so far from who i want to be • bellamy blake

I OWN NOTHING EXCEPT THE EDITING!
• PLS watch in HD!
I did this in less than two weeks .. HOW DID THAT HAPPEN? Tbh i have no idea. Usually i need 2 months for a 1-2 min video haha.
Anyway .. since 3x04 there's much hate going around for Bellamy. People are criticizing the plot holes in his storyline in order to fully understand his actions. So what i tried here is to fill these plot holes. I don't know if i succeeded, you have to decide that. But i hope you enjoy this aaaand seriously, everyone who watches this video till the end gets a cookie from me ;)
Bob is doing an incredible job in portraying this character and it's such a shame that certain groups of people are attacking him for his character's actions, i mean excuse me? Stop that! He's working hard for this role, he deserves appreciation & love.
• A BIG thank you goes to Aneta (Cassaravi) for previewing and helping me through this last part. What a mess huh hahaa * hugs *
/ cassaravi
• A song inspiration credit goes to Loki (SecretlyToDream)
• Pepper Potts | I Stand...
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• Coloring: Cassaravi
• Song: at the end of the Video
• / anjaaxx​
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A special thanks goes to:
• Letavia (on youtube) for the Hungarian subtitles
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[@sparksfly221]

GUYS! We made it, 100k views! I can't even wrap my head around this number tbh. THANK YOU SO MUCH to everyone, for the massive support and all the nice words. I've never expected such incredible feedback :')

[@therealfootballma7103]

hey can you maybe make an edit about bellamy hot scenes ?

[@rain2093]

Make that 200k and 250k in the future

[@exoismyuniverse2250]

I love Bellamy so much. He's like my favorite character ever.

[@thatbitchamara4992]

Listen to EXO - MONSTER ikr he will always be my favourite character

[@wildcardedits]

I DIED BECAUSE OF EXO - ELECTRIC KISS Is that kai on your profile pic?

[@nothingnothing6359]

exo is my universe but how?! He killed Lincoln and betrayed his sister. He killed 300 grounders that were there to protect them. He killed innocent people and I know what you will say so did Clark and Octavia but that is different. Clark always made the impossible choices so that she carries it so they don’t have to. Bellamy just killed innocent people because he thought they were the bad guys.

[@exoismyuniverse2250]

@@nothingnothing6359 like you said 'he thought they were the bad guys"? Bellamy only wanted to protect his sister and then 100 and then the skykru. He made choices. There is good choices, there is bad choices and you can't always make good one. I don't know how to explain it well cause it is hard for me to explain myself in English. I'm the kind of people that will try to understand choices, I tend to not judge people when they make mistakes but I try to understand why they choose this or that. I try to understand how his life made him make to think like this. He didn't want Lincoln to die. I have so many thing to say but I don't have enough words. Bellamy is egoist because he doesn't want to lose more people, he doesn't want to experience that anymore. He is the kind that do things but hate himself for doing so. you can think like in a war, would you prefer to kill or get killed? anyway, may I ask you why are you watching Bellamy's video? you look like you don't like him? but at the same time you look like you want to understand him? or more like you want to understand why people like him? why?

[@sonya5297]

@@nothingnothing6359 he didn't kill lincoln. When Pike was ready to kill Lincoln , bellamy ran to Octavia to tell her but all she did was ignoring him. He tried his best when he understood what he did.

[@seagoinwhale]

MY POOR POOR BABY PROTECT HIM FORM THIS HORRIBLE WORLD I LITERALLY GOT SHIVERS

[@diealtedame22]

Poor🤦🏻‍♂️🤦🏻‍♂️

[@nothingnothing6359]

Madison Van Every he is nothing but pure

[@cometome255]

Clarke thinks with her brain, Bellamy thinks with his heart. That's why they need each other to properly function. *That's their dynamic.*

[@edithmartinez9514]

Well said 👍

[@ThatFont]

cometome255 I find this true, though Clarke used to use both. Later, she lost trust in her heart because of her actions taken with Finn.

[@salma12ibrahim]

YALL WTF. This is exactly what was said in the season 4 finale

[@far9874]

+Salma Ibrahim I was literally just about to comment that I'm screaming wth?!?

[@adriana54101]

OH MY GOD

[@jessicah9311]

I will always love Bellamy. Always.

[@L4W4ND-_-]

@@stelalaufeyson725to late buddy

[@silvanaavalos675]

Some people are quick to judge him.... but don't you see? Clarke was able to see the good in grounders, so did Octavia, and many others. But Bellamy didn't. Grounders kept on letting him down, on disappointing him. At his eyes, they were only killers. And before you say anything, I know most of them are not, but Bellamy didn't got the chance to see that ANY time. Every time he trusted one people ended up dead. You need to understand that. Yes, it was wrong, completely wrong but he thought he was doing the right thing, he really never meant any harm, he just wanted to protect his people from the people who took so many of his loved ones.

