Heroin Addict interview-Amber

[@J_Alrighty]

My wife went back to finish high school in her 30's and graduated with her law degree at 40. Never ever too late.

[@4knewt505]

Amazing!

[@deltahomicide9300]

And I know a guy who was an unemployed meth addict. Then he got clean and at age 28 got an IT job at PBS. Now he has a family and lives in Tokyo. Never too late

[@reneeb9021]

She had a bad start from the beginning with her mom using her. She is smart, talented and pretty. I wish she had support to help her get clean and move on with her life. 💕

[@alexc08]

That’s awesome. I plan on going back at 30. This is going to be tough lol

[@J_Alrighty]

@@alexc08 just dont overcommit. even go immediately and see if you can take just one course, and keep going from there

[@lizwaa100]

Talent and brains sadly denied through a shattered self esteem and childhood trauma. What an absolute shame. It’s never too late though - I have hope for this beautiful woman

[@gregoryambres1897]

She's is actually very sophisticated and articulate, given her unfortunate childhood. She's very likeable, classy and well-spoken. She just needs a good man.

[@kathleenwyatt563]

I don’t think it was a lack of brains but definitely a great deal of childhood trauma and lack of opportunity.

[@jessicaellina3878]

From what she says , she has talent and brains... she was denied the opportunity to use them.. Another broken soul, God bless her. And l would say Noooooooo... at this juncture in her life , the last thing she needs is a man in any shape or form... she,s too fragile. She needs to sort herself out first and get out of her toxic relationships... l hope she finds the strength.

[@timgutierrez2211]

Liz Romanos - You said it all here. I have nothing to add.

[@kevinkinney5445]

I think that your interviews are outstanding journalism. I haven't seen one that didn't tear at my heart. Each person just wants to love and be loved. When going through Hell, don't stop, keep going is the only way out.

[@katythepsychiclady2342]

I TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU!!! He is a wonderful man and I love each story as well, I want to help these folks

[@raymondmoya4798]

👍☝

[@KristinaKage]

It’s not his journalism. He literally asks the SAME questions every interview. It’s everyone’s stories that are the interesting thing

[@kevinkinney5445]

@@KristinaKage their stories aren't telling themselves though. Its via his interviews that people are able to make their reality Real by expressing to some depth their pain... Thusly, giving healing another chance to begin.

[@shrimpie69]

This series inspired me to strike up a friendship with a homeless dude in a local park. He lives at a picnic table, even sleeping on it. He's been there so long that it looks like a mini landfill, and he smells like you'd expect. Turns out he's an Air Force veteran (me too; he outranked me) who suffered successive strokes. Bruce is cognitively intact, but does repeat himself frequently. The worst part is that he's got an affluent full brother a mile away, but the guy's wife doesn't like him. Bruce harbors no ill will toward anyone, and there's no evidence of any addiction issues. The VA is providing for his medical needs, and we're looking for apartments and vehicles in his $ comfort zone. As soon as his state ID arrives next week, he should become a former homeless person. Ty for these interviews that show us how richly textured people are, all people, and a helping hand is owed to all of us

[@theresaskrzynski9916]

"I can be clean 10 years and I'll still be an addict, but that doesn't have to define me." She has the right mindset. I wish her and anyone who struggles with addiction the strength and the resiliency to end it for good.

[@leonardodalongisland]

SHE HAS THE WRONG WRONG WRONG MINDESET!!!. If you think you're dumb, you are dumb. If you think you're ugly, you are. If you think you can't do __ then you'll never do ___. If you tell yourself and others you're an addict, guess what?????

[@peterstrayhorn5316]

She's been to Narcotics Anonymous before. I believe that wholeheartedly I've been clean from drugs for 20 years. But I'll always be an addict.

[@sswcustomsewing4276]

@@peterstrayhorn5316 I agree with your comment 100% I pray that this lady gets to a rehab center or a NA meeting because its never too late. I am an an alcoholic and I have been sober for over 7 years here soon 8 years. I do not see very many people who have double digits that are addicts or alcoholics. Thank you for helping me stay sober today.

