Nightcore - Kid I Used To Be (Elizzabeth) - (Lyrics)

[@Shean11]

There are days when we wish we could go back to that when everyone was actually happy, accepting and loving 😐😐😐

[@mylllyca]

oh, you mean everydayyy?

[@kylecipher_4906]

Oh you mean when NEVER

[@mingfanzhang4600]

Cherry Hearts ikr XD

[@jebaited5858]

Mate its Sad But True

[@deandavidmaboloc3189]

I wish i could go back to the happy moment of my life

[@karma8920]

Its sad how many people relate to this song

[@locker_shocker3020]

But its also good to see so many great helping and supportive people around the world just because this song, it saves lives makes it amazing :)

[@ladida4839]

I feel like this song is my anthem sometimes.

[@leabraaf4108]

@@ladida4839 mine 2

[@zharlivlogs4682]

Yeah including me.

[@Bghahahhaoror]

Do u relate to it?

[@someonemakemeyn-198]

“What was a fairytale turned into dust and all that is left of me now is the rust of the memories” Me : now that is something I relate do well,,Dang those memories still haunt💔

[@Maddie-Mason]

so true

[@Nommnom0]

"I know it's hard to move on but love isn't easy I know.. People get hurt overtime but they still try to stay" Hurts so deep💔💔

[@Cric18vr]

Many time mind will say disconnect with all and enjoy yr own company but instead of this heart ...still want ..that person whom u love ..like forever..

[@Nommnom0]

@@Cric18vr 💔deep

[@pjgardose1388]

Violet evergarden is one of the most unique anime and the song just matches the anime Edit: thank you for the likes ppl Edit²: woah this is the first time i had 300 likes thank you so much guys

[@nobody-wz4iz]

I agree

[@pjgardose1388]

@@nobody-wz4iz ikr

[@doantranquangvinhdoantranq7511]

So this is a reil anime 🤔🤔

[@bambam2829]

Violet evergarden is better than real life tbh

[@simo9750]

I agree

[@minhajahmad2433]

For the first time in my life I am early This song is like an angel's song

[@rioashbreeze3454]

Well I was like my 10th time but still I came early and no I did not consider this early I’m going threw comments randomly now

[@mingfanzhang4600]

Minhaj Ahmad XD

[@timefliesaway999]

“The older I get, the more that I see, my parents aren’t heroes, they’re just like me”

[@tacorianbalentine1828]

I Loved that song Older

[@DuskyFox108]

That song helps me everyday

[@jeonwolfie1819]

The older i get

[@utoful]

loving is hard, it dont always work. you just try your best not to get hurt.

[@utoful]

Acen波Riley im a dude as well lel

[@katanimefan966]

I relate to this on a very personal level. My grandma recently abused me (around 2 years ago which is, like, a week ago in trauma time) and my parents sided with her during that time. My dad spent three hours in a hot car just telling me how he didn't believe in cutting ties and that I was just overreacting when I said I didn't want to see grandma again. My whole life I was groomed by my grandma so I could take care of her when she retired and be an extension of herself. She always said how amazing I was and that I was so much better than my cousins; this put an immense burden on me to be perfect. She would provoke me and make me throw a tantrum so she could make me the scapegoat for her behavior. I was locked in the bathroom for hours at a time while I literally went crazy because of her manipulation. I couldn't control myself or my emotions when I was around her, and that's why she dragged me down the large staircase and poured water on me while my brother and her boyfriend just watched. I was trapped at her house and was legitimately fearing for my life. All because I didn't want to play a board game with her and pretend we were a perfect family. Since then my parents wouldn't listen to me and I felt like I was suffocating. My words were always trampled on by my parents' ignorance and uncaring demeanor. I had just gotten out of a toxic friendship and depression and I was slowly succumbing to the darkness once again. But I'm getting closer to escaping. I can escape. I still have nightmares and I fear that she will kill me some day, but I'm trying to gain more wisdom from my experiences and letting my memories of her go. If you've dealt with abuse, mental and physical, your emotions are always valid and you're important. What happened doesn't matter; how you feel does. If you feel hatred, fear, sadness, etc, you don't need the abuse to justify those feelings. If people don't listen to how you feel because they don't know what you've been through, don't give up and try to find that someone you can click with. You feel emotions for a reason, it's a sign your body is giving you, a gut instinct. It's saved me many times and I know for sure I would be dead without it. Your emotions are friends you can get to know and work alongside with. They aren't there to ruin your life. Take days just for yourself and think about what you're feeling; you don't have to label those feelings and try to get rid of them. Just accept them and look at your living situation. What can you do to make your life beautiful in your eyes? There's always something to improve. I hope this helps. I know a lot of you have been dealing with a lot and I believe you can get through it. Never stop listening to your instinct, emotions are your friends and teachers at the same time. Have a nice life

