Rachael

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Rachael, a survivor of childhood sexual abuse in Connecticut.
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[@Raychillipepper]

Hey everyone, I’m the person in the video. Hello hello (: I want to thank Mark for giving me the opportunity to really tell part of my childhood, a life I tried so very hard to extinguish. All my life, I wanted to be believed and I wanted to grow into someone that not only would be on the track to heal, but would help my son live a life that would never be close to how I experienced mine. When you grow up with parents who are unhealed and damaging to everyone around, you understand (or try to understand) how they would ever hurt you or the people you love. Life has gotten easier and I’m finally in my dream career of being a tattoo artist. Im finally in a place where I can feel my wings open and all my wounds are healed. I may be scarred, but everytime I look at my little boy, I smile and and internally feel myself hold back a cry he wouldn’t understand right now..knowing one day he will watch this video and ask questions. He will watch this and understand why I tried so hard to be better than anything I could’ve ever been offered as a child. Scottie, when you’re old enough and you read and watch this… I want you to know that I love you so very much. You are the greatest thing to ever exist in this world and I hope you get to do whatever you want to do in your life (even if its being in a shark cage to finally meet a great white shark lol). You, my sweet bebae, are the reason I’ve taken every single generational curse that has been given to me and I’ve never been so thankful to be able to dismantle and rebuild something greater than us. You are the best thing, that’s ever been mine. Thank you, Mark. Thank you SWU. Take care and I love you all.

[@ajb.mercado6045]

Hi Raechel, God bless you. ❤

[@elscheib]

You're wonderful and you should be very proud of yourself. I believe it would help your sister to microdose as well, if not macrodose. Shrooms are so beneficial for that. Maybe someday she'll be able to come to terms with what she went through and you both can build the relationship that was stolen from you by the trauma your father caused. Never stop being who you are, you're so incredibly strong and beautiful. ❤️

[@JFAK1967]

Big love and power to you and yours🙏

[@Trump4prisonxxx]

Mark profited off you silly goose, he doesn't care about you or any other junkie.

[@carissamatthies8693]

You are beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story ❤

[@LittleStrangerChas]

Shame dies when stories are told in safe places.. or something like that. Thanks for what you do Mark, its amazing.

[@Whiskey_Jane]

Grief demands a witness ❤

[@Trump4prisonxxx]

Deep voice, small tits, fat. NEXT

[@clancykeegan748]

Amen to that 🙏

[@Bootchair]

It checks out

[@GhostGreen-b6m]

Or when enough money is offered 😂

[@Rachel-im6yj]

This young woman really kicks me in the heart. What a beautiful soul, her courage, and her ability to love after all the pain is inspiring. Thank you, Rachael and Mark.

[@ashleyharris3294]

She literally set here and unpacked years worth of hurt and trauma. She is so smart and well spoken. I wish you the very best

[@KatelynnWestbury]

I have the absolutely pleasure of calling Rachael one of my good friends. I am so happy to have met her and hearing this makes me realize how truly resilient she is to have gone through dark shit but break the cycle and come out a beautiful person. That takes an insane amount of emotional intelligence that most people can’t begin to comprehend. I love you so much and you’re awesome for sharing your story to help heal yourself and help others . ❤️❤️

[@saphire9823]

Shes incredible

[@ariasworld9991]

❤

[@Lyndanet]

Rachel seems like she can be beautifully honesty and that really makes her so special of a person. It’s awesome that you are able to be a friend that acknowledges the challenges she faced and who honors her strength. You’re both so lucky to be friends ! Wishing you both great joys.

[@dezzmaan5079]

This woman is a WARRIOR. The strength she possesses is something we should all yearn for. I myself felt every bit of this. She was so articulate in the way she describes her life and her struggles, her traumas. She really paints a vivid picture of her life in a way where even if you don’t have the same trauma or pain… you can feel it. I myself have even learned a thing or two about myself - things I can takeaway from this story and apply to my own life.

