]

Hope you were able to survive that tough time!

[@hmuluxury8933]

Bro your music makes me cry cuz almost everything you say ive been passing through it pain dont stop depression really fucked me up but your music inspires me 😔🙃

[@minime2361]

Thank you. Songs like this let me know I'm not alone. I've suffered so much in my life I don't even talk to anyone anymore. Don't have anything good to talk about. I've attempted suicide 13 times in my life. Unfortunately all failed.

[@kateenaclemens]

This song made me cry my heart out ❤

[@blah4374]

@Sik World , you do have a reason to live. Thats your daughter. Leave a mark better then it was left on yourself. Don't let the cycle continue

[@acechronic9569]

The Ending, i took from it was that his Daughter was the only one who got in. Meaning she the only one who realy care...SHES INNOCENT thats my interpitation.

[@zephyred9792]

It could also mean that she is the only he really cares for or the only one he has

[@djones148]

She's the only one who still connects him to the world. Her love stays no matter what. She got in because she is in.

[@lvcifxr]

@SneakerHead Cris the fuck is wrong with you?

[@joeyjones8845]

@SneakerHead Cris you're a Waste of oxygen. Go be a troll elsewhere.

[@GodsChild12321]

That was crazy. And different. I'm a new Christian, and I've been listening to songs about depression and loneliness. You need to know that you matter to God. No one's judgements matter. In the end... all of this is done. You can't take it with you. Wouldn't you rather live happily surrounded by God and members alike. Praising the one who got you here. Instead of singing about pain, you should use your gift from Him, to sing about him and what he gave you, and how He saves you. Jesus will always be waiting, there's no time in Heaven. 🙏

[@lostinwonderland6873]

I was surprised to see Tyler in the video but he has dealt with these emotions in his own life and we tend to hide it but him and his wife cant, lately Ive gotten more depressed and cant seem to find any point to anything, whats worst is going through it with your own 18 year old daughter and neither one of us knew anything until recently. Ive found myself listening to these songs so i know im not just plain out crazy

[@eViLxAnGeLx18]

This is the deepest most real song that i have ever heard in all of my life. Thank you so so so so much for this, it was very much needed to be put out into the world to be heard, seen, experienced, felt, known... You're a true inspiration Sik, please keep shining your light for all to see, the darkness needs people like you to shine bright and light the way for the rest of those who can't right now... Thank you, thank you, thank you, i can't say it enough. You're a king among men because you're pure at heart and project that outwardly for all to see, that's real. (This was very much needed, especially at this time for me in my life on a very real and deeply personal and emotional level). Many blessings and much love to you and yours from the DSM, Iowa!!! 💙🤘💙🤘💙🤘 #StaySikMFs #SikWorld4Lyfe

[@ashleykatz2136]

I needed this thank for this comment been feeling so down and empty

[@jordyt1700]

Just found this guy. Shit this is emotional. It's incredible, the flow, the power of the lyrics, the feeling in his voice, this is really powerful. He needs to be recognised more. Gives me strong vibes of my favourite artist NF. Very underrated and expresses emotion and pain in his music. Keep it going, incredible talent 🎶❤️

[@licit1337]

Damn his friends just sitting there is basically saying nobody listens to you. Shits so relatable.

[@daniellewis2542]

I am going through that deep depression now. I know how this interpretation must feel when you feel like their nothing to live for. How everyone turns their back to you and lies to you. They think your just playing the victim but all you want to do is be with her. But she cut my joy away by taking my child away. I know that I can fix this but I just don't got the energy to to seater me to get back up. Might be easier to end it but that be the quick fixer. You get what I am saying so I'll just keep on praying. But I will stay strong and keep my eyes on my prizes and that success is worth it. Thank bro much love for this amazing song.

[@aisdisejs24]

the most underrated rapper remember when i first heard 7 year old rmx and i knew this guy is something special and he keep on doin it 🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@HaleyB98]

I’m truly living like a ghost and nobody knows 😢💔

[@Asterite]

sorry but i know you now

[@xlSham]

@@Asterite face ass

[@iighostii1237]

Same

[@Asterite]

@@xlSham i dont know why you crave my attention so much, but no you.

[@xlSham]

@@Asterite *replies 3 weeks later*

[@bfd670]

This song.... it is how I feel out into words! Thank you for expressing it in ways not many people can.