[@canamoonbear3222]

I'm sorry you had to go through all of this. Although I wasn't abused physically, I was always bullied, and my bullies were all children of my family's friends, so I never told anyone. I didn't want other people to have my experience of always being turned on for trying to do the right thing. It's not like they would never believe me anyways, so I made a new friend, who became a really good friend. I trusted those gut instincts I had that told me I could trust them, and I could. Some people have scars, others have scars you can't see. Thank you for this message, it made my day.

[@x_cloudykitten_x5963]

Its sad anyone does this your story literally made me cry again because according to a lot of people when I cry it makes me a weak baby my friends and my kitten are that hope in the depths of despair the ones that will pull me out of that dark dark tunnel Thank you for this you made my day and a lot of other peoples too

[@katanimefan966]

@@x_cloudykitten_x5963 I'm glad you found my message relatable. When you cry, it definitely is not a sign of weakness, it shows you are brave enough to be vulnerable. Vulnerability is not bad, the people who take advantage of your vulnerable state are :>

[@unknown.cj.]

I'm late but I just want to vent some of my feelings too. My feeling I don't know what to do with them. It's like they control me and I can't control it. When I get mad all I want to do is die because I'm tired of the lies, half truths, and most of all expectations. I'm suppose to be strong because i'm a boy. If i can't do what a "Man" can do i'm gay. I'm straight and always plan to be that way (No offense to homosexuals, I like y'all cs you guys are fun) I'm being cut by words and it hurts. My mother and father hear what he is saying and act like nothing is happening. I love my family and respect them however not that bastard. When I go to his house I'm suffocated. I can't do anything because I'm scared. I'll leave it at that.

[@katanimefan966]

@@unknown.cj. It sounds like you're in a very toxic situation. And a very SEXIST situation. Do you think you could try getting a therapist? I understand that it's hard to do sometimes because of finances or your family situation, but I think it would be one of the best solutions. You could also sit your parents down and tell them exactly how you feel about that person, what they're doing, how it's toxic, and how you NEED to get out of that situation for your own mental health. If they don't listen to you, that's the equivalent to saying my child's feelings aren't first priority. I feel if you tell them straight up and lay it all down for them, they'll take the right actions. But I can't say for sure because I don't know your parents.

[@nbo9137]

*Before listening the song* :I have never heard of that song before *After listening the song* : Yoo! It’s rewind time

[@sapphire8916]

Why is this so true? That was exactly what I had thought, too. Every little bit of it.

[@Mbb06]

"People get hurt over time but they still try to stay" that hit me hard

[@alilgirlwithfamilyissues2348]

lyrics:*family vacation on 2013 my family:*split up on 2012 me now 13:*still holding back tears alone in the dark..

[@craftyami6621]

I feel you girl😭💜

[@sarakhatun8294]

O my Allah i am so sorry

[@香住-g8d]

Bro/sis Man u were lucky like y were basically 4-5yrs

[@musicislifeline6351]

my family is still together but not really together parents always fight my brothers trying to bring me down with my parents it effects me but not my brothers im like the oldest and the only girl

[@shaistanaaz4896]

I am sorry.....

[@infinitylife8751]

“I’ll move on from 15” I had to move on at 10. That was a mess.

[@melmxanie]

Im 9 And its still happening..

[@ishmal.xoxo.]

@@melmxanie 💖💖💖

[@melmxanie]

@@ishmal.xoxo. Thanks for the support

[@ishmal.xoxo.]