[@justinsnider9772]

@@leonardodalongisland addicts will always be addicts, you have to accept that to stay sober and know your own limits. Accepting that you are an addict does not mean you will always be in active addiction. I’ve been sober for 10 years, but I understand not to put myself into any situations that could potentially lead me back down that path because even a decade later I still get those urges sometimes especially when life gets tough. It’s a lifelong battle.

[@leonardodalongisland]

@@justinsnider9772 Justin, thanks for taking the time to write that. I'm aware of that "philosophy." I wonder if you're aware that that's not a law made by the Universe or "god" if you believe in that. It's one line of thinking. The same way there are 10,000 different diets to help people lose weight, there's more than one way to "kick a habit." I'm not of the same school as you. Although I've never been a addicted to drugs/booze, I have had an issue with sex. And, I've know way too many "chemical" addicts. I also know people in the rehabe world/business. And I know that the "return rate" is about 85%. EIGHTY-FIVE PERCENT!!! That's insane. And over ninety percent of those returning are of the same mind set as you. So speaking empirically, we can only conclude that that way/theory/"school" isn't working. A good friend of mine quite getting high all by herself. She doesn't consider herself an addict-but she does admit she once was. She has total control over her life. And, ever now and then she'll eat an edible or have a drink. And not do it again for months. She's perfectly fine. The reason she's perfectly fine is because she's in control. She doesn't "give her control and power to a "higher power." she's knows that['s BS. There is no "higher power." It's only us. And "us" is in control of us. If I lived as a "sex addict" I'd be afraid of this and that. And I'd feel lesser of a man/human. I'm not afraid and I'm not lesser of man/human. I'm someone who had an issue -which was the foundation of some bad choices I've made. And that is all BEHIND ME. My friend, when you learn that you are in 100% control and you can put your past behind you-I guarantee you will be free of addiction and a happy-productive-loving-Living person. Best to you. Just remember, there's always more than one route to your destination. (and google maps can prove that :)

[@kate39363]

This woman looks so sad. She deserves a little bit of joy in life. I hope she gets the help and love she needs.

[@tonyjacobs7088]

THE ONLY REAL HELP SHE WANTS IS THE DOLLARS THIS INTERVIEWER GIVES HER AND THEN OFF TO THE DEALERS SHE GOE'S...JUNKIES LIE AND THAT IS ALL THAT THEY DO...WAKE UP...YOU ARE MONEY POTENTIAL TO HER...

[@LEgd-mu1rk]

I believe in her, she can get through this. Sending support from France.

[@octaviobarajas3980]

🙏🏼

[@KimbradleyMasterGardener]

Me, too! Greetings from Nashville, Tennessee USA 🇺🇸

[@rhea-anncouch2703]

@@KimbradleyMasterGardener BBB BBB

[@tonyjacobs7088]

IDIOT!....JUNKIES LIE AND LIE ...THEY ARE WEAK MINDED FUCKS..SEND IT NOTHING...YOU HAVE NO PROOF ANY OF WHAT SHE SAYS IS TRUE..EXCEPT FOR BEING A JUNKIE FOOL...

[@scubasteve9715]

I was an iv heroin user for ten years and have almost six years clean. Amber seems like such a good person I really hope she can get sober and realize her self worth, she deserves it

[@MissyRichmond]

Congrats!🎉 Lots of people are too hateful to realize just how hard it is for someone to get clean. I hope you know how very strong you are.🦋

[@wesleyAlan9179]

@@MissyRichmond ❤right

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@krustiestone1596 I don't say this to anyone but...Shut Up!!!

[@scubasteve9715]

@@MissyRichmond thank you!

[@sarahbetts389]

@krustiest one (how about none of your business.

[@amy7494]

She has huge potential. She’s smart and insightful, and she has survived a lot of awful things she never deserved. Praying God will help her and her son find a better life.

[@foxsmom09]

Amen.

[@sinane.y]

It's God who makes her suffer, why do you think he will suddenly have a change of heart and help her?

[@joyrozier1388]

@@sinane.y god doesn’t make anyone suffer. Life happens. He gives you the strength to endure though and have a testimony beyond anyone’s understanding

[@marylougeorge9890]

Amen.