[@nothingnothing6359]

clarke did the same thing by killing all those people. To protect HER people and bellamy has the audacity to judge her when he did the same thing and worse. He killed people for no reason

[@nightwatch5513]

He judged Clark only once - after she chose grounders and Lexa(who betrayed them earlier) and she was willing to sacrifice not only others, but her own people including his sister. So he was right. Plus when did he kill without a reason?? People blame him, but he didnt have a knowledge about union between Clarke and Lexa(for him Lexa was still a traitor), so he did what he did from the beginning - protecting his people which included killing the army of grounders before they attacked them (like grounders did in the first season). I dont know how people can't see his reasons. Obviously killing is not good, but they were at war from the beginning and HE DIDN'T START THIS WAR.

[@nothingnothing6359]

nightwatch he did almost start the second war when Paic (I don’t know how to spell his name) went to kill 300 grounders and Bellamy joined him. He helped them kill Lincoln, Octavias boyfriend which was the biggest mistake he ever made. So yeah he betrayed his only family

[@nightwatch5513]

@@nothingnothing6359 Ok, let's go back a little bit more. What happened before Bellamy joined Pike, hmm? Was it not after Lexa betrayed them at Mount Weather??? When she left them and they had to kill everyone? What was after aaaa grounders killed Bellamy's girlfriend and more of his people when he was trying to get Clarke back(that wasn't Lexa's fault, but she was a commander of all grounders and Bellamy didn't know about her secret coalition with Clarke). That's why he joined Pike and he killed the army. You see the problem which people have with understanding this is that...Bellamy didn't have the info which Clarke had, he wasn't with her, he didn't make any union with grounders.. Plus Clarke left them, so she wasn't in a position to make any choices for sky people anymore tbh.. (And also some people have a problem with Bell bcos of clexa ship - which I don't care about- you can ship whatever you want, but what Lexa and grounders did to them before was just wrong and there's no question about that). Anyway from Bellamy's point of view grounders attacked and betrayed them before, so he followed what they established before - he trusted only his people, sky people.He didn't help kill Lincoln, he helped to arrest him(to keep him quiet for a while) - that's a huge freakin difference(!) He never wanted this death to happen, same was with Kane. Pike promised him to keep his people safe, when Pike sentenced Kane to death - that was the moment when Bell saw the real Pike( that Pike didn't keep his word and he was willing to kill his own people) and THAT was the moment when Bell said NO.

[@michao32]

@@nightwatch5513 the people of the Ark were aggressors from the beginning, although that was not their intention. they landed on land that already belonged to someone. Bellamy's reasons are understandable, but he and Pike started a war they couldn't win. the only thing that saved them from total extinction was Jaha and his cult

[@anastasiaphillips7905]

Octavia found someone who accepted her, and loved her for who she was...and taught her to become who she was meant to be. She does have Bellamy thou, none of us can say, and mean it!, that he doesn't truly love his sister and will always be there for her. She and Lincoln were together the longest of any couple on the show, and truly loved one another. Big hole in her heart and world. Bell has been there since he was 6 to step up, be there, and take care of her...dad/brother/best friend/protector....he has risked his life over and over for her, never wanted to be the cause of her pain, EVER....let's hope she can realize that. Deep down, can we say how she would have felt, if after Lincoln took the drug leaving Bell for dead and Maya to save, how she would have been if Maya hadn't? Lincoln and Bell made mistakes, Maya saved Bell...Bellamy went to Octavia for help, he loved Lincoln, and never held a grudge over what happened. Bellamy would have taken that bullet for Lincoln! Octavia and Lincoln KNEW Bell was in pain, lost. defeated, hopeless...where were they? Why were they not comforting him? Reassuring him? Helping him realize he was NOT to blame for Gina's death, as Pike told him he was? He needed his sister, he was hurting, bad! I really want Bell and O to work their relationship out, really...and all these teeny bopper "ships" and name combining can go to hell. This brother/sister love and relationship matters most, to me. Not, under ANY circumstance, who is doing who....