@@melmxanie 😄😄😄

[@melmxanie]

@@ishmal.xoxo. :)

[@amysally604]

Omg this is literally my life Leaving 15 behind, turning 16 in a few hours Moving on Leaving an incomplete family Nothing left but happy memories including one from dec 2013, 9 yrs, at a holiday house So sorry for going on about my life story Nobody asked 😔 Awesome song and violet is an incredible match

[@Kiwigalsguidetopolitics]

Hang in there, I think your so beautiful... and I know your struggling, but I honestly think your so amazing. Please don't ever give up

[@amysally604]

@@Kiwigalsguidetopolitics thanks ❤

[@locker_shocker3020]

We still support you, even if we didnt ask if it makes you feel more confident then keep typing away :)

[@abigailpaxton1887]

I have no clue who you are or if you'll see this but I love you ❤️❤️

[@hibye-cy8wo]

Its ok to let it out , sometimes you need to tell people

[@margaretkenn]

I swear i miss all the times when i was a kid but- i wanna cry so badly and idk why :|

[@aadi2519]

Keep believing in yourself life will get better I promise

[@aadi2519]

I'm here with you.... You have an online frnd now:)

[@margaretkenn]

@@aadi2519 aw thx for being my friend but anyways u can be my only friend cause i dont think i have one :)

[@aadi2519]

@@margaretkenn I'll be happy to freind..:)

[@Wellygadeer]

can you follow me on instgram

[@lunarae6630]

I imagine a girl about 13 who remember when she was about 7 years old and would run and laugh with her family, she remembers going places and talking to them, all she did was laugh and smile and she thought that everything was perfect, until later after she gets a little older she starts to stop smiling and laughing, her parents ended up divorcing, and she realized the whole time it wasn't love, she now turns 15 and is already wanting to move out, she thinks back to when her parents were happy and loving but now its a faded memory

[@craftyami6621]

😭😭

[@FirecrackerAMVs]

That basically describes me^ (Except I don't wanna move out just yet, my new home situation is good)

[@kirito2.074]

I'm not crying... I'm just cutting onions

[@ilus9051]

It's ok kirito

[@jongersginetadones464]

That's okay kirito!👍👍👍

[@pokejedi5184]

Just cutting onions that are invisible. Ye, invisible onions 😭😭😭

[@yura4life]

It's ok to cry I am crying right now I don't know why.

[@jongersginetadones464]

@@yura4life same😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@user-rc1xr4fp5g]

“I DON’T WANNA DIE , I JUST DON’T WANNA LIVE” “I DON’T WANNA DIE , I JUST WANT TO END MY PAIN” “I KNOW THERE ARE SO MANY REASONS TO STAY ALIVE , BUT……… THERE ARE ALSO SO MANY REASONS TO DIE”

[@mnzyt261]

I simple man I see violet ever garden I Like

[@revathifrancis5634]

Me: ok I won't cry again it's just violet evergarden with a heart touching songs ,it's ok ,I've got over it now. My brain: Ok ,eyes u ready to let out the tears. Eyes: YES, I am ready. Brain: ok so in ,3......2......1.....now Me: *Starts crying*

[@vincedaniel8154]

What genre is this anime im planning to watch it

[@timefliesaway999]

Daniel Fantasy, war, Drama

[@revathifrancis5634]

@@vincedaniel8154 it's pretty touching, has a few twist and a roller coaster of emotions Thers also a movie (make sure to check it out) Tell me if your gonna plan to watch it I'm sure you'll love it (just saying I cried for weeks after I saw it ;-) lol) ^_^

[@mingfanzhang4600]

random_person.s_ life_ XD

[@vincedaniel8154]

@@revathifrancis5634 maybe ill watch it later im still moving on from Your lie in april, i cried like a baby after i finished it ;-;

[@flamingaish]

That starting with voices of children playing is idk why so touching♥️

[@eigrivtupaz2502]

I'm so glad I hear this song because I'm 15 it almost made me cry thinking back my memories when I was a KID

[@locker_shocker3020]

I wish i had gone back...

[@presidenthwasa6889]

Sometimes I wish I was as innocent as I used to be. When I didn't care how I looked or how I was 'fat'. When I didn't think that I needed to be happy. When I believed that when I got older my life would get better. I wish I was a kid.

[@chloe4184]

You should never be insecure, what is so bad about being ‘fat’? There’s nothing good about being skinny anyways. We all feel like we don’t belong on the world at some point, who actually CARES about what people think of you? Is it automatic that people just don’t like ‘fat’ people? Name ONE BAD REASON about being ‘fat’. If other people don’t like you the way they are, they must be a BUNCH of idiots.