[@fredflintstone8048]

The main problem is the addiction. No matter how much money she makes, what kind of breaks she gets, the drugs are top priority with an addict. She has my sympathy because drug addiction is very difficult to get out of.

[@Niko-pi3ks]

She’s a sweet girl. The best thing she can do is get sober and love herself. Work anywhere. Any job is honorable. You gotta start somewhere. Sobriety = Successful

[@sinane.y]

Wow that's deep, I'm sure she hadn't thought of it.

[@marylougeorge9890]

The fact she does free lance writing interested me. I'd liked to know more about this aspect of her life.

[@dman6551]

I can’t believe her mother pimped her out when she was a kid and she now lives with her. My word. Much love to you girl.

[@vnette9777]

That's how low addiction takes people.I can't understand it,but we don't know her mother's situation.She just said she has mental issues.Its hard to imagine but it happens alot.If you give up your life for your addiction nothing else matters.For some,even their own children.

[@jessicaellina3878]

I thought that about her mother too... we see this a lot with these videos. Children are being brought up by the" abusive" parents or grandparents. Victims still living with a formerly abusive parent or have forgiven them their sins. I honestly don,t feel that l could ever forgive and have contact with them... but it is probably a viscious cycle of deperation and low self esteem.

[@michellegunn4109]

Her children are with her partner mother not her ma 🙏

[@caroline7693]

My mother did a lot of shit to me and despite that, I ran after her love almost all my life. It took years before I could get over that need of my mother's love that was coming from the little girl in me. It's only a child reaction that last unconsiously. I saw that many time in group therapies, usually women. From what I've seen, men seems to run after their father's approval and pride.

[@ncstreetnews6145]

She's very pretty, smart & talented and she doesn't seem to be to far gone, I 🙏 this lady gets the help she needs

[@PrisTvv]

She's so pretty, I pray she gets the help she really needs. To the person reading this: Even though I don’t know you, I wish you the best of what life has to offer.

[@keysersoze6854]

U too :)

[@thematriarchy2075]

Looks have nothing to do with it. Pretty not pretty, whatever.

[@NadaNada-dv8wx]

@@thematriarchy2075 - yup looks have nothing to do with it ! !

[@naelyneurkopfen9741]

@@thematriarchy2075 oh stop! We have eyes, we notice and appreciate beauty in all its forms. It's nature. And I'd imagine, should she read the comments, she would appreciate and maybe even get a smile from the compliment. It's a good thing.

[@naelyneurkopfen9741]

She is pretty, I hope she can see it too. And thank you, I wish the same for you.

[@ricksondenden5406]

For someone who has been through so much, she is well-spoken. I really hope she gets the chances she deserves if she wants it.

[@NobodysGh0sT]

I am 30 days clean from pain pills, on Suboxone prescribed by my Addictions Doctor and weaned myself down from Xanax and now my Addictions Doctor and Councillor switched me from Xanax to Diazepam yesterday and I'm being stabilized on the Valium first then I'm tapering off the benzos entirely. I wish Amber nothing but love, life and happiness and I hope she has the strength to see that she's worth it and if she wants to eventually get clean, she has to want to do it for herself. I believe in you, Amber and I believe you can get clean if you choose. Much love to Mark and the SWU Community!

[@napqueen9377]

She’s so smart and so sincere and loving. I hope she’s able to reclaim her mental and physical health and get some joy back in her life.

[@lizdellapina7798]

Such a good interview Amber , you are such a gentle ,calm person . I wish you and your children all the best for your future xxx

[@lilboots]

"I was the only girl and the youngest, that created problems" breaks my heart to hear that... Neither of those are the cause of the problems.

[@tonyjacobs7088]

"SOPPY FOOL"...

[@EvolvePeaceLove]

She is beautiful and articulate. I hope she closes this chapter and opens next chapter sober and living authenticly.