[@sparksfly221]

well said :)

[@anastasiaphillips7905]

kayla Thanks :) Hope you didn't hurt yourself too bad while coming up with that original line! I am free to express my opinion, if you don't like what I have to say regarding how I feel, then try to be mature enough to scroll past it! What makes you think you have the right to say what you feel yet downgrade how I feel? Opinions are just that, OPINIONS, which means there is no right or wrong answers, dumbass. Yeah, I may indeed need a life, but guess what? Apparently you do too considering you had the time to read my post and take the time to comment and be an asshole about it. I don't have to explain MY opinion, nor do I have to defend a character I love just to satisfy you and your mind set on how you think I should feel. This is a TV show, meant for entertainment purposes (shhhh, it's NOT real life), as in it's not a damn battlefield/warzone. SMH You are the prime example of a stuck up narcissistic self centered bitch, so congratulations :) I do however hope you feel better about yourself now that you took the time to show you think you are far better than anyone else and to show you think so highly of yourself that you seem to think only your opinions count. Keep up the good hard work! Take care!

[@babyunicorn347]

Agree! Bellamy was there for her since the beginning. He named her and raised her. He loves her so much and she is the one who he cares about the most. I just want Octavia to understand that her brother will always be there for her no matter what. He didn't kill Lincoln, maybe he was the reason of it but we move on. He lost his girlfriend too and thought that was his fault when it wasn't. I know that Octavia needed time when Lincoln died but now world is ending and she won't still forgive Bellamy. I want them to work out their relationship. Blake family is only thing i care about

[@nothingnothing6359]

Stacey Blake Markus (I don’t know how to spell his name) was there for him and tried to put Bellamy in the right direction but he didn’t want to listen. He did a terrible mistake by killing 300 grounders that were there to protect them and Lincoln so he deserves the pain he feels.

[@christianshade]

I AM SAD. Flawless portrayal of Bellamy's moral struggle this season, I definitely felt his pain and uncertainty of what to do from here. Beautiful scenes choices and voiceovers too, I am forever awed at your work!

[@sparksfly221]

+christianshade Wow seriously thank you so much for your compliments. You've no idea how much it means to me to hear sth like this. ♥ I'm glad you enjoyed it :)

[@h0neymoons]

I feel like the people who hate Bellamy and think the things he did in s3 were OOC need to see this. Sometimes we forget what Bellamy has gone through, what he has done for people and how they return the favour. He's seriously my favourite character in the whole show. Thankyou so much for this video! Can't wait to see his redemption for this season, I miss my happy lil cinnamon bun!

[@sparksfly221]

+Farah E aaaw thank you for your comment and kind words :D I'm glad you like it so much :DD

[@nana8286]

i'm so in love with him

[@adriana54101]

i'm crying. bellamy is my favourite character ever. he deserves so much better :(

[@VEKProduction]

this is the best portrait of his character that I´ve ever seen. so deep and so beautiful!

[@sparksfly221]

+VEKProduction Omg HUGE words! Thank you so much ♥ I'm glad you enjoy it :)

[@sukerlover147]

*I'M TOTALLY SPEECHLESS*

[@sparksfly221]

+sukerlover147 Thank you so much aaah ♥

[@nina-jv3cu]

Wait ... I'm crying.

[@alirezamohammadpoor8477]

Rest In Peace Bellamy, you were my favorite character in this show and any other shows. Thank u very much for this 7 years!🙏🏽🕊

[@sparksfly221]

I can't believe we're actually here ....

[@alirezamohammadpoor8477]

sparksfly221 He didn’t deserved to die like that man.

[@tanjas.7109]

this hurts so much but it was beautiful too

[@victoriathompson5487]

He is one beautiful man

[@Bumple101]

This is definitely one of the best character videos I have ever seen, period. Just, WOW. You deserve all the awards, and everyone needs to send this to the show on twitter. make them notice this, because it is truly a masterpiece.

[@sparksfly221]

+Bumple101 Thank you so much for your compliments, really! That are huge words woooah * _____ * Yeah it would be incredible if they could see it, especially Bob, buuuut that's kinda hard to achieve ;)

[@Julia-vq2vg]

Bellamy is one of my favorite characters of all time. Everytime he cries, I'm crying too. I understand every decision of him, he do it for his people. He wants always the best for his people and that's one of the reasons why I love him. Great video

[@xxbludger]

I've been rewatching this recently and I LITERALLY have chills. Especially 3:28 on, my chest is tight the whole time until the end. Ugh, Bellamy was one of my favorite characters and I love the way this video struck at the core of his character. Someone who loves SO hard and "saves who we can save today". I know you made this around season 3, but it was even more fulfilling watching him grow from his mistakes and his choices and be such a formidable leader afterward. Wow, the line where Bellamy yells at Clarke about everything she did after she left him? That's literally one of my favorite scenes, just him laying out every reason he has to turn against her and the rest of his family. I love him so!!! You frame him so well!!!

