I am so impressed with your positiveness, your faith and your family face despite the several medical challenges. I am challenged my cancers for almost 2 years now. Recently, test showed that my cancer marker has gone up almost double. I cried and blamed God, didn't feel like praising Him. However, God led me come across several animation videos ( He knows I like animation and your testimony) to hold onto my faith and surrender to God. Only then will miracles happen.