[@Lilybet1316]

I can’t imagine having a parent sell their children, pimping them for money. She is very bright and I hope finds a way to leave the area with her son and pursues an education. 🙏🏻

[@bayside3631]

Hi beautiful Amber, Sending much love from Japan. I had a depression for a long time because of traumatic experiences in NY, decided to back to my country to have treatment. After 10 years, I feel almost okay. I do hope you’ll get clean and smile. :)

[@lrbanks25]

I hope you fully heal my friend. The world needs you! Much love from Mississippi 💕

[@marylougeorge9890]

Blessing from Michigan. I was born in Musashino. I'm Very Proud of my heritage. I'm sorry for what happened to you and glad you are healing.💖

[@Hi-bl8rm]

It’s time Amber. It’s time for you to get better , get clean, and be a better mother.

[@Victoria-yo1sk]

Mark is doing the most amazing job bringing the faces and their stories of mental health problems in the light!

[@iknowlinda]

Such an intelligent human. I wish her all the best.

[@superkool7]

Keep pushing kiddo. You can do it. The past sucks…and live with mine all day every day. But it CAN be done. just keep going FORWARD

[@suzybailey-koubti8342]

Amen!

[@carolynrupard2699]

Trauma is such a heartbreaking cycle. You are a beautiful woman! You deserve everything good. I said a prayer for you.

[@bohemia9956]

Where can you turn to when your parents dont protect you from the world and the world does not protect you from your parents?

[@thematriarchy2075]

That's why safety nets are important. A way out!

[@Kimikosnoh]

You turn to drugs to escape smh

[@addisonstar141]

God. A lot us do it. A lot of us are survivors. All of don’t end up as Soft White Underbelly candidates.

[@wildfiregirl1556]

Within. God speed.

[@wildfiregirl1556]

@@Kimikosnoh No drugs except weed.

[@fionaarchibald502]

What a beautiful gentle vibe this lady has. All the best to her, hope she finds the strength and support she needs. She deserves it.

[@ambernash8149]

I related to this girl in so many ways Starting with our name :) Seeing the stories here on SWU are a stark reminder that any one of us could have taken a wrong turn somewhere and landed in trouble, or less than desirable outcome. These videos are a daily reminder to be humble and that most of us are damn lucky to be where we are and where we can go from here. I have heard you say Mark you had dreams of changing the world. You are making the world aware of the world that is the soft white underbelly. You change the lives of your interviewees and i think importantly you change perception of those of us who view these videos, again, we are all a wrong turn or a bad decision away from being the subjects in your content.

[@Ella-gx2wq]

Amber, I’m rooting for you! I really see so much in you. You’re important and valid in this world.

[@tonyjacobs7088]

THEN SEND HER ALL OF YOUR MONEY AND SEE WHAT SHE DOES WITH IT.....WAKE UP...JUNKIE LIE..LIE...AND LIE...

[@danielletorelli1405]

So many of the people you interview have such horrific childhoods that I can't even imagine it. Amber is no exception. I feel her pain viscerally. She is so much stronger than she knows. I wouldn't have survived that kind of upbringing. There is no way. I will never understand people who judge others so harshly without at least attempting to understand the insidious nature of this kind of childhood abuse and neglect. For people like Amber, it's her only frame of reference. It's amazing she's alive.

[@erikagonzalez5318]

“It sucks to love somebody who doesn’t love you.” This broke me, I’m currently going through a breakup and it has been extremely painful. Amber, I feel you girl. I am praying for you to heal. Sometimes you have to find the love and care you crave, in yourself. I am hoping you find that for you and your son. ❤️

[@Jenny-uv4dl]

it does suck BIG TIME to love someone who will never ever love you

[@erickiyoshiphillips2323]

Worse feeling then you put that guard up and makes it hard on your next relationships

[@alexwalters3633]

She's so sweet and genuine. It takes a lot of maturity and honesty with yourself to realize that you're not able to take care of two of your kids, and regardless of the differences she and her partner's mom share, she's doing what's best for her kids at the moment. She has so much potential. You can tell she still has that fire and drive inside of her, but she's constantly battling addiction and unresolved issues. This one hurt! You can still do anything you want to do Amber!! Sending positive vibes your way!

[@dennishaynes2334]

I'm so blessed to have had both parents in my life. I see where these early years of childhood are so critical for future development.