[@sparksfly221]

Woah thank you for coming back to it and leaving such kind words! that means a lot

[@xIchinii]

still not over octavia beating him up it was hard to watch here too. poetic video still hurtfull

[@sparksfly221]

+xIchinii Me neither, it was so painful too watch .. ugh. But thank you for your comment :)

[@nothingnothing6359]

xIchinii nah it was my favorite scene throughout s3. He needed to feel the pain he caused to Octavia by killing the love of her life. He deserved it

[@fandomking8939]

@@nothingnothing6359 so now Octavia deserves to feel the pain she caused Wonkru so they should all beat her to a bloody pulp?

[@meaganvorce2518]

Damn, this is incredible narrative and cutting work. Like--if anyone ever asks me to explain Bellamy in season 3A this is what I will tell them to watch. Really beautiful work.

[@sparksfly221]

+Meagan Vorce Wooooah thank you so much seriously. I'm happy you like it so much :D

[@hploverspayne]

Wow. This is one of the best videos I have seen omg. I honestly don't know how anyone would watch everything that Bellamy has gone through and not get why he is the way he is. Everyone got so mad at Bellamy when he sided with Pike, but if you think about it it makes a lot of sense. At the start of the season he was doing everything he could to get Clarke back because he cares so much about her only to have his girlfriend be blown up along with many others by grounders. Then the person he spent so much time tracking down chooses to stay with the grounders. Not to mention everything that happened at Mt. Weather. It makes sense that he would start blaming and hating the grounders since they had been killing people he started to care about ever since they came to the ground. I'm just happy he has gotten on the right track again and I hope the writers keep giving us more stuff to understand him as a character.

[@sparksfly221]

+Samantha Payne Yeah i agree, totally. Thank you for your comment and also for your kind words :D I'm glad you like it

[@Haileyspurgeon5791]

I'm obsessed with bellamy blake and I love him so much

[@nctoli]

This was absolutely breathtaking. You really captured his internal battle between right and wrong. Thank you for this video. :)

[@hayley-kb7fh]

this made since why bellamy did what he did in season 3 made since but what the hell were the writers thinking in season 7

[@Ilovehertjes]

This is hands down the best Bellamy Blake video anyone has ever made. I can't even find words to express just how amazing this video. You captured all the different layers of his arc this season so perfectly, and showed his head space and his journey so well. This is why you're the queen of The 100 videos.

[@sparksfly221]

+Ilovehertjes The queen of the 100 videos?? omg kidding much huh hahah But thank you for your kind words, seriously :) This means a lot ♥

[@4everbuffylover]

I adore Bellamy. He's the only character on the show that I've really attached to. This show is mostly story based, it's not really character driven and that can make it difficult to care enough to continue watching. Many times they lack the depth to make that critical human connection. Bellamy is the exception to that for me. He's complex and the most dynamic of the group. Watching him grow as a person has been a real treat, his struggle just feels very real compared to the other characters. I actually care about what happens to him, whereas the others only draw my attention based on their place in the story. This video is really well done, it does a very good job of highlighting who Bellamy is at his core and I applaud you.

[@xprodzzvideos]

wow, i had shivers! this is the best video of Bellamy, you are the best at portraiting characters.

[@sparksfly221]

+xprodzzvideos Omg thank you so much for your compliment ♥ Means so much * ___ *

[@janiex98]

I swear I got so exited when I saw this and suddenly I was awake(I just woke up) and felt like I needed to cry because you are this amazing vidder and Bellamy is my favorite character and I am glad that you are one of the few people who still like him. :-) This video is fantastic and you just made me really happy with it - this is a great start for the day. :D Thanks for that. (Ich erinnere mich gerade daran, dass du ja deutsch kannst haha ^-^ Aber egal.)

[@sparksfly221]

+Jana Söhl Aaaaaaw :D Klar mag ich ihn noch, er wird immer mein Fave bleiben :D Sein Charakter inspiriert mich einfach und grade nach dieser Staffel war ich motiviert seine Motivation für sein Handeln zu erforschen. Aber vielen Dank für dein Kommentar :D Freut mich das es dir gefällt ♥

[@JuliaSouza-xo5vq]

AND ALSO BELLAMY DINDNT WANT LINCOLNS DEATH jesus they were friends and Bellamy cared about him. he was so sad and terrified when he realizes lincoln was dead. he didn't do anything with the intention to kill him.

[@desiatovaalex]

Thank you. Thank you so much for this video - it shows us all the reasons why Bellamy did what he did perfectly. It is amazing for all Bellamy haters, who don't understand | don't want to understand why he was acting like this. This is so amazing and i love it so so so much. You did a great job!

