So Cold Instrumental (with lyrics)

Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own
It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home
Oh, when you told me you'd leave
I felt like I couldn't breath
My aching body fell to the floor
Then I called you at home
You said that you weren't alone
I should've known better
Now it hurts much more
You caused my heart to bleed and
You still owe me a reason
I can't figure out why
Why I'm alone and freezing
While you're in the bed that she's in
I'm just left alone to cry
You caused my heart to bleed and
You still awe me a reason
I can't figure out why
You caused my heart to bleed and
You still awe me a reason
I can't figure out why
Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you standing
On your own
It's so quiet here and I feel so cold
This house no lounger
Feels like home

[@poppymay5082]

Mom, my depression is a shapeshifter One day it's as small as a firefly in the palm of a bear The next it's the bear On those days I play dead until the bear leaves me alone I call the bad days "the Dark Days" Mom says, "try lighting candles" But when I see a candle, I see the flesh of a church The flicker of a flame Sparks of a memory younger than noon I am standing beside her open casket It is the moment I learn every person I ever come to know will someday die Besides Mom, I'm not afraid of the dark, perhaps that's part of the problem Mom says, "I thought the problem was that you can't get out of bed" I can't, anxiety holds me a hostage inside of my house, inside of my head Mom says, "Where did anxiety come from?" Anxiety is the cousin visiting from out of town that depression felt obligated to invite to the party Mom, I am the party, only I am a party I don't want to be at Mom says, "Why don't you try going to actual parties, see your friends" Sure I make plans, I make plans but I don't want to go I make plans because I know I should want to go; I know sometimes I would have wanted to go It's just not that fun having fun when you don't want to have fun, Mom You see, Mom, each night Insomnia sweeps me up in his arms, dips me in the kitchen in the small glow of the stove-light Insomnia has this romantic way of making the moon feel like perfect company Mom says, "Try counting sheep" But my mind can only count reasons to stay awake So I go for walks, but my stuttering kneecaps clank like silver spoons held in strong arms with loose wrists They ring in my ears like clumsy church bells, reminding me I am sleepwalking on an ocean of happiness that I cannot baptize myself in Mom says, "Happy is a decision" But my happy is as hollow as a pin pricked egg My happy is a high fever that will break Mom says, I am so good at making something out of nothing and then flat out asks me if I am afraid of dying No Mom I am afraid of living Mom I am lonely I think I learned that when Dad left how to turn the anger into lonely the lonely into busy So when I say I've been super busy lately I mean I've been falling asleep watching SportsCenter on the couch To avoid confronting the empty side of my bed But my depression always drags me back to my bed Until my bones are the forgotten fossils of a skeleton sunken city My mouth a boneyard of teeth broken from biting down on themselves The hollow auditorium of my chest swoons with echoes of a heartbeat But I am just a careless tourist hereI will never truly know everywhere I have been Mom still doesn't understand Mom, can't you see That neither can I

[@jamaicaplaza4348]

Thank you for this

[@zzcorndog]

Well written

[@GunghoChen]

Love it when the violins and the cellos combine at 2:33!

[@placebo_blunt4042]

i dont rlly like that part :( piano music alone puts me in the feels

[@kashalily]

Ventrix I 100% no wait 1,000,000% agree with you.

[@EJFashionandDesign]

ikr

[@lilyfeather4472]

This karaoke is so beautiful!

[@vipinistanbul]

I can listen this song while i m alone.. only.

[@amerevoid]

Ufuk Buyukozkaya Why???

[@theouterlight.]

I made some lyrics on my own . If you want to fight me , then please don't hurt me too much My heart is damaged enough for you , for anybody . I don't want to disappoint you, but my tears will destroy you , if you can't take it away , i promise you it's ok. Dirty words , heavy souls , fucked up minds , messed up lives , I don't want any of that anymore x2 I try too hard to be a stone , but stones have feelings and i don't Please just help me right now ( right now, right now) I'm tired of giving ( tired) , tired of breathing ( tired) , without leaving (tired), i just wish i could fly be a star in the sky . I'm tired of giving (tired) , tired of breathing (tired) , without leaving ( tired) , just look up in the sky , everything will be alright. Dirty words,heavy souls, fucked up minds , i just wish i could fly, be a star in the sky. Dirty words, heavy souls,messed up lives , just look up in the sky, everything will be alright. First time sharing , some of my work .