[@PrimateProductions]

I wish I had been half as articulate as you were in saying this about this girl! 😊

[@ow3wells]

She is a survivor, she somehow didn’t fold along with all the trauma she has been through.

[@cherishmariexo]

You said it all! She is AMAZING & so much stronger than she even knows she is. What a BEAUTIFUL human being. Just Wow! 🥰❤️

[@Trump4prisonxxx]

Deep voice, small tits, fat. NEXT

[@ivaloowilson3524]

Well said✨️

[@Livinlife183]

You know it’s a good interview when Mark barely has to ask any questions. She’s well spoken and articulated. May she thrive in peace.

[@bagelman10]

She speaks so artistically. The way she speaks so highly of her son, and passionately about her pain-I can feel that. I hope she finds the peace she so deserves.

[@Trump4prisonxxx]

She speaks like a junkie.

[@jrd_711]

Being so vulnerable and still so confident in your story, probably makes you one of the most powerful and smartest people I’ve seen. Even if it is over the internet, I feel your pain like it was standing right in my room. I feel for you because I understand your frustration and hurt. I’m with you. You’re not alone. I pray for your happiness and for your peace. Blessings xxx

[@hattyburrow716]

This is a clever and thoughtful young woman. I hope she finds a place that deserves her.

[@earlhunt8164]

This is perhaps one of if not the most powerful of your interviews and interview subjects. Rachael is mesmerizing in her telling off her story. She has obviously spent a huge portion of her life trying to put the pieces of her life together in a form that makes sense. Amazing!

[@mrs.noodles]

Nothing but love and mad respect for Rachael. This is the hardest cycle to break and she's showing up every day and doing it.

[@haileyquick9854]

Wow, so beautiful. Almost sounds like a monologue from a movie, poetic in a way. She speaks so eloquently about such ugly experiences. I pray for true peace and joy for the rest of her life

[@mariaager1924]

I came here to say that. Sounds like an acting class. Rehearsed.

[@stephenrogalla2108]

Great guest speaker, she is extremely smart to realize the patterns around her and at least attempt to stop them from happening over again to others. Full of heart even after everthing that happened to her.

[@kenishahammond3935]

This woman is the epitome of strength and courage. I really admire how intelligent and articulate she is. I pray you heal from all of your trauma and I pray that your father pays for what he did to you! This video has me in tears!

[@aprilnewlan7048]

I’m so proud of you sweet girl!! ❤ you have became who you needed all those years ago!

[@dawnboyd1784]

Amazing interview. You are so strong and deserve nothing but the best. I am sorry so many people didn’t believe you.

[@brendagonzalez970]

You’re turning your Mess into your Message. I mean that with all due respect. You are a warrior breaking these generational cycles/curses. This stranger right here is so proud of you my dear 💕

[@PhuongTran-jq8hp]

Such an articulate woman , her story telling is honest and with so much depth. May she heal and go on to fulfill her dreams . Such a sad up bringing , she is obviously an example of survival . ❤🙏

[@jennross6466]

Rachael, you need to report your dad to the authorities in Virginia. He's most probably also sexually abusing his young daughter (your kid sister). Much love and respect to you for sharing your story. Don't hate your sister, love your sister even though she cannot express it to you. Have enough love in your body to forgive her. Forgiveness is the path to healing.💝

[@BeeKay4444]

I don’t know if I have seen a more sincere, honest and raw interview. Racheal, I absolutely BELIEVE. EVERY. WORD you said. As someone who was also abused as a child by multiple people I see a fellow survivor in you. You are DOING the work, the really hard work. I hope you will release any feelings of responsibility for anything THAT PERSON did to you or others. HE CHOSE TO BE A MONSTER. I hope you and your sister can find a way to forgiveness because otherwise HE continues to have power over you both. Keep your head up doll because you are going places in this life…..great places. And HE can go straight to hell and take all of his victims pain with him, that’s the very least he deserves.