[@sparksfly221]

+Александра Дидюк Aaaah thank you so much for your kind words, i'm glad you like it :DD Yeah i hope that helps others to understand him better :)

[@enigma8764]

i swear i'm not crying..my eyes are just really sweaty..

[@your_momv]

same

[@EnchantedxPassion]

Woah! You potrayed him *P-E-R-F-E-C-T-L-Y* The whole video is flawless, the atmosphere you created, the scenes you chose and ofc your editing. I hope people will now understand that he isn't that bad and that he doesn't deserve all the hate he gets lately. and once again: outstanding work. (now hurry up with raven or i'll kick your ass)

[@sparksfly221]

+EnchantedxPassion Aaaaaaaw thank you so much Celine :DD I'm glad you like it ♥ Yeah i hope so too, gotta protect my precious face :D and yeeeeeeeah i'll try to be as fast as possible with raven ^^

[@MaraSophita]

okay it's not like i'm really up-to-date with the 100 but bellamy was and is defniteley my favorite character in it. and your video made me nearly cry, it got so intense. absoluteley love this song and your video with it!

[@sparksfly221]

Aaaaw thank you so much :DDD I'm happy you like it

[@friedarief2400]

sparksfly221 du bist aus östereich? wie cool ich auch😂😍 love this by the way

[@sparksfly221]

yess :D danke

[@magali6242]

6 years later and this is still a masterpiece. I'm so mad at the showrunners for destroying this character during the last 2 seasons. Amazing devlopement, and this edit pick out excalty one of his big step. Thank you again ! I bet that in another 6 years, it'll still be an amazing edit.

[@thedeise]

my baby is so precious, he deserved sooo much better. i love him so much.

[@sparksfly221]

Agreed.

[@Natran28]

He was my favourite character man it’s so sad watching this now 😔

[@sparksfly221]

I feel you, i'm feeling odd about it too.

[@connorgarvin2056]

It’s so sad, he died being true to his character, believing with his heart and wanting to save everyone, it’s a shame no one could see that and he died believing they all hate hm

[@slayerxgold]

No joke when I say this but I watch this video almost everyday..beacuse it's literally a masterpiece. poor bby bellamy..I hope season 4, we get to see him smile again..:(

[@lilitifrock]

this is everything!! this is pure perfection!! this is the exact reason why i keep checking for new bellamy blake vids every single day!! thank you for fulfilling my hopes and dreams!! bell is everything, and he is the key, and his struggle was real, and i don't believe he just did that for o, because he started changing his mind when marcus got sentenced to death!! many hate what has been done to him this season, and yet it is real and it makes sence, and i never stopped knowing he'd come back to the light at some point. and this vid shows everything, and it's so fucking perfect, and the editing is absolutely flawless and i don't know you but i love you, all the more for that (and i'm not misquoting falling slowly, i'm not!!!!!!!)

[@sparksfly221]

+lilitifrock aaaaaw hahah i can totally see what you mean. I feel sorry for Bellamy and also for Bob cause of those stupid fans who think those disgusting attacks wouldn't hurt him, he's just human and apparently takes this very seriously. So i totally felt like exploring and explaining his story to those who couldn't quite follow. I hope i succeeded in that :) But anyway thank you so much for your comment. I'm glad you enjoy it ♥

[@Tirpse87]

Amazing video! Bellamy is my favorite and you captured his struggle this season so well. I teared up while watching this. Thanks for putting this together and sharing it with us.

[@sparksfly221]

+Tirpse87 Thank you for your comment :DD i'm glad you like it ♥

[@djcprod]

You are my go to vidder for this show. You flesh out the characters so well. You brilliantly showed Bellamy's motivations for what he's done this season. And as always your editing is so on point. I especially loved how you cut together all the beatings he's taken and showed how he feels he deserves it. Just so fuckin well done!

[@sparksfly221]

+djcprod Seriously? What a huge compliment. Thank you SO much! I'm glad you like it so much ♥

[@RockMyOwnWorld]

Oh my god. this is so amazing! You've really captured Bellamy's character and all the stuff he's gone through, I honestly love this so much. Thank you for making this

[@sparksfly221]

aaaw thank you for your kind words :D glad you like it

[@xMikanNamix]

yeah this gave me shivers, especially how you edited the last minute!! that was like a punch to the gut, ugh. thank you for thisssss

[@sparksfly221]

+PrinceJax oooh i'm glad you like it :D Thank you for your comment ♥

[@llamavids9913]