[@kyntallicx]

Please never “end it” I love your music and your lyrics. I feel the same, but I have no kid but a family that loves me more than I love myself. I just want something to live for. 41 years old.

[@joseperez360]

Lyrics [Verse 1: Sik World] Yeah, feels like I’m losin' myself Feels like I’m losin' myself Why am I doomin' myself The fuck did I do to myself? Should’ve been true to myself Dumb to think you would’ve helped Dumb to think you would’ve helped Feels like I’m brewin' in Hell Feels like I’m brewin' in Hell Can’t be hard for you to tell, uh Stuck in a slump and I keep climbing up I just turned 25 feels like my time is up Feels like everyone's suss, and it’s harder to trust And I can't shake the gut feelin' - I’m feeling like there’s a knife in my gut And that’s a gut feeling when you know deep down that the real person you love Is dooming you that’s why I left No don’t get upset when you see me ‘cause I didn’t wanna give you up And it’s fucked to think for you I wasn’t enough I just wanted your love but you wanted his touch There’s some nights I wanna go out and get hella drunk So everything I was feeling could turn into numb Addicted to you, you’re my favorite drug I buy your lies, you’re my favorite plug Sometimes at night I will stare up above And wish under a star that I wasn’t so dumb Why does it even matter? Shit, I didn’t matter I built up my hope just for it to get shattered I’m always alone with the thoughts that I gather I flip through my thoughts it’s a terrible pattern As if flipping through 'em will lead me to answers I try to move forward, but keep going backwards I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughters When no one knows that I’m a wild disaster, fuck [Chorus: Axyl] Give my all, oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost, and no one ever knows See me fail Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost, but no one ever knows [Verse 2: Sik World] Uh, always alone I wish someone could see me I lay in my bed staring up at the ceilin' Talking to myself until I’m overthinkin' I’m home all alone no one knows that I’m weepin' I swear my whole life is so fucking deceivin' And I stand for broke with the checks I’m receivin' My money can’t buy the family I’m needin' My money can’t heal the agony I’m feelin' I need someone to love to me, someone to hug me Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly I swear they really think my life is stunning Bro I come home to absolutely nothing I’m just a lonely guy loaded with money Nobody told me my days won’t be sunny I’m bleeding on people who didn’t cut me So when they leave me, they leave me 'cause their bloody I have issues with women, I’m so co-depended I can’t love myself, so I need her to give it And that’s always where my self-worth is depicted And that’s why I date women so narcissistic My mind is a mess and it’s always conflicted And lately it’s been hard to make a decision And it pains me that I finally admitted I’ve been suicidal and trying not to end it, fuck [Chorus: Axyl] Give my all, oh, I wanna walk away I'm living like a ghost, and no one ever knows See me fail Oh, I knew that I would break I'm living like a ghost, but no one ever knows [Verse 3: Sik World] I'm saddened to think people that think that I’m reachin' And that is the reason I feel what I’m feelin' I may have some fame, but it’s pain that I’m reapin' I been praying to God asking Him for a healin' Man, I need my mom, I need my dad I need the family we never had Our family’s broken, I’m feeling hopeless Nobody notice - I’m in a trance All I have is my daughter I stare in her eyes And I break down all I do is provide How can I give her a family life when it’s just me and her every night? Fuck, yo this shit is too much I’m single-handedly killing my buzz I don’t make music ‘cause I’m in a rut And all of the stress of it is making me numb Why do I dream of a Grammy and winning when I don’t have a family to celebrate with me? Look there is no bullshit excuse you could give me to make me feel like my damn life is worth living I swear loneliness is a cancer within me I’m searching for friends ‘cause my family’s missin' This shit is exhausting, I’m thinking of quittin' And maybe the end for me's a new beginnin'

[@doink5188]

Whenever I was sad, I'd go in my room, lock my door, turn off all the lights, and listen to your music. Always brought me through the hard times I had with my family and fake friends. Keep making music like this man 😘😍💜🖤

[@cathlic2007]

We all do... every night

[@Peter.Sky.Walker]

I just discovered this song yesterday, and have been listening to it on repeat ever since. I don't understand why, but after about the twentieth time, it made me tear up.