[@TawniAniGarfield]

What a beautiful, poetic woman. Deep Soul. Felt this one hard.

[@1w598]

It sounds like she may have Complex PTSD. It's amazing she's so empathetic & insightful despite all of the abuse & hardships she's had to endure. She'd do anything for other children not to feel the pain she's felt.

[@fieryharmonicadude2203]

Great interview. Rachael is an incredibly inspiring person.

[@nessygee7561]

Soooo articulate. Wishing you the best!

[@MrJennifur1]

i didnt read every comment but you know what I noticed and loved.... after a life of no one believing her...no one doubts her....and then, rightly,we are not focusing on her perpatrater(he's in his dust)....we are focusing on beautiful,inside and out, RACHEL! life so well done💛

[@marilyn3605]

For what this girl went through, she’s a very smart and strong girl! She’s beautiful I hope she can here someday and be happy and free ❤

[@teresa31277]

If you can, I would like to encourage you report him to the police. There’s no limitations, he needs to be removed from the freedom to continue doing this to other young girls. Also you are an amazing human, I hope you truly know and believe that.

[@jakebush4749]

She is soooo very well spoken. Much luv to all

[@nevaminddd]

Shes so beautiful, shes got a magical aura about her. Such self awareness, strength and beauty.

[@lifeoflw84]

Beyond wise for her age!! Her dad was a terrible man.. but she still loved him.. her descriptions are real shit.. People usually grow up the way they are raised.. but she knows where she came from and don’t want that! So very strong!🖤🤍

[@ChristinaydudyeuwydsugrerwMend]

By far the best interview of a strong woman who has conquered so much!

[@clancykeegan748]

You're so wise. Im almost 60, and i waited too long trying to get the love from my family that never came. Bless you and have a great life!!!

[@GloHa315]

So proud of her, she is so strong and is insightful. She realizes her own trauma and tries not to pass that onto her son. She is a beautiful soul.

[@catstone8589]

Anyone who hears you, could never blame you. Only admiration for you. Your intelligence and humanity shines in you.

[@sheilasmirrortate7661]

Wow. Just wow. This young woman is so remarkable in her honesty and her insight. I wish her so much love and i appreciate how she touched my life with what she shared. Thank you so much Mark for what you Do. 💜

[@Bby_melii]

Goodness, she is completely understandable. Definitely strong emotions here. I really truly hope she finds comfort and peace. There’s so many many ppl dealing with this type of pain!

[@jesikahskreations4863]

I forgave my molester cause that's what I had to do to heal. But I will never forget.

[@seedsman02]

Some of us are born into a war zone and are under attack from the start. Often with as many scars as soldiers come home from in a real war. No child should ever have to place their parents on the scales and weigh their actions, it’s a paradox of conflict and confusion. How can we hate those who we love at the same time. Take care girl I admire your courage and intelligence.

[@tonyaraeschmidt1983]

Girl, I am proud of you! You are beautiful inside and out. Keep shining that beautiful light of truth.

[@piercequi]

I’ve been binging these for 2 days ❤ so many strong people

[@vanessaroman529]

I love her. I just want to hug her I swear. Her heart is so heavy and genuine.

[@belindapoplin5439]

So beautiful ❤ So brave ❤ So articulate ❤ Your strength of mind and character is so inspiring ❤

[@Yeshuaschild93]

My life is so much like Rachel's, i am numb from my ptsd but this actually made me feel something. God bless her

[@drkdrumz]

Holy shit this woman is LIGHT YEARS ahead in her healing process.

[@stasiababy1023]

What a heavy story.... from feeling like a frog being ripped apart on the table and pieced together to the empathy for your friends.... my heart. I'd hug the shit outta you if I could, and I soooo don't like strangers. Thank you for sharing and teaching me how important caring for yourself is. Respect 🤟💜

[@mistyniles333]

And by the way, I have watched every single video. You've put out every single one.