I am not okay!!! This was so powerful and I gotta thank you for making this to really show Bellamy's path in a way that does his character justice!!! so so so good

[@sparksfly221]

+llama vids Thank you for your kind words :D I'm glad you like it ♥

[@ikkidinasty]

Almost a year later I still can't get over how good this mv is! Really great job :D

[@abbysorkin8925]

This is incredible. You truly got us into Bellamy's headspace and connected his words to his experiences. I love this so much, it's brilliant

[@sparksfly221]

+Abby Sorkin thank you so much! i'm glad you like it ♥

[@rain2093]

I watch 100 videos everyday countless times but this one is so powerful and well made I love it, and great work

[@IS-kc3kv]

Hands down one of my favorite Bellamy edits. Someone finally took the time to show his development/dark times he went through. I literally watch this daily, thank u for this edit!

[@sparksfly221]

Oh wow, that's such a huge compliment! Thank you so much!! :)

[@aerithvelvet]

I have never loved a fictional character as painfully complex and beautifully layered as Bellamy Blake. This is incrediblee

[@sparksfly221]

+Amy Vanegas i can only agree! Thank you so much for your comment :)

[@TheFumbiDance]

This is one of the best editing I've ever seen on a fan video. Congratulations. It made me feel so much. I have no words

[@sparksfly221]

waah thank you fo your nice words :) i'm glad you like it

[@JuliGrisel]

Okay, so truth is, there are not enough words in the human vocabulary that could help me describe what I felt while watching your video and how perfect it is. I can try though. THIS IS A FREAKING MASTERPIECE. My emotions were all over the place while watching it and you made me love bellamy even mroe than I already have (which I never thought could be possible). Seriously... WOW. I don't know how to describe what I felt watching this video, it was a mix of emotions that I cannot put down in words. You are so extremely talented, not only at editing the video itself but also at choosing the perfect song and creating the perfect setting. I loved the scenes you chose and the lack of a powerful coloring. Everything was very simple yet REALLY Powerful. The sounds, the dialogues, the way you mixed everything together. Seriously WOW. I'm speechless. Thank you for creating this masterpiece, Bellamy blake deserved a video like yours :)

[@sparksfly221]

+Juli Grisel Oh wow thank you so much for your amazing comment, so many compliments omg * ____ * This really means the world to me aaaaah. And i'm very happy you like it :D ♥

[@CillisaR]

OMG Hun im totally speechless this is so emotional and heartbreaking to watch and just flawless ! as always !

[@sparksfly221]

+CillisaR aaaaaw thank you so much hun :DD glad you enjoyed it ♥

[@NikScodders]

Absolutely stunning! Wow, I'm really impressed. One of the best character-centred videos. You did an incredible job.

[@sparksfly221]

+realaddictedgeek Thank you so much for your kind words :D I'm glad you enjoy it ♥

[@mariasalter8896]

OMG I'm crying😭 it's such an amazing video thank you so much for making this!

[@sparksfly221]

+Mari Jo Salter aaaw thank you :D i'm glad you like it

[@Sanny.]

THIS IS AMAZING!! OMG I love Bellamy and I love this video :) Nobody understands Bellamy. You are one of those people who tried to show Bellamy's good side. I'm so glad that you made this video :D It really shows Bellamy and his pain.

[@sparksfly221]

+Vampdiariesandpll Creations Aaaaw thank you so much :D I'm glad you like it ♥ Yeeeah i know, his story was waaay too rushed this season .. so i was motivated to explore his motivations behind all this. And this is what came out ^^

[@jessicahornakovaMVDr.]

Thank you so much for this video! It's so beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time. Bellamy will always have a special place in my heart. Thank you so much!!!

[@sparksfly221]

+Jessica Assenav aaaw thank you so much :) I'm happy you like it :D

[@loveistodestroy]

I have no words for this! What a beautiful video that you did here

[@sparksfly221]

+glowinginthedark thank you so much :) i'm glad you like it ♥

[@rain2093]

The pain he has with is heartbreaking

[@gingerjudas7685]

This is AMAZING. I'm ngl I was crying by the end. It is beautiful, seriously.

[@sparksfly221]

+Ashlynn Haley (NatAsh115) Aaaaw thank you so much :D I'm glad you like it ♥

[@gingerjudas7685]

You're welcome!! :D This is quite literally my favorite thing ever.

[@ambers.3035]

I love this video so much. Bellamy used to be my favorite character up until season 3 and then I couldn't. I love how the show is showing his dark side, but after everything he did, he will never be my favorite character again. I love how this video shows his dark side. Thank you so much for making this video! I love your work.