[@annmcgillicuddy6195]

How is Amber? This interview was amazing. She is so smart and poetic. She has a brilliant mind. I hope she is happy and with her children.

[@reneewilliams2200]

She touched my heart. I wish so many wonderful things happen to this woman. She deserves a good life. I wish the best for you Amber.

[@vonderloo3184]

I have have and would run away with my kid. Be strong. Crossing state lines is easier to restart. You need a car. Family is not everything. Ask distant friends or relatives for a place to stay for 3 weeks, look for and get a job immediately. Get HUD housing immediately. Sometimes counties have free paid CNA certificate training to work.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Her addiction and being in an abusive relationship are hold up in that plan.

[@vonderloo3184]

@@marylougeorge9890 possibly. I did it, left when man left me alone and thought he was hurting my feelings, so is possible. It does have to be planned out tho, and not let anyone in the house know. They will sabotage the plan.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@vonderloo3184 I've been in an abusive relationship. I escaped with my 3 yr old daughter. Part of getting away is having a safe place to stay.

[@Dollypops43]

Credit to Amber she's mentioned her children so much, I hope she can find the right path for herself and her children

[@MsClaytown]

I think your journalistic style is unrivaled...kudos once more Mr Mark...love the Appalachian videos!! Sending much love from far western KY ❤ And when she said "how many people get to raise their guardian angel?" The most eloquent statement I've ever heard on your channel. I too am able to say I am one of the fortunate souls that can say I am one of the lucky ones. My son saved my life and I feel privileged to be his Mom. So much love

[@MEL2theJ]

Thank you for the interview Amber. Keep pressing forward

[@BV9429]

Wow she seems like such a great person who wants to do the right thing I'm wholeheartedly supporting her you got this amber .... anyway we can donate mark ...SHE DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER

[@evantochydlowski4787]

Thank you Amber for sharing your story

[@marylougeorge9890]

💖💖💖

[@beaniesmalls1]

I live in this area and I know a different story than most but that is mainly due to my upbringing, which is thankfully free from these traumas. It is such a beautiful place. WV is the most beautiful girl in the republic. Thank you for sharing these stories. Thank you for loving and respecting each person.

[@V1124az]

She’s got so much potential!! She can absolutely get over all of these obstacles!!

[@pennyloafin4447]

This reminds me of my past in a lot of ways and I know how these.things destroy you. God I hope she gets the right helping hand for once in her life 😭. She's beautiful and has a beautiful heart. She still wants to help and do better but she's so scared of failing. Keep your head up girl, you're worth more than you give yourself credit for. Keep moving forward to get to your babies. It's NOT your fault.

[@xelaolive4181]

I have great hopes for this beautiful woman and her son. You are an inspiration, and I hope your other children see this when they are older and understand deeper. Your doing amazing, don’t give up Amber

[@tavilovely8370]

She’s a beautiful hurt person. You are special, forgive yourself and you can change, you deserve change . This too shall pass rise above!! Don’t give up

[@ChristianRaymondFilms]

Warm hearts going out to her and to Mark for the great work. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@katieperreault9968]

She is so beautiful. Its never too late! You still have your looks and your personality seems awesome.

[@ashleypscott6138]

I just watch these and cry because any one of these people could have been me, would have been me if it wasn't for my family. They fought for me when I wouldn't fight for myself. My mom would search the streets for me, pull me out of trap houses. She is an angel. I realize alot of people don't have a mother like I do. I have relapsed many times by I give it to God because I have been clean over three years and I have my children back. I am so great ful to God for all the blessings he has given me.

[@washambiswimp714]

hey i know it doesn't mean a lot but some random person on the internet is proud of you

[@lisamcclung2262]

She has such potential! I hope she makes it through!

[@stephen5389]

Your not alone dear! You can do this..

[@donnarinehart1216]

She seems to have a good head on her shoulders, and she tries to keep a positive attitude; if she keeps trying, she will be where she wants to be.

[@kierrademus8092]

Your kids need you your daughter needs you!! Please let’s pray she gets it together 🙏🏾

[@kimbasciano_]

My son saved my life too .. I’ve been clean from heroin since he was born. You can get better, do it for yourself and your kids. 🤍

[@eileenmccarthy8507]

Congratulations! You are an inspiration to others.