[@susanpache4063]

Thank you Mark for each and every interview. Listening to all these people has made me a much more compassionate person and not so quick to judge. What some people have been through shakes me to my core. Good Luck Rachael you will be ok!

[@tlisa3458]

This woman should be a writer.

[@gailmendez5465]

I keep telling myself, I'm giving myself a break.. Missed a few videos.. Then there's a video, that draws me in. Causes me to ache for the stories. I wish her the best.

[@taliaasims]

She is probably autistic too. It’s like a 90% chance that children get autism from being in the womb of an autistic parent. I’m autistic and I just found out at 30 because my son was diagnosed last year. He is 8 and also very smart. By being autistic we do deal with ainxiety/depression but are able to look at life and situations in a more black and white type way. And we do often offend people for not giving the same type of empathy that neurotypical people crave and experience. At the same time we are some of the most emotional and caring people. It’s just shown in a different way.

[@taliaasims]

We can also be too brutally honest. That’s the “black/white” thinking

[@marlen7255]

You are a BEAUTIFUL HUMAN BEING inside and out…you are a strong young lady who is seriously so mature for your age. My wish for you is for you and your sister and other members of your family to grow closer ❤️ and that you are blessed with a brighter future from now on for both you and your son

[@mariekauhi9034]

Rachael, no one here will judge, or blame you! You are a beautiful, strong warrior. Keep telling your truth, no matter what other people think, it is a healing process. You speak your truth so eloquently, and I feel someday, you could help other sa victims heal through counseling them. God bless you!

[@jaqiofalltrades]

Rachel, you're a strong woman! Working on your healing is evident and though it's a lifelong process, you're self aware, you're doing the work, amd you're breaking the cycle! Please don't claim responsibility or guilt for any of the things your father did. Guilt has been one of my hardest parts of healing because I, too, want to be the healer and take it all away for everyone else. I want to go back in time and prevent it from happening to others.. but we can't. ❤ We can only heal ourselves and be responsible for our choices. Your doing amazing and I hope you are so proud of yourself for the woman you are!!

[@shooterlawful]

Rachael, You put into words what can’t be totally verbalized…pain, shame, humiliation, being exploited and sexualized, used ,abused, the target of perverted lust….peace be unto you and healing from the only One who can touch your pain and wounds and raise you up. He is risen! Ed

[@aliciazonis7193]

Her story transcends her individual trauma to touch on the general plight of women in this world. ❤ I felt like she was telling a story as old as time. What a beautiful a soul.

[@Brendabunny12]

You are such a beautiful soul. My god I could listen to you talk for hourssss! I pray you continue to heal, your ability to look at everything through other POVs is truly amazing ❤

[@ricov1039]

I’m so sorry that she went through this!! She sounds very intelligent and seems like she’s a strong woman through it all! And she’s absolutely gorgeous 😍. That face, hair and body!! 🔥. Good luck with everything going forward, Rachel!! I’m praying for your well being 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@michellemagwood4818]

You have done the work lady! You are healing and are a beautiful human being. Keep on talking and teaching. Your son is so very lucky to have you

[@char3474]

Poetic pain. Wishing her the best.

[@81onechosenwon]

The empath in me is TOW UP, you here me ??? May GOD give her justice, peace, and selfacceptance, healing, and redemption. I've been binge watching these and this is the FIRST episode that has me choked up. Sheesh ... 🙏🏾

[@arnabbhattacharya6579]

May you attain peace and closure. God bless you

[@littlebear06142007]

What a beautiful woman.Inside and out.I pray for you to be strong as you are.

[@rhondalittle9339]

You have such an amazing self awareness and understanding of what is needed for you to heal. You are doing amazing despite your trauma.

[@joerenner8334]

This young lady is the wisest, and most courageous and articulate person I have been priveleged to have heard in a very long time. Thank you for the opportunity to hear her story.