[@tarryn8676]

i watch this on a daily basis, it's honestly one of the most well done edits i've ever seen. it shows so much understanding of the character i will always be impressed by this

[@sparksfly221]

Oh wow, you've no idea how happy this makes me * ______ * Just THANK YOU for stopping by and leaving these nice words

[@tarryn8676]

sparksfly221 aww of course!! it really is an amazing video, you should be so proud of it :)

[@aemonk8207]

This was brilliant. I've been checking your channel continuously for new work, was so happy for this and blown away as usual.

[@sparksfly221]

+Aasiyah Aaaaw really? :D I'm so sorry that you have to wait so long everytime then ^^ I had a busy year buut i hope to make more once june is over :)

[@mai-aiyaah]

You continue to make the most break-taking videos. Thank you for this masterpiece.

[@sparksfly221]

+BirdsAlwaysFlyAway x aaaw glad you like it! Thank you :D

[@BackwardBlossom]

*masterpiece!* still can't get over all the feels this vid gives me...let me wallow in them now

[@sparksfly221]

n'aaaw thank you so much for your kind words :D

[@yellowhearts.mp4397]

this is honestly incredible 🤧

[@sparksfly221]

thank you :')

[@lilitifrock]

almost two years later, and i still think this is hands down the best bellamy vid out there. don't get me wrong, guilt is all i have left is another masterpiece (just as all of your vids), but here there is all his struggle, his journey, and it's powerful in a way no other vid about him got me anja!! fucking me up so bloody much, because this is just so amazing, and my son is such a tormented person and i love him so much!!

[@sparksfly221]

OMG you're so sweeeeeet ♥Thank you so much for coming back and leaving such kind words, i'm gdghjshahd. I'm really glad you still like it so much! THANKS ♥

[@villethics]

Omg this made me cry so much, Bellamy is my favourite character and he deserves so much better :(

[@donekahyalar6209]

THIS IS AMAZING!! THANK YOU FOR THIS

[@sparksfly221]

+Done Kahyalar aaaaw thanks for your comment! I'm happy you like it :D

[@kaiiriz]

Omg... Take my heart and tear it to pieces.. I'm not crying, you are.

[@sparksfly221]

+Alien Kookie (iLazer) aaaw glad you like it :)

[@TheTwins90]

WOW WOW WOW WOW THIS IS INCREDIBLE! ♥♥♥♥ LOVE IT! You showed Bellamy's struggle in this season so PERFECTLY ! And highlighted Bob's FENOMENAL acting! don't know what to say, really, because this video is MASTERPIECE! Epic work! Loe absolutely everything about this video! Bravo!

[@sparksfly221]

+TheTwins90 aaaaaaaaaaah thank you so much for your kind words, it really means a lot ♥

[@taropearl80]

This brought me to tears. I always knew you were talented but this was just a whole new level of 'HOLY CHRIST!'

[@sparksfly221]

+Katie Matter Omg HUGE words haha Thank you so much for your kind words! They mean a lot ♥

[@JumperSteph]

This is probably the best Bellamy video I've ever seen. I have literal chills. Outstanding.

[@sparksfly221]

+JumperSteph Wow thank you so much for your kind words! I'm glad you like it :DD

[@MoonCalledA]

This is so beyond amazing i can't find words! what a perfect and beautiful characterstudy.

[@sparksfly221]

+MoonCalledA Aaaah thank you so much! I'm glad you like it :D ♥

[@Aaquilegiaa]

At first I wanted to tell you that this video is amazing. Great job with voiceovers. U perfectly captured his character. it' s just stunning !! now about Bellamy. He obviously believed that he was doing everything possible to protect his people while knowing it might not be the way that ppl will understand or see as a good way. And it wasn't a good way..But that doesnt change the fact that he would to anything to protect the ones he loves. Bellamy's character is definitely one of my fav of all. I absolutely love the way the creators are playing with his character, and so fans dont know if to love him or hate him. I' ve loved this character from the beginning and i'll aways do. Not to mention that Bob is an excellent actor !!! I could not possibly image better choice for this role.