[@dakotaolsen7868]

Never drops a bad song. Only 🔥

[@bryanarevalo0291]

This song is on a different category. It hits me home that you would know; hence the song. To a dad;To another dad. Its amazing. Your daughter will know how lucky she was to have a unique dad she grew up to have and to listen to all this deep tracks there all hit home, in different areas within our self's. Thank you for everything you build and were willing to share with the world. Best wishes in your journey in life; Thank you Bro. = sincerely yours

[@faded6117]

Sik world is you are my hero fam. You changed lives millions of times over. I feel the pain

[@kayleascoversandoriginalsb5344]

Amazing songs Sik World ❤🙏

[@alexismcelhaney9725]

This song hit my heart so much because this is my life everyday

[@venancionoces2530]

Your not alone

[@NoScope234]

You matter. You’re not alone on this journey. Bless you, have a nice day.

[@TasteStoreBought]

The legend never disappoints. keep up the good work🔥❤🙏#sikworld #stillstanding

[@mezz296]

This song is me to the core

[@johnathansandlin6771]

This is where im at, first time to ever feel this low, i dont have it in me to let her go, or our perfect little babies, The hope of getting them back, is what keeps me alive... you are my new favorite artist, never give up bro!!! You are worth more than you will ever know!!! You just helped me tremendously. Know that.

[@nicolecastilloalonso4411]

I'm sorry I didn't know sooner how my husband was feeling when he shut me out completely. Began pushing me away. I tried I always tried. I love him with all my heart and my souls is breaking. I didn't know what else or how else I could have shown my love or had been able fulfill what he needed to feel. I'm sorry 😞 you felt I abandoned you. 😔 I love ❤ you. He was my everyone.

[@johnathansandlin6771]

@@nicolecastilloalonso4411 I'm sorry to hear that, I can say that after these past 6 months, I'm alot stronger now,,I mean yes, the pain and scars remain, but I will never let go of Hope, and I know God is trying to guide me, if I would only let him, stay strong, Hope for a better tomorrow, giving up is never the answer!!! God bless!!

[@nicolecastilloalonso4411]

@Johnathan Sandlin I Hope that you hold on to your Hope and find your Faith.

[@armandoarmijo9010]

“I buy your lies your my favorite drug” I felt this😩😭

[@demoniclie]

*plug

[@joshuavelikoshi5092]

Beautiful little girl you got there.....she lucky to have a dad like ya bro. Take care✌

[@beatsbynero]

i literally have every song of you on my phone, i listen to you everyday as a constant reminder of where i have been and where i want to be, you are big part of my life and have had an influence in choices ive recently made

[@bluntlybold5962]

As a mother of men your age this is outstanding I appreciate your lyrics, don't give up please 🙏 ❤

[@noway8813]

Your Voice is unbelievable Man 😍

[@createimpactz8223]

Ra ffi you mean unbelievable?

[@adarshtripathiyoyoadarsh]