[@eugenethegerbil6559]

@KILEY KITTRIDGE I can't tell whether it'd be worse or better for the people who realized what was going on before they could really have theirs.

[@mrsninguem4585]

When I was a kid I used to run for fun, now its just to lose weight, everything was so different, I miss the old days

[@Kittyndoggy]

We all miss the old days cherry pink but we have to try and look at the bright side of life even though its hard.... also (not trying to offend you or anyone in anyway) if ur trying to lose weight to amuse someone else dont because you are beautiful no matter what never doubt yourslef... i dont now why ur trying to lose weight but if it is to make people like you or something that someone told you im here for you

[@mrsninguem4585]

@@Kittyndoggy thank u sm i think ur right tho, i am trying to lose weight cuz i dont like my body, i am skinny as hell, but still dont feel like

[@Kittyndoggy]

Thats ok we all have rough patches u just focus on the good things in life ok i know this might be weird but im 12 years old and im using my mums account to comment but what i said is true cuz i feel the same sometimes and i just try to look at the bright side even tho its hard again i know im only 12 but i have gone through alot of s*it so i kinda know what it feels like im here for u

[@mrsninguem4585]

Pamela Milenkovich ur so brave and strong since you’re only 12!! I love u, keep the confidence

[@Kittyndoggy]

@@mrsninguem4585 Thankyou so much

[@queenpenguin5685]

I saw violet evergarden crying and I was like damn it, this song is going to be sad.

[@yura4life]

Hay! Person scrolling down the comments have a nice day or night! Love you!❤❤❤❤

[@Lizzy_XoX]

Thanks! Probably gonna sound weird, but I've had a pretty bad day, man, this made me smile 😁

[@lucifermorningstar2936]

This Made my night! Thanks i had a pretty bad day Because of my sister -^-

[@dreamthethxxc5886]

Thank you! Have a nice day to you

[@rosefox6345]

You too

[@aeinry]

@Darryl Chew she's not begging for likes, she didn't say 'like if u did somethig" or things like that

[@somerandomperson6307]

Oh wow- Violet Evergarden + This song = Perfection

[@MottyNightcore]

Damnn, Sinon's nightcore really like an arrow. It shot deeply inside me ❤❤

[@May95348]

Don't lie, Violet Evergarden has made you cry before, especially episode ten. Good job with the video btw Sinon, it's amazing

[@dakshataselvakumar6252]

My grandfather passed today so thank you for this I really needed it and for everyone that’s reading this comment please stay safe your loved ones would appreciate it 💖

[@___Aurora___588]

'' loving is hard, it dont always works, you just try ur best to not to get hurt i used be mad, but now i know, sometimes its better to let someone go " hits hard __

[@d-0v0-b]

The Voice is Soooooo SWEET 😭😍🙂

[@goofygrape4032]

this brings back so many memories from listening to this song on repeat a while ago while struggling and crying my eyes out...sad part is i miss when it was like that.

[@angelespadilla6497]

Violet Evergarden is one of my favorite animes ever! And since I came for the picture, I now love the music ❤️ thank you for posting this!❤️ I really appreciate your hard work🤗

[@lylihs6938]

Violet : "Gilbert's brother said, I am his dog." Violet : "I wanted to become a Doll(auto memory doll) to know what 'I love you' means" That hits me so hard tho👉👈

[@touhoufumoP]

This was the first song that made me cry- I brings back so many childhood memories of when I was free to go anywhere and when I was so energetic. This is such a nice song waaaaaa me crying again 😭😭

[@locker_shocker3020]

Its sad i dont cry for sad songs i wish i could but it makes me feel sad and happy at the same time...

[@nyalltimothy]

Sad but gorgeous💖

[@spiritdreamer7974]

This song reminds me so much of my childhood I'm 16 and I know that means I'm growing up but I just wish I could go back. I remember wishing I could grow up and be a teenager but now that I am one, I just want my childhood back.

[@ines4428]

Amazing work Sinon❤️😍VIOLET EVERGARDEN😭she makes me cry so much😭🥺❤️

[@philiphimes1649]

I love this song it’s insane how much I relate and wish to relate. I was diagnosed with severe depression and I have issues with my memory but this song reminds me of the good times of childhood where I was so innocent. Memories in my head or was recorded by photos for a time like this where I don’t remember much. But still this song means a lot.