[@davecaldwell445]

Wow. Rachael was brilliant. She was fiercely and painfully descriptive about the lasting effects of her father's behavior and her horrific childhood -- and on several different levels. She was unafraid to get into some deep, deep shit. The frog-dissection analogy stopped me in my tracks. This was pure fury, but also so poetic and profound. I hope she can get help and prosper someday, and I hope others can be inspired to tell their stories because she told hers. Child abuse is just tragic.

[@damianconner3407]

I am so glad to hear another woman talk about kids consenting to be one the internet!!!! Good topic &’ you’re already winning w your mindset sis , i pray for your healing rachel you’ve already over came your odds ❤️

[@denisegroom3575]

I wish peace and joy for this beautiful young woman. It may take a lifetime to heal but I hope she sees what we all see in her.

[@stashnormanok8878]

She speaks like a poet. What a beautiful soul.

[@GRyanBee]

Eloquent & beautiful. This girl has so much awareness and what she's been through is nothing short of eye opening. She's got alot of good qualities that I feel that she doesn't see bit others can def see. Peace&love, Rachel.

[@kajsahanses6100]

Rachael, it is so clear what a strong and resilient person you are. I believe that you have an immense ability in healing yourself with your greater perspective and reflective thinking. Wishing you all the peace in your life. Warm greetings from Norway

[@Mexicanita1904]

I’m Mexican. My father and grandfather‘s weren’t pedophiles, and none of my uncles ever did anything to me. It had nothing to do with her Dad not speaking English he was a sick man. I don’t even know her father and he pisses me off. That man needs to pay. I hope everyone that knows them forwards this video to his wife and daughter and everyone in that town!!

[@ivaloowilson3524]

Rachael you are a intelligent strong resilient young woman. I too am a sexual abused survivor. Speaking your truth is hard but you did it so eloquently. Hope you have a beautiful life. Sending love & light✨️💖✨️🕯✨️

[@darrencoombs6116]

Sending love from the UK not my time to share , or compare , listening to u share is empowering. . . Many of SWU shares help . . . Recovery can take many years , but even the journey heals. . . U are very brave. . . Makes me feel braver also x

[@patriciamunro3060]

Rachel is very intelligent and on a healthy road to recovery! I wish her and her son a happy, healthy and properous future! ❤

[@howmoon67]

I think it is very hard to understand k how someone who loves you can also do harm to you. It boggles my mind too. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@erincoatney5151]

Love what she says about posting a child’s face online for consent. Making me rethink posting pics of my kid.

[@bonnieesrig7971]

I believe you. Sending a virtual hug.

[@nadanalia3000]

She’d make a great writer. Hope she can write a book about her life one day

[@lucyvera3951]

I pray for her heart ❤️ she’s such a sweet sweet soul after all the pain .. truly so powerful this video. Heart of gold, her son will see it he’s so blessed 💗

[@katehudson6490]

She’s brave and has a lot of potential. She needs to move very far away from her family and break ties completely.

[@Franaflyby]

I feel her pain. My father was a pedophile. Not towards me but my step sister and others. He did time in prison but not enough time. He ruined our lives with shame. He's gone now but the shame and pain still remains. 😮 God bless this young lady. 🙏

[@Lilybet1316]

Rachael, nothing that happened to you is your fault. You never chose to be harmed, neglected, manipulated and made to think you are a problem while the man that deliberately hurt you has never had to answer and be punished for the destruction he caused in this life for so many. My uncle raped me, I told my mom who did believe me but convinced me that it would cause too much trouble for her and the whole family if we let anyone else know. I was allowed to not be at home if he came over but during family events that was not always possible and I was expected to smile and pretend everything was normal. I grew up and had extensive education to become a trauma therapist because I had to make sure that I became the help I needed when I was a child and teenager. All the academic explanation in the world for why he hurt me, why my mom made her choices and why I went along with it? There is no amount of knowledge that can erase the impact of such terrible events. I’m 54 yes old now, have healed in the sense that those past events do not enter my daily thoughts, I have a beautiful family and a content life. You will too because you were brave enough to tell the truth in this video and to be a protector of your wonderful son. I know you did not seek out, invite, cause or enjoy what your father did to you. I believe you because it is not just your truth, it’s THE truth. There will be millions of views of this video and that makes me so proud of you because in this moment you gave a voice to each of us who suffered as kids; through you and thanks to Mark, we are all finally heard. Thank you. ❤