[@kimbasciano_]

@@eileenmccarthy8507 thank you! That means so much!

[@zanemoloney4630]

Great job congrats

[@kimbasciano_]

@@zanemoloney4630 thank you 🙏

[@LimoneneDaddy]

Sending love and shouts out from Philly!!

[@ruinsane100]

Amber, you didn't deserve the hand you were dealt. None of it was your fault. And please know that guilt is a useless emotion. Everyone does the best that they can with what they have at the time. What did you have? You were used, abused and traumatized. Your wings were clipped before you learned to fly. You did the best you could and you're still doing the best that you can. Give yourself credit for being the smart, wise, compassionate person that you are. Your imperfections are your battle wounds, nothing more. You deserve a life of peace and contentment. I'm sending you healing thoughts and wishing you a brighter future.

[@clarelahey4457]

she is so smart. i wish her nothing but recovery, health, and love.

[@amandabeltran7241]

Sending love from BUFFALO NY

[@zj2850]

Love from Cleveland Ohio!

[@NadaNada-dv8wx]

Oregon is 💚

[@lilaworley8935]

Hey there good neighbor. 💜

[@theblacksheep5226]

Despite all Amber has been through she still has a strong core and wants to do better. She just needs a good situation and right guy to help her.

[@katythepsychiclady2342]

Amber, YOU are so beautiful! You are a good person! YOU are deserving 🙏❤️🙏❤️

[@rebeccarob1173]

She deserves the world.

[@misseclipse9225]

Smart lady with a soft soul & emotional integrity. Brighter future for her and her children. :)

[@marylougeorge9890]

@JR That's right, you Don't know!!!

[@marylougeorge9890]

@JR I have been following this channel for over a year. Yes, things may seem likely but likely is Not 100%.

[@misseclipse9225]

Yes, it’s not guaranteed - but I guess I was thinking hope is there and she has strong maternal elements.

[@Moselxasvp]

“It sucks to love somebody that doesn’t love you…” I felt that. The love was based on the drugs… unfortunately.

[@chefgreenthumb2700]

You need national exposure. I believe if your videos were used in education programs for drugs etc...your hardworkin would have a huge impact on society. Thank you for your hard work

[@Mr.NoPrints]

sending love to all from virginia!

[@emmatador7947]

Car repair is 300 but is might as well be a million..I’ve been there and know that scared, hopeless panic, especially when your a parent. This young lady has a true mother’s heart bc she said he worst point was when her children were removed from her, and her highest point was with he children. When she said, “How many people get to raise their guardian angel.” Out of the 10 or so I’ve seen, this young lady seems to have the most giving loving heart. I’m praying God will help her to find a way, provide Godly compassionate people in Amber’s path so she can try to return to school, get an education, provide for her family. Amber, be strong, stay clean, cling to your beautiful hope, and keep trying, bc you’re an intelligent, well spoken young lady who has obviously learned from past experiences. I have faith in you Amber, and I’m praying for you.

[@wellahartig6382]

I hope you do a second video on Amber! ❤ it kills me the way she talks so quite, that’s pain in her month!😢

[@coltonendicott3714]

I'm glad you help these people the best you can. Keep up the good work.

[@thematriarchy2075]

This project is not about Mark helping people.

[@wesleyAlan9179]

@@thematriarchy2075 get off it already! It OK!

[@thematriarchy2075]

@@wesleyAlan9179 Lol. There is nothing wrong with giving Mark the notion that we understand why he works so hard on his project. It is not about him doing all the work himself or helping others . You might want to stop with being a shit starter. You hardly ever have a normal convo here. It is ok to let Mark know that we will all do better.

[@wesleyAlan9179]

@@thematriarchy2075 As intelligent as I believe you are...I also believe your a bit insane also.😅

[@coltonendicott3714]

@@thematriarchy2075 yeah but it's a bonus isn't it? They talk about their story and get it off their chest, and some cash if they need it. So I don't understand your point. At all.