[@elizzabeth5356]

Thank you so much for listening and I’m so glad u resonate 🖤🖤

[@x_cloudykitten_x5963]

Wow this is so awesome It made my cry her voice is so soft and sad

[@敏-z7e]

i used to listen to songs like this when i was really depressed , havent seen my parents in years , my family was arguing everyday and the only coping mechanism i had was selfharm . came back to listen to this bc youtube recommended it and im kinda surprised how spot on the lyrics on this song are for me now . i was 16 when i finally started to slowly heal from everything that i went through so the " move on from 15 " hits hard . now , 17 , i can proudly say that ive overcame selfharm , have a small group of friends that i love , and a new found purpose in life .

[@Zeni-]

Violet ❤️🔥

[@shadiq6719]

Kid I used to be is innocent dumb and thought everyone is happy and good to u Until the experience I experienced last two years I saw the real world which is really diff a bit cruel and shelfish. I Know I'm really too late to Know about the real world compared to others but I felt happy knowing the true world before it would have been too late 😅🙂🤗😗😆😉😍

[@gray7364]

I was never innocent. I just acted innocent, because my parents would've probably thought I was disgusting for knowing what only grown ups should know.

[@shadiq6719]

@@gray7364 wooow ur cool Now that I have matured a bit but also acting like a good girl in front of my frnds teachers parents They think I'm really a good girl but they don't know my secrets ,😅😅🤣🙄🙄🙄

[@grimreap2692]

she once a doll for war, cuz she never felt the love surrounding her... but... when the war is ended she decided become the one who spread love surrounds her

[@ae-winter9916]

she want to know what love means its sad 😔

[@grimreap2692]

@@ae-winter9916 one of the animes that worth to watch

[@raindrops_oftheearth9321]

Tears to my eyes when you think how many people Understands this song

[@ivy-renee3417]

The first time I listened to this it made my emotions come to the top and I cried.. Thank you..

[@justjaymz5342]

Finally!!!!! I was waiting for another violet evergarden nightcore

[@kekq__]

Nice👌👌 My new fav song

[@talhaadil4167]

Well...this song tells about the presence of parents so...kinda sad & relaxing song...to hear...

[@aadarshbisht9026]

Song and Image is so beautiful

[@dimigod4792]

The most beautiful song I ever heard ❤️

[@A_Person1237]

I randomly found this song when scrolling nightcore songs and im in love

[@armyblinks5088]

"Moving on from 15" Love The Song... 😊💕

[@MelodysNightcore81722]

They say it’s just a song but the feelings in the song are real What I mean is songs can be an expression of how you feel that is if your willing to let what you’re feeling out

[@duskydawn5033]

Brings back memory of past...💕

[@dreax00x]

The song is beautiful and so is Violet 😍

[@-.7725]

Omg, Violet Evergarden I'm crying 😭🥺

[@izoraiza7169]

(Spoilers) If you ever feel like your life sucks just remember that Violet Evergarden was used, given away like some present on Christmas Day, just to suffer without knowing her parents, and on top of it all she was in a 4 year long war as a child then loses the one she loves Major Gilbert Bougainvillea.... She suffered and even lost her own arms that were replaced with robotic ones... Also she didn't know what love was until later on... So if you read this then I want you to know that everything will be ok... Violet Evergarden had a rough start but Violet Evergarden eventually had a better life... She was surrounded by so many people that cared.... She was happy being a doll... She has been through so much and still found some happiness.... Some good in the world...

[@mpuppie]

This song is good even from the start! And- so- BEAUTIFUL~

[@suhani1253]

I love this!!!

[@eosofspades_357]

how painfully perfect that i find this song for the first time at the exact moment when i, fifteen years old, am listening to music to distract myself from my parents fighting

[@amaterasu1222]

I rate a song on the chills it brings me. This song gave me like 15 chills in 40 seconds. That's.... glorious.