[@meganann9625]

Love it!

[@theouterlight.]

@@meganann9625 thanks . Means a lot

[@i._aeen_.i]

How can you dislike this?! This is perfect! I really can`t find a better one. Thank you very much! I love this song so much and im happy to sing along :)

[@jadacars7010]

I love it so much I sound so great singing this☺

[@KirstyReeve.]

a Wentworth edit brought me here Wentworth is life💙💙💙❤❤❤❤❤

[@theresahaskin6671]

...It's great! Loved it!

[@twodazzlings6796]

MIKE!!! MIIIKE!!! MIKE I DONT NEED MY BABY TEETH! 3... 2...1! - Dustin Henderson, Stranger Things 2016

[@camibru6610]

No likes needed, at some point im doing a cover of this song! *love*

[@gothnerd88]

thank you so much for this,now i can try to sing this at next years talent show :)

[@nohailasia6598]

Thank you for this

[@_american.horror.stories_5241]

Thank you so much!!💞

[@saratfkh8227]

fav song rn for suuuuuure

[@haenna3374]

Thank you soo much, I love this song! ^^

[@saratfkh8227]

thanks so so much for this

[@brendaamaya8258]

It's so quiet here, And I feel so cold..🎶

[@EmmyStarz]

thank you so much

[@justlostbcmusic8319]

Thank you!

[@revirahmani4744]

amazing !!!!!

[@kimiaxel923]

0:51 these beat's are lit!!🐙

[@massiekur1012]

Thank you

[@orenbenk562]

¡Muy bien!

[@amarilisg477]

i love it

[@mikamikamikamik]

[@jamesrobinhood2812]

Just a dream fits perfectly xD

[@crystalb6959]

Ty doing singing good job

[@juliandeluxe13]

SO COLD

[@ewagarusiewicz4624]

Sulin - Między mną a tobą

[@HentaiNat]

can you pls. make a version with the ohh ohh part still on the song. it's hard to sing that part.

[@laurie5318]

i just did a cover on this, thank you!

[@lxzycece9203]

I sound so much better with the singer. I sound like a train wreck with out her.

[@jiminparkjimin4680]

LxzyCece I sound so much better with a raw voice

[@kashalily]

I like background voices then you know where you at.

[@fluffkitty1201]

I know how you feel i sound better as the boy singer than the girl lol

[@saikiscoffeejelly4540]

Same unless i sing high 😂

[@denises.6301]

May i use your music track for a cover? I will mention you about it leaving your channel's link in the box description :)

[@babyinxhe]

💘

[@queenkaren3734]

Found this on Cable Girls and now I’m obsessed😂❤️

[@louanelapianiste8064]

cool

[@southeastmichiganrailfan5764]

This is the music used in Airbus's video when they were showcasing the A380

[@janeblink1617]

🖤😞

[@nononono6905]

i wanna download imstrurmental

[@Jessica-zp7us]

Hahaha " Ben Clocks "

[@therider5272]

hahaha Griff the invisible

[@dimiiswife]

It’s Ben Cocks not “ “ Ben Clocks “ “. Idiot.

[@naviah8104]

Hii...!!😺

[@taranap7539]

Could I use this karaoke for my cover

[@lisabaron9467]

Clato brought me here

[@webstergirl1029]

SAMMMEEEE GIRLLLL

[@webstergirl1029]

Clato for life

[@isabellacarrillorodas6757]

Really? How?

[@sweetlps4998]

Jej

[@alarmsquadnj]

Gave her my trust to only lie now I must let her go talking about putting me in jail

[@CliffValentine4]

Türkler burda +1

[@emmajade6903]

you can't*😂😂😂

[@fluffkitty1201]

Man please make it louder i should just sing without the music

[@Forest-cq4yr]

How are you going to make lyrics when you can barley see the words when a part comes up that you are trying to see. The background was aweful I am sorry to say that but when I tried singing it I messed up.

[@louanelapianiste8064]

cool