[Verse 1] Yeah, feels like I’m losing myself Feels like I’m losing myself Why am I dooming myself The fuck did I do to myself Should’ve been true to myself Dumb to think you would’ve helped Dumb to think you would’ve helped Feels like I’m brewing in Hell Feels like I’m brewing in Hell Can’t be hard for you to tell, uh Stuck in a slump and I keep climbing up I just turned 25 feels like my time is up Feels like everyone’s us and it’s harder to trust And I can’t shake the gut feeling I’m feeling like there’s a knife in my gut And that’s a gut feeling When you know deep down that the real person you love Is dooming you that’s why I left No don’t get upset when you see me ‘cause I didn’t wanna give you up And it’s fucked to think for you I wasn’t enough I just wanted your love but you wanted [touch] There’s some nights I wanna go and get hella drunk So everything I was feeling could turn into numb Addicted to you, you’re my favorite drug I buy your lies, you’re my favorite plug Sometimes at night I will stare up above And wish under a star that I wasn’t so dumb Why does it even matter, shit I didn’t matter I built up my hope just for it to get shattered I’m always alone with the thoughts that I gather I flip through my thoughts it’s a terrible pattern As if flipping through ‘em will lead me to answers I try to move forward, but keep going backwards I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughter Where no one knows that I’m a wild disaster, fuck [Chorus] Give me all Oh, I wanna walk away I’m living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I’m living like a ghost But no one ever knows [Verse 2] Always alone I wish someone could see me I lay in my bed staring up at the ceiling Talking to myself until I’m overthinking I’m home all alone no one knows that I’m weeping I swear my whole life is so fucking deceiving And I stand for broke with the checks I’m receiving My money can’t buy the family I’m needing My money can’t heal the agony I’m feeling I need someone to love to me, someone to hug me Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly I swear they really think my life is stunning Bro I come home to absolutely nothing I’m just a lonely guy loaded with money Nobody told me my days won’t be sunny I’m bleeding on people who didn’t cut me So when they leave me, they leave ‘cause they bloody I have issues with women, I’m so co-depended I can’t love myself, so I need her to give it And that’s always where my self-worth is depicted And that’s why I date women so narcissistic My mind is a mess and it’s always conflicted And lately it’s been hard to make a decision And it pains me that I finally admit it I’ve been suicidal and trying not to end it, fuck [Chorus] Give my all Oh, I wanna walk away I’m living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I’m living like a ghost But no one ever knows [Verse 3] I’m saddened to think people that think that I’m reaching And that is the reason I feel what I’m feeling I may have some fame, but it’s pain that I’m reaping I been praying to God asking Him for a healing Man, I need my mom, I need my dad I need the family we never had Our family’s broken, I’m feeling hopeless Nobody notice I’m in a trance All I have is my daughter I stare in her eyes And I break down all I do is provide How can I give her a family life When it’s just me and her every night, fuck Yo, this shit is too much I’m single-handedly killing my buzz I don’t make music ‘cause I’m in a rut And all of the stress of it is making me numb Why do I dream of a Grammy I’m winning When I don’t have a family to celebrate with me Look there is no bullshit excuse that you could give me To make me feel like my damn life is worth living I swear loneliness is a cancer within me I’m searching for friends ‘cause my family’s missing This shit is exhausting, I’m thinking of quitting And maybe the end for me is a new beginning [Chorus] Give my all Oh, I wanna walk away I’m living like a ghost And no one ever knows See me fall Oh, I knew that I would break I’m living like a ghost But no one ever knows

[@daytonjacks175]

Stay Strong Man Your Kid Needs You

[@dalejr8817]

Man I know how u feel I been battling ptsd and depression ur music sikworld keeps me going I feel your pain

[@Actuallysain]

can feel it through your voice man🙏 we’re always with you

[@Spiritide]

I just want to have a conversation with this man...

[@caffeinecrazed7826]

I wanna play video games with him but I'd need his psn or gamertag

[@slimdenace8180]

He seems so humble... and true. I would like met him

[@ASMinor]

I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and spoken word performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my KZbin channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💙❤

[@lildjdog2]

Hey Sik World, I just wanted to thank you. 2 years ago when you released this song I was in the same place but with different situations. I was 25, the girl I loved had left me, I was raising my one year old daughter, and my family was so distant. I had people who said they were there, but you know they always say that until you need them. Your music helped me. I sent it to my friends and family, they never realized how bad it was until they watched your video and finally gave me the help I needed. Yeah, I still deal with depression and my family drifted apart again. That will always happen but I have my daughter and that's all I truly need. So, thank you. P.S. I know you will probably never read this, but I needed to say it.

[@calvintschritter9061]

I did tho

[@plain7173]

I'm ready for the album, this was amazing... What a story

[@vryam]

I love it, i feel the pain in ur voice. ur rhyme scheme is impeccable and Axyl rly out-did herself. F L A M E S

[@jennabeckman1619]

Thank you sm sik world you have helped me through so much and I appreciate you so much I will never stop listening to your music ❤

[@Rene-te7zd]

This song is hitting home for me idk what to do anymore

[@rebeccaklw1617]

Its fire but I am sorry for you, that you felt this way. Stay strong Jonathan, there will alwalys be better times! Greetings from Germany ;) #siknation ❤

[@LastCloudRhino-ri2hb]

The lyrics just hit so hard. Forever here for you. Never give up bro. There's light at the end of the tunnel

[@ramchandjagwani4861]

Best song ever this song I showed it to my friend and he was in depression he got motivated

[@alirezashsevarishsevari4114]

😂😂😂

[@michaelwest6491]

No one knows how this song really is until they've been

[@saharad8931]

The lyrics in this song makes me feel that I’m not alone with my thoughts and feelings. In my head I keep fighting the voices but my heart tells me there’s a better day!

[@tessgodijn3002]

Your such a strong guy, thank you for everything