[@bababooeyi5133]

Ong love it Sinon😄 keep up the good work and remember I'll always be here to support you 😄 love your videos Sinon😍

[@tfchaos]

This is good sion it makes me remember all my times when I was younger and Thxs for showing me a song I didn't but I like it now

[@elizzabeth5356]

Thank you so much Sinon! Glad you guys relate to this:))

[@rioashbreeze3454]

Amazing as always, well kind of sad but it is still awesome

[@asfanaeem2982]

This song is very amazing

[@asfanaeem2982]

This is true

[@pinacorn1121]

im not the only one who wants to be a kid again right? the world was so colorful and so happy, but now its sad and grey…

[@visible_in_certain_ways]

The older I get, the more that I see, More I realise the things that once teared me, All unwelcoming facts were just reflection of imperfect, indifferent reality, Never could all of it be ever wholly complete... Sometimes it's like how it shouldn't be......

[@sas.k0247]

What a coincidence Today I was drawing violet n u created a nightcore with her image I love itttttt😍😍😍😣😣😣

[@دراغمبولسوبر-و9ش]

i remember my self when i was 5-6 i was so stupid i was so soft and cry fast ,love my family ,friends,... after8years im almost 15 This Song gets my memories back with all the mistakes i did And nowi laugh On it with my family hehe ....time really move fast!

[@--madamemagica--4553]

I love this song! I must think at all the thinks that happen in my life and how their happening. I think about my friends. It's not easy to think about thinks like in this song...

[@Alreadyyaa]

I like this song so much! 🙂💛

[@nahtivityecamarillo8020]

i've been through so much crap when i was little... and my aunt always told me"Just be a kid! go outside and play! back in my day we'd play all day until sunsets." but i just lost that imagination...everything just went dark and now i'm just quiet and lost

[@kxii8332]

i love this song it's so beautiful i'm glad you made it, and it's a nightcore with lyrics amazing she is so cute too

[@djmo9808]

This hits too hard and close to home knowing that my abuse literally started when I was 8-9ish and ended just recently when I was 15.. I'm sixteen now and I'm moving on and healing, but it is a difficult journey for sure.

[@Crabdry]

This song fits Violet so well✨

[@gbookertbm]

This made me cry thank you

[@ayuu303]

Damn who's cutting the onions...stop, I can't stop crying

[@just_a_girl6413]

This is so beautiful....I don't have words for it

[@elizzabeth5356]

Thanks sm💕💕

[@franandfriends199]

Love this song!

[@aadi2519]

I'm new I subscribed and turned on notifications!

[@kaiirox1334]

I wish... I could go back to the kid I used to be, when I knew nothing, when everything was perfect..... I wish....

[@whatislife6120]

The kid that I used to be loved it and now I still love it!!!!!!!!❤❤❤

[@isabellateran8264]

This is beautiful!!

[@chaossheep2955]

So ein schönes Lied hab mich Mega gefreut das du ne nightcore Version gemacht hast 😍😙😍😙😍😍😙❤❤❤

[@tejindersamra2410]

This is a really nice sad song I love it so much

[@bhargavgayary2367]

Finally I am here . Love you sinon senpai 🥳🥳🥳

[@tessalavi8538]

Hey person, I hope you're doing well. I know what it's like to love something important, then lose it. I hope you love and cherish everything that comes into your life. It's not going to be easy, and you're going to cry and be hurt several times. But the important thing is that you're still going. Love you, keep fighting!

[@deeyyy7021]

The older you get the more you realize that children are the real heros.

[@muskansingh8500]

I love your videos Simon. I love evergarden too. Beautiful song 😃😃

[@river2705]

I am fan of your songs😊😊

[@artgirl96]

Looks so beautiful ^^

[@otakus3841]

It make me cry when i remember this anime thanks for the good music sinon your the best😊😊😊

[@unknownweeb8770]

Good job on This it is so good 😢💙

[@Cutting_Bamboo]

In the darkest days of my life, I play the old happy memories and wish I could go back. But no, and there are days I wish I could go back in and defend myself. Everyone changes.Nobody stays. Well, nothing.stays.

[@thatoneguy5277]

Personally, I forgot the last time my mom, dad, sister, and me all spent time together as a full family. They got divorced when I was young, I think around 7, and it was the hardest thing ever and now when we all do something together I just feel this tension and it’s not the same. I just wanna go back sometimes...

[@uwutunes6878]

The picture matches the song perfectly

[@natalieroyal9408]

You almost at 2M 😮👏

[@seanwarehime3454]

yay its Violet evergarden i love that anime and why did it make me cry 3 times :(