[@amani2185]

the first i saw when looking this is interview is the beauty that radiates from Amber Face, take a look at how angelic she is . hope you will get through this and we pray that you reconnect with your kids . much love

[@ksp12062]

Sending her love and positive healing energy. I hope she can set herself free and leave that place with her son. They both deserve a better life.

[@luannebaker6936]

Good morning everyone have a blessed day from NC🦋

[@Noname-dg3pm]

Thank you. Back at you.

[@NadaNada-dv8wx]

Same Here but from Oregon 💚

[@wesleyAlan9179]

Good morning! From West Atl! 🤟🤣 its a rainy day here!😊

[@lilaworley8935]

"Family dysfunction rolls down from generation to generation like a fire in the woods, taking down everything in its path until one person in one generation has the courage to turn and face the flames. That person brings peace to their ancestors and spares the children that follow." It's not too late to get clean and take responsibility for your children. You have choices. You are not powerless. Your children are still babies. You owe it to them to fight for them to be in their lives... as a mother should be. Put the drugs down and pick up your children.

[@judysteadman799]

Amber your PTSD and childhood trauma is sure holding you back. All we can do is 🙏 🙏 🙏 Move forward move forward still young lady grab your boy and run.

[@ceciliacosta8148]

Much love from Maryland ❤️

[@MizzChocola8]

She has such a beautiful voice and spirit about herself I hope she gets the help she needs!! 😔

[@thevoxofreason8468]

Smart. Sweet. You can do this. Don't give up.

[@jackbailey7037]

Thanks!

[@aaronlee2371]

Devastating to hear how painful her life has been. That poor poor woman. Never stood a chance. I hope she is happy again one day soon

[@marilyn3605]

Why is she raising a child? With her addict mother? So sad that her son was brought into this vicious cycle world 😞😞

[@Desire123ification]

Pretty! Find the strength and get clean - All the best...

[@stephenelifritz7174]

Love this channel!! Let me tell you people watching that dont have children, Take the first minute of almost every video to heart! Remember when you have children how these stories start! Soooo many of these peoples stories would be different if their parents actually cared!

[@marylougeorge9890]

Yes.

[@FireflyXOXO1]

People have no idea how impossible it is to get out of a bad situation, to change!

[@tuckerross8564]

If there's already a concern of CPS taking your kid(s) why would you do a public video discussing your current drug use. I do not understand yet see it often

[@kristineplummer7607]

Because she's being honest. And that's a good thing. It takes a lot to open up to someone about things as embarrassing as heavy drug use. She's not perfect, and she's not pretending to be.

[@smokinjoe5483]

I start watching this channel in the last 20 days today I am 28 days clean from fentanyl/heroin. Was on last 6 years everyday, I was on it before and methadone for 7 yrs straight got completely clean for 5 yrs and now just got off again after 6yrs. I havent watched the addicts videos cause it’s hard for me to hear about using. I know how hard and why people loose everything and dies over it. Most people can’t do it look at overdose rate. I am lucky to still have my shit but as I sit here now I wish I could speak to people one day about this to let them no from someone that has lived the shitty life. Opiate are no fun like I liked the buzz obviously but after 6 month a yrs it’s only to maintain and is a crutch that u have to have to get up and when it get to that point it’s no fun it’s hell and I think people think that we get it to get hi and not me I didn’t I did the same amount the whole 6 yrs knock on wood and in 13 yrs have never over dosed but anyway it’s not fun after a long time it’s just a have to

[@smokinjoe5483]

And still after 28 days lost tons weight still not really eating or sleeping

[@mooziet652]

Please don’t use again you’ll be ok your stomach will get back to normal soon are you on methadone again ? I hope so please hang in there 🙏

[@hopehope886]

Congratulations on your sobriety. That must have been really difficult getting over the withdrawls and stuff. Youre awesome and strong and you can do anything.

[@smokinjoe5483]

@@mooziet652 no not on any of them crutches this time bro it’s no different to me being on that or the other just different in governments eyes. It cost me just as much by how far I have to drive to get it. Thanks for,caring.