[@Linda-in9ns]

Hope she has a good life! What a creepy so called Dad!!! 😠

[@Rhyna-j3u]

You are an amazing, beautiful, strong soul. Your deep intelligence, worldly knowledge and articulation also eminates the amazing human you are. Speak Lady, speak. You deserve to be heard! Speak for yourself, your siblings, your friends and all who have been damaged by the chains that bind. Set yourself free.! Continue to show and teach others. Awesome profession is tattooing but who YOU ARE is much bigger! Your purpose is Grand! THANK YOU MARK! You continue to touch my heart, teach me and inspire with the videos and the souls you interview!

[@TH-jr6nv]

Wow!!!! She’s been hurt! Every time you complain remember it could be worse!!!! Wow this story was so sad smh 😢

[@browniedbaby]

That’s healing ❤️‍🩹 “see my parents as the people they are…”

[@Every_Day_islike_Sunday]

I feel such love for this girl. She's carrying a ton of trauma but is very self-aware and strong. ❤

[@tedijune6759]

@joannasunday; ❤💯

[@iJuanGutierrez]

❤️ 💯

[@QueenYak]

💔

[@Trump4prisonxxx]

You are so selfish for trying to PROFIT off your trauma. Mark is also pimping you out for KZbin views. WAKE UP!!!!!!!

[@kassiemontedoro4637]

This young woman is so intelligent and well spoken. She truly is a survivor and is very impressive.

[@Trump4prisonxxx]

You are so selfish for trying to PROFIT off your trauma. Mark is also pimping you out for KZbin views. WAKE UP!!!!!!!

[@sshhxxu]

Yes, she's such an incredible young woman!!!

[@faith_9677]

Well, she speaks well to the fact that she's clearly worked hard on herself, and these are the insights she speaks of.

[@lisakrieg3076]

I give her so much credit. She really came through. Bless her and her son🙏.

[@tw7231]

Really? Did she come through for her childhood friends who were trying to expose her RAPIST father and SHE COVERED FOR HIM? This bch is a complete fkn nut job. Dellusional and full of unearned self praise

[@KatieDidsThirstForThrifting]

Proud of her for breaking the cycle of abuse! I pray she and her son have a blessed road ahead. ❤️

[@Trump4prisonxxx]

You are so selfish for trying to PROFIT off your trauma. Mark is also pimping you out for KZbin views. WAKE UP!!!!!!!

[@elisabethsalmon4107]

Amen...from your lips to God's ears...🙏

[@tomakafrankconlon3207]

God sure has selective hearing.

[@Trump4prisonxxx]

JESUS IS A HOAX!@repentandbelieveinJesusChrist4

[@weevolvetogether]

Don't pray. Donate resources.

[@dane2379]

I have never heard such pain and trauma told in such an eloquent way before. There were moments when it felt like I was listening to a poet the only way to deal with such terrible things at that time being to weave the grief into words that sound just as raw as they were genuine.

[@yeetnama9094]

Yeah, just called HUSSLING lol

[@leneo1731]

@yeetnama Sre you saying she's lying?

[@morningmom6]

Yes! Beautifully worded!

[@sheri023]

@@leneo1731 it sounds like she is telling someone else's story. It may be some form of dissociation.