[@sparksfly221]

+Aaquilegiaa Yeah i can only agree, he'll always be my fave :) Thank you so much for your kind words and that long comment omg * ___ * I'm glad you like it ♥

[@sonya5297]

i don't get why does everyone hate him like what the f- , all the bad things he did , he did it for his friends , for his family , for his _people_ . and i'm pretty sur that the talented person who made this was trying to show that part of bellamy blake. congratulation , this video is amazing ♥️

[@Kayliec98]

oh.my.god. this is so beautiful so perfectly edited such a powerful message this is honest to god art this is BEAUTIFUL i cried and my heart hurts now but like its ok

[@sparksfly221]

n'aaaaaw thank you so much for your kind words, i REALLY appreciate this hsghskhgjds

[@Juliettex02]

this is one of the greatest edit i've ever seen OH MY GOD THANK YOU

[@sparksfly221]

woooah thank you so much! ♥ I'm happy you like it :')

[@Juliettex02]

sparksfly221 I absolutely LOVE when people understands Bellamy. Your edit is so amazing and explains why I love him so much, even if he made really bad decisions. Great job ☺️

[@Ann20RIK]

beautiful and truthful, love this man! thank you

[@sparksfly221]

+Ann20RIK aaaw thanks for your comment :D

[@TheJessy34]

Aw hun you know how to make us cry, dont you?! Love bellamy very much and you portrayed him so amazingly in this video, as always... By this video you really make him justice since in this season his character was kinda a jerk but he know what he did was wrong and i know inside of him, he have a beautiful soul... You did a splendid work with those beautiful scenes and your gorgeous editing, fantastic video ;)

[@sparksfly221]

+TheJessy34 aaaaaaaaaaw thank you so much for your kind words hun * _______ * This means a lot to me you have no idea :D I'm glad you like it * huuuugs *

[@stoleyourmateria]

*between tears* I just want Bellamy to be happy. beautiful editing!!

[@sparksfly221]

+stoleyourmateria thank you so much :)

[@luvBB4lyf]

this was so brilliantly beautiful

[@sparksfly221]

+luvBB4lyf thank you so much :D

[@melancholy_joy]

There is no beauty without pain. This is so tragically beautiful. Thank-you for creating such an incredible video. :')

[@sparksfly221]

Thank YOU for watching and commenting, i'm glad you like it

[@lil.mwanda8715]

Omg this was made brilliantly!!

[@kristinjohnson4272]

your videos are absolutely breathtaking

[@sparksfly221]

+Kristin Johnson aaaaw thank you! I'm happy you like it :)

[@xxbludger]

Just gorgeous. It's crazy watching this now and seeing who Bellamy is in S6 (and who all the other characters have become - especially Octavia). This show really doesn't let any character go free without a few traumatic and morally questionable incidents.

[@heartblake]

This is just amazing! Omg I love this video! Great Job sparksfly221 !

[@sparksfly221]

Thank you so much :D Happy you like it ♥

[@daniellamccasland4730]

This has to be one of the most emotional bellamy videos I have ever seen in crying so hard rn😍😭😭😭❤️💔

[@sparksfly221]

N'aaaw :') Thanks so much for your comment! Glad you like it

[@Elisabeth-ou5hl]

This is just amazing. You did an incredibly good job.

[@sparksfly221]

Thank you so much ♥

[@heyitshauler6720]

this is so good you're so talented goodness

[@sparksfly221]

ooh wow thank you hehe :) I'm glad you like it

[@IsaMCR4ever13]

THIS IS THE BEST VIDEO OF BELLAMY I HAVE NO WORDS HOLY SHIT

[@sparksfly221]

+Isabelle Demers waaaaah thank you so much ❤️

[@alessiadedominicis3689]

One of the best videos I've EVER seen + it's about Bellamy I love it !!

[@sparksfly221]

Wooah thank you!! ♥

[@LoddYe]

Wow. I'm not sure how to comment on this video. Because, every thing I say, feels like 'not good enough'. You blew me away!

[@sparksfly221]

+LoddYe aaaaaaw hahah thank you so much for your kind words :D I'm glad you like it ♥

[@emilieg.13]

oh my god;. thank you just thank you. this video is perfect

[@sparksfly221]

+Mimi G aaw thanks :D I'm glad you like it :)

[@vivikikeri4370]

This made me cry. Bellamy has dome so many things...he thought that grounders were only killers because they let him down... And then....Finn? His death has the worst. His last words "Thanks princess" Lincoln? "May we meet again". T didn't deserve to die. When you cut flowers which ones do you cut? The most beautiful ones.

[@literarydeviant443]

OW OW OW. Wonderful. Just amazing. Aside from how it shattered my heart 😭

[@sparksfly221]

+Heather Hollenbeck thank you so much for your comment ♥

I cried watching this, is incredible.

[@isaydiscosucks]

this is so incredible!! it perfectly represents the demons that he has

[@sparksfly221]

+isaydiscosucks thank you so much!

[@nastianastiusa8150]

this is an actually masterpiece x

[@myla9094]

Omg this video is so perfect, I M in tears

[@sparksfly221]

+Myla 90 thank you so much * gives you tissue * ;)