[@smokinjoe5483]

@@hopehope886 I hope thanks for encouraging me to keep up the fight and I plan on it. It’s hard for me to watcg videos,like this cause I no the pain and the struggle of that crutch. U need it everyday no matter what and it’s,not fun when u get to that point others that never got to that point may disagree but I know I have did it besides meth cause I like shit to much and I new if I did hat would b another thing to overcome and thanks again

[@bobbit5670]

I’m less than an hour from Charleston. I hope this young lady gets into recovery ❤️ life doesn’t have to be a struggle every day for the rest of your life. If you’re struggling with addiction, don’t hesitate to reach out and I’ll help you find a treatment center near you or just provide a listening ear.

[@marylougeorge9890]

💖

[@shanek6582]

Well, did you get lucky? Lol. Captsaveaho

[@Mermaidhaze]

She is so intelligent. Based on what she said she also seems to have so many talents like writing and painting. She has so much potential. Hope she finds help and finds her way in the world.

[@lsydney3306]

Amber I have a son and sacrificed everything for him. I parented him as though I didn't have anything else in life. Now he is 16 and I am studying so that when he finishes school my life starts again. Best of luck with your choices - you are smart so believe in yourself.

[@bryanboyle2884]

Drugs are the only things that keep people from killing themselves. So sometimes the thing that's the most self destructive is also the only thing keeping them around. Trauma, abuse, guilt, shame, fear....sobriety is beautiful.. but when your alone...what do we really have to fill our time....when the only things we want to spend our time on has been taken away....

[@melaniep8377]

Yes, they absolutely need therapy to deal with all the feelings they've been numbing with addiction. If you get sober and your mind is a constant nightmare, how could you deal with it?

[@vflytrap7158]

Parents are supposed to give children unconditional love. When this doesn’t happen to a child their trust and self esteem may be lost

[@jayde8226]

I DESPISE when people say they “don’t have a ride” to Suboxone. But not having a ride never keeps them from drugs. Currently going through this with a family member 😩😤

[@marylougeorge9890]

Understandable.

[@H20.]

I agree with you. It seems like a bit of a cop out. Like could she not catch a bus? Maybe she was thinking Mark would give her the money to " fix her car" .

[@marylougeorge9890]

@Laurie I wonder if there is a bus to take her. If she wanted, it seems she could find a ride.

[@jayde8226]

@Laurie hell no! No one gave me a ride to get my shit together! I had to stop making excuses and figure it out on my own! That’s the point 🥰

[@jayde8226]

@Laurie heck no! No one gave me a ride to get my ish together! You gotta stop making excuses and figure it out on your own! That’s the point I was making. 🥰

[@MrAnarchris]

go to NA, you're the mom, you know what a good mom should do. your son needs a mom more than you need him to be a guardian angel.

[@liddlekiddle1962]

Amber is very beautiful, talented and intelligent. I wish she could see herself the way others do. I wish you the best, Amber, and hope you can realize that you can succeed at whatever you want in life. God bless you, sweetie.

[@curlyteeth3097]

Amber is so ready to rescued.....I hope the sun shines soon 🇬🇧

[@myahollandia3552]

Much love for Amber from the Netherlands 🇳🇱❤

[@elizabethfigueroa6159]

I hope you get well sweetheart. I am sorry that these horrible things happened to you, you are strong . You are not weak, you are strong and worth getting better. Keep your head up hun. Sending you so much love ❤️

[@dustinchaney321]

Hang in there Amber. She's a family friend with a heart of gold. 🧡

[@TheMm8107]

Much love from Houston everyone!! 😘🤘🏾✌🏾

[@wesleyAlan9179]

Much love right back at'cha! Misty Lee!🤟🤣✌💜❤

[@marylougeorge9890]

Love to you from Michigan.😊💖

[@Jdb74985]

Louisiana here, hi neighbor!!!! 🤗🤗🤗

[@jamess4116]

Her life exemplifies the state of our country which is broken and in decline.

[@jusrealthetruth5831]

It really does

[@theimortal1000]

Smartest person so far

[@michell123ist]

I so sympathize with her long term relationship. It’s life changing and it’s a slow process you gotta go through in order to get to the other side. Like a death. You got this 🤍