[@shellysara3934]

I know right? We know that her healing has begun because she is able to be matter of fact. Some people have the idea that if someone is able to be articulate, then they must be lying. In fact thee exact opposite is true. When we are well into our healing process we are able to talk about our experiences coherently. Again, Thank you Rachael. 💝💜💚

[@imaz2616]

Not putting her son on internet out of attention is a sign of a wise mother....

[@Trump4prisonxxx]

You are so selfish for trying to PROFIT off your trauma. Mark is also pimping you out for KZbin views. WAKE UP!!!!!!!

[@jkatttt1699]

Putting your kids 9b the internet vefore a certain age shoukd be ILLEEEEEEGAL!!!!!!!

[@samanthaquintana7622]

I can not fathom how a parent won’t believe that their child is being molested by their significant other when it is STRAIGHT FROM THEIR CHILD’s MOUTH. It just blows my mind.

[@carolseven3802]

It’s terribly common predators prey on weak, uneducated or undereducated women or woman who were victims as well. An addict who comes with accessible children is a perfect match.

[@berniekatzroy]

Same here. I'm no psychologist, but ik this much, people trick themselves into false realities when all the evidence is there and more often than not people don't do whats right, and the cycle continues.

[@MISS.SWANKY]

It’s really sad

[@BeccaJean415]

I experienced this. My mom's bf used to climb up the 2nd floor to my sister's room, she'd see his face in the window and pee herself scared under the covers. I did not live w/ them. But I've learned that my mother denied it ever happened to protect herself. She just couldn't admit that something she caused could cause her kid pain. To this day, "it never happened". He kept coming back around til he became too unhinged drunk & high. She quickly moved on.

[@ashleyromero5302]

Rachael has a beautiful yet somber poetry to her speech. It's incredible how she is reconciling her past, and seeing the big picture with such empathy in order to heal. She's amazing to me.

[@beebee2781]

You remind me so much of my Dad. He was also molested at a young age, as well as being sold as a young boy. He began having many flashbacks when I was born. He was the best Dad, despite the fact he struggled with what happened to him. He broke the cycle and I am so thankful for him. He also helped many other victims heal, because he so deeply understood their pain. We need stronger laws against pedophiles. They do so much damage.

[@Raychillipepper]

I needed this comment more than you know.

[@RerePK78]

Much love ❤

[@ednafernandesyi]

Thank you for sharing your story it shines hope to many.

[@SpiritualWarrior96]

I totally agree pedophiles doesn’t deserve to live .

[@xoxoxok]

What pedophiles needs is harsher sentence

[@Amar1338]

She’s hyper intelligent. Her comprehension and analysis of her own trauma is just impressive. I believe she’s so ahead of the game where her healing is concerned. In addition; I think she can help many victims of the like hell she endured.

[@marcusrobinson1778]

Absolutely captivating. Truly one of the best videos yet. Rachael appears to me to be one of if not the most thoughtful, deepest, caring people that you have had on.

[@Les2point0]

I think everyone on the planet needs to see this. She’s hardly the only one and the story is so tragic. Thank you for telling your story.

[@vanessasworder]

❤❤❤ yes beautifully said….I was thinking the same

[@shellysara3934]

I agree, she's lovely and I believe her. ❤

[@vanessasworder]

Yes we believe you Rachel 💗

[@tutorialjunkie1]

I agree totally. She should write a book about her life.

[@Mmc6301]

Thank you Rachael for telling your story. You are truly helping others to heal alongside you. Takeaway GEMS: "I wanted love so badly from a place that didn't exist which was myself" "You can't hold yourself back from the traumas that you've had, but who you are and how you treat people after is 100% your responsibility" "It is your responsibility to make sure you heal so you don't bleed on those people"🙏🙏

[@jackandlill]

Incredible truth - so profoundly spoken!!

[@shamelessly.shannon]

There’s something about her… her authenticity.. her ability to vulnerable.. her intelligence.. her ability to look at the ‘whole picture’.. I think she’s destined for greatness.. one of, if not, my favorite interviewee..

[@ArayaLight]

Shrooms help with that